Date: Sun, 10 Aug 2008 22:44:31 -0700
From: travis paul <travisderon@hotmail.com>
Subject: Golden-Chapter 3- Gay beginnings

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.Chapter 3.
The Breakdown Part I

My eyes fluttered open slightly, trying to blink out the sunlight. When my
eyes finally adjusted to the morning light I realized that Leo was sleeping
in front of me. I glanced down and saw his arm wrapped around my waist. I
smiled to myself. Its funny. After all these years, I never once thought
that me and Leo would end up like this. He was attractive, that undeniable,
but its just we've been such close friends over the years I guess that
didn't leave much room for anything else between us, until now. I have to
admit that I'm actually glad I decided to give him a chance. After all
maybe that's what I need right now. A partner, a lover. I blushed. It's
been way too long since I had been in a relationship, let alone
intimate. Well that's not entirely true. There was someone. My senior year
of high school, but that wasn't real; at least not for him. That one bad
experience with love almost made me deny Leo, but as I lay here in his arms
right now, I can't help but think that I made the best decision. Leo wanted
nothing from me. I have money, that's and understatement, I was filthy
rich, I own a billion dollar corporation, and I live in a mansion; but Leo
doesn't care about all that. He cares about me. All he really wants...is to
see me happy. I smile again. I think I could really fall for him. I reach
my hand out to trace the contour of his face. My finger starts at his head
and traces down to his nose outlining it, and then drops lower to trace the
shape of his lips, then finally rest on his chin. I repeat that motion for
quite sometime, before I shift in the bed so that I am close enough to kiss
him. I thought about kissing him. But there was one thing stopping me.

I had morning breath.

It may not seem like that much of a big deal, but if its one thing I hate
in this world, its morning breath. I laughed inwardly at my own
pettiness. Gently so not to wake him, I remove his hand from my waist and
rolled out of bed and headed to the bathroom. On my way to the bathroom, I
passed Miles' room and noticed that he wasn't there. I figured he was
around somewhere, he was always the first one up.  After brushing my teeth,
I checked back in on Leo. He was still sleeping, only now he was curled
slightly in the fetal position with his hair falling over his eyes. He
looked so innocent like a child. I smiled again. It seems I've been doing a
lot of that lately.

I walked towards the kitchen, following my nose mostly because the scents
coming from the kitchen were beyond words. I just hoped that Miles wasn't
doing it all by himself, he's far to young to cook anything. Finally
entering the kitchen I see Joseph, our chef, and Miles decorating pancakes
with strawberries and blue berries. My favorite. When Miles saw me he
grinned as usual. I ginned back at him extra hard, because from the looks
of it he had fun helping Joe with breakfast.

"Hey little guy you got a little something." I said pointing at his
nose. He tried to look at his nose which only added to the situation. I
couldn't hold it in any longer, I just started laughing. Miles laughed
along with me and soon Joe was laughing as well. Miles rubbed his nose to
get rid of the flour, but only smeared it in causing a bigger mess then
before. I laughed even harder. He just stood there confused.

"Come here little guy." I finally managed to say. He came over and I wiped
the flour clean. "Hey you wanna do me a favor?"

He nodded his head enthusiastically.

"Can you go wake Leo?" I said, stressing the word wake.

"Oh yeah!" He exclaimed before running up the stairs.

About five minutes later I head Leo screaming. Miles didn't. I
groaned. Miles can rushing down the stairs with a wet Leo running closely
behind him. Miles ran around the table with Leo on the other side. Leo
wasn't going to catch him now. Classic Miles. If Leo ran around the table
Miles would run the opposite way.  Leo was wet and Miles was laughing
uncontrollably. I was almost afraid to ask what happened. Joseph left the
room as if sensing the future doom.

"Do I even want to know?" I asked. Leo spun around to look at me. He
pointed towards Miles.

"That little squirt threw freezing cold water on me!" Leo shouted. He
wasn't mad, in fact if he wasn't the one suffering, then he would be
laughing too. He was just...surprised. I glanced at Miles.

"Did you do that?" I asked knowing full well that he did.

"Yeah it was SOOOO funny!" Miles shouted breaking out in laughter
again. "You...told me to...wake him up..."

"Yeah but.." I stopped halfway in my sentence. Leo wasn't paying attention
anymore. He was now standing next to the sink filling a cup with water.

"You put the squirt up to this?" He asked walking towards me. My eyes
widened when I realized what he was going to do.

"No Leo I-" Before I could finish my sentence Leo threw the water on me. It
was freezing. Miles stared on in shock.

"Now we're even." Leo stated with a grin. Miles erupted with laughter as
did Leo. I just glared at them both. I shook my head and walked over to the
sink filling up a cup of my own. Leo backed away holding his hands up as if
surrendering.

"Look Golden I just wanted us to be even. No use in starting something you
can't finish." He said.

"But we are even Leo, well kind of."

He looked at me confused. I quickly glance in Miles' direction then back to
Leo.  He winked at me signaling he now knew the game plan. I walked around
the table to where Miles was. He instinctively backed up, but was surprised
when he hit something solid. He slowly turned around looking up at Leo.  He
didn't look surprised the little squirt was confident, cocky even.  He
turned back around to face me with a grin on his face.

"Ready to get wet little guy?" I asked rhetorically.

"I don't think I will get wet big brother."

"Oh really?" I asked, "Leo grab him so he can't run away."

As Leo went to grab him Miles fell to the floor and quickly crawled through
Leo's legs and kicked him in the butt, causing Leo to stumble forward and
fall on top of me and the water coming down to land on us both. Miles
erupted in laughter before running upstairs and slamming his door shut,
presumably locking it. Leo and I were both laughing.

"I can't believe the squirt came up with that all by himself." Leo stated
laughing again at our situation.

"Your telling me, he is too sneaky for his on good...and cocky too."

"I can't believe he crawled under my legs I should have grabbed him
sooner."

"Yeah then maybe you wouldn't have landed on top of me." I added with a
smirk.

"Who ever said that I didn't want to be on top of you?" He counted with a
smirk of his own.

"What now?"  I asked trying to sound innocent.

"This." He said leaning down until his lips touched mine in a simple
kiss. I smiled into the kiss. I still feel weird kissing him sometimes, but
then again when he kisses me like this it makes me forget about all my
doubts and insecurities that I have about our relationship. He calms me and
reassures me that I made the right decision. After sometime I wrap my arms
around his neck pulling him closer to me deepening the kiss as I open my
mouth to receive his tongue. Without hesitation he shoves his tongue into
my mouth wrapping it around my own and sucking it gently. I swear if I was
standing right now I would have collapsed.  Leo reached out his hands,
which were previously holding him up, to grab my hair pulling it
slightly. I arched my back and moaned in response causing us to break the
kiss. That didn't stop him though. He quickly attached himself to my neck
sucking and biting causing me to moan louder. God I didn't want him to stop
that. It felt so good, I wanted more. I let go of my hold on his neck and
let my hands travel down to the bottom of his shirt. I grip it tightly and
tug on it getting his attention, he stops kissing my neck long enough to
look up at me. God his eyes are captivating; I feel as if I could get lost
in his gaze alone. At the moment his eyes held so much lust for me it was
almost overwhelming, but I could also see the love that he had for me just
as clear.

"Take this off." I said, which sounded more like a demand. I tugged on his
shirt again to let him know what I meant. He smiled seductively at me
before lifting off me long enough to take his shirt off then he fell back
on top of me and resumed his torture on my neck. I let my hands roam freely
across his rock solid body. From his pecs, to his strong arms, and down to
his chiseled abs. God I wanted him so bad. My body was responding to his
every touch and I was so turned on at that moment that I was soaking
through my jeans with precum. I wanted to feel all of his body, every part
of him. To be honest I have no idea how things could so easy progress. Just
last night I agreed to be with him, and now here we were in the middle of
my kitchen making out like horny teenagers. Why is it that his man does
this to me? Make me act without thinking, makes me throw caution to the
wind and break free, make me this excited. I don't know what it is about
Leo, possibly the fact that I've known him my entire life, or that I've
always felt something for him subconsciously, but right now I wanted
nothing more than to make love to him. Passionate, hard, unedited love
making. Somewhere in between me taking off Leo's shirt and my thoughts, my
shirt had been discarded and my pants were unbuttoned and unzipped.  Leo
was now kissing and licking at my stomach and I was moaning loudly. His
hand rested on my hard and now very sensitive cock and he continued to lick
and kiss his way further down my body. He got to my cock and suddenly
stopped. Did I do something wrong?  Did he even want to do that? Leo
glanced up at me his onyx eyes staring into mine as if to ask if it was
okay to go on. I nodded my head, maybe too enthusiastically. He smirked and
put his hands on my boxers while still maintaining eye contact with
me. Slowly he pulled then down to release my throbbing cock. His eyes
widened in shock at the size and thickness of my cock.

"This has gotten a lot bigger since I last saw it huh?" He asked lust
lacing in with every word. I nodded my head yes. We used to see each other
naked all the time when we were kids. It wasn't a big deal to us, being
naked around the other. We were both comfortable with our bodies and we
thought nothing more of it. We even saw each other jack off
sometimes. Though not on purpose, at least not when I did it. Looking back
on it now Leo probably set the whole thing up, seeing that I would always
catch him jacking off. Sneaky. I laughed inwardly. I glanced back down to
Leo who seemed somewhat transfixed on my cock. I thrust my hips forward a
little to get his attention again.

"Impatient are we?" He asked taunting me.

"Just please...do something."

"I will..."

He reached his hand out to grasp my cock and I swear I could have shot my
load right then and there with just the touch of his hand. That's how hard
I was. He moved his hand up and down in a painfully slow movement. He was
torturing me. Damn it. I tried to thrust my hips upward again but he held
me down with his other hand.

"Please Leo-" I begged.

"Please what?" He asked innocently.

"Please let me cum." I looked into his eyes with my pleading him more. I
couldn't take this anymore. The pressure was getting to me. It was either
cum, or go crazy. And I am far to young to go crazy. He nodded his head and
his hand began to speed up. Then all of the sudden he stopped.

"Leo what's the-" I asked only to be cut off when his tongue licked the top
of my cock. I moaned or screamed I don't remember, either way it was in
ecstasy. It didn't seem to phase him as he continued to lick at the head of
my cock. I tilted my head back and my eyes rolled back into my head. I was
in heaven. This was the first time that I had ever experience something
like this and I could only moan out `mores' and `don't stops' as he licked
at my cock. My hands instinctively went to his head and grabbed his hair
pulling it slightly but not enough to hurt him. Then he did something that
made me burst, literally. His whole mouth engulfed my cock completely all
the way to the base. I couldn't hold back anymore. I screamed out his name
as I pulled him close and shot the most powerful orgasm I have ever shot. I
felt him swallow everything around my cock and I fell back satisfied. I was
a little worried that he would mad at me for cumming in his mouth, but when
he continued to nurse my cock well after I came I relaxed a little. I
lifted his head off my cock because the sensation was too much for me, I
was just to sensitive. He smiled at me and leaned forward to kiss me. At
first I was a little unsure about kissing him after what he did, but I
kissed him anyway and I'm glad that I did. Somehow it was more passionate
this time. I reached down to his pants and unbuttoned and unzipped them. I
wanted to repay him but I also decided that I wanted him inside me. I
reached into his pants and pulled out his cock. This time it was me who
stood there dumb founded as I looked down at his cock. I broke the kiss
immediately. I wanted that, that thing inside me?! He seemed to sense my
uneasiness.

"You don't have to if you don't want to." He whispered into my ear. "Its
okay with me if you can't. I liked doing it to you." He leaned closer
towards my ear and I could feel his breath and lips as he spoke to
me. "Besides...you taste good to me."

I must have blushed from top to bottom. It was so sexy the way he had said
it. His voice was raspy. I instantly got hard all over again. "No I want to
Leo. I've never done anything like this before, but with you I want to." I
said. Looking him in the eye.

"Okay." He said nodding his head. We traded places so that he was now on
the bottom and I was on the top.  I kissed him hard showing him that I had
every intention of repaying him.

There was a fait sound but I heard it nonetheless. I broke the kiss and put
a finger to his lips and to mine to signal him to be quiet. Then I heard it
again. I panicked. Quickly I pushed off of Leo and rushed to pull my pants
up.

"Leo get your clothes on now." I demanded. He looked at me confused.

"I thought you wanted to do more...you know?" He said trying to pull me
down back on top of him.

"Yeah Leo I want to, believe me I do, but you have to get your clothes on
now." I said stressing the importance of him getting his clothes on.
"Please you will understand in a minute." He didn't hesitate after that. I
ran across the room and grabbed my shirt and threw Leo his. He quickly put
his back on and mine was almost on when the front door opened. I pulled my
shirt over my head, just as Faith and Serenity walked around the
corner. They were both dressed in female business suits that were tailored
specifically to their frame. Faith glanced back and forth from Leo to
me. Her arms were crossed in an intimidating manner and her face was
lacking of any emotion. I swallowed hard. Somehow I think she knew. She had
to know. I think that I was looking guilty enough for the both of us.
Serenity just stared at me a slight smile on her face. I was happy to see
she was doing okay.

"It seems like we've interrupted something here. Don't you think Serenity."
She said turning to Serenity. Serenity nodded her head in agreement, though
I don't think she understood what Faith meant. Faith turned her gaze back
to me. "I hope you enjoyed yourself, little brother." She said
smirking. "Leo didn't hurt you too bad did he?"

I knew it. She knew. Correction, this is the most embarrassing moment of my
life. How did she know. Its like she has eyes everywhere. Maybe. Maybe she
was just bluffing.

"I-I don't know what your talking about." I said not sounding to sure of
myself.

"Really?" Faith asked taunting me. Her eyes seemed to be daring me to
continue.

She knew.

"I think that's enough." Leo stated stepping forward and putting his arm
around my shoulder.

Faith laughed. It was a cold laugh, not a happy joyous laugh, but more of a
mocking fake laugh. "I knew it." We all looked at her confused. `I knew you
liked my brother in fact I've known about your little infatuation with my
brother for quite sometime, just like I`ve know my dear brother likes
men. Its not a shock to me that you two idiots would end up together
eventually." She stated. Serenity gasped. She was only one who was shocked
by Faith's statement.

"Wait! Let me get this straight." Serenity shouted causing everyone to look
at her. "Golden is what Faith saying true...are you and
Leo...together...are you...gay?"

I didn't even get a chance to speak, but I don't think I would have known
what to say anyway.

"Yes Serenity, your brother and I are together." Leo said. Serenity's face
was as stoic as Faith's. I just wanted her to say something, anything
really. I knew Faith would ridicule me but I would hope that Serenity would
be more understanding. I guess I was wrong.

"And Father trusted you to run his business?" Faith said breaking through
the silence.

Anger. That's all I felt now was anger. The embarrassing feeling subsided
and all that was left was anger. How dare she just come into my house and
talk to me like I was a child. Serenity hadn't said much since Leo admitted
to us being together but I don't think that she leaning towards my side
which is fine by me. I don't need her then, I don't need neither one of
them. There was however one thing that I needed to know. One thing that I
didn't understand.

"Why?" I whispered. I'm not sure if Faith heard me, but I was far from
done. "Why are you being so...heartless? Every since mom and dad died
you've been nothing but malicious to me. Why do you hate me so much?" I
think I was crying. Leo pulled me closer to his body and hugged me in a
comforting way. I didn't understand it. Why my sister hated me. What had I
done to deserve her hatred?

"I don't hate you little brother." Faith said stressing the words little
brother. Her voice was still cold and emotionless. She walked forward to
us. "I'm just proving my point."

"Point?" I whispered. "What point?"

"That your not strong enough to run this company, OR take care of Miles."
She said letting her anger slip through a little. "You're a child you don't
know anything about running a corporation. Father shouldn't have entrusted
you with his share of the corporation. They should have given it all to
me. I'm the one most capable to run the business. Not Serenity, not Leslie,
and certainly not You! But then again you were always Father`s favorite. No
wonder why you got his share of the corporation. If he had known that you
were a faggot, he would have never named you his successor." She
laughed. "You probably wouldn't have even gotten one cent."

"Your delusional." I yelled back.

"Maybe but I'd rather be delusional then a snot nosed crybaby waste of
human space faggot!" She spat before spinning on her heals and walking
towards the door. Leo wanted to run after her, but I held his hand to
prevent him from leaving. "This isn't your fight." I whispered to him. "I
have to take care of this on my own."

"But-" He started but I just shook my head. He seemed to clam down a little
but his body was still tense. Serenity remained in the kitchen with us. She
walked over to us and stood in front of me. I was expecting her to call me
a faggot just as Faith had did and some other things then leave, but she
surprised me when she reached her arms out and pulled me into an embrace. I
could feel her crying and hear her soft sobs. I wrapped my arms around her
waist and cried with her. I can't remember the last time I hugged my
sister. She didn't even hug me at our parents funeral. But I guess she was
making up for it all now. Either way I was just happy that she wasn't
yelling at me.

"I'm so sorry." She murmured. "What Faith said was wrong. She is
wrong. You're our brother and this is all the family we have left. You, me,
Miles, Faith, and Leslie, where ever he is." She hugged me tighter. "She
will come around, you know how she is."

I laughed a little. "Yeah but I also know she can hold a grudge and that
this whole situation is deeper than me being gay." She suddenly released
her grip on me and stared at me wide eyed. She looked like a deer in the
headlights.

She gasped. "Oh my gosh...what about Miles?"

I shrugged. "What about him?"

"Well how will he handle all this...you know...you and Leo?" She asked
looking back and forth between Leo and I.

"I already know." Miles' voice sounded from behind Serenity. She turned
around to see Miles standing behind her. She let out a gasp or whimper with
the word `what' stuck somewhere in between. Miles smiled in his normal
fashion showing all of his `pearly whites' as he calls them.

He nodded his head enthusiastically. "Yeah I knowed--"

"The word is knew. I knew, not knowed." I corrected. He rolled his eyes
playfully.

 " I knew that Leo liked big brother. He is always looking at him like
daddy looked at mommy." Miles said looking at Leo who blushed
immediately. I smiled, it looked cute on him. "So I asked Leo if he liked
big brother and he said yes, and then I said OKAY!"

Serenity took a minute to process Miles' words. She looked like she was in
deep thought and was staring at the ground, as if looking to if for the
answers that needed. She clapped her hands together and smiled.

That was a good sign.

"Then it's settled. If Miles is okay with it then I see no problem." She
said walking over to Miles and embracing him too in a bear hug. "I've
missed you."

"Then why don't you stay?" He asked innocently. She looked back at me as if
waiting for me to answer for her.

"No I can't, I don't want to be a bother."

"Nonsense." Leo said surprising me but he was right.

"Yeah sis stay, please. This house is yours as much as it is ours. There's
no bother." I said. I could see that she was on the verge of tears. Did she
miss us that much? I didn't know. She nodded her head and let go of
Miles. She pulled out her cell phone and made a quick call, I assume to
have her things brought here. She clamped the phone shut and smiled.

"My things are on the way." She said.

I nodded my head, Leo smiled, and Miles wrapped his arms around her neck
and hugged her tightly.

"Now all we need is to track down Leslie and force him and Faith to move
back in and everything will be fine."  I stated sarcastically.

Everyone laughed.

"Piece of cake." Serenity replied and stood up with Miles in her arms.

I glanced up at Leo and he leaned down and kissed me gently. Just a little
peck on the lips, but it was still a nice gesture.

"You guys are too cute." Serenity said smiling while Miles made a grossed
out face like he had just seen mom and dad kiss. I just made a funny face
back and he laughed. "Well I'm gonna go up stairs to take a little nap
since Faith had me wake up this morning at six."

"But it's Saturday!" Leo shouted.

"Yeah well Faith is a tough boss." She added before disappearing around the
corner.

Leo and I stared at each other.

"That went--"

"Great." I said finishing his sentence.  We both laughed.

"Well I don't know about you, but all that excitement made me hungry." He
said smiling and pulling me into his arms in a hug.

"Yeah me to." I added kissing him softly.

~

After breakfast it was a little after two, so I decided to go take a
shower. Leo stayed behind to clean up the mess in the kitchen. He was so
helpful, even though I had maids to do that he still insisted that he do
it. I turned on the water and waited for it to warm up before I stepped in
the shower. As I let the water run over my body relaxing my muscles and
calm me, I couldn't help but think about Leo and what happened in the
kitchen this morning. His touch, his deep voice whispering in my ear, his
kisses.  I felt myself getting aroused.  I couldn't do that here. I quickly
grabbed the soap and lathered my body up paying close attention to my
cock. Before I knew it I was stroking myself and moaning Leo's name
softly. The door to the shower opened in Leo stood in the door way
completely naked and smiling seductively at me. Between his smile and his
eyes , which were closed slightly, I wanted to jump him. He stepped inside
the shower without saying a word and wrapped his left arm around my waist
and his other arm around my neck and pulled me into a kiss. I put my hand
on his shoulders and just let him take control. He pushed me softly into
the wall and I moaned. He took this opportunity to push his tongue into my
mouth licking and savoring the inside. My arms wrapped around his neck as I
kissed him harder.

The door to the bathroom opened and Serenity walked in with her hand
covering her eyes.

"Serenity what are you doing?" I shouted.

"Oh god are you and Leo--"

"No." I said and under by breath added `at least not anymore.'

"Oh well you know my stuff hasn't arrived yet and I'm not as tired as I
thought so I wanted to go to the beach but I didn't have any shaving stuff
in my bathroom anymore--"

She was rambling. I sighed.

"Serenity..."

She opened the cabinet and reached in with her eyes still covered and found
what she was looking for.

"Found it!"

"Yeah you have now you can leave."

She started walking out the door with her eyes still covered.

"Serenity watch out for the--"

She hit the wall and muttered an `ouch.'

"I'm okay." She muttered again before walking out the door.

I sighed again and just went back to rising off. Leo wanted to pick up
where we left off, but I wasn't in the mood especially when Serenity or
worst Miles could walk in again. I finished and kissed Leo softly on the
lips before exiting the bathroom and leaving him to handle his little
problem all by himself.  I quickly dressed myself. Nothing special just
cargo pants and a shirt. I think from A&F or something. I just saw the
shirt and thought it was nice so I bought it. I glanced over to the answer
machine on the dresser by my bed as I was putting on my shoes. I had two
new messages.  I pushed the play button and the mechanical voice answered.

You have two new messages, first new message, Saturday August 27, 1:35 pm

	Mr. Brooks this is Michelle. When you get this message call me back
it urgent.

Message number two, Saturday August 27, 2:00 pm

	Mr. Brooks I am aware that I have already called, but I cannot
stress enough the importance of this call. Its urgent that you call me as
soon as possible. Mr. Brooks the future of your company could depend on it.

End of new messages

I sat on the bed in a daze. What did she mean by the future of my company
depends on it? I picked up the phone and with a shaky hand and dialed
Michelle's personal number. She picked up on the first ring.

"Hello?"