Date: Sat, 19 Mar 2005 20:20:22 EST
From: Suck4Straight@aol.com
Subject: Submitting to Trailer Trash

I recently moved to New York from Iowa, where there was a porno place at
the edge of town, right off a major interstate highway.   I met quite a
few roughneck straight guys there and I made some of them feel real
good.  They were mostly farmers or truckers or factory workers--real
rednecks.  Many of them really got off on dominating me--it was a real
power trip for some of them--after I Iet them know I liked that kind of
stuff. I got guys to call me names, like bitch or faggot and a few would
skull fuck me real rough--they liked to make me choke on it.  Most of
them just used me and then left and I never saw them again.

There were a couple of guys, however, who I discreetly serviced more
regularly--the hottest one was a married guy around my age who I would
suck off on a more-or-less regular basis.  This usually happened right
there at the porno place--he'd email me and leave a message saying he'd
be "in" between 6:30 and 7:00--meaning for me to show up at the porno
place at that time.  He pretty much expected me to be "on call" in case
he needed a blow job (he let me know in no uncertain terms that if I
wasn't usually available, he'd find another fag to do him). It
was understood that if we ever saw each other in public we would not
acknowledge each other

Sometimes, he also liked to bring me over to his divorced buddy's
trailer home to service him and sometimes his buddy, while they watched a
game on TV (sometimes the divorced guy just watched, sometimes he wasn't
there at all, just letting his buddy use his pad to get laid--I'm sure it
also happened with women sometimes).  These guys were real "trailer
trash" types--low-life macho bastards from the sticks.  The divorced guy
had tattoos.  They guys weren't too bright and they weren't "pretty" but
they were very hot.  They both worked at a pasta factory.

The first few times, I just sucked the married guy off while his buddy
watched, especially at first, but later on he'd let me suck
him.. Eventually, as I continued to service them more regularly, I became
more of a slave--for example, in addition to sucking them I would get
beers and sandwiches for them, give them backrubs or foot massages, light
their cigarettes for them--things like that.

The married guy really liked to have his big dirty sweaty nuts sniffed
out and worshipped while his pal watched.  He told me his wife will never
lick his nuts and rarely gives any head at all.  Sniffing out a guy's
smelly crotch is really a turn-on for me because I feel so fucking queer
when I do it.

And the guy on the receiving end always seemed to be really turned on by
the ballwork, his legs squirming and shaking as he writhed in ecstasy
from the tongue-licking and the truly shameless sniffing I would give his
dirty nuts (he usually had not showered for a day or two).  He seemed to
get off on the fact that his buddy was sitting right there, watching, as
a fag goes all queer on his nuts. He liked to lord it over me--glorying
in the shame of the ballsniffer and of how truly queer the cocksucker is
for him.  The fact that it is being witnessed makes it both more shameful
for the fag and more ego-boosting for the stud. I also talked him into
letting me lick his feet and suck each of his toes fo him from time to
time. One time when they were kind of drunk on beers, the made me get in
the bathtub so they could piss all over me.

I prefer straight guys because straight guys are real men--some gay guys
pretend to be the same but we're not--deep down inside we know we're not
the same, we know that we are inferior--that we are not really men.

All I know is that we want to go all queer for real men, guys who are men
and they know it.  Guys who will let a fag go all queer over them every
once in a while--just for kicks.  Who like to lord it over a queer
son-of-a-bitch and be verbally and physically abusive to an inferior who
knows who's the real man here and who's the cocksucker!.

For a straight guy, fags are good for just one thing.  You can't have
them over to help you fix the car, you don't want to have them over to
watch a game or play cards, nope, fags are just good for one thing,
sucking dick.  I'm sure they'd rather fuck a chick any day than to just
use a fag like me as a sperm target. But with a marriage that is
less-than-satisfactory, women relatively unavailable for casual sex and
prostitutes too expensive, fags who understand their place, who don't
expect any reciprocation or any money are a second-best solution.

It feels great to get your dick sucked by an expert cocksucker.  The way
these guys think, if some fag is willing to do it for you without
reciprocation, and without money, why not let him? You might even get to
vent some frustrations and feel the power of degrading a fag, getting
your sweaty balls sniffed out or your feet licked by a submissive fag
going all queer over your masculinity.  It's a real power trip for some
guys, even though they don't want to get involved much beyond this.

Oddly enough, in liberal New York I can't seem find these kinds of guys,
but in backwards Iowa, Missouri, Indiana, where gay marriage has been
banned by law in the last election, the red neck straight guys are much
more willing to just let a fag go all queer over them. Go figure!