From: Alex Vasquez <avasquez@cinahl.com>
Subject: Hoop Dreams m/m
Date: 6 Sep 1997 16:46:44 GMT

Note: If you offended by gay, male sexual situations, please avoid
the following story.


Hoop Dreams - Part 4 - Gary's Brick
By Underboy

After the wonderfully exhilarating night Rudy and I had spent
together, he was quite refreshed not only physically but emotionally
as well. He had lost his virginity and gained his identity all in one
night. Not to mention the morning fuck I had given him in the shower
since he liked it so much.
"I want you to fuck me again," he whispered waking me up.

Now Rudy wanted to test the waters with his friends and I decided to
help him. We arranged to meet Gary and Dwayne for some more
basketball. As Rudy and I shot baskets, his handsome friends
appeared on the playground. We said our hellos and began to shoot
around. Gary immediately perceived Rudy's athletic exuberance on
the court as he flew in the air and ran up and down energetically.
He was like a cheetah that had been tied up for a hundred years
and suddenly released. Gary had a feeling something was up and
approached Rudy.
"How's it going, buddy?" Gary asked as he shot a free throw.
"Great. Just great, Gary," Rudy responded stoically.
"So, you never made it home last night? What happened?" Gary
asked.
"Me and David hung out last night. Just messin' around. We had a
lot of fun."
"Did you guys go out? Did you get lucky?"
"I guess you could say that."
"I knew it. You got laid, didn't you fucker? And here I was stuck
baby-sitting. Who was she?"
"Wouldn't you like to know," Rudy said as he slapped Gary on the
ass and ran the ball up the court.

Gary stood dumbfounded under the basket wondering what was
going on. Then he looked over to me at the other end as I smiled
back.

"Mother fucker," Gary said to himself.

After we played a few games we rested on the bench.
"Still got some beer, Dave?" Gary asked.
"Sure do. Are you up for a brewskie?"  I invited.
"David has some killer bud, too, dude," Rudy noted.
"Hell, yes," Gary responded. "I'm game. Can you give me a ride to
the pad later?"
"Sure. What about it Dwayne?" I extended the invitation.
"Man, I wish I could but I gotta work again tonight. Maybe tomorrow,
I'm off then. Is the offer still good?" Dwayne asked.
"Anytime, Dwayne. You're welcome to it."
"Rudy? Up for another round?" I asked.
"Nah, man. I have a mid-term tomorrow. Gotta study," Rudy
answered. "Can I get a ride with you D?"
"Word! But we better split. See ya!" Dwayne said as he and Rudy
got up and went to his car.
"Later, guys," I said as they left. "I guess it's just you and me,
Gary."
"Hey, man. More for us. Besides I'm sure we'll find something to do."
He said with a smile.
"Yeah, right," I said as we went to off my car.

Gary and I got to my apartment having had a strange conversation in
my car. He tried to probe me indirectly about had gone on between
Rudy and me. However, he didn't have the gumption to come out
and ask me any questions point blank. He asked if we had fun and
whether I liked Rudy. He asked what I thought of Rudy, what I did for
a living, how I spent my free time. The answers I gave Gary were as
cryptic as his questions. He got a bit impatient with my lack of detail.
I got the sense that Gary had a pretty good idea in his mind what
went on between us but he wasn't sure enough to confront me about
it.

I knew he and Rudy were good friends as well as roommates and he
was sincerely looking out for his buddy. But I also felt that I was
maybe intruding on his territory having hit it off so well with
Rudy. All in all, Gary was a nice guy who tried to come off a little
tougher than he was. Besides that I thought he was really cute and,
although I preferred Rudy, Gary would make a fine catch. Finally, I
had the feeling that Gary had some curiosities of his own. Why else
would he come with me to my apartment? Perhaps Gary wished it
was he instead of me who had spent the night with Rudy. I decided
to play my ace in the hole.

We entered my place and I handed Gary a beer and he sat on the
couch. I was hot and sweaty from shooting hoops and decided to
take a shower. I also wanted to see which of Gary's buttons I could
push first.
"Hey, Gary. I'm gonna take a quick shower. But make yourself at
home."
"No, problem, Dave," he said as he kicked off his sneakers.
"There's more beer in the fridge and the bud's in that stash box right
there. Why don't you roll a couple fat ones and we'll spark it up when
I get out."
"Sounds good, thanks."
"The remote is on the shelf there if you want to watch TV."

As I headed for the bathroom and turned on the shower, I peeked in
on Gary to see what he did. He turned on the television and made
sure I wasn't around and began snooping. He sifted through the
men's exercise and fashion magazines on the coffee table looking
for any homo-oriented proof that I was gay. When I saw that he was
simply curious, I stepped into the shower.

When I was done, I toweled myself off and peeked in on Gary once
more. As he rolled the joints he was watching a video I had left in
VCR.  Fortunately, it was only a workout video of some really cute,
buff guys but there was nothing hard-core about it. However, it was
exciting enough for Gary who was slowly rubbing the crotch of his
jeans shorts. I decided to give Gary a scare.
"Hey, Gary? You okay in there?" I hollered abruptly.
"Y-yeah, dude. I'm fine. No problem," he jumped up and quickly
turned off the video and tuned in to the Dodgers game. I laughed to
myself after I startled him.

Then I surprised Gary again by coming out dripping wet into the
living room wearing nothing but a short white towel wrapped around
my waist. Gary looked stunned as he saw me standing nearly naked
right before his eyes. I could tell he was quite aroused by my tight,
dripping body as he looked at me from head to toe with wide eyes.
Then I sat next to him on the couch as he started to squirm.

"Well?" I asked with my eyebrow raised. "Are you ready, Gary?"
"R-ready? For what?" Gary asked uncertain of my query.
"Ready to spark it up, dude?" I smiled.
I could see Gary resting back at ease.
"Oh, yeah. Just waitin' for you."

Gary eagerly reached for the joint and lit it up taking a huge hit
before passing it to me. Pot heads kept very good company for me.
And Gary seemed to have that laid back personality which suits me
fine. Unlike other drug users, pot smokers seemed less high strung
and more willing to go with the flow. And Gary seemed to smoke out
with the best of them.

As Gary handed me the doobie, I took a long, hard toke. As I
dragged the potent cigarette, I noticed that Gary was still looking at
my hard body still dripping wet. He must have gotten a good hit since
he didn't realize that he was gawking at me so obviously. I blew out
a cloud of smoke and absorbed my high. I was telling Gary what a
great hit I got but he was too into checking me out to notice.

"Gary? Dude!" I said raising my voice.
"Yeah, what?" he answered.
"Gary, you must be stoned. You didn't even hear me."
"Oh, yeah. Sorry, I'm reeling," He came back to reality. "What did
you say?"
"I said I'll be right back after I throw something on."
"Dave, just relax and enjoy the buzz," Gary said trying to keep me
sitting next to him in my skimpy towel.
"Don't worry. I'll be back for more," I said as I went to my room.

I could tell Gary was getting excited by the whole scene. I threw on
some faded 501s and a white T-shirt before rejoining Gary. We took
some more hits of the pot and drank some beer. We were both
pretty buzzed and feeling very relaxed. Gary then began his
interrogation.

"So, Dave. What did you and Rudy do last night?" he began to
probe.
"No much. We just hung out and had some beers."
"He didn't come home last night. Did you guys go out or something?
Score some chicks?"
"Nahh, man. We both caught a pretty good buzz and I didn't want to
drive. He ended up crashing here."
"Well, he seemed pretty happy at the court today. You know, that
zooming feeling after you've had a really good night. Know what I
mean?"
"Not really. What do you mean?"
"You know, after you get laid."
"Well, I don't know about that. We just kicked it here and had some
beer and smoke. That's all."
"Come on, Dave. Fess up. What's your story, dude?"
"My story?"
"Well, are you a fag? Are you gay, dude?"

I paused for a second. Gary's tactless approach quickly pissed me
off.
"Maybe I am. But why do you want to know? What's your story,
Gary? Are you a fag?"
"No way, man. I'm just looking out for my boy, Rudy. That's all. Did
you suck his dick or what?"
"First of all, whether I did or didn't is none of your business. Second,
why don't you ask Rudy yourself. He's your buddy, isn't he?"
"Well, yeah. But--"
"But what?"
"We're buddies but we don't talk about stuff like that."
"Oh, but you can come over here and ask me about it. Why did you
come here if you thought I was gay? Smoking pot wasn't the only
thing you wanted to do with me."
"I just thought you might want to suck my dick or something. Like
you did Rudy."

I could have easily kicked the shit out of Gary's arrogant ass and
thrown him the hell out of my apartment. But I controlled my anger
and decided to teach this horny boy a lesson he wouldn't forget. I
knew he was just using the macho act as a pathetic facade. I could
clearly see a closet case peeking out from behind that door of denial.
I planned to play up Gary's straight act to the hilt. I boldly walked up
to within a foot of Gary and looked him in the eye as he faced me
nervously.

"Gary, just admit it. You like boys, don't you?"
"Look, I'm straight. So what if I want you to suck my dick. That
makes you a fag, not me."
"Really? What else do you want? Do you want to get fucked, too?"
"Not even! Maybe I should go."
Gary turned to the door and I held his shoulder to stop him.

"So, you want me to suck your dick, Gary?"
"Maybe."
"Have you ever fucked around with guys before."
"Nahh, man."
"Never? Level with me, Gary."
"Maybe a circle jerk or two but that's it."

I slowly eyed Gary's lean body making him uncomfortable.

"The idea of another man sucking your dick turns you on, doesn't it?
That's why you came here, right?"
"I guess--kind of. But that's all," he said nervously.
"Do you have a big dick, Gary?"
"Shit, yeah. It's pretty big. Big enough for your mouth," he boasted.
"I see. Tell you what, I'll suck your dick--if yours is bigger than
mine."
"No problem," he laughed releasing some of his angst.
"But if mine is bigger than yours, you have to suck mine."
"What? No chance, dude. I'm not sucking your dick."
"I guess you're not that big after all. Are you, Gary?" I said pointing
my pinky in his face.
"Fuck that. I have a big dick. A lot of girls have told me that," he
said
defensively.
"Well, if it's that big you don't have anything to worry about do you?
I'll just have to suck it, won't I?" I reasoned.
"Yeah. I guess so. Okay." he agreed, confident that he was bigger
than me.
"Deal?"
"Deal."

Gary figured even if he wasn't bigger, there was no way he would
suck another man's dick. He would just back out. But he didn't count
on my power of persuasion.

"Okay, Gary. Let me see that big thing of yours. Whip it out, dude."
"Why don't you whip it out for me?" he suggested with a smile.

I kept my eyes glued to Gary's while I inched closer to him. I could
tell he was getting excited by my forwardness. He couldn't believe
this was all happening but he went with it simply because he could
not control his hormonal urges and his strong buzz made him
overconfident. I placed my hands at his waist and pulled his T-shirt
out from his shorts.

"What are you doing?" he asked nervously.
"I'm taking off your shirt. Just relax, Gary. I won't bite."

Gary took a breath and let me continue. I slowly lifted up his
shirt revealing his smooth torso. As I pulled his shirt up, my
hands brushed along his smooth skin. Gary raised his firm
biceps exposing the tufts of light brown hair in his armpits and I
slowly pulled the shirt off over his head. Gary had a lean, defined
chest with light brown tits and a tight six-pack of abs. His hairless
torso beckoned for my manly touch. Gary was actually was quite an
attractive stud. I decided to arouse him completely to see just how
big this blonde boy could get.

"You have a nice body, Gary. Do you work out?"
"Yeah, sometimes."

I began to stroke his blonde ego and get his motor going. He flinched
as I placed my hand on his chest and lightly caressed his soft skin.
However, I could see that the strange feel of my gentle touch felt
good to Gary. Though timid, his tacit approval allowed me to
continue feeling his desiring body. I could see him crack open his
dark closet and I made sure to keep my foot in the door. As my
fingers ran along his fair skin, he began to enjoy my sensual contact.
His homophobic exterior began to shed before my eyes as he let
himself experience my erotic entreaty. I could see the pleasure grow
in his inexperienced eyes as my hands graced his chest with my
sensitive strokes. I decided to surprise this cocky boy with a bold
move.

I placed my hand on his soft shoulder and slid my palm to the back
of his neck, lightly strumming his blonde hairs. Then without warning,
I pulled him toward me and kissed him hard and long on the lips.
Gary resisted slightly and began to pull back, pushing his hand
against my chest. But I held his head to my lips and he quickly
succumbed to my startling osculation. He melted in my mouth as
he reciprocated the kiss in earnest and our tongues rolled together.
After a few seconds, I released him and looked into his stunned
eyes. I could tell he was totally surprised but aroused by my
spontaneous overture. He was even more surprised that he allowed
me to do it. Gary found himself giving in to my tender forwardness.

I lightly stroked his neck and his warm chest as I descended the
length of his youthful body until I squatted down to face his
burgeoning crotch. I looked up at him from below and smiled.
I reached for the waist of his denim shorts and ran my fingers
along the waistband of his white BVD briefs. I could see his bulge
growing by the second. I then placed my hands on his thighs above
his shorts and worked my way up to his inflating crotch. Gary's eyes
widened and then closed as he felt my dexterous fingers brush along
his bulge and squeeze his enlarging mass.

"Whoa, dude. You seem pretty big. Looks like I have to suck this
thing after all," I said.
Gary smiled at my teasing statement and his cockiness returned.
"You know you want it, David," Gary smirked.

I then slipped my hands inside the legs of his shorts and began to
feel his hardening cock above the white cotton of his tight briefs.
Gary sighed deeply and shook with excitement as I massaged his
growing erection and sensitive balls. This blonde stud had quite a
package. He felt about 7 inches long with a thick shaft.

"Yep, you're pretty big, Gary," I flattered him.
"I told you, dude. Get ready to suck it," he said confidently.

I moved my hands to his tight ass and felt the soft fabric above his
smooth cheeks. I kneaded his curvy ass beneath his shorts and
pulled his bulging crotch against my face.

"Oh, Gary. I can't wait to suck you," I teased.

Gary smiled again as I moved my fingers to the button of his shorts
and unsnapped it. I slowly zipped down his bursting fly exposing his
protruding crotch inside his tight fitting BVDs. Gary moaned as I
slipped my hand inside his shorts and massaged his hard basket and
slinky balls. As Gary's shorts fell to the floor, this blonde jock stood
before me in his sexy, white briefs looking very studly and inviting.

I squeezed Gary's full ass once more and drew his hardened meat to
my face to feel his steel tool rub against my skin. I felt his hard meat
and grasped it firmly above his white underwear as I stroked his soft
balls and continued along his sensitive crack. Gary moaned again
with pleasure and anticipated what was to follow.

After thoroughly massaging his bursting briefs, I stretched the
waistband and slowly pulled it down his mountainous pouch. His
hard, fleshy cock sprung forth slapping against his flat abdomen. I
reached to grasp his beautiful organ and Gary's body trembled with
excitement while I stroked it slowly. He closed his eyes and lavished
the sensation of my tight grip on his succulent stick. I tickled his
silky
balls with my skilled fingers and combed through the blonde hairs of
his pubic nest sending him into ecstasy. I admired his well sculpted
toy and would have sucked it right there if he weren't so cocky. But I
continued my ploy in earnest.

I slowly stood up and faced Gary once more as I held his rigid cock
in my squeezing hand.

"Well, what are you waiting for? Aren't you going to suck it?" Gary
asked impatiently.
"First you have to see if your dick is bigger than mine," I reminded
him.
"Ahh, come on, dude. You said yourself it was pretty huge. Just suck
me off. You know you want to," Gary pleaded.
"We had a deal. Now you have to see how big mine is. If yours is still
bigger, then I'll suck you, no problem."

Gary stood before me with his swollen flesh sticking out of his white
BVDs as I gently stroked it. He was very excited by my skin dance
and liked the way I felt his yearning body. Gary was at the point of
no return.

"You're a fucking tease, Dave. All right, I'll do it," Gary agreed.

Gary was more than hot and bothered with my tantalizing touches
but this game was turning him on. I could tell he wanted it bad. He
decided to play along so long as it meant getting sucked by another
man. I shoved his perky tool back into his jockeys and directed his
action upon me.

"First, take off my shirt, Gary," I asked.

Gary hastily yanked up on my shirt but I would have no quickie.

"Hold up, Gary. What's your rush? Take it slow. Just like I did with
you."
"Okay, okay," he agreed.

Gary slowly removed my shirt revealing smooth. He quickly became
quite drawn to the same chest that turned him on when I got out of
the shower. I could tell he was still apprehensive about engaging me
himself. I took his hand and slowly drew it to my chest and guided
him to feel my firm body. Gary took the hint and continued to release
his inhibitions. He sensuously felt my torso on his own and zig-
zagged his fingers upon my skin. He grew aroused by touching me
and allowed himself to get into the action.

I could tell he liked the smooth feel of my body as he used both
hands to feel me. He even surprised me with some of his own
moves. He softly caressed my chest and lightly pinched my brown
tits. He squeezed my firm pecs and stroked my flat stomach. His
arousal was apparent as his enlarged bulge protruded again from his
BVDs. He looked at me and slowly leaned toward me inviting for
another deep kiss. I obliged his overture and met his soft lips as he
reciprocated the startling kiss I gave him earlier. Gary enjoyed the
closeness of our manly contact. He was clearly submitting to my
sexual allure. He kissed my neck and then descended upon my
smooth body until he reached my navel. His tongue tickled the
sparse hairs just above the button of my jeans as he knelt down.

Gary was on his knees when he paused and looked at me from
below. I guided his timid hand to my ass and he slowly kneaded my
supple cheeks above the soft denim of my faded jeans. I then took
his hand and placed it above my solid crotch. Gary marveled as he
felt his palm resting upon my large, hardened bulge, feeling another
man's pouch for the first time in his life. He gently felt the 8 inch
length of my hardened member beneath my jeans. As soon as he
got past the arousing feeling of my concealed cock, he realized just
how large I was.

"Uh-oh," Gary said quietly as he realized that my dick was obviously
bigger than his. The deal compelled him to suck my cock. He looked
at up me with a worried expression and then felt me again to confirm
my size. Maybe it was the padding of my underwear and my jeans,
he hoped.

"Whip it out, dude," I said to him.

Gary reluctantly unbuttoned the fly on my faded 501s knowing what
was in store for him. His trepidation was decreased when he saw
that I was wearing boxers. My blue-green plaid boxer shorts excited
him as he slowly unbuttoned the rest and pulled my fly apart. I took
his inexperienced hand and placed it right on my erection above the
cotton shorts. Once he felt the length of my flesh, Gary knew that he
had lost the deal and contemplated his next move as he continued to
feel the outline of my trim boxers.

While he had never planned on this, Gary was never more excited at
the prospect of being so close to another man in his life. He played
onward and slid my jeans down to my ankles. I kicked off my empty
501s and stood before Gary in my sexy shorts. He returned his
attention to my throbbing tool and continued to feel it with his
measuring hands. Realizing that he was stalling, I held Gary's head
and pressed it against my pelvis. He felt the fabric of my boxers and
my rising pole rubbing against his face and became very aroused.

But he was not sure he could go through with this and pulled his face
back. He resumed feeling me with his hands and I sighed with delight
as he slowly fondled my erect prick with his tender fingers. Gary was
simply delaying the inevitable as his innocent hands felt the startling
length of my steel flesh from above my shorts. As he felt me out, he
thought about what he would have to do.

"Whip it out, Gary."

He slowly pulled down the waistband of my boxers exposing my
awesome manhood standing before his startled eyes. He stared at
my tall flagpole and dangling balls in disbelief with the final
realization that I had played him like a piccolo.

"Well, Gary. Looks like I'm the bigger man. You know what to do."
"Wait, David. I can't--I mean, I've never done this before," he
whimpered.
"We had a deal, Gary. Besides, there's a first time for everything," I
said smiling.
"No way, man. I can't do it. I won't suck your dick."

Gary tried to weasel his way out but before he had time to back
away, I quickly held his head and shoved my hard tool against
Gary's unwilling face. He struggled as my stiff pole glanced against
his cheek and nose.

"No, I can't," he resisted.
"Come on, Gary. I know you want it."
"No. Wait, wait," he protested.

Gary's futile protest was overtaken by my pressing force. I reached
down and held my eager erection and waved it before his face while
I held his head before it. I brushed the reddened head over his
struggling mouth as he feigned resistance. Despite his obligatory
struggle, Gary knew he wanted me and finally succumbed to his
strong desire. His arousal was too much to contain as he lustfully
opened his eager mouth widely welcomed my heated flesh inside. I
shoved my piercing cock along his tender lips and he tasted my
forceful tool excitedly.

Transformed by his raging boyish lust, Gary did a complete reversal.
As my meaty flesh slid inside his taking mouth, Gary totally relented
and allowed me to thrust forward at will. While he could not believe
he had another man's dick inside of his mouth he was excited all the
more by this compromising position. Gary was now possessed by
the sexual demons he had repressed so long. In this surreal
moment, his lust overpowered his arrogance as he now indulged his
true desire without limit.

As his libido took over he began to suck my thick rod passionately
and enthusiastically. I raised my hips and pushed my throbbing pipe
inside his oral tunnel. As I thrust myself in and out of Gary's mouth, I
released his head and he began to suck my cock quite voluntarily.
His arousal was apparent as he tightened his lips around my rigid
pole and held my ass and took me deeper. I watched with heated
excitement as this gorgeous boy dropped his homophobic facade
and sucked my cock like it was the last one on earth. Gary grew
increasingly excited with each brush of my spongy flesh along his
spiraling tongue. He was now sucking me with more energy than I
thought was possible from this macho stud who was telling me "no"
only seconds ago. Gary's innocent curiosities had now become
reality as he wantonly sucked another man's dick for the first time in
his life.

Gary then held my blood-filled probe in his grasping hand and began
to lick my swinging balls. He opened his mouth widely and bounced
my soft testicles upon his winding tongue. He tasted my wrinkled
scrotum voraciously before he engulfed my balls one by one into his
warm mouth, bathing them in his saliva. He looked up and at me as
he released my sack and slid back up my long, pulsing shaft. I
guided Gary's sucking head as my rigid probe slid back inside his
taking mouth.

Now Gary was enjoying his oral adventure thoroughly as he
squeezed my boxer-covered ass and pulled me deeper into his
watering mouth. His intense arousal allowed him to take all I could
dish out. Gary was beside himself and in disbelief as he felt my penis
sliding inside his mouth. It was as if all the years of his sexual
suppression seemed explode at once permeating his soul and
releasing the subdued pleasure of his homosexual inhibitions. He no
longer cared about his social fears and simply let his baser impulses
take over. I bucked forward and fucked Gary's virgin mouth
repeatedly as he struggled not to gag.

"Suck me, Gary. Suck me. You know you love that fat dick in your
mouth."

Gary moaned and sucked me harder with my vulgar speak. He
clenched his lips harder around my sliding shaft until his jaw grew
weary. I could feel my sensitive head hit the back of Gary's throat as
I held his head and thrust forward. Gary yanked down my manly
boxers and grabbed my ass firmly as he thrust my jolting cock deep
within his expanding throat. He drew my plaid shorts to his face and
inhaled my musky scent which drove him crazy.

Faster and faster Gary sucked my slithery tool giving me incredible
pleasure and bringing me closer to my impending orgasm. His head
bounced back and his blonde hair flew across his forehead as I
thrust harder into his virgin mouth. Finally, I could no longer hold
myself back. The image of this innocent blonde jock sucking my hard
cock so intensely sent me over the edge.

"Uhhg, uhhg. I'm coming, Gary!" I warned.

Gary tried to pull his tired mouth away but I held his head in place for
the Coup de Gras of this studly boy's initiation. Suddenly the
wonderful, climactic tingle consumed my entire body as Gary was
about to consume my shooting load. I felt my thick load spew shot
after shot inside of Gary's pristine mouth. He gagged slightly as my
warm juice hit his throat and splashed on his tongue. My creamy
juice filled his mouth and dribbled out past his lips as he began to
swallow. Although the salty taste of my orgasmic fluid was foreign to
him, he grew excited and took it in. He swallowed as much of my
crowning glory as he could until the overflow dripped down his chin
and neck. I finally removed my swollen cock from his weary mouth
as he smacked his lips stretching thick strands of cum from his
teeth and tongue.

As I jerked my wet tool, the final spurts of my hot fluid shot across
his fair face, dripping down his smooth cheeks and past his
glistening lips. Gary's cum-covered face was a sight to behold. This
supposed straight boy who came to have his own cock sucked was
now shamefully drenched in the same taboo fluid he had intended to
release upon me.

The bewildered expression on Gary's sticky face turned me on. I
lifted him to his feet and held him tightly against my expended body
in gratitude for such a fulfilling performance. I let him go and we fell
back on the couch and rested.

"Are you okay, Gary?" I asked, smiling at his dripping face.
"Yeah, I think so." he said with a dumbfounded look. "I can't believe I
did that. I sucked your dick."

Gary's sexual stupor quickly evaporated and was replaced with the
residue of guilt and humiliation.

"You were really good, Gary," I complimented.
"I can't believe you came in my mouth. Look at me. I have cum all
over my face, man."
As I handed Gary a towel I could see the guilt ridden look on his
face. The post-ecstatic embarrassment had set in.

"What I just did--I never thought I would--David, you set me up. You
planned this whole thing," Gary argued as he wiped the cum from his
face, smelling the manly vapors.
"I set you up? You were the one who came over assuming I was
going to suck you, remember?"
"Yeah, but you turned the tables on me. I didn't know this would
happen."
"I only did it because you were so fucking cocky. You thought you
could march in here and expect to get a head job from me just
because I'm gay. I don't suck just any guy's cock, Gary."
"Why didn't you just tell me from the start? You just played me."
"I had to teach you a lesson. Come on, Gary. You know you liked it.
You were all over me."
"Okay, I liked it. That's hard to admit to myself. I totally lost
control. I
never thought I would ever suck another guy's dick."
"But you did. And it's okay, Gary."
"I don't know, David. I really feel stupid right now. I don't know what
came over me. "
"I did." I said to lighten the moment as Gary chuckled.
"That's not funny."
"C'mon Gary. The moment I touched your body, you knew you
wanted it. It felt good. You liked it. It's all right."

I placed my arm over Gary for reassurance and tried to alleviate his
guilt.

"Gary, I knew what you wanted when you agreed to come over even
though you weren't sure. I just didn't think you would be so brash."

As he searched his soul, Gary knew I was right. The difficulty came
in admitting his inner feelings.

"Okay, David. You're right. I feel like I have to put up this front to
cover my feelings but they're still there. It's really hard to deal with
this so I didn't."
"I did the same thing, Gary. It's hard isn't it?"
"I guess I've always been attracted to guys--ever since I was a kid.
But everything told me that it was wrong. So, I tried to hide that part
of me hoping it would go away, but it never did. I tried to deny those
feelings and bury them deep inside. I didn't want to be different
especially since it seemed so bad. So I just played along with being
straight until I convinced myself I was straight. And now this."
"Gary. It's okay. Deep down you know you wanted to do this for a
long time. This side of you has been dying to get out. And it felt good
to let it out, right? You know you liked it. You know how you feel
inside and now you can start to open up. You don't have to play that
straight game anymore."
"I can't, David. I know what people will think about me. I don't want
to be called a fag or a queer."
"Don't worry about them. Just worry about you."
"That's easy for you to say. It's hard to act on how I feel--what I am.
I'm still not sure of myself."
"I know. It will be tough road, Gary, but you're only 21. Some guys
come out a lot later or never. it will be okay."
"I don't know. Maybe you're right, David."

Gary felt a little better after his experience with me but was still
afraid
of his future. My reassurance helped him but he still felt confused
and compromised.

"Man, I came here for you to suck my dick and I ended up sucking
yours. I can't believe it," Gary pouted.
"Come over here you stud."

I pulled Gary to me and held him tightly. He began to feel a little
relieved. He smiled and became excited as I began to fondle him.
Since he had been such a good sport about my sneaky ploy I
decided to give him an experience he would never forget.