Date: Thu, 12 Mar 1998 11:10:23 PST
From: Lenny Leopold <leopoldl@hotmail.com>
Subject: Anthony (M/M/b, cons, mast, oral)

Well, I finally decided to try it.  This is my first attempt at a story, so
let me know what you think.  The usual disclaimers are in force here, and
I'm sure you all know what they are.  Just sit back, relax, and try to
enjoy the story.  I should state that this story is purely a work of
fiction, just a rambling from my little mind, and any resemblance to real
people or situations is purely coincidence (even though it would be super
cool if any of this actually happened!).

I know it starts out kinda dry, but I promise it will get better in
Chapters 3 and 4!

Let me know what you think....

Lenny
leopoldl@hotmail.com

					A N T H O N Y
					  Chapter One

This is the story of the day I finally took control of my life, and the
special young man who helped.

My name is Lenny, and quite honestly, I'm your typical 30 somethingish guy.
A little too short, and a little too much weight, but actually a nice guy;
No, Really!  I've been living my life, basically keeping to myself, not
bugging anyone, and simply, not enjoying myself very much.  True, I made a
nice living, had just about everything I needed, except one thing... Love.

In order to fill that place in my heart, I used to volunteer my time to
various groups.  Usually for kids, cause I like being around them.  They
are honest, funloving, and super cute.  One of these groups is a mentoring
organization which puts guys like me together with younger guys that need
some male influence in their life (how's that for not saying who, but
making it clear...).  I've been doing this for several years now, and
usually have between 2 and 4 boys that I see on a regular basis.

At that time, I was seeing 2 different boys, and thinking of taking on a
third... I had a meeting with the placement manager at the mentoring group,
and he asked me if I would take on a "Special" kid.  Usually these were
kids who were either retarded, or had severe emotional problems, and most
of the guys wouldn't burden themselves with them.  I asked what this boy's
"Special" circumstances were and he looked at me with a very worried
expression and said, why don't you meet him first. Oh boy, I thought I was
done for!

We walked into the interview room, and I asked for the boy's file, and was
told; "Sorry, this one's marked 'Confidential', I can't let you look.  Now
I KNEW I was in deep doo doo.  He asked me to sit down, and he pushed the
button that told his secretary to bring in the boy.

About 2 minutes later, in walked the most beautiful boy I'd ever laid eyes
on.  He was about 13 or 14, 5' 4" tall, and maybe weighed about 110 pounds.
He had light brown hair, and hazel eyes, and a face that was a cute as a
cross between Ricky Schroder and JTT!  (Yep, I'm from two different time
periods, but, you get the picture.)

He looked at me and smiled, (I almost fainted), pushed his hand out at me,
and said,"HI, I'm Anthony", "Are you going to be MY friend?".

I looked at the director with a "Are you sure this is the 'Special' Case?"
look, and he just smiled and nodded.

I took Anthony's hand and said, "I don't know, but maybe, if you want me
to". He just grabbed my hand tight and smiled.  I told him a little about
me, and asked him some questions, which he answered.  One question I asked
was what sports do you like to play, and his answer kind of shocked me, he
said, "I guess I like to swim mostly, all the other guys look so hot!"

After the interview, I told Anthony good bye and went back to see the
Director.  He looked at me and said, "Well..."

I said, "Well, what?  This kid seems pretty 'Normal', I thought you said he
was a 'Special'"

"He is, you see, Anthony is Gay."

"Gay?  I thought this group doesn't accept Gay Men or kids, and besides,
he's only about 13, how could he know he's gay?"

"Face it, he knows, and so do we.  We're trying this out to see if we are
going to expand to allow boys like him into our programs, and the review's
we've gotten about you tell us that your boys, every one of them, has taken
to you and you've become very close, you're a good role model"

"What do I know about being Gay?  How can I help this kid?"

"It's not about being gay, it's about being a friend.  You know exactly
what to do, treat him just like any other kid, and let's see what happens.
Let's give this a 90 day trial, and go from there."

Well, I thought about it, and at the time, I didn't know why, but I
accepted and agreed to be Anthony's friend.  A few minutes later, Anthony
and his mother came in, and we were properly introduced.  I explained that
I like to meet the Mother privately before my first meeting with the boy,
mostly to put their minds at ease, and so they can get to know me too.
After all, their son is going to be talking a lot about me, hopefully good,
and I like them to get a feeling for who I am.  She readlily agreed, and we
made plans to meet the following afternoon, while Anthony was at a friends
house.

I left the office wondering what I was getting myself into, if I knew then
what I know now, I probably would have run for the hills, and not been
anywhere near as happy as I am now.


					A N T H O N Y
					  Chapter Two

Sunday afternoon came, and I met with Susan, Anthony's mom.  She and I hit
it off and I think she genuinely liked me.  When I asked her about Anthony
being Gay, she looked down, and said that she still has problems accepting
it, but she's pretty sure it's true.  He had a friend in their old town who
used to spend a lot of time over, which she and her husband didn't think was
all that strange, until one weekend, about 6 months ago, when they were
sleeping out back in a tent.

She went out about Midnight to see if they needed anything and heard what
could only be the sounds of Sex.  She got furious, thinking that they had
snuck girls into the backyard behind her back, and besides, he's only 12,
it had to be Jimmy's idea, she'll kill that kid!

When she opened the flap on the tent, she got the shock of her life!!  She
saw Anthony, with Jimmy's legs on his shoulder, and his penis fully
imbedded into Jimmy's ass.  Neither boy noticed her come in, afterall they
were both kinda busy, and after a few minutes, Jimmy yelled that he was
cumming, and did so, all over his belly.  Then Anthony said he was and
jammed himself into Jimmy hard.  A few seconds later, he collapsed onto
Jimmy, and Jimmy noticed Susan standing there.

Jimmy said, "OH FUCK! Tony, it's your Mom!"

Anthony got up, looked at his mother, and said, "Hi Mom, you know Jimmy?
My Boyfriend?"

Susan was beside herself.  She took both boys (forgetting to let them put
on some clothes) and woke up her husband.  Michael, was a bit less than
pleased.  Matter of fact, if Jimmy hadn't pushed him, Anthony would have
received a full on punch in the face from his dear old dad.  Who, after
hearing this got dressed, and left.  He came back the next day, packed up
his stuff, and hasn't been heard from since.

Susan knew what this could do, and got both boys some counseling, but
Jimmy's parents were more than a little bitter, and eventually made life so
bad for them, that Susan decided to move away. We agreed that I would see
Tony twice a week initially, and then we would go from there.  The first
meeting was set for the following Wednesday evening, and I was going to
take him to a movie, and get some Pizza. (I knew that all kids love Pizza!)

						* * *

Wednesday evening came, and I picked Tony up at around 5:30.  After asking
him if his homework was done, I asked him what he wanted to do.  He said,
"I dunno."

We then had the following conversation:

"Well Tony, I thought we'd catch a movie then get some Pizza, what movie
would you like to see?"

"I guess we could go see, 'The War', I think Elijah Woods is SO CUTE!"

"Well, you're the boss", and drove to the theater.

During the movie, Tony sat next to me and leaned his head on my side.  I
put my arm over his shoulders, and sat back to watch the movie.  About 3/4
of the way through the movie (which wasn't all that bad), Tony grabbed my
hand and just held it.  This isn't normal for a first meeting, but I
decided to let it slide, after all, he is a 'speical' case.  But, what came
next, just stunned me...

A few minutes after he grabbed my hand, Tony moved both our hands to his
lap, and pressed my hand under his.  The kid was hard as a rock, and worse
yet, he'd opened his fly and pulled his dick out!

I quickly removed my hand, and gave him a look of disgust.  After the
movie, we left the theater, and got back into the car.  I turned to Anthony
and asked him:

"Why? What were you thinking?"

He began to cry...

"I'm sorry, I just wanted to...I don't know...Well...I got horny looking at
Elijah, and was hoping you'd help me out.  It's much better when someone
else does it"

We went a few miles to the beach, and I said to him that we really need to
talk.

"Ok, Tony.  First, I need you to understand, that I'm not Gay.  And even if
I was, you're only 13, it is illegal for me and you to do anything.
Besides, sex is something that should not be forced.  It's something that
should be shared between two people who love each other, whether that be a
man and a woman, or two people of the same sex."

"I'm sorry, but who would know if we did anything?"

"Geez Tony, we're not going to do anything sexual.  I am here to be your
friend, but not your lover.  I'm afraid you'll have to do that for
yourself."

After a few minutes, I asked him if he wanted me to take him home, and he
said yes.

				   * * *

It's been a month now, and Tony and I have seen each other on the average
of 3 days a week.  It's Saturday Morning, and I wake up to the phone
ringing.

"Hello.."

"Hello, Lenny?  It's Susan."

"Hi Susan, what time is it?"

"Sorry to call so early, it's about 6:30am, but I have a bit of an
emergency"

"What's wrong, something with Tony?" -- I was immediately awake.

"No, My Father is in the hospital, he's had a heart attack, and I have to
go to him.  I don't want to take Tony, because, well, they don't expect my
dad to survive, and I don't want him there."

"Susan, I understand, what can I do for you?"

"Can Tony stay with you for a short while?"

"Well, it's not usually done, but I can see the emergency here, OK."

"Lenny, you're a life saver, I'll be there in a half hour with Tony and his
stuff"

I hung up the phone and started thinking about what I was getting into.


							* * *

					A N T H O N Y
				                Chapter Three

I got out of bed, and decided to get things ready for Anthony's arrival.  I
cleaned up the apartment, and started thinking of what I got myself into.

Here I was, a single guy, going to be taking care of a 13 year old boy, but
not just any boy, a Gay boy, who has the hots for me.  I was really feeling
like it was a bad idea, when the doorbell rang.

I opened the door to a very happy Tony, and his mom, (who wasn't looking as
happy).  I asked them in, and we sat in the living room.

Susan looked at me and said, "Lenny, I'm so grateful for you doing this, I
hope it's not too much of an imposition"

"Susan, it's not a problem, I think I'll enjoy having Tony around, he's
really a good kid."

With this she smiled, and gave me all the information I would need to watch
after him for about a week.  She also asked if I needed any money, and I
told her, "No, I think I can manage the extra expense, besides, I know
you'll need it for your trip.  I sincerely hope your dad will be ok."

She just smiled and said goodbye to Tony, and left for the airport.

						* * *

It's been 3 days now, since Tony has been staying with me.  And, much to my
surprise, it's going rather well.  I heard from Susan, and her father is
doing better, but will still be in the hospital for a while.  I told her to
stay with her mother, where she's needed, Tony and I were doing fine.

She thanked me, and hung up the phone.

It was getting late, so I told Tony that it was time for bed. (He was
sleeping on the couch, and I still had my bedroom).  I retired to my room
and closed the door, stripped down, and got into bed.

Sometime during the night, a storm must have blown in, because I woke up
and found Tony sleeping in the bed next to me.  When I woke him to ask why
he'd come to my bed, he said that there was a storm and he got frightened.
He snuggled up against me, and I felt something hard against my thigh.
Tony was sleeping in my bed, NAKED!

Well, I sorta freaked.  Here I was, in my birthday suit, in bed, with a 13
year old who was also naked.  If anyone saw that I'd be in REAL deep
shit. I asked him why he was naked, and he said that he noticed that I was
and decided he would sleep that way too.  He then smiled and said, "By the
way, you do have a pretty nice body, and your dick is HUGE." (Well, it's
not, but I guess to a 13 year old, it is).  He got out of bed, and for the
first time, I actually looked at his body.

He was a perfect specimen of a young teen. Nicely defined body, with pecs
and abs just starting to develop.  His waist was narrow, and he had a small
tuft of light brown pubic hair at the base of his 4" erect cock.

ERECT COCK?

This kid was turned on sleeping with me!  Unfortunately, my dick then
showed that it had a mind of it's own, and began to inflate, something
which Tony noticed instantaneously!

He looked at my inflating member, and started to giggle.  He said, "When
was the last time you had a girlfriend?"

Thinking about it, I guess it had been a long while, but I didn't know what
to tell him.  So, I told him the truth.  "Probably a couple years.  Why?"

He asked me if I knew that in the USA, nearly 12% of all males are Gay?  He
further stated, that an additional 14% are Bi-sexual.  That means that one
in 4 people are either Gay or Bi.

I told him that it was interesting, but where is he going with this?

He said "Well, I don't know how to tell you this, but, I think you may be
that one in four."

"Tony, what are you talking about?  The thought of me being Gay?  It's not
possible!"

"Lenny.  I've been naked and erect in front of a lot of men, it seems that
every time I get naked, I get hard, so, at the YMCA, Mom's health club,
school, I'm always hard.  The only men who ever reacted like you did just
by looking at me, were Gay men."

Well.  This kid just dropped a bombshell on me.  What if I was.  I looked
back on the last few women I'd dated, and realized that I only had sex with
one, and that was the worst night of my life.  I couldn't perform.  I
couldn't get it up.

I told Tony that we needed to get some sleep, and we'd talk more in the
morning.

He climbed back into bed, snuggled against me, and went to sleep.

I tossed and turned for what seemed hours, but finally dropped off to
sleep.

						* * *

Morning came to a WONDERFUL feeling.  I had my usual morning hardon, but it
felt much better than normal.  Then I realized, that someone was jacking me
off, and doing a very good job of it!

I looked down and saw Tony, with a big smile on his face, jacking my tool,
while doing the same to himself.  I tried to stop him, but I was too close,
and I guess my little head took over.  I began to cum at the same time as
Tony, much to his delight.  What he did next really got to me.

He began to scoop up the cum off my belly, and eat it!  He smiled, and told
me that it was good, and offered me some.  I declined.

I don't know why, but I wasn't mad.  I guess I was more confused than
anything.  I didn't say anything to him, but I got up, and went in to take
a shower.

When I was finished, and he was as well, we sat down to breakfast.  "Tony,
what happened in there..."

He cut me off, "Lenny.  You didn't do anything. It was all me, but you
looked like you enjoyed it.  I have a friend who I think you want to talk
to."

With that, he picked up the phone, and called someone.  After about 5
minutes, he said that a friend named Nathan was going to come over.

I immediately thought it was another kid, but 20 minutes later when the
doorbell rang, there stood a guy of about 25.  He smiled, and shook my
hand.  I invited him in.

We sat down, and he told me that Tony had explained things to him, and he
was glad to finally meet me.

I looked puzzled, so he further explained that he worked for a Gay/Lesbian
Center nearby, and he was a counselor, Tony has been seeing him for about a
year.  He and Tony had discussed me at length, and he knows that I think
the world of Tony and wouldn't do anything to hurt him.

Nathan further explained, that I needed to take a good hard look at my
life, and be open.  Not to take any preconcieved ideas, and really take an
honest look at myself.  He recommended a few books, and left me with one.
The book was all about men who lived in denial of their true sexuality, and
how they came to grips with it.

He offered to talk anytime I needed to, gave me his business card, shook my
hand and left.

Well.  I was more than a bit confused.  Tony came over to me, hugged me,
and said that he would entertain himself by watching TV, so I could
think. And Read!  That day went by slowly, but the more I read in the book,
the more it shed light onto my life.  When I finished the book that
afternoon, I was actually thinking that I may have been hiding something
even from myself.

I called Tony, and we talked for a long time.  He told me that the best way
to find out if I was truly gay, was to agree to have sex with another male.
He then smiled.

"Tony, look, I'm scared shitless right now, but even if I agreed, I
wouldn't have sex with a 13 year old boy!  That is SO illegal!"  He told me
he understood, and had already talked to Nathan about it.  Nathan agreed
that if I wanted to try it, he would be my partner.

Well, I didn't know what to do.

Finally, I called Nathan, and we talked for a long time.  He told me that
if I wanted to have sex, he would be willing, and I could call the shots.
I say stop, and we stop.  Something inside me told me to continue and
agree, so I did.  Nathan told me he'd be over that evening.

					A N T H O N Y
					 Chapter Four

Nathan arrived around 8pm that evening, and he honestly looked fantastic.
He came in, and we sat down.  Tony was there, and asked if I wanted him to
leave.  He'd go to the mall, or next door to a friend if I wanted.  I told
him, that he could stay in the living room, because I didn't want him to
leave by himself, but not to come into the bedroom until after Nathan left.
He agreed.

Nathan and I went into the bedroom and closed the door.  We talked a little
while, mainly to ease my nerves, and he then came up to me and wrapped his
arms around me.  He just held me there.  It felt wonderful.

A minute later, he looked at me, brought his face in front of me, and
kissed me.  Full on the lips.  A second later, I felt his tongue trying to
push into my mouth, so I allowed it.  What happened next shocked me to the
core.  I got a feeling.  One of those feelings that everything is right in
the world.  That I was at peace.

I began taking an active role at that point, rubbing my hands over his back
while we kissed.  Nathan was doing the same to me, and it felt great. Next
thing I know, I've got a hardon which was more intense than I ever
remembered.  It felt like my dick was going to burst!

Nathan broke the kiss, and smiled.  He asked me what I was feeling, and I
just smiled.  He reached down and began to remove my shirt.  Once he had,
he removed his own, and I got a look at his chest.  It wasn't much really,
but he wasn't flabby.  He began to rub his hands through my chest hair, and
whispered to me that he loved men with hair on their chest.  He then leaned
down and took my left nipple into his mouth and began to lick and suck on
it.  I thought I was going to cum right there.  These were feelings I've
never had before, and I really liked them!

After about 15 minutes, we were both naked, and laying on the bed.  Nathan
had a pretty nice body.  He was 5'7" tall, just like me, he weighed about
150#, and his entire body was hairless, except for his head.  He even
shaved his genitals!  That was the most erotic thing I'd ever seen.  A huge
8" hard penis, which still had the foreskin, and big low hanging balls,
with not a hair on them!

He looked at me, and said, "Well, here's where we find out for sure."

He moved down the bed so he was face level with my 6.5" erection, and
started licking the precum that had begun to flow off my dickhead.  I
thought I was going to blow my wad right there!

He progressed sucking my dick, giving me my first blowjob by a man, and in
the process, giving me more pleasure than I had ever had sexually in my
life!  After a minute or two, I got the intense desire to see what it was
like, so I told him that I wanted to do it to him.

He moved around into a 69 position, and I was there face to face (so to
speak) with the first penis I ever really wanted to touch (other than my
own, of course).  He was dripping precum at a pretty good rate, so I
tentatively licked some off, and was surprised that it didn't really taste
bad!  I began running my tongue around the exposed portion of his dickhead,
and underneath the foreskin, when he shuddered.  I got scared that I'd done
something wrong, and he stopped sucking on my dick long enough to tell me
that it felt wonderful, and that the dickhead on a man who was uncut was
much more sensitive.

That said, he resumed vacuuming my dick, and I then took the head of his
into my mouth.  I began to rub my tongue all around it and after a minute
realized that I had about half of it in my mouth.  The only way I can
express the feelings I had while giving and getting my first blowjob as a
cross between Nirvana and Utopia!  At that moment, I knew that I'd been
hiding this side of my life even from myself for my entire life.  Every
woman I'd ever been with was a lie!  I am just glad I never married!

We didn't do much more than blow each other (4 more times), because I was
too scared to try anything anal.  Nathan hugged me, and kissed me after we
had gotten dressed and went to go out into the living room.  When I opened
the door, I found a sleeping Tony sitting there, with a glass on the floor
next to him.  The little shit had been listening.  And from the number of
kleenex nearby, he'd probably cum twice for every time I did!

I picked up his still nude body, and put him to bed, in my bed.  I then
walked Nathan out to the living room and we talked.  I thanked him, and he
just told me that when he met me earlier that day, he'd known that I would
be calling him.  He asked me if we could see each other again.

I told him that I would be over to see him for more counseling, to which he
shook his head.  I'll have to assign you to someone else.

I got scared and asked "WHY?"

He said that he wanted to see me more, sexually, and he didn't both have
sex with and counsel the same person.  His feelings got in the way, and he
wasn't able to do either any good.

I was shocked!  I'd just had the first Gay sex of my life, and this guy
wanted to see me more!  I thought that I gave a pretty bad blowjob, but
maybe this guy was for real.  I really did like him.  I smiled and told him
I'd call him the next day, and with that, he left, and I went back to go to
bed.

						* * *

When I returned to the bedroom, Tony had removed the blankets, and was
laying there with his usual hardon.  I admired his body for a minute,
before shedding my clothes again, and climbing back into bed, and covering
us both up.

The next morning, I woke up before Tony, (I guess he really wore himself
out the night before), and stared again at his little 4" boner.  I
tentatively reached over to touch it, and next thing I knew, I was jacking
it for all I was worth!

Tony woke up just as he began to cum, and looked over at me and smiled.  He
looked at me and said, "Happy REBirthday, Lenny.  Welcome to the world."



That's it for the first installment, I'll have more in a few days, but
let's just say, that it gets REAL interesting from here on out...

The next part will be in a week or so, after I get some feedback on this
one...

I'm thinking of how to work this out with 2 relationships budding.  One
with Tony, and one with Nathan...  Any Ideas will be appreciated, any SPAM
will be ignored!

Let me know what you think so far...

Lenny