Date: Thu, 27 Apr 2006 14:46:53 -0700 (PDT)
From: MASTER bndmaster13 <bndmaster13@yahoo.com>
Subject: I Had No Idea

			      "I Had No Idea"
			 By: BndMaster13@yahoo.com

    Let me begin this story with a simple statement, "I had no idea what I
was getting myself into."  Yes, that may seem like a strange way to start
but let me try and explain to you what I mean. I am (or perhaps was) a
normal 19 year old just graduating high school and trying to decide where
to go with my life. I had already decided that I wanted a break before
college. At least a year to get my head together. My best friend Rick and I
had been in a b/d relationship for about 2 years. He was the Top as I loved
to be tied up and dominated by him. Just the thought of being in bondage
turned me on. The longer and tighter the better. I have a good body for
bondage. I had been on the swim team for all of my high school years. This
has given me a well toned but not overly muscular body. I stand 5'7" and
weigh 150lbs. Broad chest tapering down to a narrow waist. Rick tells me I
have a beautiful physique. The only real body hair I have is a treasure
trail that drops invitingly from my navel down to my crotch. As a swimmer I
had always kept the hair on my legs and crotch trimmed so my speedos would
look better. I must add here that I am amply endowed with a 8 inch cock
that swells to a full 10 inches when I am turned on. My balls are large and
hang low so believe me I really fill a speedo!

    Rick is taller and heavier built than me. He has always been a weight
lifter so he has an incredible, powerful body. He stands just over 6' 1"
and when he looks down at me I just melt.  He is a year older than me and
has always been by best friend, big brother, and finally my lover and
bondage Top.

   Because he is a year older he graduated a year ahead of me. His parents
had already decided he could wait a year before starting college. As my
parents traveled a lot for work I basically moved in with him the last
year. I finished high school and he worked part time. Investing his money
in lots of bondage toys. We had some but by the end of that year we had
everything. The rest of the time I was his bondage slave. Over that year he
got better and better at making me into a real bondage slave. The more he
gave me the more I wanted. As much as I would love to tell you all about
that year I promised I would explain my opening line. As soon as I
graduated high school Rick sat me down one night (perhaps sat down isn't
the right word. I was tied down actually) and presented me with his idea
for the next year before I started college. He was starting college in a
couple of months and for both of us the idea of his being away was just not
acceptable. His parents were renting him an apartment off campus and he
wanted me to come with him. I could have my year off and then start
college. I was excited as I couldn't stand the idea of being apart from
him. However, he had a little catch to the arrangement. He pulled out what
he explained to me was a Master/slave contract. He gagged me so I couldn't
interrupt him and then preceded to read it to me. As I listened I got
excited but scared all at the same time. In it he proposed to make me a
24/7 bondage slave for the next 13 months. I would during that time always
be in bondage, period. The only time I would have my hands free was when he
was changing restraints. He would provide all my needs and care for me. But
I would be his to use as he wanted.

    Now I loved to be tied up, the longer the better. Our present record
was 7 days over a holiday.  During which time Rick had given me breaks.
But the idea of being bound for 13 months actually scared me. Rick removed
my gag and gave me a long sensual kiss. "I am going to leave you here to
think about it. I will be back in awhile and I expect an answer." With that
he left. My mind raced a million miles an hour. I wanted this I realized. I
was getting turned on just thinking about it. What better way to spend my
year break than doing what I loved most with the man I loved most. I knew
my answer long before Rick returned. He would probably be able to tell just
by looking at my cock standing hard at attention. I was going to do it! At
least it seemed like a great idea at the time, but I really had no idea
what I was getting myself into.

    That pretty well sets the stage. So let's come forward to the
present. It has been 7 months since we moved into the apartment. 7 long
months since I signed the contract and completely surrendered my
freedom. Rick made me strip and kneel at his feet that night while I signed
my name on the slave's signature line. He walked behind me and placed a
leather collar around my neck and locked it on. He attached a strap to it
that hung down my back. Placed locking leather cuffs on my wrists and
pulled them behind me attaching them in the middle of my back to the
strap. Since that moment my hands have not been free at anytime accept
while he changes restraints. Rick made me stand at attention and he slowly
ran his hands over my body. His strength and look of total possession made
my cock bounce to attention. "Are you going to miss getting to touch this?"
He asked as he stroked my erect cock. "I can't even imagine 13 months
without getting to touch my cock. But trust me your hands will not be able
to come anywhere near yours. You really are mine slave. (that was the first
time he had called me that) For 13 months your body belongs to me. We are
going to have fun." Rick actually scared me with the look he had on his
face. It finally hit me what I had committed myself to. Was I crazy, 13
months?

    I opened my mouth to speak but Rick slapped my face. "A slave only
speaks when given permission to. I have not given you permission." With
that he grabbed a leather gag and strapped it on, locking it in place. He
made me stand there while he read our contract to me again.  Pointing out
every word. He reminded me that I had surrendered myself body and soul to
him.  He looked into my eyes and told me how much he loved me. The love in
his eyes told me he really meant it. But he said this wasn't some game. He
fully intended to make me live up to our contract. He also said that he
expected me to make him proud because he knew I loved him. To cement our
new relationship he bent me over the coffee and proceeded to paddle my
ass. He had only done this twice before in our entire
relationship. However, in the months to come it certainly wasn't to be the
last. When he finished he told me he was going to show me my bedroom. I had
assumed we would be sleeping together as we always had. But Rick lead me
into the second bedroom where we had set up his exercise equipment and our
desk. We had earlier put our bondage toys in the walk in closet.
Unbeknownst to me Rick had made some other improvements to the closet which
was to become my room unless he wanted me in bed with him.  He had hung all
our things on one wall or had placed them on the shelves. On the other two
walls he had found the studs and placed rings into them at various
heights. In one corner he had placed a dog dish with water in it. Next to
it was a small pillow and a blanket. I looked at them realizing that they
were mine. God, what had I gotten myself into?

    "Let's get you ready for bed," he said and lead me into the
bathroom. He held my cock while I pissed. He also informed me I had better
shit if I needed to as I wouldn't be loose for awhile. He helped me sit on
the toilet. When I was finished he wiped my ass. Never before in our
bondage play had he done this. He had always let me loose when I needed to
shit. "slave," he said, "believe me I don't enjoy this but as your hands
are staying put where they are I really don't have a choice." My god, to
think that I was going to have to rely on someone for the most basic bodily
function. The thought scared me half to death.

    Rick lead me back to what was to be my room. He made me kneel on the
floor and told me he was going to rebind my arms and I was to not attempt
in any way to move them. Simply leave them where they were until he reached
for them. He got a new toy we had not tried out yet. It was a full arm
leather binder. It had a collar for my neck and then it laid down the
length of my back.  It allowed my arms to be laced tightly inside. He
released my arms from where they were behind my back. As ordered I did not
move them. He put the binder on me then moved my arms inside.  He left my
wrists locked together with the leather cuffs. He then began to lace the
binder up. He lowered me onto my stomach so he could get better leverage to
insure he got it as tight as possible. As my shoulders and elbows slowly
came more and more together I realized this binder was going to be a very
intense experience. Rick laced and pulled until I felt he was going to pull
my arms out of the sockets. He felt around and realized he had the binder
to tight and let the lacing off just a bit. He tied it firmly in place and
then had me raise my ass up in the air. He inserted a butt plug the pulled
my back to my knees then my feet. He helped me step into a pair of leather
chastity shorts. He locked them at the waist and each thigh. Rick patted my
leather covered dick and said, "Poor baby not attention tonight. However,
just because you aren't getting any doesn't mean I can't." He made me kneel
and removed my gag. He made me open his pants with my teeth and suck him
until he cam. "Good boy," he said as I slid the gag back into my mouth. He
laid me out flat on my stomach on the floor. Grabbed a leg spreader and
strapped my feet into it. He then attached it to a ring in the wall so I
couldn't move around during the night.  He put the pillow under my head and
covered me with the blanket. "Good night slave, sleep tight," was the last
thing I heard him say before he closed the door and turned off the
light. As I laid there in the dark, all alone, I couldn't help but think,
what had I gotten myself into.

    That was only the first night of a very long 7 months. 7 months into
our contract I still am wondering what I got myself into. For 7 months my
hands have been locked behind my back except for 3 short times each week
when Rick chains them to his exercise machine for my workout. He likes my
hard body and makes sure it stays that way. Most of the exercises still
allow him to keep my hands locked behind me. But for the weight lifts he
locks my hands to the weight bar. 15 minutes, 3 times a week are the only
time I have seen my hands in 7 months. Rick showers my every other day. He
says I really don't do anything to get dirty. He uses metal handcuffs for
that. He gets in the shower with me and lovingly washes my body. At the
same time he shaves me from the waist down. The first time in the shower he
decided I would look better with no pubic hair. I have to admit being
shaved makes my cock and balls look even bigger than they are.

    My cock and balls? For 7 months I have not touched them. I can look
down my body at them, but the thought of being able to actually touch them
sends shivers through my body. Perhaps that is because Rick touches them as
little as possible. He only touches them when he washes and shaves them in
the shower. Or when he is putting some sort of bondage device on them. Or
hanging weights on my balls. Or using the new whip he purchased on them. Or
applying clothes pins to them. Or dropping hot wax on them. Other than that
they might as well not even exist. If he would even play with them once in
awhile. Stroke them and caress them like he used to. But he simply ignores
my hard cock and full balls. He tells me, though, that he likes me horny as
it turns him on. And god is he turned on almost all the time. Obviously
having me as his bondage slave keeps him in a constant state of arousal. I
know it does me. He however gets to cum when ever he pleases. Sometimes it
is mastrabating himself while he watches me struggle in an exceptionally
stringent bondage position. But usually it is either in my hot eager mouth
our my hot eager ass. In his defense I must add that he does allow me to
cum every 2 weeks. How he arrived at that number I don't know but I do know
when he does let me cum it is not satisfying.  He simply jacks me off. We
used to have great sex. Now he gets great sex and I get quickly jacked off
and I know I have another long 2 weeks to wait all over again. Going from
almost daily to once every 2 weeks. My god I just didn't know what I was
getting myself into. I will admit that my constant state of arousal has the
effect Rick desired. All I think about is him. How to make him happy. Am I
pleasing him enough. Without him I would have no purpose in life.  But then
again without him I couldn't even wipe my own ass right now, could I. A
simple thing like putting a glass to your lips, how we take that for
granted. Try going 7 months lapping water out of bowl, with no use of your
hands. But, Rick is happy. He loves me. I want nothing anymore but to make
him happy. I love him.

    Sorry, I am digressing here. Last month I begged Rick to be allowed to
use the computer during the day while he is in class. I needed something, I
told him, or I was going to go crazy. I wanted to write down my
experiences. He finally agreed and started giving me access to the
computer, if you can call it that. The first day before he left for class
he walked me over to the desk. I assumed he would perhaps cuff my hands in
front of me so I could use the key board. Was I wrong! He had moved the key
board and monitor onto the floor. He made me lay down on the floor and
proceeded to hog tie me. He then put a gag in my mouth to which he had
attached a small plastic piece that looked like a stub of a pencil. Rick
showed me that by lifting my head up and holding it in a very uncomfortable
position I could tap the keys on the keyboard with the plastic piece on my
gag. He made me try it and I swear it took me 5 minutes to write my first
sentence. But it was at least a start. I could type for a few minutes and
then lay my head down to relax the muscles. He gave me a word count I was
accomplish that first day. I was also required to be letter perfect in my
spelling. Needless to say I did not do it. Rick made sure I was punished.
The second day despite my aching ass I still didn't make the required word
count. Did he punish me? Let me just say that it was a Friday and he
punished me ALL weekend. Believe me, Monday I made my required word
count. In fact I did so well Rick decided to make it harder. He told me he
likes an excuse to punish me. As I write this he has me tied in such a way
that to reach the keyboard and hit a letter I must pull my balls until they
feel like they are going to pull off. But, Rick has also informed that as
this my night to cum if I fail to complete this story I will wait another 2
weeks. What a dilemma. Do I want my balls to ache from being yanked at all
day long, or ache from being so full of cum they want to explode? Also
knowing Rick if I fail I will be punished and he is getting more and more
creative in hurting my body. My god I still have 6 months to go before our
contract is up. I have written so much already, but Rick said he will
decide what will go to the internet as my story. For all I know he will
send a 10th of it if even that. All the work and pain I have put in to
write this and knowing him no one will read but a 10th of my story he has
made me tell.

    Dear god, I hear Rick. He is home early! I can't possibly finish my
quota. It is a 2 week school holiday. Dear god 2 weeks to punish me for not
doing as he expects. God am I fucked. Please help me------


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