Date: Wed, 16 Apr 2008 13:51:57 -0400
From: d.a. w <daw62@hotmail.com>
Subject: The Farm Part 7

THE FARM

PART 7

CONFESSION    May Not Save One's Soul - But Sometimes One's ASS

John knew how to set a scene.  The entire punishment area's interest was
now focused on Andrew.  John said nothing and just glared at Andrew.  Every
other prisoner slave was awaiting the grand finale, knowing that John would
not disappoint them with what he would do with the stupid shit who agreed
to take prison strap strokes for worn out gloves.  I was visibly shaking in
terror.  Finally I heard the command "756 report for punishment."

From somewhere I managed to walk out in front all the prisoners and all the
guards naked and with my out-of-shape flab undulating as I walked.  When I
arrived at the scaffold, I began to move under the upright as I had seen
the other prisoners do.  However John had more than the usual in mind.
With his whip handle he stopped me, turned me around to face the rest of
the prisoners, and said in a loud enough voice so all could hear. "Stand at
attention."  As I did my best approximation of standing at attention, John
stared at me and then said supposedly to me, but actually loud enough for
all to hear in that silent place of pain.  "Well I suppose with all that
flab this pitiful attempt is the best you can do."

I reddened at his insult.  Amazing isn't it that a naked man can still be
insulted more about his body.  John then continued, "This pile of blubber
shit is here because he violated the law making it illegal to deliberately
try to get prisoners who are working on road clean duty into trouble."  So
much for any sympathy I might get from other prisoners now.  I was
identified as one who deliberately tried to get prisoners punished.  John
continued, "Yesterday afternoon, after smiling through punishment of
prisoners at work on a farm, this shit for brains deliberately wadded up
some paper and threw it out of his car littering the roadside, but doing so
deliberately as he had just passed the pick up truck and clearly hoping
that the prisoner would be punished for uncollected trash."

There was a low rumble of curses from the assembled mass of prisoners
directed toward me which were not stopped by the guards.  I still tried my
best to hold position, but it was difficult to do so.  Every instinct of
nature told my body that I was surrounded by danger.  I knew the
excruciating pain that was coming immediately from the whips.  I also now
realized that every other inmate now saw me as a contemptible piece of
shit, and from now on I would always live in fear of some act of aggression
or revenge from every other prisoner slave.  Nature's strong instincts told
me to flee, but what was left of my rational mind made me fight nature's
demands because my rational brain knew there was no possibility of flight.

John now announced my punishment for one day.  "Today this thing earned 17
strokes from the prison strap and in addition 4 strokes from the razor
strap from 987 for a total of 21 strokes.  Chain this shit up for
punishment."

The two guards from the other two scaffolds now came over to me and roughly
attached my wrists and ankles to the chains on my center stage scaffold.  I
heard the whirling sounds and felt the chains tightening as I was
helplessly stretched into the "X" position.  Just as I thought that I was
about to be quartered the wenches stopped, and I tried to adjust to the
agony of just being stretched apart.

John came over to me and ran his hand across my stretched muscles.  Then in
my ear he whispered in a voice still full of menace and anger, "This is
what it feels like to be stretched to the extreme punishment setting for
tension on your body, but I can override the automatic stop to one higher
level.  I am not going to do it now, but when we get to 987's punishments,
I will override this stop to the "Danger tension stop and your bones will
be pulled almost to the level of being pulled off your body."

Then I felt the first stroke of the prison strap.  I remembered to say my
"Thank you Boss" and await my next stroke.  When it came it was just above
the first one.  John knew how to deliver strokes.  The whip landed exactly
where he wanted.  I will not go over every stroke one-by-one.  John kept
moving above and below the original stroke covering my ass, and then up my
back, and also down across my lower thighs.  I discovered that this area
actually was more painful than the others but by some miracle I kept
repeating my "Thank you Boss" after every stroke of my 17 strokes.
However, then I heard the wenches spring to life, and even though it may
only have been one or two more chain links more, there are no words in the
English or perhaps any language to describe the pain, and terror messages
that flooded my brain as the strained muscles and sinews sent warning to
the brain that they were about to be stretched to the point of snapping
apart.  I involuntarily screamed in my suffering, fear, and agony.

John paused again, and again rubbed his hands over my stretched body.  "Yes
slave boi" he whispered into my ear.  "One more link of these chains and
your pitiful body would be ripped apart.  These last four strokes will tell
whether the force of the whip is enough to make that happen."

I was beyond rational thought at this point.  My brain was dominated by the
most primitive and instinctual portions of the brain stem.  I heard myself
say "Thank you Boss."  almost like it was being said by someone else.  I
think even John was amazed I got it out.  The next stroke came full across
my back, and I remember getting out the "Thank you Boss" and then came
darkness.

I awoke later to find myself chained face down on a table like structure.
John again came into my range of vision.  "Well shit head" he said as my
eyes moved to try to focus on him.  "You did better than I would ever have
guessed.  You have only four razor strap strokes for tomorrow for failure
to respond to a stroke.  Pretty amazing boi.  Again he ran his hands over
my abused flesh, but there was a difference.  Now his touch seemed more
gentle – almost soothing.  "We are even now.  You have paid for your
stupid move to confront me, and now I am sure you will be an obedient slave
boi."  I wanted to respond, and tried to get out a "Thank you Boss." but
only got out the slurred "thank you" before John gently touched my lips and
said to others in the room, "Put the healing cream on 756 and give him
recovery procedure one."  John disappeared from my limited vision, but two
of the orange clad prisoners began to gently put some cream on my wounded
backside.  I moaned because any touch was painful, but they were gentle.  I
realized in my still pain clouded brain that somehow other prisoners had
seen in my being able to last so far into the punishment a strength they
understood and respected.  I had earned this gentleness by my ability to go
further than expected in a ritual they all knew all too well.  Another of
the attendants came by and put his finger into a bowl of water, and held
the finger next to my lips and very gently rubbed it over my lips.  I
accepted this water like it was the most expensive wine in the world.  It
thrilled my senses.  Again I realized that through pain I was forgiven my
sins in the eyes of the prisoners.  I passed out again.

I came back into consciousness in my cell.  The minute my brain registered
that I was "home" in my cell, I also realized that this cell could be any
in the jail.  All were probably like each other, concrete floor and
ceiling, and some sort of block walls that were covered with a clear thick
plastic like covering that would prevent any attempt at scraping an opening
in it.  My bed was as before a shelf bolted to the wall.  However, even
though this cell was like all others, I knew that this one was mine.  I was
in my new home, my new place of rest.  I groaned. I moved a little and to
my absolute amazement whatever had happened to me in "recovery procedure
one" was allowing me to move.  Each movement was not without pain, but
compared with what I had already endured, the pain was within my newly
expanded tolerance.  I closed my eyes, and went into a deep sleep.

KEY RATTLING IN THE DOOR.  GET UP!  GET UP!  GET UP!  My training had
kicked in, and I remembered my orders, and as fast as I could, I got up and
spread eagled myself nose and toes on the back wall.  The rattling of the
keys continued a couple of more seconds, and I realized that again I was
being given some extra sound warning so that I could meet the requirement.
The door opened, and I heard John's now very familiar voice.  "Good job dog
shit."  Instead of being insulted, I could sense my pulling myself up a
little more in response to the praise.  Twenty four hours earlier "Good job
dog shit" might have caused a response of anger and demands for an apology.
One day of training in the world of prisoner slaves had introduced me to
new realities, and I was proud.  I also noted almost as an interesting
aside that I was totally naked except for my collar, and found this state
also one that now was acceptable and natural.

I felt John's hands once again lightly examining my back and ass.  I held
position.  "That shit's really good.  You will be in considerable pain,
today, but you will be able to move.  I am going to put you on inside light
duty today."  I immediately responded with a very sincere "THANK YOU BOSS!"
This man had control over me, and could either send me to hell or help me.
I very sincerely and deeply appreciated that today I might have the
opportunity while still giving the county a day's labor, to do it in a less
physically demanding way.  Not even once did I dream of saying "I am
supposed to be released today."  I kept my mouth shut except to give thanks
to my owner.

I felt a lead being attached to my collar and at the command of "HEEL!" I
dropped to all fours and moved as much as fast as possible to follow.  John
also again showed the other side of his nature, and we moved down the
corridors fairly slowly, unlike the mad dash of yesterday.  As me moved
down the hall John spoke to the air, but I was very interested.  "You know,
puny dog shit, that we aught to patent that stuff we used on you for the
muscle bruises but some civilians might not like some of the ingredients
because one of the ingredients is "man-made" and must be added to the
mixture fresh from the spigot."  I personally would be happy to write a
testimonial for the stuff no matter what is was made of.  To feel the pain
I endured and be able to move at all was nothing short of miraculous in my
opinion.  We got to a door and passed through it. I was now in a latrine.
I knew it was too nice for prisoner slaves and immediately concluded it was
for guards.

John confirmed my opinion "This is the guard's latrine.  You will keep it
spotless today, and you will, of course, provide any personal service any
guard requires of you."  I responded with a snappy "SIR Yes SIR BOSS!"  I
was led over to the back wall of the latrine and saw a small box with a
fairly large number of cloth rags.  I glanced for cleaning materials and
immediately realized I had in me the cleaning materials my spit and my
tongue.  John stared at me and looking into the mirror stated slowly so I
could absorb every word, "You keep the pissers and the shitters clean, and
make sure the sinks shine all day.  There were be several unannounced
inspections all day, and of course any officer who reports any stain or
residue will result in punishments at Punishment Time."

My lead was detached, and my collar was then locked to a long but not
extremely heavy chain attached very securely to the back wall.  "Do a good
job and remember your place puny dog shit." Were John's parting words.

After John left, I decided I should take a fast tour of the place to make
sure nothing was there already for which I might be given punishment marks.
I crawled to the first stall, and moved in to inspect the porcelain I found
a small yellow stain on the rim of this and even without a moment's
hesitation I stuck out my tongue and licked it clean.  I crawled back to
get a couple of cloths, and went back to the first stall to look further
into the toilet.  I felt some material on the outside of the bowl, and even
though I could not see any material I could feel it, and so my magic tongue
was again put into service as a cleaning device, and between tongue and
rag, the sides of the toilet now gleamed and I decided that I needed to
look inside also.

Some guard had already used the toilet that morning as there were brown
smudges on the back of the inside of the bowl.  I considered using my
tongue, but I thought over my orders, and I realized I was not ordered to
use my tongue, but only to keep everything spotless.  I therefore decided
that all I would have to do was to use my hands to clean off the smudges
and since they were already underwater, I could keep my hands cleaned off
and the inside clean also.  Down the row of urinals I tongue cleaned the
outside and rubbed the insides clean with the water in the bottom of the
urinal.  My biggest worry was what to do with two cigarette butts I found
soggy in the bottoms of tow of the urinals.  My first thought was to
consume these offending items. IT is certainly a measure of what one day
and one major punishment session will do to one's perspective that eating
these disgusting items was my first thought.  Then again, I mulled over the
lack of specific orders, and so carried them over to one of the toilets and
flushed them down.

I went back to the box and squatted down on my haunches like a dog and
awaited my first customer.  I did not have long to wait.  Four guards
walked in talking together.  I was ignored.  I suppose that a prisoner
slave was here every day, and so I was like the toilets and the sinks –
expected and ignored.  The fixtures and I would be noted only if absent.
Three used the urinals and one used a toilet.  All three of the urinal
users left their cocks out and looking at me said only "Clean," and I moved
across the floor on my hands and knees to take their cocks in my mouth, and
lick off any residue of piss, and to be sure that their power tools were
clean.  I received a pat on my head by one of them which I responded to
with a cherry "THANK YOU BOSS!"  The last guard looked at my back and said
to his colleagues, "Hey guys.  This is 756.  Look at that back."  I kept my
head down awaiting instruction.  "DISPLAY" was the order and so I rose and
stood with my feet shoulder length apart, and my hands clasping the
opposite elbow behind my head.  My black and blue areas, my welts, and me
generally was examined and discussed as if I could not speak not perhaps
had enough brains to understand English.  "I wonder how much pain that
stuff takes away.  It does a great job on the swelling."  I was not so far
gone as to wonder why no one thought to ask me how much pain I was still in
when the shitter guard called "CLEAN!" and I dropped and crawled over to
the door to the stall. I swung open and I saw a very hairy white guard ass
right in front of my nose, and I could indeed see that there was residue of
the recent activity.  Again, my transformation was so complete that I did
not hesitate but crawled over and tongue cleaned that ass.  "GET IN THERE
SHIT HEAD." brought me out of my smug confidence.  I realized I had to
clean inside the rosebud as well as around it.  When I finished, the guar
turned around and as he was buckling up his pants he looked at me and with
a slight condescending but angry tone stated to my head. "Next time do not
make a freeman have to tell you your duty 756.  Consider this you one free
pass for taking yesterday's punishment well."

The three guards left and again I went in and licked up any piss, rubbed
all brown streaks, checked and clean urinals and sinks and scurried back to
my box to await more customers.  The next dozen or so guards all expected
the same services. Some guards wanted me to take their piss as they were
shitting.  I did not like this especially, but alternatives did not exist,
and I remembered to thank each guard for allowing me to serve.

Then a man came in and this time I saw suit pants, and shinned black dress
shoes rather than the guards' uniform pants, and shiny boots. Then I saw
the boots and uniform pants of guards.  "Take this to interrogation 2
immediately." said suit and guards grabbed me, unlocked the chain from my
collar, and attached a leash and off we went.  I was not given John's
considerate pace of today.  It was much closer to John's furious dashing of
yesterday.  From looking at the floor, you really do not have any sense of
where you might be, but finally we turned off the corridor into a carpeted
room.

The guards faced me to a wall and order "TOES AND NOSE SHITHEAD!"  I rose a
assumed the correct position.  I waited for further orders.  I no longer
assumed I had a right to know, but what I did know that any sound or
movement would result in pain now and more pain later.  I wanted neither
and so as motionless as possible I did nose and toes.

I heard the guards leave, and softer footsteps coming behind me.

"Andrew what have you gotten yourself into?" the voice said.  I knew I knew
this voice but I could not place it.

"Turn around and put this shirt tie and jacket on."  I turned around and
saw a lawyer I knew... I was not sure of his name but he taught part time
at the university.  "Richard Carson" he said, and on a chair I saw one of
my shirts, my ties and one of my sports jackets.  There were no pants
however.  I started to get down to crawl, and Richard said "I think you may
walk over to the clothes as a measure of professional courtesy"

I walked over and put the shirt on.  Putting it on strained muscles that
had not been needed by my previous jobs, and the shirt felt uncomfortable
as it rubbed my bruised back.  I was not moving quickly but Richard seemed
to be in no particular hurry.  When I was finished, I looked at him, and he
indicated I should go around the high-backed office type chair.  As I did I
gasped in surprise.  This chair was not the ordinary desk chair.  The back
was leather, but the seat was wood, and sticking up from the wooden seat
was a shiny butt plug.

"Get the plug up your butt and into that chair NOW." Richard's tone was now
cold and commanding.

"SIR yes SIR!" I answered almost automatically.

I did note that the plug was shiny because it was well lubricated, and my
butt hole was anything but super tight at this point, and so fairly quickly
I was able to impale myself on the plug, and I felt my abused butt come
into contact with the wooden seat.  A wide and substantial black belt
appeared in Richard's hand and soon I was buckled into the chair with the
clasp behind the chair where I could not reach.  Soon my ankles were also
attached to the chair with leather cuffs.  I was not moving off the chair
until someone released me.

"Andrew in a few minutes I will activate the tape recorders that are both
behind and above you and also above and behind my chair.  I imagine you can
see the one above me."  I looked up and indeed I could see the camera.  "As
you might determine the angles of both cameras allow the video to see you
sitting in normal professional clothes – looking as normal as could be.
However we know that you are firmly attached.  The butt plug not only keeps
you nicely in place, but when I flick this switch, (and here he held up a
small switch) you will discover that the plug has a nice way of helping you
remember to do as told.  I saw him press a button the controller and
immediately I felt the electricity pulsing through my ass. I yipped
involuntarily.  "SILENCE" Richard shouted.  I tried my best to sit quietly
as this plug buzzed my butt.

Richard gave me a smile – like the smile of legend when a cat sees a
mouse caught in a trap.  "Andrew since you admitted to breaking the law,
and indeed have served one day of your sentence, according to the law that
admission of breaking the law is considered probable cause and allowed us
to obtain a search warrant for your home and office.  The assumption is
that criminal probably is doing even more illegal activities than the one
he got caught for."

Again, "THE" smile flashed at me.  "Andrew we did not go through your
office, but your home was a real surprise for the officers."  At this point
Richard reached down and put in the desk my box of bondage equipment.  I
blushed, and moved my head down as he brought out item and item and put
each on the desk.  Soon the whole top of the desk was covered.  When he was
done stuffing the last four items – a set of leg shackles, a cock and
balls harness, a leather wrist cuff and my CB6000 – on the top of the
desk, he looked at me and sneered, "I see that you are properly ashamed at
this collection of decadence and depravity."

But Ricchard was not done.  Again he reached down and the other box of my
hidden interests was strewn over the contents of the first box already on
the top of the desk.  These were my collection of S&M magazines such as
Drummer, Manifest Reader, and International Leatherman.  I looked down on
these magazines I had drooled over, and jacked off over.  Now my private
pleasure was dumped in front of me and Richard.

Richard said nothing to me.  He just stared.  Finally he said. "Do you want
all this evidence brought into court?  Do you want three former students
come into court to testify that when they asked you for help passing your
class, you asked them to come over, and you forced them into S&M and B&D
scenes."  My mouth dropped open. I opened it again to protest that the one
thing I never would have done was expose myself to possible blackmail by
playing with a student.

Richard saw my beginnings of a protest and snarled "SILENCE CONVICT!"  I
was silenced by the vehemence of his remark, and by my classification as a
convict.  Then even more disconcerting was Richard's smile.  Again it was
the smile of a bully about to denigrate some victim.  "I do NOT want to
hear protestations of innocence.  Listen carefully to me.  I said I have
three former students who would be willing to testify you did this.
However to save the university and these fine young men embarrassment, I am
willing to make a deal with you."

As much as I could squirm, I did.  I knew no deal he would offer would
really be to my advantage.  However, I knew I had to listen.  I nodded my
head in acquiesence.

Richard continued, "We will charge you with possessing illegal drugs.  Drug
charges will not cause you difficulty in prison as most of the convicts
there are also there on drug or drug related charges.  Also you will not be
humiliated in court. If truth be known a significant proportion of `polite'
society could be brought up on charges such as we will press against you."

Again I nodded.

"I have a confession here for you to sign admitting that you have a cocaine
addition, and that you had in your possession several grams of the drug,
and that you refuse to reveal your sources.  I will expect you to read over
the confession and then to sign it on camera.  DO YOU AGREE?"

Again I nodded.

Richard got up, and said "When you see the light come on the camera sit up
straight, and move your hands and body to show that you are not under any
duress."  Even Richard smiled at this lie.

HE left, and I sat there and realized that one crumpled paper had changed
the entire direction of my life.  How could something so mundane be so
critically important?  I sat there wondering what my sentence would be, and
how I would adjust to prison.  I smiled in thinking that I was hardly the
young white male that would likely be pressed into the bitch role in the
prison.  The door opened, and I was immediately sat up straight but a
glance at the red light under the camera revealed that it was not on.  A
guard came in and swept the magazines back into one box, and the chains and
other bondage items into the other.  He glanced at me and smirked and
knowing smile.  I wondered how knowledge that these items were associated
with me would effect how the guards would treat me. HE left with one box
and returned for the second box of bondage items.  As he lifted the heavy
box was he glared at me and said, "We'll save some of this shit to use on
you.  You should be a real hit with the other cons."  I knew my status of
respect with my fellow convict slaves would soon be lost to guard supplied
information about my fetish for kinky gay sex.


Soon I saw the red light under the camera come on, and I sat up straight
and leaned over and fidgeted with some items on the desk.  Richard came in
and informed me about the warrant, and the search, and then asked me about
the drugs. I dutifully admitted to my cocaine addiction, and also refused
to name my suppliers.  We played out our little farce, and Richard again
got up, and for benefit of the cameras and microphones stated that my
confession would be typed up and he would return.  And then in a nice touch
he turned to me and intoned "Andrew you are now under arrest for this new
crime.  Do not try to leave this room, and probably it would be best if you
just stayed in your chair and await my return. I nodded again.  My mind
wondered again, and I thought that anyone watching the tape would soon
equate my ability to communicate with a bobble head.

After a fairly long period of time Richard returned and handed me several
sheets of paper, and insisted I read and initial each page.  Again I did as
ordered, and read of where I had hidden the drugs, the drug paraphernalia
that was found.  I read about how my refusal to name my sources would be
considered an intensifier in my sentence.  I read and initialed each page,
and then signed the whole document.

Richard rose and played his part perfectly.  He came around the desk, put
his hand on my shoulder in what I was sure would look like a truly
compassionate gesture as said "Andrew we have known each other for years
and you have been a luminary of the faculty at the university.  It is
tragic for me as a prosecutor to see how this addition has caused the
destruction of such a distinguished career.  I muttered something to the
effect that it was good to finally not have to keep my secret.  I knew and
Richard knew the secret was NOT about drug use.

Richard squeezed my shoulder, and again said "Andrew you must remain here
in this chair until you are taken to a cell to await trial. There is no
escape and the door to the hall will be locked, so just be good and stay
here."  As he left he reached down to the controller for my butt plug and
in an unexpected kindness turned if off. I smiled at him in appreciation,
but it was to his back as he walked out the door.

He left, and I awaited my return to my life as a prisoner slave, now not
just for a day or two, but for a much longer time.  I mused that my
confession might have saved me public humiliation as a pervert, but it
labeled me a felon and convict for the rest of my life.



THE FARM

PART 7

CONFESSION May Not Save One's Soul - But Sometimes One's ASS

John knew how to set a scene.  The entire punishment area's interest was
now focused on Andrew.  John said nothing and just glared at Andrew.  Every
other prisoner slave was awaiting the grand finale, knowing that John would
not disappoint them with what he would do with the stupid shit who agreed
to take prison strap strokes for worn out gloves.  I was visibly shaking in
terror.  Finally I heard the command "756 report for punishment."

>From somewhere I managed to walk out in front all the prisoners and all
the guards naked and with my out-of-shape flab undulating as I walked.
When I arrived at the scaffold, I began to move under the upright as I had
seen the other prisoners do.  However John had more than the usual in mind.
With his whip handle he stopped me, turned me around to face the rest of
the prisoners, and said in a loud enough voice so all could hear. "Stand at
attention."  As I did my best approximation of standing at attention, John
stared at me and then said supposedly to me, but actually loud enough for
all to hear in that silent place of pain.  "Well I suppose with all that
flab this pitiful attempt is the best you can do."

I reddened at his insult.  Amazing isn't it that a naked man can still be
insulted more about his body.  John then continued, "This pile of blubber
shit is here because he violated the law making it illegal to deliberately
try to get prisoners who are working on road clean duty into trouble."  So
much for any sympathy I might get from other prisoners now.  I was
identified as one who deliberately tried to get prisoners punished.  John
continued, "Yesterday afternoon, after smiling through punishment of
prisoners at work on a farm, this shit for brains deliberately wadded up
some paper and threw it out of his car littering the roadside, but doing so
deliberately as he had just passed the pick up truck and clearly hoping
that the prisoner would be punished for uncollected trash."

There was a low rumble of curses from the assembled mass of prisoners
directed toward me which were not stopped by the guards.  I still tried my
best to hold position, but it was difficult to do so.  Every instinct of
nature told my body that I was surrounded by danger.  I knew the
excruciating pain that was coming immediately from the whips.  I also now
realized that every other inmate now saw me as a contemptible piece of
shit, and from now on I would always live in fear of some act of aggression
or revenge from every other prisoner slave.  Nature's strong instincts told
me to flee, but what was left of my rational mind made me fight nature's
demands because my rational brain knew there was no possibility of flight.

John now announced my punishment for one day.  "Today this thing earned 17
strokes from the prison strap and in addition 4 strokes from the razor
strap from 987 for a total of 21 strokes.  Chain this shit up for
punishment."

The two guards from the other two scaffolds now came over to me and roughly
attached my wrists and ankles to the chains on my center stage scaffold.  I
heard the whirling sounds and felt the chains tightening as I was
helplessly stretched into the "X" position.  Just as I thought that I was
about to be quartered the wenches stopped, and I tried to adjust to the
agony of just being stretched apart.

John came over to me and ran his hand across my stretched muscles.  Then in
my ear he whispered in a voice still full of menace and anger, "This is
what it feels like to be stretched to the extreme punishment setting for
tension on your body, but I can override the automatic stop to one higher
level.  I am not going to do it now, but when we get to 987's punishments,
I will override this stop to the "Danger tension stop and your bones will
be pulled almost to the level of being pulled off your body."

Then I felt the first stroke of the prison strap.  I remembered to say my
"Thank you Boss" and await my next stroke.  When it came it was just above
the first one.  John knew how to deliver strokes.  The whip landed exactly
where he wanted.  I will not go over every stroke one-by-one.  John kept
moving above and below the original stroke covering my ass, and then up my
back, and also down across my lower thighs.  I discovered that this area
actually was more painful than the others but by some miracle I kept
repeating my "Thank you Boss" after every stroke of my 17 strokes.
However, then I heard the wenches spring to life, and even though it may
only have been one or two more chain links more, there are no words in the
English or perhaps any language to describe the pain, and terror messages
that flooded my brain as the strained muscles and sinews sent warning to
the brain that they were about to be stretched to the point of snapping
apart.  I involuntarily screamed in my suffering, fear, and agony.

John paused again, and again rubbed his hands over my stretched body.  "Yes
slave boi" he whispered into my ear.  "One more link of these chains and
your pitiful body would be ripped apart.  These last four strokes will tell
whether the force of the whip is enough to make that happen."

I was beyond rational thought at this point.  My brain was dominated by the
most primitive and instinctual portions of the brain stem.  I heard myself
say "Thank you Boss."  almost like it was being said by someone else.  I
think even John was amazed I got it out.  The next stroke came full across
my back, and I remember getting out the "Thank you Boss" and then came
darkness.

I awoke later to find myself chained face down on a table like structure.
John again came into my range of vision.  "Well shit head" he said as my
eyes moved to try to focus on him.  "You did better than I would ever have
guessed.  You have only four razor strap strokes for tomorrow for failure
to respond to a stroke.  Pretty amazing boi.  Again he ran his hands over
my abused flesh, but there was a difference.  Now his touch seemed more
gentle – almost soothing.  "We are even now.  You have paid for your
stupid move to confront me, and now I am sure you will be an obedient slave
boi."  I wanted to respond, and tried to get out a "Thank you Boss." but
only got out the slurred "thank you" before John gently touched my lips and
said to others in the room, "Put the healing cream on 756 and give him
recovery procedure one."  John disappeared from my limited vision, but two
of the orange clad prisoners began to gently put some cream on my wounded
backside.  I moaned because any touch was painful, but they were gentle.  I
realized in my still pain clouded brain that somehow other prisoners had
seen in my being able to last so far into the punishment a strength they
understood and respected.  I had earned this gentleness by my ability to go
further than expected in a ritual they all knew all too well.  Another of
the attendants came by and put his finger into a bowl of water, and held
the finger next to my lips and very gently rubbed it over my lips.  I
accepted this water like it was the most expensive wine in the world.  It
thrilled my senses.  Again I realized that through pain I was forgiven my
sins in the eyes of the prisoners.  I passed out again.

I came back into consciousness in my cell.  The minute my brain registered
that I was "home" in my cell, I also realized that this cell could be any
in the jail.  All were probably like each other, concrete floor and
ceiling, and some sort of block walls that were covered with a clear thick
plastic like covering that would prevent any attempt at scraping an opening
in it.  My bed was as before a shelf bolted to the wall.  However, even
though this cell was like all others, I knew that this one was mine.  I was
in my new home, my new place of rest.  I groaned. I moved a little and to
my absolute amazement whatever had happened to me in "recovery procedure
one" was allowing me to move.  Each movement was not without pain, but
compared with what I had already endured, the pain was within my newly
expanded tolerance.  I closed my eyes, and went into a deep sleep.

KEY RATTLING IN THE DOOR.  GET UP!  GET UP!  GET UP!  My training had
kicked in, and I remembered my orders, and as fast as I could, I got up and
spread eagled myself nose and toes on the back wall.  The rattling of the
keys continued a couple of more seconds, and I realized that again I was
being given some extra sound warning so that I could meet the requirement.
The door opened, and I heard John's now very familiar voice.  "Good job dog
shit."  Instead of being insulted, I could sense my pulling myself up a
little more in response to the praise.  Twenty four hours earlier "Good job
dog shit" might have caused a response of anger and demands for an apology.
One day of training in the world of prisoner slaves had introduced me to
new realities, and I was proud.  I also noted almost as an interesting
aside that I was totally naked except for my collar, and found this state
also one that now was acceptable and natural.

I felt John's hands once again lightly examining my back and ass.  I held
position.  "That shit's really good.  You will be in considerable pain,
today, but you will be able to move.  I am going to put you on inside light
duty today."  I immediately responded with a very sincere "THANK YOU BOSS!"
This man had control over me, and could either send me to hell or help me.
I very sincerely and deeply appreciated that today I might have the
opportunity while still giving the county a day's labor, to do it in a less
physically demanding way.  Not even once did I dream of saying "I am
supposed to be released today."  I kept my mouth shut except to give thanks
to my owner.

I felt a lead being attached to my collar and at the command of "HEEL!" I
dropped to all fours and moved as much as fast as possible to follow.  John
also again showed the other side of his nature, and we moved down the
corridors fairly slowly, unlike the mad dash of yesterday.  As me moved
down the hall John spoke to the air, but I was very interested.  "You know,
puny dog shit, that we aught to patent that stuff we used on you for the
muscle bruises but some civilians might not like some of the ingredients
because one of the ingredients is "man-made" and must be added to the
mixture fresh from the spigot."  I personally would be happy to write a
testimonial for the stuff no matter what is was made of.  To feel the pain
I endured and be able to move at all was nothing short of miraculous in my
opinion.  We got to a door and passed through it. I was now in a latrine.
I knew it was too nice for prisoner slaves and immediately concluded it was
for guards.

John confirmed my opinion "This is the guard's latrine.  You will keep it
spotless today, and you will, of course, provide any personal service any
guard requires of you."  I responded with a snappy "SIR Yes SIR BOSS!"  I
was led over to the back wall of the latrine and saw a small box with a
fairly large number of cloth rags.  I glanced for cleaning materials and
immediately realized I had in me the cleaning materials my spit and my
tongue.  John stared at me and looking into the mirror stated slowly so I
could absorb every word, "You keep the pissers and the shitters clean, and
make sure the sinks shine all day.  There were be several unannounced
inspections all day, and of course any officer who reports any stain or
residue will result in punishments at Punishment Time."

My lead was detached, and my collar was then locked to a long but not
extremely heavy chain attached very securely to the back wall.  "Do a good
job and remember your place puny dog shit." Were John's parting words.

After John left, I decided I should take a fast tour of the place to make
sure nothing was there already for which I might be given punishment marks.
I crawled to the first stall, and moved in to inspect the porcelain I found
a small yellow stain on the rim of this and even without a moment's
hesitation I stuck out my tongue and licked it clean.  I crawled back to
get a couple of cloths, and went back to the first stall to look further
into the toilet.  I felt some material on the outside of the bowl, and even
though I could not see any material I could feel it, and so my magic tongue
was again put into service as a cleaning device, and between tongue and
rag, the sides of the toilet now gleamed and I decided that I needed to
look inside also.

Some guard had already used the toilet that morning as there were brown
smudges on the back of the inside of the bowl.  I considered using my
tongue, but I thought over my orders, and I realized I was not ordered to
use my tongue, but only to keep everything spotless.  I therefore decided
that all I would have to do was to use my hands to clean off the smudges
and since they were already underwater, I could keep my hands cleaned off
and the inside clean also.  Down the row of urinals I tongue cleaned the
outside and rubbed the insides clean with the water in the bottom of the
urinal.  My biggest worry was what to do with two cigarette butts I found
soggy in the bottoms of tow of the urinals.  My first thought was to
consume these offending items. IT is certainly a measure of what one day
and one major punishment session will do to one's perspective that eating
these disgusting items was my first thought.  Then again, I mulled over the
lack of specific orders, and so carried them over to one of the toilets and
flushed them down.

I went back to the box and squatted down on my haunches like a dog and
awaited my first customer.  I did not have long to wait.  Four guards
walked in talking together.  I was ignored.  I suppose that a prisoner
slave was here every day, and so I was like the toilets and the sinks –
expected and ignored.  The fixtures and I would be noted only if absent.
Three used the urinals and one used a toilet.  All three of the urinal
users left their cocks out and looking at me said only "Clean," and I moved
across the floor on my hands and knees to take their cocks in my mouth, and
lick off any residue of piss, and to be sure that their power tools were
clean.  I received a pat on my head by one of them which I responded to
with a cherry "THANK YOU BOSS!"  The last guard looked at my back and said
to his colleagues, "Hey guys.  This is 756.  Look at that back."  I kept my
head down awaiting instruction.  "DISPLAY" was the order and so I rose and
stood with my feet shoulder length apart, and my hands clasping the
opposite elbow behind my head.  My black and blue areas, my welts, and me
generally was examined and discussed as if I could not speak not perhaps
had enough brains to understand English.  "I wonder how much pain that
stuff takes away.  It does a great job on the swelling."  I was not so far
gone as to wonder why no one thought to ask me how much pain I was still in
when the shitter guard called "CLEAN!" and I dropped and crawled over to
the door to the stall. I swung open and I saw a very hairy white guard ass
right in front of my nose, and I could indeed see that there was residue of
the recent activity.  Again, my transformation was so complete that I did
not hesitate but crawled over and tongue cleaned that ass.  "GET IN THERE
SHIT HEAD." brought me out of my smug confidence.  I realized I had to
clean inside the rosebud as well as around it.  When I finished, the guar
turned around and as he was buckling up his pants he looked at me and with
a slight condescending but angry tone stated to my head. "Next time do not
make a freeman have to tell you your duty 756.  Consider this you one free
pass for taking yesterday's punishment well."

The three guards left and again I went in and licked up any piss, rubbed
all brown streaks, checked and clean urinals and sinks and scurried back to
my box to await more customers.  The next dozen or so guards all expected
the same services. Some guards wanted me to take their piss as they were
shitting.  I did not like this especially, but alternatives did not exist,
and I remembered to thank each guard for allowing me to serve.

Then a man came in and this time I saw suit pants, and shinned black dress
shoes rather than the guards' uniform pants, and shiny boots. Then I saw
the boots and uniform pants of guards.  "Take this to interrogation 2
immediately." said suit and guards grabbed me, unlocked the chain from my
collar, and attached a leash and off we went.  I was not given John's
considerate pace of today.  It was much closer to John's furious dashing of
yesterday.  From looking at the floor, you really do not have any sense of
where you might be, but finally we turned off the corridor into a carpeted
room.

The guards faced me to a wall and order "TOES AND NOSE SHITHEAD!"  I rose a
assumed the correct position.  I waited for further orders.  I no longer
assumed I had a right to know, but what I did know that any sound or
movement would result in pain now and more pain later.  I wanted neither
and so as motionless as possible I did nose and toes.

I heard the guards leave, and softer footsteps coming behind me.

"Andrew what have you gotten yourself into?" the voice said.  I knew I knew
this voice but I could not place it.

"Turn around and put this shirt tie and jacket on."  I turned around and
saw a lawyer I knew... I was not sure of his name but he taught part time
at the university.  "Richard Carson" he said, and on a chair I saw one of
my shirts, my ties and one of my sports jackets.  There were no pants
however.  I started to get down to crawl, and Richard said "I think you may
walk over to the clothes as a measure of professional courtesy"

I walked over and put the shirt on.  Putting it on strained muscles that
had not been needed by my previous jobs, and the shirt felt uncomfortable
as it rubbed my bruised back.  I was not moving quickly but Richard seemed
to be in no particular hurry.  When I was finished, I looked at him, and he
indicated I should go around the high-backed office type chair.  As I did I
gasped in surprise.  This chair was not the ordinary desk chair.  The back
was leather, but the seat was wood, and sticking up from the wooden seat
was a shiny butt plug.

"Get the plug up your butt and into that chair NOW." Richard's tone was now
cold and commanding.

"SIR yes SIR!" I answered almost automatically.

I did note that the plug was shiny because it was well lubricated, and my
butt hole was anything but super tight at this point, and so fairly quickly
I was able to impale myself on the plug, and I felt my abused butt come
into contact with the wooden seat.  A wide and substantial black belt
appeared in Richard's hand and soon I was buckled into the chair with the
clasp behind the chair where I could not reach.  Soon my ankles were also
attached to the chair with leather cuffs.  I was not moving off the chair
until someone released me.

"Andrew in a few minutes I will activate the tape recorders that are both
behind and above you and also above and behind my chair.  I imagine you can
see the one above me."  I looked up and indeed I could see the camera.  "As
you might determine the angles of both cameras allow the video to see you
sitting in normal professional clothes – looking as normal as could be.
However we know that you are firmly attached.  The butt plug not only keeps
you nicely in place, but when I flick this switch, (and here he held up a
small switch) you will discover that the plug has a nice way of helping you
remember to do as told.  I saw him press a button the controller and
immediately I felt the electricity pulsing through my ass. I yipped
involuntarily.  "SILENCE" Richard shouted.  I tried my best to sit quietly
as this plug buzzed my butt.

Richard gave me a smile – like the smile of legend when a cat sees a
mouse caught in a trap.  "Andrew since you admitted to breaking the law,
and indeed have served one day of your sentence, according to the law that
admission of breaking the law is considered probable cause and allowed us
to obtain a search warrant for your home and office.  The assumption is
that criminal probably is doing even more illegal activities than the one
he got caught for."

Again, "THE" smile flashed at me.  "Andrew we did not go through your
office, but your home was a real surprise for the officers."  At this point
Richard reached down and put in the desk my box of bondage equipment.  I
blushed, and moved my head down as he brought out item and item and put
each on the desk.  Soon the whole top of the desk was covered.  When he was
done stuffing the last four items – a set of leg shackles, a cock and
balls harness, a leather wrist cuff and my CB6000 – on the top of the
desk, he looked at me and sneered, "I see that you are properly ashamed at
this collection of decadence and depravity."

But Ricchard was not done.  Again he reached down and the other box of my
hidden interests was strewn over the contents of the first box already on
the top of the desk.  These were my collection of S&M magazines such as
Drummer, Manifest Reader, and International Leatherman.  I looked down on
these magazines I had drooled over, and jacked off over.  Now my private
pleasure was dumped in front of me and Richard.

Richard said nothing to me.  He just stared.  Finally he said. "Do you want
all this evidence brought into court?  Do you want three former students
come into court to testify that when they asked you for help passing your
class, you asked them to come over, and you forced them into S&M and B&D
scenes."  My mouth dropped open. I opened it again to protest that the one
thing I never would have done was expose myself to possible blackmail by
playing with a student.

Richard saw my beginnings of a protest and snarled "SILENCE CONVICT!"  I
was silenced by the vehemence of his remark, and by my classification as a
convict.  Then even more disconcerting was Richard's smile.  Again it was
the smile of a bully about to denigrate some victim.  "I do NOT want to
hear protestations of innocence.  Listen carefully to me.  I said I have
three former students who would be willing to testify you did this.
However to save the university and these fine young men embarrassment, I am
willing to make a deal with you."

As much as I could squirm, I did.  I knew no deal he would offer would
really be to my advantage.  However, I knew I had to listen.  I nodded my
head in acquiesence.

Richard continued, "We will charge you with possessing illegal drugs.  Drug
charges will not cause you difficulty in prison as most of the convicts
there are also there on drug or drug related charges.  Also you will not be
humiliated in court. If truth be known a significant proportion of `polite'
society could be brought up on charges such as we will press against you."

Again I nodded.

"I have a confession here for you to sign admitting that you have a cocaine
addition, and that you had in your possession several grams of the drug,
and that you refuse to reveal your sources.  I will expect you to read over
the confession and then to sign it on camera.  DO YOU AGREE?"

Again I nodded.

Richard got up, and said "When you see the light come on the camera sit up
straight, and move your hands and body to show that you are not under any
duress."  Even Richard smiled at this lie.

HE left, and I sat there and realized that one crumpled paper had changed
the entire direction of my life.  How could something so mundane be so
critically important?  I sat there wondering what my sentence would be, and
how I would adjust to prison.  I smiled in thinking that I was hardly the
young white male that would likely be pressed into the bitch role in the
prison.  The door opened, and I was immediately sat up straight but a
glance at the red light under the camera revealed that it was not on.  A
guard came in and swept the magazines back into one box, and the chains and
other bondage items into the other.  He glanced at me and smirked and
knowing smile.  I wondered how knowledge that these items were associated
with me would effect how the guards would treat me. HE left with one box
and returned for the second box of bondage items.  As he lifted the heavy
box was he glared at me and said, "We'll save some of this shit to use on
you.  You should be a real hit with the other cons."  I knew my status of
respect with my fellow convict slaves would soon be lost to guard supplied
information about my fetish for kinky gay sex.


Soon I saw the red light under the camera come on, and I sat up straight
and leaned over and fidgeted with some items on the desk.  Richard came in
and informed me about the warrant, and the search, and then asked me about
the drugs. I dutifully admitted to my cocaine addiction, and also refused
to name my suppliers.  We played out our little farce, and Richard again
got up, and for benefit of the cameras and microphones stated that my
confession would be typed up and he would return.  And then in a nice touch
he turned to me and intoned "Andrew you are now under arrest for this new
crime.  Do not try to leave this room, and probably it would be best if you
just stayed in your chair and await my return. I nodded again.  My mind
wondered again, and I thought that anyone watching the tape would soon
equate my ability to communicate with a bobble head.

After a fairly long period of time Richard returned and handed me several
sheets of paper, and insisted I read and initial each page.  Again I did as
ordered, and read of where I had hidden the drugs, the drug paraphernalia
that was found.  I read about how my refusal to name my sources would be
considered an intensifier in my sentence.  I read and initialed each page,
and then signed the whole document.

Richard rose and played his part perfectly.  He came around the desk, put
his hand on my shoulder in what I was sure would look like a truly
compassionate gesture as said "Andrew we have known each other for years
and you have been a luminary of the faculty at the university.  It is
tragic for me as a prosecutor to see how this addition has caused the
destruction of such a distinguished career.  I muttered something to the
effect that it was good to finally not have to keep my secret.  I knew and
Richard knew the secret was NOT about drug use.

Richard squeezed my shoulder, and again said "Andrew you must remain here
in this chair until you are taken to a cell to await trial. There is no
escape and the door to the hall will be locked, so just be good and stay
here."  As he left he reached down to the controller for my butt plug and
in an unexpected kindness turned if off. I smiled at him in appreciation,
but it was to his back as he walked out the door.

He left, and I awaited my return to my life as a prisoner slave, now not
just for a day or two, but for a much longer time.  I mused that my
confession might have saved me public humiliation as a pervert, but it
labeled me a felon and convict for the rest of my life.