Date: Tue, 26 Mar 2002 13:40:58 EST
From: Draginacht@aol.com
Subject: David's-Initiation

Disclaimer: The following is a work of fiction and any resemblance to real
people or events is purely coincidental.  The story contains graphic
descriptions of sex between men. Anyone who is forbidden by law to read such
material must stop now.  This story is being posted to the Nifty Archive
solely for the enjoyment of its readers.

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David's Initiation 01

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David, dirty and sweaty, his T-shirt thrown over his right shoulder, trudges
exhaustedly up the steps from the stadium toward the gym. 'That shower is
going to feel damn good.' He thought. He had just finished another practice
with his high school track team and his first real track meet would be
Friday. He heard footsteps overtaking him from behind.

"Just look straight ahead, David. Don't let on that I am talking to you." It
was John Close, his sister's boyfriend and tight end on the football team. He
ran track in the off season to stay in condition. Next year he would be on
the university football team and conditioning was more important now than
ever before.

"In a few minutes all you sophomores are going to be initiated into the track
team. You're going to be embarrassed as hell but you will not be hurt. I'll
make sure of that. Just keep smiling and laughing like you are having fun."
John was already past David, headed for the gym. David watched John's well
formed ass climb the steps ahead of him and wandered what it would be like to
feel them with his hands. 'Tight end' seemed to be a good description for
John.

'An initiation, huh? I never heard about that. Well, I'll just have to trust
John.'

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David's early childhood was as normal as could be. He was one of two children
in a middle class family of two parents who loved him and made sure he was
safe and secure. He grew up in a typical middle class neighborhood and never
lacked for playmates. David's sister Katlin, Kate for short, was two years
older than he and had a lot of tomboy in her. She was as comfortable in pants
as she was in frilly dresses. Kate's natural curiosity coupled with a strong
spirit of adventure was a formula for potential disaster; she relished
instigating crazy schemes that pushed the limits. Of course, she had to have
an accomplice and David was more than willing. Although they had normal
sibling rivalries and disagreements, they actually were very close friends
sharing many private thoughts.

David had vivid memories of one particular morning when he was ten years old.
He awoke to hear Kate in the bathroom crying and calling for her mother.
Thinking that Kate might be in trouble, he got out of bed to see if he could
help but his mother went into the bathroom ahead of him and closed the door.
He knocked on the door and asked if there was anything he could do. After
several minutes his mother opened the door and told him everything was okay,
to go on about his business. A few days later David and Kate were alone in
Kate's room and he asked her what happened. She bluntly told him she had
started menstruating and had her first period. David was clueless and asked
for an explanation. Kate went to the family room and came back with a
paperback book titled, "Woman's Body: An Owner's Manual." Over the next few
days Kate proceeded to educate David about the female reproductive system. It
was so typical of the way she did things. When presented with a new challenge
she jumped in with both feet, to hell with the consequences. If there was
something she wanted to know, she found out. Although David found the topic
interesting, he was also somewhat nonplused.



The closer David got to puberty, the more he realized girls did nothing for
him sexually. He knew he was more interested in boys. However, being that the
family attended Sunday school and church regularly and David received
instructions about homosexuality, he was conflicted. His parents and the
church taught him to love people and be tolerant. But he had feelings that
were contrary to what he was taught. He concluded his feelings were not
'normal' and he tried to suppress them. Early one morning, a few weeks after
his thirteenth birthday, David had been having an exceptionally erotic dream
about his best friend, Herald (Harry). They were naked in the woods behind
Harry's house and David was brushing his hands all over Harry's body. David
began to feel like he needed to piss but it was different. Suddenly his body
jerked a couple of times and he moaned loudly. At that moment he awoke and
found a wet substance soaking his briefs.

"Ohhhhh damn!" David groaned thinking he had pissed himself. He jumped out of
bed before any fluid could leak onto the sheets, grabbed another pair of
briefs and ran into the bathroom. Upon examination, David could see the
liquid was not urine, it was a slightly milky fluid. Just as he finished
cleaning himself up and pulled on his clean briefs, without knocking, Kate
OPENED the door.

"You okay?" She asked.

"Yeah, I think so." David said as he tried unsuccessfully to hide the wet
briefs.

"What happened?"

"I...I'm not sure."

"Well, can I use the bathroom?"

"Sure." David said and he hurried back to his bedroom. A few minutes later
Kate entered his room and sat down on the edge of his bed. She already had a
pretty good idea about what had happened. A couple of her male friends had
brazenly confided in her about their first emissions.

"You want to tell me about it?" Kate asked.

"Okay." David replied after some hesitation. He proceeded to tell Kate about
his dream and the fluid that came out of his penis. But instead of Harry, he
substituted the name of a good-looking girl he knew at school.

"Congratulation, Davie! (Kate was the only one who could call him that, and
then only in private.) You just had your first wet dream. That means your
turning into a man." Kate was obviously excited, probably more so than David.
She immediately ran to the family room and returned carrying a paperback book
titled, "Man's Body: An Owner's Manual." Again, over the next few days Kate
and David learned all about the male reproductive system.


Very few boys need instruction on how to masturbate and David was no
exception. Soon he was experiencing the pleasures of self satisfaction
provided by his own hand. Secretly he reread that owner's manual Kate had
shown him and learned everything it had to offer about male sex. At age
fourteen David was a high school freshman and had to participate in gym class
twice a week. The sight of all those boy bodies in the locker room and shower
proved to be a real challenge when it came to not getting an erection. He did
notice, however, that his equipment seemed to be among the largest of the
group and that boosted his self-confidence. One thing everyone had to do in
gym class was run. David discovered that running seemed to greatly reduce the
stress produced by the conflict about his homosexuality. The more he ran the
more accepting he felt about himself and his situation.

As the end of his freshman year approached, Kate's junior year was coming to
a close and that meant "Junior Prom." One Tuesday David finishes his
after-school run and walks to his room. Before he can close the door, Kate
hurriedly rushes in after him.

"Davie, can we talk?" The usual warning flags went off in David's head. Kate
never wanted to 'just' talk, but he knew he would go along with whatever
crazy scheme she wanted.

"Can it wait until after my shower?"

"Now is really a better time." Kate prodded. "Okay if I close the door?"

"Sure." David could clearly sense trouble brewing. He sat down on the edge of
his bed and waited for Kate to spring her trap. After closing the door, Kate
sat down next to her brother.

"Well...! Ha...wh...ah..."

'Kate is stuttering. She never stutters!' David thought. 'This is going to be
BIG!'

"Okay, out with it!"

"How do you masturbate?" Kate blurted it out without hesitation.

"Siiis!" David exclaimed, his voice starting high then falling and rising
again at the end. "Isn't that just a little personal?"

"Yes it is. But I have to know."

"Why?"

"Next week is the Junior Prom and I intend to explore the inside of my date's
pants. I want to know how to correctly deal with what I find there."

"Oh my God. You can't be serious!"

"Yes I am. You know me."

David thought for a second and realized she was right, he did know her.
"Look, it's real simple." He made a fist with his left hand and extended his
middle finger. "You wrap your hand around the penis and do this." David's
right hand began the standard jerk-off motion with his left middle finger.
"That's all there is to it." And he stopped.

"Let me see your penis." Kate asked, it was almost a demand.

"What?" David exclaimed. "You've seen my penis lots of times. Why do you want
to see it now?"

"I haven't seen you since you went through puberty and I'm sure it's
different. Just take your shorts off and let me see it."

David was having a real hard time accepting Kate's request/demand. So far the
conversation had not turned him on so he didn't have a boner to hide. Maybe
if he gave her a look she would leave him alone. He stood up and pushed his
shorts and jock strap over his hips and let them fall to the floor. Then he
sat back down. "There!" He stated.

Kate just sat there staring down at her brother's crotch with her eyes wide
open. She studied David's flaccid penis and testicles. She had only seen
pictures and drawings before; this was different.

"Can I touch it?" She begged excitedly.

"NO!" David shouted as he covered his genitals with his hands.

"Please, Davie. I just want to know what it feels like. Please." Kate was
working her magic and had her brother in her spell like always.

"Okay, but just a quick touch."

Kate extended her right hand, slid her fingers under David's penis and closed
them tight. Instantly the chambers of his cock began to fill with blood. Not
since he was a child had anyone but himself touched his prick. The sensation
overpowered him and he gasped.

"I didn't give you permission to do that!" David grunted through clenched
teeth.

"Wow! It's getting bigger...and harder! Oh wow!" Kate said excitedly,
completely ignoring David's comment. David reached a full, almost six-inch
erection in a matter of seconds and Kate kept her fingers wrapped tightly
around it. She was totally astonished by how the system worked. A moment
later Kate released David's cock grabbed hold of his testicles and fondled
them in a less than delicate way.

"Ouch! That hurts! Don't be so rough!"

"These are where you produce sperm, right?" David just nodded his head.
"That's neat...really neat." Kate released David's balls and regained control
of his cock. "Now, show me how to masturbate."

"Kate, we shouldn't be doing this."

"I know. Now show me." She wasn't to be stopped now; the objective was in
sight, in hand, so to speak.

"Give me your left middle finger." David stated. He thought if he
demonstrated on her finger, perhaps she could more closely duplicate the grip
and the action. Kate extended her left middle finger and David proceeded to
demonstrate how she should do it. After about four strokes Kate pulled her
left hand away and began working on David's cock with her right hand. The
result was instantly satisfying; she had the perfect grip and motion.

"Just a little tighter." David instructed as he began to breathe a little
harder. "Yeah, that's it." And he leaned back on his elbows letting his head
fall back so he would be looking at the ceiling if his eyes were open, which
they weren't. Soon he raised his head and looked down at Kate's hand stroking
up and down his rigid member.

"You better stop now; I'm going to cum, er...ejaculate."

"Good! I want to see that." Kate knew exactly what she wanted. "What's that?"
She asked about the liquid seeping from David's piss slit.

"Ohh!" David moaned. "That's...I don't know. It just happens; it's real
slick. Use your thumb to spread it around the head. Ohh, I'm almost..." David
was now panting and his hips were squirming like he was trying to hold back.
"Ahhhh! Ahhhh! Ahhhh! Oh God!" David's nuts released their sperm, which mixed
with his seminal fluid and shot from the end of his cock splattering on his
chest and abdomen. Kate continued to stroke.

"STOP! STOP!" Davis shouted as he grabbed Kate's right wrist to prevent her
from stroking any more. "It hurts! The head, it's too sensitive!" He fell
back onto the bed.

"You okay?" Kate asked with deep concern. She honestly feared she hurt her
brother and it bothered her. She never meant to do that.

"Yeah. Just...give me...a minute." David managed to say between gasps. That's
about the time Kate noticed her hand was covered with cum and she released
David's penis.

"Is this semen?" She brought her hand to her nose and sniffed it.

"Yeah. Guys call it cum." David announced. Suddenly he felt like shocking his
sister. "If it gets inside your pussy you get pregnant."

"Oh." That was Kate's short reply as her eyebrows rose on her forehead. 'I
got her' David thought.

"What do you do with it now?"

'Now I can really gross her out' David thought. "Well, you can eat it like
this." He scooped some up with his fingers and placed it in his mouth.

"Oh yuck!" Kate grimaced. 'Got her again' Dave thought and he smiled at his
success. But, not so fast. He watched as Kate lifted her hand to her mouth,
extended her tongue and licked a large glob of his cum off her hand. Her face
twisted in several directions at once. Then she looked like nothing was
wrong. "That wasn't so bad. A little salty, but not so bad." David almost
fainted.

'I'm gay and my sister has balls.' David thought. 'Can it get any more
bizarre than this?'

"I predict you're going to make a lot of girls happy." Kate said with a grin.

"Don't count on it." David replied. It was one of those instantaneous
comebacks that get spoken without thinking. The instant the words passed his
lips David wished he could grab them and stuff them back into his throat.
David saw a puzzled look appear on Kate's face.

Kate reached out and took hold of his flaccid penis again. "Look how puny it
is now." That was the final straw. David removed Kate's hand from his cock
and stood up. He needed to explain a few things to his sister.

"Okay, Sis. There are some things you need to learn. First, every guy loves
his cock; it's like his best friend. And, it's a cock or a prick or a dick,
never a penis or a peter. Second, it is either hard or soft; it is never
puny. Third, any derogatory comment about a guy's cock is an insult, a
threat, especially coming from a girl. So be careful what you say about it. I
have to shower now." David turned and walked out of his room. Just as he
passed through the doorway he heard Kate.

"Thanks, Brother. You've been a big help. I'll always remember this."

'So will I' David thought as he closed the bathroom door.




On Friday of next week, Kate was dressed to kill and waiting for her date to
arrive. David stood in the doorway to her room.

"Wow! You sure look beautiful. Care to take me instead?"

"Thanks doll. I'm sure you'd be a lot of fun (she winked) but I already have
a hot date."

"Who's the lucky guy?"

"Wait and see. I'm going to make him wait for at least ten minutes, maybe
fifteen, before I come down stairs. That should give you plenty of time to loo
k him over ('Or check him out' David thought).

"No, really. Tell me who it is." He begged in his best brotherly manner.

"Okay, it's Max."

David couldn't think of any 'Max' immediately. "You mean Steve Maxwell, the
forward on the basketball team?" David exclaimed.

"The one and only."

"Wow! You sure know how to pick'em. He's hot!" For the second time in less
than two weeks David had expressed himself truthfully, possibly to his
detriment. For the second time in less than two weeks he watched the same
puzzled look appear on Kate's face.

"See you down stairs." He turned, flew through Kate's bedroom door and
bounded down the stairs. He had to get away from Kate before he said any more
stupid things and before she saw him blush. He just hoped she hadn't really
heard him. And if she had, he hoped she would forget. Half way down the
stairs the doorbell rang. David was on the door before the ring stopped and
yanked it open. There stood Steve Maxwell in the flesh. Or, at least he was
dressed in a tuxedo. He was only a High School Junior but he was already 6'3"
tall, had blond hair and an orthodontist enhanced smile. He was hot and David
instantly had thoughts about what he would like to do to Steve, sexually.

"Hi, Mr. Maxwell." David extended his hand. "I'm David." Max grasped David's
hand and shook it twice and released it.

"Please call me Max, David. I'm not old enough to be a 'Mr.'" They both
laughed.

"Kate is almost ready' she'll be down in a few minutes." David turned and
yelled, "Kate, Max is here." About that time David's parents walked into the
entry and took charge of the situation. David continued to stare at Max. He
wandered if Kate would actually masturbate Max tonight. If Kate would take
him along he would be glad to do it for her. "I'm sure you're going to have a
really, really good time tonight." David said with a wide grin. Then he began
to wander of he had gone too far and decided to make a quick exit and went to
his room. Several minutes later he heard Kate and Max say goodnight to his
parents and the door closed.



David slept a little later than usual the next morning, which meant he got a
late start on his morning run. He had not heard Kate when she came in so he
didn't know how late she stayed out. At the end of his run he went into the
kitchen, grabbed a bottle of Gatorade from the refrigerator and went back
outside to sit on the back steps to cool down. After about twenty minutes,
the sweat had dried from his T-shirt and he just finished his Gatorade when
he heard the back door open and Kate walked out. Just as she sat down beside
him, David turned toward her and issued forth with an enormously loud and
long belch.

"God, Davie, that's gross." Kate responded as she recoiled from the sound.
David smiled. There was nothing he liked better than grossing out his sister.

"Have a good time last night?"

"Oh yeah. We danced and had lots of fun." Brother and sister were quiet for
several moments. Kate was playing with David and they both knew it.

"Did you? You know you have to tell me." Kate didn't answer immediately.

"Yeah, I know, but you can't tell."

"I never do. Do I?"

"No, you never have; even when it would have saved your ass." Kate smiled at
her life long accomplice. "Yes, I did it." She said proudly, almost bragging.
David remained silent. He knew Kate would tell him everything if he waited
long enough.

"We double dated with John Close and Sally Hawkins; John drove so Max and I
got the back seat. After leaving the Prom, John drove to a favorite spot
where all the kids park and we started to kiss and make out. I could tell Max
was hot and it didn't take us long before we were lying down in the back
seat. I found his zipper and pulled it down, waiting for him to stop me. But
he didn't. He moved his hand under my dress like he was going to try
something with me but I had a head start. I slipped my hand inside his pants,
found the opening in his boxers, and quickly found his p-prick. The head of
his prick was already wet so I used my thumb to spread it around while I went
up and down. He shot his stuff almost immediately and then passed out. He was
worthless the rest of the night. What a wimp! I gota tell you, David, he may
be older and taller than you are but you sure got him beat where it counts."

David sat in a trance. Had it not been for the jock strap, his cock would
have been sticking out like a flagpole. He was sure he was leaking precum but
wasn't about to look down to check. Kate continued.

"So there I sat in the back seat practically alone, listening to John and
Sally making out in the front seat. Sally and I had a pact, we were both
going to masturbate our dates and see which one could hold out the longest.
Well, I have to tell you she got the best end of that deal. She was able to
get John off just before he got her off and they took a while to do it. You
just wait until Sally and John have a fight. I'll move in and take over."
Kate sat quietly for a while as if planning her strategy.

"Wow!" David finally said. "I wish I could have been there." Again he knew he
had said the wrong thing so he turned and looked straight ahead. He could
feel Kate staring at him. They sat quietly for several minutes then David
felt Kate's arm slide over his shoulder.

"Davie, you know I love you. Will you answer me a question."

"Okay." David said hesitantly.

"Are you gay?" David's heart fell into his stomach. He could not breathe. He
bit his lower lip and looked up toward the sky as if seeking help from above
as tears filled his eyes. Kate felt the sudden tension take control of
David's body.

"Yes." He almost whispered the word. It almost didn't want to come out of his
mouth. The word was enveloped with sadness.

"It's okay, Davie. I love you." Kate said as she pulled him to her and hugged
him. "Do Mom and Dad know?" David shook his head back and forth.

David stood up. Without looking at Kate he announced, "I need to go running
some more." And he took off down the street, heals kicking up behind him. He
turned the corner at the end of the block and ran another block before he
stopped. He sat down under a tree, pulled his knees to his chest, crossed his
arms across his knees, lowered his head to his arms and began to cry. He
cried for over ten minutes. Once he looked up to watch a car drive by but he
didn't really see it. The tears were caused more by the relief that finally
somebody knew he was gay than for any other reason. And he was relieved that
that person was Kate. He knew he could trust her. Now he had to admit to
himself he was gay. And that hurt too. What about his parents? He had compl
etely overlooked then. What would they say? When should he tell them? What
would his friends and classmates think? He couldn't imagine. Maybe Kate would
help him work it through. When he could cry no longer he stood up and began
walking slowly back home.

If David could have talked to a shrink, he would have learned that
subconsciously he wanted someone else to know. And it had to be someone he
trusted, like his sister. That was why he kept making slips of the tongue the
past several days. David needed someone to confide in.

The rest of the Saturday and all of Sunday David was able to avoid Kate and
he sensed she was giving him lots of space. The last week of school dragged
on unmercifully until Friday at 11:00 AM when everyone was released for the
summer. David took his time getting home. When he walked up the stairs and
passed Kate's bedroom door he saw her sitting on the edge of her bed looking
through her High School Yearbook.

Knock. Knock. Knock. Kate looked up. "Got a minute?" David asked.

"Hi stranger." Kate said cheerfully with a smile. "Sure. Come in and sit a
spell." She patted the bed cover beside her. David walked over slowly and sat
down.

"I want to apologize."

"For what?"

"For...for...for being me, I guess."

"Davie, you don't need to apologize to me for anything."

"Yes, I do. I've been avoiding you. I'm sorry about that. And...and I'm sorry
I am the way I am."

"You mean gay." Kate said, letting her voice drop and trail off at the end.

"Yeah." David replied sadly.

"Sweetheart, that's not a problem for me. But I'm afraid it may be a problem
for you. And I want you to know I will always be here for you, to talk about
it when you need to talk. Am I the only one who knows?"

"Yes."

"Then you don't have a (she hesitated) a boyfriend?"

"NOoo!" David laughed emphatically.

Kate leaned over so she could look up into David's face. "I'm going to demand
a promise from you." Kate said, just as serious as she could be. She had
obviously given this some thought.

"What?"

"You must promise me you will be very careful about choosing your partners
and that you will always protect yourself. Because, if I lost you to some
horrible disease it just might kill me. Do you understand?"

David knew she was talking about HIV/AIDS. And he also knew she was more
serious than he had ever seen her.

"I promise." David said as he looked directly into Kate's eyes. Kate sat back
up and hugged her brother tightly.


David and Kate did begin discussing his situation. Since he didn't really
have a relationship with anyone, David could see no benefit to going public
any time soon. Kate agreed. Also, Kate could see nothing to be gained by
telling their parents. If anything changed, they would reexamine their plan.