Date: Fri, 26 Apr 2002 02:29:36 +0000
From: "Red" Brown
Subject: Jaguar

It was 1960, it is little hard from the prospective of
all that has taken place in the ensuing 42 years to
imagine just how naive  everyone  was at that time.  Not
only about sex, but life in general.  I had developed a
smart and snappy line, which kind of gave the appearance
that I knew more than was truly there.  My sum total sex
experience to this point was a few half dressed necking
sessions with a girlfriend back in New York, and some
mutual touching with another boy when I was 15.

Now I am in California, 18 years old and dumb.  Had a
hard time adjusting to California as the drinking age
was 21 rather than the 18 of New York.  The group that I
hung around with was painfully underage both in
appearance and fact.  Had no clue at this point of my
sexual orientation.

It was a week night a group of us were sitting at the
Club our local hangout, chattering about inane things
that only teenagers can take seriuosly.  Trying to look
sophisticated while sipping on coffee or sodas.  Then we
were joined by an older man, say 25 26 years old.  Had
seen him around generally with a good looking older
woman, maybe 22 or so.  He did the one thing that would
endear him to all of us, and bought us beer.  So we sat
and we talked and we drank some beer and got a little
silly.  Until finally only he and I were left.  Must
point out that there was no sexual attraction in my mind
to the man, just in aware that someone of his age and
experience would sit and listen to us and me in
particular.

Then he offered me a ride back to my place.  In
retrospect this was kind of a clue, since it was just
about a block and a half to my place.  He drove a Jaguar
Sedan, pretty impressive to 1960.

We drove to the parking lot in front of my living area,
and continued to talk.  The conversation went on for
about a half hour, and then there was that lull that
sometimes happens between strangers when there was
nothing to say.  He quietly reached down and unzipped
his trousers, untangled his penis from his shorts and
pulled it out.  Then, without a word, or a by your leave
he gently put his hand on the back of my neck and pushed
my face down into his crotch.  To this day I do not know
what he saw in me that made him know he could do that,
but he did.  I took his cock in my mouth like a hungry
baby to his mother tit, and begin to suck as if it was
the most natural thing in the world.

I remembering thinking will have to brush my teeth very
well when this is over.  There I am in the front seat of
Jaquar with a cock in my mouth sucking like crazy.  The
only disappointment was that he did not come in my mouth.
He pulled out and pushed me in to the back seat face
down.  The then lower my trousers and commenced to make
love to me anally.  Now am face down on the back seat
with a cock in my ass being fucked, it was an odd
mixture of sensations.  He continued until he finally
came, we zipped up and left each other.

Only saw him once briefly after that.  Was and am deeply
in the closet.  Did not know how to handle the whole
affair.  It was not until a couple of years later that I
learned that there were many more like me.

As to the older fellow, he was caught by the police a
couple of months after that with another young man in
his front seat.  The young man said later on he was just
trying to get his dick sucked, but I know better.  This
guy was not about to suck that young mans dick, the
young man had the dick up the ass when they were caught.
The older guy made his bail, and ran, probably still
running.

Subsequently, cannot look at a Jaguar without thinking
of this occurance.  Have learned that this was not about
sex but about domination and control.  It could have
been a guy, or a girl.  Each would have received the
same treatment from the man. He was older had authority
and used it.  Probably the reason I sucked him off was
the fear of what he could do to me in my job.  Then also
have to admit that over the years have queered out quite
a few times late at night with a few drinks, 69 is a lot
of fun.  Guy or girl it doesn't matter, I am in control.

I hereby relinquish all rights to this story.

"Red" Brown