Date: Sun, 25 Nov 2001 13:52:36 -0800 (PST)
From: Desert Mouse P <desertmouse19@yahoo.com>
Subject: Obedience Training, Part 3

Obedience Training, Part 3

Saturday

Cumsucker
YOUR PUNISHMENT Here are the details of your sentence
as promised.

THE PLACE.I daresay you have a favourite, hidden place
in a ravine or dry gully or behind boulders where you
have occasionally stripped naked, splayed yourself
against sun-warmed rocks and jerked off.  Am I right?
If not, find such a place, for that is where your
punishment will be enacted.

THE PREPARATION.  You will not masturbate that
morning.

THE SENTENCE. Because you have to carry out the
sentence yourself, the target will be your tender,
inner thighs.  You are to take three lashes with each
of two implements on each thigh - a total of twelve
lashes in all.

THE IMPLEMENTS. One will be a drive belt, cut open to
reveal the internal ridges. The other length of strong
cord with three knots at the end spaced 1" apart.

THE OBJECTIVE. You may be surprised by the small
number of lashes specified.  Don't be. The objective
is to inflict pain.  Real pain.  The target area and
the two implements are chosen to help you achieve
that.  Nevertheless you will not find it easy to
strike really hard, especially if the first strikes
are genuinely painful.  The temptation to ease up will
be strong, so you must ask yourself "Would that be
hard enough to satisfy Hugh?" knowing that if I were
actually there, each thrash would be laid on SAVAGELY
and you must steel yourself to match that. The
secondary objective is to mark your thighs with clear,
easily read weals.  I don't want a general mess of
bruising after a few days.  I want you to savour your
punishment for at least a week by reading off each
individual welt as a reminder that you must obey
orders - like them or not!

THE METHOD If you are right handed, stripe the right
thigh first, keeping most stripes parrallel and spaced
out between knee and groin, but ensuring that the last
two CROSS previous welts so that you are not just
whipping flesh but whipping WHIPPED flesh!  (The prime
objective, remember, is to inflict pain. The more, the
better.) You will find it harder to lash the other
thigh with your other hand so you will need extra
vigilance to ensure that this is not used as an excuse
for less pain. Strike hard boy, real HARD!

THE EVIDENCE I expect you to be able to read six
separate weals on each beaten thigh and to identify
which implement made each.  To this end you will make
strenuous efforts to obtain/borrow a digital or
Polaroid camera. Ideally I would like to see follow-up
shots taken one week later to see how much bruising
remains.

TIMING. Like all my orders this one should be executed
as soon as possible after receipt.  But you may have a
stay of execution of up to seven days. Do you have any
questions?
H.

*   *   *

Sir,
No, sir, no questions.  I know I earned the
punishment.  You gave me a week to take my punishment,
but I will do it tomorrow.  I will take it cause I
promised but I don't think I will be able to take the
public humiliation. It's really hard on me AND I
REALLY HATE IT.  Maybe someday when I got more
experience I can be a better slave.
Cumsucker.

*   *   *

Cumsucker,
What are you saying here, boy? That after taking your
punishment you will nolonger be my slave?  Is that it?


I am so glad the public shame really screws you up.
That is exactly the mind-fuck I intended.  But your
reaction seems excessive.  Your anonymity is secure,
only your self esteem is damaged AND SLAVES DON'T GET
TO BEALLOWED SELF ESTEEM!  You will simply do as you
are told.  You don't have to enjoy it.  You don't even
have to like it.  In fact I prefer it if you don't!
Being a sex slave ain't an easy option.  It's hard.
It's tough.  It's MAN's work.  If you can't stand the
heat, get out of the kitchen.  But for now, send all
this to nifty.  That's an ORDER!
H.

*   *   *
Sunday AM

Sir,
I am going to carry out my punishment on this morning
after Mass.  I will beat my thighs just as you ordered
and then send the report to Nifty even though I don't
want to do it.
Cumsucker


Sunday PM
Sir,
I drove myself out in the desert where there is a
canyon I know about that's a long ways from town.  I
hiked into the canyon and found a place between some
bounders where nobody could ever see me.  I got off
all my clothes so I was naked.  I didn't cum last
night so I was very hard, even though I was nervous
about beating myself.  I got an old fan belt and cut
it so I could use the ridges to hit myself with it.
And I got a piece of rope and put knots in it.  I was
sweating but it wasn't really that hot.

It was hard to get the right position but finally I
just laid on my back and raised my right leg up with
my knee bent.  I held my balls with my left hand so I
didn't bust them.  I hit as hard as I could inside my
thigh with the fanbelt.  It really hurt a lot and
turned red.  I aimed lower on my thigh and hit it
again.  That one wrapped around my thigh and really
hurt the back of my leg.  I was shaking pretty bad and
wasn't the best whipper because it was awkward.  But I
gave myself the third one right above my knee.  The
one that burned the most was the highest one that was
close to my balls.

I got some water and laid there rubbing my thigh where
it stung.  Then I whipped my left thigh the same way,
only I didn't do a very good job of it because my left
hand isn't as easy to use as my right one.  When I was
done, both of my thighs were streaked and I had about
welts up in the soft part of my thigh.

I got up and walked around carrying the rope with the
knots in it.  I lost my hard on from the pain of the
first stripes, and I didn't feel much like taking the
rest of my lashes.  But I finally went back and did
it.  This time, I was standing up and I put my right
foot up on a boulder and gave myself 3 very fast and
very hard lashes with the rope.  It was too long and
it got the back of my leg too.  Then when I was still
hurting and breathing hard, I did my left thigh the
same way.  It hurt me but it also felt numb and
started throbbing instead of burning.  I made sure
that the rope sometimes hit a welt from the fanbelt.

Then I threw the fanbelt and the rope as far as I
could and just sat down between the boulders and held
my thighs where they were hurting.  I know I didn't do
a very good job, not like you would have done to me.
It was hard to hit myself really hard but I tried.  I
know I always pulled back a little right at the end of
each lash even though I didn't want to.  So to be
honest with you, you would be disappointed if you saw
what I did.  I don't know how the penitents in New
Mexico do it when they flog their backs and make blood
come.  It's really hard to torture yourself I think,
at least it is for me.

I have been obedient and taken my punishment but I
feel pissed for punishing myself. I don't think I'm a
very good slave because I get resentful and stubborn,
but that's just me I guess.

I will send this to Nifty now so you don't have to.

Cumsucker Filth