Date: Tue, 23 Aug 2005 17:09:01 EDT
From: NPhillydogg@aol.com
Subject: The Agreement

this story is about blk/wht, Dom/sub sex. the scenes are graphic, and
maybe found offensive by some readers. it was conceived through a
conversation I had with a reader whose allowed me to use his screen name
in the story. if you are not into graphic rough sex, please do not read
it. -DOGG

THE AGREEMENT

It started on the internet. I was browsing through a dominate/punishment
website when I came across a posted message about RAPE. I'd always held a
fascination with the idea of DOM/submissive sex, and had even dabbled in
it occasionally with a few hot tops. The sex was always hot, and I really
enjoyed being put into my place by what I considered to be a "real man".
But I always felt those encounters were staged, like playing a role in a
movie or stage play. I wondered what it would feel like to be raped for
real, by a real rapist, to give up total control to another male and do
whatever he ordered me to.

The idea was the focus point of many jack off sessions I had whenever my
lover wasn't available. Josh was a top, but he was anything but dominate
in bed. He was a loving, caring lover whom always took my feelings and
emotions into consideration. And while I loved him more then I knew I was
capable of, sometimes his sex just wasn't strong enough to satisfy that
deeper craving I have inside.

So the message posted talked about a black dominate male looking for
white submissives to bow down to him. I'd never been with a blackman
before, but had always wondered if the rumors and stereotypes were true
about them. He described himself as 6', 36, 220, dark brown with a big
demanding dick! Curiosity got the better of me, and I found myself
emailing him, despite the fact that we lived in different cities and that
I was in a serious monogamous relationship. I got an email back the next
day from my office. He wanted me to describe myself, my interests, likes
and dislikes, etc. I told him that I was a white male, 42, slim build,
5-11, dark hair, brown eyes, slightly haired, and submissive in bed. I
told him how I liked to dabble in DOM sex, and how interested I was to
experience my first black encounter. After I emailed him my message, he
surprised me by hitting me up on line under his screen name BlackDOM.

BlackDOM: yo, wussup?

Scotboyslim: hi (I said, startled)

BlackDOM: got yur message, so you into dominate guys? thas wussup. you
lookin to hookup seriously, or not?

Scotboyslim: yes, I am. very interested. (I said, not sure)

BlackDOM: kew. what you lookin to do, how far you wanna take this?

Scotboyslim: meaning?

BlackDOM: u like it ruff, rite? u lookin for a nigg to fuck u for real,
rite?

Scotboyslim: Yeah. oh yeah! I like to get fucked hard! I'm into a little
pain when I get fucked. (I said, recalling some of the hotter sessions I
had before hooking up with Josh)

BlackDOM: kew. I likes that. but I ain't talkin bout no boring ass staged
out script kinda dominate play, I mean a real rape. u wanna be raped,
rite?

Scotboyslim: YES! (I answered with excitement, feeling my cock harden
under my desk)

BlackDOM: ever seen anybody raped before?

Scotboyslim: no. (I answered, truthfully. I'd seen a few bottoms get
fucked roughly, but they were willing participants, and nothing truly
violent had ever happened)

BlackDOM: I don't mean some sexy rape where the bottom can say he needs a
break and wanna stop. I mean a REAL RAPE, where u ain't got no choice but
to take the dick however he gives it! when yur asshole burns on fire, but
u still gotta take the dick cuz they ain't finished with u yet. I mean
beaten up and forced into submission. a REAL victim.

Scotboyslim: wow. Sounds scary man!

BlackDOM: is that what you want? (he asked, making me think twice)

Scotboyslim: yes. I think so.

BlackDOM: THINK so? I thought u were serious, man.

Scotboyslim: I AM! (I insisted, trying to figure out if I really was)

BlackDOM: then what's yur address?

Scotboyslim: address? you mean my home address?

BlackDOM: yeh

Scotboyslim: Why? Are you going to come over and rape me? (I joked)

BlackDOM: yeh (He said, making me pause for a minute)

Scotboyslim: Are you serious? (I asked, unable to figure out if he was
just pulling my leg. I mean, we weren't even in the same city)

BlackDOM: yeh, ain't u? I thought u wanted to be raped.

Scotboyslim: I do, but...I live with my boyfriend.

BlackDOM: is he home all the time?

Scotboyslim: no. But he lives here.

BlackDOM: so what about a hotel room?

Scotboyslim: You ARE serious about this, aren't you? Have you done this
kind of thing before?

BlackDOM: no comment

Scotboyslim: ohmygosh! (I exclaimed, my cock as hard as a rock) This is
crazy.

BlackDOM: so wussup? we down with this or what?

Scotboyslim: ok. (typed, before even making up my mind to do it) What
would I have to do?

BlackDOM: book a room. use a cheap motel, as the more expensive hotels
are harder to sneak into. leave the door unlocked, and wear a blindfold.
get an end room or cabin, preferably away from other guests or the main
office incase someone hears you screaming.

Scotboyslim: oh god

BlackDOM: what? ain't you ever heard about real rapes before? not every
rape is consensual. some rapes are down rite brutal and viscous sometimes
the victim is beaten up even when they submit. power ain't always
measured in sex, sometimes its measured in strength and control. if u not
sure about this, say so. don't make me come all the way there and back
out.

Scotboyslim: I wouldn't do that. (I promised, unsure if I really would or
not)

BlackDOM: how will u explain yur bruises to yur b/f?

Scotboyslim: (oh god, Bruises? I hadn't thought of that) I'd tell him I
was mugged.

BlackDOM: kew. good answer. (he said)

Scotboyslim: Will if be able to see you afterwards?

BlackDOM: for what?

Scotboyslim: To see your face. To see who just fucked me, if nothing
else. Just curious to how you look.

BlackDOM: naw, thas not a good idea.

Scotboyslim: Why not?

BlackDOM: incase the cops get involved.

Scotboyslim: Cops? Why would the cops get involved? (I asked, getting
really scared as to his true intentions. Was this guy planning to do me
serious harm? Was he going to beat me up and rob me? Steal my wallet and
my car and leave me bleeding under a sheet on the floor?)

BlackDOM: well, yur b/f might insist u call the cops if u tell him u'd
been mugged. the cops'r gonna want a description. best u don't see us.

Scotboyslim: Us?

BlackDOM: me and my boi

Scotboyslim: Two of you?

BlackDOM: package deal. (Oh shit, as if agreeing to be raped by one big
black stranger wasn't enough...)

Scotboyslim: btw, I'm David. (I said, trying to get some info from him)
And you are?

BlackDOM: u can call me DOM. So we got an agreement?

Scotboyslim: (I took a long moment to think about it, about what I was
getting into here. Meeting two black strangers off the internet. No pics,
no names, no choice...it all sounded a bit unnerving, but I couldn't deny
that my cock was hard as hell at the thought of finally experiencing rape
-first hand, and by two sexy blacks at that. I'll admit, I've always had
a spot for blackmen in the back of my mind. Most seemed HARD, in a scary
sense. I saw most of them as dangerous, and had always been afraid to
approach one whenever I saw them in the bars. But now, now was my chance
to experience not just one, but two. Two fantasies forefilled in one
shot.) Yes. We have an agreement.

BlackDOM: good. now tell me where u at, and when u want to do this?

continued....