Date: Tue, 2 Nov 1999 18:25:57 EST
From: LENNOXBEAR@aol.com
Subject: Feelings of Security

Feelings of Security, part 5			by lennoxbear@aol.coom

Tom had to use every bit of his powers of concentration to get through work
the next day.  All he could think about was his workout with Eric.  And,
all he could see in his mind was Eric's massive body hovering over him.
His coworkers teased him that he seemed to be on another planet but they
did so with humour.  At lunch he packed away the protein and water.  He
managed a short break to scarf down even more chicken.  He was intent on
being the best body Eric could build.

At 4:30, they began cleaning up and putting away their tools.  By five they
were out the door and he was all but sprinting to his truck.  With rush
hour traffic, he was looking at an hour trip to get to Eric's house out in
the woods.  Forty-five minutes into his drive he was wailing with the
radio, drumming his hands on the steering wheel and occasionally stroking
his hard cock through his battered tight black jeans.  He specifically wore
the oldest, tightest jeans he had to show off his legs.  The company
T-shirt already accented his chest.  He wanted to be hot looking when Eric
opened his door.  An accident a few miles from his destination slowed his
progress, still, he managed to get there at 6:10.  He climbed out of his
truck, took several deep breaths to not appear too anxious and walked
casually up the front sidewalk.  It was several seconds before Eric came to
the door.  Tom's heart skipped a beat.  The man who had occupied his
thoughts all day was dressed only in striped spandex shorts, sock and
shoes.  He was awesomely cut and huge.  He seemed even bigger than on
Sunday when they ran together. Tom swore he heard an audible "boing" from
his dick.

"Hey, muscle pup, get your butt in here.  Ready to workout?"  Eric waited
until Tom dropped his gym bag to wrap his pumped guns around his shoulders
and give him a warm, wet kiss.  Tom's hands could feel the outline of
muscles he couldn't begin to name on Eric's back.  His arms crossed behind
Eric to squeeze tight.  Eric even felt bigger.

"You are talking about lifting weights?"  Tom ground his cock against
Eric's' meaty tube.

"Yes I am, you horny bastard, now focus on the muscle."

"I have been all day and my nuts are aching from looking at all of yours
now."

"Well, thanks.  But it's time to concentrate on getting huge.  Come on into
the kitchen.  I have a protein shake all ready for you."  Eric dragged him
by the neck and tweaked his nipples as they walked to the kitchen.  He
walked over to the refrigerator and pulled out a gallon of chocolate
protein shake.  Tom watched Eric's massive muscle move with fluid like
grace. He threw his jacket on a chair as Eric handed him a large glass.  "A
buddy of mine concocts this stuff for me.  Claims he has figured out the
secret of quick massive growth, almost without pumping at all."  Eric
poured a small one for himself and watched as Tom gulped his down.

"I, uh, have to confess something," Eric put is arms back around Tom's
shoulders.  "I slipped you some last weekend, to get your growth process
started.  I hope you aren't pissed."

"You did?  Really?  That's why I have had this constant muscle buzz.  It's
working.  I feel bigger, I swear. See."  Tom pulled off his shirt and
flexed for Eric.  "Man this stuff is great, but I am also constantly horny.
Is that a side effect?"

"It could be, he isn't sure, anything else grow?"  Eric asked slyly.

"Yeah, look," Tom pulled down his snug jeans to reveal his now 9 inch cock
and huge balls.

"Mmmmm, good.  All the more to play with, now let's go hit the iron," Eric
grabbed Tom's cock and balls at the base and pulled him toward the
basement.

"Hey, I need my stuff in my bag,"

"No, all you need is shoes and socks, those workboots will be just fine.  I
have an extra pair of gloves down here.  Finish your protein shake."

"Yes sir!"

Tom pulled off his jeans and put his work boots back on.  Eric handed him
some gloves and aimed him at a Strive arm machine in the corner.  The two
men worked arms intensely for an hour.  Eric found plenty of opportunity to
spot Tom and to show him how to improve his technique.  Tom not only felt
his muscles pumping from the weight and the special shake, but loved Eric's
hot sweaty body and cock, brushing against him.  Eric had turned up the
heat a bit so the two of them were sweating up a good storm.  Another half
an hour went by before Eric pulled off his gloves.

"That's it, how do your arms feel?"  He stood in front of a mirror and
struck a front double biceps pose for Tom.  Eric's biceps literally
exploded with size and cuts, more than last weekend.  He pumped a couple of
times and Tom swore the muscle grew before his eyes.  Tom ran his hands
over the rock hard peaks followed by his tongue.

"You are fucking incredible and taste so good."  Tom buried his face in the
sweaty hairy armpit.  Eric dropped his arm to grab Tom in a headlock.

"Pose for me son.  I want to see how you are progressing."  Eric called out
poses and Tom did his best to do them.  Eric watched as the signs of the
special potion showed on Tom's improved body.  Tom watched in awe as his
body grew with each squeeze and pump.  Eric slid behind Tom on a pose and
held him by the waist as his cock nosed into the moist crack.  "We need to
shower and eat."

"Couldn't you fuck me first?"

"No, we need to get protein and food into our bodies right away for the
shakes to have optimum effect."

"Well, I know how I want to get my protein."

"Not enough you dog, come on, up to the shower."  Eric pushed Tom up the
stairs and played with his beautiful butt the whole two flights.  "Man, you
have a gorgeous ass.  Keep moving before I change my mind."

They quickly showered and pulled on sweats to keep their muscles warm while
they ate.  Tom was overwhelmed again by the amount of food he wolfed down.
His appetite was increasing with his muscle mass.  He drank another of the
special shakes along with Eric.  By the time they finished eating, cleaning
up and loading the dishwasher, Tom could feel the muscle growth coursing
through his body.

"Man, I can feel this stuff working.  Will I ever get as big as you?"

"No, not if I keep taking it and working out with you.  Gotta stay one step
ahead of you young muscle pups.  Let's go relax awhile, we need to talk."
They walked into the TV/den and curled up on the sofa.  Eric hit the button
for the gas logs and soon they were feeling toasty.  "You said something on
your message last night that we need to discuss."

"Oh that, it blurted out, really, don't get upset."  Eric felt Tom's body
shift.  He pulled him back close and kissed his scruffy flattop.

"You know I had a lover for a long time, who died in a motorcycle accident
a couple of years ago.  We got on different tracks and he no longer wanted
the same things I did.  Business, the whole muscle thing and being mine, my
slave, so to speak.  I don't know how much you know about leather, but he
needed to go his own way.  He was on his way to his new apartment one night
after we had attempted to patch things up when the accident occurred.  I
was crushed, I truly loved him and never would have hurt him but never got
to tell him that.  I only dated a couple of guys in the last year, both
shitheads."

Eric spoke slowly.  Tom could hear the strain in his deep voice.  "You are
so much like David, it spooks me, even in looks.  Marsh and Jack saw it
right away at the office too.  I don't want to be with someone just because
they remind me of someone else I loved and needed.  They, you, deserve to
have someone who loves you for you.  You seem to accept me for me and, so
far, don't seem to have made any judgments about me or how I live."

"What's wrong with how you live?  You have a beautiful home, work hard,
have the respect of your employees, and are a handsome, intelligent man.
Besides being the fantasy man I dream about, you have nothing but positive
traits."  Eric stopped him.

"I know we have only known each other a couple of weeks.  I want to, I need
to be sure, that I have feelings for you as Tom Bell and not as someone
from my past.  I want you to also want me for the person I am and not for
all of this other stuff."  Tom could feel wetness on the side of his face.
He looked up to see tears silently falling from Eric's eyes.

"What other stuff?  Eric, I don't need big houses or cars. I like being
with you for who you are.  I know I am really young but I do think I could
love you.  That blurb last night was way too soon, I didn't mean to bring
up old feelings and hurt you."

"You didn't hurt me.  I move slowly, ask Marsh and Jack.  I don't want you
to be frustrated if things don't move the way you would like.  I think I
have strong feelings for you, but I am afraid to say love right now."

"That's OK.  I'll take whatever you give me right now."  Tom reached up and
pulled Eric's face to his and kissed him.  He rested his head on Eric's
chest and wrapped his arms tightly around him.  "I want to know all about
you and," he paused, "leather. To be really yours.  It's really the other
way around.  I have to be worthy of you to be your boy, your slave, your
muscle man."  Tom felt Eric's big hand rubbing his back.  He felt the other
hand come up to his face and to bring their lips together.

"And the goatee is very flattering."

Tom giggled, "I thought you might think I was trying to be your clone, but
I sort of like the look."

"So do I."

"Now sir, please fuck me."

Tom pulled Eric down to the floor in front of the fireplace and stripped
off their clothes.  Eric stretched out on top of Tom and proceeded to bite,
nibble, lick and excite every part of Tom's body.  He explored every inch
with his tongue and teeth.  Tom's skin was alive and growing with his
muscles.  Tom kept his hands away from his own cock to keep from shooting.
He let his hands glide over the muscle man using him.  Eric had Tom's
nipples so aroused Tom thought he would cry, only to have Eric create the
same reaction in his cock, balls and ass.  Tom felt like Eric had a tongue
12 inches inside his body as he ate his boy's ass.

Eric raised Tom's legs up over his chest.  "Guide my cock up your hole,
son."  Tom reached down to feel the huge cock.  It also felt bigger than
Sunday.  He aimed the monster at his wet hole and Eric slid in with ease.
Tom felt it growing bigger inside of him. Eric slowly rocked him back and
forth.  He fucked Tom's hard ass for twenty minutes.  Each thrust caused
Tom's muscular pecs to ripple and bounce.  Tom worked Eric's nipples to
increase the intensity of Eric's thrusting.  Then Eric flipped the two of
them back without slipping out of Tom's butt.  Eric now lay on his back
with Tom impaled on top of him.  "Now fuck yourself son."

Tom slid up and down on the enormous cock as his balls slapped against
Eric's smooth flat hard stomach.  Eric's hands felt the muscles in Tom's
quads and calves flexing against his body with each move.  Eric played with
Tom's nipples with one hand and stroked the growing cock with the other.
Tom felt his nuts start to pull up.  "Oh fuck, sir, I'm going to cum."

All Eric said was "Finally."  Tom felt a hot stream shoot deep into his
body as his cum shot out onto Eric's pecs.  Tom sat on Eric's cock. He
flexed his ass to keep the tool deep inside of him.  It was still long
enough that he could feel it even when it was only semi-hard.

Tom lay on top of Eric spreading his load between them.  "Thank you sir."

"You're welcome son, that was incredible.  Now, go get a towel."  Tom
reluctantly got up and let Eric's cock slip from his butt to retrieve one
of the towels from their showers.  Eric was standing at the window looking
out.  Tom handed him the towel and he wiped his sticky chest and cock.
Then he wiped down his boy and kissed him.  "What else do you want to know
about me and this muscle stuff?

"As far as what I want to know about you, well, that's whatever you think I
should know.  If it's none of my business then it's none of my business,
simple as that.  You don't need to unveil your whole life to me right now.
Or ever.  As for the muscle growth stuff, if it will make me huge and make
me more attractive to you then I will do whatever you need me to do."

"I'm glad you said that, cause I went ahead and got a whole carton of
supplements for you to take with you.  That way, you will be able to follow
the regimen at home or work.  If this stuff works as well as this geek
seems to think it will, I may be bottoming for you.  But you will get there
in time anyway."  Tom fondled Eric's hard glutes.  "I said in time. If
increased sex drive is a side effect of this stuff, we are both in trouble.
And, if there is something you want to know about me, ask.  If you need to
know, I will tell you."

Tom stroked the hair on Eric's chest, "I wish there was a way to spend more
time together.  It takes almost an hour in traffic to get here.  I want to
spend all my time with you."

"That may change in time too, we'll see.  I expect you to be here Thursday
for another workout.  Tomorrow is a day off to rest.  Muscles have to rest
to grow.  Sooo, we could do something else tomorrow if you want."

"I would be happy doing this all night.  Just relaxing with you."

"That's fine. Dinner here tomorrow night then.  It won't be a problem with
your parents will it?"

"No, less cooking for my mom.  My brother will be jealous, he came out to
me by the way."

"No fooling?  Good grief, two of you horny dogs.  Hmm, maybe we should
invite him over?"

"Nope.  I want you to myself right now."

"Oh?  What if there are five heavy duty muscle dudes here who want to have
group sex?"

"Hmmm, I'll do whatever you want me to, but my focus is on you.  Is that
what is in the locked room downstairs, your dungeon?"

"Not a dungeon, more like a playroom.  I know you are curious but there is
much for you to learn. Don't rush, you'll enjoy it more."

"I am happy with you using my body for your pleasure right now.  But if you
want more, I do too.  Although, I'm not sure I can handle more cock.
That's thing is getting bigger."  Tom fondled Eric's dick as it lay across
his thigh.  "Does this growth stuff also effect our dicks?"

"Seems to.  Not as much as the muscles we workout but there is some growth.
However, I think you started out with a pretty healthy piece of meat anyway
and a very healthy, well, overactive sex drive.  If I told you I wanted to
have a monogamous relationship, what would you say?"

"I would be happy with that and do my damnedest to wear you out."

"And, if I said I wanted to have groups of guys over for sex and let the
one's I choose fuck you?"

"As long as you choose them, I would feel safe. No matter what, right now
my focus is you."

Eric rubbed Tom's head as it rested on his chest.  "Do you want to spend
the night or will your parents get upset?"

"They might not understand, they're pretty old-fashioned.  They're great
and all but I don't want to ever do anything to hurt them.  Besides I
didn't bring clothes for tomorrow."

"You can always wear something of mine. As long as I get to choose it."
Eric chuckled slyly. "But if you can't stay, that's OK too.  Maybe you
could prep them and stay over tomorrow night.  And I really want a repeat
of last weekend."

"I'll prep them for tomorrow, I can be over on the weekend as soon as I cut
the grass, I promised."

"And you are a man of your word." Tom nodded. "Hey don't go to sleep, you
still have to drive home."

They kissed and played with each other's bodies some more before Tom got
dressed to leave.  He asked how he could get his nips as big as Eric's.
Eric promised to work on them to make them grow too.  They kissed one more
time at the door and Tom leaned into Eric to hug him.  Eric pulled a large
carton from the hall closet and handed it to Tom.  He explained it was all
the supplements he needed with instruction on when to take them.  Tom asked
him how much and Eric said he'd take it out in sweat working out.

"If you decide you want to be more than workout buddies, I will do whatever
you ask.  I'll see you tomorrow at 6."  Tom hurried down the sidewalk
before he changed his mind.  He fumbled with his truck keys and headed off
down the dark road.

Eric stood naked in the doorway, running his hands over his washboard abs
and thinking to himself how much he wanted this man to be his.  He closed
the door and went to the kitchen to down another musclepack.  His muscles
felt full and pumped.  Within minutes of taking the collection of capsules,
his dick was long and loose and thickening as it grew.  He pinched his
nipples and felt them harden as he headed upstairs to bed and his favourite
suction attachment for nips.  Everyone had a favourite toy and Tom would
appreciate this one soon enough.

He relaxed across his bed as the machine worked his nips and he slowly
stroked his cock to full length and rock hard.  He shot another huge load
all over his abs and dozed off.  About 11:00 PM the phone woke him.  He
realized his nips were going to be mighty sore from the suction toy he had
left on them.  He tried to find the phone on the nightstand.  He mumbled a
muffled hello.

"Well, how'd it go?  Will he do it and go for it?"  The voice on the other
end of the phone was gruff.

"I think so, but we didn't discuss it directly.  I get the feeling he would
do whatever I asked of him."

"Good.  Let me know.  I am anxious to make arrangements.  I'll let you get
back to sleep or were you doing some ungodly thing to that magnificent
body."

"No, I dozed off," Eric partially lied, "Good night."

Tom's drive home went quicker than he expected.  He let himself in quietly,
knowing his parents would probably be asleep.  He carried the huge carton
and supplements to his room and almost dropped his gym bag in the process.
A light was showing from under his brother's door.  He decided not to knock
in case Mark and Kyle were pretending to study.  He piled the box in his
closet and threw his dirty clothes in the hamper.  He stripped and admired
his body in the mirror.  He again saw some improvement and felt a sexual
urge stirring his nuts.  As he brushed his teeth, he read the directions
for the carton's contents.  He dug out the pack of capsules he was to take
at bedtime and downed them in one gulp.  He couldn't wait for the morning
and the protein shake.  He was just about asleep when Kyle crept into his
room and under the covers with him.

"Well, big brother?  Have a good night?"  Kyle felt the hard cock extending
toward Tom's navel.  His hot fingers made Tom's skin react and his balls
swell.  "Mark and I studied, but we also fucked.  In fact, I am still lubed
and ready for more.  Before Tom could stop him, Kyle had thrown off the
blanket, straddled the throbbing cock he was holding by the hairy base and
impaled himself.  Tom took a deep breath and bucked up to meet his
brother's perfect little ass.  Kyle frantically fucked himself on Tom's
growing cock.  One hand worked his own dick as the other found Tom's sore
nipples.  The whole thing only took five minutes and Tom was unloading into
his younger brother.  Kyle bit his lip and shot across Tom's pecs and onto
his goatee.

"Oh thanks, nice aim dude."

"You're the baseball player.  I'm the swimmer.  I don't have to aim a lot
of things."  Tom pushed Kyle down on the side of the bed and got up to
retrieve yet another towel from his dirty clothes.  He walked over to the
door and locked it.  Kyle just lay there watching. "Why did you lock the
door?"

"I need you to sleep with me and didn't want anyone walking in to see us."
He pulled the blanket back over the two of them.  "I really think I want to
make a go of it with this man.  But I am feeling very lonely right now.
Please stay."

"Sure."  Kyle snuggled in against his brother.  "Man you are really getting
beefy.  I may have to start some serious weightlifting to keep up.  Mark is
also getting huge.  I feel like a runt."

"You're not. You have a very nice body and one fucking hot ass."  Kyle
kissed him and turned onto his side to sleep.  They woke at 6 and Kyle
snuck back to his own room.  Tom showered, dressed, packed clothes for the
night and headed down to the kitchen to start his new growth regimen.  His
mother was making coffee and kissed him lightly on the cheek.  He fixed the
breakfast as instructed in the directions, took his musclepack and drank a
protein shake.  His lunch was becoming a major production and his mother
just laughed and shook her head.  Before he left for work his muscles were
feeling fuller.  He explained he might be staying over for the night at
Eric's and she just said to call if there was a problem.  He kissed her
good-bye and headed off to work.  His dick was hard as he slid behind the
wheel.  Eric better be really horny tonight.

It was another day at work where he had to really concentrate to keep his
mind off of Eric and working out.  The morning passed fairly quickly and
without any problems.  At lunch, he ate with his co-workers and chatted
about sports, working out and general BS.  Shortly after lunch as he was
finishing up installation of a control panel, the contractor manager walked
around the corner with Eric.  Eric was dressed for business in full suit
and Tom almost dropped his tool belt.  He had never seen the man in
anything but casual clothes.  Knowing what was under the standard business
suit only made him more attractive.  Tom's balls started to stir.  The
contractor made reference to the security system and Eric chimed in, "I'm
familiar with Tom's work. He starts full-time with my company next week.
Always glad to find another good man."  Tom blushed.  The contractor
continued on past with Eric following behind.  As he walked past Tom, he
reached up and cupped a pec through his T-shirt.  HE smiled and whispered,
"Could that dick get anymore obvious?"

Tom's eyes opened wide as his hand went to his crotch and felt a rather
large bulge.  Eric licked his slips and made one more comment as he went to
catch up with the contractor.  "Don't even think about relieving that
stress before tonight.  And don't forget your afternoon pack of
supplements."

Tom watched the wide shoulders in the suit coat walk away from him and felt
his balls pull up tight and swell.  He had never felt so horny in all his
life.  He walked back to the supply room and got his supplements from his
lunch box and swallowed the handful with a special protein shake.  He felt
the now familiar tingling and warmth in about 20 minutes.

Eric hadn't expected to run into Tom but it was a pleasant experience to
see him.  He immediately got a big grin on his face as they came around the
corner. Then felt the stirring of his nuts in his pants. Tom was definitely
having an effect on him.  Their exchange of pleasantries caused his own
dick to stiffen and he was hoping the general contractor wouldn't notice.
It took another hour to finish business.  As he got back to his truck, he
pulled his own pack of supplements out of his briefcase and took them with
a protein shake.  He had one more stop that afternoon and hoped he could
get through it without an embarrassing erection.  His fat tool made its
presence known as he drove back to his own office.  Marsh and Jack were
sure to notice and he did his best to avoid them.

He was almost to the door of his office when Marsh intercepted him, "Well,
well, well.  Put the north pole in a suit and it's still obvious.  Thinking
about our boyfriend are we?  These are those reports you needed and if you
need anything, I repeat anything else, just let me know."  Eric blushed.

"No thanks, everything is in good hands. Or will be.  You guys have a good
evening."

"You too.  Don't try anything we wouldn't.  And if you do, call us."  Marsh
walked away chuckling.  Eric rushed into his office and took a deep breath.
His body was really warm and tingling.  Every muscle felt like it was on
fire and his nuts were on the verge of shooting without any manual help.
He sat at his desk and drank a large glass of water while he looked over
the report Marsh had given him.  He was very happy with the results.  It
took about 30 minutes for the tingling to subside but all he had to do was
think of Tom for it to return.  He wondered what would happen tonight.


Tom heard Darrell call him as he was finishing up the last of his duties.
He walked into Darrell's office and felt the sexual wave overtake him.  All
he had to do was look at the tall black man and it felt like Darrell was
fucking his ass.  Tom felt his body flush and nipples get erect.  It wasn't
entirely unpleasant but it was a bit unnerving. "You wanted to see me?"
Tom's asshole was definitely twitching.

"Yeah, some papers I wanted to give you to complete for your orientation
Monday.  It will save time.  Something wrong, you look a bit flushed?"
Darrell extended the papers toward Tom.  He walked across the room and felt
the heat of his body rise as he got closer to Darrell.

"No, just all of a sudden I feel a bit warm.  Hope I'm not coming down with
anything.  Thanks, I'll get these back to you ASAP.  Tom looked at the
beautiful square pecs and huge basket and fought the urge to reach over and
squeeze the muscles.

"You can bring them with you on Monday, no hurry.  Maybe you're just tired.
Any plans for tonight?"

"Dinner with Eric."  Tom looked at Darrell's smile and swore he could feel
his full lips on his chest.  Just then someone walked into the office door.

"Oh, dinner, eh?  Well, then you'll really need some rest at some point."
Darrell winked, "This is Ron."

Tom turned around to see another man whom he recognized as another
supervisor.  Ron was a shorter stockier black man with muscle everywhere
and a big smile.  Tom's dick started getting hard.

"Ron's the HVAC supervisor and my lover."  Tom's eyes opened wide.  He
covered his crotch with the papers.

"That's terrific, glad to meet you."  He extended his hand and shook Ron's.

"Darrell already told me some about you, but you are more muscular than he
described.  Looks good."  Ron casually brushed his basket and watched Tom's
eyes watch his hand.

"Tom seems to be getting beefier everyday, must be Eric's workout advice."
Darrell stepped out from behind his desk and put his hand on Tom's
shoulder.  "Are you sure you are OK?"

"Oh yeah, I just have this overwhelming desire to do both of you, that's
all."  Tom groped Darrell's basket as Ron crossed the room to squeeze Tom's
bubble butt.  "But I told myself I would behave."  Tom laughed.

"Well, if you ever change your mind, we would be happy to have a
three-way."  Ron cupped Tom's chest with his other hand and pressed his
hard cock against Tom's thigh.  "That chest is really inviting."

"We'll let you go - reluctantly.  Maybe you better make it a short night.
You really are looking flushed."  Darrell hugged Tom and pushed him toward
the door. "And now that you have things started, we need to, uh, do some
paperwork."  Darrell pulled off his T-shirt and pulled Ron's open mouth to
his pierced nipple.

"See you guys. Nice meeting you Ron. Take care."  Tom walked out of the
office and down the hall into the cool fall air.  By the time he reached
his truck, he was feeling back to normal.  He thought how strange it all
had been.