Date: Thu, 3 Jan 2013 23:48:10 +0200
From: Shawn Edwards <shawnedwards92@gmail.com>
Subject: Dangerously in Love 1

I threw in the last of my clothes into the suitcase and zipped it
close. I sighed and sat besides it on the bed. My life in Houston was
over and though i thought it would be a good thing i now had my
doubts. Houston was my home. I was born and raised there and all my
life was there. Leaving felt so wrong but there was no option. I would
leave for New York in three days and begin living with my enstranged
sister who was 13 years older than me and i had seen her not more than
thrice. I was single-handedly raised by my mum and my sister was
raised by my dad. Both our parents had died now and it was just the
two of us. I had heard she was married with a child but i had never
seen the husband and my nephew. It would be my first time. My joy and
my best friend had gone and left me. My pillar of strength was gone
and i was alone in this big empty world. The death of my mother had
devastated me and i would never find happiness again. I stood up and
slowly walked out of the room. I was too young to worry. I was only 18
and i had to make the most of my life. Life was too short to be
sitting around miserable. I had to shake the stress away.

I knew exactly where to go. There was one place that would make me
happy. I locked the door and headed straight where my feet took me. I
stopped at the entrance and slipped past security. It was quite easy
given my height and my slender built. I was starting to grow my first
facial hair and i looked 21 though i was 18. I entered the bar and
wormed my way through the dancing couples to the bar. I looked at the
bar from the corner of my eye and saw a couple kissing. The top guy
who was obviously in control was sitting on the couch and the bottom
guy was sitting on his laps with his tongue down his throat and his
hips grinding on him. I looked away and sat at the bar then saw Tony
the hot bartender. He was partly the reason i came to this club. It
was always a joy seeing him. He was a vision he literaly melted ice.
If he were in the titanic it wouldn't have sunk. That iceberg would
have melted. He wasn't as hot as the guy on the other end of the VIP
lounge though. I gave him a short glance and looked away. I would deal
with him when i had taken a few. Plus i would have known if he were
alone by then. A guy that hot would have someone with him. Maybe he
had gone to the bathroom or he was just waiting to pick.

Tony came to me with a huge smile on his face.

'Hey Shawn, what can i get for you today?.' he asked.

'Get me two shots of tequila please.' i said raising an eyebrow. Tony
gave me a look that warned me not to take those shots but i ignored it
anyway. I needed to get drunk real quick.

Tony came right away and gave me my shots. I gulped the first one and
felt its hotness as it went down. I pulled a face and braced myself
for the second one. I took it, passing it down quickly before its
strong taste ruined my tastebuds. I felt the same sensation again and
pulled a face.

'Boy, you really need to get drunk real quick don't you?.' Tony said.
He had been watching me all along.

'You have no idea.' i said. 'Get me a detroit ice.' i ordered. Tony
shrugged but he had no choice but to give me what i wanted.

Two bottles of Detroit ice would just do the trick. Tequila was 43%
and i had taken two shots now that was 86%. I would take two bottles
of detroit ice each 7% and that would make it 14% so if i did the math
i would be housing 100% alcohol in my blood. That was more than enough
to drown my sorrows. I took down the first bottle of detroit then
opened the second one. It was my last so i had to take it slow. I
sipped it slowly now taking glances at the hot hunk on the other end
of the VIP lounge. He was still alone. By now i had figured he hadn't
found his type yet. I knew i would land him. I was his type. I had the
looks that would make straight men gay and it would take me less than
ten seconds to get him in bed with me. I was quite sure of that and i
had alcohol to back me up. I took the last sip and placed the empty
bottle infront of me. Tony came right then and i handed him his money
and said thanks.

'I see you got your eye on that lone hunk.' Tony said.

'He ain't lonely anymore. He got me.' i said standing up and nearly
fell. I got my balance back and began making my way to him. Tony must
have said something about making a fool of myself but i ignored it. I
was now feeling light-headed and my vision was a bit impaired. My
hearing was now poor and as blured as my vision. The lights were now
brighter but i still managed to make my way to him.

He kept his cool when i stood before him but i was too drunk to care.

'Shawty what tour name is?'. I said then gave him a wink with my sexy
emerald green eyes. He ignored. 'Look sweety, i'm hot and you're hot
and we both drunk and horny. I know you want me as much as i want you.
Let's just do it.' I said boldly. That's the one thing i like about
alcohol. It gives you confidence like no other. I wanted to go with
him to his place.

He tapped his lap and i figured that was an invitation to sit on his
lap. It seemed he had other plans. I sat without hesitation then
stared deep into his sea blue eyes. He had angelic features. Sexy
almond shaped eyes, a long nose and sexy Chris Brown lips. He smiled
and i did so too without thinking.

'Work your magic.' he said in a deep calm voice that i found
irresistable. Even if he told me to shoot myself in that voice i would
put a bullet straight through my brain.

He had just summoned me to give him my all. I began swaying my hips
from side to side grinding and rubbing my smooth ass on his crotch. It
took a while of rubbing before i finally felt him begin to rise and
get hard. I positioned my ass crack on his hard on and began moving
faster and shaking my ass every few seconds. He was liking it because
i could hear him moan and grunt with pleasure. He was now feeling my
whole body. A few minutes ago i had been sober and watching a couple
do what i was now doing and thoughty w being silly. I had even felt a
bit ashamed but now i didn't give a fuck who was watching. I
remembered i had to kiss those sexy lips and turned my head for a
kiss. Our lips locked and i closed my eyes to savour the kisasme still
grinding on him.

i must have gave him a ride to remember because i had gotten him so
horny he wanted to fuck me right there. I wouldn't have that. I wanted
to go to his or my place. There was no way i was going home to that
empty house alone. It was either my or his place.

'I wanna make love in this club.' he said feeling a bit like Usher Raymond.

'This right here is only for your eyes to see but you getting carried
away saying we can do it whenever. I dont want security rolling up on
us.' i said, feeling a lot like Beyonce. We were now on the remix if
love in this club.

I broke the kiss and gave him a sexy look.

'Come, let's get outta here.' i said. 'You gon do me at your place.' i
continued with a more demanding tone then stood up from his laps and
took his hand leading him out.

The moment he saw him he rushed maybe to get something. I was never
expecting that. A black limo parked infron of us and the chauffer
rushed to open the door for us. I had always wanted to get it in a
limo. Dreams do came true and wishes were truly granted.