Date: Mon, 10 Mar 2003 22:35:07 -0500 (EST)
From: SavannahKid <savannahkid2000@yahoo.com>
Subject: How It Started, Part 2

I regretted asking Jimmy about his sex life. He knows that I'm like Billy.
He wants to use me like he did his sisters boyfriend. When I came home
today I kept thinking about Billy sucking Jimmy's cock. I could never do
anything queer. My brothers, mom or dad might find out? I didn't understand
why this happened. I would never actually have sex with Jimmy.

I watched Jimmy as he rubbed his hard cock this morning. Then this
afternoon Jimmy said, "Clay, you could be down on your knees sucking on my
dick. Your lips could be tightly clamped around it. You can swallow my cum
like Jimmy did. I know that look."

My mind said, "I can never let it happen.  I don't want to become a fag.
Yea, I'd like to suck his cock. But it can't happen. I'll have to stay away
from Jimmy for awhile." Today I jerked off a thousand times thinking of
Jimmy.  In my dream I knelt and watched his cock rise back to full
erection. I knelt before him ready suck his cock. I opened my mouth as he
moved his cock back toward my mouth. I guess I looked like I knew what I
was doing. He said, "Ready cock sucker, I have what you want." Wow that was
a powerful dream.

I wanted to skip school today.  I saw Jimmy in home room.  Jimmy acted like
he always did. I felt a great relief that he did not bring up the "look"
subject today.  Until yesterday in Jimmy's room I felt safe.  I had seen
Jimmy naked before, but this was different.  His cock was rock hard and it
was big.

When I started to change for PE, I didn't look toward Jimmy.  I knew he
would be trying to get my reaction again.  I jumped as Jimmy touched me on
my face.  I turned toward Jimmy and I looked between his legs.  I became
acutely aware of his cock.  He was waiting when I raised my eyes to see the
smirk on his face.  As I blushed and looked away Jimmy reached toward my
locker.  This brought his cock against my ear.  I could feel his pubes and
his balls touching the side of my face.

As my last class started today, Jimmy walked by me and said, "I saw that
look again." I knew what he meant. I told him that he was full of shit.
I'm thirteen and I don't plan on being labeled a fag.  He started in on me
again as he said, "Come on. Come home with me." I saw the tent in his
jeans.

I knew I could not go by his house. He would keep trying to persuade me to
go down on him. My attention would be on his crotch and on his cock. I knew
my resolve would fade at his house and I think he knew that I wouldn't have
any trouble sucking his dick. I never went home with Jimmy but I did walk
by his house on the way home.

Jimmy yelled out to me to stop for a few minutes. He started removing his
shirt. He yelled, "My sister won't be home for a couple of hours.  How
about a drink."  I knew I should not stop but I followed Jimmy into his
house. I watched as he threw his jeans on a chair. I tried to look away
from his jockeys as we talked.  When I looked over at Jimmy he was naked. I
never saw him remove his jockeys.

I watched as Jimmy's cock started to harden. Jimmy started telling me what
it felt like when Billy sucked him.  Jimmy He said that it was just he and
I and he would never tell anyone else.  I actually wanted to do it yet I
was not prepared to admit it. Jimmy knew that I wanted to suck his cock. He
also knew that I would never admit that I wanted to swallow his cum. But he
knew that I would do just that.

I was sitting in his kitchen with my own cock hard in my pants as Jimmy
opened the refrigerator.  My eyes were glued to his rigid pole. He handed
me a coke as I started to shake.  He said, "Don't get scared Clay, you'll
just be helping a buddy.  Besides, I'll go slow so you won't puke like
Billy."

After I sipped my coke, Jimmy said, "You ready now?" He stood in front of
my chair and then he moved forward, "Take it in your mouth Clay." I gagged
as the cock slid into my mouth. It seemed too big to suck. Jimmy applied
some more pressure forcing more of his pulsing rod into my open mouth.  He
pushed his hard dick half way into my mouth.

Tears ran down my face as I started sucking it slow and smooth. I heard
Jimmy say, "Shit guy, this is awesome."  I was sitting in front of Jimmy
with his dick in my mouth and I could taste his cum. I kept moving faster
onto his swollen cock.  I could feel it pushing against the sides of my
mouth.  Was he was ready to shoot his load?

I couldn't believe how stupid I had been to let talk me into this. I
grabbed his cock about four inches down.  I was afraid he would choke me to
death if it moved into my throat. He moaned, "I'm going to shoot, ahhhh."
My warm suctioning mouth caused his spurting cum to flow from his teenage
dick. I swallowed spurt after spurt of his warm cum. He yelled, "Clay
swallow my cum?"

I pulled up and off his dick and licked the mess from my lips. He smiled at
me and even though I was full of embarrassment, I knew that I would submit
to anything he wanted. His dick was warm when it entered my mouth and I
swallowed his warm teenage cum.