Date: Wed, 5 Jan 2005 07:24:59 -0800 (PST)
From: MASTER bndmaster13 <bndmaster13@yahoo.com>
Subject: "Punishment" / gay authoritarian

This is an original story by BNDMASTER13@yahoo.com. If you like it please
e-mail me. If you want to be this slave boy e-mail me!


				PUNISHMENT


    As i stand in the shower under the hot water i can feel my cock
springing to attention. As the hot water beats on it i envision what it
would feel like to just grab it and start stroking it to a glorious
climax. i reach up to play with my tits and then one hand grabs my
throbbing cock.  Before I actually start stroking it however i catch
myself.  Oh thank God, praise all that is holy, what if my MASTER had
caught me fondling myself. I know better! The cock and balls between my
legs do not belong to me. The tits on my chest do not belong to me. They
are HIS, not mine. i can wash them, shave them but other than that i am not
permitted to touch them, period, without HIS permission. i remember the
last time HE caught me stroking my cock. HE tied me down and took HIS penis
whip to my cock until i thought i would die. Just having my pants touch it
during the day at work for the next week was almost more than i could
stand. My MASTER believes that a horny slave is a happy slave. HE recently
showed me a quote of the MR. S web site, "When the balls are full the mind
is empty." That has always been his belief. Trust me my balls are almost
always full and all i can think about is how to please HIM. i have learned
while being HIS slave that HIS satisfaction, HIS pleasure, fulfilling HIS
desires are what makes me happy.
    i step out of the shower and dry myself off. Studiously avoiding
touching my cock and balls anymore than need. i am feeling extremely guilty
for my actions of a moment ago. i know that to clean my conscience i would
have to tell my MASTER. Yes HE would punish me but HE would also be proud
of me for stopping myself.
    After i finished drying myself off i went to the library where i knew
my MASTER would be.  Before i get dressed for work i must present my slave
body for HIS inspection. HE was seated at HIS desk and i walked into the
room head bowed and hands clasped behind my back and waited for HIM to
acknowledge my presence. After a minute i heard HIM rise and walk over to
me. HE always chooses what type of restraint i will wear under my clothes
while at work. i feel HIS eyes on me as HE inspects my slave body. HE then
hands me the cock and ball harness i am to wear today. It is a leather cock
ring with a attached ball stretcher. HE stands there as i snap the ring on,
then pull my balls down and snap the ball stretcher in place. HE grabs my
balls and give them a good tug and tells me to go get ready for work. i ask
HIM for permission to speak and after HE grants it i tell HIM that i had
played with my tits and almost played with my cock in the shower.  Just the
simple act of telling HIM makes me feel better. i am HIS slave after all
HIS property. HE reaches up and grabs both my tits and squeezes them
hard. HE reminds me that they are HIS to play with not mine. HE also
reminds me that i actually had touched the cock HE owns when i was not
supposed to. i knew better HE informed me. HE also said HE was proud of me
for stopping myself and for telling HIM, but i still would be punished. HE
needed to remind me that i belonged to HIM and that i was not allowed to
touch my cock and balls, PERIOD. HE ordered me to go get a butt plug and
put it in. Then i was to return so HE could ensure it was firmly in
place. HE did not specify which one. This meant HE was testing me to see
what one i would choose knowing what i had just done. Needless to say i
chose a large one. It stretched my hole wide and would be uncomfortable to
have in all day long. But i felt it was what i deserved after all. i
returned to let HIM inspect the plug. HE could tell which one i had chosen
and i received a pat on my ass which told me HE was pleased with it. HE
sent me to get dressed and get to work.  HE said we would take care of my
punishment that evening. Needless to say it was a long day at work. The
butt plug began to get sore as the day wore on and wearing it seemed to
keep my cock in a almost constant state of arousal. The cock ring and ball
stretcher assisted quite a bit in this too. When 5pm finally arrived and i
could head home i was very relieved.
    When i arrived home i stripped at the door which was one of MASTER's
requirements. When in the house i must be naked at all times or in whatever
clothes HE chooses. As i took off my pants my cock sprang to attention. But
after this morning just the sight of it sticking up hard made me
immediately move my hands away from it. i took my clothes to my closet to
hang them up and found a note from my MASTER taped to the door. HE was out
and would be back about 7pm. i was to fix myself a sandwich to eat and then
go into the library were there would be further instructions. HE did not
give me permission to take off the cock ring or remove the ass plug so i
knew i was to leave them in place.
    After eating i went into the library as instructed. On MASTER's desk
was instructions and the items i needed to carry them out. i was to put on
all the items, kneel on the floor, and wait for HIM to come home. i started
with leather wrist and ankle cuffs for which HE had given me a lock for
each one. Then came a leather cock gag strapped around my head. Next a set
of tit clamps. i hate putting tit clamps on myself but i got them firmly
set in place. HE had also given me a weight that i was to hang from the
connecting chain. It was just heavy enough to put a good pressure on my
tits. i knew from experience that they would get sore quickly. Next came a
full hood with no eye holes or mouth hole just holes at the nose to breath
through. This laced up the back and then locked at the neck with a padlock.
After getting fully into the hood i then picked up the last three locks
which i had positioned so i could find them easily after i could not see. i
knelt on the floor and put one lock through the d-rings on my ankle cuffs,
locking my ankles together. Then i put another one through the d-rings on
my wrist cuffs locking my wrists together behind my back. Then the final
one went through these two locks locking my wrists to my ankles. So now
here i was locked in a kneeling position hands behind my back, mouth
gagged, head hooded, nipples clamped waiting for my MASTER to come
home. HIS note had said HE would be home about 7pm. As i finished i heard
the clock strike the half hour so it was 6:30 now. i only had a half hour
to wait. My mind was racing wondering just what punishment HE had planned
for me. Whatever it was i deserved it. i knew better after all. i belonged
to HIM, my cock and balls were HIS not mine.
    i heard the clock in the hall strike 7. HE should be home anytime
now. My tits hurt, my ass hurt, my knees were starting to hurt a little. i
waited locked in my hood. The clock struck the half hour again 7:30. i had
been waiting and hour. My tits had gone numb, but my ass hurt. With nothing
else to think about than the plug it felt immense and it had been
stretching my whole all day. My knees hurt too and with my hands and feet
locked so close together there was very little i could do to adjust my
position short of falling over on my side. But MASTER had said i was to be
kneeling. If HE found me on my side HE would be furious. Finally i heard to
door open and foot steps in the hall. MASTER was home. i waited to hear HIM
enter the library. Finally after what seemed forever i heard HIM come
in. HIS footsteps walked across the room and i heard HIM pouring himself a
drink. Then HE was in front of me. One hand grabbed the chain connecting
the tits clamps and pulled on it. HE pulled until the clamps popped off
sending waves of pain rushing into my chest. One hand reached out to stroke
my inflamed tits sending more pain through my chest. "Ready to begin your
punishment boy?" HE asks. He then reattaches the clamps to my tits. God
they hurt. i hear him move across the room and take a seat. HE is watching
me writhing in pain and HE sits there calmly sipping HIS drink.
    Just as the fire in my tits starts to tone down HE walks back over
grabs the chain and yanks the clips off again. i thought it had hurt the
first time now i knew better. This time he grabs both tits with his fingers
and massages them. Once again sending pain coursing through my chest. If i
was not gagged i would be screaming but all i can get out are muffled
sobs. As HE pulls on my tits HE tells me that playing with them is what
started my problem this morning so He thought it only appropriate if He
used them to remind me of my place as HIS slave. HE waits a moment and
reattaches the clamps adding an extra weight that He lets drop onto my
chest. Yes my ass still hurts, my knees are aching but all i can focus on
is the pain in my tits that engulfs my whole chest. i hear HIM walk back
across the room to fix HIMSELF another drink returning to HIS chair. It
takes longer this time for the numbness to start in but just as it does HE
is front of me again grabbing the chain and pulling. How long will this go
on? But i deserve the punishment i knew better that to touch my tits and
attempt to play with my cock.
    After what seems and eternity HE finally stops. I have now idea how
long this has been going on. i have lost all track of time. HE unlocks my
feet and helps me stand up. HE puts HIS arms around me and hugs my
tight. HE says HE loves me and is proud of HIS slave boy. HE asks if i
think i have learned my lesson. i nod my head yes as i am still gagged and
cannot talk. HE reaches behind me and pulls out the plug that has been in
my ass all day. After so long it feels like part of me is being removed. HE
leads me to the bathroom and then to bed. HE helps me into bed leaving the
hood and gag on and my hands locked behind my back. HE crawls in next to me
and puts his arms around me pulling my body to HIS. i wish so bad my hands
were not bound so i could hug him back. i wish my gag was out so i could
kiss him and tell HIM how much i love HIM. i love HIM so much and am so
sorry i disappointed HIM and made HIM have to punish me. As we lay there HE
inserts HIS penis in my ass. HE doesn't fuck me just puts it in and pulls
me to HIM. i fall asleep in HIS arms. My tits are so sore i can hardly
stand it but i am so happy.  During the night HE wakes me up by running HIS
hands over my sore tits. One touch and i am awake. HE slowly fucks my ass
until HE climaxes then we both drift back to sleep. What more could any
slave want than to be held by his MASTER. What more could i ask for. How
could i have disappointed HIM by playing with what does not belong to me
anymore.
    We wake the next morning and MASTER frees me so i can get ready for
work. My tits ache so bad that just the air blowing on them hurts. What
will my shirt feel like all day.
    As usual i present myself in the library after my shower. HE informs me
there will be no cock ring today, HE has something different for me to wear
to remind me of being HIS slave all day.  HE hands me a white t-shirt. It
surprises me as HE never allows me to wear t-shirts to work.  Then i
realize that inside it just at the level of my nipples are two large pieces
of velcro. Not the soft side but the hard plastic side. As i pull it over
my head the velcro brushes my nipples and sends pain through them. i
realize that all day long they will rub on my sore tits making them hurt
and reminding me of last night. It is going to be another long day.
EPILOGUE:
    It has been two weeks since that night and i will never forget that
punishment session. i had to wear that t-shirt all week. It took forever
for my tits to stop hurting. As i stand in the shower this morning the
water plays on my hard cock. Without thinking my hands reach for my
tits. Before they get there though that night springs to mind and i pull my
hand back. i am my MASTER's slave and my tits, cock, and balls are HIS
property not mine. Failure to obey will get me punished and the last
punishment is still to fresh in my mind. The pain, the torment!? Maybe i
should touch them just to get punished again?! What do you think?