Date: Sat, 17 Aug 2002 18:54:41 -0400
From: T D <magickmaker7@hotmail.com>
Subject: Caleb's Love

(Author's Note) - All of what I said for the first installment of the story
applies. If, for some reason, you didn't read the first one then shame on
you and you don't deserve any of the fun that goes on this chapter!

	I think, in my last note, I got pretty caught up and I forgot to
remember what matters most. From what I hear you readers love this
story. Yes, I wrote it. But I need to give credit where it's due. Without
the caring and advice of one man this never would have gotten submitted.
Derek you've helped me so much - maybe more then you'll ever really
know. My writer friend Derek was someone I could talk to and get advice
from when I felt that like couldn't tell anyone, that I actually knew in
person, what I had written. I'm sure I'm not the first writer of gay male
erotica to want to keep the fact they're writing it more or less a secret.
I wound up reading Derek's story and I wrote him about it. He seemed pretty
cool so I went to him for advice when I needed to. I will also say that if
you like this story I highly recommend reading his story "David and
Tristan" in the rural section - as long as you don't have a problem with
youth relationships. So I just wanted to say thanks again Derek and give
him some public acknowlegement. And, for all you curious readers out there,
no we are not, nor will we ever be, romantically involved. Sorry to all you
hopeless romantics out there, but we're friends and that's as far as it'll
ever go. Let's just leave it at that.

With that, On to the story!

				  Part 2

	We fell asleep right like that with him in my arms. When I woke up
the next morning the first thing that registered in my mind was that he
wasn't there. Then I realized I was smelling a wonderful breakfast. I
grinned at the thought and got up to walk to the kitchen. It wasn't till I
got to the doorway that I realized he was making me breakfast totally
naked. He was one hundred percent relaxed and looked so beautiful. He had
his back to me and I walked up to him as quietly as I could. The last thing
I wanted was for him to change his position in any way. Once I reached him
I wrapped my arms around him with my hands on his abs. I pulled myself
flush against him with my chest to his back. I kissed him gently up and
down his neck and a slight groan escaped his throat.

	"Mornin' Babe." I told him between kisses.

	"Last night," I could hear the uncertainty in his voice. "You said
you loved me." he said not turning around.

	"Well" now I was nervous. "I do. I'm sorry if you're not ready to
hear it but I fell in love with you last night. That's not a problem is
it?"

	I had stopped my kissing and there was an awkward silence. So, more
carefully than before, I resumed my kissing hoping against hope that he
wouldn't pull away.

	"Love me how? I have to know."

	I sighed. I hadn't even wanted to admit to myself what this could
mean and now I had to admit it to him. I felt him put his hands over mine
and I knew I had to tell him. "I love you." I began. "I love you like I
desperately hope we can be together. Like I couldn't immagine my life
without you. Like I want to be with you in every way. Like one gay man
loves another. Like I'll remember that kiss last night even if we never see
each other again." There was silence. I had just bared my soul to him and
now I was feeling very nervous.

	"I never knew it could be like this again." he said finally.

	"Like what?"

	"I never knew I could fall in love again with such a wonderful
man. A man who would love me so much too." he turned around giving me a
beautiful smile.

	"Baby." I replied, "I think I'll love you as long as you let me."

	"Oh forever I think." was his reply as he fed me a piece of bacon.

	There was a pause as we just gazed at each other. Finally he broke
the silence. "So why so dressed up?" he giggled looking down at my sweat
pants. I just laughed and turned all shades of red.

	"Tell ya what." he started with a grin. "I'll clean up here so I
don't burn down your house and why don't you go start us a shower."

	Of course I could only smile and strutted off to start it. It
seemed my thoughts had been right. The bad things last night allready
seemed far away. I adjusted the water and put some towels in a strategic
location. No sooner had I gotten in than the curtain was pulled back and
Caleb climbed in. We kissed briefly and then went to washing each other's
hair and soaping each other up. I was standing behind him soaping his
back. My hands quickly found there way to his firm bottom. I ran one finger
down his back and he shivered. When I ran it through the crack of his
buttocks he made a small ghasp. I settled on and started rubbing around and
on his tight pucker. As soon as the feelings registered in his brain, in
about two seconds, he was moaning in ecstasy. Meanwhile I wrapped my other
arm around his front and was gentle stroking his dick and nipples.  I
finally decided to take the plunge. The soap was great and I pressed one
slicked up finger into him.

	"Oh fuck Dylan!" he moaned and, almost to my suprise, pushed back
more on my finger. "Don't (mmm...) stop! So (now a sharp intake of breath
as my finger grazes his prostate for the first time) good! That's so good!"
he's gasping. I could tell he was close now. It didn't suprise me because
he hadn't been sexually active in at least a year. I stopped my stroking
his front, which had included his abs, and used that arm to grab him at the
waist and pull him even closer to me.

	"I love you Baby." I whispered in his ear. With that I refocused my
finger and rubbed his prostate directly. It couldn't have been more then
five seconds when his orgasm took hold of him. He was shaking uncontrolably
and my arm was the only thing steadying him as he shot several spurts of
cum on the shower wall. I didn't count them but he was shooting for at
least a minute.  Between watching him, and then being pressed up against
him, I shot a load myself. Finally his knees gave way and, as I had removed
my finger by now, I turned him around. I hugged him to me while I kissed
his neck and sucked his earlobe as the last shudders of his orgasm
subsided. When his eyes seemed like they might actually be usable he closed
them and leaned, collapsed really, into me. "Forever" was all he said.

	I had done my fair share of work at the gym. Turning off the shower
I was glad to see I could pick up my man and carry him to the bed. The bed,
of course, was the strategic place for the towels and it was clear he
wouldn't get there on his own. When we reached the bed I laid him down and
dried him. Today I had the day off so when I had dried myself I laid
down. I spooned Caleb and pulled the blanket up over our naked bodies. I
hated to think I would have to work and we wouldn't always be able to live
forever like this. I buried my face in the crook of his neck. I relaxed,
breathing in the scent that was so good, so Caleb. His breathing was
soothing and I fell asleep feeling like everything was right with the
world.

	We both woke up about an hour later. Who knows who actually woke up
first. When you're spooned up like that it's so hard to tell. One of you
stirrs, which starts up the other, and then both of you are awake. It
didn't matter though. I just loved being close to him, holding him. He
pushed his whole body back against me more. I wrapped my arms around him
tighter. I wanted to enclose him, protect him, and most of all never have
to let go of him.

	"Hold me like this forever" Caleb half asked, half questioned.

	"Oh I wish I could Baby. There's always gonna be stuff we have to
do though. But I promise to hold you when you need it, when I can, when we
sleep, or any other time."

	"I love you so much Dylan."

	"I love you too Babe." I stated. I sighed. We had to talk about it
some time so I figured now would have to do.

	"Caleb" I began, "Ya know it can't always be like this."

	He froze. Next thing I knew I could hear him whimpering and feel
more then hear him start to sob. He was silent. I didn't even know what I
had said and now I was sure I had screwed up somehow.

	"Baby what's wrong?" I asked as soothingly as I could.

	He just pulled away and got up. I wanted to feel sorry for him but
I was getting agitated. I didn't understand. And he didn't want to explain
it to me? I had to fix this.

	"Baby what's the matter?" I pleaded, my voice more on edge than
before. Really it was like I was talking to his back as now he was making
his way out of the room. I had started to shift to get out of the bed and
follow him. I was plenty awake from adrenalin by now.

	He turned around. Tears streamed down his face. His eyes were
bursting with emotion. I saw sadness, rage, disappointment maybe? "I don't
know Dylan why don't you fucking tell me?" his voice was ten times worse
than the eyes. Holy shit what on earth had I done? I couldn't help but
stumble back a couple steps in shock. I just couldn't stand to see him like
this. I didn't know I had started crying but I felt the tears on my cheeks.

	I crossed the couple steps between us in an instant. I grabbed him
at his shoulders and spoke right to him. "What the fuck is wrong with
you!?" I practically yelled.

	"You tell me Dylan.  'It can't always be like this" !? What the
hell is that supposed to mean? How am I supposed to take that? The last
twenty four hours have been the best time I of my whole life. And now what,
you're just gonna tell me it's over like that? I guess I shouldn't be so
suprised. I can't see why you would want me to stay in the first place. I'm
nothing! You obviously see that now and I guess I should leave!" and he
turned to move towards the door.

	FUCK! Nice one Dylan! I'm such an asshole! In my head that was so
NOT what I had meant. I caught up to him, he hadn't moved that far anyway,
and grabbed him. He struggled against me but I was stronger, simple as
that. "BABE!" I yelled to get his attention. He stopped struggling.

	"Caleb Redding! Listen to me! I sware to you that's not what I
meant!" By now I was having a breakdown of my own. I pulled him to me in a
hug. He didn't hug back.

	"Caleb that's not what I fucking meant, okay? I was actually
talking about us sleeping in today. I was hoping we could talk about how
I'll still have to work on a regular basis. God! I never thought you would
take it this way! I never meant to hurt you. I'm so sorry. I'm so
stupid. You are NOT nothing Caleb! I don't know who told you that shit but
they were wrong. You're my life! You mean everything to me! I don't even
know how I lived before without you. I don't want to even try to
remember. Please don't go. Please..." I tried to bury myself still deeper
into his chest, his body, I was so afraid. I felt his arms slowly wrap
around me. We lowered to the floor.

	"Ssh. Okay Dylan, okay." I was laid on my back and he straddled my
body. He leaned foward and wrapped his arms around me. He was laying all on
top of me except for his legs with his head to the side of mine. "I'm so
sorry hon. I'm sorry I doubted you, and your love. Forgive me." he
whispered.

	He raised his head to look at me. I could see the love in his
eyes. I was amazed at how quickly he could go from love to anger or sadness
and back just like that. "Forgive me." He whispered again as he leaned
foward and kissed my forehead and each of my eyes.

	His face returned to my level. There it was again! This time, added
to the love in his eyes, was total lust! Geeze this kid was quick. Next he
did something totally unexpected. He leaned in and licked and nibbled on my
ear lobe. "Forgive me now?" he whispered lustily into my ear. I was
shocked! Not shocked by his actions, I was thrilled by those. I was shocked
at the voice. I never knew he could sound like that! Here I had just been
bawling my eyes out only minutes earlier and he sounded so good it was
like, BAM! Instant hard-on!

	Needless to say I was still speechless. I couldn't have said a word
if it was a life or death situation. So he moved down to my nipples. I was
in heaven. Licking, sucking, and just grazing them with his teeth. He
worked both before he was done and all I can really say is WOW! I was
broken out of my reverie when, just as suddenly as he had started, he
stopped. He looked up at me, once again, with those lust filled eyes.
"Forgive me now?" God there was the voice again! By now though I had
regained control of my voice and it was clear what his game was.

	"I don't know." I replied in a tone that clearly showed my sarcasm.
"You got me really upset there."

	He tried hard not to smile, that was obvious. I was sure I saw a
smirk cross his face. He went back down, kissing down the center of my
stomach. He licked my belly button a little and I thought that was where he
was gonna stop. Clearly not! He moved down some more until he was hovering
over my dick which was now extremely hard. He licked just the top of the
head and looked up at me again. "Forgive me now?"

	"Oh yes" I shuddered.

	"That's the Dylan I love." he replied moving to give me a brief
kiss on the lips before turning his attention back to my throbbing member.
"But" he continued, "it still was your fault for saying such a bad thing.
I'm afraid I'll just have to subject you to "the treatment"."

	"Oh no not that!" I giggled in mock horror. Any other wise-cracks I
would have made were cut off when he grabbed and starting lightly messaging
my balls. Oh yeah! That was great!

	He licked up and down the shaft for a while. Finally his warm mouth
engulfed me. Before I really knew or realized what was happening he had a
finger in my ass, which was excelent, and I was shooting my hot cum into
his throat. It was super intense. Once I recovered a little I pulled him up
to me so he was laying next to me. I kissed him long and lovingly. It was
our first big disagreement, really a misunderstanding, but we came out of
it fine if not better than before. No words were needed between us then to
express the love we had for each other. But, just for a nice touch...

	"I love you so much Baby. Please never even think of leaving me."

	"I don't think I ever could. When I thought you wanted me to go I
felt like I was going to die without you. Please let me stay forever."
Caleb whispered back as he leaned in closer to me so he was really laying
the side of my body.

	I pulled my arms around his to draw him even closer... like that
was possible. "I promise Baby. You're here as long as you want to stay.
Even forever. Especially forever." I thought about the words we had just
exchanged. Okay, so it wasn't official yet. Sure, we hadn't even talked
about it. As I looked at him though, looking at me, I threw all caution to
the wind. Looking into the deep blue eyes, the eyes that had captured my
soul, I voiced the words I felt in my heart. The words that I felt like I
had been using to describe him my whole life: "My loving husband." I said
looking straight into his eyes. I just felt his arms close around me firmer
before he gave me a gentle kiss. The arms of my lover, my husband, my
soulmate. The arms I knew would hold me forever.


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