Date: Mon, 22 Feb 2016 14:37:00 +0000
From: Adam Stewart <stewad18@gmail.com>
Subject: Family Disgrace

Family Disgrace
By Adam Stewart

1.

Following an uprising in the town where they lived in Nigeria, Jay's
parents had immigrated to England and settled in east London hoping for a
better life but they soon found their dream wasn't going to be
achieved. His mother had been reluctant to leave her home country but her
husband said he knew better so she obeyed. They found rented accommodation
and soon realised they were treated as immigrants so not that welcome but
having spent what little money they had to make the trip over, they knew
they had to stay. Within a year, Jay was born and the following year his
sister. His father was an intelligent man and had wanted to be a doctor but
seeing that was never going to happen he dreamt of his son being one. As
Jay grew up, he knew that his little sister was the apple of his father's
eye and could never do wrong. He on the other hand was never in his
father's good books.

From an early age, Jay realised he was different to other boys, much
preferring male company than that of girls. Once a teenager he became even
more aware and shunned any girl who showed an interest in him because he
was highly intelligent and very good looking. His slim six-foot black body
stood out amongst those with whom he mixed. His parents were forever trying
to pair him off with suitable girls but his indifferent attitude towards
them soon made them move on.

"What's wrong with you, she was a lovely girl" his father would shout at
him when yet another girl lost interest.

Jay would shrug his shoulders saying "She clearly didn't like me" although
he knew the truth but he could never tell his parents he was gay. His
sister was the perfect child in his father's eyes. This was despite the
fact that behind his back she was up to all manner of things that his
parents wouldn't have approved of but somehow she got away with
everything. Jay knew for a fact that she'd lost her virginity when she was
fifteen but kept it secret whereas he'd not yet kissed a boy.

His parents were also very religious and attended church every Sunday
dragging their offspring along as well until they were too old to be
ordered to go. Jay hated church and everything it represented so gave up
going as soon as he could. His sister only went because she met boys there
so yet again she was seen as the perfect child and he was not. His father
was a stern man and berated his son over minor things but his daughter
could never do wrong.

Jay sailed through school passing every exam with ease. His father kept on
at him about being a doctor but having seen the length of training that
involved he knew he didn't want to follow that path but he was interested
in medicine so decided to train as a nurse. Once he'd finished his `A'
levels he applied to a London university and was immediately accepted for a
nursing degree course. Even so, his father kept on saying "You should have
trained as a doctor" but Jay ignored him.

At university he met other gay guys and attended the LGBT group meetings
even though he knew if his father found out he'd be in deep trouble so he
had to tread carefully and keep his sexuality hidden. He was saddened to
see few black guys who were out and proud but knew the reason why. Being
gay in the black community was considered a family disgrace so most kept
their sexuality hidden. One particular white guy did take a fancy to him
and they went to gay bars together several times. It was him who introduced
Jay to cruising late at night. The thrill of meeting other gay guys and
having his cock sucked and sucking other cocks was just wonderful. Being a
big guy, his black cock was huge by comparison so was always in demand but
cock sucking was all he did not daring to go further.

At one particular cruising area on Hampstead Heath which was far away from
where he lived, he was assaulted one night. The guy was out to cause
trouble and Jay was in the wrong place at the wrong time.

At first the guy seemed interested and told Jay to suck his cock. Jay
squatted down to perform the act when suddenly the guy brought up his knee
and caught Jay's face. "You fucking black queer" the guy shouted and kicked
him as he fell to the ground. Jay being the larger of the two grabbed the
guy's foot and pulled him over. Once down on the ground they fought,
punching each other like mad. Seeing that he was receiving more punches
from Jay than he was giving, the guy jumped up and ran away. Just then
another guy appeared and helped Jay up.

"Are you okay mate; I've seen that guy around before but you gave him
something to remember so well done." Jay said he was fine despite his face
being bruised, blood pouring out of his nose and a bruised chest. "I live
not far away so why not come back with me so you can clean up and I can see
to your wounds."

Jay said he was fine but the guy insisted so in the end he agreed since he
was now feeling slightly feint and his chest hurt where the guy had kicked
him. The guy said his name was Hugo and looked older than Jay. They walked
to Hugo's car which was parked nearby and Jay climbed in wincing as he did
so when his bruised body complained.

"You really gave that guy a good working over so hopefully he'll think
twice about coming here again" Hugo laughed.

"Are you a regular then?"

"Yeah; sad really isn't it but I so enjoy the anonymity of it all; how
about you?"

"It's my first time at this particular one and probably the last. I presume
being black makes me a target; the story of my life really; even at school
I had to fight my own corner which is why I learnt how to defend myself."

Within a few minutes, Hugo was pulling into the car park of the block of
apartments where he lived. He had a one bed apartment on the fourth floor
and Jay was envious. He wished he could leave home and get a place of his
own but whilst still at college it was impossible with no income. He'd had
to take out a student loan for university since his parents couldn't afford
to keep him. His father was now a warehouseman in a local supermarket and
his mother worked on the tills so neither earned that much money. His
sister had left school and got a job in a beauty salon so was doing okay
although she now had a regular boyfriend who if she wasn't mistaken would
be popping the question quite soon.

Once inside the apartment, Hugo led him into the bathroom to tend to his
wounds. The bleeding had now stopped so Jay stripped off his shirt that was
covered in blood and washed his face. His eye was bruised and he again
winced as he touched it. Hugo said he had something for bruises so opened
the medicine cabinet. When Jay had treated his eye, he dabbed some on the
bruise now coming out on the side of his chest. He could also feel one on
his thigh but wasn't sure he should remove his trousers with Hugo standing
there. As if reading his mind, Hugo said he'd leave if Jay preferred. Jay
grinned and said he wasn't that shy so slipped off his trousers. Hugo
inwardly gasped at the sight of the beautiful black guy in just a pair of
bright red briefs which from what he could see, hid a large package. He
felt his own jump to attention but decided this was not the time or place
to become amorous with a complete stranger.

When Jay had tended his wounds he got dressed again. "Thanks for coming to
my aid."

"You're more than welcome; how about a drink?"

Jay looked at his watch and realised he'd missed the last train so it would
be a night bus job to get home but the thought of using that didn't thrill
him or the thought of creeping in the house in the early hours when no
doubt his father would hear him and come storming out demanding to know
where he'd been. He accepted the offer of a drink so Hugo led him into the
living room. Hugo offered a range of alcoholic drinks and he chose a rum
and coke. When he'd poured two large ones, they sat down. They chatted
about what each did for a living and Jay explained he was at university
undertaking a nursing degree. Hugo smiled at the irony of him providing
nursing care for a future nurse. He said he was an IT expert but so far
hadn't found Mr Right. Jay looked at him and decided he must be at least
thirty and although not his type was pleasant enough.

"I presume I should make a move" Jay said without conviction when he'd
finished his drink.

"You could always stay here if you wanted; the sofa is a sofa bed so I can
make that up for you" Hugo quickly replied although to be honest he'd
rather Jay joined him in his own bed but thought that was probably not the
thing to suggest in the circumstances.

"Are you sure?"

Hugo said he was and immediately fetched the bedding he used for the sofa
bed. Within five minutes they'd unfolded it and made it up. "You know where
the bathroom is" Hugo grinned. Jay thanked him again for his kindness and
immediately stripped off his shirt to expose his beautiful black chest. For
a moment Hugo gazed at it before leaving him and going to his own room. Jay
visited the bathroom and once back in the living stripped off the remainder
of his clothes. He hated wearing anything in bed so always slept
naked. Within minutes of laying his head on the pillow, he was asleep. He'd
have to come up with some excuse when he eventually got home to explain his
absence but the swollen eye would be a good reason. He'd say he was
attacked and a very kind gentleman took him back to his house and tended
his wounds. By this time, he was feeling feint so the gentleman offered him
his spare bed for the night.

When Hugo got up in the morning he suddenly remembered his guest in the
living room. He lightly knocked on the door and there being no reply gently
opened it. The morning light was coming through the thin curtains and he
could see Jay's beautiful black body draped on the bed. The night had been
warm and he'd thrown off the covers so he was fully naked. For a moment he
gazed at the gorgeous black butt and felt his cock stiffen inside the boxer
shorts he'd slipped on to protect his modesty. Suddenly Jay turned over and
Hugo got an eyeful of an even more beautiful stiff black cock. Jay's eyes
opened and he saw Hugo standing there.

"Morning; is it late?"

"No, you're okay but I need to get up to go to work so wondered if you'd
like a cup of tea before I have my shower."

Jay said no, not wanting to put Hugo to any bother so Hugo left and closed
the door behind him. When he'd gone he looked down and noticed his morning
erection. He grinned and gently massaged himself until his needs were
satisfied, the contents being shot into a tissue. "At least I've given him
something to thank him for his hospitality" Jay grinned as he climbed out
of bed, slipped on his briefs and folded up the bedclothes.


As expected, his father berated him for not coming home and failing to let
them know what had happened. He explained that he'd been attacked on his
way home from a night out with friends in central London and that a very
kind gentleman had come to his aid and taken him back to his house which
was nearby. "I was in shock so the last thing I was thinking about was
ringing you and by the time I did it was gone midnight and I knew you'd
shout at me for waking you up" he replied angrily. His father said nothing
so Jay wasn't sure whether he believed the story or not but he was past
caring.


2.

As usual Jay sailed through his final exams and achieved his degree. His
father was still on at him saying he should have trained as a doctor but
Jay ignored the jibe. "At least being a fully trained nurse is better than
being a warehouseman" he threw back in his father's face although he
regretted saying that immediately afterwards but his father drove him to
make such wild comments.

His parents still couldn't understand why their son didn't marry when so
many beautiful girls were attracted to him and each time they said
something he shrugged his shoulders and walked away. His younger sister was
already engaged to some black guy who worked on a market stall but his
parents seemed to think it was wonderful news. Had the guy known he was
taking on used goods he doubted he'd be so willing, but as usual Jay kept
silent.

During his final term he'd applied for several nursing jobs on the proviso
that he'd obtain his degree and one offer was of particular interest to
him. It was with a sexual health clinic at a local hospital. His plan was
that once employed with a salary coming in, he'd look for a place to live
so he could leave home. He was now twenty-two and desperate to get away
from his father. He loved his parents but his father was so overbearing and
he couldn't stand much more. His mother just stood there accepting whatever
her husband said and never supported her son.

Without telling his parents what jobs he'd applied for he attended this
particular interview. He immediately liked the doctor in charge and the
Nursing Officer to whom he'd report. From what he could tell they too were
impressed with him so he came away with high hopes of getting the job. A
few days later he received a letter offering him the post. He literally
jumped with joy and that evening told his parents that he'd got a job.

When his father heard that his son would be working at a sexual health
clinic he exclaimed "Only white people get sexual diseases because of their
disgusting practices. You should have trained as a doctor."

Jay laughed and told his father that he was ignorant. He'd done his
research before applying for the job and found a large proportion of
patients are from the African community. His father said nothing but was
clearly not convinced.

"Whether you like it or not, that's the job I'm accepting because it's
something I feel is worthwhile so shut up about how I should have trained
as a doctor and for once be happy that your son has achieved something. At
least it's better than being a warehouseman in a supermarket."

As soon as Jay had said the last bit he felt ashamed because he knew why
his father had not been able to fulfil his dream but yet again he'd driven
him to making an unkind remark. He stormed up to his room and threw himself
on his bed. "Why the fuck can't he be happy for me for once" he said out
loud. A few minutes later there was a light tap on his door. He recognised
it as being his mother so told her to come in.

"Don't be hard on him son; he means well."

"So why for once can't he be happy for me? I've worked my socks off for
years achieving the grades he wanted and ended up with a first class
honours degree in nursing yet he's still not happy. This job really means
something to me and it's what I want to do so to hell with what he wants."

"We both want you to be happy; if only you could find a nice young lady to
marry."

"Don't start that again mother, it's not going to happen."

She looked at him for a moment not quite sure what he meant but knew he was
angry with his father so left the matter and went back downstairs. Secretly
she was happy that he'd got a good job with good prospects even though she
didn't have the guts to tell her husband who'd always dominated her ever
since they'd been married all those years ago. Despite her reluctance to
move to England, now she was here she realised how free English women were
and wished she could be the same. "Perhaps one day" she told herself.


Jay loved his new job. It was demanding and he met a wide range of
interesting people. He was still undergoing training but enjoyed being
hands on and helping people. His immediate boss liked him and admired his
dedication so knew he'd do well. Jay's only regret was that he couldn't be
openly gay like some of his colleagues. Instead he continued visiting the
cruising areas but after his experience on Hampstead Heath was far more
alert to potential trouble. Fortunately, he didn't have any further
problems and enjoyed sucking cocks offered to him and being sucked off by
those who wanted to do so. When most guys saw what he had to offer they
rushed to give him a suck.

As he became more adventurous he let himself be picked up by guys and taken
home. He enjoyed the comfort of a man in his arms as they lay in bed but
never went that extra inch and let anyone fuck him despite aching to see
what it felt like. He'd not even fucked a guy so that too was unknown
territory although he frequently watched gay porn on his laptop in the
privacy of his bedroom at night with his earphones to avoid the sound of
grunting guys being heard outside his room.

His father seemed to have stopped nagging him for a while, which made home
life more acceptable although he was still desperate to find a place of his
own but he quickly realised that for the moment he couldn't afford it. His
sister was now engaged and preparations were under way for the wedding. Jay
kept out of the discussions between father and daughter on what would make
the perfect wedding. The bridegroom's parents had little money so everyone
knew it would be a small affair. From what Jay could see the bridegroom was
a total wanker and he was sure she could have done better for herself. He
suspected she was in the early stages of pregnancy which was why she'd
agreed to marry the guy and why she was rushing the wedding along but his
father seemed totally blind to what his perfect daughter was up to. Their
mother as usual just agreed with everything so Jay kept his mouth shut.

When the happy day finally came he had to admit that his sister looked
beautiful and kissed her. As he wished her all happiness he whispered "I'm
sure you could have done better but as long as you're happy that's all that
matters." She smiled at him but said nothing. She knew he was right and she
had a feeling he knew why she was marrying an ignorant man who worked on a
market stall but he'd provided the fun she needed at the time so was now
paying the consequences having found that more suitable suitors weren't
prepared to bed her until after marriage.

"Your turn next" she whispered "so find yourself a pretty woman to marry."

"I doubt that will happen" he replied and left her to join the rest of the
family. She looked at him as he walked away wondering what he
meant. "Surely not" she muttered to herself but left the matter there.

It was a church wedding of course and Jay felt a sense of unease as the
service progressed. In his eyes it was a farce and all mumbo jumbo but he
went through the motions along with everyone else. The reception was a
small affair since neither set of parents had the money to do anything
lavish so it was held at a local bar. The bridegroom's sister who was two
years younger than Jay soon became pissed and took a fancy to him. As much
as he shunned her she kept hanging onto him and on several occasions
suggested they find somewhere to kiss.

Having had enough of her he whispered "Fuck off darling, it's not gonna
happen." At last she got the message and went off in a huff. His mother
noticed and said the girl was just trying to be friendly before adding
there were other nice girls he could talk to. "Leave it mother; I'm not in
the mood nor have the inclination to cavort with any of them." His mother
again gave him a quizzical look wondering what was wrong with her son.


Jay again looked for suitable accommodation but found he could still not
afford what he wanted so resigned himself to living at home until his
financial situation was better. After his sister's marriage his father
calmed down and stopped nagging his son or going on about his job so Jay
decided to accept his lot for the moment. He loved his job and absorbed
everything he was told or shown so hoped he'd pass his initial training
period with flying colours.

To placate his sexual desires, he continued to frequent the cruising areas
whenever he could, telling his parents that he was going out with friends
and probably wouldn't be home until the early hours if at all. As he was
now twenty-five his parents knew they had little control over him so
accepted the situation although they still couldn't understand why he
failed to find a nice young woman to marry. His sexual exploits had at
least progressed to fingering and rimming which he certainly enjoyed but he
couldn't bring himself to take that next step and allow a guy to fuck him,
or them for that matter although during one inebriated session he did rim
and then finger a guy which he enjoyed.


At the end of his initial training period he was called in to see the
doctor in charge. He was told he'd done well and had completed his training
period with high praise from everyone.

"I'd like to transfer you to the HIV unit as a senior nurse."

Jay was delighted to hear the news since he'd enjoyed his period with the
unit during his training. It was also a step up for him. His transfer was
effective from the following week so he went out to celebrate with his
friends, none of whom were aware of his sexuality. He decided not to tell
his parents about his transfer and the promotion it involved since he knew
his father would disapprove.

On the first morning in his new job the boss introduced him to
everyone. Some he'd met during his training but others had joined since
then. One of those was Bruno, a white trainee nurse who was twenty-four and
in his final year of training. As soon as they shook hands Jay felt a
thrill shoot through his body. The guy was gorgeous and he had a feeling he
was gay. Bruno smiled at him and was immediately attracted to Jay but he
couldn't decide if he was gay or not; he so hoped so.

Whenever he could, Bruno stopped to talk to Jay. He loved his beautiful
smooth black skin and found his gorgeous deep brown eyes mesmerising so
couldn't stop looking at him. Over a period of several days he found out as
much as he could about him and learned that he had a married sister, that
his parents were very religious and that he didn't hold the same
conviction. He also picked up that he wasn't too happy living at home, due
mainly to his parents keeping on at him about finding a nice girl to marry.

"I've told them it isn't gonna happen" Jay said hoping that might indicate
to Bruno he was gay.

"Same here mate although I don't have the parental pressure that you do; in
fact, my folks are perfectly happy and supportive that I'm gay." There,
he'd said it outright, not that he hid his sexuality. He was an openly gay
man but he didn't shout it from the rooftops. He sensed Jay giving a big
sigh of relief so decided to jump in with both feet. "Would I be right in
assuming you're gay too?"

Jay nodded glad that at last they'd declared themselves to each
other. Bruno grinned and since nobody else was around he moved forward and
gave Jay a gentle kiss on the cheek. For a brief moment Jay was surprised
at the kiss but liked it all the same. "It must be hard being gay in your
community; I've read they don't take kindly to the likes of us."

"Tell me about it" Jay laughed, "but I'm determined to lead the kind of
life that is right for me so fuck what others think."

"Good on you, that's the way to deal with it; if others don't like it
that's their problem, not ours."

Jay nodded and was aching to ask Bruno out but wasn't sufficiently
experienced at these things. All he'd done so far was go cruising and even
there he tended to let other guys take the lead. Sensing his reluctance
Bruno took his hand. "How about we go out for a drink after work and get to
know each other outside this environment; that's assuming you don't mind
associating with a trainee" he laughed.

"I'm only just out of training and you're in your final year so we're not
that far apart."

"True but I doubt I'll be offered a senior post as soon as I've
finished. From all accounts you're way ahead of the rest of us."

"Are you trying to butter me up" Jay laughed.

"Would it help if I did?" Bruno grinned.

"It might" Jay giggled, "but this drink; when did you have in mind?"

"How about this evening"

"You're on"

With that agreed they went their separate ways to get on with their job but
neither could stop thinking about each other. Jay had patients waiting for
blood tests so called for the first one. He was a young gay guy and looked
worried about having blood taken. He smiled trying to put him at ease.

"Just relax; I shan't hurt you."

The young guy smiled. "I've only just been diagnosed as positive and hate
the sight of blood."

"Then close your eyes and I'll tell you when it's done." He prepared the
arm and found the vein which was deep. Some of his colleagues had problems
with getting blood out of deep veins but he'd been taught well and managed
without difficulty. He inserted the needle and filled the three vials for
the laboratory. Once done he withdrew the needle and placed a plaster on
the tiny hole he'd made.

"All done"

"Wow, that was quick; I never felt anything."

"I said I wouldn't hurt you and once your body gets used to the medication
the number of times we need to test will reduce until it's only needed once
every six months."

The young man smiled; he liked Jay.

When Bruno and Jay had finished their shift they made their way to a pub
tucked away down a narrow street that Bruno knew and where their colleagues
never went. It was too early to expose their relationship to others even
though both knew they were attracted to each other.

"Is this okay?"

"It's perfect" Jay replied and asked what his friend would like to
drink. Having bought their drinks, they found a quiet corner in which to
sit. They talked about Bruno's life to date and when he knew he was
gay. Like Jay he'd realised in his early teens and came out to his parents
at age eighteen. As an only child they'd accepted his sexuality without
question and had supported him ever since. Both his parents were doctors so
it seemed logical that he too joined the medical profession but like Jay
didn't fancy doing the long training to be a doctor. "Did your parents
mind?"

"What, being a nurse? Good heavens no; they said I must do what I wanted;
just because they were doctors didn't mean I had to be one. Besides two
doctors in the family is enough." He laughed as he looked at Jay and saw
sadness in his eyes. "I take it your parents weren't so keen."

Jay told him about his father's dream and how he tried to pressurise him
into training to be a doctor. "So he doesn't approve of me being a nurse
and I've not told him or my mother about my promotion."

"That's terrible; no parent should tell their son what job to do; I'm so
sorry."

"Do you have a regular boyfriend?" Jay asked wanting to change the topic.

"No" Bruno grinned and thought `but I wouldn't mind you' imagining what
he'd like to do with him in bed.

Jay smiled and wondered where things went from here. He was so
inexperienced with personal relationships. After a while they continued
talking about what music and films they liked and realised their tastes
were similar. Bruno mentioned a new film that had just been released and
suggested they see it together. Jay jumped at the idea but nothing was
arranged. Having finished their drinks, they decided it was time to leave.

"I've really enjoyed our time together; would you like to meet up again"
Bruno asked.

Jay smiled and said he'd love to so they arranged to have a meal together
the following evening after their shift finished.

When he got home his mother said the evening meal was nearly ready and
asked where he'd been so he casually said he'd been out for a drink with a
friend. After their meal, during which his father said nothing to him, he
let drop that he was going out for a meal the following evening with
someone from work.

"A girl?" his mother asked. Jay decided not to answer so began getting up
from the table. "I expect there are lots of nice girls working with you
aren't there?"

"No" he snapped back and stomped up to his room.

The next day he met Bruno in passing during the course of their work and
they smiled at each other but both were too busy to speak apart from
confirming they were still okay for that evening. After their shift they
once again left work together and Bruno took them to an Indian restaurant
he liked having determined that Jay liked Indian food. They were more
relaxed this time and chatted about their training and what else they got
up to which in Bruno's case, seemed to be far more than Jay ever did. Jay
also ascertained that Bruno's parents lived in Shrewsbury which was where
Bruno was born.

"When they got married they bought a one bed flat in Hackney which in those
days was cheap but they kept it and rented it out when they moved to
Shrewsbury. When I needed somewhere to live they let me have it and
transferred the lease into my name so I have my own place which is
brilliant bearing in mind the price of property in London these days."

"Wow, you lucky bugger; I wish I could afford somewhere to live so I could
leave home."

"Are things still bad between you and your father?"

Jay shrugged his shoulders. "Don't get me wrong, I love my parents but my
father is overbearing at times and mother just stands by and says
nothing. At present he's not too bad but it only needs one small thing to
set him off again."

By the end of the meal they were laughing and joking with each other as if
they'd known one another for years. Bruno was tempted to ask him back to
his place but decided not to push things too far for the moment. He had a
feeling his new friend was new to all this so wanted to take it slowly.

Before they parted Bruno gave Jay a quick hug and a kiss on the lips. Jay
glanced to see who was looking but nobody seemed bothered about what they
were doing. Perhaps he was over sensitive but then he knew his father's
views on homosexuality and no doubt his mother felt the same way although
she'd never actually said anything.

The following day at work, Bruno made a point of finding Jay and invited
him to have lunch at his flat on the Sunday and go to the cinema in the
afternoon. He'd then play things by ear to see whether or not it was the
right moment to invite him home and take things to the next step.


3.

Jay was excited at the thought of spending quality time with Bruno. As he
showered his cock went hard at the thought of what he'd like to
happen. Fortunately, by the time he was dressed it had gone down but he
couldn't get him out of his mind. The more he got to know Bruno, the more
he liked him and hoped that something good would come out of their
friendship. His parents still hadn't returned from church by the time he
left which saved yet more comments from his mother about who he was
meeting.

Bruno's flat was on the third floor of a small block which was clearly
looked after. He keyed in the number on the door entry system and Bruno
released the door telling him to take the lift to the third floor. As soon
as the lift door had opened and he'd stepped out into the corridor, Bruno
was there to greet him. Suddenly he found himself being given a tight hug
and a big wet kiss on the lips. Jay could feel their bodies grinding
together which caused his to react.

"It's great to see you, come on in."

When the front door had been closed, Bruno took Jay's light summer jacket
and hung it on a hook.

"For you" Jay grinned as he passed over a bottle of red wine he'd purchased
on the way over. Bruno examined the label and smiled. It was one of his
favourites so he'd open it for their meal which was a steak pie with
carrots and new potatoes.

"Thank you, that's very sweet of you." He led Jay into the living room
which had a kitchen at one end. It was a compact flat but the rooms were
spacious and suited him well. "I have to warn you, I'm not much of a cook
so the steak pie is ready made but I did cook the carrots and potatoes
myself and stewed the fruit for afters."

"It sounds wonderful" Jay smiled and gave Bruno a kiss on the lips. It was
the first time he'd initiated such affection and it made him feel good.

The steak pie was indeed delicious even though it was ready made and was
complimented by the red wine he'd brought. The stewed apples and
blackberries made a welcome end to the meal and being able to relax was
equally wonderful. At home he had to watch what he said the whole time
which made meals very stilted. After they'd cleared away the dishes they
made their way to the cinema. The film was very enjoyable and both felt
happy as they made their way out.

"Would you like to come back for a cup of tea; I might also have some
cake."

"I'd love a cup of tea but after that big lunch I'm not sure about the
cake; I don't want to spoil my figure" Jay laughed.

"Certainly not; you've got a gorgeous figure but I'm not sure a slice of
lemon cake would make much difference."

They grinned at each other and for once in his life Jay felt totally
relaxed and was up for anything. Back home, Jay sat on the sofa and watched
his gorgeous friend make the tea and cut two slices of lemon cake. He
admired Bruno's slender body move back and forth and felt his own
react. When the tea was ready, Bruno sat down beside him.

"I've really enjoyed today; you're a lovely guy."

"So have I and you're a really nice guy too" Jay replied. Without saying
anything, Jay moved nearer to Bruno and kissed him. He was feeling brave
and wanted to show Bruno that he was serious. The kiss became passionate
and they moved into each other's arms. As the kiss progressed hands
wandered and felt over each other. Bruno suddenly felt a hand take hold of
the swelling inside his trousers. He gasped as Jay's tongue was thrust into
his mouth. He moved his hand into Jay's crotch and inwardly gasped again as
he felt the large hard organ inside.

"Wow, you're bigger than I thought."

Suddenly Jay pulled out of the kiss and picked up his tea. It was now cold
so he put it down again.

"I'll make a new one" Bruno said having seen Jay's face. As he did so Jay
watched him and again admired his body. If only he could leave home and
have a serious relationship. He stood up and moved to the window to peer
out. Both the living room and the bedroom looked out onto the side of the
block which was west facing so caught the afternoon sun.

"Are you okay?"

Jay turned and nodded. "Yeah I'm fine; in fact, never felt better."

Bruno smiled and kissed him. "Have you been to any of the gay bars or clubs
in Soho?" Jay shook his head. He'd never had the confidence to go despite
wanting to do so. "Shall we go next Friday evening. If you want, we can eat
here first and go afterwards." Jay said he'd love to do that so would take
some casual clothes to work and change at Bruno's. He'd tell his parents he
was going out with a friend and might not be back until the following
day. He just had to get away from home so he could lead his own life
without his parents breathing down his neck all the time.

Reluctantly Jay left to go home but first gave Bruno a big kiss thanking
him for a wonderful time. When he got home he went straight to his room not
wanting to be quizzed on where he'd been or who with. A while later there
was a light knock on his door and he knew it was his mother. Instead of
saying `come in' he opened the door ajar and peered at her.

"Did you have a nice time with your friend?"

"Yes thanks; goodnight mother." He closed the door and listened to her
going back downstairs. He stripped naked and lay on the bed with his
laptop. He typed into the search engine one of his favourite porn sites and
settled back to watching two guys having sex. One was soon fucking the
other and he imagined he was fucking Bruno or being fucked by him. His big
black cock was soon fully erect aching for attention. He gently massaged it
until he was shooting ribbons of white creamy cum over his smooth black
stomach. He watched it slowly slide down before collecting it between his
fingers and licking them clean. He loved the taste of his own cum and
imagined it was Bruno's wondering what his would taste like.

The clinic was only open Monday to Friday which meant Jay and Bruno had
weekends off. Although they were busy as usual, the week seemed to drag by
since both of them were aching to go to the gay bars and a club
together. Bruno also hoped they'd end up at his flat in bed together.

Finally, Friday came round and they made their way to Bruno's flat. He'd
purchased an Indian takeaway on the way home so they immediately sat down
to eat it. With that out of the way they decided to shower before getting
dressed. The cubicle was large enough for two so Bruno asked if Jay wanted
to shower on his own or together. Jay grinned and said he was happy to
shower together so they immediately stripped naked. They paused and admired
each other's nakedness.

"You really are beautiful" Bruno whispered.

"And you" Jay replied and felt his cock twitch with excitement.

They moved into the shower and washed themselves peeking at each other as
they did so.

"Would you like me to wash your back?"

Jay nodded looking forward to the feel of a hand on his naked flesh. Bruno
slowly moved his hand up and down gradually working his way towards the
smooth black buttocks. Jay signed with pleasure and his cock twitched
causing it to go semi hard. Bruno noticed the reaction he was having on Jay
and smiled. He was aching to hold the organ but didn't like to push his
luck. Instead he asked if he could hug him. Jay nodded and their naked
bodies pressed together. Soon two erections were rubbing against one
another. Bruno pulled Jay into a kiss and their mouths locked together. The
kiss became passionate and both felt an electric current shoot through
their body. Bruno could no longer control his need to touch the large black
cock that was pressing against his. As he kissed he reached down and took
it into his hand. Jay gasped enjoying the feel of his organ being gently
squeezed.

Bruno pulled out of the kiss and whispered "It's beautiful".

Jay looked down at Bruno's erection. It wasn't as big as his but equally as
nice. He took hold of it in his hand and gently massaged. "Oh man, it's
lovely."

They finished their shower and dressed ready for their night out. Jay had
never been to Soho before and as they walked down Old Compton Street and
saw guys holding hands he was elated. He wondered what his father would say
if he saw this. He of course knew; he'd say they were all disgusting and
disgraceful. As if sensing his thoughts, Bruno took hold of Jay's hand as
they walked along. Jay smiled; he felt so happy.

Bruno led Jay into one of his favourite bars. Jay was surprised to see
other black guys like him who were clearly happy to be there. One guy in
particular smiled at him as they made their way to the bar. He smiled back
and was overjoyed that someone had acknowledged him. Bruno bought their
drinks and they retreated to an area where they could enjoy them. Jay
suddenly saw a guy making his way towards them. He gave Bruno an
affectionate hug and looked at Jay clearly wanting to be introduced.

"This is Jay"

"Hi, good to see you man." He then turned to Bruno and whispered. "He's
gorgeous; where'd you find him?"

"Never mind; he's mine so hands off" Bruno laughed. The guy moved on having
seen another friend. When he'd gone Bruno said the guy was an acquaintance
and that was all.

"It's okay, I don't mind you chatting with your friends if you want to."

Bruno smiled and leaned in for a kiss. "You're so sweet but that guy can be
a limpet if you're not careful and before you know what's happening he's
inviting you back to his place. The first time I met him I let him do so
and regretted it so tread carefully now."

After a couple more drinks Bruno suggested they move onto a club. Jay loved
the buzz and enjoyed watching guys having fun with each other. He again
noted several guys of his colour which made him feel good. At least he
wasn't the only black guy around who was gay. They made their way to the
bar and he bought them drinks. When they'd drunk those, Bruno led Jay onto
the dance floor and they jiggled to the music along with everyone else. Jay
was conscious of several guys looking at him admiringly and several grinned
and fluttered their eyelashes at him.

"I can see I'm going to have to watch you when we come to these places; if
I'm not careful one of these guys is going to take you away from me."

Jay laughed and said Bruno was perfectly safe since he only had eyes for
him which made Bruno's heart fill with joy. He'd fallen in love with this
gorgeous guy but so far had not had the nerve to say so since he was so
afraid of going too far too soon and putting Jay off him. Had he known, he
needn't have worried because Jay felt the same way but he too wasn't sure
whether or not to say anything.

They had a great time kissing and cuddling whenever they could and several
times they both had enlarged organs inside their trousers aching to get
out. At one in the morning Jay suggested they make a move so they squeezed
their way through the throng of guys to the exit. As they walked to the
night bus, Bruno pondered whether to invite Jay back to his place because
he knew what would happen if he did and so far they'd not had sex as
such. Jay meanwhile was so hoping that Bruno would invite him back because
he didn't relish the thought of going home. He'd told his parents he may
well be out all night and he wanted to make the most of it.

Once on the bus, Bruno turned to Jay. "Can you come back to my place or do
you have to go home?" He was well aware of the difficulties that Jay
encountered at home so didn't want to make things even more difficult for
him. Jay said he'd love to go back with Bruno and they smiled at each other
knowing what both wanted to happen. Despite others seated around them,
Bruno squeezed Jay's hand to indicate he was pleased with the answer.

As soon as they were through the front door they threw off their jackets
and wrapped their arms around each other.

"I've really enjoyed tonight."

"So have I" Bruno replied before pulling Jay into another kiss and starting
to undress him. It didn't take long before their trousers had been
discarded along with their tight fitting T shirts that had shown off their
firm muscles and their nipples. Jay felt Bruno's cock that was now fully
erect and plunged a hand inside the briefs to grab hold of the naked
flesh. Bruno let out a long groan of pleasure and did the same to Jay. His
cock was also fully erect and he couldn't wait to feel the full length
inside him. They each removed their briefs and ran into the bedroom with
their erections flying high.

"I'd love to feel that cock of yours inside me; would you fuck me Jay."

Jay grinned as if he needed asking. He was aching to get his long black
cock inside this beautiful guy so he pushed Bruno onto the bed and lifted
his legs high in the air. Bruno grabbed the condoms and lube from the side
cabinet and Jay set to work. He first wanted to see what this gorgeous guy
tasted like so he plunged his face onto his hole and licked it as he pulled
the beautiful cheeks apart to open them wide. Bruno gasped as he felt the
hot tongue probe his sensitive spot.

"Ah fuck, yeah man; lick that arse." Jay did precisely that until he was
ready to try his big long cock inside it. He grabbed a condom and
lubricated the nicely opened hole in readiness for what he'd imagined doing
to Bruno every night in bed. He slowly offered the black head of his cock
up to the wide open hole and gently pushed in. "Ah yeah beautiful; stick
that big long black cock of yours into my arse man" Bruno yelled. Not
wanting to hurt his friend he slowly pushed the full length in until his
course black pubic hair was touching against the gorgeous white flesh. He
then slowly moved back and forth gradually increasing the pace of
fuck. "Yeah, fuck that arse. I want to feel that big cock of yours fill me
up until you've shot your spunk." He secretly wished he was being fucked
raw because he so wanted to feel Jay's naked flesh against his but knew
that was not the sensible thing to do. `Perhaps one day when we're true
partners' he told himself.

Jay kept fucking far longer than he thought he would but he so wanted to
enjoy the feel of this beautiful arse round his cock for as long as he
could. He'd dreamt of doing this so many times and here he was now fucking
a guy for the very first time. Eventually his body took over and he
couldn't hold himself back any longer. He was now fucking this perfect arse
like mad and Bruno was yelling his head off as the big cock fucked him.

"Ah, fuck, fuck, I'm coming man" Jay shouted as his climax reached its
point of no return. He always produced a large volume of cum and this was
no exception. As each ribbon filled the latex he continued fucking back and
forth much to Bruno's satisfaction. Finally, he was spent and he paused
with the long cock fully inside the guy he knew he loved without
doubt. "Fuck that was good."

"It sure was mate; the best fuck I've had for a very long time. You're a
pro" Bruno exclaimed. Jay laughed and said it was his first. "You're
kidding me man."

"No; you're the first guy I've ever fucked and I'm still a virgin when it
comes to being fucked. Done plenty of sucking and rimming but never
fucking."

Bruno pulled him down for a kiss with the long black cock still inside
him. He wanted to feel that for as long as he could. "Well, I hope you want
to fuck me many more times because that was perfect." Jay nodded and said
he'd be happy to fuck Bruno's gorgeous arse any time. "You want me to fuck
you then?"

Jay gasped. He'd waited for this moment for so long. He nodded hardly able
to speak. Bruno told him to changes places with him so he lay flat on his
back and lifted his legs right over his chest to expose his arse.

"Now that is a sight for sore eyes" Bruno muttered as he lightly fingered
the black hole. He thrust his face onto it and gave Jay a good
rimming. With that done he lubricated the hole and fingered it, first with
one finger and then two until he was satisfied that it was nicely opened
up. He grabbed a condom, lubricated the hole again and gently pushed the
head of his cock up to the entrance. He wasn't as large as Jay but he had
plenty to offer a guy. He told Jay to relax as he breached him and once in
he slowly pushed the rest of his length inside. "How's that feel?"

"Fucking brilliant man; I've dreamt of you fucking me for so long."

Bruno smiled as he slowly increased the pace until he was slamming in and
out of Jay's beautiful arse like mad. As he did so he again imagined his
naked cock inside. He so loved the idea of bareback sex but had never taken
the risk but he decided if Jay became his regular partner he'd raise the
issue. Suddenly he felt his climax coming and he slammed in even
harder. Jay was enjoying every second.

"Fuck that arse man; fuck it good" he yelled. Just then Bruno yelled that
he was coming and his whole body shook as his seed filled the condom. He
too always produced a plentiful load so there was a good supply by the time
he'd finished.

"So, how was your first fuck?"

"Fucking awesome man. I want many more like that."

"Any time man; we make good bed partners I reckon since we both love
fucking and being fucked."

Jay agreed as they climbed beneath the covers and cuddled up against each
other.


4.

When Jay woke the following morning he looked at Bruno beside him. He so
wished this could be what he saw every morning when he woke up. Bruno
opened his eyes and smiled.

"Morning" he said sleepily. Jay smiled and gave him a kiss.

Jay left mid-morning to go home and he met his mother in the hallway.

"Did you have a nice time with your friend?"

"Yes thank you."

"You must invite your friend for tea one day so we can meet her."

Jay ignored the comment and went up to his room. He switched on his laptop
and did another search for somewhere he could live that he could
afford. "Fuck; nowhere" he exclaimed and shut the website down. To ease his
frustration, he logged onto one his favourite porn sites and watched a guy
fucking another. He quickly locked his door and slipped off his clothes so
he could lay naked on the bed watching the action. His cock soon reacted
and he massaged it in time with the guy fucking. When he shot his load, so
did Jay spewing it all over his chest. Having done so he felt better and
cleaned himself up before getting dressed.


Over the next two months, Jay and Bruno went out for a meal each Wednesday
after work and then back to his apartment to have sex. Each Friday Jay went
to Bruno's apartment for a meal and then onto the gay bars and clubs. One
week they went to a fringe theatre and saw a gay play. Jay loved it,
especially since during one scene the young actors romped around stark
naked.

Then one Wednesday evening, Jay's life changed for good. As usual he and
Bruno left work together and at the point where they had to go their
separate ways, Bruno hugged Jay and gave him a simple kiss on the lips. It
wasn't something he usually did but on that particular day he felt the need
to do so. Jay thought nothing of it since it was very brief and nobody
around seemed perturbed at the sight of two guys hugging so they said
goodbye to each other and walked in opposite directions.

When Jay got home he noticed his mother wasn't preparing the evening meal
in the kitchen as usual and then heard her talking to his father in the
living room with the door firmly shut. He thought nothing of it so went up
to his room, stripped off his work clothes, donned his bathrobe and went to
have a shower as was his usual practice. He felt happy with life even
though he desperately wanted to move into a place of his own away from his
parents but whenever he felt down over that he thought of Bruno. After his
shower he dressed into casual clothes and went downstairs. His mother was
hovering in the living room doorway clearly waiting for him. He
acknowledged both of his parents and walked in.

"Who's this friend you've been seeing a lot of recently?" his father
demanded.

"A friend; what's it to do with you who I go out with" he replied
indignantly.

"Is it a girl?"

"None of your business" Jay replied now realising something was afoot. He
glanced at his mother who just looked at him and said nothing.

"Your mother saw you earlier with a man; she was on the bus coming home and
saw you on the street with him."

"What's this inquisition about? Who I hang out with is my affair not
yours."

"I need to know who he is and what he means to you" his father shouted.

It was then that Jay realised what his mother had seen so decided to
confront the issue head on. "He's my boyfriend."

His father gave him a disdainful look and said "Are you..." but he couldn't
complete the sentence.

"Gay; is that the word you're looking for" Jay replied with a leering
tone. "Yes I am, so what."

His mother let out an audible gasp and for a moment his father was
speechless. "You're disgusting and a disgrace to the family" he eventually
said.

Jay laughed. "Well you brought me into the world so whatever I am is down
to you."

"Don't dare blame me or your mother for this depravity; I presume this
white boy has made you like this."

"You know what father; you're ignorant because if you knew anything about
homosexuality you'd know that you're born the way you are and can't be made
gay." He then turned to his mother and said "And you're clearly no better."

"You're a disgrace to this family" his father repeated not knowing how to
deal with this situation.

"You're the disgraceful one round here, not me" Jay said calmly and left
the room closing the door firmly behind him. He went up to his room, pulled
out a holdall and a rucksack. He took all his clothes out of the wardrobe
and packed them into the large holdall. With that done he packed the
clothes from the small chest of drawers and added several other personal
items. He put his laptop into the rucksack plus his personal papers and a
couple of gay magazines he'd picked up in Soho that had photos of naked
men, plus various other items he wanted to keep including a small wooden
mask that his uncle had given him several years before. Whilst doing this
he heard a light tap on his door.

"Go away mother; I've nothing to say to you."

He did a check round to make sure he'd got everything he needed, removed
the front door key from his key ring and placed it on the bedside table
before putting on his thick sheepskin jacket since the Autumn weather was
now upon them. Once fully satisfied he glanced round the room again and
muttered `Goodbye room' and opened the door to make sure his mother wasn't
lurking on the landing. There was no sign of her so he put the rucksack on
his back and picked up the holdall. He quietly made his way downstairs and
was about to open the front door when his mother asked "Are you leaving?"

"What do you think; you've made it impossible for me to live here any
longer" he snapped and opened the door.

"Where will you go?"

"What do you care" he replied and carried his luggage out the door. He was
tempted to slam it behind him but decided not to and instead gently closed
it to show they were in the wrong, not him. He walked down to the main road
and hailed a cab. He gave the driver Bruno's address and bundled his
luggage in the back. He was still feeling numb from what had happened and
just hoped that Bruno was in and prepared to take him in for a while.

Having paid the driver, he keyed Bruno's apartment number into the door
entry system and waited.

"Hi, what are you doing here?" Bruno's voice said through the speaker
having seen Jay on the camera.

"Can I come in?"

"Of course you can" Bruno said excitedly and released the door. Jay grabbed
his luggage and walked to the lift, taking it to the third floor. As he
walked out into the corridor he could see Bruno standing by his open
door. Seeing Jay's luggage, he gasped. "What's happened?"

Bruno grabbed the holdall from Jay and led him inside. Once there they fell
into each other's arms and kissed. "Have you left home?"

Jay nodded with tears now falling down his face. Bruno told him to dump his
things and took him into the living room. Jay explained what had happened
and Bruno gasped. "Oh god, I'm so sorry Jay; it's all my fault." Jay
assured him it wasn't and that it was a time bomb ticking away waiting to
explode.

"I just need somewhere to stay until I can find a place of my own but where
I haven't a clue at present."

Bruno took him into his arms and hugged him again. "I love you Jay so if
you'd like to you can move in with me. I've thought about asking you for a
while but wasn't sure how you felt."

Jay looked at him and more tears fell down his face. "I love you too; have
done ever since we first met; I'd love to live with you if you're happy for
me to do so."

"Of course; I've never lived with anyone before but that's because I've
never felt the same way about someone as I do you; you're more than welcome
to move in with me so we can be together."

"Thank you" Jay managed to say between tears and gave the love of his life
a big kiss. Perhaps things were at last changing for the better he thought
to himself.

Bruno asked if he'd eaten and Jay said he hadn't so he offered to make him
an omelette. Jay slipped off his outdoor shoes and watched Bruno prepare
the omelette still trying to process in his mind what had taken place.

When Jay had finished the omelette plus a bowl of stewed plums, they
cleared away the dishes and moved into the bedroom to unpack Jay's
bags. The bedroom had two fitted cupboards and Bruno had spread his things
over both of them but he soon removed his overspill having chucked out
things he knew he'd never wear again to give the space for Jay to
use. Within half an hour everything was in its place.

"This is nice" Bruno said as he held the wooden mask in his hand.

"My uncle on mother's side gave it to me; he lives in Nigeria but came over
a few years ago and brought it with him. I think he's also gay; he's never
married and lives alone."

Bruno suggested a place for the mask and hammered in a nail. Jay hung it
and they both looked at it. "Perfect" Bruno grinned. "Welcome to your new
home."

That night in bed they made passionate love and fucked each other. Bruno
loved the feel of Jay's long black cock inside. When they were both
satisfied they settled down to sleep. Jay hugged Bruno and thanked him for
making him so happy. At last he was free although it had cost him the loss
of his parents who he still loved despite them not accepting him.


As they made their way to work the following morning they discussed what to
tell their boss. Jay had to give his new address and since the doctor in
charge was gay they decided to tell him what had happened and that they
were boyfriends. They knew of two lesbians in the team and were fairly sure
another guy was gay so knew nobody would be bothered. Their boss expressed
his sorrow when he heard Jay's story and said that his parents had not
taken too kindly to their son's sexuality but had now come round so perhaps
Jay's parents would do the same in due course. Jay had little hope of his
father coming round but he hoped his mother would in due course. The news
travelled fast round their colleagues and several congratulated them and
wished them all happiness.

Two days later, Jay received a call from his sister. When he saw her name
appear on his mobile he groaned guessing that his mother had told her the
news.

"Hi Penny" he answered as breezily as he could.

"Hi sexy; I hear you've caused a rumpus at home" she giggled "but good on
you; to be honest I always thought you were gay so it's no surprise to me."

"So you don't mind having a gay brother."

"Of course not; why should I? It's father who's the bigot; mother will come
round in due course, I'm sure of that." Jay was pleased to hear that and
asked how things were with her husband Bobby. "Ah well, I'd like to talk to
you about that; any chance of meeting up; I'd love to meet this boyfriend
of yours; is he sexy?"

Jay laughed "Yes he is; he's gorgeous" he replied as he grinned at
Bruno. They arranged to meet up for a drink after work the following
day. "See you in the Red Lion at five thirty."

"Look forward to it; love you" she replied.


The following evening, they made their way to the Red Lion which was a very
heterosexual pub so they had to avoid any sign of affection towards each
other but it was convenient for Penny. Within a few minutes of arriving she
flounced in and Jay noticed several guys admiring her. She was an
attractive woman so he wasn't surprised. She bounced her way over to where
they were sitting and immediately took Jay into her arms and kissed him.

"So, you're the sexy young man who's swept my brother off his feet" she
directed towards Bruno and gave him a similar hug and a kiss on the
cheek. Jay glanced round to see if anyone heard his sister's comment but
nobody was looking. He'd deliberately chosen a corner well away from the
other customers who were mainly gathered round the bar. Whilst Jay and
Penny caught up with their news, Bruno fetched their drinks from the
bar. Penny wanted to know how and where they met and how long they'd been
together. By the time Bruno returned with the drinks, Jay had told her
everything, including the news about his promotion when he finished his
training.

"Do mum and dad know about your new job?" Jay said he hadn't told them
because he knew what his father would say so he'd kept it to himself. She
was saddened to hear that and took hold of his hand. "Why the fuck does he
keep on about being a doctor. If he thinks it's such a wonder profession,
why didn't he get off his own arse and train to be one." Jay shrugged his
shoulders. It was a question he'd asked himself on many an occasion. "If
you ask me he knows he doesn't have the intelligence to make the grade; he
makes out he's highly intelligent but sometimes I wonder when you hear the
crap he comes out with." Jay was surprised to hear his sister talk like
this because she'd always given the impression she thought highly of their
father. "Fuck no; I only did that to keep in his good books so as to make
life at home more bearable."

Jay laughed and asked how things were with her and Bobby since he sensed
something was amiss during their telephone conversation.

"I've left the fucker" she blurted out. "He's a moron and is only
interested in football and messing around with other women. I assume you
realise I only married him because I was pregnant by him." Jay said he had
suspicions but since no child had appeared he'd assumed he was
mistaken. "Yeah, well, I lost the child at three months which to be honest
was a blessing otherwise I'd have been tied to him." She then explained
she'd met another guy who was intelligent and extremely good
looking. "We're just waiting for the divorce to come through and then we'll
get married; in the meantime, I've left Bobby and I'm living with Lance. He
works in the City and has a high powered job. He's also gorgeous and you'd
like him."

"I take it mother and father don't know."

"Fuck no; and nor must they until I've got the divorce. Neither does
Bobby's parents; not that they'd care in any event."

Jay smiled and wondered how his father will react when he finds out since
he always considers Penny to be the model child. "I expect he'll say you're
a disgrace to the family" he laughed.

"He can say what he likes, I shan't care. The four of us must get together
because Lance is a lovely guy and has no problem with gays; his younger
brother is one."


As they made their way home, Jay felt more relaxed about his family
situation. It was good to know that his sister accepted him for what he was
and that she wasn't the perfect child after all. Since it was a Friday they
had their meal and went to Soho. After a couple of drinks in a gay bar they
moved onto a club and enjoyed themselves. Jay was now totally relaxed and
flirted with other guys as much as Bruno did. No longer did he have to
worry about not going home or being found out.

When they eventually arrived home in the early hours, they fell into each
other's arms as soon as they were through the front door. Both were hard
and wanted action so within minutes they'd undressed each other. They'd
bought a bottle of poppers from a sex shop in Soho plus a couple of gay
porn DVDs. Bruno pushed a naked Jay down on the bed and immediately
straddled his back. Within seconds he had his hard cock inside him and was
giving him a good hard fuck. He grabbed the poppers and took several long
sniffs causing a rush to his head. Jay did the same and was soon on a high
as Bruno's hard cock worked its magic on his arse.

"Ah fuck" Bruno yelled after several minutes of fucking. "I'm gonna cum".

"Yeah, let it all out" Jay giggled as he grabbed hold of his own erection
beneath him. As soon as Bruno was spent and had pulled out, Jay turned over
and told him to sit on his big long hard cock. With Bruno's arse suitably
lubricated he slowly sat down on the long black cock until it was deep
inside him.

"Fuck, that feels so good" he groaned and slowly rode it. Gradually he
increased the pace as he watched his lover's face knowing he was enjoying
every second. He took more sniffs of poppers and passed the bottle to Jay
who did the same. The action continued for almost ten minutes before Jay
let out a loud "Fuck" and Bruno knew his lover was spilling his load. Once
done he leant forward with the black cock still inside him and they kissed.

"I love you so much" he said between kisses.

"I love you too" Jay replied before pulling their mouths together for
another passionate kiss.


5.

Several weeks later, Jay was walking out of the hospital when he saw his
mother waiting at the entrance. His heart slumped but she'd seen him so he
couldn't avoid her. On that particular day Bruno had stayed home to study
for his final assessment which would determine whether or not he'd
successfully completed his practical training period. Jay had no doubts
that he would pass but Bruno had always doubted his abilities despite being
good at his job. He'd also applied for a permanent position at the clinic
in anticipation since he loved his job and he enjoyed working with Jay, not
that their paths crossed that amount but it was good to know that his
boyfriend was nearby.

"Hello mother, what are you doing here?" Jay said as he moved to where she
was standing. He made no attempt to show any affection since he still felt
peeved over what she'd done.

"How are you?"

"I'm fine" he replied curtly.

"Where are you living?"

"I've found somewhere" he replied not wanting to give her more information
than he had to.

"Are you looking after yourself?"

"Of course; I'm quite capable you know despite what you may think."

"I know you are son but I needed to know you were okay; I'm sorry."

"For what; dropping me in it with father who you know is a bigot. All you
had to do was speak to me privately and I'd have told you. I've given you
enough clues over the years had you bothered to listen."

"I'm really sorry; I just want you to be happy."

"Well I am mother despite you and father disapproving of me but at least
Penny accepts me for what I am."

"You've seen her?" she asked somewhat surprised.

"Of course and she's met my boyfriend who she likes very much so it's just
you and father who're out of touch with the twenty first century."

"I just wanted you to know that I have no problem with you ..." She stopped
mid-sentence not sure what term to use.

"Being gay?"

"Yes"

"So why did you rush to tell father what you'd seen before speaking to me
when you knew very well how he'd react."

His mother's body slumped and he suddenly realised that beneath everything
she did accept him for what he was. "I'm sorry mother; I know what it must
be like living with him but you must stand up for yourself more. You're an
intelligent woman." As he said these words he took her into his arms and
hugged her. She relaxed and felt happy that her son still loved her. He was
right, she should speak out against her husband but had not done so for so
many years that it was now difficult to break the mould. They parted on
good terms and Jay kissed her before going their separate ways. He told her
to call him on his mobile whenever she felt the need and he had a feeling
that need would come once Penny had dropped her bombshell.


"Mum and dad would like to meet you" Bruno announced one day. Jay looked
nervous for a moment and Bruno took him into his arms. "They don't have any
issues with homosexuality; they accepted me when I came out and they'll
love you."

Jay smiled and nodded. It would be good to meet his lover's parents and
feel part of a family that accepted him for what he was. It was arranged
they'd make the journey to Shrewsbury where they lived the following
weekend.


It took them two and a half hours by train to Shrewsbury and then a
ten-minute taxi drive to where Bruno's parents lived. It was a grand house
with a short drive leading up to the front door.

"So this is where you grew up" Jay commented as they walked through the
iron gates and up the drive.

"Yep; I had a happy life here."

Jay's mind wandered back to his life at home and how miserable it had been
most of the time but that was now behind him. Almost as soon as Bruno had
pressed the doorbell, the door was opened by an attractive woman in her
mid-fifties. She and Bruno immediately hugged and kissed before Bruno
introduced Jay who'd stood a few paces back to allow mother and son to show
their affection.

"Hello Jay, you're very welcome so please come on in." Jay smiled and then
suddenly found that he too was being given a hug and a light kiss on the
cheek. "I'm Bruno's mother but please call me Michelle." Jay thanked her
somewhat overawed by the welcome which was so different to what he'd
expected. Whilst they removed their jackets having dumped their overnight
bag, a good looking man appeared who was also in his mid-fifties. Jay could
see where Bruno got his good looks from and his charm since both parents
were very sociable.

Bruno gave his dad a big hug and then introduced Jay. "Hi Jay, it's good to
meet you, welcome to our home. I'm Peter." Once they'd shaken hands,
Michelle told Bruno to take Jay upstairs so they could freshen up after
their journey. "Drinks will be waiting for you in the living room" Peter
grinned.

Bruno led Jay upstairs to a large room at the back of the house. Jay looked
in awe since it was at least twice the size of the room that had been his
for so many years at home. Although it was now devoid of Bruno's personal
effects, Jay immediately sensed it was his old room. He looked at the
double bed and raised an eyebrow.

"What?" Bruno asked with a questioning look.

"Are we both sleeping in here?"

"Of course; why not?"

"I assumed we'd have to sleep in separate rooms."

Bruno grinned and pulled his lover into an embrace. "I told you, my parents
are both okay about us being gay and don't have any problems with us
sleeping together; or having sex for that matter." Jay chuckled and told
him he'd have to keep the noise down if they did. "Yeah well, I'm sure I
can do that whilst you fuck me with this beautiful cock" he giggled and
grabbed hold of said cock which made it immediately react.

"Careful; I don't want to go downstairs with an erection" Jay chuckled.

"I don't suppose mum or dad would mind if you did" Bruno laughed as he let
go of the burgeoning organ to unzip their overnight bag.

Once they'd hung the few clothes they'd brought with them and had a freshen
up, they made their way downstairs to the living room where Peter was
waiting with drinks. It was a concoction he'd made consisting of various
spirits and a fruit juice but it tasted good and soon relaxed Jay. Once
everyone had drinks they sat down and Peter asked Jay where he'd grown up
and whether he'd ever been back to his home country. Jay explained that his
parents had moved to England before he was born so he'd never been to
Nigeria.

"As far as I'm concerned, England is my home country. Since Nigeria doesn't
allow or recognise any LGBT rights I have no desire to go there."

"And what about your parents; do they accept your sexuality?"

"No; well at least my father doesn't but since coming out my mother has
said she doesn't have a problem but knows my father is a bigot so can't
make her views known."

Michelle expressed her sorrow and said it must have been very difficult for
him. Bruno then explained what had happened and how Jay felt forced to
leave home which was when he moved in with him although they'd been going
out with each other for several months before then. He also told them about
Jay's father's distaste of his son being a male nurse instead of qualifying
to be a doctor.

"That's absurd; the nursing profession is just as important as us doctors"
Peter commented. Bruno had told Jay that his dad was a surgeon and his
mother a local GP. Peter asked if Jay had ever thought of being a doctor
and Jay explained he had but decided like Bruno he preferred to be a nurse
and deal with patients at that level.

"Well I think you guys do a brilliant and very important job" Michelle
commented, "so don't let anyone tell you otherwise."

Jay smiled thanking them for the comment as Bruno told his parents what a
brilliant nurse Jay was and how everyone loved him.

"Bruno is just as good and loved every bit as much" Jay said, "And once
he's got through his final assessment he'll be a great asset to the team".

"That's assuming I get through" Bruno added sullenly.

"Don't be daft, of course you will. Has he always been so unsure of
himself?"

"Yep, most of his years growing up but it's good to see he's got plenty of
support so thank you Jay" Peter replied.

With that said they moved onto life in general and what each had been up to
since the family were last together.


Jay found the time with Bruno's parents really enjoyable. Throughout the
weekend they made him feel very welcome and part of the family. It was such
a change from his own and he realised how much he'd missed whilst growing
up. That night they made passionate love and Jay fucked Bruno from behind
whilst lying in bed. As he fucked, he massaged Bruno's erection until he
was spewing his load of cream into Jay's hand. Throughout, Bruno made low
growling noises but kept the volume down so that his parents couldn't hear.

On the Saturday Bruno took Jay round Shrewsbury and had a great time. That
night they made love again and Bruno fucked Jay whilst bringing him off
into his hand. The time to leave came round all too soon but before they
left both Peter and Michelle gave Jay a big hug and a kiss telling him that
he was always welcome.


Bruno's final assessment was soon upon them and Jay could tell he was
nervous. He did his best to calm him down and assure him that he'd do
fine. He did of course and jumped with joy when he received the final
result telling him that he was now a fully qualified nurse. The morning
after he received his result the doctor in charge called him into his
office and confirmed his appointment as a nurse within the same team. Bruno
jumped with joy and rushed off to find Jay to tell him. As soon as he could
Jay took him into his arms and hugged him.

That night they celebrated with a bottle of champagne and got tipsy. As
they drank they watched one of the gay porn films they'd bought. It didn't
take long for both to be naked and sucking each other off whilst they kept
an eye on what was happening on screen. When cocks were riding high, Bruno
bent Jay over the end of the sofa and gave him a good long hard fuck whilst
the guys on screen were doing the same and echoing their sounds of
enjoyment. As Bruno fucked, Jay suddenly realised that he hadn't used a
condom.

"It's okay; we know we're both clean so provided we always use protection
with other guys we'll be fine."

As much as Jay loved the feel of Bruno's naked cock up his arse he was
unsure about having unprotected sex bearing in mind they both worked in an
STD clinic and promoted safe sex at all times. He also knew that as part of
the job all nurses had to be tested regularly in case they picked up
anything from patients so Bruno was right in saying they knew their own
status was okay.

"Come on, I want to feel your long naked cock inside me now" Bruno giggled
once he'd reached his climax and filled Jay's arse with his lovely cum. Not
wanting to disappoint his lover he agreed so lubricated his long black
shaft and slipped it into Bruno's arse.

"Ah fuck yes, that feels so good" he exclaimed. The feel of his naked flesh
rubbing against Bruno's was like nothing he'd ever experienced. As he
fucked he relayed what Bruno had said about using protection with other
guys. So far in their relationship they'd been monogamous but the thought
of having sex with other guys, providing it was together, filled him with
excitement. When he reached his climax and filled Bruno with several
ribbons of his creamy cum he pulled out and turned Bruno round to face
him. "So you plan to have sex with other guys do you?" he grinned.

"Would you mind if we did?"

"No provided it was as a threesome."

Bruno agreed and kissed his lover. "You're the best; I love you so much."


6.

The summer was soon upon them and it was time to go away on holiday. Jay
had not been on holiday for a long time so was looking forward to being
away for two long weeks with the man he loved. They'd booked to go to Gran
Canaria and stay in a gay resort in Playa del Inglés just minutes away
from the Yumbo Centre where all the gay action happened at night.

The journey was tedious having to hang around at the airport to wait for
their flight but once on it they were excited. Bruno had been before and
couldn't wait to show Jay around. He'd also stayed at the gay resort so
knew they'd have a great time lazing round the pool during the day or
wandering along the sand dunes where lots of action took place.

Once in their chalet, they unpacked and changed into their speedos to try
out the pool nearby. As they made their way towards it several guys eyed
them enjoying the sight of two new attractive guys to have fun
with. Although Jay was the only black guy there he was soon made welcome by
the other guys and knew he'd enjoy his holiday.

"Hi, I'm Gary and this is Max, my boyfriend" one guy said as soon as they'd
settled down beside the pool.

The four guys eyed each other up enjoying the view. Both guys were older
than Jay and Bruno with Gary being twenty-nine and Max thirty. Gary in
particular had a stunning body and Bruno felt his cock go hard just looking
at it. Gary felt his own organ react as he gazed on Bruno and decided there
and then that at some point during the holiday he'd have to explore him
further. Gary explained that he and Max had also arrived that day so they
were there for the same two weeks. He said they lived in Manchester and
looked forward to having fun with the two new arrivals.

Although the chalets had limited cooking facilities Bruno and Jay had
decided to go out for meals and only have breakfast in the chalet. Gary and
Max were doing the same so when the afternoon sun had gone down they all
returned to their chalets to shower and get ready for a night out
together. The other guests were all very nice but Gary and Max had made a
special effort to get to know the two guys from London, especially when
they realised their chalets were next door to each other.

Having showered and dressed in a T shirt and shorts since the temperature
was still warm, Bruno and Jay made their way to the next door chalet to
meet the other two guys.

"Wow, you guys look real sexy" Gary exclaimed. Bruno told him he too looked
good which caused Gary's cock to twitch with excitement. Bruno had already
noticed that Gary was a big boy, either that or he was constantly hard, so
hoped things would become intimate as the holiday progressed.

They found a place to eat and enjoyed their time together asking each other
what they did for a living. Gary was a car salesman and Max worked for the
local authority.

"What about you guys?" Gary asked.

"We're both nurses" Bruno replied.

Gary grinned. "I shall know where to come should I need special attention
then." Jay noticed the way this was said and smiled. He quickly picked up
that Gary was flirting with Bruno who seemed to enjoy the attention. He
concentrated on Max who was quieter so needed bringing out of himself but
once he got him talking found him good company.

With their meal over they went to the Yumbo Centre and found a gay bar for
a drink. Most things didn't get going until late at night so they took
their time having it. All four guys enjoyed eying up the trade and making
comments and several times Gary's hand touched Bruno and Jay somewhat
intimately but nobody was bothered.

When the clubs opened they made their way to one that Gary
recommended. Bruno remembered it from his last visit and knew it was fairly
wild.

"If you find it too heavy let me know and we'll leave" Bruno whispered to
Jay.

Within a very short while the guys had drunk several beers each one
preceded by a shot so they became very friendly towards each other. Gary
was particularly hands-on and as they stood in the crush of other guys,
both Jay and Bruno felt his hand having a good feel. On one occasion he
slipped a hand inside Jay's pocket to feel what he had to offer. It reacted
to the touch so Gary was soon feeling a semi erect cock.

"Wow, so it's true; black guys do have big cocks" he giggled as he gave the
expanding organ a good squeeze. "I wouldn't mind feeling that inside me;
any chance of that happening do you think?"

Jay grinned and nodded as he looked at Bruno who seemed equally interested
in having sex with these guys at some point. As Gary had a good feel of
Jay, he had a good feel of Gary and confirmed his earlier thoughts that the
guy was well hung.

"Perhaps we can have a foursome back at the chalet" Bruno mouthed into
Gary's ear since the music was so loud that it was impossible to hear
normal speech. "Would Max be up for that?"

"Yeah, he loves being fucked."

They left the club in the early hours before it closed having decided
they'd had enough for one night and made their way back to the resort. Jay
was amazed to see the area still alive with guys despite the late hour and
even though they'd had a long tiring day, he felt wide awake.

"You guys want to come back to our chalet then?" Gary asked when they
reached the resort.

Bruno looked at Jay who nodded his agreement so they followed Gary and Max
in. As soon as the curtains had been drawn they were all over each other
and clothes were soon discarded.

"Fuck, you guys are gorgeous" Gary exclaimed as he gazed upon a naked Jay
and Bruno. Gary also had a good looking body and plenty to offer whereas
Max was much smaller but had a nice butt which Jay looked forward to
fucking. Without wasting any time, Gary pulled out condoms and lube and
told Max to get on the bed beside him so they could be fucked by the other
two. Jay and Bruno prepared their now erect cocks and whilst Jay fucked
Gary, Bruno gave Max the benefit of his hard cock.

When Jay's long black cock was fully inside Gary, he squealed with delight
and told him to fuck him hard so Jay duly obliged until he'd shot his
load. From the sounds Bruno was emitting he was doing the same inside Max
who accepted the hard cock without saying much. Gary then wanted to fuck
Jay and Bruno whilst Max watched on. He was a bottom and seldom fucked but
was always happy to watch guys fuck his boyfriend. When Gary had given each
of them a good long hard fuck, he told Bruno to fuck him. Jay looked at Max
who nodded his approval so knelt on the end of the bed and received Jay's
long black cock without a murmur although secretly he loved it.

By the time they'd finished their sexual activity, the morning sky was
already appearing so Jay and Bruno went to their chalet and were soon
asleep as were the other two. It was mid-morning before the four appeared
and Gary told them that he hoped they could have more foursomes. Jay and
Bruno were happy to do so again so it was agreed they'd go out together for
a meal that evening prior to moving on to a gay bar and another club before
going back to the resort for a foursome.

All four were feeling the effects of the late night and the alcohol so
decided to enjoy the beautiful weather and sunbathe in the nude outside
their chalets. Gary made sure he laid between Jay and Bruno so he could
give them a casual feel when he wanted. Max laid beside Jay knowing what
Gary was like when naked men were around. He loved the guy but sometimes
found his never ending appetite for sexual activity tiring.

Both Bruno and Gary soon had erections but neither were bothered that they
were on full show to anyone who walked by having a good look. Jay and Max
decided to close they eyes and let the other two get on with their
fumbling.


That night followed much the same pattern as the previous one but the bar
they visited this time had GoGo boys which provided plenty of
entertainment. It also had a small cruising area so Gary and Bruno drifted
off to see what was on offer leaving Max and Jay in the main bar. Once
inside the darkened area, Gary pulled Bruno into a kiss which became very
passionate. Soon both had hard cocks straining to get out of their briefs
as hands had a good feel. Bruno felt his shorts being unfastened and a hand
being slipped inside his briefs to have a good feel. He glanced at another
couple nearby who were involved in similar action. Suddenly Gary dropped to
his knees and slipped Bruno's shorts down so he could gain access to the
hard organ. He pulled it out from the briefs and took it into his
mouth. Bruno gasped and glanced at the other guys, one of whom was
receiving the same treatment so he assumed it was normal for this kind of
action to take place. Gary was good at taking head and soon had Bruno
spilling his load.

When everyone decided they'd had enough of the gay bars and clubs, they
made their way back to the chalets and had another foursome as they'd done
the previous night.


It was again mid-morning before the four guys appeared from their chalets
so they sunbathed in the nude again. After a bite to eat at lunchtime, Gary
suggested they take a walk through the sand dunes. Bruno smiled knowing
what he had in mind so they grabbed their towels and made their way. Max
said he wasn't bothered so stayed at the resort and left the other three to
go. Gary had also suggested to Jay and Bruno that they dispense with briefs
and just wear a pair of shorts leaving their torsos naked to benefit from
the sunshine.

Jay wasn't too sure what was going to happen but he had a fairly good idea
from what Gary and Bruno had said. When they reached the sand dunes they
slipped off their flip-flops and made their way in bare feet. The sun was
beating down so the sand was hot but it was good to feel. As they made
their way deeper into the area, they saw several couples enjoying each
other. Gary led them down a narrow path that went between the hillocks of
sand. He said he knew a great place where they could lay out and have
fun. Along the way there were several nooks and crannies where guys were
lying on the ground, some even having sex. By the time they reached the
spot Gary had in mind, both Bruno and Jay had erections flapping around
inside their shorts. With no briefs, the rubbing caused their cocks to go
rock hard which pleased Gary.

They laid down their towels and stripped off to allow the sun bathe their
naked bodies although sunbathing was the last thing on their mind. Gary
knelt down and took both cocks into his mouth and gave them a good long
suck. As he did so, Jay noticed other guys wandering by the opening to the
small alcove they were in. Some stood and watched the action and others
walked on by. For some bizarre reason, having sex in the open with other
guys watching, sent a thrill through Jay's body. Bruno had done it before
so knew he'd enjoy it.

When Gary was satisfied he'd got both cocks nice and hard, he went down on
all fours and told Jay to fuck him. They'd come prepared so Jay slipped on
a condom, lubricated his shaft and slammed the head of his long big black
cock into Gary's arse.

"Ah fuck, yeah" he cried as Jay fucked. Bruno meanwhile stood across Gary's
back so that Jay could suck his cock. He wanted to keep it hard so he could
take over as soon as Jay had reached his climax. By now several guys were
looking on and two had moved nearer to get a better view of the black guy's
cock fucking the white guy's arse.

"Fucking beautiful" Jay heard one guy comment as he slammed his rod in and
out. He wanted to keep the action going for as long as he could, so held
back the aching need to release his load until he could do so no longer.

"Ah" he yelled with a long cry as his climax reached the point where he had
to release his load. As soon as he was done, he pulled out and whipped off
the filled condom. One of the onlookers moved nearer.

"Can I suck you clean mate?"

Jay nodded so whilst Bruno took over fucking Gary, the stranger sucked Jay
dry.

When he'd done so, the stranger asked if he could join in the action. Gary
nodded whilst still enjoying the feel of Bruno's cock inside his arse. The
stranger stripped naked and told Jay to go on all fours so he could fuck
him. He picked up a condom and prepared his long thick cock before easing
it into Jay's black arse. The guy who was with him moved closer, stripped
off and wanked himself into Jay's mouth. When he'd shot his load of hot
creamy cum, he picked up his shorts and walked off. The other guy was still
fucking Jay enjoying every second. As Bruno fucked Gary, he watched the
guy's white cock fuck his lover's black arse. There was something very
erotic about it and it made his fuck of Gary even more intense.

When everyone was satisfied they lay out on the sand and enjoyed the sun
bathe their naked bodies. The stranger thanked them for the action and
eventually walked off. They never did find out his name.

"That was fucking brilliant guys; thanks" Gary said and the other two
agreed.

When they'd had enough of the sun they collected their clothes and towels
and walked naked back to the main sand dune area. Several other guys were
walking round naked so Jay felt no embarrassment. When they reached the
edge of the cruising area they slipped on their shorts and walked back to
the resort where they found a naked Max sunbathing by the pool. The other
three stripped off and jumped naked into the water to wash the sand off
their bodies. Max never asked what they'd got up to but he had a pretty
good idea knowing what his boyfriend was like. Although he didn't mind
sunbathing in the nude in an enclosed area like the resort, he didn't like
the idea of doing it in public so always opted out whenever Gary suggested
they go to the sand dunes.


They enjoyed each other's company over the next few days in much the same
way. Jay noticed that Gary took particular interest in Bruno but thought
nothing of it. One afternoon, Max said he wanted to go shopping so Jay said
he'd join him sensing that Max would enjoy the company. He did and gave Jay
a big smile. As soon as they'd left the compound, Gary made his move and
invited Bruno into his chalet.

"I'm aching to get my cock inside your arse" Gary grinned. Bruno smiled and
enjoyed the idea of having Gary all to himself so agreed. They were already
naked so it only took seconds for him to be flat on the bed and for Gary to
mount him and slip his sheathed cock inside Bruno's beautiful arse. "You've
got such a gorgeous arse to fuck" he groaned as he pumped away. He knew
that Max would keep Jay out for quite a while because he'd set this up with
him earlier. He'd long learnt to live with the fact that Gary's appetite
for sex was far greater than his and if he continued to be his boyfriend
then he had to accept that Gary would fuck whoever was willing. "Ah fuck,
this is so good" Gary groaned as he fucked. Bruno said he too was enjoying
it and the knowledge that he was doing it behind Jay's back gave added
excitement for some reason.

When Gary felt his climax coming he pulled out, whipped off the condom and
told Bruno to suck him off. Bruno loved the taste of creamy cum so readily
agreed. Within seconds of Gary's big head inside his mouth, he could taste
the ribbons of spunk shooting inside it. Once satisfied, he told Bruno to
fuck him and to let him suck the seed from his cock when he reached that
special moment of pleasure. Bruno fucked hard until he felt his seed
rise. He then pulled out, ripped off the condom and thrust his bursting
cock into Gary's mouth and shot the load into his mouth.

When they'd finished, they lay side by side kissing and cuddling like two
lovers. After a while, Gary got up to grab two beers from the fridge and
returned. They were drinking these when Max and Jay returned.

"It was getting too hot out there so we came inside" Gary commented. Max
said nothing knowing what the two had been up to. Bruno smiled at Jay and
pulled him onto the bed. They kissed like two lovers as Bruno slowly
undressed him. "How about a foursome" Gary grinned.

Max said he was going to sunbathe but was happy to leave the other three to
have fun. Bruno looked at Jay and smiled. Jay sensed that something had
gone on between him and Gary but said nothing and instead agreed to having
sex. Gary lay back on the bed and offered his cock to Bruno who greedily
took it into his mouth. Jay lubricated his now hard black cock and slipped
it into his lover's arse. Gary noticed he was fucking bareback and wished
he could do the same but he knew that would never happen. He was still
trying to persuade Max to dispense with protection between themselves but
he wouldn't. By the time Jay was shooting his load into Bruno's arse, Gary
was shooting yet another load into Bruno's mouth.


As the days went by, there were several other occasions when Gary and Bruno
got together and had sex alone. Sometimes Max made the excuse he wanted to
go for a walk and Jay offered to accompany him. On other occasions the
other two would drift back to the chalet for sex whilst Max and Jay
sunbathed naked by the pool. Several other guys were doing the same so
there were plenty of naked bodies to admire. Having noticed this happening
on several occasions, Jay became suspicious that something was going on
between Bruno and Gary. He'd noticed Bruno's flushed state when he returned
from being out with Max or they'd walked into the chalet and found the two
guys naked on the bed appearing to be just innocently lying there so he
decided to tackle it head on one night. "Are you and Gary having an affair
behind my back?"

"Fuck no; of course we're not." He looked at Jay with a guilty look and
decided to come clean. "You know what Gary is like, he's sex mad so takes
every opportunity he can."

"So you two have been fucking behind my back" Jay replied.

"I'm really sorry Jay; it just happened." Jay felt upset having agreed with
Bruno that he was happy to have sex with other guys provided they did it
together. "Will you forgive me?" Bruno asked with a pleading tone which
made Jay's resolve weaken. He could never be cross with this gorgeous guy
so he forgave him but did get Bruno to promise that in future any sex with
other guys would be together. From thereon Jay made sure that Gary never
had an opportunity to fuck his lover when he was not around and when he
fucked Gary he made sure it was really hard so that the guy would end up
with a sore arse.


The end of their two weeks came along and the four guys said their goodbyes
but promised to keep in touch. They never did like so many holiday hook-ups
but each couple had enjoyed the company of the other two.


7.

Life back home soon settled into the same pattern as before the
holiday. Both were busy at work and on several nights Bruno said he had
training sessions to go to in connection with his new position as a
permanent member of staff. Jay didn't query them since he'd had to do the
same but did notice that several went on longer than his had done. On some
evenings Bruno said he'd joined other members of the group for a drink
afterwards which Jay accepted. He knew that Bruno was a sociable guy and
they'd agreed that even though they lived together they'd do things
separately on occasions.

What in fact Bruno was doing on some of these evenings was meeting up with
a guy he'd met on the training course. He worked in another part of the
hospital and as soon as they met they realised they were gay. It was only a
casual affair since Bruno loved Jay but he also loved the excitement it
gave him when they were having sex in the guy's bedsit which was not far
from the hospital. The guy had a big thick cock and loved fucking Bruno,
after which, Bruno would go home. Once the training was over the fling
ended so Jay never found out about it.


Several months later, Jay said he'd offered to volunteer at a food bank
that was held every Sunday for guys who were HIV positive. He'd seen a
notice in the clinic asking for new volunteers to greet guests and serve
them with food. A professional chef provided his time free to cook the
meals and the food was provided free by local supermarkets. It was
generally food that would otherwise be thrown away and those attending,
received a free meal so it was good for everyone. The meal was served late
afternoon so Jay had to arrive by three thirty and didn't get home until
almost seven since the volunteers had to clear everything up before they
left.

Bruno meanwhile had seen an advert for a volunteer to assist at a group for
older gay men which met every Thursday. The guy who ran the group in
conjunction with a local gay charity, was a thirty-five-year-old fund
manager who ran his own business and was extremely rich. He owned a house
about ten minutes' walk from where Bruno and Jay lived and he'd converted
the ground floor into offices for his business and the upper floor into a
luxury apartment for himself.

"Hi, I'm Ollie, come on in." Bruno stepped into the smart reception area
and shook Ollie's hand. For a moment both guys admired the other and felt
their body react as their flesh made contact. "Wow, you're quite something
aren't you darling; the guys are going to love you."

Bruno smiled and thought the same about Ollie who was an extremely good
looking guy. Ollie led him into a room to one side which he explained was
where his staff relaxed and ate their lunch. It contained a mix of sofas
and tables and catered for around fifteen people. His company employed
twelve plus a catering manager who prepared snacks for staff. He also
prepared simple food for the weekly group meeting for older gay men.

"I take it you're gay" Ollie said as he showed him the room where the group
meeting was held each week.

"Yeah, a raging queen" Bruno laughed assuming that Ollie was too.

Ollie explained that there was a hard core of around five members who
turned up each week plus another seven or eight who came some
weeks. Members had to email Ollie beforehand to say they were attending so
that his catering manager could provide sufficient food.

"Since the room has limited space, no more than fifteen can be accommodated
in any event but so far it hasn't been a problem. The meetings are to
provide a social environment for the guys, many of whom are socially
isolated since they live alone.

It depends on the number attending as to what we do. If it's just the core
group of five, I let them amuse themselves or use a laptop to watch
porn. It's probably not what the gay charity we're associated with expect
us to do but there's a strict rule that anything that takes place here
remains within these four walls so the members know to keep their mouths
shut as must you.

My aim is to lighten their dreary lives so something like porn generally
does the trick. If more come, then we generally show a gay film or have
someone to speak on a particular topic. Your job will be to welcome the
guys and make sure they're happy whilst here, dealing with any problems
that might arise and clearing up afterwards. I'm also around so there's two
of us on duty. The guy who used to assist has moved jobs and is no longer
in London. So, what do you think; are you interested?"

Bruno said he was very interested and like the idea of assisting older gay
men socialise with each other. Ollie had already picked up that Bruno was a
sociable guy apart from being drop-dead gorgeous which would go down well
with the guys.

"Great that's settled then. Are you in a hurry to get off?"

Bruno shook his head so Ollie invited him up to his apartment for a
drink. He'd already made his mind up that he wanted to bed Bruno and what
he wanted, he always got. Bruno silently gasped at the opulence of the
apartment which was accessed via a door leading off the reception
downstairs. Apart from the entrance hall, which had a hardwood floor, the
living room and bedrooms had a deep piled carpet. Ollie slipped off his
shoes so Bruno did the same before being led into the living room. This had
two luxury sofas and when Ollie had poured two generous brandies without
asking Bruno what he'd like to drink, he indicated for him to sit on
one. Ollie immediately joined him turning his body towards Bruno's with an
arm along the back of the sofa within inches of Bruno's neck.

"You're a very attractive guy" he smiled as he took a sip of brandy. Bruno
smiled back enjoying the compliment. "And I take it you like being fucked."
Bruno was taken aback at the bluntness of his comment but said he
did. "Excellent because I'd like to fuck that cute arse of yours."

As Ollie said this he caressed the back of Bruno's head and fingered the
nipples that were showing through his tight fitting T shirt. Bruno's cock
immediately reacted which Ollie was quick to notice. He moved his hand into
Bruno's crotch and felt the swelling organ. "Mm, nice" he grinned. Bruno
just sat there letting the action take place having not expected anything
like this even though he was more than happy for it to happen. He then
found his T shirt being stripped off him and a finger teasing the exposed
nipples. "I do so like a guy with firm nipples and yours are divine."

Bruno next felt his jeans being unfastened and a hand being slipped inside
his briefs to feel his cock which was now almost fully erect. Ollie then
pulled his head towards his and wrapped his mouth round Bruno's to give him
a very passionate kiss. Bruno immediately joined in and placed a hand into
Ollie's crotch. He felt a hard large organ which made his own jump up
another notch. He then found himself being lifted to a standing position
and his trousers falling round his ankles. Whilst Ollie continued kissing
him he felt the garment being slipped off his feet by Ollie's foot. Now
standing in just a very skimpy pair of briefs, Ollie took hold of his hand
and led him along to the bedroom. As he did so Ollie threw off his shirt
and unfastened his jeans so by the time they reached the bedroom, they were
easily discarded leaving him in a similarly skimpy pair of briefs that left
little to the imagination. Bruno glanced at the bulge and gulped. The guy
was huge and he looked forward to feeling the enormous organ inside him.

Ollie swiftly stripped the duvet off the bed and pushed Bruno onto it. He
straddled the younger guy's gorgeous body and wrapped his mouth round
Bruno's whilst grinding their two cocks together. Bruno could already feel
his weeping pre-cum excited at the thought of being fucked by the other
guy's big cock. As they kissed, Ollie felt Bruno's hard organ and dipped
his hand into his briefs. As if by magic, the briefs were off him leaving
him stark naked. Ollie's briefs were despatched with equal efficiency and
their naked organs rubbed against one another. As he continued kissing,
Ollie grabbed what he needed from the side table and deftly clothed his
rampant cock. Bruno then found one leg being lifted over his chest to
expose his entrance. A lubricated finger opened it up before the big head
of Ollie's cock pushed its way inside.

"Oh yes; that's a beautiful arse to fuck." The long thick organ was soon
fully inside Bruno and started pumping away whilst Ollie continued to
kiss. Bruno loved different positions for being fucked and made a mental
note of this one to try on Jay. Ollie fucked and fucked for what seemed
like hours until he let out a loud groan of satisfaction as he filled the
latex with copious amounts of creamy cum.

"Fuck; that was good" Ollie exclaimed.

"Sure was; I love the feel of your big cock up my arse."

"That's good, because you're going to feel it a lot more. I shall want to
fuck your cute arse every Thursday so make sure you allow time after the
guys have left."

Bruno was happy with that and would tell Jay that the time he was required
was longer than he'd thought because he had to clear up afterwards. In
reality, the clearing up would only take a few minutes since they used
disposable cups and plates.

As he made his way home he thought about Ollie. He really liked the guy and
he certainly liked being fucked by him. Ollie had made it clear that he was
only a top since he needed to be in control all the time but Bruno was
happy with that arrangement. All he now had to do was reconcile what he'd
be doing with his conscious. He loved Jay but he also loved sex in all its
forms with different guys.

When he got home, Jay wanted to know how he'd got on. Bruno tried to play
it down but his enthusiasm came through to Jay. He also noticed that Bruno
was very affectionate with him; not that he was complaining but he guessed
that Ollie had made his mark on Bruno. If he had but known, he'd have
realised how much!


At the food bank on the Thursday, Jay was introduced to another volunteer
called Jacob. He was a nineteen-year-old black guy also with Trinidadian
roots. They were immediately attracted to one another having realised they
were both gay. When the meeting had finished and the clearing up had been
done, Jacob invited Jay for a drink. He pondered whether or not to do so
but decided he wanted to get to know Jacob some more because the young guy
really turned him on.

As they drank their beer, they told each other about their childhood and
growing up in the black community as a gay teenager. Jacob had experienced
similar problems to Jay, but when his parents found out he was gay they
threw him out. "They said I was a disgrace to the family and the
community."

"My father said the same when I told my parents. What did you do?"

"I was fortunate; my uncle felt sorry for me so drove me from Blackburn to
London and gave me some money to live on until I found a job. I rented a
bedsit and obtained a job as a trainee accountant which was what I'd always
wanted to do. That was a year ago."

"Any boyfriends?" Jay asked with a cheeky grin.

"Nope; at least nobody regular." Jacob then moved closer and whispered "I
like my men to be older than me".

Jay grinned and felt a tingling in his groin. He had a feeling Jacob was
coming onto him and he felt happy at the thought. He loved Bruno and he'd
always be his true lover but as Bruno had commented on numerous occasions,
experimenting is always enjoyable and interesting.


Ollie had told Bruno to arrive by no later than six for the Thursday group
since guys started arriving soon after that time so he decided to go
straight from work since he knew there'd be food available. Having told
Jay, he'd be home soon after ten he kissed him and set off for Ollie's
house. As he made his way he wondered what was in store this evening as he
thought back what occurred on his first visit.

"Hello gorgeous, come on in" Ollie grinned. As soon as he'd closed the
front door behind them, he pulled Bruno into a kiss and had a quick grope
to feel the tackle.

"I need to change out of my work clothes and have a wash."

Ollie grinned and led Bruno upstairs to his bedroom. "Okay strip off and
I'll show you the bathroom." Bruno smiled at Ollie's obvious tactics to see
him naked again and immediately stripped down to his skimpy briefs. "Oh
yes, beautiful; I hope you're planning to stay for a while after the guys
leave so I can fuck that cute arse of yours." Bruno nodded as he followed
Ollie to the bathroom and left him to wash.

Once changed into his casual clothes he found Ollie in the living room and
they returned downstairs to wait for the guys to arrive. Only the usual
five had emailed to say they were coming so expected it to be a quiet
night.

"I've put out a couple of laptops so they can browse whatever they want and
watch porn if they wish and I've also arranged for a young lad I know who's
a GoGo dancer to liven things up. The lad was eighteen and his name was
Randy, or at least that's what he called himself when being hired as a GoGo
dancer. According to Ollie he was very cute and fuckable.

At twenty past six the first guys started to arrive so Bruno welcomed them
and introduced himself. The guys admired the gorgeous new volunteer and
shook his hand with vigour. Soon all five had arrived and got stuck into
the food and drink on offer. Fifteen minutes later, Randy appeared and
Bruno took him into a side room where he stripped off and donned a net G
string through which the flesh of his cock could be clearly seen. The lad
was indeed beautiful and Bruno felt his own cock jump with excitement.

"How long have you been working as a GoGo dancer?"

"For about a year but when I was under eighteen I wasn't allowed to work in
clubs so only did private parties. I met Ollie who helped me get work so I
owe a lot to him."

Bruno smiled guessing that was probably not the only thing Ollie did for
him.

"Okay guys, I've got an extra special treat for you tonight but don't
forget the rule of the house; anything you see or do whilst here stays
within these four walls." The five guys all stopped what they were doing
and waited expectantly. Ollie indicated for Bruno to bring Randy in and as
soon as he appeared there was a round of applause. Bruno could tell that
Randy was experienced at plying his trade and immediately started doing an
erotic dance in tune with his music. The five guys were mesmerised as they
watched him shake his lithe body and show off his naked flesh. As he danced
he moved up to each guy and rubbed himself seductively against them
including Bruno which caused his cock to go from soft to hard within
seconds. Looking at some of the bulges now on show, Randy had the same
effect on the other guys.

As Randy danced, the guys began to sit down on the sofas and sit back to
enjoy the performance. Randy then moved from one to another sitting on
their lap and allowing them to feel his naked flesh. He also had a feel in
each guy's crotch to encourage the erections now forming. Ollie was
standing to one side enjoying the spectacle. He could also see that Bruno
was certainly excited down below. Having sat on each of the guy's lap and
encouraged them to have a feel, Randy moved over to where Bruno was leaning
against a table enjoying the action. He pressed his well-formed erection
that was now peeping out the top of his G String against Bruno's and they
grinned at each other knowingly. Randy took hold of Bruno's hands and
placed them round his naked waist before giving him a light kiss on the
lips. He then whispered "Unfasten my G string at the back."

Bruno moved his hands over Randy's naked butt as the five guys watched on
with interest. He then felt for the hook fastening on the narrow waistband
and opened it. The G string fell to the ground and Randy's erection jumped
to attention now it was released. He turned round to show off his manhood
as he rubbed his buttocks against Bruno's crotch and had a good feel of
what he had to offer. He then moved from one guy to the next sitting on
their lap so they could each have a good feel of his big cock. The guys
were shrieking their approval and wetting themselves with excitement.

After about half an hour, Randy took a bow and Bruno had the pleasure of
leading him back to the room where he'd left his clothes.

"You've got a beautiful body" Bruno commented.

"And you've got a beautiful cock" Randy grinned. "Perhaps sometime I could
have the pleasure of feeling that inside me; I love being fucked by a big
cock."


The guys spent the rest of their time watching porn on the laptops whilst
Bruno finished off the remaining food and then cleared things away. Seeing
that Bruno had everything under control, Ollie disappeared to do a few
things in his office nearby. At eight thirty, Ollie appeared and told the
guys it was time to leave so the porn was shut down and they duly left.

"That was great" one of the guys said to Bruno on his way out, "I hope we
can see Randy again sometime and watch more porn; can't do it at home
because I don't have a laptop." Bruno said he was sure Ollie could arrange
that since he could tell he enjoyed Randy's show every bit as much as the
other guys.

As soon as the guys had left, Bruno cleared away the remaining items left
strewn around whilst Ollie packed up the two laptops he kept specially for
the group.

"Okay, let's have some fun" Ollie said and led Bruno into the reception
area locking the room they'd be using behind him. He pulled Bruno into an
embrace and as he kissed his hands deftly undressed him until he was stark
naked and his cock was standing erect. "Yeah, such a beautiful cock" Ollie
grunted as he went down on it to give it a good suck. Whilst sucking he
slipped off his own shirt and unfastened his jeans. When he'd finished
sucking he stood up and within a flash had removed the remainder of his
clothes casting them to one side. He grabbed Bruno's hand and led him
upstairs to the bedroom.

The duvet had already been removed in readiness and Ollie had set up gay
porn to show on the large flat TV screen at the end of the bed. He pushed
Bruno onto his back and straddled him. Suddenly the large screen came to
life and Bruno saw a guy being fucked in glorious technicolour. This time,
Ollie lifted Bruno's legs high over his legs and told him to hold
them. With his arse fully exposed, Ollie plunged his head into the crack
and gave Bruno a wonderful rimming. Once that was done he prepared his
rampant cock, lubricated Bruno's entrance and plunged the large head
inside.

"Ah fuck" Bruno cried out. It was a cry of pleasure not pain as the large
organ was thrust inside his arse filling him up.

"Yeah, beautiful; such a beautiful arse to fuck" Ollie muttered as he
thrust in and out with gusto. He grabbed a bottle of poppers and took
several sniffs before passing it to Bruno. He did the same and soon felt
the rush to his head.

Ollie was a master at fucking and was able to keep going far longer than
the average guy before he allowed his body to take over and shoot his
load. As ribbon after ribbon filled the latex, he imagined it filling
Bruno's naked arse. He loved the idea of bareback sex but generally played
it safe although he'd been known to do so when under the influence of
alcohol and drugs.

When he'd shot his load he pulled out, slipped off the condom and told
Bruno to suck him dry. Bruno took the large head into his mouth and sucked
greedily. As he sucked, he saw out of the corner of his eye a guy on screen
fucking another. Suddenly the guy yelled he was coming which made Bruno
smile. He too loved watching porn and was trying to get Jay do the same. It
also made him decide to purchase a large flat screen for their bedroom now
he had a boyfriend to watch it with. Ollie loved the feel of Bruno's hot
mouth round his sensitive head so encouraged him to keep sucking by moving
his head back and forth. He could feel a second climax coming so increased
the thrusts of Bruno's mouth on his cock.

"Ah, fuck" he yelled as his second wave of cum shot into Bruno's mouth. He
tasted the lovely creamy cum and continued sucking until the cock was dry
before finally pulling off. "Fuck; that was good."

Finally, it was time for him to leave so he made his way home. Jay was
watching TV and smiled at his lover as he sat beside him and took him into
his arms. Jay noticed that he was very attentive and they were soon kissing
passionately.

"Want you to fuck me" Bruno said in between kisses and started undressing
his lover as he tried to remove his own clothes. Unfortunately, he wasn't
as adept at this as Ollie so in the end they stood up, stripped naked and
moved into the bedroom leaving their discarded clothes on the floor. Jay
was more than happy to fuck his lover as Bruno adopted the position that
Ollie had used with one leg lifted over his chest. This caused Jay's long
black cock to enter him at an angle which hit lots of new places inside his
arse. He decided having a fuck buddy in addition to his lover was
definitely a benefit for their relationship.


When Jay walked into the Food Bank on the Sunday, Jacob's face lit up. He'd
fallen in love with this guy but knew Jay already had a boyfriend so kept
his feelings to himself. Even so, if Jay was willing he'd take him back to
his bedsit where they'd have sex once their work was done. On that
particular day the numbers were less than usual so Jay and Jacob were able
to leave earlier than their normal time. Jacob asked Jay if he'd like to
accompany him back to his bedsit for a drink and Jay jumped at the offer
guessing that Jacob had other things in mind. At least that's what he
hoped.

The bedsit was only large enough to accommodate a double bed, a chest of
drawers, a washbasin and a rack on which Jacob hung his clothes. There was
just one upright chair that Jacob used to sit at a small writing desk fixed
to the wall. On their way in, Jacob grabbed the two beers he'd put in the
fridge in the communal kitchen down the corridor and gave one to Jay. They
first sat on the bed drinking those as they chatted, each waiting for the
other to make a move. When Jacob had drained his bottle, he turned to Jay
and kissed him. Within seconds the kiss became passionate and clothes were
being discarded. When both were naked, Jacob pressed Jay down onto his back
and mounted him. Their excited erections rubbed together causing each to
groan with pleasure as the kiss continued. For a fleeting moment, Jay
thought of Bruno and felt ashamed at what he was doing behind his
boyfriend's back but then he remembered what had happened on holiday
between Bruno and Gary so those thoughts were hastily forgotten.

"I'd love to feel your big cock inside me."

Jay smiled happy to fuck this gorgeous guy so he rolled Jacob onto his
back, lifted his legs and licked the beautiful entrance. Jacob grabbed a
bottle of lube and a condom from the side table and Jay prepared his long
cock.

"Fuck; that feels so good. I love being fucked by a big cock."

"Yours is big as well" Jay grinned as he fucked the beautiful arse. Jacob
grinned taking that to mean Jay would like to be fucked so when he'd
climaxed they changed over.


When Jay got home he found Bruno watching porn on his laptop massaging
himself. "Want a hand?" Jay giggled as he kissed his lover.

"I want more than a hand" Bruno laughed and stripped naked whilst Jay
removed his jacket and shoes. He looked at the naked Bruno lying on the bed
and felt his cock go hard. Even though he'd just fucked Jacob, he always
rose to the occasion when it came to fucking Bruno. Within a minute he was
naked and ready to go. Bruno went onto his side and Jay moved up behind
him. The arse he was about to fuck was already well lubricated so his long
sleek black cock slid in with ease.

"Ah fuck that feels so good" Bruno groaned as the long cock moved in and
out. He reached round for Jay's hand and placed it round his own erection
which was still aching to be massaged and relieved.


8.

The numbers attending the Thursday evening group at Ollie's house varied
enormously. Some weeks there'd be between twelve and fifteen guys and on
other weeks it would be four of five. Much depended on what film Ollie was
showing or whether he'd persuaded someone to give a talk. Bruno had become
a popular volunteer so all the guys loved him. On one occasion after he'd
been volunteering for several weeks, Ollie told him that only four guys
were attending that evening. He told Bruno that he planned to play a game
and when Bruno heard what the game involved he laughed.

"Would you be willing?"

"Yeah, okay" Bruno grinned.

When the four guys arrived they immediately got stuck into the food and
drink that was always provided whilst Ollie explained they'd play a card
game once they'd finished eating. When ready, he told the four guys to sit
down and then placed a hand of thirteen cards in front of each player. They
were told not to look at their cards and keep them face down at all times.

"Each player will take the top card from their pile and place it face up
for all to see. If it's an Ace, then that player can remove an item of
Bruno's clothing."

The guys whooped with joy once they realised they'd eventually strip Bruno
naked. What they didn't know was that Ollie had prepared the four sets of
cards so each guy's hand included an Ace. For the first two rounds no Ace
showed up much to the disappointment of the guys but on the third round the
Ace of Clubs appeared. The player removed Bruno's T shirt and everybody
cheered. In the next round another player turned over his Ace so removed
Bruno's shoes. Several rounds later a third Ace was turned over so that
player had the pleasure of unfastening and removing Bruno's jeans. He was
left wearing a pair of skimpy briefs with a large bulge showing since the
thought of what was to come was already turning him on. Finally, the fourth
player turned over his Ace so took great delight in slipping Bruno's briefs
off him and giving his cock a squeeze.

"Okay, now I assume all you guys like sucking cock so give your cards a
shuffle and place the pack face down on the table. This time if you turn
over a King then the player can suck Bruno's cock for two minutes."

The guys were now even more excited and Bruno noticed several erections
forming inside their trousers. Unbeknown to the players, Ollie had also
made sure that each player had a King in their pack. On the third round the
first King appeared so Bruno stood in front of the player and let him suck
his cock. By the time the sucking had finished, he was showing a fully
erect organ. The other three Kings appeared in following rounds so each guy
had a two-minute suck keeping Bruno's cock nice and hard.

"This time" Ollie explained, "if you turn over a Queen then you can rim
Bruno for two minutes."

The guys became even more excited and immediately started playing again. On
the fourth round the first Queen appeared so Bruno stood in front of the
player, bent over the table and let the player rim him. He felt his
buttocks being pulled wide apart to open him up and a hot tongue being
thrust into his arse. The other Queens quickly followed after that so Bruno
enjoyed three more tongues rim him. For the final part of the game, Ollie
told the guys that if they turned over a Jack then they could finger
Bruno's arse. "You can use one or two fingers" he told them. The guys were
even more excited now and hastily shuffled their packs to get going. A Jack
appeared on the first round so Bruno bent over in front of that player and
felt two thick digits give him a good fingering. The other Jacks soon
appeared so he was fingered three more times.

"Can we fuck him now?" one of the guys asked.

"No" Ollie laughed, "It's only me that fucks him."

"Can we watch you fuck him?" another asked with a cheeky grin.

Bruno looked at Ollie and was about to say it wouldn't bother him if he did
but Ollie just laughed and said "Dream on".

Bruno spent the rest of the session wandering round naked to keep the guys
happy. Every so often a guy would have a feel and give his cock a suck to
keep it hard which didn't bother Bruno.


Each Sunday, Jay would go back to Jacob's bedsit after they'd finished at
the Food Bank and have sex. Although nothing had been said, Jay had a
feeling that Bruno was being serviced by Ollie so didn't feel that bad
about his sessions of sex with Jacob.

Three months into his volunteering role with Ollie, Bruno casually
mentioned to Jay that a group outing had been arranged so he'd be out most
of the day on that particular Sunday. He felt bad about lying to his
boyfriend because Ollie had invited him to spend the day with him and
Randy. As usual Ollie was very persuasive so Bruno agreed, not that he
needed much encouragement, especially when he heard that Randy would be
present and knew that he loved being fucked.

On the Thursday, Jay told Jacob that he'd be on his own most of Sunday so
Jacob invited him to his bedsit for a meal and spend the day having
sex. He'd casually questioned Bruno about the trip but received vague
answers so guessed it was just an excuse to spend the day with Ollie. Jay
knew Bruno still loved him as he did him so if each of them having a casual
affair wasn't going to upset their love for each other, then it didn't
matter.

Bruno left mid-morning on the Sunday so immediately after he'd gone, Jay
made his way to Jacob. They'd go to the Food Bank as usual and then return
to Jacob's bedsit for another session of sex since Bruno had said he
wouldn't be back until late evening.

When Bruno arrived at Ollie's house, the door was opened by Randy who was
only wearing a towel round his waist. Once the door was closed the towel
was dropped and Randy gave Bruno a hug.

"Ollie says it's a naked day so you're to strip off and leave your clothes
down here with mine" he grinned. Having a naked Randy to look at all day
certainly didn't bother Bruno so he stripped off as instructed.

"Now that's a sight worth seeing" Ollie exclaimed as the two young guys
appeared in the living room. "Two gorgeous naked guys. Now you can undress
me" he added with a grin. Both guys set to and immediately stripped Ollie
of his shirt and his sweatpants. Beneath them he was wearing a thong so
that too was disposed of leaving him stark naked. He was already showing
signs of excitement between his legs which caused the other two to have a
similar reaction.

The alcohol flowed freely as did party drugs. Bruno didn't normally partake
in drugs but didn't want to be the odd one out so joined in. It didn't take
long for cocks to be hard so they were soon put to use on Randy who loved
being fucked. After lunch things became wild due to the level of alcohol
and drugs being consumed. Ollie seemed the worst affected and fucked Bruno
so hard on one occasion that the condom split, not that he noticed until
clearing up after he'd left so never told him.

It was two weeks later that a friend of his told him that he'd tested
positive and since they'd had unprotected sex during another wild Chemsex
session he recommended that Ollie get tested. Ollie was shocked so
immediately went to the clinic where Bruno worked. Ten days later he
received a call asking him to make an appointment to receive the result.

As soon as the doctor started talking, he immediately sensed that it was
not good news. "I'm afraid your test has proved positive for HIV; I'm
sorry." Ollie looked at the doctor trying to take it in. Although his
friend had told him he'd tested positive he didn't really believe he would
too. "Is there someone I can call to take you home?"

Ollie thought for a moment but he had no close friends, at least none he
could tell this news apart from the friend who'd said he'd tested positive
but he lived outside of London. He then suddenly remembered that Bruno
worked at the clinic so he asked if he could speak to him. "We're friends"
he told the doctor who immediately picked up his phone and put a call out
for Bruno. A few minutes later Bruno knocked on the door and was shocked to
see Ollie sitting there. The doctor suggested that he take Ollie to a side
room where they could talk. "If you'd like Bruno to take you home I'm sure
we can arrange something" the doctor added as they left the room.

Bruno took Ollie into a small private room they often used for confidential
discussions with patients. "What's happened?" he asked having both sat
down.

Ollie explained what had happened, how his friend had called him to say
he'd tested positive and how they'd had unprotected sex during a chemsex
session. "I think you need to get tested Bruno" Ollie said with a concerned
look in his eyes.

"We're tested regularly in any event because of the work we do but we've
always used protection so I should be okay."

Ollie then explained about the split condom he'd found when clearing up
after their mad day of sex with Randy. "I'm not sure whether it split when
fucking you or Randy so I'll tell him he must get tested too."

Although Bruno dealt with such matters on a daily basis he was shocked as
he tried to take in what Ollie had said. If he was positive how the hell
would he explain that to Jay who he loved with all his heart despite having
casual sex on the side with Ollie, and Randy on that particular day.

"It's not the end of the world; treatment these days is so good and hardly
affects your life apart from having to take a pill or two."

"But what about your job if I've passed it onto you?"

"First we don't know that yet and secondly, nurses with HIV these days can
still work in their chosen field; we all have to wear rubber gloves and
take precautions irrespective of our status and once the medication is
doing its work then your viral load is undetectable so you're as safe as a
negative person."

Ollie felt relieved but it was all new to him and he never imagined he'd
become infected. Bruno went through the next steps with Ollie and explained
he'd need to make an appointment to see the doctor again who'd put him on
anti-retroviral drugs. The important thing was that he took the drugs each
day and attended regularly to be tested. Ollie nodded feeling slightly
better and gave Bruno a kiss. On his way out, Bruno accompanied him to
reception and waited whilst he made an appointment to see the doctor within
the next few days. With that done he made his way home having asked Bruno
to let him know as soon as he'd got the results of his test. As it
happened, Bruno was due his regular test within the next week so he brought
that forward and got back to work not feeling very concerned despite the
split condom.


When his boss called Bruno to his office several days after his test, he
knew something was wrong. The news was not what he was expecting and for a
moment he froze.

"I know it's hard to accept but it's not the end of the world you
know. It's early signs so if we put you on treatment immediately it won't
affect your job or your life to any great extent; you've dealt with enough
cases to know the drill Bruno and we're here to support you."

Bruno nodded knowing very well what it meant but he'd never dreamt it would
happen to him and more importantly what the hell was he going to tell Jay.

"These things happen in our line of work Bruno despite how careful you are
and I know you always follow the rules so don't worry about it."

Bruno nodded again still trying to take it in. "So you think I've somehow
caught it from a patient."

"That seems the likely cause unless you know different."

Bruno shook his head despite knowing Ollie's admission about the split
condom. Besides, Ollie was a patient even though he did catch it from him
whilst having sex. The doctor in charge prescribed Bruno the drugs and he
went to see the pharmacy to have the prescription made up. Fortunately, he
knew the pharmacist well, who was also gay.

"That's bad luck Bruno" the guy commiserated as he entered the necessary
information on the computer so that the drugs could be collected from the
pharmacy. "And I'm sure Jay will understand" he added as he patted Bruno's
arm affectionately.

When he'd left the pharmacist he wondered whether to collect the drugs
immediately or find Jay. He decided on the latter since he wanted to tell
him before he found out from other sources. He found him in the process of
taking blood from a patient so he whispered that he'd like to see him
immediately after he'd finished. Jay nodded wondering why. When he'd
finished with the patient he found Bruno standing in the corridor deep in
thought. Whilst waiting he'd phoned Ollie and told him the news. He was
deeply upset but Bruno tried to calm him down.

"These things happen mate so don't beat yourself up over it; however, I
think I'd better stop coming to the group meeting each week and seeing you;
I can't lie to Jay any longer about us."

Ollie fully understood despite being saddened at the loss of a good friend,
and a fuck buddy but he'd guessed that would happen whether or not Bruno
had tested positive or not.

"I need to talk to you about something" he told Jay as soon as he appeared
and led him along to the private room where he'd taken Ollie.

"Oh my god" Jay exclaimed when Bruno told him the news, immediately taking
his lover into his arms and kissing him. "It makes no difference to us; I
still love you and I'll be here to support you."

Bruno returned the kiss and felt tears form in his eyes. He so loved Jay
and hearing him say those words confirmed what he already knew deep in his
heart. His quandary was whether he told Jay about Ollie or just let it ride
but now was not the time. As it was near closing time, the boss had told
Bruno he could go home once he'd seen the pharmacist and collected his
drugs. Jay wanted to accompany him so asked their boss if he could take
Bruno home. As expected he agreed so they made their way to the pharmacy,
collected the drugs and went home. As soon as they were inside the front
door of their flat, they again fell into each other's arms and kissed.

"You know we'll now have to use protection when we have sex; at least until
my viral load is undetectable."

Jay smiled and said he didn't mind as long as he had the guy he loved
beside him. Bruno then told him that he was giving up Ollie's weekly group
meeting.

"Why?"

"I want to be with the guy I love as much as I can" Bruno smiled as he
again felt tears form in his eyes. Jay hugged him again and they kissed
passionately for a few moments. Normally he'd have suggested they go to bed
but now was not the time. Instead he said he too would give up his
voluntary job at the Food Bank. He sensed the reason why Bruno was stopping
Ollie's meetings was because he was having a fling with him, in which case
he had to stop the fling he was having with Jacob. He made a mental note to
call Jacob the following day and tell him as well as the organiser of the
Food Bank.


The months went by and both Ollie's and Bruno's treatment went well so
their viral loads were soon undetectable. The guys at Ollie's weekly group
were devastated when they heard Bruno had left and Jacob was equally
devastated when Jay told him that he was giving up the Food Bank and
wouldn't be seeing him anymore. Several months after that, Bruno took Jay
into his arms one evening, kissed him and looked him in the eyes. "Would
you marry me?"

Jay gasped. He'd often thought whether or not this day would come but had
not liked to raise the issue. "Of course I will" he replied with a big grin
and pulled Bruno into a kiss.

They spent the next hour discussing what kind of ceremony they wanted and
decided on a Registry Office but would opt for same sex marriage rather
than a Civil Partnership, even though they had no intention of calling each
other `husband' but instead would use the term `partner'. Once agreed,
Bruno called his parents and told them the news. They were delighted and
his father said he'd pay for the reception. Once everything had been
arranged, they sent invitations to their friends, including Ollie and
Jacob, and to each set of parents. Bruno knew his would be attending but
Jay had doubts about his. As predicted his father refused to attend telling
his wife not to do so either.

A few days later, Jay received a call from his mother asking if she could
meet him and added "I'd like to meet Bruno if you're willing." Jay said he
was more than happy for her to meet the guy he loved so it was arranged
that she'd come round on the Saturday when his father was at a football
match. Jay was nervous but Bruno kept reminding him that it was her who'd
suggested coming so perhaps she had no problem with their
relationship. When she arrived, mother and son hugged and she seemed
genuinely pleased to see him.

"I wanted to give my best wishes to you both even though your father
refuses to attend the ceremony."

"You could come on your own" Jay replied, "Penny's coming".

"Yes, why don't you" Bruno added, "My parents would love to meet you."

"I'm not sure; you know what your father's views are" she replied
hesitantly. Jay didn't want to push her so let it ride knowing what things
were like at home.

Finally, the day arrived and they got dressed into their new suits, shirts
and ties. Ollie had insisted on paying for a car to take them to the
Registry Office and then to the reception at a local hotel. They felt like
royalty as the driver with his cap opened the rear door of the car and
closed it once they were in. When they arrived at the Registry Office all
their friends and colleagues from work were there to greet them and cheered
the happy couple as they made their way inside. The ceremony caused both of
them to have tears because it was so moving. Having made their vows to each
other and exchanged gold rings they were pronounced as being
married. Bruno's father had hired an official photographer so he set to
work whilst guests took their pictures. When it was time to make their way
to the reception, Jay noticed his mother standing at the back. He rushed
over and took her into his arms giving her a kiss on the cheek.

"You came" he exclaimed. She nodded saying that his father was out so she
decided to come in any event. He insisted that she joined them at the
reception and with further persuasion from Bruno and Penny, she agreed
saying she'd only stay for a couple of hours so she could be home by the
time his father returned.

Everyone had a wonderful time at the reception and Bruno's father gave a
speech saying how proud he was of his son. Penny also said a few words
saying she too was proud of her brother and how pleased she was to see
their mother in attendance despite the absence of their homophobic
father. This caused the whole room to boo so he was put into his place even
though he was unaware of the feelings against him.

The married couple continued to live happily together and neither ventured
into casual sex with anyone else ever again. They loved each other and
their regular sex proved that without doubt. Jay kept in regular contact
with his mother but never again spoke to his father.

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