Date: Sat, 15 Sep 2012 15:00:15 -0500
From: CAMERON BROCK III <cameronbrock3@gmail.com>
Subject: IF HE HOLLER$ MAKE HIM PAY. PART 18. GAY/AUTHORITARIAN

IF HE HOLLER$ MAKE HIM PAY PART 18


by Cameron Brock III

(cameronbrock3@gmail.com)


NOTE: I'm only 19 so don't expect a bunch of fancy writing from me.  Yeah,
this really is my real name and email and all this shit really happened. I
know it sounds weird but it's all fucking true because people really ARE
like this. A guy couldn't make up all the freaking stuff (LOL). Don't
fucking read it if you can't stand the fucking truth about men and their
fucking fags.


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Get this:

So NOW lots of desperate faggots have written me about dildos.

About the possible use of dildos in their training [see previous Part
17]. I do not reply personally to these snivelling faggots unless they
show some serious homage to me by adding cash tribute to my paypal
account or get me something good from my Amazon wish list.

But it seems there are many MANY un-owned but yearning faggots out there.

A very LARGE number of faggots in fact, poor subhuman creatures
yearning for a suck on a TRUE cock.

If you are a totally straight heterosexual male, there is a very good
chance that in your workplace there are three or four faggots wishing
they could serve you in some way, ANY way. You would be doing these
suffering creatures a kindness by permitting them to serve you, and
you will eventually discover, as I have, how easy it is to just
fucking use them for any damn thing you want. That's what the stupid
fags are THERE for!

Firstly it is impressive to me how many closeted submissive inferiors
there are out there living lives of quiet desperation, wishing to be
used by dominant young men who possess the properly-dimensioned cocks
of a real man. There's lots. Every day fags pass possible dominants in
the street, or fags work in an office next to a dominant, or brush
elbows with an alpha male in an elevator.

Unfortunately the wistful faggots just sigh with desire, savor that
brief moment to use for their pitiful little masturbatory fantasies at
night.

The standard cocksucking cum-guzzling faggot doesn't realize with a
little effort, all of that natural submissive energy could be
channeled towards dedicating itself to great goals of servitude that
would bring profound fulfillment to its otherwise useless life.

Indeed, it is one the goals of my studies here in college, that we
might someday free all this pent-up desire so that all energies of
natural dominance and subservience flow freely.

We are a society so caught up in an obsession for the APPEARENcE of
equality that we do not recognize that our independence should also
allow us to accept some very basic natural inequalities in ourselves
with no shame.

For example: faggots.

If you are a faggot, you might as well accept that you'll never be as
good as a heterosexual male. Just stop trying. Give up. You're
embarassing yourself.



If you are a heterosexual male, just accept the faggot as a product of
nature that exists to serve you, allow the faggot access to your
sexual presence. Treat the faggot almost as if it were a pet or a
useful piece of furniture. You will not only make your life far
easier, but you will be doing a grand favor to the faggot who truly
needs a real man like you to serve in order to make its life complete.
The faggot seeks fulfillment in servitude to your innate superiority.

Faggots truly need MEN like you to USE them.  See, faggots really MUST
be used by real men or else they wither and lead rather sad frustrated
lives.

Many faggots, frustrated, politically-brainwashed cocksuckers, get all
huffy at a statement like this.  These poor faggots will never truly
be able to enjoy the real release and consolation of dedicating
themselves to their natural function in life: ie, serving real men.

Too often, unhappy faggots like these wind up living, humdrum,
chronically-depressed, lonely aimless lives.

See, what the world considers pride, be it the so-called "Gay" pride
or whatever crap, can be a major stumbling block to a pussyboy.

Yes, eventually the pussyboy will develop a set of standards which it
can be proud of. True these are norms that are not yet something the
world fully understands, but it is hoped with these studies the world
will come to see the amazing range of diversity which can bring
fulfillment to many who have not yet found their place in the world
obsessed with an artificial equality.

The poor pussyboy can have pride in its pure...pussy-ness.

I have personally seen how much happier a fag becomes when it is given
a cock to suck.

Just to look at a fag with its cunt-shaped face guzzling my cock
between my legs--the pussyboy has the look of pure bliss!! It is lost
in a nirvana of never-ending pleasure-giving and worshipful adulation.

Very VERY quickly, just the very fact of being able to suck a cock
every day, thereby devoting its naturally faggy orifices to giving
pleasure the way it should to a true man, makes the faggot's
disposition infinitely more agreeable and pliable.

For a faggot, sucking and serving its daily cock, makes the fag as
pliable as a tamed and domesticated puppy getting fed a bone.

Unfortunately in the real world faggots do not have as much access to
as much cock as they need (which is really almost constantly once they
discover their TRUE mission in life).

Therefore this stage in its self-exploration dildos are an economical
and useful substitute for the faggot.




So...dildos.

For many faggots in the first stages of self-discovery, it could very
well be that they have never gone so far as to invest in something so
simple and obvious as a dildo.

Some fags are frightened of even admitting to themselves the depth of
their unconscious cravings to please real men. It scares them to think
how far they might go.

Just admitting to wanting to have around or IN it, something in the
shape of a real man's penis is a big step for the faggot.

You straight men can probably only imagine what suffering those
faggots go through.

My ongoing studies of the faggot mentality (if indeed it can be called
that) reveal them to be spineless wormy creatures wanking desperately
on their flabby-tiny weenies in their stained white undershorts night
after night, their fevered minds never quite being able to focus on,
or admit to exactly what excites them, but nevertheless scrubbing away
at their tiny penises in constant sweaty arousal, and only every once
in awhile might the fag's trouble consciousness permit it to attempt
some sort of satisfaction by sucking on its thumb, or splaying its
legs in the air and attempting to access his twat-rectum with a
tentative digit or two.

That really is about the best a faggot can do for a sex life (and all
the more reason you are ultimately a help to it finding more
fulfillment.) Occasionally the poor puzzled loser inspects that sad
palpitating hole in the mirror, looks at its useless clit, and wonders
if there might be something more to its life.

Really, that how faggots ARE. Faggots spend much of their days, doing
little more than wishing they could make themselves truly useful in
their world by obeying the throbbing virilities of the real men they
privately and desperately worship.

It is a shame that the world is not so arranged that servitude of this
kind by faggots of real men is not more easily achieved.

So acute and widespread is the frustration in the world of faggots, I
can see where dildos would be a viable and affordable option.

More importantly, dildos can become inspirational training for a
faggot to eventually make the transition from inhibited tight-ass
equality-straightjacketed "gay" into a total fun-fuck pussyboy faggot.

Even the mere act of walking into an adult toy-store and having to
purchase its very first dildo can be remarkably liberating for the
long-time inhibited pussyboy.

In a public place and with several people at the counter, the faggot
must choose size, shape, color of the phallic object of his desire. He
must commit to the purchase of it. All with the dreaded snickers of
the salesperson behind the counter. The faggot is PUBLICLY committed.
For this reason alone, I recommend a purchase at an adult toy store,
rather than via the internet.

The faggot doesn't realize it yet, but, having made such a purchase,
the thrill and release of having done just that, will make the faggot
come back to make many more similar purchases. Indeed the faggot
becomes ADDICTED to the thrill of admitting his heretofore secret
desires.  It can (and should) be the first of many.

If you are a Master, ORDER your faggot to perform this act.

Well worth the price.




But I also see dildos more as personal growth TRAINING TOOLS in the
lives of faggots.

A simple dildo can be something that the closet worm-fag can use to
train himself in a variety of imaginative ways.

Believe me, when a faggot is inspired by the prospect of cock, not
only all its orifices, but its IMAGINATION becomes lubricated. It
slowly learns to worship more and more lavishly the penis-shaped
object that it so craves. The fag starts to focus more on cock. Cock
becomess a vital part of its day. Soon it cannot leave the fucking
house without kissing the cock goodbye. And when the fag gets home, it
strips naked and get down on its knees and greets the cock as if it
were its Lord and Master.

Naked in the privacy of its own place the silly little fag can act out
all sorts of fantasies with its personal dildo.

The fag can imagine the dildo to be a real cock attached to the real
man it desires to serve. The closet-pussyboy can continually practice
providing all the devotion and attention that it might someday strive
to perform on a real man's cock.

I might even suggest that once that fag has adapted to serving the
largest dildo that it can possibly manage, the cuntboy should then
imagine it is the cock attached to the man in his exterior life whom
the fag secretly craves.

Then the fag should create a small shrine with its adored dildo,
preferably even decorate its cock-worshipping altar with a photo of
the man the submissive wishes to serve, and thereafter use it to
worship the Master of it's Dreams daily.

I know from experience that this works because a fag I was breaking in
worshipped its beloved dildo at every spare moment of its faggy day,
kneeling naked at Fag Altar while he serviced the dildo, all the while
looking hungrily at photograph of the real man that the submissive
worm so craved to serve. The fag had even managed to filch one the
man's socks (fags will do sneaky things out of desperation to serve
you, men, so keep a close eye on 'em.)

Ok, yeah, it was funny as fuck to watch the stupid fag doing all that.

I made the fag show me exactly how it behaved with its pet dildo. You
shoulda seen the blissful cocksucker rolling around naked on the
floor, hugging the dildo, cramming it down its throat,  and pumping
it's gaping buttpussy with this giant black dildo, sniffing it,
licking it, kissing it reverently.

Hilarious!

I even made it listen to FagRadio while it was doing it and
constant-brain-training into true faggotry just made the stupid fag
drool even more.

But all those feverish trainings and meditations on the cock of its
dreams paid off.  Eventually something happened within the fag. The
fag's inner desire somehow made itself manifest to the real man which
the submissive boycunt wanted to serve.

Somehow the fag's the extreme practice, focus, and meditation upon the
object of its PRIVATE desires, leaked over into its PUBLIC life.

All that private practice with the dildo made something blossom within
the fag, the secret servitude he always craved somehow grew bold
enough to break to the surface and communicate its submissive
vibrations to the big-dicked janitor at the office where he worked.

Of course the real man like that was so secure in his true masculinity
that it saw no point in turning down an offer to let a fag service
him, and so the janitor was receiving highly satisfactory and
enthusiastic blowjobs from the company accountant every night when
everybody else had gone home.

Last I heard, the janitor had even introduced the fag to his other
friends, so now the entire cleaning crew is currently enjoying many
nights of continuous satisfaction from the fag who successfully
trained his face and butt into a cunt with the simple practice and
training with one dildo.

So you see, fags, this is something they you can easily do on your
own, if you want to eventually work up the guts to offer your services
to a true man.

But this is also a handy device that Masters can use as a TRAINING
TOOL to help further convert their pussyboy's into properly focussed
cunts, constantly intent on pleasing the cocks of real men.

For example, my buddy Jonah (that 17 year old sadist likes to dildo
train his fags himself).

Of course Jonah makes his eager fags buy all the dildos.

But then the fags must arrive regularly at Jonah's house so they can
strip, cough up some cash,  get down on all fours, face down ass up,
pussyhole wiggling in the air, so that the dildos can be personally
(and sometimes roughly) inserted by Jonah.

Jonah says this training is all the more personal, and bonds the fag
with the superior male person who inserts the dildo, reinforcing the
fags' feelings of absolute inferiority.

Besides, Jonah snickers, it's just more fun watching the stupid fag
getting plugged that way. By the time the really HUMONGOUS dildos are
ready for use, the fag is already BEGGING for Jonah to really fuck it
with Jonah's REAL cock.


There are many success stories of faggots and their dildos.

This faggot I knew got to where he treated his dildo like his best
friend in all the world. The faggot's fondness for its dildo so grew,
that in its cock-obsessed mind the phallic dildo gradually became
elevated to a revered and honored member of the faggot's household.

When the faggot prepared his dinner at night, he would place the dildo
on the table and then crawl naked under the table and eat his supper
out of a doggie bowl. All the while, the faggot told me, he just sort
of imagined the dildo was watching the fag, lording it over the naked
faggot, laughing at him, pleased with the subservience and private
recognition of the faggot's place in the world.

Eventually the faggot bonded with the dildo so much, so frequently did
the faggot orgasm with it plugged deep within the folds of his
newly-created pussy, that the faggot found it absolutely irresistible
to bring it to work, tucked comfortably within the cushiony cavity of
his own rectum/pussy.

The faggot reported to me:
	"Even during my time at the office cubicle, my personal pussy was
finding new and exciting things to do with my beloved dildo/cock. It
was amazing how SENSITIZED I got to it!!  Just spinning a little in my
office chair began to create new sensations! Even when I was sitting
still, I slowly discovered that different muscles inside my rectal
walls could open close around the length of the cock, rippling up and
down its sides!
	I know it sounds kinda depraved, but it was almost as if the inner
linings of my pussy were becoming tiny little suction cups that
clasped and suckled over different parts of this plastic penis almost
instinctively! It upset me at first. Upset me that I had almost no
control over these strange feelings, like maybe I had gone too far, to
know from my very insides that I had such a natural inclination to
adore a...a penis inserted...down there, in my little hole, my little
pussyhole. Plus it made me cry, with despair at first, to think that I
had sunk so low, to be a pussyboy, know, just to think that I was
becoming such a total cockhungry cunthole, but then I just had to
accept it, when I realized my own little boy-clit was oozing with
wetness at the same time, that I was actually ENJOYING the painful
transformation of myself, that it was then I began to secretly weep at
the sheer pleasure and LIBERATION of the transformation! I was
beginning to feel like a butterfly finally free to celebrate my most
faggoty instincts."

Not only did this fag provide details of learning to love its dildos
and all the masculinity and power that they represented, but the
faggot went further about the psychological manifestions.

"Especially when I talked to the alpha males in my office. I guess
some of them don't even know what an "alpha male" is. But that's the
thing about alpha males, they don't give a shit because they don't
have to. They already ARE superior so why would they even have to
THINK about it?? When I offered to do some of the grunt work for them,
when I held the bathroom doors for them, when I served them all coffee
at their meetings, my dildo stuck deep up inside my ass-pussy, was a
constant throbbing reminder of their power over me, that it could be
the cock of any one of those actual male beings! And this helped me
all the more in imagining serving them.  sometimes I would be staring
at an alpha male across the way in the office, totally hypnotized by
the idea that the big hard rubbery cock I was sitting upon was really
that big hard cock of the alpha male.  From there, it was a very easy
step to imagine being constantly fucked, used, abused, trained as
required by one (or ALL of them!!) in my office constantly. With my
dildo stuck in my pussycunt, I felt like the office pussyboy all the
time!!!!!!"


Depending on the faggot's process of development, it will become
slowly evident to even the faggot that 11 inches of phallic-shaped
silicone is not enough for it. If a Master is not already training it,
the nascent faggot will begin to discover on its own that it is ready
to take the next logical step into total servitude.


PS. One of my bud says he dropped by Fag Deere's house. He demanded to
see the "Fag's Toy Box."  My bud said Fag Deere now has this
collection of little dildos, little day-glo color dildos the size of a
finger.  Pitiful, but hell, it's a start. My bud handed Fag Deere a
copy of FagRadio to play over and over while faggy was practicing
inserting the dildos in his pussyhole. My buddy charged Fag Deere
fifty bucks for the privilege. What some fags don't get is that
FagRadio isn't some meditation tape with ocean waves lulling you into
cocksucker bliss but a straightforward assault on the fag mind to
break down its defenses, crumble its sexual norms. Anyway they're not
really paying for the FagRadio, but really for the privilege of any
sort of association with a REAL man. Some fags don't get that it's an
honorarium to straight men, NOT some mere commercial transaction.
That would imply that fags actually get something in return, when in
fact, it is their duty just to pay their fucking money to help satisfy
MY far more important needs. That of a real ma. Fags are even lucky
they get any kind of training aids at all, like dildos or FagRadio. My
bud said he left the fag crying, listening to the fagradio with
earphones to get its mind more and more molded into accepting its
position in life, and trying to fit some little day-glo green dildo up
its pussy-pucker to get its hole more and more molded into accepting
bigger and bigger cocks!!!!



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INSTRUCTIONS AND EXPLANATIONS FOR FAGS AND THEIR MASTERS

Essentially FagRadio is this: it is a sort of guided meditation about
cocksucking and being a fag, and subservience, and obedience, and
making sure that superior men are always served and receive pleasure.

It is about 45 minutes of a recording made by me, a superior male,
telling a cocksucker (like Cuntface, or Fag Gifford, or Geek Fag or
the Wednesday night cocksucker) who
and what he is, and how he should go about it, and what he should be
more focussed on because he is just a fag. He is a fag, he was born a
fag, and always will be nothing but a fag. And he will be much happier
once he learns to accept it. This is a recording that a faggot might
play in his ears when he goes to sleep at night, or even while he is
out jogging, or even when he is sucking on superior guy's cock for
long periods of time.


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like my$elf, feel free to $how me your appreciation at paypal
(cameronbrock3@gmail) and/or $how me your gratitude by getting me
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If you $end me an email at cameronbrock3@gmail.com just remember I
don't wa$te time just playing with fags who don't know how to $how
their immediate and con$tant appreciation.

Hell, even send some donation to Nifty.org for even giving you the ability
to fanta$ize your $icko fantasies like Dean Deere.