Date: Fri, 24 Feb 2006 04:17:17 -0600
From: EnTaNgLeD . <now.right@gmail.com>
Subject: From Everlasting to Eric - [Gay fiction]

This is a piece of fiction, bearing no similarities to actual events or
people both living and dead.

By EnTaNgLeD
Lahore, Pakistan
now_right@hotmail.com


When I came back home I realized in my rush to meet him I had left the
lights on and the window open, it was windy that day and my floor was
covered with papers from my file and a few things had toppled over due to
the curtains. I was already down and pissed off as this had been my 4th
encounter with a guy and nothing had happened, why I always end up meeting
the wrong people. Things were already pretty messed up in my academic,
social, office life and my love life was also going down the hill, I had
often wondered if the above three were the cause of my failing love life or
was it the sad shadow of my love life which was causing trouble in the
three?! I was in no mood to clean at the moment, I just walked over the
papers cursing that guy and the wind, I reached for my cigarettes and lit
one and lay down on the bed to relax and reflect over what had happened
today. Was it a recurring nightmare I was going through for a season or was
it my destiny to be always searching for something which was not there?
It's like hoping for a glimpse of light on the other side of the moon where
the sun never shines. A week went by and I was not over that last incident
and I was getting really edgy what's in store for me? I was checking my
mail and got an email from a guy named Eric, he had written a few
meaningful lines with some basic information, not the sort of emails I
often get from gay guys who are just interested in getting laid as soon as
you meet them, but since it had been over a few months since I had any
action I was thinking of getting such a mail to get over with it, but this
mail seemed more promising, my mind's `day dreaming' segment kicked in and
I started thinking what if he is the one, what does he look like, could he
be the one I am looking for? I was rudely brought back to reality when the
phone rang, it was my boss, I had to submit another report which was not
yet due, but as he had to go on a vacation he needed it NOW, I was not
happy about it, but since I was in a better mood thanks to the email I just
completed it and submitted it. I replied to Eric's mail trying not to sound
too desperate or excited.

Later that night he added me to his msn and we started chatting. He was
good at chatting and seemed like he knew what he was saying and doing, a
guy with a plan for his life and a map laid out where he wants to go in
life. Sounded like someone stable, he was looking for something long term,
he had seen his fair share of one night stands and was sick of them, he was
24 and working, living alone with his pet dog. I wanted to talk to him on
the phone then and there to see if he sounded as good as he chatted but it
seemed like a bad idea at the moment, from my past experiences I had
learned not to jump to conclusions too soon, it only leads to
disappointment, I should just let it happen, if its meant to be then it
will happen, whether I do any effort or not. He showed signs of wits which
really turned me on and which one seldom finds, I felt he might be a fake
so I asked him for his picture, he showed it, he was not bad at all, I was
surprised with those looks and skills he was still single, maybe he was too
good for his own good? He asked me for mine and I showed it to him, he did
not show much of a reaction, as I had suspected, but I had no choice but to
stick to it. Then he asked me for my number I was taken aback, it seemed he
is still interested, we exchanged numbers. He said he had to go to bed now,
we will talk later, and I was disappointed that I could not hear his voice
then and there, but I kept my image up and said sure same here.

In the morning I was waiting for his call but no luck, on each ring I would
think it's him, it's him and then be let down time and again. It was
getting hard to bear I wanted to call him and talk to him myself and give a
piece of my mind too, then it seemed that he is already too busy to call
me, what will happen if we hit it off, will it get worse, maybe I should
have gone with the guy I had met on that windy day, he being a collage lad
would had time for me at least. After lunch it was just too much to bear, I
called him but his cell was off, that really made me curse him like hell. I
had lost all hope and interest in him by the time I was off. I went for a
walk in the park near my room, looking at couples sitting, kids playing
around, only added more pain to the hurt I was nursing. My mind went to my
only retreat `my room and cigarettes'. By the time I got home it was dark
outside, I put my cell, watch and wallet on the table and went to the
bathroom for a hot bath, while I was half way through the cell rang, I was
in no mood of picking it up, for a moment it crossed my mind it might be
him, then I was to hell with him, I ignored it, it went silent then after
sometime it again went on ringing and ringing, I looked at the number, it
was some new number, I picked it up and in an irritated voice said Hello!?
To which a very soft and low reply came, "Hi it's me Eric from last night",
I rolled my eyes and said, "Oh hi, you finally got the time to call?" He
goes "I am sorry I could not call because I got Mugged in the morning, my
wallet, cell both gone, I am concerned about my cards which were in the
wallet, then I was in the police station and then had to go to the office
and it was a very bad, busy long day, you know how Mondays can be", "I was
like yeah!, I understand, sorry to hear about that", (as if I cared) but
for courtesy's sake I asked "are you fine? Did he/they hurt you?" He said
"well they hit me on my forehead when I showed some resistance got a bruise
too!" This gave me some idea of the severity of what he had been through
and I felt sorry for the poor guy. I wanted to offer some form of help but
was thinking, he hardly knows me, and he will only decline the offer so why
bother. I thanked him he kept his word of at least calling me, and told him
"I did call you around lunch time, but your cell was off and I was
surprised", he goes "yeah sorry to have kept you waiting", I said "no its
ok, you have had a bad day, I can understand, no big deal", then the
unthinkable happened, he asked "are you free right now", thinking about
what else I would be doing, I said "yes I am", he goes, "I would like to
have someone around, someone to talk to, am a bit shaken by the incident
and don't know whom to turn to, can you please come over?" Telling myself
not to sound too eager, I should reply in a clam voice yes I can, but my
tongue and hormones kicked in and I babbled out "SURE!!" And then cursed
myself for the silly things I do. I noted down his address, got dressed and
headed for his place, I had been to that area before too, so it was not
difficult to find his place.

When I rang the bell, he took sometime before he opened the door, maybe he
was checking if it was really me or someone else, you can't blame him for
that, after what he went through. He seemed glad to see me, but was still
shaken and down. He asked me would I like something, I declined, he never
asked again, we both sat there silent, it was an awkward situation. I was
looking around his room, the way he had kept his room was nice, the guy had
taste! He kept looking at the floor lost in thought, my eyes went for the
bruise on his forehead, it was more then a bruise, it was a cut with some
dry blood around it still, I was like "that's not a bruise it's a Cut!, did
you clean it up? Did you see a doctor?" He said "it's nothing I have faced
worse things", I said "fine but still you just can't leave it like that,
tell me if you have disinfectant or ice?" He said "let it be, big deal!" I
insisted, he said fine there is some in the bathroom you can find it in the
cabinet, with cotton next to it. I quickly went and got it, He was sitting
on his bed, I stood next to him and applied it as gently as I could, he
twitched a bit but no major reaction. Then I gently blew on the cut so it
will hurt less, he closed his eyes then and kind of just relaxed down, he
looked so timid just like a child when hurt, there he was next to me, all
alone in his room, with his mask/defense down. I did not want to take
advantage of his situation, but I just could not help myself and I ran my
fingers through his hair and kissed him n his hair. He brought his head
next to my chest and rested on it. I was surprised. That made me feel the
extent of his vulnerability. I hugged his head with my arms and said "don't
worry all will be fine". He Sighed! I ran my fingers through his hair and
he kind of enjoyed it, making sure I don't touch his cut, I even stroked
his right cheek, I felt the five o'clock shadow, it felt good, I was
getting turned on, it all seemed too easy! I went back for the hair, he
moaned in a low voice, that was the signal I was waiting for, then he
looked up at me and I looked at him, his eyes had a strange look in them,
one of doubt and one of desire, he had a long face with a well defined
jawbone just the way I like my men, I could not control myself anymore, I
just had to kiss him, I moved my hand to the back of his neck and kissed
him, our lips locked and our tongues met, with my tongue exploring his
mouth and his exploring mine, he then sucked on my lower lip which sent
shivers down my spins, to return the favor I nibbled on his lips. He pull
me down and made me sit next to him on the bed, we both embraced each other
really tight, like two men with full passion, it felt like what people
describe that the time stood still in awe of the moment! Never had I
imagined I would experience something like that in real life. He then went
for my hair and slowly ran his fingers through my hair, sending me in
ecstasy, my mind just went blank and my whole body went limp, I have had
people play with my hair before but had never felt this magic before, was
it due to the time I had not been with someone this good in a long time or
was it just that he was just too good at what he was doing, I just buried
the thought and went on enjoying the moment, he then kissed me again, this
time it was a long, deep, passionate one, I never wanted him to take his
lips away from mine but he broke the kiss and kissed my chin and neck, it
just felt even better, he then licked my face like a dog would lick his
bone, it was getting hot in the room and I was becoming excited by the
minute, he kissed my neck again, then he opened the top button of my shirt
and inserted his hand and ran it side ways feeling my nipples, he then
started sucking on my neck, it felt good, then the thought of a love bite
came to my mind and I wanted to stop him but it just felt right and I was
willing to go with it, I did not want to do anything to spoil it. After
that he felt my hard on, it got even harder as he rubbed it. The sensation
got overwhelming for me to bear I had to push his hand away, I opened the
top button of his shirt and push him back down on the bed on his back, so I
could get over him and have more access to his fine chest which looked even
more and well-formed and hot then through the shirt, it seemed someone has
been doing some pushups now and then, I grab his forearms with my arms so
he could not resist and I kissed him on the lips and then went for the
ears, sucked on the earlobes and then inserted my tongue in the canal, he
gave out a loud moan, it seemed he was enjoying it and it was getting too
intense for him to handle so he gently pushed my head down from his ears to
his chest, I opened up some more buttons and licked his chest, made a ring
around his nipples with my tongue and then sucked on them, switching
between nibbling and sucking, he grabbed my head and was running his
fingers through my hair and pulled my head back with my hair when I would
bite too hard, it would turn me on more! and I would suck harder and then
he would moan even louder, which only added heat to the fire. Then there
was a knock on the door which rudely zapped us both back to reality. We
quickly fixed our clothes and he opened the door, it was someone who was
looking for a house in the neighborhood but was not able to find it. He
gave him directions and then locked the door behind him, when he came back
I was out with my cigarettes and asked him if he smoked? He said sure, I
said "ok, if u want to have a fag you little fag, you will have to light it
from my cigarette", with my tongue in cheek look. He said with a sparkle in
his eye, "I don't mind if I get to see your cigar too", with a chuckle I
said "we will see about that, don't get any ideas yet!" After we were done
smoking, he came and sat near me, he was wearing some fine cologne and it
had mixed with tobacco and it was having the effect of an aphrodisiac on
me. The fragrance was just overpowering I grabbed him from his collar and
brought him close to my face and paused for a moment gazed at him and then
buried my tongue in his mouth, his mouth now tasted of fine tobacco, with
his warm tongue, it was an enriching taste, we kissed passionately for some
time but it seemed like eons! Then I looked at the time and asked him if he
had eaten anything? He said he had not eaten anything since breakfast! I
said "ok, that's not good, as you know the way to a man's heart is through
his stomach, so the dinner is on me, what do you want to have? Also you
want eat out or order in", he said lets "order in", I was like fine with
me. We ordered pizza and after sometime the bell rang it was the delivery
boy, we were joking, lets see if he is some good-looking hunk or some
average joe, well when we opened the door, there stood a fine lad, dressed
in red and blue looking very appetizing more then the pizza, but we had
better plans and he had to wait for another day, I gave him a nice tip and
with a wink said "do come again". He gave a blank look maybe he never got
it, or maybe he was of the other kind, straight kind that is. After dinner,
I said "I think I will leave, need to go to the office in the morning too",
he said now? "It's too early to leave beside I think you still have some
unfinished business here too", with a smile that said a thousand things. I
said "well I can always borrow your clothes for the office, ok I will spend
the night over here!"

He went to the bathroom and turned on the hot water, saying I think I can
use a bath, I took a good look at him and then gestured to sniff my shirt
and said I think I can use one too, we stripped down to just our bodies and
headed for the shower, which was now filled with stream and we could hardly
see each other, he got under the shower first, I followed him and got under
the shower too, we let the hot water flow down our heads, then our necks,
his torso was looking more well defined when it got wet, it was making me
wet somewhere else, things were getting just better and better, I offered
to soap his back, which he gladly accepted. I ran my fingers over his neck,
shoulders, making my way down to the small of his back and then I moved my
hands on his abs and embraced him from behind placed my chin on his
shoulder and pressed my head gently against his head and just held him in
my arms with the water covering us.  He turned around and said now my turn,
I gladly tuned around, he soaped my back and then said "you have to wash
behind your ears too", and bit me on the ear, and started laughing, I was
pleasantly surprised, gave him a smile, turned around again waiting for him
to finish the job, he then went down and soaped my legs, and his hands
moved to my tool and sack, he gently grabbed them in his hands and it sent
electricity all over my body. Then he grabbed me from my sides and made me
turn around, he took it in his warm mouth and wrapped his tongue around my
shaft and sucked hard on it, bring me near to orgasm, I was groaning in
pleasure but had to motion to him to stop. We got done with our bath and
dried off and headed for the bed, got in and into each others arms, I
grabbed his hair, pulled him over my body and looked into his eyes and
said, "I doubt I will get any sleep tonight, might as well make the most of
what I have", to which he replied, with a grin on his face, "only this
night!"? And started kissing me deeply with me feeling his warm mouth and
his warm soul too!