Date: Fri, 16 Aug 2002 03:43:37 -0400
From: jxol jxol <hjxol@hotmail.com>
Subject: Story of a Top - intro

What follows is pornographic.... and my first attempt at such.... Its very
short. I'm testing the water. Genuine feedback (positive or negative) is
welcomed. Jackass flaming will be ignored.

This is a gay adult story with the consequent language and images. If
homosexuality and/or sexually explicit themes offend you then do not
continue. If these are illegal in your area, then you have my sympathy, but
you proceed at your own risk.

This is a work of fiction, and as such the characters are not bound by the
usual dictates of modern society. Unsafe sexual practices can be undertaken
with impunity only in the world of fantasy. In reality, it is your
obligation and your right to play safely, sanely and healthily.


Fuck man....

I started out thinking about other guys.... Other guys getting fucked...
Nothing turned me on more than watching handsome dudes (who look like they
oughtta be tops)  begging to get fucked....Then it was studs getting more
than they thought they wanted..... Finally,  I didn't want to bother with
anybody who doesn't know what he wants.

I want guys who can get so hot nothing matters.

"Yes Sir!" makes my cock hard. Of course there a lot of pricks out there who
think that "Yes Sir!" is all they have to do.  I don't want to be a
trainer.... I'm a fucker.

That said, I have to say that I am pretty good at understanding
limits....(read more to know both sides of my story) What's the point in
taking some poor fucker into territory he doesn't yet appreciate. I like
pushing their envelope.... "cummon boy you can do it.... yea!... do it for
me... relax....take it" and then watching them try for what they don't know
they yet want... It makes my dick drip. Maybe that means I'm a trainer after
all.

Josh was hot.... I loved watching him bent over a bar table, fingers
gripping the opposite edge, getting fucked by every smelly dick in the
place, as I collects the payments.... Watching cum run out of his hole and
down his legs. His ass cunt making squishing sounds as dick after dick
spunked into him.

Yet he still looks at me with eyes that said, "push me harder .... I'm here
but I ain't there yet."

Makes me want to take every dollar he earned for me and make a dungeon for
him. Make someplace he can't get out of. Make someplace I can't get out of.

I'm afraid.... I'm afraid of getting out of control myself....Of my orgasm
taking some poor fucker too far into their own ( or is it my own) libido....
Good masters are always aware and finally never take the abused for granted.
  I get hot.... I lose control.... I am not a good master. Such a freaking
study in contrasts... (Did I say I was sensitive to limits?)

I am the kind of master slaves fear.  Yea, I understand limits.... But if a
guy can trick me into believeing there are no limits, he is in trouble.

"Yes Sir! anything you want Sir!.... I exist only for your pleasure Sir!"

It only makes me want to say "Yea baby... but what are you really afraid
of...... I wanna  take you there.... head on into your fear"

"Please Sir, what ever you want Sir"

Go man... pull down your pants...show me your dick.... pull up your shirt...
feel your nipples....Be a slut whore for me. Can you do it? You see my meat
stiffen? You want just a little pronging?  I can do that!  You want me to be
your pimp?  So cool... "You like being my whore?" I like being your
pimp....But you know  what? Whores don't get to pick an choose! They do what
their pimp tells them. "Bend over and push this dildo up your hole!"

Jake is new...
Red hair, red pubic hair... lean, wiry body... He calls me up on the
phone... thinks he wants my dick up his ass.  His hole is soft and pliant...
been taken enough times. He thinks I look tough and mean enough that it
makes his twat self lubbing.

"Bend over and push this dildo up your hole Jake!"

Where can I take him? Does he want to be crucified? Crucified and fucked at
the same time? I dream up a fuck machine, a dildo that's machine run. I tie
him up, bent over with his ass up in the air and his shoulders to the
ground. At first the fuck machine makes him cum... once, twice, a dozen
times... he is in heaven...... But after having his hole punched for 8 hrs
by the unfeeling dildo machine, he begs me to to stop it....  his dick is
limp, his body feels abused.... nothing about the fuck machine is sexy to
him.... But MY fucking cock is hard! ....

He want me to understand...."my ass hurts, I'm sore... please stop the
machine" ... But he'd sooner die than say it.

I do understand.."Fuck you dickhead",  I think.... watching that relentless
dildo open you up is making me want to squirt cum all over your face. Would
you like the machine better if your had tit clamps on? How can I tantilize
you.... should I whip your ass, strap you between the legs...tie your balls
up..... I don't care If it doesn't  "FEEL GOOD" anymore.... I am getting
hot.... Watching you drip sweat help me... makes me sweat.... makes my cock
drip.....

"You are a hopeless cumdump...If your dick was 13" you would not impress
me... Bend over and push this dildo up your hole!"

"Bend over....NOW!"


Ok guys... I've never written anything before.... but 'Nifty' readings have
got me worked up... Something needs to be expressed...... Am I fucking
wasting my time? .... Should I continue this or just jack off and go to
bed?..... lemme know... hjxol@hotmail.com