Date: Wed, 25 May 2005 11:50:26 EDT
From: BoyNfla941@aol.com
Subject: Reality CheckUp Part 6

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There was an eerie haze all around me. It was as if all or part of me was  in
a deep, thick fog. I was feeling the dampness all over my body. I, but for a
second, thought I was on some horror movie set; waiting for the  "un-dead".
What I didn't know was, what was going on, what was happening to my mind.  I
knew where I was supposed to be, what was supposed to happening to me; but
this was seemingly all to real.
I didn't feel the air moving at all. I was still encased in a warm  feeling.
The hands from somewhere, perhaps one of the "un-dead" was starting to  touch
my body. In a less than startled condition, I slowly came back to reality.  I
had two pairs of hands roaming the body, but now my body just seemed like "
THE  BODY"; not mine at all.
I stirred more and more as the hands worked their magic. Playing with the
nipple rings, nose rings and earrings. I was getting an erection rather fast. I
didn't care anymore, who saw it, who touched it. God it was great.
Hands held the now re-shaped thing, and it didn't hurt at all. A firm
squeeze worked a miracle and now, presto, the erection was history. Damn. I felt
the leather thongs being crudely being removed from each of the balls, which
were once mine as well. Although bound tight from day one, they felt no worse
for wear and the sudden increase in blood flow was a welcome relief. Cautiously
 the spiked cinch band was removed as well, but not before the nads had the
opportunity to feel their devilish design.
Coolness settled in all around the thing and nads.  I was getting another
shave. But, the  shave was quite welcome, as when the hands were moving about I
could feel the  dreaded stubble. I was expecting a body shave, but I guessed
wrong. I only got  the "fun spots" smoothed.
The body was un-ceremoniously released from the bonds, which had been
holding it in this position since last night or whenever. A nudge and I
instinctively knew they wanted me off  the mat.  I assumed the  proper, normal position.
Thirsty and hungry (starving) I trudge forward. I  received a slap on the butt
and knew immediately that I was to move. I kept  going until I got the stop
signal; which was a sudden yank on an ear.
I knew what was next. My daily hole washing. But, what had failed my mind
was the removal of the butt plug. Once I had felt the hands on the plug's base,
I instinctively became rigid. Expecting the sudden pain of flesh and muscles
being stretched. None of that happened. Only a slight pulling sensation and
the  plug was out. Was the body changing so much that it didn't object anymore,
or  was the mind just accepting. All or in part is my new life's reality.
Another surprise. I didn't get my hole cleaned. What the heck was going  on.
Not for me to worry about. The  hole wasn't mind to care for, care about.
But, what I did worry about was the  instant pain on the ass. Crack, over and
over again; I was getting my daily dose  of ass whipping. As suddenly as it had
started, it seemed to stop.
A tug on both ears let me know that I was to follow in the direction of  the
tugging and move once again. I moved quite fast until I bumped into  something
wooden in feel and smell. The wood was just below my neck and yet  above the
nipples. My head was raised only a fraction of an inch then released.  I couldn
't lower my head at all, as this same wood was holding it from doing so.
Next each wrist was placed upon the wood and I now felt the grooves hold the
wrist and head in place. Another identical piece of wood was placed on the back
of the neck and wrist. I was being bound to a stock of some sort. Not being
able  to use the basic senses, I assumed that the top part was locked firmly to
the  bottom part. I couldn't move at all.
By the soft feel of the hands rubbing gently on my back, I knew they
belonged to Cody. I wanted so much to look into his eyes, to see how he looked  when
he was being gentle. Hell, I wanted to see Master. I had yet to see what he
looked like and only had gotten a vague description of Him from Cody.
The softness was replaced by a sadistic harshness. My back was getting  it's
first lashing. I seemed like hours that the back took the onslaught of the
lash. I knew the lashing had not come from Cody. As he can be a bit rough, I
knew he couldn't be doing this. A different feeling was brought to bear on my
ass once again. The stinging was coming from something other than leather.  Oh
shit, I was getting my ass paddled.  And the paddle was none to light or
small.
Once the paddling had stopped, a nice ointment was lightly rubbed into my
skin. The butt cheeks felt so good. Whatever ointment was being used made my ass
 feel like it was just numb. There were no lasting effects of the paddling,
but I  could still vividly feel the heat rising from the lashing the back had
gotten.
Ahhh,  I finally was getting  my hole cleaned out. How wonderful a feeling is
it, when warm water enters the  body.  I could handle this feeling a  lot
more, and that's no bull.  As  soon as the cleaning had been completed, I
unfortunately, expected the morning  meal and water. I knelt there trying to maintain
patience. My stomach was  growling like a male dog in the throws of sex. I
could feel the air floating  around my hole. I more so could feel the copious
amounts of air going and  entering the hole. Just how big had the hole gotten
with all these butt plugs?  All I knew was I could feel a lot of air there, not
anything like when I was in  the other world.
I would give anything right now to be able to hear something,  someone.  That
sense didn't return  anytime soon. The mouth gag was removed, thank goodness.
A warm air flowed  underneath my nose followed by a smell. Food, heavenly
food.  Who cares what it was, I didn't give a  crap.  I just wanted to eat.  But,
with my head and wrist in stocks  just how could I eat. Not to worry. Master
or Cody had placed the food dish on  something, which placed it right under my
chin. I savagely attacked the meal.  Food dish being now empty, I felt the
familiar fingers cleaning off my face. And  like before I got to lick them
clean. It was finally, while licking and sucking  the fingers clean that it came to
me what the food was. I had been feed a dish  of perfectly prepared oatmeal
with bits of nuts, cinnamon and raisins. No that  kind of nut. The nuts that
come from trees. J  . Then came  my water bowl, but water was absent. In place
of the water was cool piss. Not  tasting like Masters or Cody's; so it must
have been mine from the time I spent  sleeping. I lapped it up and that taste
remained in my mind longer than it  remained in my mouth. My mind was registering
more now than the few human senses  that I had left.
After the bowl was removed from below me, I remained kneeling; steady yet
feeling the hardness of the floor starting to wear on the knees. I exercised my
mouth and jaw muscles every second I had. One could never tell when I would
be  getting the mouth filled with something. In this position I knew I wasn't
going  to be getting the taste of cock and the salty golden nectar of Master or
Cody.  That at the moment was a bit disheartening.
I felt something (s) being laid on my back. The first most noticeable was
something long and smooth. Whatever it was, was placed from my tailbone up along
 my spine. It was somewhere between 14 to 16 inches long. The object was none
to  skinny either. The next object I felt was a lot shorter. It was laid out
across  my back just below the shoulder blades. Fat and thick, yes, long, no.
The cold Crisco log touched the hole and for a moment I thought it was  just
sucked right in, sort of like a Hoover WindTunnel vacuum. The longest  object
was taken from my back and placed at the entrance to the hole. Yikes, a  horse
sized dildo. Fuck me all to hell. The dildo was pushed gently into the  body,
which, with intention it pushed the frozen log in further. Out comes this  "
latex tree" and another log is put inside. This procedure went on until four
logs had be ceremoniously been inserted into the body. Now I must mention that
if one were to measure one of these logs, you would see that each is 4.25"
long.  Talk about feeling full to  the brim.
I was anticipating the return of the butt plug, but that never happened,  at
least not for the moment. The hole was left uncovered, so to speak, as the
logs were beginning to soften and soon to turn semi liquid. I never felt the
dildo return to my exposed vulnerable back.
The remaining item that they had laid on my back was removed. Those soft
fingers of Cody began to grip and squeeze my mouth. He rubbed this marvel of
latex over my lips and cheek. This thing was thick, as one could compare this
size to the bottom of a bottle of ketchup. It gave the feeling of being a little
 tapered at on end but I never felt the opposite end as Cody was holding
that. I  opened my mouth as wide as I could and in an instant Cody rammed the damn
thing  into my mouth. He pushed it so fast, hard and deep that I gagged.  I
struggled for air. Over and over again  Cody abused my mouth like this. Cody
could not be doing this on his own  volition. He could not be doing this without
being commanded by Master to do so.  The body shuddered over and over again
with each thrust, with each gag reflex  until I finally hurled my morning meal
all over the floor beneath me. Eternity  ended as this wonderful image made
its way past my gag point, and lodged in my  throat. I felt a large piece or
pieces of duct tape being used to keep it in  place. The tape was placed on each
side of the plug. When I inhaled, I got a bit  of air from the center of this
long, soft, biteable image. I tried not to breath  this way, because I figured
that this was not `normal'.
Ok, enough already. Let's make it outside and get some sun, tan up a bit.
Not to be. Well then, let me out of this stock so I can get off the knees.
Forget it.
The dildo that had pushed the Crisco inside me was played into my hole  just
an inch or two. Thank goodness. I could feel the damn thing just hanging
down, like a tail of sorts. My left ankle cuff was affixed with a chain, my left
knee was lifted by hand (s) and pulled further away from the centerline of the
 body. The ankle cuff was then raised up, being forced towards my butt.
Someone  seemed to be forcing the ankle towards the butt as firmly as he could. A
leather  strap was placed on the lower leg, apart from the cuff. This strap was
attached  to the upper thigh area. In essence, my knee was the only thing
touching the  ground. The chain was then attached to the large ring on my neck
collar. The  other ankle and leg with likewise done. This, believe me, is not
any position I  wanted to be in. Not on this hard floor any way. I commanded my
mind to think of  something good versus the pain on my knees.
Back at my head, someone had place heavy weights to my already heavy
earrings. I could feel something sliding ever so wonderfully over my thing. What
ever it was, it didn't carry an odor. My comparison I could tell that Mater was
the one coating the thing with this greasy sort of substance.  More weights,
this time on the nipple  rings. Now this smarted for sure. Well, for a short
time anyway, until the mind  took over and went into `pain control'. A rough
feeling rope or cord was wrapped  around my sac as the nads were being secluded
in the bottom. The freestanding  end of rope was pulled back between my legs
and firmly attached to something;  stretching the nad bag quite nicely. In like
manner a rope was attached to my  snout ring and firmly pulled forward,
leaving my head in a quandary.
The loose end of the dildo was raised and from there I am not sure what  the
hell was going on. In a short time, I found out. The dildo was twisting in
circles and slowly entering my ass. Not painful at all, but a little nerve
wracking. What was happening was, the end of the dildo was attached so some sort
of machine the turned the dildo and slowed moved it into my body. How exciting
 was this. I could feel the dildo mixing with the ever-thawing ass logs. Now
this  is fucking erotic. God it was a total turn on. If I had been out in my
former  world, I would have been screaming fuck me, fuck me, fuck me harder.
Not to let this feeling get the best of me, I felt some object sliding  over
my thing; all the way to the body. Then came the feeling that I was getting
hooked up to a cow milking machine. The feelings and thoughts were not far
wrong. I had been fitted with one of those ultra expensive milking-masturbation
machines. Hell fire and brimstone I was mentally taking myself into sexual
heaven. Fucked and sucked at the same time, without the use of  humans.
Now then, let me say, seconds later I was pumped and sucked dry. And I  mean
dry. If there was any more seed in the body, I sure didn't know where it  was
hiding. But, the machine just kept on doing its thing. I noticed with
interest, the machine would rapidly increase both in vacuum pressure and in
masturbation speed then return to yet some other slower rhythm.
Returning to earth, I also understood that the dildo in my ass had a mind  of
its own as well.  Not only was it  turning and slowing going into my ass, but
also the darn thing was fucking my  ass as it was continuing the journey up
my, once, `love tunnel'. This brought  concern to mind, as I wondered how long
Master was going to let all this  continue.
A few twists and turns at the gag in my mouth and presto, I was  swallowing
hot piss. I can only assume that the owner (s) of this wonderful  treat were
Master and Cody. With the gag so far down my throat I didn't really  have to
even try and swallow. My stomach was happy once again.  But, I was still a bit
hungry, since I  had tossed my meal earlier. I would have eaten it off the floor
I had been  commanded to do so. Unfortunately, it must have been hosed down a
drain.
No more hands touching or using/abusing the body. Only the dildo in my  hole
and that milker on my thing. With everything settling down, the amount of
weights on my rings and the ropes on the others was getting a bit nerve
wracking. I had the notion that I was in this position for some time to come. My
intuitions were indeed correct.
Every time I moved a part of me, something hurt. Move my head and the  nose
ring gave me an instant reminder. Move my knees and my head was yanked. And  so
it went, and went and went.
I had survived this  morning  without hearing, unlike the other day. And, it
seemed like Master had spent a  whole lot more time today, than before. But,
as time progressed, my ass was  filling rapidly and now was quite sore. Not to
mention the length of the damn  dildo and the grease packed hole.What had I
done to deserve this. Is this what  the mean by being " fucked to death". I
could not help to move while trying to  avoid the invasion, but each movement
brought some form of discomfort or agony.  The one time that the ass fucking
machine stopped, and my mind went to the  machine stroking my, now intensely, sore
thing..
I wished I could describe  what "eternity" really felt like, but my mind
turned to sort of a mush.  I did all I could not to move and allow  the savage
attack on my most intimate parts. At least they were intimate until I  came to
Ft.  Lauderdale.
Just about the time I was wishing for somebody to shoot me dead, all the
abuse abruptly ended. I broke down. Both physically and mentally. My mind had
been conquered and my body was no longer mine, either. The reality of the whole
thing was that Master now owned me and Cody was a co-conspirator
The dildo was caringly removed from the body as well was  the milker The next
act of kindness came when the weights were removed along  with the ropes. By
now I wasn't even sure where I was. Hell, I wasn't even sure  if I was in the
same place where I had woken up. But for now, for now, I didn't  give a rats
ass. The pain had ceased.
The earplugs, surprisingly, were removed. The sound of  angels entered my
mind, or what was left of it. A gentle kiss on top of the head  told me that Cody
was here. Cody came to save me. Cody would set me  free.
No word or words from Cody. Why?  I never found out till later in the day.
Just being able to hear some sort of sound had to suffice for the time  being.
I heard the click of metal  on metal and then my body was free of the stocks.
I was hoping that my legs  would be let down, back to normal; but this was not
 to be the case.
I was turned around, relocated, then got another enema.  This time the
cleaning seemed to be a lot more forceful than any others. I was  getting used to
them anyway, so I just gave in to them. Clean away, rinse away,  clean again.
Over and over.
I got a wonderful bathing next. Cody was not missing an  inch of the body.
Warm, soapy water was a sheer delight. Then, starting from my  head he began
shaving the entire body. When he got down to my thing and nads he  put lotion on
them, which made them feel like new again. Not new new, but you  know, like
they hadn't been milked all morning. The most amazing part of the  bath was the
warm water and his tender touch when it came time to wash around my  hole.
Sensitive, in deed it was. I could tell that my hole seemed to have grown  `lips'
 or something. The entire area he was cleaning was super sensitive. Not
being stupid, I just figured out the hole might of puffed up due to the abuse of
the morning. Once that part of me was shaved and washed, Cody aided me as I
now  had to get on my back. Yeah , right? With my legs in this new position it
was  near impossible. But, anguish as I may, I got there with his help. He
placed a  foam sort of something under my head and that sure did feel better than
the hard  floor. Cody shaved and washed the front side of me and then cleaned
up the area.  I could hear him washing things, cupboard doors open and close.
I heard the  water from a hose rinsing of the floor. He came back to me, and I
could tell he  was close. Really close.  He was  sitting, yes sitting right
along side of me. I could smell him, the sweet smell  of a man, not a slave,
not a sadist, but the scent of his being a man. God, that  was beautiful.
Cody didn't even have to lean in to talk to me. Mind you,  he talked to me,
not with me. I learned that it was well past lunchtime. Odd, I  didn't feel
hungry at the moment. He told me that we had much more to do before  Master came
home. Listening to him talk, I figured out that I had slept for  nearly 24
hours, before this last round of abuse began. I guess I shouldn't call  it abuse
any more either. According to the questionnaire I had filled out, this  all
fell into the I want, I need, I desire category. Go figure, I never saw any
questions asking if I wanted to get mechanically fucked to near death
conditions. Without hiding his emotions, Cody told me that a visitor would be  arriving
shortly. The visitor had some work to do with me, and all had to be  done well
ahead of Masters arrival.
Ok, whatever.  Now let's eat, Without as much as a word, Cody fumbled around
with my  mouth gag and pissed once again down my throat, followed bythe
reconnection of  the tubing from my thing to my mouth hole. The air changed to a
cool breeze  again, the visitor must be here I thought; as the earplugs were once
more put  back into place.