Date: Thu, 6 Jun 2002 07:53:02 -0700 (PDT)
From: Rob M <sierboy@yahoo.com>
Subject: ROB'S LIFE   Chapter 1 - Intro : "All That Fine Ass"

Chapter 1 - Intro : "All That Fine Ass"

     This is going to be a story about my life and the shit that
has happened in it so far, but I'm not good with quotes and shit,
so I'm just going to tell you what happened from my point of view
as well as I can remember it, the same way I'd tell one of my
buds about it the next day.
     Everyone always says they knew they were gay even when they
were very young they just didn't know the word to describe it.  I
felt the same way about being a top.  I knew I was different from
everyone else, but even the ones that I eventually knew were gay
I felt like I was different from.  I'm twenty-seven years old and
even now I still feel outside the mainstream gay loop because I'm
not just a top, I'm a dominant top.  When it comes to fucking,
I'm  dick centric, centered on dick, my dick that is.
     I really couldn't give a shit about the other guy's dick.
When people talk about size queens or hung guys that's all just
lost on me, because I can't understand why anyone would be
interested in another guy's dick, not at all, especially when the
real passionate love of my life is out there. ass.
     How can anyone be interested in dick when there's all that
fine ass out there.  Most of the guys with the fine ass don't
even know it's fine because they're just like me, centered on
their own dick.  Now that's not to say I'm selfish, because I'm
not.  I'm a very caring lover and devoted boyfriend, you can ask
either one of mine.
     I have two boyfriends and am always looking for more.  No,
I'm not an asshole, I'm just a dominant top, and you know what? I
want more than one boyfriend. and I get what I want.  Guys have
always been more than willing to give me what I wanted so
eventually I started to push that beyond one night hookups and
occasional fuckbuds, but I still wanted to fuck around.  What's
the point of having cake if you can't fucking eat it anyway?
     Kyle is one of my boyfriends, and Billy the other.  Both are
great great guys, very submissive bottoms, but very
understanding.  I love the bond that they have.  I'm almost
jealous that I'm not in their club of sorts.  I've talked to each
of them about it, and how they feel (I'm always interested in
what someone thinks or how they feel) and it's working out really
well.  Kyle is 25 years old, 140 lbs, with a perfect pink
hairless ass.  He's a reformed clubkid, former Alig devotee.  If
you know what I'm talking about then you know what kind of guy
Kyle is.  He's got blond hair cut short marine high and tight
style, except for this one little lock of hair that he keeps long
at the base of his neck.  He only keeps that because he says it's
his leash.  I like to play with it while he blows me.
     Billy is totally different.  He's not from New York, he's
from Los Angeles, 19 years old, 150lbs, 5'10" light brown hair,
green eyes.  Damn I love those eyes! His ass is also great, but
not as well worn as Kyle's.  Billy always knew he was submissive,
but had only acted on it orally.  He'd sucked off maybe a dozen
guys but he ass was snow white.  Until he met me.  Maybe if I get
enough interest I'll write about his devirginization.  He loves
my dick now, and begs twice a day to have it up his ass.
     My boyfriends do not mess with each other.  After all, they
are my boyfriends, not each other's.  So if I'm not around
they're left with jerking off, although I know sometimes they've
showered together, but I'm certain that both have been as
faithful as they've told me.
     I, on the other hand, am not.  I can't be.  I've tried it.
I've tried being monogamous with a few different guys, at first
thinking it would be no big deal, and other times, just lying
through my teeth to cover up how often I fucked around on him.
I'm just one of those guys who can't be monogamous.  If I get
offered a new warm ass, or if someone wants to swallow a load,
I'm always more than happy to give it up.  I've been online a few
years and I think I've had at least half a dozen guys ask me for
cum samples, piss samples, or underwear.  Yeah I'm into piss.  So
is Kyle.
     He's my fucking urinal.  Isn't it great? Since I've been
with him I haven't pissed in the toilet, except of course at work
where I have no choice, and if he's not around, I piss in a
bottle and keep it in the fridge until he comes over.  Billy
isn't into piss as much, but he is jealous that Kyle gets more of
me than he does, and he's starting to come around.  He used to
not let me even piss on him, but now he does.  And that is
awesome.  If you haven't pissed on a guy you can't imagine how
empowering it is.  It's not gross, or unclean, I'm just a dog
marking my territory so that other dogs know who his ass belongs
to, and that is one damned fine ass.
     Now I really didn't have a plan for this story, I just
wanted to let you know that there are dudes out there like me,
who fuck around, and oh yeah I do fuck around.  Billy explained
the logic to me one day while he watched me fuck this dude I just
brought home from Kurfew, he said to me after asking him for the
10th time if he was ok with watching me, "Rob (that's me) of
course it's ok with me: you own my body, so when you fuck me, all
you're really doing is masturbating, since my body is yours.  I
am your body, so when you fuck someone else, I feel like I'm
scoring." Now wasn't that the sweetest thing you've ever heard?
That's why I love him.  Don't think for a minute that I don't
appreciate the awesome gift that both my guys give me.  I know
it's very rare and very special, although a lot of guys have
offered it or tried to give it to me, these are the only two who
actually could.  It's always skinny dudes who are the sweet
submissive ones.  Can't there be one submissive muscleboy out
there with a heart? LOL.  I've had musclesex before, but they
always seem to be dicks who gear themselves up for the one
nighter even if they are hardcore power nelly bottoms.  Can no
muscleboy commit?  *sigh*
     Kyle thinks I should be content with what I have, and just
fuck tricks on the side, but Billy wants me to have at least one
more boyfriend, maybe two.  By the way, the difference is. tricks
are one time fucks, boyfriends are long term, committed guys who
genuinely love each other.  And believe me I do love these guys,
so don't be sending me hatemail telling me how much you hate me
or are jealous of me.  I don't have time for shit like that.
     Anyway, the premise of this writing was really at Kyle's
request.  He suggested that there are other guys like us out
there and that maybe this would make them feel more normal.
Plus, he said I'd probably get a lot of mail, so we'll see if
that happens, I love writing to guys online and talking about
sex.  If you guys want to chat you can, my nickname is `Sierboy'
on AOL's instant messenger.  It was supposed to be SirBoy, but
that was taken.  Bastards!
     And as for this story continuing with the details of our
relationship or with my fucks I'm totally open to it, but what
I'd like is for the readers to email me, or message me and tell
me what they want to hear about.  Maybe you guys want to hear
about how I met one of them, or maybe you just want to know who I
fucked last night or what my first time was like.  Let me know,
and I'll describe it, and then maybe that generates new
questions, and then I'll write about that,  and so on.
     I'm usually quick about writing, I mean I busted this little
two page job out in half an hour, so hopefully if you ask about
something you'll see a post a few days later.

Take care,
Rob