Date: Thu, 15 May 2014 14:24:32 +0100
From: Adam Stewart <stewad18@gmail.com>
Subject: Blind Love

Blind Love
By Adam Stewart

Author's note: A gay love story in which one mistake is costly.
Warning: It contains explicit m/m sex.

1.

I stopped at the gated house and pressed the intercom. I'd never had to
deliver here before but had driven and walked past the house on numerous
occasions, always thinking how grand it was. It wasn't that large, only a
four bedroom property, but it was in the better part of Preston Park in
Brighton near to where I lived. The only difference was that I lived in a
tiny studio flat a few streets away. This property looked as if it was
owned by someone with money and someone who didn't want intruders by the
look of the high brick wall and the wrought iron gates.

At last a guy answered my call. "Your groceries sir" I announced. The guy
told me to go on in and the gates slowly opened so I could drive my small
delivery van up the brick paved driveway that swept right up to the front
door. I'd always imagined living in a house like this but my meagre means
would never reach this level. Even the large flat I'd shared with my
boyfriend in Southampton before moving to Brighton three years ago, didn't
match the grandeur of this place. My parents lived in a nice house but that
too wasn't up to this standard.

I lifted out the plastic box that contained the grocery order from the back
of the van and rang the bell. I noticed a CCTV camera pointing at me and
smiled. The door then opened and my mouth opened wide. The guy standing
there was just beautiful. In fact he was more than beautiful, he was
gorgeous. He was looking straight at me but I immediately sensed he was not
seeing me. A lovely golden retriever was by his side.

"Yes" the guy asked although I'd already said why I was there.

"Ah, yes" I replied having got my brain in gear instead of my dick, "Your
grocery order sir".

The guy asked me to follow him to the kitchen which was at the back of the
house. The dog obediently followed. As I walked through the tiled hallway
admiring the guy's nicely formed butt clothed in a pair of tight fitting
sweatpants, I noticed a guide dog harness hanging on a hook. It was then
that I realised the guy was blind and the golden retriever was his guide
dog. The sweatpants were an expensive make and nothing like the ones I
wore. When he was in the kitchen and turned towards me, I glanced down at
his crotch. That too was tight fitting and clearly showed a nice
package. It made my own twitch inside my cheap ones.

I asked him where he'd like the groceries put and he said on the kitchen
table so I removed the individual bags out of the plastic box. "Would you
like me to unpack things for you sir?" He appeared to look at me for a
moment and it seemed his beautiful brown eyes which showed no sign of being
blind, gazed right into mine. They shone and I again felt my body react to
the feeling he was causing me. The guy was just perfect but of course he
was blind.

"Is that part of the normal service?" he asked rather curtly.

I smiled. "I generally offer it for customers who are in need of assistance
so am happy to assist."

He smiled back as if he'd seen my smile and nodded. "And you feel I too am
in need of assistance".

"Well, seeing that you're blind I thought it might help but it's up to you
sir".

He again smiled and relaxed. "I'm sorry, I can be a right bitch at times
and I can't stand people feeling sorry for me".

"Sorry but I'm one of those guys who just likes to help; always have; it
certainly doesn't mean I feel sorry for people; to be honest I admire the
way some people cope with their disabilities; I'm sure I couldn't".

"I'm sure you would if you had to" he replied and moved up close to me,
"And thanks for your offer, it would help me because my carer hasn't turned
up today."

I was concerned that a carer who was supposed to arrive hadn't and he
explained that his current one was as he put it 'fucking useless'. I asked
if he'd complained and he said he had but it had made no difference. I
could sense he was feeling tense and upset, which I didn't blame him, so I
suggested I made a cup of tea and when we'd had that he could tell me where
he wanted the provisions put.

"You're very kind, thanks but don't you have other deliveries to do?"

"Nope, you're the last one; just got the van to take back and I am finished
for the day" I said as I filled the kettle with water.

I'd been a delivery driver for Bob Mullins, the owner of the small
supermarket which had been in business for years, almost ever since I'd
moved to Brighton. I'd in fact done a degree in history at Southampton, my
home town, but everything had gone haywire after I'd completed it.

"Are you telling me you've got a history degree yet you're a grocery
delivery boy?"

I laughed, "Yeah, that's about the sum of it but it's a long story."

He touched my hand, which sent a shiver of excitement through my whole body
and told me to sit down whilst he made the tea. "I'm Simon by the way;
what's your name?"

"Lee" I replied watching him expertly take the boiled kettle and pour the
water into two mugs into which he'd placed a tea bag. I was fascinated with
how he coped. You'd never have known he was blind. I looked over his body
again and estimated he was much the same age as me, which was twenty
five. A fact I later found out to be correct.

"So, tell me Lee, why did you end up as a delivery boy? Not that I have
anything against delivery boys" he giggled, "Some are rather nice". I had a
feeling he was referring to me as he grinned and again patted my hand. He'd
carried the two mugs of tea from the counter top to the table where I was
sitting and hadn't spilled a drop. When he'd sat down at right angles to me
it was then he patted my hand. I again felt that tingle of excitement shoot
through my body. It was like an electric shock, but a nice one. In fact
very much like the electro stimulation unit I occasionally used to excite
my cock when I was in need of sexual satisfaction.

I then went through my sad story whilst he sat quietly looking at me saying
nothing.

"I was born and bred in Southampton; my parents are still there in fact;
around the age of thirteen a new boy joined the class I was in and we
immediately hit it off; he was profoundly deaf and other boys used to tease
him so I acted as his protector and would thump any who made fun of him;
over time I learnt to sign so he knew what the teachers were saying and we
became good friends; in fact more than that because we became lovers; I'd
known I was different from an early age and so had he which was why we
immediately clicked but I used the excuse that I was helping him so nobody
realised; whenever we could we'd enjoy each other, if you know what I
mean". Simon nodded and grinned.

"Well, when we left school Ben said he was going to university to study
history so I said I would too so I could continue being his interpreter; my
knowledge of sign language by that time was pretty good and with modern
technology I managed to keep him abreast of all the lectures. I wasn't that
interested in history but it seemed a reasonable degree to do since I
didn't have any idea of what else I wanted to do. When we finished
university having both got our degree, he got a job with the university but
I still didn't know what I wanted to do. However, by that time I'd become
interested in computer programming and another friend asked me to help him
with a computer game he was designing. He had the ideas and I put it into a
marketable product so I did that; it made sufficient money to get by on and
by then Ben and I were living together as a couple. I loved Ben with all my
heart; I always had which was one of the reasons I stuck by him and helped
him through many difficult times because of his deafness. We were both
twenty two by then and I'd never felt so happy. Then one day I came back to
the house earlier than he'd expected and as soon as I walked in I sensed
someone else was in the flat we had bought together. I noticed on the floor
in the hall a pair of shoes and a jacket which certainly didn't belong to
either me or Ben. I could hear groans and moans coming from the bedroom,
and they were not of someone in pain I can tell you. I crept along and
stood in the open doorway which was opposite our bed. I could see Ben stark
naked lying face down on the bed and another guy, also stark naked, fucking
him like mad."

"I assume Ben couldn't hear you but didn't the other guy?"

"As you say Ben couldn't but the other guy had a pair of Wi-Fi earphones on
listening to a heavy beat music whilst he pumped his arse up and down. I
immediately recognised them as being mine which made me even madder than I
already was. I was so shocked that I just watched him pumping my boyfriend
for several more minutes before I walked up behind him, grabbed him round
the waist and pulled him off Ben. I then literally threw him on the
floor. Needless to say both he and Ben were shocked to see me. The guy's
clothes had been chucked on the floor, no doubt in their excitement to get
stripped, so I picked them up, opened the window and threw them out. The
guy looked at me in horror. I then grabbed hold of him, yanked him along to
the front door and threw him out onto the landing. I then grabbed his coat
and shoes and chucked them down the stairwell. I should explain that we
lived on the second floor in an old block of flats that had an old
fashioned stairwell so the items went flying down to the ground floor. I
then watched him run stark naked down the stairs to reclaim his clothes
whilst I shouted suitable words of abuse at him. Several neighbours opened
their front doors to see what the commotion was about and were somewhat
surprised to see a naked man running past them."

Simon placed his hand on mine and held it there. "I'm sorry, that must have
been horrible to see but I'd have loved to have seen the guy's face when
you threw him out naked".

I laughed, "Yeah, it was a picture now I come to think of it".

"So I assume that was the end of Ben"

"You could say that; when I returned to the bedroom he was still lying
naked on the bed and said 'how could I throw a naked guy out the door like
that'. We ended up having an almighty row, which believe me, is not easy
when you have to do it in sign language. During our row he told me he'd
being seeing this other guy for several weeks and found him exciting. I
suddenly realised that he'd used me for all those years and I was
devastated so I told him to pack his things and fuck off."

"Is there a sign for fuck off?" Simon grinned.

I grinned and told him it involved using two fingers which he rather liked.

"And then what?"

"I was devastated; I'd stupidly thought we'd be together for life; we'd
bought the flat together so I had to sell that since I couldn't afford the
mortgage on my own and when it had been sold I moved in with my parents
whilst I considered my options. It hit me far worse than I thought it would
and before long I was sinking into a deep depression; I was like that for a
good six months but my parents stood by me; they'd always treated Ben like
a son so they were as upset as I was. Eventually I decided I had to get out
of Southampton since I knew Ben still lived there with his new
boyfriend. The fucker even took the dog we owned; not that I could have
really taken it since I felt it was unfair on my parents to suddenly dump a
dog on them and to be honest it would have prompted too many memories. I
loved that dog; love all dogs, so that too was a wrench. Anyhow, eventually
I upped sticks and came to Brighton having decided it was a place where
there were lots of gays so I'd surely find another boyfriend."

"And have you?"

"Nope, so far have not found anyone I felt I could love; I'm not into a
quick fuck like some guys; I like to get to know a guy before we have
serious sex; don't mind the occasional fumble and suck but that's as far as
it goes."

Simon looked at me with his gorgeous brown eyes and I again noticed they
seemed to smile at me. He was still holding my hand which I found
comforting because relaying my story had brought it all back.

"Anyhow, after a few weeks of being here I met Bob Mullins in a gay bar;
he's also gay in case you hadn't realised; and he said he was looking for a
delivery driver so I agreed and have been doing it ever since; he tends
only to offer deliveries to those people who can't get to the shop because
of old age or disability so I pick the orders and deliver them; hence why
I'm here with yours so if there's anything wrong with it, I'm to blame. I
still do the computer programming so with my twenty five hours a week
working for Bob, I make ends meet; apart from that I enjoy meeting people
and helping them; I have all kinds; some who can't walk, those who are
deaf, blind like you and one or two lovely old ladies who just can't manage
to carry their shopping home anymore; I feel I'm doing a worthwhile job for
the community."

"So, that's my sad story, what about yours; have you always been blind?

Simon considered the question for a moment as if he was trying to decide if
he wanted to unburden his soul to a complete stranger. I added that he
didn't have to tell me since I was only the delivery boy and may not ever
see him again but he squeezed my hand and began.

"My parents split up when I was six; it seems my mother found out my father
was bisexual and although he loved her and was faithful to her when it came
to women, he had several guys on the side who he fucked; she couldn't deal
with that so they split. I'm told she went off with a Spanish guy and moved
to Spain with him leaving my father to look after me. I loved my dad very
much; we got on well and always had fun together; it didn't bother me that
he was gay and as I began to realise I was the same it was even less of a
problem."

"Fuck, you're gay as well?" I exclaimed.

He nodded and grinned. "So we're two lonely poofs" he chuckled before
continuing with his story. "When I was fourteen my dad and I were involved
in a car crash; a car came careering towards us from the other side of the
road for some reason and hit our car on the driver's side; my dad was badly
injured and died later in hospital; my head was thrown against the door
frame and knocked me out; I was in a coma for several days and when I came
to I realised I couldn't see; seems the impact severed the optical nerves
or something; had the doctors realised earlier they may have been able to
do something but by the time I came out of the coma it was too late; that
was eleven years ago; had it happened today I daresay something could have
been done to repair the damage but not now it seems so I had to learn to
live a life of being blind and without the one person I loved with all my
heart; rather like you really."

He paused and I could see tears forming in his eyes. I wanted to jump up
and take him into my arms but instead squeezed his hand and said how
terrible that must have been.

"Have you no other family?"

"Nope; my dad's boyfriend who was living with us at the time continued to
look after me until I was nineteen but by then he'd found someone else to
love and the new boyfriend didn't want me as a burden round his neck.

"Is that how he saw you? A burden?" I asked somewhat shocked.

"Seems like it; but hell, who would want to live with a blind guy and all
that entails?"

"I would" I said and then added quickly "Assuming the blind guy loved
me". Simon lifted his head and looked at me as if he was really seeing
me. It was slightly unnerving as I looked into his eyes knowing he couldn't
but his face showed kindness and compassion. He patted my hand and squeezed
it again which sent another shot of electricity straight to my groin.

"Thank you but few people seem to feel the same way" he replied somewhat
dejectedly.

"So how do you manage; without anyone living with you to do things"

He gave a small grin and said "Just because I'm blind doesn't make me
completely incapable you know". I felt suitably admonished and didn't
reply. "But I know what you mean; there are things that I either can't or
find difficult to do so that's why I have a carer come in each day. When I
told my dad's boyfriend to fuck off having seen he wanted to move in with
his mate, I employed someone through an agency. It worked well up until
about six months ago. He was a lovely guy, not gay but that didn't bother
me, and he was very reliable. He'd do all the shopping and cooked things
for me to heat up but he was suddenly diagnosed with lung cancer. He went
through chemotherapy but it seemed it had been picked up too late and
within three months he was dead so I lost yet another person I really
liked."

"Fuck, you really have been through the wars; but can the agency not find
someone else to take his place?"

"They've sent several guys but none of them have been that good and the
latest is fucking useless as I said earlier so what the hell I'm going to
do I haven't a clue".

"I could come in each day if you like" I suddenly said without any real
thought as to how I could manage it but something inside me was saying I
wanted to get to know this guy some more. "I could do your shopping since I
work for a supermarket and I like cooking so could make you some meals for
you to heat up; what happens about cleaning, do you have a cleaner?"

He nodded and then added that she was fairly useless as well since he could
frequently feel dust around the place so he was wondering if he was wasting
his money.

"How often does she come in?"

"Once a week; why?"

"Well, I could do the cleaning as well; I could come at a weekend if that
was okay with you and you could pay me what you pay her; one thing I can
guarantee is that you won't find any dust when I've finished; as my mum
always says, I'm a fussy poof and dust doesn't dare show its face in my
place".

Simon laughed and for a moment his whole face lit up. It was the happiest
I'd seen him since I'd been there which was now getting on for an
hour. "Anyhow, have a think about it and let me know; I could pop in
tomorrow after work if you like; in the meantime I'd better unpack this
lot".

I immediately got up leaving him at the table. As I unpacked and told him
what each item was he said where he wanted it using the face of a clock to
give more precise instructions. I was used to following customer's wishes
so it was natural to me.

"Okay, all done; so shall I come round tomorrow afternoon?" I asked hoping
against hope he'd say yes. He didn't answer for a moment and I was sure the
answer was going to be a no but he nodded and took hold of my hand again.

"Yes, I'd like that and thanks for what you've done today" he eventually
replied having considered the matter.

As I got up to go, the dog stood up wagging its tail. "What's your guide
dog called?"

"Rudy; I've had him for two years now". He reached down to give him a pat
on the head. Rudy responded and nuzzled his hand.

"He's lovely; reminds me a bit of the Labrador I had; I miss him
terribly". I then patted Rudy who seemed to smile at me as he looked into
my eyes, and I made my way out.

"I think he likes you" he called after me, "He's not normally so at ease
with a complete stranger".

I chuckled, "Yeah, I have that effect on animals and people" I replied as I
opened the front door and left.

On my way back to the shop to return the van and collect my car, I couldn't
get my mind off Simon. My cock couldn't either!


2.

The following day I dropped in to see Simon on my way home. I half expected
him to say 'thank you but no thank you' in response to my offer to go in
each day and to do his cleaning. When I pressed the intercom at the gate a
cheery voice told me to come on in so I drove my car, a Seat Leon five
door, up to the front door. My car was one of the few things where I
treated myself. I loved cars and when I saw a particularly good deal at the
local Seat dealer a few months earlier, I went mad and bought it on HP. I'd
never owned a new car before so I was particularly proud of my silver
beauty. Not that Simon would be able to admire it visually but if I was
lucky enough to take him for a ride anytime, he'd certainly enjoy its
smooth ride. I'd even looked into dog restraints on the net the previous
evening since Rudy would have to be safely secured in the back. Okay, I
knew I was jumping ahead of myself and the guy hadn't said yes to my offer,
but I couldn't get him out of my mind.

"Hi" I said once Simon opened the door. Rudy was also there wagging his
tail clearly pleased to see me.

"Hi, come on in" Simon said brightly. As I stepped into the hall, my heart
was thumping. Was he just being nice to let me down gently or was he also
excited at the thought of us seeing more of each other?

This time he led me into the living room at the back of the house although
I noticed there were some sliding doors that separated it from the dining
room at the front. "This is a beautiful house" I commented as I walked in
having kicked off my trainers in the hallway. It was always my practice to
do that since I never wanted to risk getting dirt on other people's
carpets. I noticed that Simon paused as I did so and smiled, although I
wasn't sure if he was pleased that I'd done so or thought of it as another
one of my fussy queen acts. I did notice that he too was barefooted like
the day before. Perhaps it gave him a better feel of where he was
walking. Either way, the soft living room carpet felt good on my bare feet
since I seldom wear socks.

He sat down on a sofa and indicated for me to sit opposite him on
another. Everything in the room looked expensive and I wondered how he made
his money. We'd not talked about that the day before so I was intrigued
since he was frequently home from what I could tell so didn't go out to
work in the normal way. Once I'd sat down, Rudy came over and sniffed my
bare feet. His nose tickled them but I'd been used to my dog doing that so
it didn't bother me. I reached down and stroked his head which he clearly
liked.

"Is he licking your feet?"

"Having a good sniff" I chuckled wondering how the hell he knew what he was
doing. He called him over and he obediently sat down beside him. He too
stroked his head as if to say 'good boy' which I rather liked. He clearly
loved his dog which pleased me no end. I hated to see dogs ignored since
they thrived on receiving praise and I imagined a guide dog was no
different.

"Sorry, I should have asked if you'd like a drink of anything". I said I
was fine but was happy to get him something if he wanted but he said
no. For a moment he just looked at me with those gorgeous brown eyes which
seemed to be looking right into mine and I automatically smiled back.

"Right" he started to say as my heart once again thumped with excitement,
or was it fear of what I felt certain I was going to hear. "I've had a good
long hard think about the offer you kindly made yesterday".

Here we go, a big but is on its way and then a no, I thought.

"If the offer is still available I'd like to accept". My heart raced even
harder and for a moment I was unable to respond.

"Accept? You'd like me to come in each day?" I eventually managed to
gasp. "Wow".

He grinned and leant forward slightly. "I take it the offer to be my Carer
and my cleaner is still available".

"Yeah, of course, I'd love to accept" I exclaimed, "Just wasn't expecting
you to say yes".

"Why?" he replied sitting back into his seat.

"Well, we've only just met and you don't really know me; let's face it
you're putting a lot of trust in someone when you invite them into your
home."

"You mean because I'm blind" he replied somewhat smartly.

"Well, yeah but whether or not someone has their sight it's still a risk".

He chuckled although quite why I'm not sure. "Just because I'm blind
doesn't mean I'm a fool".

"No, I wasn't inferring you were" I hurriedly replied.

He again chuckled and leant forward. "Would you mind standing up Lee and
face the window". Not having a clue why, I did so as he too stood up. I
then felt his hands gently rubbing over my shoulders. Just the touch of
them through my T shirt sent a reaction straight down to my cock. "Mm,
can't feel any wings or bumps" he chuckled before saying I could sit back
down. He then explained that he'd spoken to Bob Mullins that morning to
obtain a reference for me. It did explain why Bob grinned at me during one
of our brief encounters but had said nothing. "It seems you're an angel in
Bob's eyes; you're kind, considerate, very willing, very reliable, hard
working and trustworthy and all the customers you deal with love you. With
a reference like that I'd be a fool not to accept your offer."

For a moment I was gobsmacked. Okay I knew customers did like me on the
whole and Bob had always been pleased with my work but to receive a glowing
reference like that was quite something. "Perhaps I should ask for a raise
in pay before he changes his mind" I chuckled.

"I shouldn't push your luck too far"

"Yeah, you're right"

"Anyhow, more to the point are you really sure you want to take on this
grumpy blind queen?"

I laughed. "I know I can't do anything about his blindness or being a
queen, but I reckon I can get rid of the grumpiness in due course".

He laughed and almost jumped over to sit beside me. It never failed to
amaze me at how agile he was. He seemed to know where everything was and
move around as if he could see as well as I could.

"I reckon we're going to make a good team" he beamed and put his hand on my
thigh. For a moment my whole body froze. The feel of his hand so near my
crotch caused me to go into overdrive. "Could I ask you a favour before I
show you round the house and we discuss things in more detail" he then
asked.

"Sure" I replied wondering what he wanted.

"I'd like to get a mental picture of you and I prefer to do that by touch
rather than you just describe yourself; would you mind if I felt you."

"Of course you can, feel whatever you like" I grinned rather hoping he
might actually want to feel me all over since my body certainly wanted him
to do so. He grinned as he stood up and took hold of my hand to do the
same.

I stood facing him and placed my hands down the side of me as
instructed. He then felt for my face and gently caressed it all over. He
ran his fingers through my short hair commenting on how soft it felt. "What
colour is your hair?"

"Dark but not black, much the same as yours"

"And your eyes, what colour are they?"

"Blue grey"

"You have lovely soft skin and beautiful lips" he said as he gently felt
them with his fingers. He then ran his hands down the sides of my body to
my waist and then down my chest and over my stomach. "Mm, you keep fit I
can see; do you go to the gym?"

"Nope, never have; I'm one of those annoying individuals who manage to
maintain a good body without that although I do eat sensibly and walk quite
a lot."

His hands remained round my waist and I wondered whether that was the end
of his investigation.

"Would you mind if I explored further down?" he grinned.

"Sure; help yourself" I chuckled. By now my cock was straining to get out
and causing my jeans to bulge. I then watched him squat down and run his
hands down the outside of my legs and over my butt before running them up
the inside of one leg into my crotch. Once they'd reached my groin he
looked up and grinned. "Keep going if you want" I added rather hoping he
would.

"Are you sure?"

"Yeah, why not; you might as well have the whole tour whilst you're at it"
I laughed. He immediately placed a hand on my crotch and felt the long
thick roll that was now very evident. If he'd been able to see he certainly
wouldn't have any doubt as to the effect he was having on me.

"Wow, I assume that means you're pleased to see me"

"You could say that" I chuckled.

Finally he got up and stood right in front of me. I could feel his breath
on my face and it felt wonderful. He took one of my hands and pressed it
against his crotch. He too was hard so I knew now that he was very turned
on by me. As I gently pressed against his erection he leant forward and
kissed me on the lips. It was only a light kiss but it was more than I'd
ever hoped for, at least for the time being. Hopefully things would
progress further in time but that kiss was a good start.


Finally he suggested he show me round the house. Leading off the living
room was a conservatory which he said was generally always warm even when
the sun wasn't shining. "When it is" he explained, "It's a great place to
sunbathe; do you like feeling the sun on your naked skin?"

I grinned and said I most certainly did since Ben, my ex, had introduced me
to nudism and we often went to places where we could sunbathe in the
nude. Simon liked the idea of doing that and asked if there were any places
in or around Brighton. I told him about the Marina beach but that was not
particularly nice since it was so public but there were other places to
go. I told him my favourite was the dunes at Clymping near Shoreham. Not an
official nudist area but people used it, especially the gays.

He then took me upstairs where there were four bedrooms, one of which was
set up as an office come study. It was then that he explained he was a
writer. Having asked what he wrote he replied, "Novels, gay of course, and
various articles for magazines". I was intrigued how he typed things up and
he showed me how he used a microphone which automatically typed the words
onto his computer and how it would then speak back what he'd written. He
used the same program for reading his emails and anything else he
accessed. The keyboard also had Braille keys.

"I know a little bit of Braille" I commented as I ran my fingers over the
keys.

"Is there anything you don't know?" he laughed, "You sign, you know Braille
and you can do computer programming".

"Yeah well, I do my best; I guess the only thing I can't do is find a
boyfriend" I laughed. He smiled and put his hand up to brush the side of my
face but said nothing.

Whilst upstairs I also noticed the main bedroom, which was his, had its own
bathroom with a large shower area. There was an even larger bathroom that
contained a Jacuzzi bath and another shower. The main bathroom was a wet
room like the other which I imagined made it easier for him to navigate.

Off the hallway was a small downstairs cloakroom and off the kitchen which
I'd sat in the previous day, there was a utility room which contained a
washing machine, dryer and the gas boiler that heated the water and
provided the heating. From this there was a door that led into a garage
where, he explained, his father's car used to be parked but of course that
had long gone. In its place there was an electric mower which reminded me
to ask who did the gardening.

"I have a rather nice young man come in each week to do that for me" he
grinned, "He lives a few doors along and is studying horticulture at the
local college so he likes to experiment with new plants and things which is
fine by me. What it looks like I have no idea but both the front garden and
the back always smells wonderful and Rudy seems to like running around out
there. I said from what I'd seen it all looked in perfect order, especially
the front which was mainly paved with small beds and planters.

"Do you never feel vulnerable living here alone?"

"The place is very secure with CCTV and alarms which are connected to the
local police station; not that the CCTV is much good for me" he laughed,
"but the police say it is off putting to any likely intruder and of course
it has a recording system so anyone trying to get in will be caught on
camera for them to see."

We then decided it was time for a cup of tea so I made one whilst he sat
down at the kitchen table. As we drank that I made a few notes on what food
he liked or disliked. As it happened our tastes were very much the same so
it meant that when I cooked at home, I could make sufficient for two and
bring things in for him. We agreed that I'd call in after I'd finished work
each day and I'd go round on a Saturday to do the cleaning which would
probably take most of the day. He didn't seem bothered about Sundays but I
said I'd probably pop by in any event. Finally, he told me what he'd been
paying the agency and the cleaner. I was more than happy with the same
amount so we shook hands and the deal was done. The extra money would
certainly come in useful so I was delighted.

"When would you like me to start?"

"Tomorrow?" he chuckled.

"Yeah, fine; and start the cleaning on Saturday?"

He nodded saying he'd tell the agency they could fuck off since the guy who
was supposed to have come had again not turned up or been in touch. He'd
call the cleaner to say he didn't want her anymore and would pay her a
week's notice. It was some weeks later that I found out his father had been
a successful barrister as had his before him, so the family had been well
off for many years. Since Simon was the only heir, he got the lot when his
father died which provided him with a comfortable income. His writing also
brought in good money but that was icing on the cake really. Although I
felt it must be great not to have to worry about money, I certainly didn't
begrudge him it. I'd rather be poor and have my sight than be rich and
blind but I was glad he didn't have to worry about money as well as deal
with his disability.


3.

I went home feeling very happy. I still couldn't believe that Simon had
said yes to my offer. He was gorgeous and I would enjoy seeing him every
day and doing things for him. In addition I was being paid for the pleasure
so things couldn't really be better.

The following day I decided to go home first after work, change and have a
shower before driving round to him. He'd given me a remote control unit
into which I had to key in a four digit password to open the gates to save
him letting me in each time. Apparently whenever the gates opened he was
notified with a bleep on his mobile phone to alert him that someone had
come in. When I rang the door intercom he told me to enter and the door
automatically opened. It seemed he had the latest electronics for
everything and was able to operate most things from his mobile phone, which
was voice activated, to make life easier and safer for him.

"I'm upstairs in the office" he called as Rudy came running down the stairs
to greet me.

"Hello Rudy" I said as he came up for a pat with his tail wagging as if I
was a long lost friend. He then followed me upstairs to find Simon and
trotted past me as if to lead the way.

"You've made a real friend there" Simon chuckled as I walked in and found
him sitting at his computer, "He's not normally so welcoming until he
really knows someone."

"He probably knows it's me who's going to bring him his food" I laughed and
gave Rudy another pat.

Simon then turned to face me and grinned. "Do I get a pat or a hug or
something?" he chuckled.

"You can have whatever you want" I laughed and stood beside him not quite
sure what he wanted me to do.

He stood up and took me into his arms. "How about a hug and a kiss" he
giggled doing just that. For a moment I was surprised since as much as I
yearned for such a thing to happen I hadn't reckoned on it happening quite
so soon. The hug and the kiss were very passionate and I could feel his
body pressing against mine which did nothing to calm down the reaction it
was having on me. "Mm, you smell nice" he murmured as he hugged and rubbed
his hand up and down my back and over my buttocks. I glanced down at Rudy
who was looking at us without any concern.

"Rudy doesn't seem concerned about us doing this" I managed to say once
he'd released my lips. "I would have thought he'd have been trying to
protect you."

"He can sense if I'm receiving unwanted advances or being attacked, you can
be sure of that" he laughed. "He likes you and knows I do too so he's
relaxed about it".

"Mm nice to know, what would he have done otherwise?"

"Taken a bite out of your balls probably"

"Wow, I shall have to remember that"

"Anyhow, I'm pleased to see you haven't changed your mind about coming"

I nearly spluttered. That was certainly not likely to happen.

He came back downstairs with me and I explained I'd made him some meals
which only needed heating up in the microwave or the oven. I'd also
purchased some more dog food which I put away in the cupboard for him as
Rudy watched with great interest.

"Do you have a Braille printer?" I explained I'd done some labels for the
plastic containers I'd put the meals in and had them on a memory stick. He
said he did upstairs so we went up to print them off.

"That's sweet of you" he said and gave me another kiss.


Over the next few days I went each afternoon after work and did various
jobs for him. Each day I got the feeling that he wanted to get to know me
far more intimately but although I wanted to, I didn't want to make
assumptions until he'd made it perfectly clear that was what he wanted.

On the Saturday I arrived to start the cleaning at nine in the morning. I'd
already noticed that the house needed a good clean since there was thick
dust under and behind furniture and on pictures. The cleaner Simon had
employed had clearly done the bare minimum so I knew it was going to be a
full day but I wanted to get it done. I'd also brought with me my favourite
cleaning cloths, polishes and materials since what was in the cupboard were
not up to much. Simon had said to charge it to his account at the shop
which is what I did.

When he released the front door catch to let me in he asked me to go
straight up to the bathroom. Thinking that perhaps he was in difficulty or
needed help to get out the bath, I threw off my jacket, kicked off my
trainers and ran upstairs. I also noted that Rudy had not come down to
greet me as he normally did. As I went my mind and my body was in overdrive
at the thought of Simon being naked in the bath but I was also worried that
he'd had a fall. When I reached the bathroom door I gasped. He was giving
Rudy a shampoo, hence the reason why he hadn't come down to greet me
although his tail was wagging back and forth to show his pleasure at my
arrival. What was more interesting was that Simon was stripped down to a
very sexy pair of briefs and the back view was showing ample flesh below
the waist. My cock went even harder as I gazed at his nakedness.

"Hi, could do with your help here" he said completely oblivious to the
effect his state of undress was having on me since he was crouching down in
the shower area with his back to me. "I'm always worried I'm going to get
soap in his eyes".

I immediately moved forward just at the point when Rudy decided to shake
his body. Like most dogs he didn't approve of being lathered with soap so
tried to shake it off. I jumped back not wanting to get soaked. I'd
shampooed a dog many a time in the past and knew how wet you could get.

"Let me quickly strip off" I said hastily removing my T shirt and
sweatpants. I noticed Simon grin and no doubt wishing he could see me in a
state of undress.

"That is very unfair", he giggled, "Now I have to imagine what you look
like naked."

"If you're good I'll let you have one of your touchy feely sessions to find
out" I laughed as I knelt down beside Rudy's head to protect his eyes
whilst Simon continued.

"I shall hold you to that" he laughed.

"I was rather hoping you would" I replied and watched the expert way he
shampooed the dog.

Once the soaping was finished, he used the shower head to rinse it off
whilst I kept my hand over Rudy's eyes and kissed his nuzzle every so
often. Rudy liked the attention and licked my nose when he could.

"You're turning him into a softy" Simon chuckled. He never seemed to miss a
thing when I did something without actually saying what I was doing.

"I'm just making him feel wanted and loved"

"And what about me?" he laughed.

"That comes later if you're good"

"I see, Rudy gets it without having to be good but I have to earn it" he
laughed.

"He's already earned it; he's as good as gold; you should have seen my dog
when I shampooed him; he hated it and the whole bathroom looked as if a
bomb had hit it when I'd finished."

"Mm" was all Simon replied with a big wide grin.

"And I've got you a treat downstairs" I whispered into Rudy's ear.

"What about me?" Simon giggled as he checked over with his hand to make
sure all the soap had gone.

"You'll have to wait and see" I teased him.

Once Rudy had been fully rinsed I indicated for him to have a good shake by
shaking my body. It worked a treat as always and he shook the excess water
over the pair of us.

"Thanks, I needed a shower" Simon exclaimed sarcastically having got the
full force of the spray. I'd made sure that I was mostly out of range
although my briefs ended up damp all the same.

Simon decided he'd have a shower whilst I dried Rudy off with the towel
he'd left ready. As I rubbed Ruby dry, I watched Simon strip off his briefs
and stand stark naked under the shower just feet from me. By now my cock
was fully erect and there was nothing I could do about it. Soon Ruby was
dry and he went to sit obediently by the door whilst his master
finished. When Simon emerged from the shower I placed a towel round him and
dried his hair. He was perfectly capable of doing it himself but I couldn't
stop myself. He clearly enjoyed it and stood there for a moment as I rubbed
his hair dry.

When I'd done and placed the towel round his shoulders, he moved right up
close to me and pulled me into a hug. His wet body smothered me with water
including my briefs. His hands moved down to feel them and came across the
hard roll that was hidden inside.

"These are damp; you'll have to take them off" he giggled making them even
wetter with his wet hands.

"Okay, I know you're game" I laughed, "You want me naked too". I hastily
pushed them down my legs and kicked them behind me. Our two naked bodies
joined together and my erection pressed against his which was also reacting
just as rapidly.

"You smell nice" he whispered before pulling me into a passionate kiss. I'd
noticed he was doing this more and more since I'd started coming and doing
things for him. Although nothing had been said by either of us, I had the
feeling he liked me very much and if my cock was anything to go by, I liked
him although it was more than just sexual attraction. I had a strong
feeling deep down that I was falling in love with this guy despite my best
intentions not to since I felt as his carer I shouldn't do that. However,
his actions towards me didn't help me to maintain that position and I had a
strong feeling he wanted me. The question was did I want him? Of course I
fucking wanted him, he was gorgeous and a great catch for any man. The fact
that he was blind didn't come into the equation.

As these thoughts flashed through my mind I felt his hand round my hard
cock. I reached down and felt his and he gave a small gasp. I decided to
take the plunge and slowly sank down onto my haunches. When his cock was in
front of my lips I wrapped them round it. It tasted beautiful. He had two
large balls which I rolled round in my hand whilst I sucked on the
beautiful uncut head. I could taste his pre-cum and knew if I continued
like this he would soon be shooting his load into my mouth. I decided to
keep going and within another minute or two he was doing just that. The hot
creamy cum suddenly shot out into my mouth and his whole body convulsed as
ribbon after ribbon was ejaculated. When he'd finally calmed down I licked
the end clean and gave it one more suck making him gasp and groan with
pleasure.

"Fuck, I've not had a blow job like that for more years than I care to
remember" he gasped when I'd stood up again.

"When was the last blow job you had then?" I asked wanting to know if he
had regular sex or not.

"The last time I had any form of sex with someone was with a guy called
Jack; we met at the Guide Dog Association centre when I was first
introduced to Rudy; that was about three years ago; he was being matched
with a guide dog and we hit it off with each other and had a short fling
whilst there."

"Have you not seen him since?"

"No, although we contact each other every so often; he lives in London
which makes it difficult"

"I could always take you, either by train or car if you'd like"

He said he'd like that and might well take me up on the offer. "In the
meantime, what are we going to do about this?" he chuckled and took hold of
my flapping cock that was still showing definite signs of interest. "When
did you last have this sucked?"

"Now you're asking" I laughed, "The last person I had full sex with was Ben
so that was three years ago but since then I've had the occasional blow job
from guys I've met in bars but not for a long time."

"Mm, perhaps we should remedy that" he giggled and immediately dropped down
and took my cock into his mouth. As soon as I felt his hot lips round it I
gasped. It was awesome. He could certainly suck cock and by the time he had
me shooting my load into his mouth I was weak at the knees.

"Fuck, that was brilliant, thanks"

"Anytime" he giggled and moved to pick up a dry pair of briefs he'd put to
one side. I decided to don my slightly damp pair before putting back my T
shirt and sweatpants. Rudy had remained sitting by the door watching us
clearly not concerned that his master was being sexually satisfied or me
for that matter.

"I'd better get on with the cleaning"

"And I've got an article to write so see you later".


As I went downstairs, Rudy followed me. I pulled out of my bag a dog twist
for him and he got excited. It was good for his teeth as well as being a
treat. "That's for being such a good boy" I whispered to him as he took the
twist from my hand and ran off into the kitchen.

"You spoiling my dog again" Simon called down laughing.

"He deserves it; besides, it's good for his teeth" I shouted back and
realised I couldn't do anything without Simon knowing. His hearing was so
acute.


I spent the morning downstairs. The living room was cleaned from top to
bottom and gleamed when I'd finished. I was pleased with the result as I
looked round admiring my work before moving into the hall to give that the
same treatment. Simon had the best when it came to the vacuum cleaner. It
was the latest Dyson which sucked up dirt brilliantly. Seeing the amount of
dirt it picked up I wondered if the previous cleaner had ever used it but
at least the carpets now looked and smelt clean. Once the hall was gleaming
I quickly did the downstairs cloakroom before starting on the kitchen. This
too needed a major clean from top to bottom. All the tops of the cupboard
units were filthy and I noticed several inside needed a good clean but
they'd have to wait until another day. The cleanest item was the oven but
then I doubted Simon used it that much apart from heating things up.


When the downstairs was complete, the bin emptied, washed and relined with
a new plastic bin bag before dumping the rubbish into the wheelie bin at
the side of the house, I went upstairs with Rudy following.

"Right, the downstairs is now complete" I said as I peered into Simon's
study, "Would you like me to make you a sandwich for lunch before I start
up here?"

"Mm, now you are spoiling me" he giggled and held out his hand for me to
join him. Rudy wagged his tail with approval so I moved right up to where
Simon was sitting. He put an arm round the top of my legs and pulled me
close. It again caused a reaction and Simon being Simon, soon found
it. "Now that's what I like to feel" he giggled as he rubbed his hand along
the length of my burgeoning cock.

"You're incorrigible" I giggled.

"I know, but I can't resist having a feel; you really are so gorgeous and
you smell so good."

"I doubt it after working like a beaver doing the cleaning that your
previous lady clearly never bothered doing" I chuckled.

"Well, I did tell you she was useless, that's why I accepted your offer
apart from giving me the opportunity to do this."

I laughed and decided not to answer that since I knew it would encourage
him more. "So, what would you like in your sandwich?"

He asked me the options which I listed out having refilled his fridge with
things the day before and he opted for ham and tomato. I said I'd also
include cucumber since I'd added that to his shopping list and added that
he could have some cider or wine with his meal. He chuckled again as he
gave me another grope, "See, you really are spoiling me; I don't normally
have such a choice".

I bent down and kissed the top of his head. I was spoiling him, I knew
that, but there was something about him that made me want to do so. He
followed me downstairs with Rudy jumping ahead and once down he stood and
smelt.

"Wow, I've never known the house smell so good; I can actually smell polish
for once" he added before crouching down on the floor and rubbing his hand
across the carpet before smelling that too. "And the carpet actually smells
clean; you're a genius."

I laughed, "Not really; I've just cleaned as it should be cleaned but I'm
glad I've pleased you".

He moved over to where I was standing and took me into his arms again. "You
do more than please me Lee, you make me so happy and I've not felt this
happy for a very long time." I suddenly realised he was being serious and
not just joking which he so often did.

"Thanks, that means a lot to me Simon" I replied and this time it was me
that initiated the kiss. He immediately responded and it was soon
passionate with tongues exploring wildly. Our bodies were pressed together
and I could feel his hardness against mine. If I wasn't careful I'd be
leading him back upstairs, stripping him off and taking him to bed. As he
kissed it suddenly hit me that I really was in love with the guy and I
wasn't sure what to do apart from let him take the lead because I had to be
sure he wanted me; in no way was I going to risk another person stealing my
heart for it to be thrown to one side later.

Finally we broke the kiss having felt each other and knowing it could have
progressed further if either had suggested it but neither I nor he said
anything to prompt that so I made a hasty retreat into the kitchen to make
our lunch.


After we'd finished our lunch and I'd cleared away the dirty dishes, I went
upstairs to do what was necessary up there. It required much the same since
dust and dirt was everywhere. I felt like ringing the woman's neck since
she'd clearly taken advantage of a blind person yet accepted his money
without any compunction. Once done, including the two bathrooms which now
gleamed, the two spare bedrooms and Simon's study, everything smelt clean
and was clean. I was more than satisfied with my day's work by the time I
made my way home. Simon had tried to persuade me to stay for a meal with
him but I made an excuse not to do so. I was very tempted but I knew had I
done so that we'd end up in bed and I needed to be sure he was looking for
a relationship and not just a roll in the hay before that happened.

As I made my way, I patted Rudy and told Simon I'd pop in the following
morning just to see that everything was okay. It was Sunday of course and I
had things to do at home, including my own cleaning, although I could clean
my place from top to bottom within an hour, but I also had some programming
to do I'd promised Damian. He'd given me his latest ideas on a new computer
game but it still needed a lot of work done to make it a commercial
product.


4.

Over the next few weeks I fell into a routine. I popped in after work each
day, brought with me meals I'd cooked, groceries required and did anything
else Simon needed. He seemed to have few friends from what I could see and
apart from taking Rudy out for a walk each day, seldom went out for his own
pleasure. I wondered whether to offer to drive him somewhere so that Rudy
could have a good run round but he seemed happy using Preston Park so I
decided not to do so for the time being. Having given the house a thorough
clean that first week, after then I did odd bits of cleaning during the
week so managed to complete the remainder by lunchtime on the Saturday. It
meant I could spend the afternoon with Simon, and go out for the occasional
walk with him and Rudy.

Apart from the time we'd sucked each other off we'd not done anything
sexual since then but Simon made it quite clear he fancied me. I fancied
him like hell but felt I needed to maintain a slight distance because he
was paying me as a Carer and a cleaner. To be honest I'd have looked after
him for nothing but I needed the money.


After we'd known each other for just over a month things changed. It was
early May and the day had started off fine and sunny but by lunchtime the
rain was coming down in sheets. I'd finished my deliveries and was parking
the van when Bob Mullins my boss mentioned that Simon was sheltering inside
the shop from the rain. I went to find him and was shocked to see he was
soaked to the skin. He'd walked into town wearing just a T shirt and
sweatpants, both of which were now dripping. Poor Rudy also looked
bedraggled with rainwater running off his glossy coat.

"Oh my god, you two are soaked"

Simon turned on hearing my voice and grinned. "Yeah we got caught in the
downpour".

"Come on I'll drive you home"

I led Simon through to the back of the shop with one or two customers
somewhat surprised to see a dog walking through a grocery store but then
realised it was a guide dog which was of course allowed. Bob's store was
about the size of the Tesco Express along the street but despite the
obvious advantages that they had when it came to buying in bulk Bob
provided a personal service and had been in business far longer than they'd
been in the town. People loved him and the service they received so were
prepared to pay the extra penny.

When I told Simon I had a car seat dog harness for Rudy he was impressed
and kissed me. I said I'd always used one for my dog but didn't let on that
I'd only recently bought it in the hope that I'd be taking them
somewhere. The one I used to have had gone with Ben since he now had the
dog.

When we got back to Simon's house I told him to get out of his clothes
before he got a chill whilst I gave Rudy a good rub down in the
kitchen. Having made a cup of tea I went upstairs to find Simon since he
hadn't come down. I found him standing stark naked in the bathroom waiting
for the Jacuzzi bath to fill. I gasped at the beautiful sight before
me. I'd seen him in his briefs before but totally naked he was something
else. He was gorgeous.

"Wow" was all I managed to say as I gave him his tea.

"Decided to have a soak to get warm; how's Rudy, is he okay?"

"He's fine; tucking into his food now."

Simon turned and put his arms round me. "Thanks, you're such a kind guy;
how about joining me for a soak?"

For a moment I stared at him and then grinned having realised what it would
mean. Once the bath was filled, I stripped off and helped Simon get in. The
bath was oval so plenty large enough for us to sit side by side. My body
was already excited and clearly showing the fact.

For a while we just lay there enjoying the warmth of the water and the feel
of the bubbles round our nakedness. Simon then moved his hand into my
crotch and felt my cock which was now hard.

"Mm" he groaned with pleasure as he gently ran it through his fingers
making me also groan. I looked across to his and that too was hard so I
placed my hand on it. For a few moments we just gently massaged each other
waiting for the other person to make the next move. Suddenly he lifted
himself up and sat across my lap. Our two cocks now rubbed together as he
held me in his arms. He then moved his head forward and kissed me. I'd
noticed as he moved towards my lips his eyes were closed which intrigued me
and then realised that was what I normally did when I kissed a guy
passionately. It was a full on kiss and very passionate. I opened my mouth
to allow his tongue to explore inside and the more he did so the more my
whole body became alive as if an electric current was shooting through
it. There was no doubt in my mind that I wanted him, in fact I wanted him
very badly but still I couldn't totally release my fear of letting him in
and being discarded at a later date like Ben had done to me. I could feel
his hand now rubbing the two cocks together and I knew any minute I was
going to reach my climax. We said nothing apart from groans of pleasure as
the kiss continued. It was the longest kiss we'd ever had and it was
wonderful.

Suddenly I felt my whole body tense and I knew I was going to shoot my load
any second.

"Yeah, let it go" he muttered, having paused the kiss for a moment. I did
and ribbons of seed shot out between our bodies. Soon after I sensed his
doing the same and both our bodies rubbed against each other as we shot our
load. Finally we both calmed down and he looked at me with his gorgeous
brown eyes. I was convinced for a moment he was actually seeing me since
they sparkled with joy.

"That was beautiful", he grinned.

"Fantastic". I was about to add 'I so love you' but didn't despite wanting
to do so. I had the feeling he too was about to say more but
didn't. Instead he moved off me and suggested we got out the bath before we
turned into prunes. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it round him before
grabbing one for myself. Once dressed, we went downstairs to find Rudy in
the conservatory lying in the sun which had now come out again. He
immediately stood up and came running over to greet us with his tail
wagging. I loved Rudy every bit as much as his master. Having given him a
good cuddle and made sure he was dry we all sat down in the conservatory
and enjoyed the afternoon sun.

That evening Simon encouraged me to stay for a meal so I decided to cook
the sausages I'd planned for myself. One advantage of working for a grocery
store was that I got a staff discount so bought everything I needed from
Mullins. As it happened, I'd bought some things that day so they were still
in my car since I hadn't been home. I always stored perishables in one of
the special freezer bags that a customer's order was packed in so even
frozen goods kept okay. Simon tried to argue saying I should use one of the
meals I'd cooked for him but eventually I won the argument.

As I set the plate before him I detailed what was on it and where.

"Sausages on the right side with braised onions; mashed potato at ten to;
green beans at twenty to". I then asked if he'd like some gravy.

"Yeah, love lots of gravy"

I followed the main dish with a lemon flan I'd bought for him.

"That was a delicious meal, thank you" he said as he licked his lips after
finishing off his last piece of flan. I was amazed at how adept he was at
eating and finding things on his plate. I closed my own eyes at one point
just to see what it was like and made a pig's ear of it but decided no
doubt practice made perfect.

Once we'd cleared up we sat in the living room and had a lovely evening
together. I could tell he enjoyed the company and so did I for that
matter. I had the distinct feeling that if I'd given the slightest
indication that I was willing, he would have invited me to stay over but I
said I had to get back home since I needed a change of work clothes for the
morning. I was so tempted but decided to be strong and resist. Even so, our
parting was far more passionate than any other had been and when I went out
the door to get in the car I had an erection.


Every day of the following week went much the same way. When I arrived
Simon gave me a very passionate welcome with Rudy wagging his tail like mad
as if to say, 'come on you two; get it together'. Each day he asked if I'd
like to stay for a meal and each time I said yes but after we'd cleared
away and had a sit in the living room I made my way home. To be honest I'd
enjoyed preparing a meal for the pair of us and it meant Simon was eating
freshly cooked food rather than heated up dishes I'd prepared days before.


It was on a Friday evening when our relationship took a step further. When
I arrived I met the young gardener leaving. I'd met him previously on a
couple of occasions and he was certainly delicious. It was such a shame
that Simon couldn't enjoy the view as he worked in the garden but I did
give him a detailed picture the first time I'd seen him. The sad thing was
that he was straight. At least that was the indication he gave although he
clearly had no problem with working for a gay guy.

"Simon's sunbathing in the conservatory" he grinned. It wasn't until I'd
gone inside and found him that I realised why the young guy had such a grin
on his face. I did begin to wonder whether he was gay after all, or perhaps
he batted for both sides.

"Wow, now that's some view" I chuckled when I found Simon. He was laid out
on a sun bed mattress stark naked and with his legs wide open showing it
all. I knelt down beside him and gave him a passionate kiss as was our
usual greeting now. As I did so I moved my hand slowly down his naked torso
and onto his cock to give it a feel. The organ immediately sprang to
attention. He giggled and pulled my head tighter against his so our kiss
was even more passionate

"Come on, get those clothes off and join me; this sun is fucking beautiful"
he giggled once our kiss was over and lifted my T shirt to feel the naked
flesh beneath. I decided to oblige and hastily threw off my clothes. I
placed another sun bed mattress beside his so we were within touching
distance. I had a strong feeling I knew what was going to happen. As soon
as I was laid out with it all on show, Rudy sauntered over and licked my
balls. I giggled and gave him a big hug.

"Is he licking your balls?" Simon giggled.

"Yeah; I'm sure your dog is gay; he seems to take great interest in naked
men; I dread to think what he'd do if he saw two guys having sex."

As soon as I'd said it I guessed what Simon would do. "We could always find
out" he giggled and immediately climbed on top of me. Our naked bodies
rubbed together and Simon wiggled his cock against mine. By now both were
hard and it felt so good. First he kissed me and then worked his way down
my body kissing and teasing my nipples which was always a turn on. Soon
they were hard nubs and he was nipping them making me scream with
delight. Rudy came to see what he was up to and stood watching his master
work his way further down my body until his mouth was round my cock.

"Oh god" I exclaimed. The feel of his hot lips round the head made it jump
to attention. I'd not had any guy do this to me since our last session so
was ready for it. Simon knew precisely how to pleasure me and I was like
putty in his hands. He knew every button to press and had me writhing with
delight. Having sucked and licked my cock he took each of my balls into his
mouth and sucked each one until I was crying out. His hot tongue then
worked its way down between my legs which he then lifted to get at the part
he'd never before touched. To give him full access I held my legs up over
my chest and he licked away whilst pulling my buttocks apart to open me
up. When I felt his hot tongue pressing into me I nearly died. It was out
of this world. The last time any guy had done that to me was Ben but this
was ten times better.

"Oh my god" was all I could say and as I did so he looked at me with his
gorgeous brown eyes with a big wide grin.

"I'm taking you to bed" he said after a while, "And I'm not taking no for
an answer".

I knew I had to agree. Hell, I wanted to agree without question so let him
take my hand and lead me upstairs. Rudy just stood and watched us as if to
say 'about time too'.


Once on the bed, he continued what he'd been doing interspersed with more
sucking of my cock. I could see his cock was dripping pre-cum and I was
desperate to take it into my own mouth to taste him but he was intent on
satisfying my needs first.

"Want to fuck you" he grunted as he licked away. I stayed silent afraid I'd
say something that would stop him from doing what I so wanted. He lifted my
legs up over my chest and instructed me to grab hold of them, which I
did. He pulled out of the bedside table a bottle of lube and smothered my
hole before fingering it. I'd not been fucked with a finger or a cock since
leaving Ben but I had used the occasional dildo at home to pleasure myself
so his fingers slipped in easily. He knew precisely where to press to give
maximum pleasure and my whole body shook with joy.

He then stopped and looked at me. For a moment I thought perhaps he was
either going to ask if he could continue or decide against doing what I
ached for him to do.

"I don't have any condoms" he giggled and then added that the last time
he'd had sex was four years ago. I said the last time I was fucked was
three years but I'd been tested since then and was okay.

"I might have one in my wallet" I added half heartedly.

"To be honest Lee I'd rather feel flesh against flesh; how about you?"

"Fuck the condom and get that cock of yours inside me before I stick it in
myself" I laughed. I was that desperate to feel him inside me. He grinned
and without saying anymore guided his stiff cock up to me and slowly pushed
in.

Once he was fully inside, I gasped. "Oh fuck, that feels so good".

"Yeah, fucking brilliant" he giggled as he started thrusting back and
forth.

Somehow he kept the action going for almost ten minutes before he shouted
out "Fuck, I'm gonna cum" and I shouted out "Yeah, come for me baby, come".

When he'd shot his load he collapsed on top of me and we kissed
passionately for another five minutes. Finally we stopped and he looked me
in the eyes. I grinned as if he could see me.

"That was beautiful" I managed to say as the tears of joy flooded my
face. He immediately sensed I was crying and gently licked them.

"It sure was" he replied before taking my face into his hands and held it
tight. "You do know don't you Lee that I love you; have done from the
moment I first met you; you're such a kind, compassionate, feeling guy
who's got a wonderful sense of humour and personality; why the fuck Ben let
you go I shall never understand and why some guy hasn't found you since
then and made you his own beats me."

"Perhaps I've been waiting to meet the perfect guy"

"Well, when you do meet him it'll be a sad day for me"

"What if I've already found him and he's right here in my arms"

Simon gasped and frowned at me.

"Didn't you realise that I love you too; did from the moment I first saw
you and have done ever since"

"Me? What a guy who's blind and useless?"

"Yes, you; okay you're blind but you're certainly not useless; for fuck's
sake Simon, if I had half the determination to do what you do I'd be happy;
you're an amazing guy despite your disability; yes, I love you."

He looked at me as if he'd never thought it possible that someone could
love him. "Oh god; so you really love me? I'd never dreamt that you'd feel
for me that way despite dreaming and hoping you would." As he said these
words tears poured down his face. It was the first time I'd ever seen him
cry. I pulled him close to me and we hugged. His cock had long popped out
of me so I pulled him down beside me and we hugged, did some more kissing
and caressed each other. It was the happiest moment of my life and I
suddenly realised that Ben had done me such a great favour because I'd
never have met such a wonderful guy like this.

"So why haven't you said something sooner?" he eventually asked.

"I had to be sure that you really loved and wanted me; I couldn't cope with
being used again by a guy I loved so much."

"Oh my god; of course I'll never dump you; you're the most wonderful thing
that has ever happened to me and to be honest I'd resigned myself to living
a life of loneliness before you came along." He then explained that he used
to go to the gay bars and clubs but as soon as guys realised he was blind
they made a hasty exit. "I presume no guy wanted to take on that
responsibility; you sure you do?"

I pulled his face round to mine and kissed his eyes. "The fact that you're
blind doesn't come into the equation; I'm more interested in the bloke
behind those eyes; that's what I love about you; okay I realise life won't
be easy but when is it?" I then giggled and added "My only regret is that
you can't see what a good looking guy I am".

He laughed and pulled me into yet another kiss. "And that's what I so love;
your wonderful sense of humour; never once have I sensed a feeling that you
treat me any differently to anyone else; that means a lot to me Lee and I
love you for it."


I lost all sense of time as we lay together chatting about everything under
the sun until I realised it was time to eat so we had a shower together,
slipped on a robe each and went downstairs. Rudy came running up to greet
us with his tail wagging like mad. He seemed to be saying 'Thank god you
two have got it together at last'. We both squatted down and hugged him.

"I tell you what" Simon commented, "I've never known him take to anyone as
well as he does you and that in itself means a lot to me."

"Yeah well, he knows class when he sees it" I laughed, "and good looks" I
added which caused Simon to grab me by the balls and squeeze them hard.


I stayed over for the rest of the weekend and I lost count of how many
times we had sex. That night I fucked him and it was the best fuck I'd had
for many a year. I always thought I loved fucking Ben but for some reason
doing it with Simon was on a different level. I'd not been home since
leaving the Friday morning. We'd walked Rudy out each day and even walked
down to the sea to take in the sea air. Anybody watching us would have
immediately recognised we were in love. On the Sunday lunchtime we walked
down to a bar I particularly liked. They did food so we decided to have a
meal there and just a snack in the evening. The guys who owned and ran the
bar were more than happy to let Rudy in since other dogs often joined their
owners and they all behaved perfectly.

I hadn't been there for several weeks so as soon as I walked in they
greeted me. Simon hadn't been there for years and certainly not since the
current owners had run the bar which had improved considerably since they'd
taken it on. I introduced Simon and they welcomed him with open arms. When
I went up to get some more drinks the guy I knew well grinned. "Talk about
love; if it spills out much more we'll all be drowned in it".

I laughed. "Is it that obvious?"

He laughed and nodded before wishing us all happiness. Needless to say
Simon had heard the comments so was smiling when I took our drinks
back. "Do I look as happy as I feel?" he whispered.

"Yeah, you do but then so do I"

We sat for a while just sipping our drinks and waiting for our meal to
arrive.

"Can I ask you something?" he asked.

I nodded and added "Sure" having remembered that he couldn't see my
actions.

"Would you move in with me or am I taking things too fast?"

My heart raced with excitement. It was something I too had thought of but
hadn't wanted to rush things either. "I'd love to" and then paused before
continuing "but I couldn't continue being your paid Carer and cleaner;
those tasks will automatically come with my love."

"Fuck no; don't want you as a paid houseboy" he giggled and grabbed my
hand, "But I wouldn't want you to pay for anything towards the upkeep of
the house or for food; I take it you realise I'm well off and have private
means in addition to the writing I do".

To be honest I didn't have much idea how wealthy he was apart from seeing
the quality of things in his house which were all expensive to say the
least. "Fuck, do you mean to say I've hooked a wealthy guy as well as a
good looking one" I laughed. He giggled and pulled me in for a kiss.

"Yeah, you have, and one who's got a lot of catching up to do when it comes
to sex so be warned" he whispered with a big grin on his face.

In the end I agreed since I knew there were certain things he wasn't
prepared to give way on. It wasn't until much later that I found out how
rich he really was and when I did I nearly died but I was happy to go along
with his wishes since my income was not that large to say the least and if
I no longer had to pay rent and for food then I'd be a lot better off. In
the end he even insisted on paying all the car expenses but that came
later.

"So, when could you move in?" he asked once our food had arrived and I'd
cut his meat up for him and mapped out his plate. The bar guy even gave
Rudy a bowl of water so everybody was happy.

"When would you like me to?"

"Yesterday?" he grinned.

"How about tomorrow afternoon", I chuckled. He said that was brilliant and
as there was nothing at my place worth keeping since Simon's things were
far more superior to anything I owned, all I had to do was pack my clothes
and personal things and take them round. I'd have a word with the landlord
and see if he wanted my few bits of furniture and if not then I'd arrange
for a house clearance place to come in and take the lot away. I'd have to
give notice in any event so I knew I had time to clear the place if
necessary.


5.

My landlord was more accommodating than I had reckoned. He was happy for me
to leave all my furniture and furnishings since it meant he could let the
studio flat as fully furnished and get more money. What was more, he was
prepared to let me leave with only paying rent to the end of the week
instead of the normal four weeks of notice. As my furniture was certainly
not worth anymore than that amount I immediately accepted and started
packing up before he changed his mind. I loaded my personal items, plus a
couple of favourite cooking utensils that I'd noted Simon didn't possess
into the car, cleared the fridge of food and gave the whole place a good
clean before dropping the keys through his door. I was glad to be out of
the place to be honest but it had been all I could afford when I moved to
Brighton and nowhere near as nice as the place I'd owned with Ben in
Southampton.

Rudy seemed to sense I was moving in and kept on running behind me back and
forth as I emptied my car with his tail wagging.

"It's times like this that I feel so fucking useless" Simon wailed as he
stood in the hallway listening to my trips back and forth. I put down what
I was carrying at the time and took him in my arms.

"You're not fucking useless" I berated him, "so stop thinking like that;
otherwise I shall have to punish you" I added giggling.

"Ooh, how will you punish me" he giggled brightening his mood. I laughed
and walked back to the car to fetch my final load before driving it into
the garage. I'd never lived in a place that had a garage before so I felt
very grown up and like everything else in the house the garage door was
operated electronically so I flipped the remote and watched it glide slowly
down.

I first took my clothes up to the main bedroom where Simon had already made
space for me to hang them in the fitted wardrobe. Fortunately I didn't have
many so they fitted in easily. I'd always preferred to buy quality over
quantity and make them last. Apart from personal knickknacks which I
scattered round the house with Simon's approval, the only other item I had
that I wanted to hang up was a framed line drawing. It was a male nude and
one that Ben had done of me in our earlier years. He'd always been good at
art so one day got me to pose naked for him. I had to admit it was
brilliant and even though he'd broken my heart I couldn't get rid of it so
had hung it in pride of place in my studio flat. When I told Simon he was
intrigued and wanted a detailed explanation of it. I took hold of his hand
and moved his finger round the outline of the drawing so he could obtain a
mental picture of it. He loved it and suggested we hang it in the bedroom
opposite the bed, so that's where it went. Whether it was such a good idea
to have it there to remind me of Ben each morning, I wasn't sure but I'd
now got over him having met Simon so it provided a reminder of our many
happy years together.


By the time I'd finished everything it was almost time for me to prepare
our evening meal but first I needed a shower since I'd been humping things
around all day.

"I'll join you" Simon said and immediately stripped off. I certainly didn't
mind his company even though I knew what would happen, or more to the
point, hoped would. Once we were under the shower and rinsing off the
shampoo we'd washed each other with, he pulled me into his arms and hugged
me. "Thank you for moving in with me".

"Thank you for having me" I replied not thinking about the words that
carefully.

"Oh don't worry, I'll be having you whenever I can" he giggled.

"You have a one track mind" I laughed and felt down below. As usual he was
hard so I ran it through my hand until it was fully erect.

"It's one of the many hazards of being blind" he chuckled, "My mind is
forever imagining things and when gorgeous guys like you are around I think
of them naked all the time and what I can do with them".

"Mm, I can see I shall have to watch you, especially when we go to see Jack
in London".

"Yeah, there's no holding me back" he laughed and grabbed hold of my now
erect organ. "Are you sure you want to take me to London to see him".

"Of course I do; I'm looking forward to meeting him". When I learned that
Simon hadn't been to London for a long time I immediately offered to take
him.

He moved his head to mine and gave me a passionate kiss. I could never
resist his kisses and immediately opened my mouth to let him in. His hot
tongue flicked in and out causing my whole body to become electric. I
wanted him so badly and spread his gorgeous buttocks apart so I could feel
the hole I knew I was soon going to be penetrating. I squirted some soap
from the dispenser fixed to the shower wall and slipped two fingers
inside. I was tempted to take him in the shower but decided it was probably
too dangerous since we could so easily slip. Instead I turned off the
cascading water and led him out of the shower area to dry him off. Once we
were both dry I led him into his bedroom and suddenly thought 'this is our
bedroom now' and laid him on the bed. The bottle of lube was already
sitting on the bedside table so I quickly lubricated my shaft, lifted his
legs and sank in.

"Oh god; Lee I love you so much" he exclaimed as my long thick organ
invaded him. "It's going to be so wonderful living with you".

"It's going to be fucking wonderful" I groaned as I pumped away until I
could feel my hot seed filling him up.

It was quick and intense but I needed the relief and I needed to show him I
loved him so much. When I'd finally finished pulsating I pulled out and
collapsed on the bed beside him. His cock was still rock hard and I wanted
it inside me so I straddled him, lubricated myself and his shaft. I then
slowly sank down on it holding it with my hand. He grinned at me as he
slowly filled me up.

"Yeah ride that hot cock" he giggled, so I did. In fact I did so for a good
ten minutes or more before I knew he'd reached his climax and could feel
his hot cum filling me up.

When he'd finished, I leaned forward and took his head into my hands. We
kissed and having done so I looked into his eyes. As usual they shone
brightly and I was almost convinced he could see me since he smiled. "How
do you know when someone's looking straight at you?"

"You must have sensed someone looking at you even though you're not
actually looking at them"

"Yeah but that's peripheral vision"

"It's more than that; it's vibes you pick up on and when you're blind your
other senses become more heightened; I can sense when someone is facing me
or looking at me in the same way as I can pick up the slightest sound or
conversation. When the brain doesn't have sight to process it uses all its
processing power to evaluate other things. I probably know what's going on
round me far more than the normal person."

I hadn't really thought of it like that before even though having met other
blind people I knew they did have these extra sensory abilities. "I can see
I shall have to watch what I do when you're around" I laughed.

"Yeah, I shall know when you're eyeing up the competition or giving some
nice man a kiss" he laughed.

"Spoil sport" I teased.

"Well, I won't mind provided you let me kiss him too"

I could see my life with Simon was going to be full of fun and I so looked
forward to it. Since meeting him my own life had been so much better and I
had a strong feeling his had too. We were going to have a great time
together.

"Come on" I eventually said, "If you want to eat tonight we'd better get
moving".

We decided to slip robes on rather than get dressed again. I had a feeling
he'd want to feel me some more once downstairs and I certainly had no
objection to that. When we walked into the kitchen, Rudy came running to
meet us. I'd noticed he never came upstairs to see us when we were making
love yet he always came up to us whenever we were naked or near naked
downstairs.

"Yeah, the dogs are trained to give us privacy when we're having sex" Simon
giggled when I commented on the fact.

"Oh yeah and how do they train them? Have couples making love in front of
them and train them to close their eyes" I laughed.

"Now that sounds a good idea; perhaps we should offer ourselves as the guys
who make love whilst dogs are being trained."

"You are one big exhibitionist" I laughed and grabbed hold of his robe to
pull it open.

"And you're not? See, remind me, who's naked body is it displayed on our
bedroom wall?"

I gave up after that but it did remind me of the other paintings around the
house. Several were of male nudes and looked very expensive. He explained
that they were all originals and worth a lot of money since the artists
were now well known but his father had bought some when they were not so
well known and he'd done the same. I was intrigued why he bought art which
he couldn't see.

"Well" he laughed, "I had sex with the models so I have a pretty good idea
of what's on the canvas".

"I can see there are a lot of things I don't know about you" I laughed.

"Fuck yes, you only know the half of it" he giggled and put his arms round
me to give me a grope whilst I was preparing the meat for the steak and
mushroom pie I was making. I didn't stop him because I loved the feel of
his arms, and his hands for that matter, round my body but he pulled away
and asked if he could do anything to help.

"How about peeling some potatoes? You reckon you can do that without
cutting yourself? Don't want bits of finger in my potatoes" I laughed.

"Ha, ha, but yes I am capable of peeling potatoes so put them in front of
me and I'll do them". I pulled out what we needed, gave him a bowl and
another with water in it plus the peeler. I watched him for a while as I
continued with the other preparation. He was more than capable as he'd
said. "Satisfied" he asked sensing that I was watching him.

"Perfect" I giggled and gave him a kiss on the cheek. When he'd finished
the potatoes I gave him the carrots to chop which he again did without any
problem. It was good to see him doing normal things and we worked well
together.


"That was delicious" he said when we'd finished eating the meat pie some
while later, "Especially the potatoes and carrots" he added laughing. I
laughed and threw my napkin at him. "I see, throwing things at a blind man
now" he giggled.

"If he's not careful I shall do more than that" I laughed.

"Ooh, tell me more" he giggled.

"How about bending him over the table and fucking him senseless"

"Mm, now that sounds an excellent idea but you may embarrass Rudy"

"I doubt it; he'll probably watch on with great interest; I'm convinced
that dog is gay."


The rest of the week followed much the same pattern. I loved living with
Simon and he certainly loved having me live with him. The more we did so,
the more I got to know him and him me for that matter, not that there was
much he didn't already know about my past life. I was particularly
interested in knowing about his father who I'd sensed he loved very
much. They'd been more than just father and son; they'd been close friends
so it had been particularly hard when his dad was killed in the car
accident.

"Did you ever meet any of his boyfriends?" I asked one day.

"Oh yes, frequently; one or two were very nice guys and the one who
eventually came to live with us was too."

"Did mates at school get to know your dad was gay?"

"They did in the end and I was bullied no end, especially when it was clear
I was gay too; how about you?"

I said I'd been bullied at school too since it was evident I was gay from
an early age; in fact my mum had worked it out well before I had so when I
finally came out to her and my dad they just grinned and said "tell us
something we don't know".

"What about your mother, do you remember her?" I asked. For a moment he
said nothing and I was worried I'd hit a raw nerve since he'd never talked
about her.

"She was a hard-nosed bitch" he suddenly exclaimed, "She gave my dad hell
when she found out about his male friends despite the fact that he'd loved
her and been faithful to her so when she moved to Spain that was it and we
never heard from her again."

I was shocked and immediately took him into my arms. "So does she not know
about your dad and that you're blind?" He shook his head and hugged me
tight. I tried to imagine what it must feel like to lose your mother and
then your father at such a young age, plus being blind. To be honest I
couldn't since I'd had such a happy childhood and if Ben hadn't cheated on
me I'd still have lived in Southampton and seen them regularly. Although
they were only an hour and a half away by car, I hadn't been to see them as
often as I'd liked but we kept in contact by phone each week.

"Mum and Dad want to meet you" I told Simon after one such conversation
with them. I'd told them I'd found this wonderful man and was now living
with him so they naturally wanted to meet him but for some reason I'd not
told them he was blind. Why I wasn't sure but I would before they met him.

Simon laughed. "I see, they want to check that their son is living with
someone suitable do they; they'll get a shock when they find it's a blind
man".

"Fuck no" I exclaimed before I realised he was joking, "I want to show you
off if you must know" I replied before adding "And you're not just a blind
man; you're a gorgeous looking sexy blind man" I laughed. He couldn't
answer that so pulled me into one of his embraces and kissed me. As always
it caused our bodies to react down below so I soon felt our stiff dicks
pressing against each other.

"Mm you smell so nice and you feel so sexy" he groaned as he kissed and
felt me. I'd just showered and dressed again because we were going to take
Rudy out for a walk but within seconds my clothes were off me as were
his. We were in the kitchen at the time and I'd thought we'd be going
upstairs but instead of that he bent me over the kitchen table and started
to rim me.

"Oh fuck" I groaned as I felt his hot tongue lick round my hole. Having got
me well slicked, I felt him spreading lube over it. He must have had one of
the small bottles we kept upstairs in his pocket. Within seconds I felt his
hard cock invade me. "Of fuck" I groaned some more as his shaft sank inside
me. I glanced to one side and saw Rudy watching us. His tail was wagging
and his tongue was lolling out as if saying 'you lucky guy'.

It was a hard and intense fuck but I loved it and Simon knew it. When he'd
finished filling me up with his hot seed he pulled out and gave my naked
arse a big slap. "Yeah, that was beautiful". I laughed and pulled him into
my arms for another passionate kiss.

"Come on, poor Rudy wants his walk" I eventually managed to say.

"He's only jealous" he laughed.

"Kinky" I giggled as he quickly got dressed and harnessed Rudy up.


6.

"As it's a nice day, I thought we'd take Rudy onto the downs so he can have
a good run; perhaps take a picnic as well" I said one Saturday morning a
few weeks later. We seldom went out in the car and I was tired of Preston
Park. It was now June and the weather for once seemed set for a few
days. Simon didn't jump at the idea and for a moment I wondered whether it
was because it meant we had to go out in the car. "I promise I'll drive
very carefully" I added.

"I know you will my love" he replied and put his arm round me. I then
realised that it wasn't my driving he was worried about, it was others
coming towards us.

"The chances of a similar accident happening again are extremely low" I
replied trying to allay his nerves.

"I know; I'm just being stupid" he replied, "Just don't think I could face
losing you as well".

"Don't worry babe, I won't let any fucker kill me" I laughed trying to take
his concerns away but all it did was make him cry and me too so we spent
the next few minutes consoling each other.

"I love you so much" he eventually said as I dried away his tears.

"I know you do and I love you too, more than anything in the world and I
intend being with you for always".


Finally we got ourselves together and he relaxed. I sat him down and got
him to butter the rolls I'd bought for our picnic lunch. I'd also bought
some dressed crab which I knew Simon loved so I filled the rolls with that
along with some cucumber. I put into the picnic bag some bags of crisps,
some small cakes I'd made and a can of cider for Simon since I knew he
liked that too. I included a non alcoholic drink for myself since I never
drank when I was driving. Rudy was already getting excited having sensed we
were doing something out of the ordinary. He really was such a lovely dog
and I loved him as much as I loved Simon.

Once we were ready, I packed the picnic bag into the car and fixed Rudy
into his harness. Simon set the house alarm and we set off. When I'd first
gone to live with him I had to get used to the alarm system which like
everything else was the latest technology. He explained that he needed it
not only to protect the house and its contents but also him which was
understandable. It had several zones which could be set even when we were
inside and I soon realised that I was living with some very expensive
items. He loved sculptures since he could feel those which he frequently
did, especially the male nudes! We also frequently visited galleries for
him to enjoy those on show. Being blind he was generally allowed to feel
them with permission.


I loved the South Downs and before moving in with Simon frequently went for
walks so knew them well. I also knew several less known paths so decided
I'd take one of those once we'd parked. I asked Simon if it was okay to let
Rudy off the harness so he could run free and I'd lead Simon. He agreed so
I offered my arm for him to place his hand on. It also provided the perfect
opportunity for us to be in close contact without shouting to the world at
large that we were gay. Not that I was bothered in any event.

"Is that okay leading you like that?"

"It's fine" Simon chuckled and gave me a peck on the cheek. I laughed and
said I wasn't sure he should kiss me in public.

"Fuck what people think" he laughed, "I love you and I want the world to
know".

"Mm, that's nice, and I love you too"

"So where are you taking me?"

I detailed the path I was about to take and he said he knew it. As a kid he
often cycled on the South Downs so knew it well.

"Is that small copse still there which is hidden from the main path?" I
said it was and grinned because that was exactly where I was leading him
since I wanted to lay down in the sun with him and with a bit of luck make
love.

The path was narrow and uneven in places so I had to take particular care
how I led him along. Rudy loved it and ran ahead but every now and then
looked back to make sure we were following. "Rudy is having the time of his
life" I commented as we walked.

"I bet he is; it's great to give him the chance to have a free run round
rather than leading me".

After a while, Simon giggled. "What" I asked.

"I know where you're taking me; you naughty boy". I chuckled and stopped
before pulling him into a passionate kiss. We were now on our own with not
a soul around. As we kissed he felt down to my crotch. "Thought as much" he
chuckled and gave my stiff cock a squeeze. I reached down to his and it too
had reacted so I knew we were in for some fun.

The entrance to the copse had overgrown somewhat since I'd last been there
but I managed to get us through with Rudy following. It was an amazing
place and seemed untouched by time. The sun shone down onto a small patch
of green with trees all round to protect us from view. The only view was
over the steepest part of the hill from which there was no access so I
could look out over the rest of the Downs yet not be seen, unless someone
had a pair of binoculars far off but good luck to them if they did. I lay
out the thin groundsheet I'd brought with me and immediately stripped
off. I then helped Simon do the same and we lay out in the sunshine
enjoying the warmth of the sun on our naked bodies. Rudy took it all in his
stride and lay down beside us. Our cocks were still hard and we handled
each other's for a while. I'd always enjoyed being naked in the open
air. Ben used to call me an exhibitionist but he too loved nudism so we
frequently found a spot where we could strip off whenever we could.

"This is wonderful" Simon groaned with pleasure, "Did you think to bring
the lube?" he chuckled.

"Of course" I giggled and immediately went down on him.

"Oh yes, that feels wonderful" Simon groaned as I sucked the long hard
organ up and down with intermittent sucks of his balls. "I want to fuck
you" he said after a while.

"How'd you want me?"

"On your knees; want to take you from behind and give you a good long hard
fuck"

I immediately went onto all fours and offered myself before giving him the
bottle of lube. I felt his fingers lightly finger me and I gasped. "Fuck
that feels so good". He then reached between my legs and took hold of my
rampant organ. I felt his lubricated hand gently massage me and for a
moment I thought I was going to come but he stopped and returned to
fingering me. I felt three fingers probing me before his big cock slipped
inside.

"Yeah, beautiful; such a gorgeous arse to fuck isn't it Rudy" Simon
groaned. I giggled and turned to see that Rudy was watching on with great
interest, in fact he was almost licking his lips. I could feel Simon's long
cock slowly pushing in before being pulled right out until the head was at
my entrance to my hole. He then thrust back in and repeated the action. He
kept going like this for what seemed like ages but was probably no more
than ten or fifteen minutes. "I'm gonna fill your beautiful arse up with my
lovely hot creamy cum" he giggled.

"Yeah, fuck that hole and fill me up babe" I cried, "and later I shall want
more".

"Don't worry you gorgeous fucker, I plan to" he laughed as he suddenly let
rip and I felt his first load of cum spill out. Once done he stayed inside
me for several more minutes. He reached round and massaged my cock until I
too was shooting my load.

"Oh fuck" I yelled as the first few ribbons started shooting.

When I was finished but the end of my cock was still weeping, Simon spoke
to Rudy. "Lick that beautiful cock Rudy". To my utter amazement Rudy walked
over to the side of me and licked the head of my sensitive cock whilst
Simon held it out to one side.

"Oh fuck" I exclaimed, "that feels awesome". The feel of Rudy's rough
tongue on my sensitive head sent me into another orgasm and more cum shot
out. "Your dog is definitely gay" I laughed, "I've never known a dog lick
cum before".

Simon laughed and said nor had he but had offered his cock to Rudy soon
after he'd had him just for a laugh and was amazed when he started licking
it and brought him off to a climax.

"That is fucking kinky" I exclaimed, "but rather nice".

"Yeah well, had to find some way to get my rocks off didn't I"

Eventually Simon pulled out of me and we collapsed onto the ground to
kiss. As we did so Rudy continued licking our naked butts since he could no
longer get to our cocks.

"Well, that's a first, never had a threesome with a dog before" I laughed
and gave Rudy a big hug which he lapped up. The feel of his soft fir
against my naked body made me get another erection which Simon soon found
so continued massaging me for a while.


"How about some lunch?" I asked after we'd soaked up some more sun. Simon
said he was feeling ravenous so I unpacked the picnic bag. I'd brought a
plastic bowl for Rudy so filled it with water and then gave him some dog
biscuits which were his usual lunchtime treat. Whilst he tucked into those,
Simon and I ate our crab rolls.

"You've made me so happy Lee" he said after a while.

"And you me" I replied and gave him a kiss. "It was just as well that
temporary Carer was unreliable otherwise we might never have met." Simon
pondered that for a while before saying he was sure we would have met
somehow since we were made for each other. I couldn't argue with that
because it was exactly how I felt.


We spent another two hours lazing in the sun during which time I fucked
Simon and he fucked me again. It was the best time of my life and I said
we'd definitely come again one day when the weather was warm enough. I just
hoped that our private spot wouldn't be found by others.

Eventually we made our way back and Rudy once again enjoyed himself running
ahead. Every so often he'd run back to us just to make sure he didn't lose
us.

As soon as we were home, we stripped off and sunbathed naked in the
conservatory with the door wide open. It wasn't quite the same as being out
in the open air but near enough. Unfortunately the garden was too
overlooked to do it on the grass. Needless to say, Simon again fucked me
and I rode him up and down until he was shooting yet another load of hot
juicy cum up my arse. He then wanted to ride me so we changed over.

"So you like stripping off in public then" I giggled once I'd filled him
up.

"Yeah, love it but not the kind of thing I could do when I was on my own"

"If this weather lasts, how about we go to Clymping near Shoreham to the
nudist beach"

"I didn't know there was one there".

"Not officially but it's used by those who enjoy naturism and at the far
end there's the dunes where the gays gather".

"Wow, sunbathing with other gay guys; can't wait" he laughed so I promised
that if next weekend was also good weather then we'd go and once again take
a picnic.


After we'd eaten our meal we made our way into the living room. We'd not
bothered to get dressed or cover ourselves so we were still naked.

"Ever used an electro stimulation unit?" I asked casually. Simon said he
hadn't but rather fancied the idea so I ran upstairs to fetch mine. To make
it more interesting I lubricated by shaft which by now was rock hard again,
and guided him onto it so he was sitting in my lap with my cock up his
arse.

"Fuck, that feels good" he groaned. I then fitted one of the electro cock
rings round the base of his balls and his cock and the other round the top
end of his shaft. Having plugged in the electrodes I switched the unit
on. It had several settings which caused different pulses as well as the
means to increase the intensity. I started off low until he was used to it
but he soon wanted more. "Oh fuck, that is awesome" he yelled which caused
Rudy to look up to see what his mad masters were doing now. "Change the
mode and increase the level" he told me so I did so. He ended up with the
level at the full setting and I could feel my cock buzzing away inside him.

We remained like that for a good half hour and I changed the pulse setting
every so often to give him a change. I could see his cock was already
leaking pre-cum and I knew he'd eventually shoot his load. I too was
feeling my own climax rising and wondered how much longer I could keep it
from doing so. I changed the setting back to one which meant that he
received a long continuous pulse through his cock. Suddenly he shouted out
"Fuck" and ribbons of creamy cum shot out of his cock. Seeing and feeling
him do so, made mine shoot its load too so whilst he was shooting his, I
was shooting mine inside him.

"That really was fucking awesome" I shouted once we'd both come down from
our high.

Once I'd disconnected him and removed the cock rings, he turned and kissed
me.

"Come with me, I'm going to treat you to something just as awesome".

He took my hand and led me upstairs with Rudy following us clearly wanting
to see what we were up to now. First he told me to fetch a large bath towel
from the linen cupboard whilst he prepared things in the bedroom. When I
joined him, he'd removed the duvet and told me to lay the towel out on the
bed. He then fitted a blindfold over my eyes and told me to lie on my
stomach. I had no idea what he was going to do but just the thought of what
it might be caused my cock to go rock hard. I then felt him straddle my
back and I could feel his nakedness against mine. I then felt some warm oil
being poured onto my back and knew he was going to give me a massage. I'd
not had one for a very long time since it was something Ben and I often did
to each other. His touch was sensuous as he massaged my body slowly working
his way down to my buttocks.

When he reached them I felt him turn round so he was facing my feet. He
slowly massaged each buttock pulling them wide open to expose my hole. I
then felt his hot tongue lick my hole and I groaned and moaned with
pleasure. I could feel pre-cum leaking out my cock and ached to feel his
inside me.

First I felt his fingers explore me inside; two then three then four. My
entrance was now wide open, in fact wide enough to get a small hand inside
but I didn't think he'd go that far. Suddenly the fingering stopped and I
felt him manoeuvring himself over my hole. I held my breath until I felt
the head of his big cock push inside.

"Oh fuck, yes, fuck me please fuck that hole" I screamed. He giggled as he
continued to do just that. Because his cock was at a different angle I
could feel the head hitting all the hot spots inside my arse. He kept going
for ages and I wondered how he could keep going so long before shooting his
load but he had this amazing ability to control when he wanted to come.

"Am gonna fill you up again so get ready" he laughed.

"Yeah, fill me up babe; fill me up with your lovely hot gorgeous cum; fill
me up" I screamed again. Within seconds I could feel him spilling his load
inside me. Despite our earlier exploits he seemed to keep going for several
minutes before he finally stopped. He slumped down over my legs and kissed
my feet. I'd never been fucked like that before and I loved it. As he did
so, he moved his buttocks up and down and his big hard cock fucked me some
more.

"Want me to keep on fucking you?" he giggled.

"Yes please, keep on fucking my hole; I love it, just keep on fucking me
until you fill me up again". He laughed and continued thrusting in and out
slowly building up the pace.

He must have continued doing so for a good twenty minutes or more before he
yelled "Yeah, here we go; another load of hot creamy cum up your
arse". This time he kept shooting for several minutes before finally
pulling out. He then gave my buttocks a big hard slap which made me jump up
in the air but I secretly loved it.


7.

By the following weekend, the weather had changed and gone back to being
dull and miserable so we never did go to the nudist beach. As it happened I
decided that perhaps it wasn't such a good idea in any event since the path
to the end where the gays used was rough and would have been difficult for
Simon to negotiate. In addition, the sand dunes were probably not a good
place for Rudy so we gave up on the idea.

By chance, I received that week an email from two friends of mine who lived
in Rottingdean. I had met Rene and Darren in a gay bar shortly after I'd
moved to Brighton. They became good friends and gave me support whilst I
was getting over Ben. When I told them about Simon they immediately said
they would love to meet him so on the Saturday afternoon we visited them
and stayed for a meal. They owned a house on the outskirts of the town and
had converted part of their double garage into what they called a play
room. They'd installed a shower and hot tub at one end with a one way
window overlooking the garden which at night became a picture of different
colours. Quite how I never worked out but they were both into electronics
so knew how to do such things. At the other end, they'd installed a large
leatherette covered mattress similar to those used in gay saunas, plus a
large flat screen TV on the wall to show porn. It doesn't take much
imagination to work out what took place on the mattress!

Rene and Darren loved Simon from the outset and made him feel very much at
home. They also loved dogs so liked Rudy as well.

"Wow, he's gorgeous" Rene whispered to me as he gave me a hug. Simon
grinned so I pointed out that his sense of hearing was acute.

"Oh fuck; had better watch what I say then" Rene laughed, "But I don't mind
him knowing that I'm drooling over him."

Darren stood quietly watching his partner make a fool of himself as usual
so just smiled and raised his eyebrows. He and Rene were both in their
early thirties and had been together for almost ten years so Darren was
well aware of his boyfriend's constant interest in other guys. Having said
that they always appeared to get on well and I was sure they were very much
in love with each other.

"I hope you guys are up for a soak in the hot tub" Rene grinned and gave me
a quick grope.

"Of course, why else do you think we've come" I laughed.

"Oh, and there was me thinking you'd come to admire my good looks and
savour my beautiful personality" Rene laughed.

"That as well Rene; and to gaze at your beautiful naked body" I responded.

"Okay, no need to go over the top dear" Rene giggled and sashayed off to
the kitchen. "Now, I suggest we take a bottle of wine with us so we can
have a drink and enjoy ourselves".

"Sounds good to me" Simon grinned.

"Ooh, isn't he lovely, come on then Simon let me take your arm and lead the
way whilst the other two bring the wine and the glasses; and if you need
any help to get undressed I'm sure I could do that too".

Darren and I looked at each other and grinned. "What do you do with him" he
said as he pulled out a bottle of white wine from the fridge and indicated
for me to get four glasses out of the cupboard.

"So how are things?" I asked moving up to behind Darren. I happened to know
that things had not been too good recently at the company where they both
worked. He turned and looked at me. I could see he was worried so I took
him into my arms.

"It looks as if the company is going to shut down; the American owners
don't think we make sufficient profit so the chances are we'll all be
redundant."

"Oh hell, what are you both going to do?"

"Rene wants us to go freelance and offer a similar service to the UK
customers."

"That sounds a brilliant idea; at least you'd be your own boss and operate
the way you want".

"Yeah, that's what Rene says but it's a hell of a risk"

"No more than what I did when I left a good job in Southampton and moved to
Brighton and that's worked out fine; okay I might not be earning as much as
I was then but I'm a hell of a lot happier."

"You reckon?"

"Yeah, without doubt; you two are good at your job from what I can see so
go for it before someone else does."

"That's what Rene said as well"

"Look, you're used to working together and he's a good front man and you're
a good technical guy so I wouldn't hesitate if I were you; have they given
you notice yet?"

"They're looking for volunteers to start with but everyone knows it's only
a question of time before the whole place closes."

"Go for it and get out now; that's my advice".

"Yeah, you're right; just needed someone other than Rene to tell me that
was the right decision because that's what he wants to do; thanks for
that." He then pulled me into a kiss which was far more passionate than
normal but I put it down to him being worried about the future.

"Ah, here you both are, was beginning to wonder if you'd gone off to bed
with each other and left us down here" Rene laughed as we walked into the
play room which was accessed through a door from the kitchen. Rene and
Simon were already stripped off and in the hot tub.

"Lee was asking about the company situation" Darren said.

"Oh, that" Rene replied looking somewhat frustrated. It was obvious the
topic had been discussed at length. "So what do you think we should do
Lee?"

"I think you should both accept the voluntary redundancy and leave as soon
as you can and set up on your own."

"Precisely, that's what I've been telling him for the past two weeks; now
do you believe me it's the right thing to do my love?"

Darren grinned as he got undressed beside me. Once we were both naked we
walked over to the shower and quickly had a rinse before climbing into the
hot tub. Rene took hold of Darren's hand and pulled him down beside
him. They kissed and I could see Darren enjoying the attention.

"You're so lucky Simon, you not only have a gorgeous looking boyfriend but
one who's so wise" Rene laughed.

Darren giggled and slapped his boyfriend playfully. "I just wanted someone
else's opinion that's all" he said before giving Rene another kiss.

"You get used to these two after a while" I told Simon, "They love winding
each other up".

"I see; perfect harmony at all times with you guys is there" Rene laughed.

 "Well, almost" Simon laughed and put his arm round me.

"You wait till you've been together for ten years" Darren laughed.

"From what I can tell you make a lovely couple; I take it you're planning
to go into business on your own because of problems with the current
company."

"Fuck, this guy doesn't miss anything does he Lee?" Rene laughed.

"Nope, and I love him to bits"

"I can see that" Rene chuckled, "Mind you you're both gorgeous".

"Down boy" Darren laughed.

"Are you referring to my cock my love?"

"Yes, and it's hard as usual" Darren laughed as he took hold of it.

"Join the clan" Simon giggled, "So is mine".

"Fuck, it is too" Rene exclaimed and reached over to give it a feel.

From there on things progressed into a foursome with cocks being massaged
and mouths being kissed. By the time we all emerged a while later to go and
lay on the mattress at the other end of the room four cocks were flying at
high mast and rearing to go. We each grabbed a towel and lay down. Darren
flipped a switch and the porn came on screen showing two guys busy at
it. Rene was soon kissing and feeling Simon whilst I was doing the same to
Darren. After a while, Simon and I turned towards each other and kissed
passionately. Rene moved up behind Simon and Darren did the same to
me. Within a few minutes we were both lubricated and being fucked by a
suited and booted cock whilst we continued kissing. Simon grinned at me
when he felt Rene penetrating him. He was clearly enjoying it as I was
feeling Darren inside me. The action continued for quite some time before
both reached their climax and shot their load. As they did so they each
massaged our cocks and we too shot ours.

"Fucking brilliant" Rene exclaimed once we were all satisfied. Simon and I
kissed and grunted our agreement.


We spent an enjoyable afternoon and evening with them and by the time we
left, Simon loved their company and had become good friends. Now I had a
place to invite them back to we met up frequently to wine and dine each
other at one another's houses. They did accept voluntary redundancy and
within a few weeks had set up their own company which very quickly became
successful. Rene was a natural when it came to dealing with customers and
Darren was the solid workhorse who kept things on an even keel.


Simon was required to take Rudy for regular checkups with the local vet so
two weeks after we'd been to see Rene and Darren, I accompanied him. Rudy
seemed perfectly calm and had no fears about seeing the vet who was a guy
in his mid thirties called Lawrence. It was such a difference to when I
used to take my dog to the vet when he needed inoculations or was
unwell. But that was Rudy and he took everything in his stride. Lawrence
clearly loved the dog and Rudy even wagged his tail as soon as we entered
the surgery. Simon introduced me and Lawrence smiled. He examined Rudy and
gave him a glowing report.

"He's looking A1" Lawrence smiled and looked at me again.

"Must be all the runs he has on the Downs" I commented since we now went
there regularly to give Rudy a good run.

"Ah, so you've at last got Simon out and about" Lawrence grinned, "That's
great news; both he and Rudy were in need of that."

Simon laughed. "Yes, this gorgeous guy has turned my life round". I looked
at Lawrence who gave me yet another of his smiles. I had a strong suspicion
he was gay and commented on the fact when we'd left.

"He is" Simon laughed, "hence the reason why I use him; and he used to have
a lovely partner who was a pharmacist but for some unknown reason they
split up."

"We must invite him over for dinner one evening" I suggested.

"What would I do without you" Simon laughed and gave me a quick kiss on the
cheeks.

"Go back to a hand job?" I giggled.

Simon laughed, "Yeah, you're right there; I've not enjoyed sex so much for
years; but yes we must invite Lawrence over, he'd appreciate that."

I made a mental note to organise a date to do just that because I wanted to
learn more about Lawrence, especially why he'd split up from his partner in
view of my experience.


In the meantime, we were off to London to meet Jack who Simon had met and
had a very short fling with when they both stayed at the Guide Dogs for the
Blind Association to be matched to a dog. Unfortunately Jack and the dog
didn't gel and he decided it was too much hassle to look after a dog on his
own whilst living in a relatively small flat in London, so after a while
the dog had been returned to the Association.

Jack lived in Vauxhall and I'd originally planned to drive since he said
there was parking I could use but I could sense that Simon was getting
tense at the thought of driving. One evening I raised the topic and
immediately saw him tense up again.

"It's okay my love, we can go by train if you'd prefer" I said taking him
into my arms.

"Would you mind? I know I'm being a wimp but my dad and I were on the way
back from London when"

"Oh my god" I interrupted, "I didn't realise; I'm so sorry my love, of
course we'll go by train". I had never thought to ask where the tragic
accident had taken place all those years ago and even though the roads had
improved considerably since then I could well understand his concern. I
booked our tickets from Brighton to Victoria and also booked a taxi to take
us to the station on the day in question. Jack had invited us to go on the
Friday and stay through to the Monday to give us a reasonable break. Simon
hadn't been to London since the accident eleven years ago so I'd agreed
with Jack to make it a memorable time for him.

The taxi arrived at nine in the morning and it was a driver who'd
frequently driven Simon around before so he was used to Rudy as well. I'd
taken the car seat harness since that could be easily connected to the
spare car seatbelt fitting and attached to Rudy's collar. It just made
things a bit safer for him. We only had one case between us so I wheeled
that whilst Simon was led by Rudy. At the station everyone was very helpful
so we were soon on the train and ready to go.

The journey only took an hour so when we arrived at Victoria we made our
way to the Victoria underground line. It was times like this that I
realised how difficult it is for disabled people to move around on the
transport system in London but Rudy was brilliant and took everything in
his stride, even whilst on the underground.

Jack met us at Vauxhall which was only a few minutes away. As soon as he
sensed Simon and Rudy he turned and walked towards us using his white
stick. I introduced myself and we hugged and kissed not caring what those
around us thought of two guys kissing. Jack and Simon then embraced and
held each other for several seconds. They hadn't met for about five years
although they communicated frequently with each other by email. Even that
these days had been made simpler for the blind since a voice command opened
the email system and announced how many new emails had come in. Another
voice command opened each one and it was read out. Any reply could then be
dictated and off it went.

"You sound really happy" Jack commented as we started walking to his flat.

"I am" Simon giggled, "And this guy here is the reason; he's the love of my
life".

"Lucky you" Jack chuckled, "I'm still trying to find Mr Right but can't
find anyone prepared to take me on".

"I'm sure you will eventually" I replied and put an arm round Jack.

"You reckon this guy might like to move to London Simon, he sounds
perfect".

"No way mate, he's all mine" Simon giggled.

"Spoil sport" Jack chuckled.


Jack's flat was in a modern block and had two bedrooms, a reasonable sized
living room and separate kitchen. Having a vague idea of how expensive
property was in London he'd done well to get this place which he owned, or
more to the point, the mortgage company did, but he had a good job in
marketing apparently so could afford it. He was another person who amazed
me at how he managed to get around and hold a good job in spite of his
disability. I felt honoured to get to know him as I had done Simon several
months previous.

"Come on in guys and make yourself at home" Jack giggled once we'd
negotiated the lift to the fourth floor where his flat was situated. The
views were not spectacular, which was no problem for Jack but it was
quiet. He showed us into the spare bedroom which was very smartly
furnished. Once he'd left us to unpack, I gave Simon a layout of where
everything was and took him into my arms.

"You okay my love?"

"Yeah, more than okay now I've got you". We then kissed and hugged as we
pressed our bodies together.

"I think we'd better unpack before I get carried away" I giggled.

"I wouldn't mind if you did"

"I'm sure you wouldn't but Jack might wonder what's happened to us" I
laughed.


When we eventually went to find Jack we found him in the kitchen with
Rudy. "Do you regret not having one?" Simon asked having sensed Jack was
hugging Rudy.

"In some ways I do but it wouldn't have worked out; having a dog in a flat
is not fun for either the dog or the owner and I manage fairly well without
one."

"I could never get used to using the stick" Simon chuckled, "Was forever
bumping into things".

"Well, you've got your own guide now" Jack grinned looking over to me.

"Don't you believe it Jack, he's an independent sod and only accepts my
help when he has to" I laughed.

"That figures" Jack replied remembering what Simon had been like during
their short fling together.

"Have you two finished?" Simon grinned, "I just happen to like being
independent as much as I can."

"That's fine my love, as long as you need me for some things" I giggled.

"Oh yes, definitely need you for that"

"Fuck, are you two going to be making sexual innuendos all the time you're
here" Jack laughed.

"You're only jealous" Simon shot back.

"Too fucking right I am"

I laughed and put my arm round Jack to give him a hug. "You sure this guy
doesn't want to move to London?" he giggled.

"Quite sure" Simon replied and smacked Jack's backside with amazing
accuracy.


8.

Jack was no cook so used convenience meals most of the time. That evening
we had lasagne which he heated up in the microwave. It was pleasant enough
and he followed that with some stewed fruit. After our meal he suggested we
went round to one of the local gay bars. I was concerned about leaving Rudy
on his own in an unfamiliar flat so it was agreed we'd take him with
us. Jack was well known where we were going so was sure they'd let a guide
dog inside. As it happened, the bar guys were brilliant and found us a
quiet corner where Rudy could lay down at Simon's feet out of the way. Even
so he attracted a lot of attention from other customers which was well
received by him. He was such a lovely dog and I loved him to bits as much
as Simon. I always kept small treats in my pocket so gave him one. They
were small doggie chocolates which were actually made from dried meat so
perfectly harmless.

"You spoil him" Simon chuckled having picked up that I was giving Rudy
something.

"Well, he's so good and deserves being spoiled every now and then, just
like my lover". I leaned over and pulled Simon into a kiss which became
very passionate. I sensed Jack was looking at us and whispered to
Simon. "Think Jack is envious".

"Go on give him one too, I don't mind"

I turned to Jack who was sitting on the other side of me and pulled his
head towards mine. He grinned and quickly accepted my advances. The kiss
was far more passionate than I'd intended and I could feel his tongue
plunging into my mouth but decided to let him do so. I then felt his hand
reach into my crotch and give me a squeeze. I was already getting hard from
the kiss with Simon so it didn't take long to go the whole way.

"Mm nice" Jack groaned and pulled my hand into his crotch. He too was hard
so for a minute or two we enjoyed each other. Simon knew what was going on
and just smiled. Jack had said earlier that he had nobody in his life at
present and was desperate for sex but Simon also recognised that he just
needed some loving. Simon liked Jack even though their fling had been short
lived. Not only did they live in different places but they were not really
compatible. Apart from that, Simon at the time was not sure he could manage
having another blind guy as a boyfriend. Jack had very limited sight in one
eye having been born with a rapidly deteriorating defect but from a
practical point of view he was as blind as Simon.

Every so often, I'd stand up with either Simon or Jack and hold them tight
against me pretending to move with the music. Several guys came up to say
hi to Jack so it seemed he was reasonably well known and liked him from
what I could see. One or two were very good looking guys and I commented on
the fact to him.

"Yeah, so I've been told but none of them are interested in shacking up
with a blind guy"

I felt sorry for him and gave him another big hug and a kiss.

"Simon, are there anymore guys like Lee where you found him?"

"Nah, he's a one off I'm afraid Jack, and he's all mine" Simon giggled.

"He's really mean at times, have you noticed Lee" Jack laughed.

"He's lovely" I replied and squeezed Jack tight against me, "Just like
you".

"Well perhaps you could tell some of these fuckers round here who don't
want to get involved with me" he replied sadly.

"Just keep looking; your Mr Right will come along one day".


We had a really enjoyable time but decided to go home soon after ten when
the bar started to fill up with the late night brigade. The music had also
been turned up so I didn't want Rudy to be deafened by it. I told Simon
that I'd take the harness off him for our walk home so he could do his
nightly bathroom routine since there was no garden we could let him out in
so Simon linked arms with Jack and I led Simon whilst holding onto Rudy's
lead. Being London roads I didn't risk letting him run loose but he seemed
happy enough even though we all had to stop every so often for him to sniff
a lamppost or hold his leg up.

By the time we got back to Jack's flat we were all laughing and having a
great time.

"How about a drink" Jack announced and pulled out a selection of bottles
which included whiskey, gin, vodka and Bacardi. Since I wasn't driving I
decided to have a Bacardi and coke. The other two had a whiskey. Jack had
already had several drinks at the bar and I noticed he was becoming very
amorous with both me and Simon.

"It's great having you guys to stay" he giggled once he'd sat down between
us so he could have a good feel every so often. Simon took it all in his
stride and Jack's attention certainly didn't bother me if it didn't bother
him.


Eventually we decided to go to bed and Jack went to his room to get
undressed leaving Simon and I to do so in ours. It was our usual practice
to strip off and then go to the bathroom. Whilst Simon was in there, I
suddenly realised that Jack was standing in the doorway stark naked. He was
shorter than either me or Simon but had a good body on him. My eyes
immediately lowered to his cock which was hanging down between two large
floppy balls. I'd felt it hard at the bar so knew how large it became.

"Do you know what I really miss" he said as he slowly walked towards my
naked body, "Being able to snuggle up to a guy in bed and just hold him." I
felt so sorry for him because that was precisely how I'd felt during the
three years I'd been on my own after the breakup with Ben. The mere fact of
having another guy beside me in bed who I could hug and caress each night
and morning meant so much to me. I moved up to him and wrapped his naked
body in my arms. His head snuggled into my shoulder and I caressed his back
and buttocks. Just then Simon returned and immediately sensed Jack being
there.

"Jack's just telling me how he misses being able to snuggle up to a guy in
bed and hold him"

"I can understand that, I used to feel the same before you came to live
with me; you want to join us for a while Jack?"

I looked at Simon to see if he was serious. He was and I wondered whether
it would just be a cuddle. Jack looked up at me to sense my
reaction. "Yeah, sure, why not" I replied and led Jack over to the
bed. Once we were all beneath the covers we pressed our naked bodies up
against Jack who was in the middle. Jack first kissed Simon and they held
each other whilst I caressed his back and felt his naked buttocks. They
were beautiful and my cock reacted but I did my best not to let it get too
hard. After a while, Jack turned round and faced me. We then kissed whilst
pressing our semi erections up against each other and Simon pressed his up
to Jack's butt. Jack moaned with delight at the feel of two hot naked
bodies pressing against him clearly enjoying it.

Eventually Jack moved to his own bed having thanked and kissed us for
letting him join us. "He's a nice guy" I commented once he'd gone, "It's a
shame he can't find someone to love". Simon agreed and held me tight as if
he was afraid he was going to lose me. I smiled and gave him a goodnight
kiss. He really was the best thing that had ever happened to me.


On the Saturday Jack suggested we do some sightseeing. At first it sounded
an odd thing to do with two blind guys but they explained that with me to
describe what there was to see they could still enjoy the atmosphere. I was
happy to do so and even though I'd only been to London a few times in my
life I knew the main tourist sites such as Buckingham Palace, The Houses of
Parliament and Trafalgar Square. As usual the place was humming with people
but we managed and Rudy attracted a lot of attention although most people
didn't interfere with him seeing that he was wearing his harness and
therefore in working mode.

At lunchtime we went into Soho and had a snack at Balans gay cafe in Old
Compton Street. Like most places they were happy to accommodate Rudy and
even put down a bowl of water for him.

"Do you guys fancy eating at Balans restaurant tonight and going onto a gay
bar afterwards?" Jack asked over lunch. I'd read about the place but had
never been so was interested in going. We asked at the cafe whether their
main restaurant would accept a guide dog and the rather dishy waiter said
of course they would but suggested we book a table beforehand so one out of
the way could be reserved for us. Having finished lunch we went down the
road to the restaurant and the guy there was delighted to accommodate
us. Having made our booking, Simon said he wanted to visit the Prowler sex
store to buy some more lube so we made our way round there. As we looked
round I had a giggle at all the sex toys and both Jack and Simon got me to
describe each one. We ended up purchasing an interesting looking dildo
which Simon said he liked the sound of.


After a rest at home and a quick shower, we got dressed and made our way
back to Soho to eat at Balans. We were welcomed as soon as we walked in the
door and shown to a reserved table in one corner well out of the way so
that Rudy could lie beside us. Once again a bowl of water was provided for
him, which he readily lapped up. Jack decided to have a Thai red curry and
Simon and I opted for the herb chicken with lemon herb potatoes, roast
tomato and sage butter. When it arrived I mapped out their plates for each
of them which the couple at the next table smiled at since they'd not
realised that both guys were blind. As I've said before, Simon's eyes
looked normal whereas Jack's completely blind eye was a slightly different
colour to the other one that had very limited sight. Even so, for the
casual observer it was not that obvious they were blind since they picked
up glasses and used cutlery like any sighted person. It never ceased to
amaze me how adept they both were at dealing with everyday things.

We finished with a thin apple tart with toffee sauce and vanilla ice cream
followed by coffee. By the time we'd finished we were all stuffed but it
was a delicious meal. Simon said he'd pay for all of us although Jack tried
to argue but eventually gave up on that one. He didn't know like I did that
Simon was a wealthy guy. It was yet another thing I so loved about him
because he never flaunted his wealth so at times like this it was greatly
appreciated by people.

Having paid the bill and the somewhat delicious waiter had seen us out, we
cogitated over which bar to go to. Simon and I had no idea so left it to
Jack who was a regular devotee of gay Soho. Eventually we opted for the
Duke of Wellington since they had an upstairs where we could sit with
Rudy. The doorman seemed somewhat reluctant at first to let us in with the
dog but when I explained both Simon and Jack were blind he let us in. Once
again the guys at the bar were delightful and made sure we were settled,
providing yet another bowl of water for Rudy.


We had a great time chatting to whomever sat nearby or made a point of
coming over to say hello. It seemed Jack was well known so several guys
came up to greet him. I was still intrigued as to why he couldn't find
someone to love because everybody clearly loved him but perhaps it was as
Simon had said, when it comes to taking on the commitment of a disabled
person people shied away. One particular guy took a fancy to me and whist
we were buying drinks at the bar I had to explain that Simon was my
partner. He turned and looked amazed. "Wow, that can't be easy".

"What's not?" I asked somewhat surprised at his comment.

"Well, you know, being responsible for a blind guy"

For a moment the comment annoyed me but I then realised this was what most
people probably thought. "When you first saw him did you realise he was
blind?"

"Well, no, not until I saw the guide dog beside him, and I knew that wasn't
Jack's"

"And have you watched how he picks up his drink the same as you and me and
generally conducts himself?"

"Well, yeah, that's why I didn't realise he was blind"

"And when you're making love with a guy, do you use your eyes or your
hands?" I grinned.

"Okay, point taken" he laughed, "but I take my hat off to you".

"My last boyfriend was profoundly deaf so I had to sign everything to him;
that is more difficult when you're making love if you want to tell him how
much you love him."

"Fuck, you really are something; you deserve a medal"

"No, it's the guys with the disability who deserve a medal for managing
everyday life; because believe me it isn't easy."

He nodded and absorbed that fact whilst I ordered our drinks. When we
returned to the others I noted he seemed to be looking at both Simon and
Jack in a different light so perhaps our little chat had some
effect. Unfortunately he seemed more interested in flirting with me than
Jack so it made no difference!


By the time we got back to Jack's flat we'd all had a great time and were
laughing and joking with each other.

"I always feel so randy after I've been to a gay bar like that" Jack
giggled. I wasn't sure if it was in the hope that Simon and I would make a
move on him or not but it had the desired effect because Simon moved up to
him and took him into his arms. Within seconds I watched him feel Jack's
crotch and then open up his trousers to feel inside. Jack was clearly
enjoying the attention and let him continue.

"Why don't we strip off and go to bed?" I commented.

"Fucking good idea" Simon replied much to my amazement. Within minutes we
were all naked rolling round on Jack's bed sucking each other and having a
good feel. We then lay beside each other and as before Jack was in the
middle but this time Simon fingered him with two well lubricated fingers
whilst Jack did the same to me having been told to face away from
him. After a while the fingers were replaced with booted cocks so whilst
Simon fucked Jack, he fucked me. As the action progressed, Jack massaged my
cock until all three of us were fully satisfied.

Eventually, Simon and I left Jack and went into our own room. "I hope you
didn't mind us doing that" he whispered once we were in bed.

"Fuck no, I never mind a threesome and he is rather cute"

"That's where you've got the advantage" he giggled, "but from what I can
feel, I'd agree".


The Sunday was spent in a more lazy way although we did go out for a walk
for Rudy's benefit. That evening after our meal, which I cooked this time,
we sat in the living room with our drinks. By late evening, we were all up
for some more fun so once again we ended up in Jack's bed. This time it was
me who was piggy in the middle so I had the delight of being fucked by
Simon whilst fucking Jack.


On the Monday morning Jack had to go to work so Simon and I made our way
home by train. We'd had a great time and told Jack he must come to Brighton
anytime he wanted even if it was just for a couple of nights from Friday to
Sunday. Over the next few months he did just that and we met up several
times.


I'd told my parents of course that I was now living with Simon and they
were anxious to meet him. Finally we arranged a date for us to visit them
for a few days.

"There's one thing you need to know mum" I said having made the
arrangements, "Simon is blind and has a guide dog called Rudy so we'd need
to bring him too".

"Of course you must darling; that's not a problem is it?"

"No, but just wanted to forewarn you"

"We look forward to meeting Simon and Rudy" mum replied in her usual casual
way. Nothing ever bothered her which was one of the many things I loved
about her, and my dad for that matter. I remembered the time I'd first
taken Ben home to meet them when we were kids; we were both thirteen
then. When she realised Ben was profoundly deaf she still treated him in
just the same way as other friends I'd taken home. She never fussed him
anymore than other kids but privately she frequently told me how proud she
was of me that I'd made friends with someone who needed friendship more
than others. I never forgot that and I presume the same applied to
Simon. To me he was no different to any other guy I'd known but to him the
fact that someone else bothered to take notice and in our case love him,
must have meant a great deal to him. I also realised how lonely Jack must
feel and so wished I could do something about that.


9.

"Simon, the taxi is here" I called upstairs. A few moments later as he
walked down the stairs I sensed he was anxious about something. "What's
wrong my love?"

"Nothing"

"Come on, I can read you like a book" I chuckled and took him into my
arms. I'd been so used to watching for Ben's reactions when we'd been a
couple as his speech was not that good because of his deafness that I'd
tended to do the same with Simon.

"God, I can't hide anything from you can I" he eventually grinned.

"So what's the matter babe?"

"I feel such a wimp; I'm making you go by train whereas we should be
travelling by car and because of that you've got to hump luggage about and
look after me."

I was shocked for a moment because Simon always seemed such a confident
person despite his disability but travelling by car was his biggest
nightmare. He was fine if it was local traffic but when he knew we'd be
using major roads that tragic day when he lost his dad came flooding
back. I knew he really needed to face it head on and accept the challenge
like he did everything else but I loved him so much that I didn't want to
push him too far so I assured him that using the train was fine by me,
despite the fact that I loved driving.

"Don't be daft, you're not a wimp and I'm quite capable of handling the
luggage; besides, I love you".

The last few words always made him relax and wrap his arms round me before
giving me a passionate kiss.

"I don't deserve you, you're the best thing that ever happened to me; I
love you so much."

By the time we eventually got out the house having set the alarm system we
both had tears in our eyes. Fortunately the taxi driver was a guy who knew
Simon well so didn't mind having to wait. Whilst Rudy led Simon down the
path I followed with our one suitcase. It was tight getting all our stuff
into one case for the five nights we were staying with my parents but we
managed somehow. We also had Rudy's food, bowls and brush since my parents
didn't have anything for a dog so they'd been packed into a holdall.


At last we were settled on the train and as usual the station staff helped
us through the barrier and helped me with the luggage onto the train
itself. It always amazed me how helpful people were when they saw a blind
person, especially with a dog.

Once we were on our way I held Simon's hand. The couple diagonally opposite
looked at me as I did so but I was past caring what people thought. After a
while, the woman smiled having no doubt realised the relationship between
us. Rudy was sitting obediently at our feet and eventually lay down on the
floor now satisfied that we were settled.

I could sense that Simon was deep in thought and still slightly anxious so
I squeezed his hand. He turned and smiled but it was not his usual
confident smile.

"Penny for them" I whispered. He grinned and squeezed my hand back.

"I hope your mum and dad like me" he whispered.

"Of course they will; what makes you think they won't?"

"Well let's face it, I'm not your normal boyfriend am I so I was wondering
how they'll react; you're sure you really do want to marry me."

It was one of the things I planned to tell my parents whilst we were with
them because Simon had proposed to me the week before. I immediately
accepted of course because I was madly in love with him. It had been in my
mind as well but I hadn't wanted to rush things despite knowing that I
wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. When I said yes he cried and
then gave me a ring. "It was my dad's and I'd like you to have it" he said
with tears in his eyes. I looked at the beautiful gold ring which had a
small single diamond set in it and couldn't believe what he was doing. I
told him it was beautiful and I'd love it but he should keep it to remind
him of his dad but he insisted saying that he'd much rather know it was on
my hand everyday than being kept in a drawer so I accepted it and slipped
it on the third finger of my right hand. From thereon I made sure I wore it
every day.

"Are you having doubts?" I asked and felt my heart thump with concern.

"No, of course not; I love you with all my heart; you know that Lee but
you're taking on a big responsibility"

"Don't be daft, of course I want to marry you; I love you too and want to
spend the rest of my life with you"

We'd held this somewhat intimate conversation whispering to each other so
my face was close to his. Without thinking I moved closer and kissed him on
the cheek squeezing his hand again. As I did so I noticed the guy sitting
next to the woman diagonally opposite give me a black look. The woman just
smiled. Rudy also sensed that something was going on between us so sat up
and placed his head on our knees. I stroked it and Simon did the same.

"The guy opposite doesn't approve of us kissing" I whispered directly into
Simon's ear.

"Tough" he giggled and gave me a similar kiss on my cheek.

At the next stop, the couple got up to leave the train. The guy walked off
and ignored us. The woman paused beside Simon and leaned
over. "Congratulations; sorry, but I couldn't help but overhear your
conversation about getting married; I think it's lovely". I thanked her as
she hastily moved off.


My dad met us at the station and as usual wrapped me in his arms to hug and
kiss me.

"I'd like you to meet Simon" I said once he'd released me from his bear
hug.

"Welcome to the family Simon, it's great to meet you" he beamed before
giving him a similar bear hug and kiss. I could tell that Simon was
overwhelmed by the reception and his face was beaming. All signs of anxiety
had gone as he turned his face towards me and grinned. "And this must be
Rudy" my dad said as he bent down to give Rudy a pat on his back.

"Come on guys, the car's parked nearby" my dad said as he led us off. My
parents lived in Hill Lane which backed onto the common so was only a few
minutes' drive from Southampton Central station.

"Okay?" I whispered to Simon as I fixed the dog harness onto Rudy beside
him in the back of the car. He nodded and grinned mouthing a kiss to me.


As soon as my dad had driven into the drive the front door opened and my
mum appeared.

"Hi mum" I called and jumped out to give her the same welcome as dad had
given. By the time we'd finished, Simon had unhitched Rudy and climbed out
the car. My mum immediately looked over and rushed to help him.

"Hello Simon, it's lovely to meet you" she enthused and took him into her
arms and kissed him on the cheek. She then gave Rudy a pat and led them
into the house leaving my dad and I to unload the car.

"He seems a lovely guy" dad commented as he lifted the case out of the
boot.

"He is dad, I love him to bits and he loves me"

My dad paused and looked at me as if he was about to say something but
changed his mind. "I'm so glad son, you deserve someone to love you at last
and he's certainly a good looking guy." The last comment made me smile
because it was usually my mum who made comments about a guy's looks.

By the time we'd got everything inside the house, Simon was sitting in the
kitchen chatting away to mum as if he'd known her for years. I pulled out
Rudy's water bowl, filled it with water and placed it on the floor.

"There you are my lovely" I said to Rudy who quickly came up to have a
drink.

"See Doreen, he attends to Rudy first before seeing if I want anything"
Simon laughed.

"You can help yourself, he can't" I chuckled before giving him a big wet
kiss whilst my mum and dad looked on. I sensed Simon holding back and
guessed he was conscious of my parents watching. "Don't worry my love;
they're used to seeing me kiss the guy I love".

 "Oh yes" dad laughed, "We had years of seeing Lee and Ben all over each
other". He then suddenly realised what he'd said. "Oops sorry". My mum
glared at him for a moment.

"It's okay; I'm over Ben now; besides he did me a favour because I would
never have found this beautiful, wonderful guy."

"You'll make me cry in a minute" Simon laughed.

"Well, I'm so pleased that you two have found each other and welcome to the
family Simon".

Simon nodded and held my hand. I could tell he felt so happy at having a
family again.

"Have you any news of Ben?" I asked casually. My mum immediately looked at
my dad before both looked at me.

"Yes, we have" my dad eventually replied, "Perhaps later I can have a chat
with you about him".

I immediately felt concerned since it was clear from the way my dad had
spoken that something was wrong but my mum in her usual way moved the
conversation on and told us all to move into the living room to drink the
coffee she'd now made so for the time being I put my concerns into the back
of my mind. Rudy followed and obediently sat down beside us once I'd guided
Simon to the sofa.

"So, how did you two meet?" my mum asked as soon as she'd served the
coffee. Simon chuckled and told her the story.

"As soon as he offered to put my groceries away and I noticed how Rudy
reacted to him, I knew he was someone special. The rest is history as they
say."

"He's so sweet isn't he" I chuckled and gave Simon another kiss, "But as
soon as he opened the door I fell in love with him" I added. "Anyhow, we've
got an announcement to make" I grinned not able to keep the news back any
longer. I took hold of Simon's hand and looked at mum and dad. They both
put their cups down and waited for what they guessed was going to be a big
announcement. "We're going to get married" I finally said having paused to
make an impact.

"Oh, that's wonderful news" my mum screamed as she rushed over to give both
of us a kiss. I glanced over to my dad and he too was grinning like a
Cheshire cat.

"I'm so pleased for you both" he finally managed to get in once mum had
hugged and kissed both of us several times. "So when's the big day?"

"We've not fixed one yet because we wanted to make sure you were available
to attend, assuming you want to" Simon said, "but the Registrar says we
could have a date in two months, so around the end of August".

"Of course we want to come" mum grinned "and the end of August is fine for
us". Dad nodded looking just as pleased which made me feel good. I was so
lucky with my parents who embraced their son's sexuality with joy. It
brought my mind back to Ben since I knew his parents had not accepted their
son being gay and all the time I was with him they never once made contact
with him.


The rest of the day was spent catching up on news with each other and of
course my mum wanted to know what plans we'd made or were planning to make
for the big day. At one point when I was helping her in the kitchen she
turned to me, looked into my eyes and said "He really is a lovely guy and
he's such a stunner" which made me laugh, "But more than anything else I'm
so proud of you Lee; sharing a life with that kind of disability can't be
easy and I think you're a wonderful guy to do so; to be honest I'm not sure
I could do that."

By the time she'd finished I had tears in my eyes. Okay it didn't take much
to get me all emotional, but her words meant so much to me. "You know very
well mum that if you really love someone you can deal with anything". She
nodded and kissed my cheek.

"Which reminds me, why does dad want to talk to me about Ben?"

"You need to ask him Lee; there's something you need to know." By now I
really was worried so I went to find my dad. Despite what Ben had done to
me I was still very fond of the guy.

"Dad, you said you had something to tell me about Ben" I said having found
him talking to Simon. My dad looked at me clearly pondering whether he
should say anything in front of Simon. "Its okay dad, Simon knows all about
Ben and what happened; besides we don't have any secrets with each other."

My dad indicated for me to sit down beside Simon and he sat down opposite
us. "Ben called round a day or so after you'd called to arrange this visit;
he's left the guy you found him with and he's in a bad way; he was crying
and not his usual bubbly self; something bad happened to him which I feel
he should tell you about; he wants to see you Lee and explain what happened
and how sorry he is; when I said you were coming to stay for a few days he
begged to come over whilst you were here; I said he could come Friday
evening after he'd finished work; I'm sorry Lee but he sounded in such a
bad way and I knew you wouldn't want me to turn him away despite what
happened; do you mind?"

For a moment I was stunned, not so much over the fact that he and the young
guy had split up because I never thought that would last long but I was
more concerned over the fact that Ben was in a bad way because that didn't
sound like Ben so something really bad must have happened. Ben was the kind
of guy who even if he'd been kicked in the balls would walk away and get on
with his life. When I'd announced that our relationship was over because of
what had happened, he accepted it and went quietly.

"Of course I don't mind dad, I'm still very fond of him and if he needs to
see me then of course he can; you don't mind love do you?" I added turning
to Simon.

"Of course not, you must see him; besides I'd like to meet the guy who
enabled me to find you" he added laughing. My dad was clearly relieved so I
thanked him for what he'd done.

It was Wednesday so I had another two days to wait until Ben came round and
throughout that time I couldn't get him out of my mind. I was worried about
him despite the fact that he'd ruined what I'd felt at the time was a
perfect life. That night in bed Simon sensed I was worried and hugged
me. "He's a lucky guy to have someone like you; lots of guys would have
told him to fuck off".

"I know but". I didn't finish the sentence not wanting to upset Simon.

"But you still love him don't you" he said gently.

I looked into his eyes and felt my own fill with tears. "Yeah but not like
I love you, I can promise you that; when we were together I thought he was
the only man in the world for me but we were young and neither of us had
been with other guys; we'd been so close ever since we first met at the age
of thirteen so yes, I do love him still despite what he did to me but I
want to be with you babe, not him, and I want to be with you for the rest
of my life, and I still want to marry you even though I know he's now split
up with that other little fucker."

"I know; it's okay my love, I don't mind you still having feelings for him;
I'd be somewhat disappointed if you didn't because you're the most
wonderful, loving, kind guy I've ever had the privilege to know". Before I
could answer he put his arms round me and kissed me. Tears were now falling
down my face as we kissed which became very passionate. It didn't take long
for us both to have raging erections and I so wanted him to fuck me.

"I've brought the lube" I giggled after a while. He chuckled too and told
me I was a sex fiend but I needed him. "Just don't yell out loud when you
come" I chuckled as I reached over to the bedside cabinet to grab the
bottle of lube.

"Me?" he laughed, "You're the one who screams the house down when you
come".

"Yeah well, that's what you do to me but I want to feel you inside me so
get fucking" I giggled and passed over the lube.

It didn't take long for him to have his big hard cock inside me as he lay
behind me. It felt so wonderful. I pulled his arms round me as he fucked
and he slipped a hand down to my cock to slowly massage it. After a long
slow fuck, he eventually reached his climax and I reached mine. It was so
beautiful.


We spent the next few days walking Rudy round the common and into the
centre of Southampton. Simon didn't know the area so it was all new to
him. He also told my mum he could see where I got my cooking skills from
since her meals were so delicious. My mum loved people complimenting her on
her cooking so she loved him even more. Every so often she'd sidle up to me
and say "He's so lovely".

"He is" I'd reply, "That's why I want to spend the rest of my life with
him".

Eventually Friday arrived and to be honest I was feeling slightly
apprehensive about meeting Ben after so long. We'd not seen or spoken to
each other ever since we'd parted. The doorbell rang and my dad went to
answer it. I'd agreed with Simon that he'd sit in on the conversation since
I wanted Ben to know that I'd moved on. After a few moments, Ben walked
into the living room where Simon and I were sitting. My mum had already
left us and dad disappeared as well. I hardly recognised him as he walked
in. Yes he was the same Ben in looks and just as gorgeous but his face
looked as if the end of the world had come. I'd stood up to meet him as he
entered the door and he immediately rushed over and threw his arms round
me. I could see tears running down his face and I felt so sorry for him
even though I had no idea what had happened.

He then moved slightly away and starting signing. "I'm so sorry Lee, I
really am; I really fucked up didn't I and I wouldn't blame you if you told
me to fuck off right now but I had to see you".

When he'd finally stopped sobbing and signing his many regrets, saying how
sorry he was that he'd been such a shit and upset what had been such a
wonderful relationship and that he still loved me, I took his face in my
hands and kissed him on the lips. At first he was taken aback but soon
relaxed and pulled my head into a passionate kiss. I could see Simon at the
other end of the room looking our way and although I knew he couldn't see
what we were doing, I knew he had a fairly good idea. Finally I pulled out
of the kiss and held Ben tight beside me with my arms round him so he could
see my hands.

I then signed and spoke the words so that Simon could hear, "Ben, I'm still
very fond of you but I've moved on; I've met someone else and I'd like you
to meet him." Ben then looked over to the other end of the room and saw
Simon sitting there. He gasped not having realised someone else was in the
room with us. He'd been so tied up with his own emotions that he'd not
turned round to see who else was there having seen my mum and dad leave us
when he came in.

"Oh" he said and then looked at me immediately realising something was not
quite normal.

"Come and meet him Ben, he knows all about you and us; his name is Simon
and he's blind".

"Hi Ben, it's good to meet you" Simon signed as he stood up and offered his
hand. I'd taught Simon some basic signing over the past few days and he'd
taken to it immediately. Ben shook it and finally slumped down on the
nearest chair. It was then he noticed Rudy and I explained that he was
Simon's guide dog. Ben hastily explained that our dog had been put down a
year previous when it suddenly became very ill and the vet said there was
nothing he could do. I said how sorry I was because I knew Ben had been as
fond of the dog as I had been.

We talked for a good hour and Ben told us how the young guy I'd found him
in bed with had been a controlling individual and unless he got his own way
he became violent. "I realise now Lee that he bewitched me from the start
and that's why I couldn't stop seeing him; had I known then what I know now
I'd never have let him near me but I wanted excitement and to experiment
with other guys; I loved you Lee, always have and still do but we'd grown
up together and always been together never trying things out with other
guys; he gave me that outlet, I'm so sorry Lee, I really am."

"It's okay Ben, I understand and as I say I'm still very fond of you, in
fact in an odd kind of way I still love you but I no longer want to spend
the rest of my life with you; I want to spend my life with Simon and in
fact we're getting married in two months." Ben gasped and looked at both of
us before giving us his congratulations. "You can come if you want; in fact
I'd like you to come and be my witness" I said signing as I did so.

He grinned and signed that he'd love to come and be my witness before
giving me a big wet kiss before doing the same to Simon. As he did so I saw
the Ben that I knew come back to life and I was happy but I wanted to know
more about this little fucker who'd caused so much harm. I asked if he'd
ever become violent with Ben and he nodded. "It got so bad that I had to
call the police" he signed. Even Simon was shocked and asked me to ask Ben
what happened. "He was charged with domestic violence and fined and given a
community sentence but he tried to attack me in the street one night so I
had to call the police again. This time he was given a restraining order to
keep away from me and I believe he has to attend some classes somewhere to
learn how to control his feelings." It was then that I found out that the
latest incident had been just over a week ago and Ben had gone round to mum
and dad because he wanted to speak to me. I think his hope was that we
could get back together again but on hearing my news that put an end to
that idea.

"Simon and I will always be here for you Ben so if you need us just call
and if necessary you can come over" I told him. He smiled and thanked me by
giving me yet another kiss before giving Simon one too.

After a while my mum stuck her head round the door and gave Ben a big
hug. She'd always liked Ben and treated him as a second son since his own
parents had disowned him and now moved away from the area. What happened to
Ben in his early life is another story.

"Would you like to stay and eat with us Ben?" she said looking at
him. Neither she nor dad had learned to sign but Ben was good at lip
reading provided people spoke clearly. He grinned, looked at me and nodded.


We spent a great evening together catching up on the more pleasant things
in his life. He was still working at the university although he admitted
that it was time for a change. He wanted to know all about Brighton and
what I was doing. When I told him I was a van driver for a grocery store he
was shocked. "But what about your degree; you had a good job with that
publishing company before you moved to Brighton".

I said I was happy and still did programming for the guy who designed
computer games. "Besides, it was through my delivery job that I met Simon"
I laughed so Simon told him how we'd met. Simon spoke clearly and slowly so
Ben picked up all he said. By the end of the evening when Ben finally went
home, he and Simon were good friends and Ben was teaching Simon some more
sign language. Before he left, Simon asked me if I'd like to see Ben again
the following day so we invited him over. I knew mum wouldn't mind having
an extra person for Sunday lunch since she always made enough food for an
army. Ben jumped at the idea and asked me if I was sure. I hugged and
kissed him and said I'd love to see him again.

That night in bed Simon said "He's a really nice guy and I feel sorry for
him; I can fully understand how someone as trusting as him could be taken
in by a controlling individual; I'm so glad he's got away from him." I
agreed and also felt sorry for him, especially since he now knew there was
no chance of reconciliation with me.


10.

Having had a wonderful few days with my parents and seen how much they
loved Simon, I was on top of the world. In addition I was so happy that I'd
seen Ben again and told him I still loved him even though we could no
longer be together. I was still worried about him but there was little I
could do to ease his pain or find him a boyfriend. I knew it was going to
be difficult for him with his disability and wished he lived nearer so
Simon and I could take him under our wing because I had a feeling that he
too had liked Ben.

The next day we contacted the Registrar and booked our marriage
ceremony. Simon didn't want it to be a big affair and since we didn't have
that many friends to invite between us, neither did I. We made a list which
included my parents, Ben, Jack, Rene and Darren, Lawrence, Bob Mullins and
a couple of other work colleagues, plus a few other friends we knew. In all
we had almost twenty of us so Simon suggested we take all of them to a
smart hotel after the ceremony at the Registry Office for a lunch
party. That evening, for those who were interested, we'd invite them to a
gay bar that was willing to reserve an area for us. He also wanted to treat
my parents, Ben, Jack, Rene and Darren to a couple of nights at the hotel.

Once everything was booked, I produced fancy invitations to send to
everyone. We also told them that we didn't want the normal presents so
asked them to donate to a local charity for the blind that Simon supported.

"Now that's all done" Simon grinned, "I'm taking you along to a jeweller to
choose our rings." I couldn't wait but of course he had to rely on me to
describe each one.

The jeweller was brilliant and let Simon handle each ring before we finally
chose what we wanted. The final choice was a gold one with a platinum ring
running round it. It was stunning, as was the price but that was of no
concern to Simon. He seldom flashed his money around but when it came to
this he wanted to do so. The jeweller was more than happy so he measured
our fingers and said the rings would be ready within three days. Since we
were going away for a week the following day we asked him to hold them
until we came back.

Simon had commented some weeks earlier that he'd love to feel some warm
sun. Despite it being June, the weather was very mixed so I suggested we go
to Sitges. It was one of my favourite holiday destinations but Simon had
never been. "You'll love it" I chuckled, "Lots of gay boys, gay bars and a
gay nudist beach".

Simon laughed and said it sounded good fun despite not being able to enjoy
the sights but he did fancy stripping off on the beach for all to see. He
said he wanted to stay at a smart hotel so I booked in at one I'd never
been to since it was the most expensive. It was ideally situated with a
beach immediately opposite and only a few minutes from the main town centre
where all the action took place. The only downside was that we couldn't
take Rudy so had to find someone to look after him for the week. Rene and
Darren said they'd love to look after him so we left Rudy with them for odd
afternoons and then a whole day to make sure he was happy. Having see that
we came back to fetch him each time he settled in well so we agreed.

As our flight was late morning we agreed to take him over to them early
that morning. It was an emotional parting for both of us but we tried not
to let Rudy know. Even so, I got the feeling he knew something was up but
he just wagged his tail when I said we'd be back for him shortly. Rene said
he'd email us a daily update on how he was so that made us feel better. I'd
packed his food and everything that was needed into a box and placed that
in the boot of the car when Rudy was not around. Whilst Simon cuddled him
with Rene, Darren and I quickly unloaded everything. We'd also made sure
that our suitcases were kept well hidden from Rudy at home so as not to
alarm him.

Finally our friendly taxi driver arrived and took us to the airport. Simon
decided to use his stick, despite hating it but at least it showed he was
blind so other people reacted accordingly. It also meant we were given
priority treatment when it came to boarding and getting off the plane in
Barcelona.

Since I knew the place well, we were soon on the train that took us to
Sitges. I could sense Simon getting more and more excited, and of course,
the warmth felt wonderful.

We were soon checked into the hotel and again the members of staff were
wonderful. Our room was on the front so overlooked the sea with a small
balcony on which Simon could sit and enjoy the sunshine.


We spent a very relaxing week enjoying the warmth, the gay bars in the
evenings and the gay nudist beach. I noticed several guys giving Simon the
eye once he'd stripped off and baring all. I couldn't blame them because he
was gorgeous. We made several friends whilst there and on one occasion even
had a guy back to the hotel for a threesome. He was Spanish and had the
most beautiful body, and he loved being fucked so Simon and I spent several
hours doing just that. Every day, night and morning, Simon and I would make
passionate love and fucked each other like mad. By the time the week was
over my arse was sore but it was worth it.

Rene emailed everyday to say that Rudy was fine and had settled in well but
missed us. Quite how he knew that I don't know but perhaps he thought it
would make us feel better.

Finally it was time to leave but we'd both had a great time and felt much
better for it. The flight home went well and we couldn't wait to go and
fetch Rudy. When he saw us he ran up and almost knocked us over. He was so
excited which made the perfect ending to a perfect holiday. His tail wagged
so much I was afraid it would fall off. When we knelt down and hugged him
he licked us all over. Rene and Darren watched on with great amusement.

"He's been as good as gold" Rene told us, "We shall miss him". Having
thanked them profusely for taking such good care of him we went home. Once
there we gave Rudy another long cuddle as well as each other. We were both
getting sexually excited and clothes were slowly being discarded until we
were both naked showing off stiff cocks which wanted attention. We decided
to satisfy our needs in the living room whilst Rudy watched on. He seemed
to love watching us fuck each other and on one occasion whilst I was
fucking Simon he came up behind me and licked my balls. It was kinky but
very erotic.


The weeks leading up to our marriage seemed to fly by. We were both so
happy and couldn't wait to give our commitment to each other. Jack and Ben
had been to stay with us separately on several occasions and both seemed so
desperate to find someone to love. It didn't occur to either of us that
they might like each other so never arranged for them to come at the same
time.

Finally the big day was upon us and our taxi arrived to take us to the
registry office. Ben had come the night before with my parents and stayed
at the hotel which Simon paid for. He'd also paid for them to stay that
night as well so as to give them all a nice break. Ben arrived early that
morning to help us get ready and he'd also got pink bows to put round
Rudy's neck. The plan was for Simon to let him lead us down the aisle. Ben
had also done a small placard that he fixed to Rudy's harness that said
"Congratulations to Simon and Lee from Rudy". When I told Simon what it
said he pulled Ben into his arms and gave him a big hug plus an even bigger
kiss.

"Hey" I laughed, "Don't forget it's me you're marrying". Simon then
released Ben and did the same to me. "Hold it buster" I laughed again, "If
you're not careful I'm going to split my trousers". Simon laughed and
placed a hand in my crotch to feel the reaction he'd caused.

"Well, it will have to wait until after I've married you" he giggled. Ben
loved watching us but I could tell he wished it was him marrying me.

"Come on guys, time to go" Ben called out once the taxi had arrived.

"Still sure you want to marry me" Simon whispered just before we walked out
the door.

"Of course I am; why, are you having doubts?"

"God no, I'd have married you the first day I met you" he laughed and gave
me yet another kiss.


By the time we were ready to walk down the aisle towards the Registrar, who
was a lovely guy and who we were fairly sure was gay, I had tears in my
eyes. I had a tissue permanently in my hand dabbing them. As we walked
along I saw all those gathered turn to watch us. When they saw Rudy's pink
bows they chuckled. I was so emotional that I hardly took notice of what
happened. I just repeated the words the Registrar spoke and held Simon's
hands. When he spoke his lines to me I felt tears falling down my
face. Finally the Registrar announced we were husband and husband and the
whole room erupted into cheers and applause.

"You may kiss each other" the Registrar whispered so I pulled Simon's face
into my hands and kissed him with a big long hard kiss. The crowd were
still cheering and even Rudy wagged his tail when he saw us doing so. I'm
still convinced that dog was gay!


Eventually the formal ceremony was over and we walked everyone to the hotel
where the reception was to be held. They'd done us proud and the room was
decked out with balloons and displays of beautiful flowers. We first drank
champagne in an anteroom before moving into the dining area. Once seated at
the top table, I described everything to Simon. He'd also arranged for
someone to sign everything for Ben's benefit. Ben was overjoyed because
he'd thought he'd miss out on what was being said. Since Jack had been
Simon's witness, we had both him and Ben sitting beside us so Jack listened
in to my description. I explained that in front of the top table there were
tables in a semi circle in front of us at which all the guests were
seated. My mum and dad were to my right and I then went round the room and
said who was at each table. The signer signed for Ben although he could at
least see how everything was arranged.

The meal was perfect and at the end both Jack and Ben gave a small speech
explaining how they'd met each of us and how much they loved us. Ben even
said that if he hadn't fucked up things between me and him then it might
have been him marrying me today but he was more than happy that it was
Simon since he was a great guy and he loved him to bits. I could see that
Simon became quite emotional at that point and I held his hand.

Simon then said he wanted to say a few words. He gave the most moving
speech I've ever heard and by the time he'd finished tears were rolling
down my face. I noticed others also had tears as well. When he sat down I
turned to him and kissed him passionately. "Thank you; I love you so much".

I was then aware that there were calls of speech, speech from me. We hadn't
planned on me giving one but I could see there was no way out of it so I
stood up and looked at everyone for a few moments.

"This is the happiest day of my life" I started, "Simon is an amazing guy
and the most loving person I've ever known". I then placed a hand on Ben's
shoulder and held it there as I continued speaking "I also think this guy
here is amazing and to be honest I love him too but it was Simon who won my
heart and is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with". I then
turned to Simon and placed a hand on his shoulder, "So thank you my love
for making me so happy and for asking me to marry you."

When I sat down the room erupted and I noticed that both Simon and Ben had
tears rolling down their face as I had too. I turned and kissed each of
them but Simon got the biggest one!


Simon had reserved a room at the hotel for us to stay in that night so once
the reception was over and we'd said goodbye to those who weren't coming to
the gay bar that evening, we went to our room. My parents had said they too
would leave us to enjoy our evening without them so we said we'd see them
at breakfast the following morning. As we went, I noticed Jack and Ben deep
in conversation. They were laughing and joking together and clearly getting
on. I hadn't realised that Jack knew sign language so was using that for
Ben's benefit. Ben in any event was lip reading and occasionally using
Jack's hands to tap out odd things as well.

"I think Ben and Jack fancy each other" I chuckled to Simon as we walked
into the lift.

"They'd probably make a good couple" Simon grinned.

Once inside our room any thoughts of Ben and Jack were out of our
thoughts. We both had one thing in mind and that was to get stripped off
and into bed. I wanted to feel Simon inside me and he wanted to feel me so
it was agreed I'd fuck him first. Once naked he got on his back on the bed
and lifted his legs up over his chest. I looked at the gorgeous hole before
me and felt my cock jump with excitement. It was already rock hard and
aching to get inside so I quickly lubricated my shaft and his hole.

"Oh god, I've been dreaming of doing this all day" I exclaimed as my big
head breached his entrance and I pushed the rest of my cock inside him.

"Yeah, fuck that arse babe, fuck it real good"

"Oh yeah, you're such a beautiful fuck" I exclaimed not caring if anyone
heard. I thrust in and out feeling his hot flesh surrounding my
cock. Eventually I felt my seed rising and I knew I couldn't hold it back
any longer. "Fuck, fuck, I'm gonna come" I exclaimed.

"Yeah, let it come; want to feel your hot spunk inside me then I shall feel
we really are married" he laughed. My climax came and I felt ribbon after
ribbon of hot creamy cum shoot inside him. It seemed to go on for ages and
I couldn't remember having shot so much before but it was fucking
beautiful.

As soon as I was finished, I pulled out and kissed him. "Want to feel this
big beautiful cock inside me now" I groaned as I grabbed hold of his
erection.

"Get those legs in the air babe and I'll give you the best fuck you've ever
had" he giggled. Within seconds we'd changed places and I held my legs
right up over my head so he had my hole fully exposed. He first bent down
and licked it but I told him I wanted his cock inside me.

I closed my eyes and felt him finger my hole with lube and then thrust his
big head inside me. "Yes, that is beautiful, give me a good long hard fuck"
I almost yelled.

"Fuck, you've got such a gorgeous arse to fuck; I'm gonna fuck you until
you beg me to stop" he giggled.

He did just that but I never told him to stop because I loved the feel of
his big cock inside me. Suddenly after quite a long time I heard him gasp
and I felt his hot seed shoot inside me. "Yeah, fill me up babe" I
exclaimed and squeezed my butt to grab hold of his big cock inside me.

"Oh god, yes that feels brilliant" he exclaimed as he continued thrusting
and spilling his load. His too seemed to go on for much longer than usual
and it felt wonderful.

Finally he was done and pulled out. He collapsed on top of me and we kissed
and kissed until our lips were sore.

"Think we'd better go and shower" he eventually giggled. I agreed but I
didn't want to let him go so we moved into the bathroom together. It was
one of those annoying showers over a bath but somehow we managed to both
climb in and lather each other. When we were both covered in soap, I pulled
him into another kiss. Soon our cocks were reacting and wanting
attention. I turned him round and put some more shower gel on my shaft. I
then pushed my cock into his arse and fucked him whilst he hung onto the
wall. I fucked and fucked until I was again spilling my load inside him. It
was wonderful.

"Turn round" he giggled, "I want to do the same". I giggled and offered
myself so he could fuck me from behind whilst I leaned my hands against the
wall. It too felt wonderful and he too spilled another load of cum inside
me.

After more kisses we rinsed off and climbed out the bath. I dried him
tenderly before drying myself. It was then I noticed Rudy watching us
wagging his tail. Whilst still naked I knelt down and cuddled him.

"Think Rudy is feeling jealous" I giggled. Simon joined me on the floor and
he too put his arms round Rudy's soft fir. Suddenly I felt Rudy's rough
tongue lick my limp cock and giggled. "This dog is definitely gay" I
laughed.

"Of course he is; I specifically said I wanted a gay dog" Simon laughed and
offered his own cock for Rudy to lick.


Having fed Rudy, we decided we should take him for a walk. As we came out
of our room I saw Jack and Ben walking out of Jack's. We'd managed to get
all our rooms on the same corridor.

"Hi guys" Ben grinned, "You two are looking very satisfied, I wonder why"

"Yeah, I wonder" I grinned.

"I bet they've been shagging each other nonstop" Jack laughed.

"Almost" Simon chuckled, "What have you two been up to?" Ben looked at Jack
and I noticed him blush.

"Don't think we'd better ask" I told Simon, "but they too have grins on
their face".

Simon laughed and told the other two we were off to take Rudy for a
walk. Ben and Jack said they'd join us so we all set off. As we walked I
noticed Jack take Ben's arm. Jack hardly used his stick which I found
interesting. I was also leading Simon since we'd left the harness off Rudy
so he could do his business. Once he'd done so I put the harness back on so
he could lead Simon. We then walked round to the gay bar where we were
meeting up with the others coming and I kept a watch on Jack and Ben. I
noticed they never left each other's side the whole evening.

When we finally got back to the hotel at gone midnight, all somewhat the
worse for wear due to the amount we'd drunk I again noticed that Ben joined
Jack in his room. As he went he looked at me and gave a big wide grin. I
gave him the thumbs up sign and watched them go inside.

"Well, well" I commented once we were inside our room, "Ben has just gone
into Jack's room".

"That's great, let's hope something comes of it; in the meantime get naked
because I want to feel my cock inside you again."

"Wow, I think I like this marriage lark if this is what it means". Simon
laughed and once I was naked gave my bare arse a big hard slap.

"On your knees and get ready for another long hard fuck" he chuckled.


The following morning we all met up at breakfast. I again noticed that Jack
and Ben came down together with satisfied faces. Ben was travelling back
with my parents but I managed to get him to one side before they left. "Had
a good time?" I asked grinning.

"Fucking brilliant; thanks for inviting me Lee and I really do hope you and
Simon have a great life together".

"We shall but don't forget we'll always be here for you and I meant what I
said in my speech, I still love you." I saw tears in his eyes as he kissed
me. "And what about you and Jack?" I grinned.

"He's a lovely guy but don't know where it's going to go". I wished him all
the best and said he must come and see us again shortly. I then spoke to
Jack and told him the same. He grinned and gave me a big kiss.

I then hugged and kissed my mum and dad and they too wished us a happy life
together. They told Simon we must visit them regularly and he told them
they were welcome to come to us since they'd not seen our house. I don't
think either of them had any idea about how wealthy Simon was and I knew
they'd be bowled over by the house. Once we'd waved them goodbye we said
farewell to Rene and Darren and asked the hotel to get us a cab. Once home
we fell into each other's arms and kissed. Simon then led me into the
kitchen and pulled out a bottle of champagne he'd put by for this occasion.

"Come on, get your butt upstairs" he laughed, "We're going to spend the
rest of the day having sex and drinking champagne and I'm also going to use
that new dildo on you and the electro stimulation unit so be prepared for a
long hot session."

I giggled and started throwing off my clothes. "And you Rudy can stay down
here" I laughed having given him a bone twist to keep him occupied. He
wagged his tail and gave a short grunt of approval as he took the twist
from me and ran off into the utility room.


The rest of the day we did do just as Simon had said with rounds of hot sex
in which we fucked each other and used the dildo plus the electro
stimulation unit. When we weren't fucking each other we lazed back on the
bed drinking champagne. When the champagne was finally finished and our
arses were sore, we went for a shower but as in the hotel it didn't stop
there. Simon fucked me again whilst I leant against the wall and I did the
same to him. By the end of the afternoon we were both shattered but had
enjoyed it immensely. We slipped on our robes and went downstairs to find
Rudy. He was lying quietly in the conservatory and wagged his tail when he
saw us. Life was just perfect.


11.

Two days later we were on our way down to Cornwall. Simon had booked us
into a gay clothes optional hotel for our honeymoon. We couldn't wait to
see what it was like.

"I've come to the conclusion that you're an exhibitionist" I teased Simon.

"And you're not?" he laughed, "You can't get your kit off soon enough when
other guys are around". It was true I did love being naked around other
guys whether or not it ended in having sex. I just loved the freedom of it
all hanging out.

The journey down was a bit tedious but again I'd agreed to go by
train. Since we planned to spend the few days mainly in and around the
hotel we decided we didn't need a car and it saved Simon having to endure
what he hated most. Fortunately the train was quiet since we were
travelling on a weekday so we had the end of the carriage where we were
sitting to ourselves. Once we were on the move I leaned up against Simon
and kissed him. He quickly joined in and our hands were soon exploring each
other. Cocks became hard in no time, which was nothing unusual but we found
having them restricted inside our trousers was just too much. Without
saying anything I unfastened my zip and the top of my trousers and led his
hand inside.

"Wow, that feels nice" he groaned. I then unfastened his trousers and
slipped my hand inside. He groaned again as my hand grasped his hot
cock. Seeing that the coast was clear, I bent over and took it into my
mouth for a few seconds. He groaned with pleasure but I didn't dare
continue for long just in case someone suddenly appeared but just having
his hand round my rod felt exciting.


We finally arrived and grabbed a taxi to take us to the hotel. I got the
impression that the driver knew the type of hotel we were going to since he
gave me a smirk when I told him. But he said nothing and nor did I. The two
guys who ran the hotel were delightful. I'd told them of course that Simon
was blind and that we were taking Rudy but they said that was fine since he
was a guide dog. One of the guys showed us our room and gave us the low
down on what facilities were available and that apart from the front
reception area which was closed off with a door, we could roam around naked
if we wished. Once he'd left us we quickly stripped off and went to explore
the facilities.

The hotel wasn't that large but there were sufficient guys to make it
interesting. There was a Jacuzzi which we both enjoyed, a steam room and an
area where guys could enjoy themselves whilst watching porn. Simon couldn't
see what was happening on screen but he always enjoyed the soundtrack so
with a bit of explanation from me he enjoyed the porn as much as I did.

We'd left Rudy in our room having decided it would be best. We assured him
we would be back soon and I did pop up every so often to make sure he was
okay. Each time he just wagged his tail and went back to lying on the floor
so seemed happy enough. As long as he knew we were still around, had food
and water, he was fine.

Two guys very quickly took an interest in us so we spent a lot of time
hanging out with them. They also joined us on walks with Rudy since they
knew the area well. We ended up having foursomes with them, either in our
room or theirs. Both guys loved being fucked so Simon and I had a great
time. On one particular occasion, Brendan was sitting on my cock and he got
Simon to sit on his. Whilst that was going on Jay knelt across my chest and
got me to suck his. We tried this in various combinations and ended up by
having all fucked each other. Brendan also loved having two cocks up his
arse at one time so whilst he sat on Simon's I slipped mine in
alongside. It was an awesome feeling as our two cocks rubbed together and
we eventually reached a climax. Like us, Brendan and Jay also fucked raw
when fucking each other so sometimes we'd get out partners on their knees
and fuck away whilst watching the other two do the same.

Jay was also into photography and asked if we minded being filmed whilst
fucking each other and each of us fucking Brendan. We agreed on the proviso
that our faces were kept out of view. When he'd finished we looked at the
final result and it was very erotic.

It turned out that they lived near Worthing which wasn't that far from us
so we exchanged email addresses and agreed to meet up again. They were both
thirty and lovely guys so we did meet quite regularly. Either they would
come and stay the weekend with us or we'd go to their house. Every time we
met we always had sex and a great time together. We all loved sex and we
enjoyed variation so it suited us all well without upsetting the love we
had for each other. They'd been together ten years and I could tell were
very much in love.


A few weeks after our trip to Cornwall, I received a call from Ben. "Could
I come over and see you guys?"

"Of course you can, when do you want to come?" I asked sensing that he
wasn't his usual bubbly self. He asked if he could come the next day, which
was a Friday and stay for the weekend. Having quickly checked with Simon I
said that was fine and looked forward to seeing him. "Is everything okay
Ben?" I asked.

"I'm not sure" he replied, "Want to talk to you guys about something". It
was clear I wasn't going to get anymore out of him so we ended the call and
I went to find Simon in his study upstairs.

"What do you reckon is wrong?" I asked him.

"Beats me; you know him better than I do".

That was the problem, I did and I sensed something was not right. I cared
very much for Ben and if he was hurting then so was I.

"I'm sure it's nothing serious" Simon said and pulled me onto his lap with
my legs astride him and facing each other. He often had me sitting like
this and as soon as he started kissing me and feeling my body things down
below reacted. "You worry too much; Ben's a big boy".

I laughed, "Yeah he certainly is" I quipped back thinking of the size of
Ben's cock.

"I wasn't referring to his cock" Simon laughed as he grabbed mine, "But if
he's as big as you then yes he certainly is a big boy" he
chuckled. "Perhaps I'll get him to let me have a feel when he comes".

"He loves being fucked that's for sure and he'd love having yours inside
him" I laughed although I wasn't too sure if I wanted my ex boyfriend being
fucked by my husband.

"Would you mind if I did?" Simon grinned before adding "I'd let you fuck
him too if he wanted".

"He'd do that like a shot given half the chance" I laughed.

"Well I'm willing if you are"

"We'll see" I replied still not sure about the idea.

"In the meantime, I want to feel this inside me" he giggled as he pulled
down my sweatpants and exposed my erection.

"And where would you like me to take you" I laughed.

"Right here over the desk; always had a fantasy about being fucked over my
desk so strip off and get the lube."

I hastily removed my clothes and ran into the bedroom to fetch the bottle
of lube. When I returned I found him stark naked bent over the desk with
his legs wide open and pulling his butt cheeks apart to show off his prize
hole.

"Now fuck that hole" he laughed. I first teased him with my tongue and made
him groan and moan. He was aching to feel me inside him but I was going to
make him beg for it. Having given him a good rimming I slicked two fingers
and slipped them inside. Each time I hit his special spot he groaned some
more. "Fuck me please, fuck me" he implored. I'd brought with me the dildo
so I slipped that in first. "Oh god yes that feels good but I want to feel
your hot naked cock up my arse, please, please fuck me".

I was really enjoying this and was chuckling away. I eventually pulled the
dildo out and thrust in my hot cock which was dripping with anticipation.

"Yes, yes, that's better" he cried out, "A nice hot naked cock inside my
arse; now give me a good long hard fuck".

Somehow I managed to keep the action going for a lot longer than I
expected. With each thrust I pushed the whole length inside him before
pulling it right out and then thrusting it back in. He was groaning and
moaning and making all kinds of remarks about how good it felt and I had a
gorgeous cock and he was going to fuck me with his big hot cock once I'd
shot my load inside him. We both laughed and had a great time. Eventually I
couldn't hold back any longer so let rip inside of him.

"Yeah, can feel that hot spunk filling me up my love; beautiful"

By the time I'd finished I was exhausted but he wanted to do the same to me
so I pulled out and offered my butt for him to abuse in the same way. He
was right, there was something very erotic about being fucked over a desk
like that and I loved it. Finally he finished and I stood up. He took me
into his arms and we kissed with tongues flitting in and out like mad.


Ben arrived early afternoon. I'd arranged to pick him up from the station
on my way home. As soon as he saw me pull up outside the station he ran
over and climbed inside. We quickly kissed before I moved off since I was
in a pickup area so couldn't hang around. I thought about asking him what
was wrong on the way home but decided to wait and he wasn't offering
anything. He looked okay and nothing like he'd been when I met him at my
parents several months before but I could tell there was something on his
mind which he wanted to talk about.

When we got home I took him upstairs to say hello to Simon who was busy
working in his study. He said he was nearly finished but had a bit more to
do before he joined us.

"I need a shower" I said casually as I walked into our bedroom and started
stripping off. Ben looked at me for a moment.

"Do you mind if I stay with you whilst you shower?" he said sheepishly.

"Of course" I laughed, "You've seen me naked enough times". It certainly
didn't bother me. He grinned and watched me strip off naked before walking
into the main bathroom. I generally preferred that shower since it was a
wet room area without any glass panels. He then sat on the toilet seat and
watched me shower.

"You're still just as beautiful" he commented.

"Thanks; I imagine you are too" I replied looking him over. I could see he
was already getting a hard-on but I said nothing. When I'd finished washing
myself I moved towards him to get a towel and wrapped it round me. "What's
wrong Ben?" I asked taking him into my arms. He immediately hugged me and I
let the towel drop to the floor. I felt his hands caress my naked butt and
press his own erection against my cock which was already getting excited.

"We had good times together didn't we" he said as he placed his head on my
shoulder.

"They were fucking brilliant times Ben but we've both moved on". He nodded
and let me dry myself. Once dry I walked back into the bedroom to dress and
he followed me. We then went downstairs and I got him a stiff drink. I had
a feeling he needed one.

By the time we'd sat down in the living room, Simon had joined us.

"So, you want to tell us what's wrong, Ben"

He nodded and began his story. He explained that he and Jack had hit it
off. They both liked the same kind of music, both liked going out to gay
bars and clubs and generally got on well together. They'd met up several
times in London since our marriage and things were going well.

"And what about sex" Simon grinned, "knowing Jack he's no doubt got you
into bed". Ben grinned and blushed slightly.

"Yeah, the sex is good"

"So what's the problem?" I asked.

"I've fallen in love with him" he replied but there was sadness in his
voice.

"And does he love you?"

"That's the problem, I don't know"

"Have you told him you love him?" Simon asked.

Ben shook his head and knowing Simon would not have seen that I said "Why
not; surely if you tell him how you feel he'll either say he loves you or
give some indication".

Suddenly Ben burst into tears so I rushed to his side and took him into my
arms. "I so don't want to fuck up like I did with you" he wailed, "I don't
know what to do".

For a moment I just hugged him and gently caressed his back. My feelings
for him flooded back. I knew I loved Simon but I also still loved Ben and
it was killing me to see him so upset. Perhaps if I hadn't told him it was
all over when I'd found him with that bastard we would still be
together. My own mind was in as much turmoil as his.


Five years on:

Simon and I had been together for five years when Rudy suddenly became
unwell. I knew immediately something was wrong and told Simon. Rudy was
nine and still did what he'd been trained to do so it was a shock to see
him listless. We took him to see Lawrence who was still our vet and after a
few tests we were told that Rudy had a terminal illness and wouldn't last
much longer. We took him home and hugged him for the rest of the day
pouring out our tears. He was as much a part of my life as Simon was and
the thought of losing Rudy was unbearable. Lawrence had said that the
kindness thing to do was to have him put down since he would eventually be
in pain. Neither of us wanted to see that but the thought of losing him was
hard to accept.

"We can't let him suffer my love" Simon said after a while. I agreed we
couldn't so the next morning we took him back to see Lawrence and whilst he
gave Rudy the final injection Simon and I held him tight. As he did so I
looked into Rudy's eyes and I had the feeling he smiled and said goodbye.

"Goodbye my faithful friend and thank you for looking after me" Simon
whispered as we felt Rudy's life slowly slip away.


Simon wasn't sure he wanted another guide dog but after several weeks I
persuaded him to apply for another. Having had one for so many years it was
a formality so he was soon being matched to a new one. His name was Dusty
and another golden retriever. He had a different personality to Rudy but
just as adorable. We never forgot Rudy and I'd made sure we had plenty of
photographs of him. Since Simon couldn't see those, I arranged for a
sculptor to make a bronze cast of him and gave it to Simon for his
birthday. He could now feel it and hold it to remind him of his wonderful
friend whenever he felt the need. Dusty occasionally sat and looked at it
and I wondered what was going through his mind. Simon and I were still
madly in love so life was perfect.

*****

If you want to read Ben's story then see "Does he love me?" which will be
available shortly.

Other stories by this author can be found under the list of 'Profific
Authors'.

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