Date: Thu, 6 Oct 2011 10:03:58 -0500 From: CAMERON BROCK III <cameronbrock3@gmail.com> Subject: IF HE HOLLER$ MAKE HIM PAY PART 9 GAY AUTHORITARIAN IF HE HOLLER$ MAKE HIM PAY PART 9 by Cameron Brock III (cameronbrock3@gmail.com) NOTE: I'm only 19 so don't expect a bunch of fancy writing from me. Yeah, this really is my real name and email and all this shit really happened. I know it sounds weird but it's all fucking true because people really ARE like this. A guy couldn't make up all the freaking stuff (LOL). Don't read it if you can't stand the truth about adults. Rule No.1: FAGS SHOULD NEVER BE ALLOWED TO CUM. That is one of the primary differences between a lowly fag and a superior straight man like me. Real men, being superior, DESERVE to cum as often as they fucking please. They deserve to fuck hot wet pussy with their great big hard cocks. They deserve to cum up a nice tight ass any time they wanna. They are fucking ENTITLED to get sucked by mouths that don't stop sucking until the last drop of mancream is drained from their tools. REAL men with REAL cocks deserve rich ecstatic long luxurious hardcore fucks of never-ending orgasms. Men deserve all this AND the world, whenever and wherever they feel the fucking urge. Fags, being an inferior species,deserve NOTHING except the pain they are privleged to receive from us, the superior men, the alpha-males, ie, their Gods. So naturally they do not deserve to ever cum at all. Ever. Fags are only allowed what superior men DECIDE to allow them and nothing more. Fags live solely at the beck and call and the behest of their superior dominators. Fags get very little because fags DESERVE very little. Sometimes the most a lucky fag can hope for is being allowed to be grovelling naked in the same room in the presence of a superior male. When this happens, (the grovelling, etc), the fortunate fag is customarily on all fours, and naked, looking up admiring at the man who has deigned to permit the fag to worship him. And, of course, the fag's useless dicklet should be always exposed and available for torment in every way imaginable. Kicking it in the nuts. Making the fag snap put his clit in a mousetrap. Making him burn it with a cigar. It's always more fun when you force the fag to do all this himself. This serves to put the stupid fag in his place. So eventually a fag who is broken in carefully, is grateful for the attention, no matter how brutal, that a superior male gives to that peculiar vestige of genitalia that jiggles between his legs. No matter how much a fag hollers while you're being amused, you'll find that a fag will always always ALWAYS come crawling back begging for more. If you are a superior male there are many ways to control your fag via his dick. Superiors, think of the faggot's clit/dick as being a hotwire to the fag brain, and you will realize how much training can be done by using this appendage as a conduit to profound control of the faggot mind, feeble as it is. If you are a superior male, you should use and abuse your fag's dick regularly so that eventually the stupid fag learns that its puny appendage is a part of its body that causes the fag much confusion, anguish, torment, and is a chief reason for its low station of absolute servitude in life. Most Real Men are sort of dick-centered because of the pleasure principal. Men enjoy fucking any hot available hole. Cumming just feels so good. Showing off how much you can cum all over some fag's face three times in one evening while it hasn't cum in MONTHS feels even MORE good! But fags are dick-centered because it's a real cock that they really lack. They have to compensate for this hunger somehow by at least being AROUND cock, or at least having as much cock as they can in their eager tight little orifices, pleasing the cocks that they desire so much. Well-trained fags become very much dedicated to the idea of cock servitude, no matter what that servitude costs them in pain, money or humiliation, plus it's fun to actually have them fork over money for for their own detriment and humiliation. I usually call that money a fag tax, and I have dozens that paypal it to me regularly almost as if they were saying their morning prayers. The fact that these fags pay me daily or weekly always puts them in a faggy frame of mind all day long. Some fags write and tell me that they actually feel a sense of relief after paying tribute to a real man. But also all day long they are thinking: "I paid a real man money just because he is a real man and just because I am a fag. Damn, I really REALLY must be a fag!" And all day long the thought sticks in his fag head, "I'm a fag. I'm a fag. Oh, god, I paid a fag tax so I'm a fag." This is a good thing because eventually the fag understands his place and becomes even more submissive throughout his daily life and the fag is obedient to every real man he encounters, all because he paid his daily fag tax to me. I have even had some fags tell me they don't feel comfortable all day if they've somehow neglected to pay their daily fag tax that particuar day. They even feel they have to send me a little something extra because of the guilt they feel to make up for it, and they can feel better. So I'm doing them a favor. The pain you can cause your fag, the psychological and physiological torment you can make him endure all because of his little non-orgasming dicklet is absolutely crucial to crushing and controlling your faggot. Plus it's a helluva lotta fun! One of my alpha-teen friends, Jonah, who is only sixteen years old, but a sadistic l'il motherfucker, believes in castrating his middle-aged male bitches. literally making them TRUE bitches who still pay dearly for the privilege of being transformed into one of his bitches. He says once he finally has got these full grown men to submit to him, once their minds and libidos are controlled under his thumb, and they're so desperate to volunteer to offer up their useless sexual equipment in exchange for serving him he takes them to a med school student friend of mine I recommended who performs the procedure. Jonah has so much fun causing such pain to their fag genitalia (generally putting them through a year of excruciation, plus he invites me and his other buddies to 'kick in' so to speak), that by the end of months of endless pain and torture focused almost solely on their useless dicks that the fags are literally relieved when the thing that they have learned is causing them so much pain is finally removed. (Of course Jonah finds other ways to keep fags bawling, but that's another story.) My castrating teen friend has a collection of fag testicles in little jars all lined up on his mantlepiece like trophies. He's also making a small necklace of them, stringing the dried shrivelled testicles on a chain he wears around his neck. Looks like dried chickpeas, actually. Jonah has also made a textbook cover from his collection of fag scrotal skin and foreskins. It's amazing how much that stuff stretches! My buddy shows these trophies to his faggots, dangles their very own testicles in front of their faces, laughing at them and at the fact that he literally has their nuts in the palm of his hand. Jonah swears his fags have gotten more malleable, more docile and trainable now that they are constantly reminded he truly is the ONLY one with the REAL cock and balls. In fact (for the fag) the ONLY cock and balls. Jonah says his fags concentrate more than ever on serving him because they aren't distracted at all with any desire to please themselves, a selfishness that needs to be trained out of any fagslave, regardless of whether or not it is castrated. I've never done any of that myself because I kinda like that little extra body part that fags have between their legs -- to cause excruciating pain for THEIR punishment and MY entertainment. I guess if I were to do some kind of modification of one of my fags I'd do it differently: I'd have my med student friend cut off the flaccid inch or two of jiggling weenie-meat which fags have, leaving just a dribbly little pee-hole--and leave their testicles intact. They'd still have to sit down to pee with it dribbling over their testicles. See, with those faggot testicles intact, the fags STILL have their hormones pumping, all that fag juice building up inside their fagsack, and yet very little way of finding release for it. The bewildered queer would have to spend a half-an-hour humping his lonely little nutsack on my leg before he gratefully slimed against my shin, getting SOME release. Maybe. Besides, I just think it'd look damn funny for a fag to have his little aching puffy pouch of a ballsack hanging there--and nothing else. As I've gotten to know the world as it really is, a world where there are superior men being served by a whole species of inferior pussyboy slaves, I've learned more about how guys keep these natural slaves in line using and abusing their micro-genitalia. oF course, we all know that fags will try to sneak a thrill whenever they can. That's just a fag's nature. No matter what you try to do to stop them, they cannot resist fiddling with themselves down there. Faggots are perpetually horny little fuckers, like bitches in constant heat, needing their fag pussyholes filled. But the important thing is to FORBID this selfish behavior anyway, so that the guilt of having done it (and they will), and the anticipation of the PUNISHMENT for having done it, makes it so that the fags are trapped in a lose-lose situation. One fag actually PAYS me to keep the key to his chastity device. But that sure doesn't keep him from cocksucking. In fact, the cocksucker says it makes him all the more hungry to suck some REAL cock. The orgasm-deprived fag is all the more INSPIRED to suck cock. He even listens to the cocksucker meditation recording I made called FagRadio while he's "working" the booths. The cocksucker instals himself regularly at an adult bookstore where he says he blows about 10 to 20 men a day who come there to dump a load in his fag mouth. Some wait in line especially to use his throat nowadays. He says there's some days he's, like, burping up cum. He says he likes the well-fed contentment of all the warm cum swirling around in his tummy. He likes knowing he has provided the much-deserved satisfaction that real men need and should receive several times daily, likes the idea of all those satisfied real men walking around with a smile on their faces cause they just dumped a load of cum down his fag gullet. As a cum-burping fag, he says he considers himself to be playing an important role in society, the role of skimming off the surplus seminal fluid which real men's cocks produce, thereby alleviating the tensions in the world. Plus he says that because he's hyper-horny he's always trying harder and harder to deep throat even some of the biggest cocks that are offered him. During all this cocksucking, while all these real man are getting off as many times as they please on the absolute pleasure of a dedicated cocksucker (he says many of them compliment him on the pussy-like feel of his mouth), the ever-horny fag has got his own wee-wee mushed inside this plastic chastity device unable to touch it and unable to cum. The fag claims to be very aware that the hornier he gets in those gloryhole booths, then the more fascinated he becomes with the art of giving the VERY BEST blowjob he can to the next mancock penetrating his holes, the more focussed he gets on giving the best possible blowjob he can. It DOES look kind of funny when a orgasm-deprived fag stands there, naked, after a month of non-orgasm, shuddering and begging me for the key so he can unlock that little plastic device encasing his nubbin. Usually I make the squirming fag perform some sort of task first, like scrubbing the kitchen floor nekkid, or maybe insist that he slap his own cream-filled testicles repeatedly with a ruler, then, once this fag places a crisp new hundred dollar bill on the coffee table, I tell him he may fetch the key from my football trophy on the mantlepiece and that he's got fifteen minutes to take care of his needs while I watch him whip his little dickie into a frothy orgasm, (or whatever little spasm fags have) whilst I laugh and time him. If the fag doesn't nut within the alotted time--well then, too fucking bad. On goes the chastity device again, click goes the lock, down goes the fag to suck my cock. Yeah, his mouth really DOES have a pussy-like feel to it. On command, he scurries to the mantlepiece, struggles with the lock and key on the plastic covering. When he struggles to get the plastic off his mushed pink worm. When it's finally off, he tries his damnedest to get it hard, yanking on it, twisting it, coaxing it like putty. He starts trying to rub it on the arm of the couch till I smack his butt off like a bad doggie. But a lot of times his pee-pee just won't get hard. The fag says spending so much time in confinement, he's slowly losing any sense of what it's like to pleasure himself. Many times his limp dicklet just doesn't respond, no matter how hard he yanks and tugs and begs for cock, and it's funny as hell seeing him pull it like putty, because all of his pleasure circuits have been re-routed to other holes, like his pussymouth and ass. Now the fag BEGS to suck my dick because that's the only way to jumpstart his own arousal. I don't allow my cocksuckers to be distracted with their own jacking while they are serving me, so the poor pussyboy is limited to just begging for cock, trying to whip his own little tool into a lather. My friends and I enjoy laughing at a grown man begging for just a chance to touch his genitalia. Even after/if he cums and he's locked up again, I whip his bound up nuts, smacking them hard again with the ruler, telling him that's part of his toll to pay for being allowed a little pleasure. His nuts turn from raw red till they're total swollen black and blue, and sometimes I've used the tip of a cigar to sizzle the little hair follicles off of it. "Clock's ticking faggot!" I'll laugh at him trying sooooo hard to get just one little measly nut out of that little measly dick. "10 minutes faggot." He quickens his pace, bunches his fingers over that pud, squinching his eyes, rabbit-jacking it like crazy, trying, trying, trying like hell to even just GET a hard. "Seven minutes, wormboy," I'll snicker. God he's got something juicing in his crotch, I can hear his little puddle of faglube, desperately yanking on it, he pants, "Oh god, please please please please please please PLEASE!!!!..." He's wanking away like a jackhammer, maybe using his other hand to finger up his asshole. Maybe the thing swells a little bit and the juicy sounds get louder, "Oh god, I've gotta cum, gotta cum, gotta cum!" The fag's concentrating and chanting and wiggling and struggling to stroke one tiny little monthly orgasm out of that inchworm. "Gotta cum gotta gotta gotta gotta, cum cum cum!" He's bucking his hips, fist pounding his balls, wringing that raw meat for dear life. "Three minutes cocksucker, hurry it up, you're grossing me out." "Yes yes yes yes!" He's practically yanking it out by the roots, "I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna...shoot.. I'm gonna... please... please.. it's about.,,," "Ding dong. Time's up cocksucker. Hands off your little wanking weenie." I'll say. "NOW!!" And he knows he has to do it, albeit reluctantly, or he'll get fagslapped around good and hard. Reluctantly, he takes the plastic chastity device from my hands and slowly stuffs that drooling creature back into its plastic container. He's double disappointed because he didn't get to cum this month and also because he didn't get to eat whatever he spewed. He was working so desperately for it too. Click goes the device. He hands me the key, and I drop it with a deliberate ringing sound back inside my football trophy for another month. I'll say something like, "That was a nice try for a fag. Maybe you'll think about what you need to do for the next month in order to get to cum." "Can I suck your cock while I whack at it?" He always asks. I always say, "Hell no." And always slap him for asking. "It was fun watching you try for it though. It's interesting seeing a faggot try to act like a real man. Like watching a monkey whack off in the zoo. Only the monkey gets to cum, ha! Part of your problem is because you don't have the equipment, and another part of it is because you're just a natural born faggot, and you'll never really be able to cum like a real man. I don't know why you even bother. You sure do make some funny faces when you're trying to cum though. Hilarious. Maybe you should think more in detail about all the cocks you've been sucking in the last month, and how much you loved tasting them. Maybe you can manage to stick a few more fingers up your asspussy next time. Maybe you could get some kind of giant vibrating dildo, or a pacifier to suck on while you do it next time, that would sort of fit wth your baby-size dick. You probably do need something in your mouth to help you concentrate. that might help you do your business." I can't help but say it kind of disgustedly. "I'll try sir, " and he sort of stands there, hoping I'll invite him to suck me off now and see how a real man always gets to cum any damn time he pleases. All I need to do is snap my fingers and there's always somebody there to give me a proper blowjob. Sometimes I make him suck me, some times I just take his money and send him out the door, more hungry than ever to please all the other men of the world and their cocks. More eager than ever to prove himself as a faggot. The world is a better place when there is a hungry eager faggot in it perpetually ready to serve. Sometimes the chastity fag actually cums in the permitted time, in which case it's this body racking, tit-twisting spasm, and after this seizure, I can see him strangle the head of a his dick so it puffs up like a tiny mushroom and a few little pearls of fagslime blob out. A drop or two and that's all. This is the time for a man who enjoys four or five good orgasms daily to just kick back and have a good laugh. All that work for THAT?!? Damn! Definitely nothing to brag about. I'd almost feel sorry for him, poor fag never being able to cum a REAL cum, like gobfuls of spurting rich cream splattering all over the place. If only it weren't so much fun to see his utter humiliation. I'm thinking that the puny equipment he DOES have is maybe beginning to atrophy due to non-use. It hurts him even more after he's cum to get hit that way, slap those blue balls with a ruler, but that's the price he pays for being a faggot. Lots and LOTS of pain. That's the price he pays for being able to play with his baby faggot dick--even for fifteen minutes a month. See, even if the sad little faggot experiences a minor orgasm at all, I make sure that it is miserable, maybe a mild release of his pent-up balls, but never the excellent and overpowering earthshattering cum that a real man cums. Sometimes I watch the fag get just on the edge of cumming and then I'll suddenly apply a cigar to his nuts. He screams. Goes soft. Tries again. About to shoot. The cigar. More screams. Goes soft. I've kept the dumb fag jacking that way till he's even afraid to get hard anymore because he now associates it with getting his dick singed with a cigar. For the faggot, cumming, if it happens at all, is just another miserable and humiliating, disappointing, moment in the life of a loser faggot. Some of you may be wondering how this orgasm-denying biz works with Fag Gifford. For one thing, I don't lock it away. it just fucking entertains me to see Fag Gifford's tiny little dicklet out in the open for me and some of my alpha-teen friends to laugh at. And abuse. Besides I think the brainwashed mind is the best chastity device of all. Fag Gifford has been so thoroughly trained by now, ever since I was fifteen, that he knows that merely touching his clit-dick would result in an agonizing blitzkrieg of punishment. On the occasion that he's carelessly touched his weenie, he knows that he has to report it to me, and he knows that he's going to get ruthlessly disciplined. But his little mind is trapped in such a vicious circle of excitement/humiliation/obedience/pain/excitement, that he has no other choice but to endure it. In Fag Gifford's mind, the very thought of punishment is now so connected with his pleasure centers that he doesn't know the difference between the two. His pleasure is whatever pain I inflict. His pain is my pleasure. Especially now that he's been exposed to hours and hours of FagRadio, the recording I make for him telling him he's a worthless fag cocksucker, he's become a dithering slobbering clit-dick twit who can't figure anything out and only achieves mild relief from his perpetual anxiety by being properly abused and degraded regularly. Smacking him clean in the nuts with a ruler is like zapping an electrode to his brain. It's so much fun that I can't imagine why I'd want to eliminate that part of my pleasure. What hurts him gives me pleasure and therefore he knows pleasing me is what he is supposed to do. Now knowing that he's pleasing me really excites him, so he gets him helplessly hard, his little dick sticking out like a moist pinky finger. And he also gets punished for THAT. Sometimes I will belt him until he finally goes temporarily soft. I have introduced him to my sixteen year old friend Jonah who collects the testicles of his servant fags, and the fag has even had to serve alongside some of the fags who have had their worthless genitals removed. So Fag Gifford knows the extent I COULD go if I wanted, and he is now grateful to such a kind master such as myself who allows him to KEEP his microscopic pain pud, for whatever purpose. When we have an evening of some of our regular fags sucking us, my sixteen year old buddy will sometimes grab Fag Gifford by the balls and squeeze them till he hollers, and then laugh and go, "Snip snip!" Sometimes Gifford's dick gets hard, but not much bigger, sometimes it's dribbling with horniness when he's serving us. But he's always always ALWAYs grateful to be serving in some way, because its what born slaves do. When I was fifteen, even then I sort of just instinctively figured out that an obedient fag should never be allowed to cum. I figured if you had control of the fag's orgasm, you had control of HIM. That's why governments want to regulate sexuality so much --because they know they can control YOU if they can control your sex life. That's why I say its time to turn the technique on the faggots and control THEM completely by making them afraid, ashamed, confused and pained about anything at all that they THINK or DO with their little pee-pees, the way many governments and religions try to do with people. $$$$$$$ One of the head games I'm playing with my geek fag roommate right now also involves not letting him orgasm. Only he doesn't know I'm denying it to him! I've pretty much figured out geek fag's routine by now. How and when he manages to jack off, so I make sure that I'm there to kind of "accidently" interrupt things. In the dorm, I deliberately accidentally invade his privacy. Like When he's been too quiet in the bathroom. I KNOW he's trying to jack off. I'll bang on the door and tell him to open up cause I have to use it. I keep banging, insistently, so that he either has to halt in mid-stroke, or has a rushed and not-very-satisfactory jizz. Amazingly, I hear him scuffle around and he obeys me and lets me in. I even found the lubricant he uses in his nightstand and dosed it (ever so slightly) with the tiniest amount of muscle balm so that as he strokes, there's sort of a numbing pain. Not enough to have him screaming but just enough so that it's more painful for him to stroke than it is pleasurable. He's probably wondering if something's the matter with his dick, beside the fact that it's miniscule, that gradually makes it so hot and numb and difficult for him to stroke off. If he mentions something about it, I'll send him to my med student friend who can get him some pills that make him have the lousiest orgasms ever. It's a side-effect where you just keep stroking and stroking but can never really cum. Like I said, with a dick that tiny, why do they botheranyway? I have to admit, geek fag roomie is already remarkably compliant. I could not have requested a better guinea pig from the Science Lab. He has never openly protested some of my dominant male habits and edicts around the dorm, but there is probably going to come a point where he just snaps, and it will be fun to see how I can put him back in his place so that he puts up with yet still more domination. It's the standing up to me, and then the RE-submitting, that I have discovered are crucial points in the perpetual submissive training. So of course geek fag now has to arrange for other times to jack off. I make sure I surprise him by NOT keeping a regular routine. One time I came home early from class and caught him watching some of my porn DVDs (chicks getting fucked by really huge cocks) and he quickly jumped up and wrapped himself in a towel. "Oh hi, I was just drying off." I said, "More like just whacking off" and sneer at the rigid little lump stick out under the towel. "Prolly just wishing you had some equipment like the guys in the vids. Or like mine." Just by doing this I'm already acheiving an unconscious measure of control over the little queer's orgasms. My next little turn of the screw for my fag geek roommate is to devise a day where all my little head games are played out all at once, just to see how much he can take, a sort of cocksucker's combo: 1)laugh at him in the shower (maybe even take a suprise cam shot), 2) smoke a cigar in the dorm which I know he hates, 3) tell him to run some errands for me while I watch TV, all perhaps in the process interrupting some of his masturbatory habits, so that maybe it's days before the poor geek fag can find the privacy to successfully jack off, or he's reduced to furtively squicking his dicky under the covers in the mornings.... Note to Self: wake geekfag up early and have him make my breakfast. THAT will interfere with any morning-time frigging he wants to do! LOL! Note to Self 2: complain about breakfast. Note to Self 3: return to bedroom and loudly fuck cheerleader I brought home last night. LOL! LOL! ROFLOL!!! FagRadio I now got a copy of a new improved FagRadio which was inspired by Fag Gifford, but now I use on a lot of other fags to keep them under control. They even beg me for a copy of it. It's part of their training but also part of their punishment. So I made a CD which is a sort of guided meditation CD of 45 minutes ME brainwashing YOU as a constant reminder of what a lowlife cocksucker you are! Essentially FagRadio is this: it is a sort of guided meditation about cocksucking and being a fag, and subservience, and obedience, and making sure that superior men are always served and receive pleasure. It is about 45 minutes of a recording made by me, a superior male, telling a cocksucker (like Cuntface, or Fag Gifford, or Geek Fag) who and what he is, and how he should go about it, and what he should be more focussed on because he is just a fag. He is a fag, he was born a fag, and always will be nothing but a fag. And he will be much happier once he learns to accept it. This is a recording that a faggot might play in his ears when he goes to sleep at night, or even while he is out jogging, or even when he is sucking on superior guy's cock for long periods of time. Just as with guided meditation recordings to help you relax or meditate or become richer, this particular recording is meant to help subliminally reinforce the idea that you're nothing but a stupid cocksucker and meant to serve real men. You'd even be able to put this on repeat and listen to it all night long so that it eventually enters your subconscious so that during the daytime you will be more open to the idea of your servitude to the world of real men and your low stature in that world. Hopefully it will make for a better world full of more docile and obedient cock-serving faggots, more willing to be used, so that we will all be happier doing our part. It's sort of like sleep-learning and cognitive therapy, but a kind of guided meditation for cocksuckers to learn to accept the fact just being fags is what they were born for. Fags report that it already makes them more submissive in everyday life interactions with superior men. And Masters report that it makes their cocksuckers even faggier than ever. Fags write me and say they feel happier and less frustrated because of it. And, because they are more relaxed and receptive to the ideas, they get even MORE COCKS TO SUCK! It will be a help to fags AND the world because fags will more readily offer themselves up as fags to be used by superior men. As the fag that you know you are, it will help you better acknowledge the fact and make it easier for you to get over any qualms about serving your true masters: real men. I have to say it has some amazing results. I really DO find that my cocksuckers are much quicker to obey me, they are much more docile, have less inhibitions about being abused both verbally and physically, and I get very good results from it in a short while, if a faggot is made to listen to it regularly. $$$$$$$$ Any fags that wanna show their appreciation to a $uperior alpha male like my$elf, feel free to $how me your appreciaton at paypal (cameronbrock3@gmail) and/or $how me your gratitude by getting me something from my gift list at amazon under cameronbrock3@gmail.com. If you send me an email at cameronbrock3@gmail.com just remember I don't wa$te time just playing with fags who don't know how to $how their immediate and con$tant appreciation. Hell, even $end some donation to Nifty.org for even giving you the ability to fantasize your sicko fantasies like Fag Gifford's. Later!