Dear Sir,

Have been thinking long and hard (ok not all that long but very
hard) about what an ideal S&M session for me would be and here are
a few ideas.

The session would start with the TOP ordering me to strip and then
after he examined me with things such as, feeling tits, pulling
balls, fondling ass, maybe putting his fingers in my mouth for me
to suck, skinning back my foreskin to expose cock head and feeding
me back any cheese that might be there, he would put a slave collar
on me. It would be nice if at the start of the session the TOP
would be fully clothed while i was naked. It would also be nice if
the TOP was to have some leather on (even just boots). Then the TOP
would put me in some form of bondage even if it was only symbolic
with the idea being that i would  remain in at least symbolic
bondage the rest of the session or it could be more restrictive
bondage but there would always be the symbolic bondage. The bondage
should include my cock and balls with them being tied up and
stretched out so that my cock would remain hard and ready, also
having the TOP put a butt plug in my ass and taping it in place to
be a constant reminder of just what my status was and reminding me
of how much the TOP was in control.

After having been ordered to kneel on the floor in front of the TOP
and begged for the chance and have been allowed, to suck his cock
and balls, lick his boots and drink his piss, either from the
source or from a dish on the floor, the TOP would tie me down
tightly spread-eagle on my back and work on my tits with his
fingers, teeth and clamps, also work and abuse my balls and cock
either with clothespins, hot wax, stretchers and ball harnesses,
ball crushers, weights hung from the balls (a bucket slowly filled
either with water or piss both of which i would have to drink
later) or any other ideas the TOP might find fun to try out on my
helpless form. In fact hot wax and clothespins could be used on
almost any part of my body. A catheter might be put in my cock to
control the flow of my piss and when and where i might be allowed
to piss (maybe have the TOP release the clamp with the tube in my
mouth so i was being forced to piss in my own mouth?) this coupled
with the butt plug would further add to my loss of control over
even my basic functions and add to the humiliation of being a total
sex slave just for the use and abuse from the TOP. Abuse should
also include verbal abuse and reminders of how helpless i had
become or how much of a cocksucking slave i was to allow all this
to happen to me and then having to beg for more to be done. The TOP
should also describe of what abuse and torture he was thinking of
to inflict on me next and again being reminded of how helpless i
was to prevent it from being done and in fact maybe having to beg
to have certain severe tortures inflicted so i could be allowed to
cum all the while having any pre-cum fed back to me.  A well worn
and used jock strap might serve as a gag either soaked with piss or
used to wipe up pre-cum off my cock and the TOP'S cum, maybe even
soaked with my own piss from the catheter in my cock or put in dry
and have the piss from the catheter used to soak it while it was in
my mouth.

Having the TOP sit on my face or chest while he abused my cock and
balls and having whatever he wanted me to suck or tongue just
forced deeper in my mouth when i would moan. Maybe the TOP would
sit down with my tongue up his ass while he covered the head of my
cock with hot wax sealing the pisshole shut.  Maybe being gagged
and have the TOP stroke his cock just in from of my mouth and nose
or not being gagged and have his cock just out of reach of my
tongue and be taunted with it begging to be allowed to suck or lick
and having to TOP see what all i might promise to do or submit to
for the ability of sucking  his cock.

Temporary piercing with sterile needles might also be tried while
i was helplessly tied down either in the foreskin or scrotum or
even in the tits. Milking of the cock to see how much cum i could
produce and having it fed back to me or maybe licking it off the
TOP'S body.

Popper would be useful to help me tough out some of the heavier
duty things and also to get me into a frenzy where i just become a
cocksucking machine ready to do anything for sexual gratification.

Hope this might give you some ideas and i know it is a real major
"wish list" and don't know if all can be done at once but who
knows....






jw
PO 112
Fairfax Station, Va 22039