Date: Tue, 15 Aug 2006 10:51:03 -0400
From: Chris Johns <chris-johns@hotmail.com>
Subject: In Your Dreams

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Secondly, it is very home erotic with sex and a little sadism between
teenage boys. There is of course some loving as well. I guess it wouldn't be
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			      In Your Dreams


Almost every boy in the school dreamt about having sex with June Jeffs. At
fifteen she was as perfect as womanhood could make her. Sean Riddick was the
boy doing it and Sean was my best mate.

At the time this story started we were both fourteen, but that was about all
we had in common. Boys and girls alike got wet between the legs looking at
Sean. He was already close to six foot tall with what everyone called a
classic body. Broad shoulders, small waist, slim hips. Pecs and abs to die
for and the legs you would expect on the captain of the under fifteen's
football team and a brilliant athlete. Top that all with incredible good
looks and a neat package between the legs and you knew why June wasn't
interested in anyone else. The senior boys were livid that this little prick
from the third form was beating everyone else to the best pussy in school.

I'm Luke and my interest in June was purely academic because I was the
antithesis of my best buddy. We had been friends since nursery school;
natural really as we were next door neighbours. But I was going to be a late
developer, if I developed at all. Still only five foot two inches and skinny
with it. I was good looking in an elfin sought of way. Nice eyes, good
teeth, and hair that sat like a Golden Fleece on my head. Saving graces for
me were an awesome package, brilliant academics and considering my lack of
stature a more than adequate cross-country runner.

The package was the thing that kept me in the inner circle in my year.
Communal wank sessions in Sean's bedroom after school meant that all of my
year, just about, had seen my erect penis. When I stripped for these
sessions the picture everybody saw between my legs was a good size pair of
balls held in an adequate sac, not a tight one like most of my class because
I had reached pubity early. In front of the ball sac hung a four or five
inch uncut penis. The skin covered the head and hung a little below it but
of course that meant no wrinkles, it was reasonably thick soft and similar
thickness over all its length. Fully erect, it hugged my belly. The foreskin
pulled back to uncover the completely pink head not very much thicker than
the remainder of my cock which was about  seven inches round. The package
now was about nine inches long but looked much longer because you viewed it
from the underside. Sean was the next longest at about six inches. If I
hadn't been so skinny I would probably have looked sexy but my oversized
cock and undersized body killed any chance of being labelled anything but
the freak.

"Don't worry about it Luke, they are just jealous of your magnificent cock
and your cute butt."

Did I tell you, he was also a nice guy, my best buddy?

Life I guess was pretty good. Loving parents, nice home, the best bud in the
world, a sometimes welcome notoriety for my genital package. No problems
with academics and because of my running ability no problem with the sports
staff.  I wanked about two or three times a day usually thinking about June
Jeffs or of Sean shagging her with me watching. All round I was a happy guy.

Fifteenth birthday and I started to sprout. I grew four inches in less than
a year. My body started to fill out and I started to work the gym with Sean
to build muscle. It was as we were walking home from the gym one-day that
everything started to change.

"Would you like to shag my Juney Luke?"

I looked at him and grinned.

"What do you think, is the Pope a Catholic?"

We both laughed.

"I can arrange it for a price. She'll do anything for me."

"Man I don't have enough money to touch her never mind fuck her."

"It wouldn't cost you a penny bud. You would just have to let me use your
body for about half an hour."

Naïve little prick that I was it didn't occur to me what he really meant.

"Huh, you could use my body forever if I could munch out that pussy just
once and then fuck her brains out."

"Would you shake on that and hope to die if you renege on the deal?"

"Of course I would, every guy in the school would."

"Ok, shake. You promise to let me have free use of your body for any purpose
until we leave school if I get you a shag with June."

"Yes, done and hope to die if I renege."


Two nights later it happened. It was bloody cold out but we went to the
local park, Sean, June and me. June and I both stripped and I muffed her for
ages before sticking my hard prick deep inside her. It was bloody fantastic.
I thought I had reached Nirvana.

What a way to lose your virginity.

The next day it was time to pay the piper and that was a shock to my system
and a defining moment in my life.

"Ok Luke, you and me, my bedroom after school. Time to start paying your
debt."

"Hey, no problem buddy, whatever you want, last night was frigging amazing."

Sean and I were lucky in some ways. We were only children so we were a bit
spoilt. Like me Sean had a large bedroom with a double bed and tons of
space. We both had our computers and hi-fi systems, bookracks and CD and DVD
storage, wardrobe and chest of drawers, desk and chairs.

"Ok Luke, while I boot up my computer I want you to get naked."

"Ok, but what for?"

"You'll see, just do it."

Hey, the number of times he had seen me buck naked or at least stripped from
the waist downwards didn't make this order anything to worry about.

"Ok bud, now pull up a chair and watch this."

This was a porno flick Sean had downloaded from the Internet. It started
with two guys stripping and then sucking each other.  They both had big
wangers and it looked really sexy.

"Watch what they are doing to each other Luke, and how they are doing it."

This was seriously turning me on and when they moved onto the next stage,
fucking, I started leaking pre-cum in a steady stream.

"Bloody sexy huh Bud?"

"Yeah, but disgusting as well. I can't imagine sucking another guy's cock
and definitely not having it up my arse."

"Well you had better watch this all very carefully Luke because you are
going to experience both."

I looked at Sean to see if he was serious, and he looked it.

"You have to be kidding Bud. Only queers do that kind of thing."

"Nah, I've read that lots of straight guys fuck queers and get blow jobs
from them. Of course the straight guys never suck or get fucked."

"So, I'm no queer boy."

"Maybe, maybe not, but you swore to let me use your body for whatever I want
until we leave school."

"Come on Sean, I didn't mean this."

"No limits were set. You said, `You can have free use of my body for
whatever purpose until we leave school.' Correct or not?"

"Correct." I said resignedly.

"Good, undress me buddy and get on your knees between my legs."

I did undress him and as soon as he sat down I knelt between his legs. I
looked up at him appealingly, but he still said.

"Ok Luke, play with my cock and balls for a little while and then start
using your tongue and lips on the head and the shaft, finishing up sucking
my balls. At an appropriate time I will tell you to start swallowing my cock
making sure you continue to pleasure it with your tongue."

I did, and in all honesty after the initial revulsion I started to enjoy it.
When Sean told me to start sucking his cock properly I really didn't want to
go that far.

"Please Sean, that is for gay boys."

"Luke, you are beginning to piss me off. You got a shag last night that you
reckoned was worth anything. Now that you have had it you are trying to
renege on our agreement."

I felt guilty. So I took him in my mouth. I did the best I could but with no
experience and no desire I wasn't very good.

"I'll give you a web sight you can enter Luke that tells you how to give
good head, you will then get better each time you do it I hope."

I was dumbfounded.

"You mean this isn't a once only thing."

"Fuck no, my plans for you are a regular blowjob and shag. If you get really
good I might let it go at that, or let some of our friends try you. If you
are not very good I will punish you with my belt until you are good."

"Oh no Sean. I thought we were best buddies. You aren't really going to fuck
me are you?"

"Of course I am. Starting in about ten minutes when I have opened you up
with my fingers. I bought some wet light so that I can lubricate your arse
and my dick. I don't want to hurt your arse if I am going to be using it
every day."

"But what about June?"

"Oh she is ok but I want it every day and she only gives out when she's in
the mood. Now, up on the bed on all fours and spread your legs as wide as
you can get them."

I was mortified displaying my pinky for Sean to ogle. I started to cry. What
should I do? If I reneged on our deal I would lose my best bud and almost
certainly be chucked out of the inner circle. I don't think I could have
handled either.

"You have a really cute butt Luke, I'm going to have so much fun fucking it.
Now move your butt back a bit more and drop your head and chest onto the
bed.

----

That is great, I'm almost coming just looking at your arse."

He started to stroke me first before worrying my anal entry with a slicked
up finger. Eventually he entered me with his middle finger all the way to
the third knuckle. He kept it still then until he felt that I had adjusted
to this internal invasion before finger fucking me, I couldn't help it I was
almost purring after a couple of minutes, it felt so good but I was crying
seriously, more like sobbing. This was so humiliating.

"Please Sean, I beg you don't do this. I'm not gay and this is the most
humiliating thing that has ever happened to me.

"But you like that buddy don't you?"

I just moaned a little in reply. He went to two fingers and then three. I
was almost peeing pre-cum I was so turned on.

"I'm going to put my cock in there now Luke."

I replied shortly with, "Oh please Sean." Pretty ambiguous huh!

Well I didn't know whether I wanted him to or not I was very turned on.I
felt the head at the entrance to my anus, slowly Sean increased the pressure
and it popped in over my sphincter. I screamed, the pain was unbelievable.

"Oh God Sean, take it out you are killing me. Please take it out."

I was gasping for breath the shock to my system was almost over-powering.

"It's alright little buddy. I'll keep still while you adjust. The pain will
soon ease."

He was right. It took about five minutes but eventually there was no pain at
all and I started to relax. Sean obviously felt the difference and eased in
further. Taking his time he fed me all of his six incher. I felt his pubes
on my butt cheeks as he said.

"Well done Baby, you have it all. I am going to start fucking you slowly
while you get used to it."

Christ, he was good. He was freaking me out with the sensations running
through my body. He kept hitting my prostate and his long strokes felt
amazing. Of course I ended up cumming all over his bed without touching
myself. He rolled me over and re-entered me with my legs in the air and
spread wide. I was hard again in seconds and came again with him. I felt him
swell inside me just before he came and that was what took me over the top
again. I was still crying but it was obvious I had enjoyed being fucked.
Sean fell forward over me supporting himself on his elbows and looked into
my eyes.

"You enjoyed that Bud didn't you?"

I nodded and through my tears said. "How could you Sean, that was disgusting
and I thought you were my best friend."

"I am Luke, even more so after that. You are a better fuck than Juney and I
don't have to worry about a rubber, no babies are coming from this."

He leant further forward and before I knew what he planned he planted a very
gentle kiss on my lips.

"Oh crikey Sean, that is so gay, why did you do that?"

"Because you are my best bud and I have just had the best sex ever in my
life."

When he climbed off me I cleaned up in his bathroom dressed and went home
without saying another word to him. I was seriously confused. Apart from the
initial pain when his cock entered my arse I realised that I had enjoyed
everything else as I got used to doing it or having it done to me. My
orgasms had been even more intense than with June two nights ago. Did that
make me a queer, or would all guys have got the same rush?

I went to bed early and cried myself to sleep. The next morning I couldn't
face Sean so when he knocked for me I didn't answer. I waited about five
minutes and then followed him to school. I managed to avoid talking to him
until mid morning break. He knew we had a problem because for the first time
in ten years I wouldn't sit next to him in class and I never once looked at
him.

He pulled me away from the others at break and said.

"What's the problem Luke?"

I couldn't look him in the eyes as I replied.

"I can't believe you would humiliate me like that Sean, I feel so ashamed
for what you did to me yesterday. I'm not a pussy boy, how could you?"

I turned and walked away from him. We didn't speak again until the end of
last period when he grabbed me and said.

"I want you in my bedroom the same as yesterday Luke. That is if you aren't
reneging on our deal."

I couldn't believe he was going to do the same again. I thought, oh well he
is going to apologise so that we can try to put our friendship back on an
even keel. I wouldn't look him in the eyes though. If I had I would have
known he wasn't thinking about an apology.

Sat in front of his computer the same as the day before he said to me,

"Use a note book Luke, I want you to take down the names of the web sights I
am going to show you. They will teach you how to give good head and other
ways to pleasure your master. One of the sights will also show you lots of
different positions for screwing, one on one and with threesomes and more."

I looked at him then almost too flabbergasted to speak. "What do you mean?"

"If you are going to be my sex slave for the next three years you might as
well learn to be a good one, and when you are good I can share you with the
rest of our buddies. We won't have to wank ourselves off in here when we
have mutual wank sessions, you'll be able to satisfy us all."

"Oh no Sean, you don't mean that do you?"

I was crying again, my life was about to become a horror story. Sean
realised I was falling apart on this one and backed off temporarily.

"No, I just want you to get really good at pleasuring me. You can get some
more practice now. I want you to play with me again and suck me before I
fuck your arse."

I was definitely better than the day before and when he fucked me I had very
little pain even at the beginning. Of course my orgasm was terrific again. I
was still terribly embarrassed and as before just dressed and left.  Sean
called me on my mobile later and gave me the web sites he wanted me to
explore.

"After you finish your assignments Luke I want you to spend some time on the
web site that tells you about sucking. I expect to feel a big improvement
tomorrow otherwise I shall have to punish you to get you focussed."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing but I did what he told me. He paid the
next day though because I ignored him completely again and the remainder of
our friends started asking questions. I heard Sean say to them.

"Don't worry about it Luke and I just have a problem we need to work out.
When we have you guys will be let in on it."

I was sure then that he was going to involve them and I dreaded it.

That afternoon after school Sean got his third blowjob and his third fuck.
When he had blown his load inside me he said,

"Not bad bud, but not as good as it should be. You don't appear to be very
enthusiastic about blowing me so I am going to make sure you are focussed
for tomorrow. Bend over the chair. Grip the legs with your hands and spread
your legs as wide as you can."

"What are you going to do now Sean? Are you trying to kill our friendship
completely?"

"No buddy, you'll always be my best friend but I want you to be a good
little sex slave as well. I am going to give you five strokes with my belt.
If you get a bit more enthusiastic I may never have to chastise you again."

He wasn't gentle. After only two I screamed and dived into a corner shaking
and sobbing.

"Please Sean, don't punish me anymore, that hurts so much."

"You can have a choice today Luke, give me another blowjob, much better than
the last one and swallow all my cum, or take the other three strokes."

"Oh no Sean, that is disgusting. Can't I just blow you and let your jism go
or you can fuck me again to have your orgasm, but please don't make me eat
your cum that is vile."

"I'm not bargaining Luke take it or leave it."

I did the best I could making sure his orgasm was great. I am sure that
thinking about depositing his cum in my mouth helped him have a monster
ejaculation. He held my head when he was ready to cum to make sure I didn't
pull off.

"Eat all of it Luke or you are in trouble."

I did and was surprised how good it tasted.

"That was awesome Luke, get me hard again I want another fuck after that.
See if you can show as much improvement fucking as you have sucking. Work
your hips and your butt muscles to drive me wild."

"If you want me to be the best Sean why don't you play with me and get me
excited as well."

"Fuck off Luke, that's for queer boys. I'm not playing with your cock, even
if it is an awesome tool."

I cried again at that and he got a lousy fuck.

"Over the chair again Luke, you are obviously going to learn the hard way."

I did and was screaming again after only one more, but I took the three.
Through my tears I said.

"You'll never be my friend again Sean. I can't believe you would do this to
me. We have been best buds for more than ten years. You are vile and
sadistic."

He was quite shocked and I left. There was an upside to this. I was putting
in my assignments on time and getting straight `A's for them.

I gradually drifted away from Sean's inner circle and spent more time with
my cross country mates and the more academic guys who of course were all
called nerds. He used me several times a week and at weekends but started
having mutual wank sessions again with his circle. I was not invited now and
that was ok with me I just felt so ashamed whenever I saw him.

I was now seriously confused though. If Sean had been affectionate in those
early days I might have realised I was gay but being used by Sean the way I
was acted as a cloak to my real emotions. It all came to a head about nine
months after our first session. Sean had been getting better and better
services from me. Purely out of his sadistic side I took a few more
beatings, but not many and not as hard as the first one.

The thing that changed both our worlds was the biggest trauma I had ever
suffered. It was a complete surprise. Sean had never mentioned the group sex
thing again after his first shock statement and I had never given it another
thought. Until, one day after last period.

"Luke, I want you to go home and have a thorough shower. I am going to come
over to give you an enema. I want to make certain you are as clean as a
whistle inside and out today."

I didn't say anything. I only talked to him if I positively had to. I had
never had an enema and it felt weird, but I didn't really mind it.

"You look really sexy Luke, but I am going to make you look even sexier. I'm
going to trim your pubes and you are going to wear these hipster shorts."

I had filled out a good deal more in the previous months and with the shorts
on I had to admit looking in the mirror I was one very sexy looking guy.
Talk about the ugly duckling growing into the beautiful swan. My cock had
grown another inch and thickened a little more. No more freak though that's
for sure with my well-buffed body.

"Ok Luke, my bedroom."

We slipped across the yard and in the backdoor. I could hear talking coming
from Sean's room and looked at him quizzically.

"Nothing to worry about Luke. You are such an incredibly sexy pussy boy I
thought you ought to let some of our friends enjoy you as well."

He pushed me through the door as he said it and there were all the gang that
used to meet here for mutual wank sessions.

"Oh no Sean, I'm not doing anything with these guys beyond what we have
always done. In fact I'm not doing anything with you. I'm reneging on our
deal, you have had more than it was worth to fuck June. I'm leaving, you and
me are finished"

"No you aren't Luke look at these, you are staying or these are going round
the school tomorrow."

He showed me some photos, I had never seen them before and he had never
taken pictures when we were together.

"How the fuck!"

He pointed to his bookcase and I could just see it. The lens of a camera.

"Now you know why I positioned you a certain way sometimes. I was videoing
you and these are stills from some of my videos."

I was mortified.

"The bonus for you is that the guys have sworn never to mention outside of
this room what goes on here this afternoon. I want you to stand in front of
each of us in turn and say `Please Sir can I give you a blowjob and eat all
your cum. Do it Luke or you will get this."

He produced a cane that I had never seen before either.

"I can't really gauge how hard the strokes are with the belt so in future
when you displease me I am going to use this, so do as you are told."

I went to Justin first.

"Please Sir, may I give you a blowjob and eat all your cum."

"Wow Luke, yeah, but even though you look sexy in those shorts take them
off."

"But,"

And that was as far as I got. Sean landed a quite hard stroke across my
buttocks.

"Do as you are told Luke."

I did and was naked in moments. I knelt before Justin and peeled his shorts
off. I could tell you to the mm. almost how long his cock was so when I
reached the point of sucking on it I knew I could deep throat him with no
problem. I had got him so aroused before I swallowed it that he came
immediately and I had a mouthful of cum which I was struggling to swallow.

"If you waste any Luke I'll punish you."

I didn't and very soon I had four very satisfied guys watching me blow the
last one, other than Sean of course.

"When Matt cums Luke I want you to keep it all in your mouth so that you can
show everyone what a mouthful of cum looks like."

"Please Sean, that is so gross, don't make me do that."

"You don't learn Luke do you. You do everything I say or you are punished.
You have had nine months training and you still haven't learnt. Roy and
Adam, hold Luke down over my desk with his legs spread."

Roy and Adam bent me over the desk, they hooked their legs over my ankles
and pulled my legs wide. I could see the others move into position to watch
as Sean started in on me. He had a neat way of using the cane. I didn't
scream I squealed like a stuffed pig. The pain was unreal and he was
administering the strokes so fast I could barely count them. I was a mess
when he stopped, sobbing my heart out and writhing in pain.

"Now do as you are told Luke because next time I am really going to hurt
you."

Matt got the raw end of the deal. I was in too much pain to give him a first
class blowjob. When he had cum I showed the others my cum filled mouth.

"Very good Luke now spit it all into your hands and wipe it over your face."

I very nearly said no but looked at Sean's face just in time. I wanted to
die knowing my face was covered in another boy's cum.

"Very good Luke. As a reward, knowing how much you like to suck cock and
have one up your arse we are going to spit roast you. To make it more fun
every five minutes we are going to rotate so that we can keep going a long
time without cumming. But before we do that we are all going to play with
your butt. On the bed on your back, Mickey, you and Alex pull his legs up
and back. Get them as wide as you can and pull them down to touch the bed.
That's great now we can take turns fingering him and you can play with his
cock and balls at the same time if you want to. Come on Matt you can get
more than two fingers in there, I have been reaming his arse out for nearly
a year, he can probably take your whole fist by now."

Everyone was kneeling on the bed surrounding me, playing with my nipples and
cock and balls if they weren't finger fucking me. I felt so totally
humiliated and ashamed I just wanted to die.After about half an hour of this
Sean said,

"Justin, you can be first in his mouth, I'll be first in his arse. Roy and
Adam, queue up behind Justin. Matt, you and Tony behind me. When you finish
in one hole move to the queue for the next hole and we keep going until we
cum."

I knew that meant I would be sucking cocks that had been in my arse. I broke
down completely then. I kissed Sean's feet and begged him not to make me eat
cocks that had been in my arse.

"Get in position Luke or I will break the cane on your arse."

I don't think any one got a good fuck or a good suck.

"I'm sorry guys, this is his first multiple sex show. I guess he really
wasn't up to it. I think we should put him in the bath and after he has
licked all our cocks clean we should piss on him."

Everyone looked stunned, but no one ever went against Sean.

I was carried into the bathroom and knelt in the bath licking everyone's
cock clean.

"Lie down Luke and open your mouth. Anything that goes in it you swallow."

Six boys stood ready to piss on me when Sean laughed and said.

"That wasn't bad for a first time Luke. I'm sure you will be much better
next time. Now you can fuck off home."

The others all laughed as I retrieved my shorts and crawled out of the door.
The laughter was the final degradation.

I showered when I got home and scrubbed my body raw with Mum's floor
scrubbing brush. I then swallowed nearly a bottle of Corsodyl. Finally I
grabbed every pill I could find in the house and swallowed them washing them
down with a whole bottle of Vodka. Then I fell into bed and prayed I would
die.

Mum and Dad were late back from some business dinner and I guess Mum felt a
bit guilty leaving me to fend for dinner so she came to kiss me goodnight
and kicked the vodka bottle. I heard the story later of course because I was
well on the way to hell.

She turned my overhead light on to see what she had done and immediately saw
all the pill bottles and boxes. I had taken about eighty Aspirin, a whole
prescription of anti histamines, some anti-depressants from a time Mum was
ill, various other tablets for different ailments we had suffered from as a
family. Probably enough drugs to kill a horse never mind a sixteen year old
boy. Add to that a whole bottle of Vodka and I had done a pretty effective
job. If it hadn't been for the Vodka bottle they would have had the whole
night to work.

They pumped my stomach out and did what Doctors do but I was bloody ill. My
main problem was that I didn't want to live so I was not helping. I wouldn't
talk to anybody. I didn't utter one word to anyone for the first four days.

Mum and Dad talked to Sean and his parents trying to find out why I had
tried to take my own life. Sean felt as guilty as hell and locked himself in
his room crying until Mum told him I was off the danger list.

"He isn't going to die Sean but he is probably going to be an invalid. The
Doctors suspect brain damage from the concoction of drugs he took. He still
won't talk to anyone so we can't tell yet. He cries almost all the time and
they are still feeding him intravenously."

I had been in hospital for four days trying to figure ways of completing
what I started when Sean came to see me. The nurse came in with him and
said.

"He hasn't spoken to any one since we admitted him so don't tire him with
too much of your own chatter."

Then she was gone and I turned away from Sean burying my head in the pillow.

"I am so sorry Luke, please forgive me. I have burnt all the photos and
videos I took. I have sworn the others to secrecy for life. Please get
better Luke and be my friend again. I promise for the remainder of my life
to look after you and make sure you never come to harm again. For my penance
I will let you beat me and fuck me, you can even prostitute me but please
forgive me."

It was his turn to cry over me and I couldn't forgive him but he could be
useful.

"If you get me two hundred Aspirin I will forgive you, otherwise I don't
want you to come near me again ever."

He didn't get me the Aspirin so when he came to see me again empty handed I
screamed until the staff removed him. His Mum and Dad came to see me and I
did the same thing.  Looking back that was pretty rotten of me, they had
been like second parents to me all my life I even called them Mum and Dad
the same as my real parents. It began to dawn on people that my problem was
something that happened between Sean and I but of course he wouldn't tell
anyone. The whole thing was spiralling out of control and it got worse when
I was sent home. I was kept heavily sedated and under constant observation.
I was a mess and I still wanted to die.

I really did know what my problem was but couldn't admit it to myself never
mind anyone else. I loved Sean. I loved him so much that I wanted to die
because he was never going to feel the same. It took a really nice lady
psychiatrist to find that piece of information. Six months of my life I
lost. Once I had admitted to myself what I felt I started to get better.

My first conscious act on my road to recovery was to go next door and beg
Sean's parents to forgive me. They did and nearly smothered me in hugs and
kisses. It was another month before I would let Sean come to see me. He was
crying as he walked into my bedroom with a look of acute apprehension on his
face.

It really shook me to see this school jock crying and almost crawling to my
bedside. In a voice so soft I could barely hear him he said,

"I am so sorry Luke, I got carried away with the power I had over you. I
love you little buddy. I think I have always loved you. I know now I want to
make love to you so much. I don't just want sex with you. I truly want to
show you how much you mean to me."

If I said I was astounded that would be a gross understatement. I looked at
him and cried.

"Go away Sean, I need time to think. I can't believe the humiliation, pain
and shame you heaped on me. That was why I wanted to die. I don't think I
will ever be able to face the others. I am going to have to go away. You've
ruined my life. Why, I've always loved you as my best friend, ever since we
were toddlers. I thought you were my protector, instead you have destroyed
me."

He went away weeping. What a mess he had created. I was not physically ill
anymore but I wouldn't go back to school. Hell I wouldn't even leave the
house. Mum and Dad were going frantic, they didn't know what the hell to do.
I couldn't stand the pressure either and had another brake down. My brain
just overloaded and I cried. Nothing any one could do would stop it. More
drugs and I became a bit of a zombie. Finally Sean was so frightened of what
was happening to me he told his parents what he had done to cause the
problem. Boy did the shit ever hit the fan. My parents and his parents had a
council of war.

"Sean has to be severely punished and shamed in front of Luke. Nothing less
will do and I don't have a clue who should do what. My son is evil and until
Luke forgives him we are going to punish him every day, in front of Luke if
we can. Caning him is no problem but I don't even know how to begin on the
sexual humiliation and shame."

"I don't either but I bet we can find someone who does on the Internet."

I recovered enough to be sent home again. My first evening I was tucked up
in bed after supper and both Mum's and Dad's came in with two strangers. A
young man about my age and an older man probably late twenties. Sean
followed completely naked.

"Luke, we now know what Sean did to you to cause your present state. To
night we are going to punish him and humiliate him in front of you."

I don't think my jaw came off the floor for the next half-hour. Both
Father's gave him ten strokes of the cane, hard. He was screaming almost
immediately but he took all twenty. The next thing was the young boy
stuffing a huge cock in Sean's mouth. Both Mother's were blushing like mad
but were obviously fascinated. After face fucking him for about ten minutes
the boy went round behind Sean opened him up with his fingers before ramming
a bigger cock than mine up his arse. The scream from Sean was terrifying. He
hurt me but it must have been as nothing compared to the pain from this
monster invading him. The kid fucked Sean like crazy until he came and then
went round to the front again to be licked clean. The older man was next
doing something similar, except that he came all over Sean's face and made
him scoop it up and eat it. Finally both Mother's took the cane and gave
Sean ten each. His arse was a mess, it was going to be weeks before the
bruises disappeared I reckoned.

"Luke, we can never make it up to you for what our son did to you, but we
are going to spend the remainder of our lives trying. We will be back
tomorrow to administer the same punishment and humiliation."

I broke down again.

"Please Dad, don't do this again. I love him so much please don't hurt him
anymore."

Everyone was slack jawed and I was crying, as was Sean. He threw himself
into my arms and hugged me.

"I'm sorry Baby, please forgive me. I love you too, so much."

My Dad was great he coughed gently and indicated that everyone should leave.
When the `rents poked their heads round the door later there were two naked
boys curled up in each other's arms sleeping.

I guess I was only half asleep because I heard Dad say.

"I guess we had better leave them for the night, they have both had quite a
day."

All the years Sean had been my best bud I had never slept with him. When I
woke the next morning he was spooned into me and I was in heaven. My very
hard cock was pressed into his arse crack and my hand was wrapped around his
erect penis. More importantly I knew without a doubt that I was gay and this
man in my arms was going to be my life.

Two very red faces turned up for breakfast holding hands and the four adults
sat round the kitchen table drinking coffee were grinning like a bunch of
Cheshire Cats.

"Breakfast boys."

In chorus we said, "Yes please Mum, we're starving."

I spent days giggling every time I saw Sean's bum. It covered all the
colours of the spectrum as it got better. The bruising was the most
colourful I had ever seen. He was pretty damn sore on the inside as well.
That boy had been fucking enormous.

"Ah well Sean baby. You are opened up nicely for me to fuck you."

I said it in jest but Sean took my hands in his and looking at me intently
said.

"You can fuck me with yours and anyone else's for as long as you like.
Please just be my friend Luke and if you can ever forgive, your lover as
well."

"You Klutz. That is part of the reason I was so fucked up. I've always loved
you. I just never realised I was gay and loved you in that way, not just as
a friend. Sex with you was truly amazing. If you had loved me instead of
beat me I would have clicked much earlier."

I think we were set for an interesting recovery. Both parents were great
when we sat down with them a few weeks into our recovery and told them they
were not likely to here the patter of tiny feet anytime soon.

"We would be less than honest son if we said we weren't disappointed but we
have all been lucky enough to have two wonderful boys. Be good to each and
for each other. You have had a rocky start for your love but you know it is
strong now."

The last piece of my personal jigsaw was put in place a few days later when
Sean came in from school with the five villains from my night of
humiliation.

Matt got the worst deal that day but was the one who stopped me rejecting
them.

"Luke we all beg your forgiveness for the humiliation we heaped on you that
day but I don't think any of us are sorry for what we took part in. Sex with
you was awesome. If you ever want to practice on us again I for one would be
delighted."

"Here, here. " chorused the others and we all dissolved in laughter.

"Well, I've shown you all how to do it, maybe I should find out if you
learnt anything from it. My cock likes a lot of attention as well."

They all looked a little shocked until they saw me grinning. Matt surprised
me, as they were leaving he whispered to me.

"I'll come back and look after that cock any time you would like to call
Luke and I already have wet dreams thinking of that monster being fed into
my stomach."

I went back to school the next week and had a fantastic bunch of tutors to
bring me up to speed. One in particular slept with me every night after we
had finished studying. Crazy huh. He nearly destroyed me but I love him so
much I sometimes look at him, particularly when he runs out as Captain of
the school football team, and I physically hurt he is just so beautiful.

I by the way continued to shoot up while every body else stopped and in our
final year while Sean took all the football honours I took honours in the
cross country and we finally agreed that I was as tall as him and had a body
nearly as good.

June became a friend and I suppose we can't be 100% gay because we took her
to bed one weekend when our parents were away and we both fucked her brains
out until she begged off.

"It's so unfair to us ladies that you two Gods are in love with each other."

We all laughed and snuggled up together before indulging in more sex. She
loved to watch us make love to each other and the funny thing was neither of
us got embarrassed being fucked in front of her.



That's it, hope the inclusion of a girl didn't turn you off too much, but as
you can see she was needed for the story line.