Date: Tue, 31 Jul 2001 03:17:51
From: john hobbs <kees4s@hotmail.com>
Subject: Fantasy vs Reality

			    Fantasy vs. Reality

				    By

				John Hobbs


Some people are fortunate enough to realize their happiness or station in
life with no problem, others, such as myself, live in the world of fantasy.
My name is Eddie and I am twenty years old (although I look like I am
sixteen), I am small build, fair complexioned and have blue eyes. My body is
smooth and completely void of hair except for the semi-long blond hair on my
head and a small trimmed brush of pubic hair. I am extremely shy which
accounts a lot for my being a late sexual bloomer.

I started out as any other young boy liking to look at the 'girly' books. I
don't know when I drifted from that and started having fantasies about man
sex. Somehow I just found that as I looked at girlie fuck magazines I began
to look at the men's cocks more than the tits or pussies of the women. I
found that I really wanted to see hard cocks more and more.

To look at more cocks I started looking at m2m magazines and surfing m2m
sites on the web. From just looking at men's hard cocks, I got to where I
loved to see a man's mouth devouring a big cock or see a man getting his ass
pounded by a man's love-pole. To be truthful at this point I don't know
which part I liked the best or that I 'played' in my fantasies, the one
having his cock sucked, or the one sucking cock.

To satisfy my curiosity a lot of times when I would watch a big cock being
sucked on my computer screen, I would strip naked and tilting my head way
back I would take a banana and run it down my throat.

Then one day when I was in nearby big city I purchased me a nine-inch rubber
cock. Coating the rubber cock with Mayo I would insert it into my mouth.
With a lot of practice I got so I could take the whole cock and never gag.
Although I was too scared and too shy to try, I often wondered if sucking a
real cock would feel the same.  Next I tried putting my rubber cock in my
ass to see what ass fucking felt like. My rubber cock had come with a larger
suction cup that could be attached on one end. I mounted my 'fantasy lover
on the floor and by squatting over it I practiced till I was able to take my
rubber 'lover' without pain. I next attached it to the wall so I could back
up to it and then fuck my self silly as I jacked off my cock. Again, I don't
know if I imagined myself to be the one fucking or the one getting fucked as
I jacked off, in honesty - probably both.

All I am really sure of is that I spent many hours playing with my fantasy
lover as I pulled my peter till it released its load. I got fantasying so
about man sex that just thinking about it would send me scurrying to find a
place to jack-off. Then one day at work I found a m2m sex magazine that
showed so many hot pictures of cock sucking and ass fucking that I needed to
jerk bad.

I work for a company that recycles old rags. We collect them and then bail
them up to be shipped off to various companies. Till they are shipped they
are kept in a back warehouse. This is where I was working when I found the
magazine. Because it is warm back in the warehouse we very seldom wore
shirts and most of the time all we had on would be cut-offs. That was all I
had on that day.

After finding the magazine and looking at the pictures of big cocks getting
sucked and asses being pounded by cocks I stepped behind a couple of bails
of rags, dropped my shorts and started jerking my cock as I looked at the
pictures of m2m sex. I was so caught up in jacking off that I never heard
Skip come up till he spoke.

"Well, well what have we here?" asked Skip, as I froze with my hand holding
my hard cock. Then with out waiting for my answer, he continued, "Looks like
'Ole Eddie boy likes men, especially men's cocks."

Skip was 32, well built, clean shaven and had a lot of manly hair on his
chest. He was shirtless too. Although I was embarrassed at being caught
playing with my cock, I was even more surprised at what Skip did next.

"So you like men's cocks huh? Here let me show you a real cock!" and then he
unzipped his shorts and dropped them. As soon as his big cock was freed it
stood straight out pointing at me. I could not help but stare. I had never
saw a cock this large or hard in 'person'.

All I could do was mumble, "I...er..yes...er...I mean no...er I've got to
go."

"You're not going anywhere Pussy Face..." Skip commanded me.

"I've...I've..I..." I stuttered, still staring at the large real cock before
me.

"I want to fuck your mouth!" growled Skip waving his large cock at me. "On
your knees pussy face! Or do you want me to start calling for the manger and
let him know all about you?"

"N..no...please don't Skip...I'll...I'll lose my job," I begged.

"Ok then! On your knees, Pussy," laughed Ship putting his hand on my bare
shoulder and pushing me down.

Without another word I slipped to my knees and came eye to 'eye' with his
hard cock. It was the largest and most beautiful cock I had ever seen. Of
course all the cocks I had ever seen were in the boys shower, in books or on
the web. I could not stop staring - it was so exquisite. It was over eight
inches long with a bell-shaped head. It was about as big around as a big
banana.  I was so close I could see a drop of pre-cum peeping out of the
piss slit on top of it. In short - it was beautiful.

I tried to raise back up because I knew where Skip was going with this. He
was going to try and make me suck his cock.  This thought, sucking cock, was
not new to me. I had often wondered what it would feel like to suck a hard
throbbing cock. But I did not know if I really wanted to or not. In short -
I was scared. But I don't know if I was scared Skip was going to make me
suck his cock, or if I was scarred someone might see me sucking cock or find
out about me sucking cock I had often fantasized about having a man fuck my
mouth but now I was not sure I was up to having it happen. I knew I should
grab my clothes, jump up and run...but somehow I also knew I did not want
to; I wanted to see if realism was as good as fantasy.

"Take hold of it," ordered Skip.

I was so hypnotized by his cock that I just kneeled there in a trance and
barely heard his command - till he spoke again.

"What's wrong Pussy Face? Scared of a REAL COCK? It won't bite you...take
hold of it...NOW! Or I'll call the manager," commanded Skip squeezing my
shoulder.

Afraid that he might really call the manager and get me fired, I nervously
reached my hand out and took hold of the first real cock besides mine that I
had ever held. It was more thrilling than I had even imagined. It was so
hot...so hard...so velvety soft, so fucking wonderful.

After all the wondering that I had done about what it would feel like to
hold another man's cock - I now knew - it felt fantastic! I couldn't help it
as I happily sighed, "Ohhhhh..."

Breaking my revere, Skip then told me, "If you think that's good...now, KISS
IT...Kiss my cock Pussy Face."

Although I was thrilled by holding my first cock, I was not sure I really
wanted to go any farther right now.

"I..I...er...I've never...please don't...I...I..please don't make me," I
stammered, now not sure that I wanted to go through with my first man sex.

"Kiss it now! Kiss it or else..." repeated Skip, in an authoritative voice I
would come to know well.

Still afraid that he might call the manager, I leaned forward and kissed my
first cock. When my mouth touched his cock head my whole life changed...I
knew then reality WAS better that fantasizing. There was no way a picture of
a cock could take the place of a real cock. I not only kissed his cock, but
I rubbed it all over my face and licked its big shaft and kissed its
cum-leaking head like I had never kissed before...I was fucking in love, in
love with Skip's fabulous man-meat.

"Oh fuck! YEA! Do it Bitch! Kiss that cock!! Lick it!" exclaimed Skip, as I
passionately kissed his big cock and licked up and down its shaft.

Then putting his hands on my head he started pushing his cock against my
lips, "Now open up Pussy Face! I want to get your 'mouth cherry'!!"

Wanting to feel his cock inside my mouth, I willing opened my virgin mouth
to receive its first man cock. As I felt his big cock slip into my mouth I
knew then with certainty that reality was way more than any fantasy I could
have ever dreamed about...I knew I had crossed over from wondering to doing.
I was ecstatic with the new sexual feelings coursing through my body lifting
me to erotic heights far above any of my wildest dreams. Reality was now a
hard cock in my willing mouth. I knew then I was his cock sucker...and I
wanted to be a good one.

"Ummm," I moaned as Skip's cock slid into my eager mouth for the first time.
I sucked tightly on his cock head as my tongue licked the under side of it.
Then keeping my lips tight around his cock, I began to fuck my face back and
forth on his throbbing love pole. On each in stroke I would take a little
more of his cock into my mouth till it was bumping the gateway to my throat.

All the while Skip was urging me on, "Ohh yesss...oh fuck...suck that
cock..YEA! eat that meat Bitch. Man what a hot Pussy Face...suck me...do me
deep! Ohhh...yea..."

Spurred on b Skip's passionate encouragements, I leaned my head a little
father back and began to face fuck him in earnest. On each in stroke I would
take a little more of his cock into my throat. I was ecstatic with sexual
passion - a REAL cock was going where only a banana or slicked dido had ever
been - I had a REAL MAN'S COCK fucking my mouth and throat. I was a real
cocksucker sucking a real cock!

"Ohhh fuckkk I'm going to cum...oh YES take it...drain me Pussy Face...drain
my cock...ohhhh NOW!!" Skip shouted, fucking my face with all his might.

His first shot of cum surprised me at how hot it was and how forceful it
came shooting out of his cock and filling my mouth to over flowing. He then
plunged his cock deep into my throat and shot several more loads straight
into my stomach. Man he must have cum a ton...all I could do was suck,
slurp, and swallow. Man talk about losing your virginity with a bang! The
way Skip was banging my mouth pussy would keep me sore for days - but it was
worth it - I had been face fucked by the best!

After Ship had finished feeding me his cum, he pulled his cock out of my
mouth and told me to "Lick it clean Bitch! Man what a mouth! I ain't never
cum like that!"

When I had finished licking and kissing Skip's cock clean, he pulled me to
my feet. Then he put one hand on my ass and one behind my head and pulled me
tight against him. He then tilted my head and gave me my first man kiss. At
first I was shocked and thought about turning my head. But then I thought
"What the fuck, I had just sucked his cock and ate his cum! Why be squeamish
about kissing him."

I was completely surprised by his kissing ability. His kiss started out soft
and tender and then he probed his tongue into my well-fucked mouth. Man
could he kiss! As Ship tongue fucked me where his cock had just fucked me he
ground his body into mine.

All I could do was moan and squirm against him as I passionately returned
his kiss. Then Skip reached between us and took hold of my cock and leaned
back and looked me in the eye. Holding my cock tightly in one hand as tilted
my head back with the other hand, he spoke again in the authoritative voice
I knew he used when he was serious, "You belong to me now Pussy Face. Your
cock, your mouth, your ass, your whole body belongs to me! Do you
understand?"

Scared and thrilled at the same time I could only nod my head yes. Skip then
surprised me again as he slipped to his knees and took my cock into his hot
mouth. Man could Skip suck cock!  It was just a matter of minutes before I
shot my load in to his mouth.

"Ohhh...fuck soooo goood,: I moaned as his mouth drained me dry.

Raising up Skip gave me a tender kiss. Then holding me close he tenderly
whispered, "You taste as good as you suck." It was then I realized that Skip
had a tender side as well as his tough authoritative side. But then he
switched back to be authoritative side, "Nobody gets your cum but me!
Understand that Pussy Face? Your cock is mine! You are mine! You are my cock
slave - you hear me?"

At first I didn't realize the significance or seriousness of what he was
saying. But when he continued there was no doubt as to him being serious and
what he expected from me.

"When I want you to suck my cock, you'll suck it - any place any time. Then
grabbing my ass cheek and squeezing it till pain shot through me, he
continued, "When I want to fuck you, you'll fall over and be fucked like the
whore you are! UNDERSTAND?"

When I didn't answer, he really clamped down on my ass cheek, causing me to
cry out with pain. 'Do you understand?" he again asked.

"Yesss," I stammered. One part of me was scared, but another part of me was
elated - I was going to be his sex slave. I was going to be a Pussy Face boy
whore! No more bananas or didos - only a real cock! And I was soon to find
out just how many real cocks.

Skip again started passionately kissing me as he held me close. As he tongue
fucked me I could feel his cock starting to get hard against me. Knowing
that my body was turning him on, I shamelessly ground my self against his
hard cock as I returned his torrid kisses.
Breaking off his hot kiss, Skip whispered, "I'm going to fuck you baby...are
you ready?"

I knew that soon the cock that had taken my mouth pussy's virginity would
soon take my ass pussy's virginity.  I wondered if being fucked in my ass
would feel as good as being face fucked. I knew I was to find out in just a
few minutes.

Shaking with both fear and anticipation, I ground my body against his as I
whispered, "Yesss...but please be gentle...I've never been fucked before..."

Keeping his arm around me Skip led me to the other side of the storeroom
where there was a large bail of rags. After giving me another arousing
French kiss Skip had me lean over the large bail and spread my legs. The
first thing I felt was my ass being licked and kissed. His tongue swirling
around and probing my ass ring was driving me wild. Then for the first time
in my life I felt a man's finger touch my ass. I don't know where Skip got
the oil (I found out later he was not the only one using this bail of rags
for a fuck table), but his slippery finger pushed and probed till it slipped
inside my ass causing me to jump at first, but as I got use to it I pushed
back on his finger. Skip could finger fuck as good as he could kiss and
suck. He kept adding oil till my ass was so lubed he could easily slip a
second finger in.

"Oh  fuck...it feels so goood...' I moaned over and over as Skip really
worked on my ass getting it good and relaxed. I wondered if his cock would
feel like the rubber one I had inserted in my ass several times. I was soon
to find out a real cock felt one hell of a lot better.

"Man what a pussy!" exclaimed Skip. "You got one sweet hole Bitch!"

The next thing I knew I felt Skip's fingers jerk out and a slippery cock
head slide into my relaxed and slippery chute. Because of my prior dido
fucking my ass quickly accepted its first real cock.  "OH!" I exclaimed as
for the first time I felt a real cock slide into my ass.
"Oh put it all the way in....yess, I cried as I pushed back on his big cock.

Skip knew how to 'pop' a cherry. Little by little he eased his cock into my
ass-pussy till I felt like I would split wide open I was so full of cock.
With one final shove he completely entered me. I felt his large ball sac
flop against mine. Skip just stayed still till my virgin ass became use to
being impaled on a real man's cock.

Then ever so slowly he began to fuck my no longer virgin ass. He would pull
almost all the way out till only his cock head was inside my ass and then he
would gently push it all the way back in. Each time he would go a little
faster till he was really pounding my ass.

"Ohh please turn me over and fuck me like the pussy I am. I want to see you
give my ass its fist fucking! Ohhhh..pleaseee,fuck me like a woman..." I
begged over and over.

"Ok! Bitch! You are going to get 'woman' fucked like the bitch you are!"
exclaimed Skip.

Before I even knew what was happening, Skip had pulled his cock out, threw
me up on the bail of rags and putting my legs on his shoulders he rammed his
cock back into my slippery ass-pussy as I moaned like the slut I was fast
becoming.

"Ohhh..fuck me baby..fuck me! Oh yes ram that cock in me! Take my ass...take
my cherry...ohhh! FUCK ME!!" I cried humping my ass up to meet him on his
down strokes.

You talk about getting an ass-fucking. Ship was giving me a passionate and
forceful ass fucking I would never forget.

"YES!" he screamed as he pounded my ass. "Take it Bitch take it all you
fucking whore. What a pussy...hump me boy..hump me harder...take this man's
cock in your ass you fucking slut. I'm going to pound you till you can't
walk...oh NOW!! He screamed lunging his cock all the way in my ass as he
filled my love shoot with its very first man's cum. "Take my cum you
fucking slut...take IT!!"

So fierce was his fucking that when he started shooting his hot cum into me
my own cock exploded spraying cum all over the both of us.

"OH FUCK SKIP! You've fucked the cum right out of me...oh fuck so fucking
goood,"
I cried as I reached up and pulled him down on me.

"Man," exclaimed Skip, "You are one hot fuck...I have never fucked the cum
out of anyone before. You are my Bitch from now on. You hear me Pussy Face?"

In answer, I reached up and kissed the lips of the man who had 'popped' all
my cherries in one day. "Yesss," I whispered, "I am your Pussy Face or pussy
ass...what ever you want...I am yours..."

That very day I moved in with Skip. The very next day he made a whore out of
me. He brought six guys home from work with him. He put a cock ring and hood
on my cock so they could not suck me. But boy did he let them fuck me and
make me suck them!

They put me on the bed with my head hanging off one side "Ohh yes!" I cried
as the first man rammed his cock into my lubed ass. "Ohhh fuck meee...yesss"
I screamed as he poured the cock to me. Then I got my first double. One of
the other men pushed his drooling cock into my hungry mouth. Boy you talk
about out of this world...man I was getting fucked and getting to suck cock
all at the same time.

"Umm, fuc.." I moaned around the cock pounding my face pussy as the other
man laid the man meat to my humping ass.

I don't know how many times they cum, but when they left my face was full of
cum and when Skip helped me stand up, cum run freely out of my well fucked
ass and down my legs. Laying me back on the bed Skip removed my cock ring
and hood and drained my throbbing cock.

I never had to work, all I had to do was suck and fuck. Sometimes Skip would
bring several more men home with him and have me suck them or fuck them.
Other times Skip might take me to a party and let everyone pull a 'train' on
my mouth and ass while he watched. But always he kept a cock ring and hood
on my cock. My cock was reserved for him only.

"I love to see you full of cock, Pussy Face, I really like it when you are
getting your ass- pussy and face-pussy rammed at the same time!" he would
tell me when he got me home. He would then take the cock ring and hood off
my cock and would drain my balls of their pent up cum.

I was one happy slut...no more pretend for me - nothing but real cocks and
real cum. YES!!!