Date: Sat, 28 Aug 2010 00:27:40 -0400
From: Greg Camsucker <greg.camsucker@gmail.com>
Subject: Professional Cocksucker: Part 6 - Keeping Count

Note: This is the last of the backlog from the website I had been posting
to.  I think I'm going to try writing some pieces specifically for Nifty,
that are a bit longer and more in-depth.  Thanks again for all of the
email!  It's great to know that people are enjoying what I write.

Just a few things that I want to mention: First, while it's an honor that
men want to use my services, I am not permitted to do my work for anyone
outside the company, and Mike made it clear that that refers not just to my
official job, but to my actual job of cocksucker.  I am also unable to put
anyone in touch with Mike, even if they live in my area.  Second, as for
Rick, well, I'm not sure how people think I would put them in touch with him
when I'm not allowed to communicate with him myself.  I understand how
desirable he is and how fortunate I am to be allowed to service his cock and
take his load multiple times daily, but I am not going to provide any
information about him other than what I post in these pieces.  Third, I am
not interested in sending out photos of myself.

Sorry if that was a bit of a rant.  Enjoy the latest!


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Keeping Count


Every week starts off with 15 loads from two cocks. Five loads a week from
Mike, and 10 loads a week from Rick. When I get to work every day, I find
out whether I am going to be sucking Rick or Mike first. (Rick, being
senior, gets priority of course. Mike doesn't like this, I can tell, because
he originally set my hours for 8am so he could get his cock sucked first
thing in the morning. But Rick's the boss, so he decides.)

There are at least 5 more loads from 5 more cocks, since Mike has me service
at least one other person every day. These 5 are from a pool of 6 or 7
regulars, and they all work for the company.

The past few weeks, there have also been about 8 loads from 8 more cocks,
whether they're vendors, clients, buddies of Mike's or Rick's. (I'm not
sure, but I think a couple of the guys are buddies of theirs; it's none of
my business, so I don't ask.) I think that's going to be a pretty steady
number, because about half of this group is repeat servicings, and I
wouldn't be surprised if some of the others come back. I think I'm servicing
just about all of the guys in the little network at the company now, if I
understand what Mike was telling me. There will probably be other guys, but
not a whole group of new guys like there has been. This is also pretty cool,
because it lets me get to know my feeders and learn how each of them likes
to have his cock sucked. The more pleasure I can give a feeder, the better
of course.

So the total would be about 28 loads from 15 cocks a week. (If you subtract
Rick and Mike, it's 13 loads a week from 13 cocks.)

So far there's a total of probably 25 or so different guys I've sucked in my
job. That's young guys, old guys, executives, janitors, black, white,
indian, asian, hung, not so hung, cut, uncut. I get rock hard thinking about
the variety of cocks and servicing styles and flavor of loads I get in a
week. I'm a lucky fucking cocksucker.

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Last Week's Load Count


Mike: 5 loads
Rick: 10 loads
Donkey-hung Indian guy (DHIG): 5 loads
Fellow employees (8): 9 loads
Outside people (11): 11 loads

So that's 40 loads from 22 cocks.

DHIG was invited back to use me every day because Mike and Rick, I think,
figured that being made to serve such a huge guy would keep me in my place,
and remind me of my misbehavior and disrespect for Rick's cock. They were
certainly right. Being used by a man so large that I literally can't be more
than a hole for him has given me a good half hour a day of being reduced to
my essence and having my ego completely set aside.

I'm still not permitted to look at Rick or speak to him. I have been filled
with shame over my rudeness and disrespect. Having to service him twice a
day gives me a thrill that only another submissive cocksucker could
understand, I think. I don't matter to him at all. The only thing that's
important is his pleasure.

Mike had my suck him after he came for quite a bit longer than usual. I love
nursing on his cock. It's like I'm being fed his energy and his masculinity.
I think that the extended servicing, the large number of outside guys, and
the introduction of DHIG as a regular were intended to tire me out and leave
me working on my submissive drive alone. They were very effective. My jaw
has been a bit sore for a few days, but I don't dare complain. I have advil
and I have men who require my services.

Nice surprise was the fellow employee who came twice. He was completely
unremarkable, total nerd accountant and not the sort I'd ever pay attention
to. His cock was a a totally average cut 5". When he came after about 5
minutes of head, I of course kept him in my mouth. He suddenly started
getting hard again, which I somehow didn't expect from this guy--I just
never would have anticipated any kind of sexual prowess. I started sucking
him again. He went about 20 minutes this time, with me teasing and edging
him a bit. He wound up whimpering and bucking as he got closer and closer
the second time. The load was nothing to write home about, but it was cool
to see this really quiet guy let go and indulge his animal side a bit.

All in all, a good week. Lots of cocks to suck, and ample chance to think
about my recent behavior and to relearn my place as a cocksucker.


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Rick's Good Graces

I always go to Rick's office to service him. I think I mentioned it before.
A friend suggested to me that maybe I could look around Rick's office to see
what he likes and get him a gift, or maybe I could just leave him a note
thanking him for allowing me to service him.  But attempting to give Rick a
gift or leave him a note would get me in more trouble than I could even
begin to describe. My failure wasn't in offending Rick, so I can't really
apologize. My failure was in forgetting my place as a cocksucker. I
commented on the cock of a superior man, whether joking or not, and I
insulted that cock. I was never in Rick's good graces, per se. I was just
permitted to greet him and look him in the eye like any other service
employee. I'm sure I'll be allowed to do so again but only when Rick feels
that he has made his dominance clear and that I am behaving like a proper
cocksucker.

It would be completely inappropriate for someone of my station to cross the
social barrier between a senior executive and the lowest underling. I may be
highly-paid, but Mike has made it clear that while he and some others are
friendly or kind towards me, it's the same way they're kind toward the guys
who take out the trash. Employees who are not in the know about my real job
treat me like a senior researcher. The men who use me do not.

I think I put it best when someone said something about seeing a picture of
Rick's cock: You'd have to ask someone who was on intimate terms with him.
I'm just his cocksucker.

Nobody but Rick, Mike, and DHIG is allowed to use me on a whim. Everyone
else goes through Mike. They're not allowed to talk about the availability
of cocksucking service with anyone. If they know of someone who they think
might like to use me, they have to go through Mike, who approaches them
discreetly. (Hard to believe but this entire cocksucking operation is
totally discreet.) I know that Mike has denied my services to guys who
haven't met a particular work target, or has delayed some guys' first
sessions until they accomplished a certain goal. Seems like a pretty strong
motivator to me. Too bad that companies couldn't use cocksuckers as a public
incentive in hiring and managing their employees. Part of the interview
process for desirable candidates could be a sample blowjob, so they could
compare that amenity to other companies, just like they do with salary,
benefits, or even the company fitness center.

I did the guy who shot the double load again today. I'm convinced that he's
never had a remarkable sexual moment in his life before, because he came
swaggering in like he owned the fucking world. It was like a totally
different man. I took it easy at the beginning so he could really build up
and enjoy his first orgasm. When he got close, he held my head and told me
not to move. He took a minute to let the urgency subside and then he sold me
to suck again. He got close again, and had me stop again. He told me to
start sucking, and said that this time I was going to get his load. I
started to speed up and boost the intensity, and he said, "No, go easy". I
slowed down and gave him the kind of slow, steady cock-caressing that not a
whole lot of guys go for, but the ones who do seem to have stronger, more
intense orgasms.

Holy fuck, did this guy shoot! It was one of those head-to-toe orgasms, and
he shot an incredible, salty sweet load in my mouth. It was a privilege to
be the tool that allowed this guy to gain sexual confidence and start to
take control of the kind of pleasure he wanted to receive. I wonder if that
confidence is going to find its way into other parts of his life. Rick has
been making it clear through his punishment that I need to know my place,
and not act as though the men who present for service are a source of
pleasure for me. If he'd let me get away with insulting his cock, I might
never have seen this guy, with an average sized cock and average looks and
personality, as an opportunity to provide excellent service. Mike will get a
report from the guy, I think, and I will bring it up in my weekly
performance review. Whether it will bring Rick to permit me to look at him
again, I don't know, but I do know that he'll find out that I've been doing
the best work possible for every man I am allowed to service. I can only
hope that pleases him as much as I think it pleased Mr. Double-Shot.

I don't mind the way Rick treats me in the slightest. It's helped me become
a more attentive, better behaved, more skillful cocksucker, and if that's
what it takes, then I'm glad he's chosen to take the effort to teach me.

My official job is in a very secretive department in a very secretive
company in a very secretive industry. When Rick found out from Mike that he
had hired a cocksucker and arranged the new office, he also arranged for me
to be transferred to a new project under him and Mike. Really, there's no
way that anyone but my bosses would know how productive I am in the job I am
supposed to be doing. It's also not that unusual for a high-level researcher
to meet with a seemingly random set of people (OK, maybe I take more
meetings with janitors than most people, but I also have a two-room office
suite with a bathroom). This situation is like being struck by lightning; it
could only happen once in a million years. I have no doubt that people are
talking, but it's probably more along the lines of wondering how I became
the golden boy researcher of the golden boy executive.  I suppose it's
possible that people might be curious, but it's more likely professional
curiosity and/or jealousy than wondering how I get away with what appears
like not doing any work.

Or maybe, as another friend of mine said, they think I'm sucking the boss's
cock.