Date: Wed, 3 Feb 2010 16:48:31 -0700
From: Brian Suddards <suddar40@telus.net>
Subject: Jimmy and Me 13

Disclaimer: This is a fictious story dealing with high school boys
discovering themselves. It deals with sex between teenagers. It also deals
with BDSM, CBT, Spanking and other aspects of the darker side of gay Life.
All persons in this story are not real or intended to be real. If it is
illegal to read stories like this in your State or Province you should leave
now.


Chapter 13


I found Jerome sitting in the living room staring at the TV screen. I sat
down beside him and put my arms around him. He hardly moved.

"What's the matter love? What made you so pissed at Brian so quick?"

Jerome started to cry. Deep down sobs of real inner pain. All I could do was
hold him as he cried. Finally he started to talk in a very quiet voice.

"When I started high school, the PE teacher made me try out for basketball.
I had never played before and I was no good at it. Brian was Captain of the
team. Every time I tried to do what the rest were doing I always screwed up
somehow. Brian began to taunt me. He started with 'Come on dummy, do it
right.' Then he started to call me a dumb nigger. Later in the shower room
he came up to me and told me I was useless dumb nigger, who would never be
any good. The other guys in basketball started to ride me too. After taking
it for a couple of weeks I quit trying and even stopped coming to practice.
All through the rest of the year, he would refer to as the dumb nigger that
couldn't even find his dick. I vowed someday I would get him for it."

"Well I think you got him good today." I giggled.

"If I could have ripped his nuts off, I would have. Too bad you stopped
Jerry from putting the big ball in the bucket."

"Gee love, I didn't know. I love you Jerome, but I guess I kind of love
Brian too. I'm sorry, but as much as you hate him, you can't just kill the
guy. Ripping his nuts off probably would have. Then what do we do? We would
all be a party to murder."

Jerome just cried more and all I could do was hold him.

"Gary, I love you too. I'm sorry I did that, but it's just, just, oh shit, I
guess I just got carried away in the moment."

"Well he definitely got his dick and nuts nailed down. He won't forget that
anytime soon."

I didn't even notice when Jerry carried Brian in and upstairs. Jerome and I
just sat and hugged.

Jerry came down a little later. He sat beside us on the couch. I put my
other arm around him.

"You two okay?"

"Yeah love, we were just talking."

"Brian's out cold. It's kind of weird, but he stopped bleeding almost at
once. You can still see where the nails were in, but no blood and his cock
isn't even swollen. His balls on the other hand are about the size of
melons. Fuck it was a bitch getting them nails out of his nuts. You really
hammered them down." Jerry sort of laughed.

"I wanted to cut them off." Jerome said quietly.

"Fuck he must have really pissed you off some time."

"Yeah he did, but I guess I really shouldn't have done what I did."

"Well I guess we will see how he is when he wakes up."

Jerry got up and waddled into the kitchen. I burst out laughing and when
Jerome looked at the way Jerry was walking he started to laugh too. Jerry
came back with three beers.

"It's not that funny. And it hurts like hell. Now I know what you went
through Gary."

"Hell Jerry, wait till I shove the 5 inch dildo in. You think that butt plug
hurts, you aint seen nothing yet." I laughed.

"I know love, but fuck this is really uncomfortable now. I can't even use
the bulb anymore, cause I know how much it hurts each time. Give it another
squeeze for me please."

I leaned over and kissed him and at the same time squeezed the bulb. He
groaned real loud through the kiss.

"You too Jerome."

Jerome reached across me and squeezed the bulb twice. Jerry screamed in pain
and tears started down his face.

"I think that's probably enough." I said.

"Well wait until I get used to it again. It feels like I have a football
shoved up my ass."

"Well I got one, if you want us to try it." I laughed.

"Fuck no way. This hurts enough already."

"I was only kidding love."

My mind wandered to all the other sports equipment that I thought might fit
in my ass. A baseball bat came immediately to mind and I got hard thinking
about it. Even having a baseball bat used on my nuts, just got me harder. I
knew I must be crazy thinking about having my nuts beaten with a baseball
bat, but fuck it sure made me hard and real horny. Thinking about other
pictures I had seen online, made me start to moan. Both Jerry and Jerome
looked at me.

"You okay Gary?" Jerry asked.

"No Love. Too many erotic thoughts going through my head."

"You want us to whip you again already?" Jerry asked.

"No, but I sure would like you two to fuck me." I stood, dropped my sweat
pants and kneeled on the floor.

Jerry never even hesitated. He dropped his sweat pants and kneeled behind my
up turned ass. I felt his hands spread my cheeks and then his cock as he
just shoved it straight in. The pain of his entry, never even phased me, it
just felt so good. He grabbed my hips and started really pile drive my ass.
God forgive me, it felt like I was in heaven. I guess the butt plug was
making him as horny as me. It did not take to long before I felt his hot
load filling me up. He collapsed over my back after he came and kissed my
neck. After he pulled out, he moved around and I slipped his soft dick into
my mouth. The taste almost made me blow. I did blow when Jerome shoved all
his cock right to the hilt into my ass. I knew what jerry liked and started
to bite and chew on his cock. He yelped once and then started to push his
hips up as he started to get hard. Now I had Jerome fucking my ass, while
Jerry fucked my face. Fuck it felt so good, I was hard again in almost an
instant. Jerome really pounded me. I felt his big balls slapping my ass each
time he drove in. Jerome took a long time to blow and I was seeing stars
from lack of air as Jerry fucked my face. When Jerome blew his load, it was
so hot, I clamped my teeth down on Jerry's cock. His cock was right to the
base of my throat, when he blew again. I think his whole load went straight
into my stomach. I guess I fainted at that point. When I came too, both were
looking at me.

"You okay Gary?" Jerome asked.

"WOW! That was awesome. Best you two have ever done." I said.

They both sat down on the couch again. I looked up at both.

 "Thank you my loves."

I saw Jerome's soft, cumm and ass juice covered cock. I just sat up and
sucked it clean.

"Thanks love." He ruffled my hair.

I sat between them and hugged both close. Both kissed me and ran their
tongues into my mouth.

"You taste good Gary." They both said after sitting back.

"Not as good as you two."

Jerome got up and went to get more beer.

"I'm going to go check on Brian." I said.

I pulled up my sweats and went upstairs. Brian was on the bed awake. Tears
were streaming down his face.

"How are you doing Brian?"

"Fuck my nuts hurt so bad Gary."

"Look this might sound crazy, but I am going to suck you off. It will help
reduce the pressure in your balls."

I leaned over and being careful not to touch his swollen balls took his soft
cock into my mouth. As he started to get hard he started to cry more. I
figured the blood rushing into his cock, hurt. I continued to suck him until
he blew. And boy did he blow, so much I couldn't come close to swallowing it
all. It gushed out from around my lips. Brian screamed when he came. After
he went soft, I licked up what I had missed and sat back.

"How do you feel now Brian?"

"God it hurt when I got hard and when I came, but your right, my nuts do
feel better. They don't hurt as much."

"Well I'll give you another blow job later."

"Gary. Will you tell Jerome, I am so sorry I treated him the way I did. I
know he hates me, but I guess I am kind of in love with him. Even after what
he did, I still feel for him."

"Brian, you are going to have to talk to him yourself. You two have to
figure out what you feel about each other. I love him so deep down, but I
won't solve his or your problem with each other. I'll ask him to come and
talk to you, but that's it."

"Okay Gary. I guess you are right."

I headed down stairs, grabbed one the beers and sat down in a chair. After a
few sips.

"Jerome?"

"Yeah love."

"Brian wants to talk to you. He asked me to talk to you, but I said he would
have to talk you himself."

Jerome sat for a long time, not saying anything. He started to get up a
couple of times and then just down. He finally looked at me.

"Gary, I love you with everything inside. I would litterly do anything to
make you happy. Would it make you happy if I talked to Brian?"

I felt tears stinging my eyes.

"Jerome, I love you and Jerry with everything I have. When I look at you or
Jerry I see the two most beautiful boys I have every seen or wanted. I know
I am a real pain pig and just love you more for what you do to me. But you
are doing that stuff to my outside. Inside it just makes me love you more.
Brian used your outside, he abused you because to him you were different on
the outside. I know it was invective and very wrong. I think now he has seen
your inside too. You two have to find each other. I have already found you
and Jerry and I guess I have also found Brian. I know why you forced him to
suck your dick last night. I also know why you fucked him so hard, even why
you hurt him so much today. I think Brian has already forgiven you. But you
two have to find some middle ground, otherwise what has happened so far is
all for naught."

"Gary you say you are not very smart, but I think you are far smarter than
everyone else. Thanks love." Jerome got up and went upstairs.

I got up and went over to cuddle and neck with Jerry.

"He's right you know. You are by far smarter than all of us."

"I don't think so love. I just know I want us all to friends."

"Well I know what I want."

He reached over and pulled sweat suit top off. He pushed me down on the
couch and pulled down my sweat pants. He started to kiss and lick my neck.
He moved down and sucked first one and then the other of my tits. God it
drove me crazy. He slowly worked his way down to my cock and balls, slipping
each ball into my mouth and sucking them. He worked farther down, lifting my
legs and running his tongue into my ass crack. Fuck I was so hard by then
and squirming as he rimmed me. After a while he slipped up and swallowed my
cock. After sucking for a bit, he bit down hard with his teeth. That sent me
into frenzy. My balls shot off, fuck it felt so good I screamed. He
continued to suck and chew my cock until I went soft. He lifted off and
pulled my sweat pants right off. He lifted my legs and then slowly entered
me. So different than what he usually did. God I really was in heaven as he
ever so slowly pushed his cock all the way in. He then started to really
slow fuck me, long slow strokes. I so wanted him to speed up and really
drive his huge cock into me. I screamed at him to faster and harder, but he
just ignored my pleas. He leaned over until he could run his tongue into my
mouth while still slow fucking my ass. My mind was lost in the pleasure of
his tongue in my mouth while his cock kept up the steady slow pase. Through
the haze, I felt his cock expanding inside. When he blew, my own cock
erupted coating our stomachs with my cumm. He sat back and pulled out of my
ass. He laid back on the couch and lifted me like I was just a pillow and
set my ass right down on his face. He spread my cheeks and I felt his tongue
flicking up into my hole. I could not believe what was happening. My entire
body was now getting so aroused that it getting hard to even think. He could
have done anything to me at that point. I finally screamed 'No!', he slowly
lowered me to the couch. He licked the cumm off my stomach as he made his
way back to my mouth. We then just laid together necking.

"Thank you my one and only love." He said.

My body was totally limp below him. I could hardly speak.

As I slowly came down from the rush I was feeling, he helped me sit up. He
handed me my beer and I drank it all down. Wow, what he had done was totally
beyond me. I felt so good, I was crying.

"You okay Love" He asked.

"More than you will ever know love. I feel so good inside, especially having
more of you inside Jerry."

"Okay. I'm going to start dinner. Will you be okay?"

"Yeah." I said as I leaned back on the couch, bathing in the glow of his
love making.

After calming down I headed up stairs. I hadn't heard any yelling or
screaming from Brian or Jerome, but wanted to check that everything was
okay. Brian had been put in my dads room. I looked in the door. Jerome was
nude on the bed with his back to me. They were talking quietly. Seeing
Jerome's smooth body and great looking ass started to get me hard.

"Everything okay with you guys?" I said.

Jerome and Brian ignored me. Jerome leaned over and kissed Brian. He
stopped, gave Brian a peck on the cheek and rolled off the bed and stood up.
He was rock hard. He walked to me, wrapped his arms around me.

"Thank you love. Thank you."

I pulled his head down to my level and kissed him. He took my hand and led
me into my bedroom. He sat on the bed with me standing in front of him. I
bent over to kiss him, but he stopped me.

"Gary, I need to say something. Something I thought I would never do. I
hated Brian for calling me a dumb nigger, I even hated him more when all the
other guys just laughed. But Then I remembered all the times my Dad called
me a dumb nigger faggot, even while he was one that was fucking me or
forcing me to suck him off. None of the guys at school ever called me a
faggot. Sure I couldn't play basketball, but I remembered those same guys
cheering me when I played football. Even Brian. It never really sunk in.
Then Brian came over here. When I forced him to suck my dick, I was thinking
of my dad calling me a faggot. Even when I fucked his ass, it was still my
dad. I wasn't thinking I was fucking Brian, I was thinking about fucking my
Dad, the way he did it to me. I just took everything I felt about my Dad out
on Brian."

Jerome sat for a bit, not looking at anything, as if he was trying to get
everything in his mind in order before he said anything. I wanted to grab
him and hold him, but he still held my arms, keeping me away.

"Brian told me he was sorry for calling me what he did. He said some guys
can't play basketball, just like he could never play football. He had hoped
that I would do to him physically, what he had done to mentally. He also
told me he loves me. I guess I sort of love him too. Gary, I know why I love
you. I know why I love Jerry. But I don't know why I love Brian. I hated him
forever and now I don't know why. It just doesn't make sense to me."

Jerome broke down then and started to really cry. He let go of my arms and
gripped himself as he rocked back and forth on the bed as he cried. I sat
down beside him and wrapped my arms around him. Holding him as he cried.

"Tell me Gary why. Please love."

"Jerome, you and Jerry think I am so smart. I'm not. I know why I love you
both. It's simple for me. I love what you guys do to me and every time you
do more stuff, I love you more. Inside me I never want anyone else but you
two guys ever. I feel your love every time you look at me or hold me or kiss
me, fuck me or hurt me. I will never want anything else ever in my life.
Three weeks ago, I could only dream. Now I have what I want for the rest of
my life. You and Jerry. I don't have all the answers and can't tell you what's
inside you. I can't read your mind. I only know what I feel for you love.
You hurt Brian for what he said. You hurt me for what you feel. Love, love,
just love."

"Well I wish now I hadn't done it to you either."

Fuck. How do I get it through his thick scull that I loved what he did to
me. I let go of him and stood in front of him.

"Jerome." I said, and he looked at me.

I balled my fist and hit him square in the mouth. He rocked back with the
smack and his eyes changed. I stood waiting for the blow to fall.

 "You fucking little faggot son of a bitch."

He grabbed me and threw me to the floor. I closed my eyes, knowing I was
about to get the shit kicked out of me. I felt one hand holding my sweat
top. The blow didn't come. I opened my eyes. Jerome was sitting, with his
massive fist pulled back.

He leaned over and kissed me. I tasted his blood on his lips from where I
had hit him.

"You did that on purpose, didn't you? You hit me to make me come out of my
feeling sorry for myself. You little shit. I should beat you to a pulp, but
you would just love me more wouldn't you?"

"Yes Jerome, I would. You can't hurt me anywhere. The more you do it, the
more I love you. I don't know why, I just know I do."

He helped me to stand up. My dick was tenting my sweats. He reached down and
gripped my dick. I moaned when he did it. He gave it a vicious twist. I
yelped. And then moaned.

He let go and then waked hand in hand downstairs.

Jerry looked at Jerome.

"Fuck, Brian sure gave you a smack."

"It wasn't Brian. It was Gary."

"Fuck, any one every hit me I'd beat his ass for it."

"Maybe later, after I fist fuck your ass love. Can you make up a plate for
Brian? I'll take it up."

"Already did. I take it you two made up?"

"Yes, more than just made up." Jerome picked up the plate and went upstairs.

"So what happened love?" Jerry said after Jerome had left.

"He was feeling sorry for himself and feeling sorry he whipped my ass and
cock. I loved it and loved him more when he did it to me. So I hit him."

"You sure know how to make friends and influence people." He laughed.

I just sat down to eat.

"Your lucky he didn't kick the living shit out of you Gary."

"I was hoping he would."

"Love you astound me more and more all the time."

"Jerry, I know you love me. Would you beat the shit out of me if I hit you
in the mouth with my fist?"

"Yeah, I probably would, but I know you would just love me more for doing
it."

"Would you shove a baseball bat up my ass if I asked you?"

"Love. You know I would do anything to make you happy. If shoving a baseball
bat up your ass would make you happy, yes I would."

"Would you beat my nuts with the baseball bat?"

"Jesus Gary, I already beat your nuts with golf club and now you want me to
do it again with a baseball bat? Your crazy love."

"I keep telling you guys that, but you never believe me. You guys just don't
understand me totally. The more pain you inflict on me the more I love you.
I wanted you to remove one of my nuts once. What I really wanted was you to
remove both. I want to be your pain pig. I want you to hurt my dick, my
balls, my ass. I love the pain. If that makes me crazy, well tough shit. I
will always love you Jerry, no matter what you do."

"Gary, what you don't realize is I love the pain too. Maybe not as much as
you, but I want to feel what you feel."

I felt a wet kiss on my neck. I hadn't even heard or seen Jerome come in.

"I want to feel the same Gary. I love you with everything and I want to feel
everything." Jerome said in my ear.

"Is Brian okay?" I asked.

"Yeah I fed him and then sucked him off. I told him I loved him too."

I bowed my head and started to cry. They had made up. It made me so happy.
Now I had three guys I loved. The only thing that bothered me was that Brian
might be more like me.

Jerome grabbed me and lifted me off the stool. I wrapped my arms around him.
He carried me into the living room and set me down on the couch, Jerry came
in and set three beers down and sat beside me. He reached out with his hand
and brought it over to the bulb at his waist band.

"Give it a squeeze love."

I couldn't do it.

Jerry and Jerome closed their hands over mine and both squeezed my hand.
Jerry screamed in pain. I tried to pull my hand out, but they held it fast.
I felt them both squeezing again. I tried to stop them. Jerry really
screamed as they inflated the butt plug more. They let go I and I grabbed
the release valve.

"NO, Get your hand off it." Jerry yelled.

His shout, made me release my grip on the release valve. Jerry moved it out
of my reach.

Tears rolled down his face as he sat. I knew how much it hurt. Fuck it was
going to hurt worse when I put the five inch dildo in.

"I don't want to fist fuck you Jerry and I don't want to do it to Jerome."

"Well, I want to fist fuck Jerry and I want him to fist fuck me." Jerome
said.

"Lets go upstairs Jerome. You can put the two big dildos in, then your
 fist."

They stood up and headed up stairs.

"Bring the beer Gary." Jerome ordered me.

I picked up the three beers and headed up stairs.

Jerry was laying on my bed. Jerome pulled off his sweats. He also stripped.
Jerry grabbed his knees and pulled them back. Fuck his hole looked huge
already. Jerome released the valve and slowly pulled the butt plug from
Jerry's ass. His hole stayed open. Jerome coated the five inch dildo with
shortening. I couldn't let this happen this way.

"Please Jerome. Let me." I said.

I grabbed the big dildo and walked to Jerry's ass. He had a smile on his
face. I pushed the head of the dildo into his ass. He groaned in pain.

"Are you sure this is what you want Jerry?" I asked.

He nodded his head yes.

"Sorry love." I said and shoved the five inch dildo into his butt.

He screamed so loud it would awaked the dead. I just held it in place. After
his screams dropped to a whimper I shoved more of it in. HE groaned in pain,
but didn't scream. I slowly worked it in and out of his ass. After several
minutes I pulled it out. Jerome handed me the six inch dildo. When I pushed
it in he hardly said anything. Just like last night when he put it in my
ass. I left it in and turned to Jerome. He handed me a pair of Latex gloves.
I put one hand on and then pushed into the can of Shortening. Jerome reached
forward and pulled the big dildo from Jerry's ass. I slowly worked my hand
into Jerry's ass. God it was so hot after I was inside. I carefully closed
my hand. Jerry's eyes were closed.

"Now fuck me love, fuck my ass, like I fucked you."

I slowly shoved my fist as far into him as I could. To think I was now
inside the body of one of the two people I loved was totally hot. I fucked
him a long time. I really didn't want to pull out. Jerry was in heaven. I
realized I needed to get out. I ever so slowly pulled my hand from  his ass.
His cock shot off as I exited.

I watched as Jerome sat down. He leaned over and kissed Jerry as he pushed
his much bigger hand into Jerry. Jerry groaned in real pain until Jerome got
fully inside his ass. As Jerome fucked Jerry with his fist it got me so hot
and horny, I was totally blown away. God I wanted his hand in my ass so much
my cock just exploded, drenching the inside of my sweats. I thought I would
never stop coming. Jerome turned and looked at the wet area of my sweats.

"Couldn't wait for me boy?" He said.

With his free hand, he pulled my sweat pants down, reached between my legs
and gripped my balls. He then squeezed real hard. I screamed in pain, but he
just held onto them. He fucked Jerry a few more time and then pulled out. He
still held my balls in an iron grip.

I dropped to the floor, gagging and chocking. Fuck it hurt as he rolled my
balls in his hand, squishing then together. Fuck it hurt so much. I kept on
screaming. Through the haze of pain and tears I watched Jerry sit up. He
pulled the glove off Jerome and then Jerome used both hands on my nuts. He
pulled them apart and then used both hands to just squeeze. I don't know
when I passed out, but woke with Jerome feeding his cock into my mouth. As
soon as I started to suck his dick he pulled out.

"Gary. I love you with everything in me. But you love pain more than
everything else. I think you love pain more than you love either Jerry or
me. I think I love Brian as much as I love you. I don't know exactly why.
You want pain, I am going to give you more pain now than you have ever felt
before. If you love me or hate me after, it won't matter. Brian loves me
too. Brian asked me to do this to him, but he is already in more pain.

When I really thought about my surroundings I knew my legs were tied and my
arms. I was flat on the floor in my bedroom. My balls hurt, like a
continuous pain in my mind. I watched as Jerry tied a string around my ball
sack. When he pulled it tight, I screamed. He bent over and kissed me.

"I'm sorry love. We have to do this."

Like I had a choice.

I looked through pain filled eyes as Jerome walked up and kneeled down. In
his hands was the Louisiana Slugger my Dad had bought me when we went to a
Reds and Yankee's game in New York when I ten. I loved that bat.

I knew what was coming. In my mind I knew I wanted it. But why? Was I being
punished because I liked pain so much or was it because they loved me so
much.

"Are you doing this because you love me or are doing it because I like
 pain?"

"Gary. We know how much you like pain. We also know that the more we cause
you pain the more you love us. Will you still love us even after we make
your nuts almost useless. Gary I love you with everything, mind heart and
soul. You are part of me, you will be part of me forever. But what about
you. Do you love me cause I make you hurt or do you love me cause you just
love?"

I started to cry then. I did love Jerome and Jerry with everything inside
me. Everything. No regrets, I loved then totally, one hundred percent. I
felt the first hit on my nuts, but don't remember anything after that. I
woke up alone in my dads bed. My nuts felt like they had been burned in a
fire. When I reached down, I knew they were really swollen. Maybe as big as
melons, like Brian's.

The lights were out and it was very quiet in the house. I almost screamed as
I rolled over and out of bed and stood up.

I flipped on the bedside light. My balls stood grotesquely out from my body.
Fuck they looked huge and hurt like crazy as the weight of them pulled down.
My dick was limp above them, a shriveled little dick. I slowly made my way
to my bedroom. In the glow from the computer screen I saw Brian between my
two giant lovers. It was more than my mind could handle. I screamed.

"NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!" I turned and ran down the stairs. I ran outside
and into the snow. I just wanted to die.

I kept screaming no, as four hands grabbed me and hauled me back inside.

TBC

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