Date: Wed, 13 Feb 2013 12:40:09 -0800 (PST)
From: Your Slave <yourhouseslave@yahoo.com>
Subject: Slave by the month

Slave by the month

Here is something I hope to live out someday...


We had been talking for a couple weeks now, and I felt it was time to
finally go through with it. I guess I should fill you in. 2 months ago I
broke up with my girlfriend. As soon as I was single again I reverted back
to my cocksucking ways. I've never been really attracted to guys, but I've
always loved the feeling of worshipping cock with my mouth and getting
fucked hard. I've always been faithful while in relationships, and love
having sex with girls, but another part of me always craves the humiliation
of being used as a fuck toy.

I'm 25 years old, and at 6'3" have never had a hard time picking up on
girls, or, when I wanted, finding someone to fuck me. Now I wanted
something different though. I posted an add on craiglist stating that I was
looking for a black top to be my master for a month at a time. I had a lot
of emails looking for a one time hook-up, but I wanted more, and eventually
I found it. Sir wasn't as tall as me, only 6'2, but was built bigger than
me in ALL ways. He had at least 40 pounds on me, and while a little of it
was in his gut, most of that was muscle. It was his cock that really got me
though. It had to be at least 10 inches long and wider than I'd ever
taken. The fact that he was also 20 years older than me really turned on my
submissive nature!

Once we started talking, it seemed pretty clear that we were looking for
the same thing. He wanted a white sissy to use whenever he wanted since he
got off on humiliating white boys. We started talking about what it would
entail, and eventually agreed to go through with it. The first thing though
was we both had to get tested. I wanted to feel what it was like to take
his cum in my ass and swallow his load directly, and he didnt want to have
to wear a condom when he fucked me. Once we both recieved and shared our
results, we laid down the ground rules for the next month.

I was to service him at least 4 times a week. 1 of those times I would have
to stay the night and the other 3 could last up to 4 hours. I was not to
jerk off at any time without permission. my entire body between my knees
and shoulders would be shaved at all times (I couldn't shave everything,
since I did have to maintain the appearance of being straight and I wore
shorts to training). To cover my legs, I was to always wear thigh high
socks, even when not with him. I was also to wear only sissy thongs at all
times, even when training. When I was with him he could use me however he
wanted and take any pictures he wanted. We also agreed that he could
request a picture whenver he wanted to check that I was wearing my thong,
as long as it didn't interfere with my work. Since he wasn't really into
pain, we agreed that we didn't need a safeword (my idea), however he could
punish me if i ever disobeyed him. He could fuck my throat and ass however
he wanted and tie me up however he wanted (he really loved keeping a slut
in tight bondage). He could also let his friends use me as long as it was
always with protection.

Besides what he could do to me, we also covered that he was not allowed to
permanently mark or hurt me in any way, or break my skin for any reason
(piercings). Also if at any point I disobeyed him or broke the terms of the
agreement, he could post my pictures online for everyone to see (also my
idea)!

I knew that the threat of being outed was big enough that I would obey
everything he asked whether I liked it or not, which was exactly what I
wanted. We wrote down all the details and met at a coffee shop to sign a
copy for each of us. I was surprised by how laid back and professional he
was when we met. We went over the details one last time, and agreed that to
start the month I would serve him for the full upcoming weekend, Friday at
7pm until Sunday at 7pm. We were done in less than 5 minutes, and after
writing down his adress he got up and left.

I sat there nervously fooling with my pen thinking about it. I could still
back out. All he had was the paper. No pictures or anything else to
incriminate me yet. I knew that I wouldnt though. I wanted this. Hell, I
needed this.

The next 2 days seemed to take forever, but eventually Friday came. I took
all of my boxers and put them in a suitcase. I wouldn't be needing them for
the next few weeks. I had already ordered my thongs from victorias secret,
and socks from online. Dressing for the first time because I HAD to, was
incredibly hot. I wanted to jerk off right there, but knew that I
couldn't. Not without his permission.

The day dragged on forever. Meeting after boring meeting, and the whole
time the only thing I could focus on was the feel of the socks covering my
legs and the thong in my ass. Finally at 4:00 I couldn't take it anymore. I
left early and rushed home to prepare for tonight. I showered, shaved, and
cleaned myself completely, inside and out. I was ready early and ended up
sitting nervously with the TV on not actually paying attention. Finally it
was time. I put on some jeans and a tshirt and headed over to Sirs place.

I pulled up outside and was surprised at what I found. It was actually a
row of nice condos instead of the normal houses I was expecting. I found
the one he had written down and parked in back as instructed. While the
fronts faced out to the main street, there was a seperate area in back for
parking that had the main entrance for the houses. The steps were somewhat
shielded from view by bushes on one side and the wall on the other but I
knew someone walking by would be able to see me if they looked. It didn't
matter though. I had my instructions, and I intended to follow them. I
quickly stripped down to my thong and socks and folded my clothes on the
step. Kneeling down on the welcome mat, I reached up and knocked on the
door before quickly clasping my hands behind my back, hand to elbow.

I didn't have to wait long, but was shocked when the door finally
opened. It wasn't Sir!! Standing in front of me was another black guy, not
as big as Sir, but with a bigger gut. I froze in shock and fear, still
holding onto my arms. He had a camera in his hand and took a few clear
pictures of me kneeling there like a slut in a pink thong and black socks
with my arms behind my back, before eventually he talked to me.

"So you're his new little slut huh? He thought it'd be good to start you
off right, showing off your sissy ass to the neighborhood. He actually
lives in the house to the left. You are to leave your clothes here and go
to the houses opposite mine and your masters and introduce yourself just
like you have to me. You are also to say, 'I am Master's new sissy cock
slut'. When you have introduced yourself to your master's other friends,
you will present yourself to him. Now get going faggot."

He slammed the door in my face and left me there shocked beyond
belief. They had pictures of me now. If I didn't do it they could post
them. Still in a trance, I shakily stood up. I started down to the sidewalk
and reached the end of the bushes, before I realized what I was about to
do. It was dusk now, but anyone looking out their window would still see
me. My body burned with the shame of my situation, and my cock shrank
smaller than I've ever had it, but I knew I had to do it.

I sprinted across the road and into the next entranceway, hoping no one had
seen me. The entranceway was identical to all the rest, and I quickly
assumed my position on the bare concrete doorstep. I reached up and knocked
and then quickly folded my arms and waited. I could hear people moving
inside, but they were taking their time answering the door. My knees
started to ache even through the socks and my face and chest felt like they
were burning bright red. Finally the door opened, but this time a couple
stood in front of me. The man was black again, Taller than the first but
lanky, with a shaved head and goatee. The women on the other hand was a
drop dead gorgeous blonde. She was dressed in just a robe and looked down
at me with disgust. Without waiting for me to introduce myself, she reached
into his pocket, took out a cellphone, and snapped a picture of me kneeling
there in my thong and socks.

"I am Master's new sissy cock slut."

They both looked down on me smirking while I knelt there. I wasn't sure if
they wanted me to say more, and was afraid of saying the wrong thing, but
was soon saved the trouble when they stepped back and shut the door on
me. I couldn't believe this. I had just introduced myself to 3 complete
strangers as a sissy cock slut and they had the pictures to prove it!

I had to stop myself from dwelling on it. I just wanted to get this
humiliation done with. Standing up, I hurried down to the next house, more
exposed than I had been this entire time. I quickly made my way to the
door, thankfully knelt on the welcome mat and knocked for the third time
that night. The door opened and I was immediately greeted by a camera
flash. I quickly introduced myself while my eyes tried to adjust to the
dark again,

"I am Master's new sissy cock slut."

By the time I finished I could make out the man in front of me. He was
huge. Not tall and strong like Sir, but just massive through the body. He
looked firm, but he still had to weigh at least 350, and looked like an NFL
lineman.

"I'm going to have fun with your bitch-ass."

And then the door was closed. I felt relief at finishing my task, but knew
that this was just the start of my weekend. Once again, I picked myself up
off the step and made my way down to the street, before sprinting across
into what I hoped was Sir's entranceway. As soon as I made it to the step,
I knew it had to be. Waiting on the mat was a butt plug, blindfold, pink
leather dog collar, and handcuffs. Taped to the door was a note:

LUBE THE PLUG WITH YOUR MOUTH, EVERYTHING ON, WE HAVE THE PICTURES.

I couldn't believe this, but knew I had to do it. They did have the
pictures now. I did my best to get the black buttplug nice and wet, and
luckily it was only a medium sized one, but it still stung before it
slipped all the way it. The blindfold came next, followed by the collar. It
was about and inch tall and fit snugly. The last thing was the handcuffs
and I cuffed them behind my back as I knew I should.

I waited there in darkness and realized how I must look. Here I was a 6'3"
guy kneeling on a door step, wearing a pink thong, black thigh highs, a
pink collar, a blindfold, with my hands ciffed behind my back and a
buttplug shoved up my ass. 4 different people had pictures of me and a
fifth was about to become my master for the next month. The shame of it all
hit me like a ton of bricks. What was I doing? How could I put myself in
this position? What would happen if this ever got out???

By the time I heard the door open in front of me tears were forming in my
eyes and I had resolved myself to beg my way out of this. Before he could
say anything I started,

"Please sir, I made a mistake. I can't do this. I will pay you or give you
anything, but please I can't go through with this. Please, please, please
just give me those pictures. I'm really sorry I wasted your time. I
don't..."

"Quiet."

The tone of his voice cut me off immediately. I just hoped he would listen
to me.

"Well then I guess you are just a little cocktease. The answer is no. You
signed the paper. We have the pictures. You will do exactly what I tell you
for the next month. You think you can come in here and just pretend to be a
cocksucker. I don't think so. You are going to spend the next month taking
cock in ways you can't even imagine. I'm going to keep you tied up so tight
that you beg me to fuck you just so you can get let loose for a little
bit. And by the end of the month you will be begging to sign on for another
month. Do you understand me?"

I mumbled out a quiet yes sir as the situation washed over me. I was
getting exactly what I wanted. I was going to be his cockslut whether I
wanted to or not. He started talking again and I realized just how bad my
situation had gotten.

"Now if you remember correctly, we agreed that if you pulled any of this
shit or tried to get out of it, I had your permission to publish your
pictures online. I don't want to have to do that, mostly because then I
would lose my little cocksucker. So I will give you an option. We can
either post your pictures, and you can hope that no one you know will see
them. Or...you will come over here every night, even if its after training,
and service me however I want, and you will spend the whole weekend here
for the rest of the month. I will respect the rest of the contract, but you
need to be punished for this bullshit. Your choice faggot. But if you want
to keep your pictures private you'd better convince me you want to be
here."

I sat there is silence. Those pictures couldn't be made public. It would
ruin my life if anyone saw them. I couldn't believe what I had gotten
myself into. I should've just kept my mouth shut! Begging had gotten me
into this situation, and I knew that I needed to beg to minimize the
damage.

"Please sir let me stay as your cockslut. I am sorry for my lapse in
judgement. All I want is to be your cockslut for the month. I want to serve
you every night and all weekend long for the entire month and be your sissy
whore. I want to be tied up tight and fucked hard and made into the sissy
slut I'm meant to be! Please give me a second chance to serve you and your
friends and anyone you want to use me. Please let me worship your cock
sir..."

"Open your mouth."

I stopped talking and sat there with my mouth open like a good little
slut. My whole body burned hot with shame, but I would do anything to keep
those pictures private, even if it meant submitting and being a cockslut
for the next 31 days. It wasn't long before I felt his cockhead rub across
my lips. I started to move forward, hoping to make him happy, and was met
with a hard slap across my face, before I felt his hands on the back of my
head. He slowly pulled my head forward until his cock entered my mouth and
kept going. He pushed further and pulled my head closer to him. I could
tell his cock was definitely as big as he said as he reached the back of my
throat causing me to gag a little. I thought he would pull back, but
instead he just kept pushing forward. I had deepthroated before, but always
gagged and choked whenever I did, and I had never taken a cock as big as
his. He kept pushing though, and I tried to relax until I felt his head
push into my throat. I was gagging and choking around his cock as he kept
pulling my head forward I thought I was going to throw up by time he had my
nose pressed against his stomach. I could feel myself retching and gagging
as he held me there and thought I was going to pass out until he slowly
pulled my head back off him. I coughed and choked up all the saliva that
had gathered in my throat and it came out past my lips, drooling down onto
my chest and legs.

"Worship my cock like a good slut"

And I did. I knew what would happen if I didn't so I bobbed my head up and
down as far as I could, moaning like a good little cockslut. Every few
thrusts I would force his cock all the way down my throat, gagging and
choking as I did, and coughing up more spit whenever I came up for air. I
kept at it for what seemed like hours and could only imagine what I sight I
made. Kneeling with my hands cuffed behind my back, wearing a pink thong
and collar, black thigh highs and a blindfold, worshipping my black
Master's cock like it was the greatest thing int he world, while I drooled
and coughed and cried all over myself. Finally he was getting close and
grabbed hold of my head and started thrusting deep into my throat gagging
me every time. I knew he was getting close and tried to relax and moan for
him at the same time. Letting out a deep groan he buried himself all the
into my throat and I could feel his cock swell as he came. I could actually
feel his hot cum sliding down my throat as I gagged and choked. I couldn't
breathe and tried to pull away, but he just held me there as came down.
Finally when I though I was giong to pass out he pushed me off him and I
collapsed to the ground between his legs, choking up cum and spit and
gasping for air.

"It's going to be a good month cocksucker"

It was going to be a long month.

Hope you all liked this. I would love to live this out sometime so if any
of you live in the south SF bay area let me know! I would also love any
ideas about what could be done to him over the next month. I'll try to work
it in if it's good. Thank you!!