Date: Sat, 21 Jan 2012 07:43:47 -0500 (EST)
From: bamaboi2serve <bamaboi2serve@charter.net>
Subject: Master Teaches me Edging

Master Daddy Sir's Edging Command
By bamaboi2serve@charter.net
Comments truly appreciated!

     Master had always controlled my cumming. That is, after all, the most
basic obedience a slave shows to his Master.
     Even the simplest novice slave knows he is not to cum without his
Master's permission.
    And so i am allowed to cum only when He says so. And i must always ask
for permission before doing so. Usually he keeps be in a chastity device,
but also trusts me sometimes to go unrestrained.
     But on January 1st this year, Master changed the rules completely, Now
i was not only forbidden from cumming without getting permission first. Now
i was forbidden from asking to cum in the first place. And on top of that,
Master imposed an edging schedule on me. For those of you who may be new to
it, Edging is the process of getting as close as possible to ejaculating,
but then stopping without cumming.
     Perhaps this diary i kept will help display what a special submissive
event it was for me to learn how to edge over and over for Him.

January 2, 2012 Master has imposed new rules for me in the New Year. i am
in complete shock as i read them:

1) you are, of course, not to cum again without specific permission from
Me.  2) you are NOT to ask for permission to cum. i will know best when it
is time. Do NOT ask.  3) you are to learn frequent edging behavior. Each
night when you go to bed, in the morning when you shower, at lunch time,
just before dinner. Add some extra times to show Me you are being a good
bitch.  Edging does NOT mean just getting your pitiful little pee pee
dickie hard. it means getting hard and then sensing that you are about to
shoot... and then stopping. The closer you get to actually cumming without
doing so, the better. But if you actually DO cum? Report it immediately and
prepare for punishment, bitch!

     i received Master's orders late in the afternoon, so bedtime was the
first time i was able to follow his commanded edging routine. i put on a
large metal cockring and lay in bed.
     i grabbed my fiercest tit clamps, the ones with alligator like sharp
points, and quickly placed them on each boi-tittie.  Usually i would work
on the tit's a bit before applying them, and i found the suddenness of the
action intensified the pleasure/pain as they pushed their way into my
nerves and reminded me of my tit-cock connection. immediately, my little
pee pee dickie started getting hard.
     i must explain that Master has taught me that my cock is tiny compared
to those of all real men, almost miniature, really, practically not visible
except when it is at its hardest, and even then looking small and
pathetic. So although it was straining, i knew it was insignificant and
small, truly my little pee pee dickie, as He calls it. i used to think that
my cock, as i used to call it, was at least average, if not a little more,
but i have learned better now.
      i had recently used a small plug in my ass at Master's command, and
it was still wrapped in a cum rag under my bed. i grabbed it and placed it
on my forehead, so the pointed end was laying on my nose and i could smell
my own ass juices.
     Master did not give me detailed instruction about how i was to edge,
so i felt free to try a variety of things.\ i tried to imagine what Master
Daddy Sir would do if he were with me, and immediately put the plug in my
mouth , sucking it clean. Now i could taste my ass too.
     Usually when i used a plug, i used some kind of lube, but under these
circumstances i knew better. The slight spit on the plug was all i used as
i roughly shoved it into my boi pussy.
     By then my cock was straining, and so i applied some lube and started
jerking it, watching the head turn reddish as i increased my speed...the
tingle of an oncoming orgasm cause me to stop, and as soon as it ended, i
started pumping again. i repeated this routine for about a half hour, and
by the time i stopped i was lusting for an actual orgasm!
     instead, i removed the tit clamps, left the plug inserted and lay down
to sleep, my little pee pee dickie straining against the mattress. i made
humping motions, again feeling the oncoming rush of an orgasm, and stopped
for the night.

January 3, 2012

      i had slept in my cock ring on and plug inserted, and my little pee
pee dickie was hard, of course, when i woke up this morning..
     in the shower, i traditionally had used the water massage to my cunt
hole and little boi balls as i shaved, but this morning i turned the water
pressure on extra high and it had an especially sharp effect. i licked a
finger and pushed it into my cunt, grabbing my tits with the other hand and
giving them a good tight squeeze.  i soaped up and used the soap to lube a
small plug i had brought with me. i pushed it in and was erect
again. Leaning against the back wall of the shower i grabbed my tiny pee
pee dickie and stroked it till i felt the telltale tingling, but i kept
going truly bringing myself to the very edge of shooting...and then i
stopped, breathing heavily as the cum subsided. i could almost feel it
drain back into my balls! i had come so close!

 it was an hour after the shower before my cock shrunk completely, and i
noticed the ache in my balls from the production of cum with no release.
     At lunchtime at work, i went to the men's room and pissed into my
coffee cup. i rubbed my crotch against the wall of a stall as i drank the
hot liquid down quickly. i had left the stall door open, yet i didn't want
(really) to get caught in the embarrassing edging exercise. i was
semi-hard, and knew i would have to do more to get myself to that place
Master wanted...ready to cum but backing away from it. i am a pigslut,
trained by Master to do disgusting things in his honor. i went over to the
urinal and knelt down, licking the rim in one quick sloppy motion...as just
as i finished, the door behind me opened. it was a cute coworker, 22 or so
with jet black hair and a lean build. i furtively glanced back at him as i
mumbled about a ring i had dropped, searching the filthy floor with my
hand. Jeff walked to the next urinal and unzipped, giving me a view of his
uncut meaty tool...i knew Master did not allow me any sexual contact with
others, unless Master had arranged it, so i was quickly looking away,
making a show of giving up on my search for the non existent "ring",
Knowing Jeff would be watching to see what i did next, i intentionally did
not wash my hands, but tucked in my shirt and then walked back to my desk,
A few minutes later, the boy smirked down at me as he passed my desk and
quickly opened his hand above a legal paper i was working on. Several jet
black pubes fell onto it as he went back to his desk.
     Master had established a protocol for incidents like this, and so i
used my cell phone to take a photo of the dark hairs on the white
background and sent it with a text explanation to Master, asking Him what
to do.
    "Eat them" came the text command, ordering me to take a picture of Jeff
and send it to Him with Jeff's full name. i did, i think without Jeff
seeing me, and again my pee pee dickie was straining against the panties
Master had selected for me that day. i remained hard as i chewed to get the
Real Man's hairs into my stomach. Several times i caught Jeff looking at me
with a smirk that said: i know what a fucked up cunt you are sissy!
    That evening i went through the same routine as the previous night, but
i also inserted a medium metal plug to sleep in. i jerked on my pee pee
dickie for a while, almost instantly feeling the oncoming orgasm, and
stopping before it could spill out of me. it was taking less and less to
get me close to cumming.
    i woke up frequently throughout the night, conscious of how i was never
fully soft in my sleep. My boi cunt felt filled, even though it was not
Master's largest plug, the one molded after His own monster took. i
imagined it to be Jeff's as i discovered another of his black pubes stuck
between my back teeth . i worked to send it to my stomach, adding to the
hardness of my little cock. Before i slept, i pumped the cock close to
shooting and stopped so close that a tiny pearl of cum sat on the slit. i
removed it with my finger and ate it, finally falling asleep, hard.


To Be Continued
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