Date: Tue, 12 Jul 2016 13:14:30 +0200
From: tony goy <dirtyboycum@gmx.com>
Subject: no longer a shy boy (last part)

This is a story about what really happened to me. Of course the names are
not the same and a few things changed for the story, but it's 90% true. If
you don't mind reading about a shy boy who become a cock addict, read it,
or leave.

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Part 4


After I get I own flat I felt peace in me even if what I started brought me
some problems. The night I fucked Sam I received a lot of texts from my ex,
he told me he wanted to kill me because he forced Sam to tell him he fucked
me before he let me fuck him. My ex was crazy he really wanted to kill
me. But he didn't knew where I lived and we were on holidays so I hide and
logged off the dating websites I was on.

But the next day I also received text from Tim who told me Sam came to
punch him in the face because I told Sam what we did together. Of course he
broke up with me even if I didn't considered him as my boyfriend and he
sent a lot of message I barely read. At night he wanted to give me another
try, but I told him he was right and it was too late. No need to tell you
he was glued to me and I ignored him.

Sam still texted me but only to tell me he missed my pussy and my cock, he
sent a lot of pictures of his cock and cum, sometimes I sent him back some
picture of my ass or of me sucking on cocks. But I told him I didn't want
to see him yet. What I wanted was him to fix things with my ex, to force
him to cheat on my ex with me again.

It looks hot behind your screen, but I really was scared, I was lost and
unsure I still wanted to be used by men. I missed my family and my former
friends but I was pretty alone where I was. So I hide during a week, I
turned off my phone and forgot I had it.

I felt good after holidays. I played videogames, watched movies. I not even
jerked off, I missed cocks but it was ok I didn't need it like I did when I
lived in my ex's flat. When I went back to school I was sure I turned a
slut because that was my ex was, I needed to understand what he liked so I
became like him. Now, far from him, I thought I was back to the shy and
lover guy I was.

I really thought that until I was in the subway around a lot of dicks... I
mean, men. Alone I had no temptation, out my eyes were looking for the
sight of the outline of a cock through a pant. Maybe I looked at pants too
obviously because I saw some guys looking at me while they licked their
lips. One of them sat in front of me when a sit was available. He looked at
me and grabbed his crotch anytime no one who would be bothered looked at
us.

He was hot, he was a beard man, black hair, brown eyes, he looked like a
35yo twinks predator in suit. For sure he was working for a bank. I turned
a slut again, all I could think was be naked with him on the top of me. I
said to myself if he got me a sign to follow him I will do it even if I
have school and wanted to break my bad habits. But my dreams fell at the
next stop when one of the rare girl I knew from school came in the car and
saw me. We started to talk about school and what we did that weekend. I
tried to look at the guy but he looked at the window at my opposite. So I
did as if nothing had been started. We went out the car at the same stop,
he went slightly ahead and seemed to listen to what I said to the girl. I
told the name of the restaurant near my flat, things to let the guy know
where he could find me.

When we were out the guy took his phone, stopped and quickly say:

- John, I have to see someone right now, meet me at the office in two
hours.

He told the name of his office and added the location of his agency. I was
right he worked for a bank. Then he left and I never saw him that day. Of
course for about 10 minutes I wonder to go to the agency but you know, I
just wanted his cock and it was too much work for something which might not
happen.

Along the way to our first classroom I saw some guys look at me in an
unusual way. Not a lot of guys but enough to make me wonder if my ex was
known enough to make guys I didn't know talk about me. But you know, it's
easy to find things odd afterward. The girl sat with some of her friends, I
wanted to be alone so I sat in the back of the room. It was a practice
class so we were about 30 student in a classroom big enough for 50.

A guy who looked at me weirdly came just before our teacher closed the
door, he looked over the room and when he saw me alone he came next to me.

I was surprised to see him sit here and I thought I was in trouble because
it's not the kind of guy who hang out with me. He was a tall and fit 21 yo
Arab guy. I heard talks about him starting all over again after he tried
something else, he played football, had a girlfriend in the school and I
heard he fucked a lot of first years because he liked them tight. So for a
skinny 18 white guy like me you are used to be the pain toy of that kind of
guy. I was paranoiac and thought my ex sent him to hit me, but he just sit
down and after he asked if he could. So of course I said yes. We listened
the teacher but I could see he watched me. He moved a lot I think he wanted
something but I didn't knew what. Half an hour later he said quietly:

- You new here?

He talked abruptly, quietly, impatiently, like if he did something wrong
and tried to hide from the other's eyes.

- Yeah..

- Have fun?

- I find some way...

- Yeah I go to a lot of parties with my girlfriend, we really enjoy...

I could feel he wanted to add something but he couldn't find words. When
the class ended he quietly told me to wait a while before I left. When
almost everyone left the room he stood and told me to join him in the
bathroom.

 I didn't knew what to think, this straight guy wanted me to meet him in
the bathroom... Well, I was turned on so I barely thought about it and
joined him. He washed his hand and looked at me through the mirror. He
turned around and came to me. He grabbed my arm and dragged me in a toilet
cabin. He locked the door and said with an angry voice:

- Come on don't play the shy boy cunt, suck my dick.

He pushed hard my shoulders and I had to be on my knees. To be honest I
didn't think too much and I dropped his pant and sucked on his dick the
moment it spread free. I moaned when I taste his uncut cock, I could taste
his morning piss and his night's sweat. If I moaned it was because I found
out I really missed a cock in my mouth, the need to be use by a man, to
please him and to love his cock. I missed that feeling so much that I
deepthroated him. The guy grunted like a real man. He had a slight beard
and killers eyes, it was like it he enjoyed fucking my mouth while it
disgusted him. I was so good at sucking his cock that I heard him said:

- Fuck I can't believe a fag suck my cock... fuck you really are the best
whore in town... you are as good as you seemed to be on that video...

I quickly reacted and took his cock out of my mouth:

- What? What video?

He forced his cock in my throat and my head hit the wall of the cabin.

- Don't play shy pussy, you put a video on the internet.

I pushed him away long enough to say:

- I never did such things...

After he grabbed my hair to force me to suck him, he took his phone and
looked for something, then he showed me the screen. On it was the video I
made with Tim and a black guy he found when I begged him to do a
threeway. I was sucking hard on Tim's cock while I looked at the camera
with lust and while the black guy fucked me rough. I was horrified when he
said this one was hot. What does that mean, how many video of me he had
seen?

I could see it was on a website and the title of the video was `I'm the
best whore of the city' of course the city was named. It was a video from
Tim's phone, I never saw it even if I knew it existed. I was horrified but
not able to move and I let the guy facefuck me after he took back his phone
in his pocket. He shoot a load on my mouth and quickly left. To be honest
with you I didn't moved, I just locked the door and quietly cried as I
understood everyone could see me be used. Anyone, even my family could now
be aware I am a slut. Everything crumbled around me. I skipped school and
hide in my flat.

I took a warm shower, ate some food and looked at tv. It was hard to dare
to turn on internet to see the video and the truth. I waited the night to
visit the website and look at the video. I really wasn't prepared for
that. What I saw was a boy craving for cocks, who smiled at the camera, who
loved to suck on two dicks and begged the guys to fuck him. I saw my video
had been seen over 10 thousand times and saw a link to another video. I
almost died when I saw it was the first video he made when he fucked me
while my ex and Sam took a shower.

Fortunately (if we can call it like that) there was no sound at the
beginning of the video. So no one could knew what he said because even if
we heard it we barely saw his lips. But when the sound came on I could hear
me be a whore for that ugly chubby guy.

Maybe the worst is that I was hard and spent the night to jerk in front of
my video, I took poppers and found I was hot. Of course I asked to pull
back the video from the website, but I really enjoyed to read comments men
made about the video. Many guys with cocks for picture said they would do
anything to cum in my pussy. When submissive bottoms posted a feedback they
said they wish they were me.

I don't know... I felt pride to be a slut. Because the more I watched the
video (I never saw the first before), the more I thought I was made for
that. Now those video are out internet, sometimes it happens I see one of
them but I try to erase them when I see they are online. Tim apologized
later but I'll tell you later.

But now I didn't care as much as before. I don't like these videos online
but if some video I can do now are online one day I don't care, I know
there is dirty pics of me posted by some guys I toyed with. But I know I
can trust the ones I let tape me.

I didn't hide much. After all I really loved cocks, my ex belonged to the
past and I stopped to hear about him for a while. After some weeks I get
used to the idea thousands of men came watching my videos and sometimes it
happened a guy recognized me (but not at that time), I liked to think about
the amount of cum I could have swallowed if I was with them. The video
still popped on the internet because even if Tim didn't reposted them some
guys downloaded it and put it back each time I succeed on taking them
out. I get used to suck on the Arab guy from time to time. He gave me his
number and used me when he needed to. One day I try to kissed him but he
slapped my face and said he wasn't gay. I was a white shit for him, but I'm
really into men who just want to use me like a hole.

I started to go to gay nightclubs. I confess I was less at school and often
at parties. The first time I went to a nightclub a 22 yo guy quickly came
to talk to me, he bought me a drink and we danced a little. We kissed
naturally in the middle of the dance floor, he felt my ass and I felt his
hard cock through his pant. I didn't care to be caught because even if some
guys watched us, some other guys did the same thing next to us.

He asked me into my ears if I wanted to go to the bathroom. I didn't need
much to be drunk so I followed him in a toilet cabin. We kissed and felt
each other's body. I was in trance because of the loud music in the
club. It didn't took me look to fondle him and to take his cock out. I
knelt and rapidly sucked on his dick. He had a hard 7 inches uncut cock, I
moaned as I discovered the sweat taste of his manhood. He pushed my head in
his dick and fucked my face for about 5 minutes before he blew his load in
my mouth. I swallowed everything, stood up and kissed him. He thanked me
and left.

When I went out the cabin I saw some guys looking at me. I almost forgot
where I was and I became aware I moaned as if we were alone. But I smile at
them and went back on the dance floor. I dance a while and some men came
dance close to me. I really felt like a slut because I tried to push my
butt against their crotch, I kissed some men, even if I didn't like them. I
let some buy me drinks and I even sucked another cock two hours later. At
the end of the night I was drunk and a guy, I think in his late 30s bought
me drinks. I wasn't able to think anymore and he didn't worked hard to make
me follow him to his flat. When we arrived he didn't wait we were in his
bedroom to undress me.

Then he pushed me in his bed and came on the top of me to fuck me bare and
rough. He used me like a slut and fell asleep after he came. I awoke next
morning with his cock in my ass then, after he made me swallowed his spunk,
he told me to leave. I didn't even knew his name but came back home happy.

That's the way I became the pride slut I am. I hope you enjoyed