Date: Tue, 6 Mar 2007 19:49:30 -0400
From: M B <hyzguy5@hotmail.com>
Subject: Discovering myself- Part 5

Hey guys.  Here is part 5.  I hope you enjoy it as much as I
enjoyed writing it.  Please forgive me, I know that the
grammar is not perfect.  Being French Canadian, English is
my second language.  I do welcome your feedback.

Mike- hyzguy5@hotmail.com

Disclaimer:  This story is a work of total fiction.  The
characters and events are not real.  This work depicts
sexual acts between two men.  If you are the age of minority
or if you are offended to sex between two men please leave.


Discovering myself- Part 5


It's been about 45 minutes since all three of us dozed off
when I'm being awakened by Gabe getting up.  He gets a beer
from the water cooler and proceeds to walk toward some large
rocks.  I watch his naked body make its way while his balls
sway between his hairy legs.  I'm replaying the earlier
events in my head.  I look at Jason who is still asleep next
to me.  How lucky am I to have him.  Even though we shared
the same men at the same time, my feelings for him are
stronger then ever.  What I share with Jason is pure love.
But with Gabe, just sex.  Friends who have a good time
together and make each other feeling good.  This was the
first time that I have shared a partner.  Even when I was
with women I never did such a thing.  At the age of 37, I'm
just starting to discover that I'm a sexual being and I have
Jason to thank.

I grab a beer for myself and start my way to the rocks where
Gabe is sitting.

"Hey there," I announce.

"Hi".  His tone was mellow and I see that he's lost in his
thoughts.  I sit next to him and look at him.  I see his
eyes are watered.  I'm a bit concerned.

"Hey, you're o.k.?"

"Yeah. I don't know".

I recognize the look of guilt and confusion on his face.

"I'm confused.  I don't know what is happening."

"Shit man, I'm so sorry.  We should have never."

He cuts me off.  "No!  Don't be.  It's I've never been with
a man before.  I thought I was straight. And I really like
what we did earlier, but now I don't know who I am anymore.
You guys make me feel good and discovered a part of me that
I didn't know I had.   I do like you guys.  I'm not in love
with either of you.  Just as friends.  But yet again, I feel
that intruded on you two. Am I making any sense?"

I take a deep breath preparing to carefully my answer. I've
been where he is and it can be a vulnerable moment. "Yes,
you are making sense".  He looks at me with a surprised
looked. "Listen, 5 years ago I have been where you are right
now.  Something happened in my life that caused me to
question who I was. Do I like women or to I like men.  I was
devastated.  Later Jason made me understand that it's o.k.
to like both.  Jason likes only man.  I happen to love both.
You need to figure what is your preference.  I still like
women.  Because I'm with Jason, I haven't been with one in 5
years.  I'm content of with what I have, and he knows that".

"Really?"

"Really.  And as for the intruding part.  No you are not.
Me and Jason don't have romantic feelings for you.  We like
you very much and enjoy your company as well; we consider
you a friend.  What we did was just guys having a good time
and making each other feel good.  This was something that
both agreed to.  We are secure enough to have a friend join
us.  And if you ever need to talk, Jason and I are phone
call away.  I hope this helps".

"It does.  Thanks".  We give each other a friendly hug.
There's nothing romantic or sexual about it.

"Well, I'm going to grab a sandwich and open a bag of
chips". I say when releasing Gabe from my arms.  "Want
anything?"

"No not right now, thanks".

I go back to the cooler by the blanket.  I see that Jason is
sitting up.

"Is everything o.k.?" He asked while I'm approaching.

"Yeah. He'll be fine, he's in that place where I was 5 years
ago".  I tell Jason about the conversation I had with Gabe.
"I actually like that guy. I can see him being a good
friend."

"Me too." Jason replies "we should keep in contact."

I nod in agreement.

"And how do you feel?" Jason whispers.

"Weird. I really like having three way sex.  But, I feel
guilty about enjoying it".

"Don't be.  Listen you should take your own advice.  I'm
committed to you.  You're the one that I love.  It's
something we did together and if we decide to explore other
possibilities, it will be together".

With his words and his deep voice, he always has a way to
make me feel relieved and make sense of things.  I just
can't help it to throw myself on his naked body and kiss
him.

That was the only time we had sex with Gabe.  He came by
before we left to say his goodbyes.  And we exchanged our
numbers.  Since then we have kept in contact.  He came twice
for a weekend and hang out with us in the city when he was
off duty at the park.  We did guy stuff, going to Hockey
games and having barbecues, ect.  He became a good friend.
Despite that we had sex with him and it was the first time
he was with a guy, he was still comfortable to hang out with
us.   He never spoke about that weekend and we never forced
the subject upon him.  Jason and I agreed we would like to
have another threesome some day.  We talked about exploring
other possibilities such as clubs, saunas and placing an ad
online, but we both agreed that these options are not for
us. We don't want strangers in our house and the dangers
that may come with clubs and saunas. We have a friend or two
that might be willing if we ask.   However, we both agreed
to keep Gabe as a possibility but he is the one to make the
first move.

It is now a cold Saturday December morning.  I'm sitting at
the kitchen table drinking my coffee.  Jason, as usual, is
sleeping in.  I actually don't mind because I love taking my
time reading the paper, doing the cross-word puzzle with a
cup off coffee.  I notice the time on the stove's timer.
"Shit!!! It's 9h30!"  I have to wake up Jason.  Good luck to
me, he has been known to sleep in until 11am.  I put on a
pot of fresh coffee for when he gets up.  I run up the
stairs to our bedroom and there he is, as expected, totally
asleep on his side.  I tap on his shoulders.

"Hey Jase, it's time to get up".  He turns on his back with
his hairy chest exposed and the duvet covering his lower
half.

"Come on Jason, you don't want to be sleeping when Gabe gets
here."

Gabe is coming today to spend the two days with us.  He
wanted to do his Christmas shopping in the city and decided
to come and visit at the same time.  He said he should
arrive at 11am.

There is no way to get Jason up.  He is too much in a deep
sleep.

"Oh yeah baby.  That's it.. Mmmm" he moans.  I see his hips
move under the sheet, where his groin is located is see a
little mound.  His cock is being rubbed by the weight of the
duvet.  I give a little laugh realizing he's having a very
good dream.  Instead of waking up I decide to have a little
fun myself and play along with his dream.  I take off my
terry cloth bath robe and kneel next to him on the bed.  I
have my left hand on his chest running my fingers in his
hair.  I slide down the covers to his knees.  His cock is
fully hard and leaking pre-cum.  A good dream he must be
having in deed.  I bend down and completely take the shaft
into my mouth.  As I proceed to the blow job, I here is
moans.

"That's it baby. Oh that feels good" When I reach the head,
I lick the pre-cum from the slit.  I turn my head his way
and see that he his still asleep.  His head is moving from
side to side.  I put my mouth back to work and I make his
man meet slick with my spit.  What ever is going on in his
dream, it's coinciding with what's going on in the real
world.  There is one more thing I have in mind.  I remove my
lips from his cock and straddle his body facing him.  I lift
myself a little and take his cock into a grip.  Aligning it
with my ass and finally make my way down.  As I sit, the
mushroom penetrates my ring.

"Oh. Ah." I sigh.

His cock is well lubricated with my spit and it goes in me
with ease.  As I go down I feel every inch of his cock.  Now
he is completely in me, still unaware of my presence.  I
lift my hips a few inches and drop back down.  I repeat the
motion with more vigour.

He groans. "Ah. oh it so sweat baby. oh. mmmph."  I keep
silent expect for the heavy breathing I let out from the
message my love gland is getting.  Jason is moving his head
from side to side.  His eyes opens and are looking up to me.
It takes him a few seconds that he is waking up from a sex
dream to a sex reality.  I put my hands on his chest to
brace myself.  He takes my hips with his strong hands and I
start to go faster.  He meets me with every thrust and I
feel the pressure of his cock on my prostate.  I take my
dick in my hand and I'm masturbating adding more pleasure to
the ride.  We are still both silent.  Our eyes are locked
into one another and our breathing is getting heavier.  I
feel his shaft enlarge and I squeeze the ass muscles.  With
one last hard thrust, he hits my prostate and I explode
sending streams of cum on his chest and belly.  I feel the
warm feeling of goodness filling me up as he lets out a long
rush of air from his lungs.
With his wet cock still in me I collapse on him and give him
a morning kiss with tongue.

"Good morning" I say.

"Good morning to you too" He smiles giving me kiss on the
cheek. "That was one hell of way to wake up.  I was dreaming
that I was having fun with some guy on a beach, and I wake
up and there you are".

"Well I'm glad that I the man of your dreams".

"You are my love, but who said that was you were in this
dream?"  He starts laughing.

"Fuck you!" I laugh. "Come on babe, we need to wash up, it's
almost 10 am, Gabe said he'll be here around 11."  I
disengage from Jason. "There's fresh coffee made."

"Thanks for waking me up" He puts a hand my knee.

"Anytime babe."

Jason went down to the kitchen to get himself a cup of
coffee while took a shower.  When he came in the bathroom
with cup in hand, I was facing the sink mirror shaving.  He
swings behind me and wrap his strong muscular arms around my
chest.  He whispers in my ear.

"Have I told you this morning how much I love you". I shake
my head. "I love you". And he kissed the back of my neck.
"I love you" I reply with smile.  He undoes himself from me
and jumps into the shower.

It's now quarter past 11 and I hear a car pull up in the
drive-way.  I open the front door and Gabe is stepping out
from his black 2000 Jeep TJ.

"Hey there stranger" I yell out.  "

"Hey Mike".  I reach for his hand as he gives it to me.

"Come in before we heat up the whole neighbourhood".

I close the door as he steps in.

"Damned it's cold." He proclaims.

"Yeah I know. they're calling for -20 tonight".

Mike runs down the stairs. "Hey buddy, long time no see".

"Hey Jason, good to see you.  It's good to be here".

"Here let me take your bag to the guestroom".  Jason takes
the black duffle bag and brings it up stairs.

"Let me take your coat" He hands me his coat, toque and
gloves and I put them in the closet. "So how was the drive
here?"

"It was pretty good.  The roads were clear and there were
almost no cars on the highway".

"Well that must have been a pleasant trip.  Well it's good
to see you bud.  Want coffee?"

"Please, thanks."

I poor him a cup of java and Jason is joining us in the
kitchen. "So, how's life down in Caledonia?" I ask.

"Keeping busy; between being a personal trainer at the gym
and my girlfriend I don't have much time to myself".

Jason sits down. "That's right, when you called 3 weeks ago;
you mentioned that you were seeing a women.  What's her
name?"

"Julie" He replies.

"How long have you been dating her?" I ask

"2 months now."

"That's good". Jason states.

"Well, she keeps Mr. Big happy."  He says in a sarcastic
way.

I put my elbows on the table. "Everything o.k.?"

"Right now we are just in the dating stage.  She indicated
me that she is ready for more.  I just don't see myself
being serious with her.  Don't get me wrong, she is
intelligent, beautiful and she owns her own business.  I
care for her very much, I don't lover her enough to make it
serious commitment."

Jason puts a friendly hand on Gabe's shoulder. "Yeah, that
sucks.  But none of that this weekend.  This weekend is
about shopping and having fun!

"Here, Here" I tap my hand on the table.

"I'm all for that!" Gabe laughs out.

After lunch we've gone to the mall for some Christmas
shopping with Gabe. The mall was like a mad house.  The
whole complex was designated a tax free zone.  It added more
savings to the sales that most individual stores had in
place.  We did good, but I think all 3 of us might have over
did it.  It's now 5pm and we just arrived at the house.
Gabe and I are collapse on the sofa, while Jason is sprawled
out on the leather chair.

"Fuck this shit, I'm not cooking tonight". I state out "I'm
to tired".

"Don't look at me". Jason retorts

"And I'm not much of a cook" Jason proclaims. "You might end
up the hospital with food poisoning".

We all laugh out loud, realizing how pathetic we are.

Jason has an idea. "How about if we order a couple of
pizzas."

"Perfect! It's going to go well with the beers that are in
the fridge". I say

The pizzas arrived 45 minutes later and we are now chowing
down.

"Hey guys" Gabe grabs our attention "I've been meaning to
ask you two things this weekend.  What do you have plan for
your next vacation?"

"We don't know yet" I reply.  "We each have 4 weeks to book
but we haven't decided when or where to go."

Gabe lights up.  "I'm planning to go camping in Australia
before I start work at the park.  I was thinking that maybe
you guys would be interested".

"Wow!"  Jason sits up straight in his chair. "Camping in
Australia, now that would one hell of a trip."

"Hell yes" I reply. "What do you think Jason?  We've always
talked of doing a trip like this".

"We're in". Jason announces. Gabe's face lights up and he is
pleased that he is getting traveling companions for an
Aussie adventure.

It's now 10 pm enjoying the warmth of the fireplace.  All we
talked about since supper was about the trip.  Me and Jason
are sitting on the couch and Gabe is on the floor.  We're
discussing things such as getting our passports, new hiking
boots and maybe a new tent.  We decided that going on a
guided camping trip would be the way to go as they will
suggest the gear needed.

"That is going to be a great camping trip" Gabe declares.

 "I can't wait" I take Jason's hand and look at him.

"And I know that I'm going to like camping with you two".

"And we are glad you thought of us" Jason smiles at Gabe.
"And by the way, you said you had two things to ask us.  The
first was Australia.  What's the second?"

All of a second, Gabe's composer becomes more serious with a
worried look on his face.

"You're ok". I ask in a soft voice.

"Yeah. I'm just nervous to ask you two.  And to be honest,
I'm not sure if I want"

"Come on buddy, you can ask us anything". Jason comforts
him.

Gabe clears his voice.  "Well, it's about the weekend I met
you guys at the park".

"Oh".  I say with a more serious tone.

"I don't know how to say this.  I have always been with
women. You helped me discovered a side of me that lay
dormant for so many years.  Being with the two of you that
weekend was unexpected and I was confused.  I didn't no who
I was anymore.  And Mike I want to thank you for the talk by
the lake.  It really helped me.  And you were right I had to
find out what my interests are.  I once said that my
marriage failed because I couldn't give my wife what she
needed; which was a 100% of me.  And I have the same problem
with the women I'm seeing.  What I'm trying to say is that
is that I'm gay."

"Wow" Is all I could say at first. "I'm happy that you feel
comfortable to talk to us Gabe".

"I really enjoyed my time on the island with you two.  And I
haven't been with a man since.  And I would like to repeat
the experience if you guys are willing.  I know it's a lot
to ask.  And the last thing I want to do is put you in an
awkward position.  Also I want to make it clear that I'm not
looking to have sex every time I see you guys.  If you say
no I will understand and never bring it up again and we
continue to be friends".

Jason and me look at each other with a smile.  Jason is the
one to respond.

"First let me tell you that we are both happy that you are
finally at peace with yourself.  Second, we did like are
time with you during that weekend.  It was the first and
only time that Jason and I had a threesome.  It is something
that we wanted to do again and we didn't feel comfortable
with strangers and other options.  For us it's something to
be shared with a friend that we trust.  We trust you.  You
have become a close friend of ours and we would love to
share us with you".

Gabe has a surprised look on his face "Really?!"

"Yes, really"" I reply back "Spend the night with us".  I
look directly into his eyes.  I stand up and walk directly
to him.  I tend my hand out for him to take it.  Without
disengaging our eyes, Gabe takes my hand and lifts himself
off the rug.  He is now sanding in front of me, I lean
forward and I kiss him on the lips.  He puts his right hand
behind my neck and holds me tight in place.  My hand is till
holding his and I lead him upstairs to our bedroom.  Jason
is not to far behind, turning off the lights as he makes his
way up.  After what felt like a long journey anticipating
the destination, we finally reached my and Jason's bedroom.
The only light emanating is from the lamp sitting on the
night stand on Jason's side.  Our king size bed is adorned
with a goose feather duvet lined with a dark brown cord
cover.  There are four large pillows at the head.   I'm
standing at the foot of the bed holding Gabe in my arms.
With a few steps Jason joins us in the embrace.  We stand
there in a group hug.  My lips meet Jason's and we share a
passionate kiss.  Then Jason's turns toward Gabe offering
his tongue.  The latter eagerly accepts.  I move and all
three of us are sharing a kiss.  I feel hot.  I can feel
Jason's and Gabe's body heat.  Feeling both breaths on me
only ads to my desires.  Gabe's hand makes contact to my
hard bulge.  I need to get out of my pants soon.  He gasps
as I return the favour.  My fingers find his belt and I
start to unbuckle.  Jason's hands are on Gabe's chest
rubbing there way to the buttons on his shirt.  One by one
Jason undoes a button starting from the top.  More and more
of Gabe's hairy chest is being exposed.  I take his belt off
and I take the brim of his pants and open them.  I slowly
pull the zipper down.  They finally fall to the floor.
Jason slides the shirt down Gabe's arms and they drop next
to the pants.   I keel down facing the bulge pressing
against his boxers.  What marvellous site it is.  I put my
hands on his hips and move closer.  I inhale the wonderful
musk; it is invigorating.  I look at his hidden package.
It's there, covered like a treasure in a treasure chest
waiting to be opened.  Jason is in a lip lock with Gabe.  I
can here their heavy breathing. Jason is caressing our
friend's hairy chest, exploring every inch.  I look back at
Gabe's boxers and slowly slide down blue plaid underwear.
Once they've past his knees they drop into a pile around his
ankles.  I rub my hands on his furry legs; feeling the
strength that is supports his string muscular body.

"I've been missing your cock.  I've wanted this since this
summer".  I say.

I wrap my lips around the big mushroom head letting my
tongue explore the slit leaking pre-cum.  The man honey
taste sweet with a hint of salt.  I cup his hairy balls in
my palm, giving them a slight squeeze.  I move forward
taking him more into my mouth.  I slide back and forth,
swirling my tongue around the shaft.

"Mmm" I moan.

"Oh God!"  He yelps in disbelief.

The more I give his pole attention, more Gabe is loosing
himself in the heat of the passion.  His hands are quickly
stripping off my partner's clothes.  Starting by his shirt
then his pants.  Gabe takes Jason's love tool in his hands
and gives him a little rub.

"Oh yeah." Jason sighs.

Gabe moves to Jason's ear and whispers: "I want this in me".

Jason returns a concerned looked "Gabe, are you sure you
want to do this?"

"I want to find out what it feels to have a man inside me.
I want to have every pleasure that a man can give another."

Jason takes him by the shoulders and turns him around.  Gabe
bends over and supports himself over the mattress on his
hands.  Jason kneels behind him and dives into his ass
spreading his cheeks.

"Oh.!" Gabe gasps.

What a site it is; my boyfriend rimming our park warden.
Gabe sighs and breathing is heavy.  He wiggles his has
trying to get more of Jason's face.  I lay on my side on the
floor, my head supported by Jason's thighs. His hard cock,
leaking pre-cum is centimetres to my lips.  I stick out my
tongue and lick the head.  He moans.  I open my mouth and
take the whole cock in one swift motion.

"Oh yeah."  Jason moans. "Suck it good.  Spread my pre-cum
and your saliva. Make it real slick for our friend."

As ordered I produce plenty of saliva and spread it around
his shaft with my lips and tongue.  His cock is rock hard
and ready to penetrate that sweet ass.  I remove myself from
Jason.  He stands up and positions himself directly behind
Gabe and starts moving towards his rosebud.  Jason's cock
reaches its destination and starts pushing through the ring
slowly opening him up.  Gabe's mouth is widely open and as
he lets out a short cry of pain.

"Do you want me to stop"?

"No let me get adjusted a few seconds".

I move on the bed and face Gabe.  I give him a passionate
kiss and rub is back attempting to relax him.   "Just relax,
it will hurt a little at first but in a few moments it will
turn into the most wonderful pleasure that you'll ever
experience.   Push out as if you're taking dump.  Trust us".

"I trust you." He looks deeply in my eyes.

Jason pushes himself deeper in him inch by inch.  "There you
have all of me".

"Oh man, I feel so full inside".

"I'll be gentle" Jason reassures Gabe in a soft voice.  He
starts slow motions.  It is so hot to see my hairy blond
hunk fucking a hairy bodybuilding ranger.  I kneel in front
of Gabe and offer him my cock.  He accepts the offer and
envelopes my tool.  He is now being serviced from both ends.
Jason is now going on a steady pace; he leans forward and
supports himself on the bed with his arms. My eyes gaze
deeply into Jason's.  Simultaneously we approach and our
lips lock together in a passionate kiss sucking each other's
breath.

"Mmmph, Mmmph, Mmph"  Gabe tries to moan.  Only muffled
sounds are made because his mouth is obstructed by cock.
Each sound sends vibrations on my cock and up my body.
Jason is grunting and he quickly slamming his hips on Gabe's
ass.  I can't take it any longer.  Seeing Jason covered in
sweat caused by his workout and the manipulation I'm getting
on my groin is sending me over the edge.

"Oh, man.  I'm cumming. Get ready Gabe.  Get ready to have
my load."  And with one last thrust I release my man juice.
"Ahhhhhh!  Oh!  It's a big one.. Aaaagghhhh!!" Wave after
wave is unloaded into Gabes mouth.  I feel his throat
muscles contracting as he swallows.  I take myself out of
him and get off the bed to stand behind Jason. Pushing
myself behind him, my  limp cock being smothered in his
crack.  I wrap my arms round his chest and place my hands on
his big hairy mounds, slightly caressing his nipples.  My
motions are in sink with his.

"Oh God. I'm being fucked. Oh yeah it feels good.  It feels
so good" Gabe screams in pleasure.  "Oh!"

"Man your ass is tight." Gabe shouts. "You're so good."
Jason huffs and puffs.  I can tell he is close.  And with
one last push he climaxes deep in Gabe's bowels.

"Fuuuuuuuuck!  I'm cumming!" His hips buckle as he ejects
all of his baby juice.  His chest is erected straight up and
his head is lunged back as he feels every moment of pure
ecstasy.

"Oh. I feel your cum.  I feel it filling me. Oh. I want it
all".

Finally Jason collapses directly on Gabe.  Jason's weight
causes Gabe to fall on his stomach on the bed.  Jason is
rubbing Gabe's shoulders; his cock still in him.

I'm still hot with desire.  I bend down to Jason's ears.
"Baby, poor Gabe didn't get off yet.  It's my turn."

Jason nibbles on Gabe's neck. "I want to see you give Mike a
nice ride".  He dismounts him and I lay on my back, my head
resting on a pillow.  Gabe positions himself between my
legs, taking them and places them on his shoulders.  And
with no stopping or warning he enters me.

"Oh God!"  I sigh.

"Oh yeah" He moans as he slides in me.  "I'm going to make
you feel good"

"Fuck me!" I demand.  "Give it to me hard!"

Jason is lying on the bed with his head resting next to
mine.

"I love to see you get fuck" He whispers in my ear.

"Oh God! Oh! Oh! Agh!"  I'm screaming loud.  The neighbours
must hear the pleasure that I'm receiving.  I don't give a
shit.  I'm in that moment.

Gabe is being an animal.  All passion, all pure sex.

"I'm there, I'm cuming!  Fuck" He roars.  I feel the warm
feeling in my insides.  My man cunt is being lube by his
honey.  And without touching myself, I cum all over my
chest.  Some has landed on my face.  Jason moves down to my
chest and licks his way up, licking every drop.

Gabe's limp cock slide out of me and he falls between Jason
and me.

"Oh man" He exclaims.  "That was so fuckin' fantastic".

"So".  I ask. "How did you like having cock in you for the
first time?"

"I have no words.  All I know is that I definitely want to
do this again."

"Glad you enjoyed it" Jason says. "I sure did".  Sending a
wicked smile.

We laid there for about 15 minutes enjoying our afterglow
when Gabe breaks the silence.

"Well, I'm spent.  I'm going to sleep". He gets up
proceeding to leave our room to get to his.

"Stay with us tonight" Jason says.

"Please stay" I reply

Gabe looks at us for a few seconds and crawls back into bed
between us.  We slip under the covers.  We are head to head
on the same pillow.  Our hands intertwined into each
other's.  We fall asleep sharing the body heat in this cold
winter night.

To be continued.