Date: Mon, 17 Jan 2005 09:03:46 -0800 (PST)
From: Mickey S <njmcmick@yahoo.com>
Subject: Hypnotize Me, Ch. 9

If you are under age, or live in an area where reading stories that include
sex between males is illegal, or if you're not into this type of story,
please leave. This story is a work of fiction written for my amusement and
yours. I have added a lot of fantasy to the very little I know about
hypnosis. As they say on television, do not try this at home. Please leave
hypnosis to the professionals.

The author retains all rights.  No reproductions are allowed without the
author's consent. Comments are appreciated at NJMcMick@yahoo.com.

Chapter Nine

Josh

Even though there was very little light coming in through the window when I
woke up early Saturday morning I could tell I wasn't in my own bed. My head
felt fuzzy and there was someone lying behind me holding me, his hard cock
pressed into the crack of my ass. Jake! The scene at the bar came into my
head and I felt almost sick. I couldn't believe I'd acted like that. What
was wrong with me?

I lay there a few minutes berating myself, sure that there was no way I was
going to fall back asleep. After a while I calmed down and decided it was
nicer to focus on the hard dick poking my butt. He felt huge, but then
again I wasn't used to the feeling. We were on our left sides and Jake's
whole body was pressed against mine. He felt so good, so right. I reached
around behind me and tried to grab his cock through his boxers, gently so I
wouldn't wake him up. He felt even bigger in my hand. It felt thick and I
ran my hand along the shaft, trying to guess the length. I was able to work
a finger into the fly of his shorts and felt the hot smooth skin on his
rod. Jake shifted a bit and I pulled my hand back, not wanting to be caught
feeling him up. I grabbed my own hardon through my underwear and could
immediately tell the difference in size. Damn, he was big!

The next thing I knew it was much lighter in the room and I was alone in
bed. I threw the covers back and got out of bed just as Jake walked out of
the bathroom with a white towel wrapped around his waist.  He was stunning
with the contrast between the towel and his dark brown skin. And his body!
Damn! He'd looked good in clothes but I never dreamed he'd be this hot. He
had a slim but muscular body with well-defined pecs, nipples that stood out
like pencil erasers and at least a six pack for abs. His chest tapered in a
V to a small waist and slim hips. He had absolutely no hair on his body
that I could see. I tried not to stare too much at the bulge in the front
of the towel.

"Good morning, Josh. Nice to see you, too." He nodded toward my crotch and
I looked down. My morning wood was sticking straight out of the fly in my
boxers. I blushed and turned my back on him, stuffing my dick back in my
drawers.

"Sorry about that, Jake. I'm sorry about last night, too. Thanks for saving
me."

"Don't mention it. We'll talk later." He led me to the bathroom. "Here's a
new toothbrush for you. There's shampoo in the shower and fresh towels over
here. Take your time and come down for breakfast when you're ready."

He gave me a little swat on the butt and left the room. I left the door
open while I brushed my teeth and watched him in the mirror. He pulled off
the towel exposing a hot round bubble butt. When he turned around I
literally dropped the toothbrush. His dick wasn't hard but it was
swollen. It hung halfway to his knees and looked nearly as thick as my
wrist. He looked up at the sound of the toothbrush hitting the sink, caught
my eyes in the mirror and grinned at me, then turned and walked out of my
view.

In the shower I thought again about how out of control I had been the night
before. Jake was being very nice considering the way I'd come on to him on
the phone and what he walked in on outside the bar. Maybe it wasn't as bad
as I remembered it. One thing I was sure of, though. No more hypnosis. It
was really fucking up my head. I had to calm down and get my mind off sex;
getting fucked, to be specific. I wasn't sure if I could do that but I had
to. Maybe Jake would have some suggestions.

Jake

I woke up with Josh in my arms. Big Jake was hard and pressed to his
ass. It was a good thing I'd left our shorts on the night before or I would
have had trouble controlling myself. As it was I had to pull myself away
and get out of bed immediately. I threw on some sweats and went out for a
run. It was only eight and after the night he had had I was sure Josh would
be asleep for a while. I ran my usual five miles and headed back to the
house.

When I got home I took a long hot shower. Just knowing that Josh was
sleeping in the next room got Big Jake hard. I didn't want to jerk off but
I had to get rid of the erection so I gradually turned the water colder
until I had Big Jake under control. I dried off, wrapped the towel around
me and went into the bedroom to be greeted my Josh pointing his dick at
me. I sent him to the shower, got dressed and went downstairs to make
breakfast. Josh joined me after a while. Afterwards we went for a walk. He
kept trying to apologize for the previous night but I was the one who had
some explaining to do and I wasn't looking forward to it.

"I think we'd better stop the hypnosis, Jake. It seemed to be working at
first, but even though we haven't had a session for over a week I feel like
I've been out of control lately. It must be doing something to my head,
making me crazed."

"I have a confession to make, Josh. I'm the one doing things to your
head. I've been doing things without you knowing about it."

I explained the phrase I had planted in his head to trigger a hypnotic
state and how I had inadvertently used the phrase over the phone the night
before. He listened to what I said but seemed confused.

"You mean you made it so that you could hypnotize me just by saying a few
words but then you didn't do it until we were on the phone, and then only
by accident? That doesn't make sense."

"No, that wouldn't. I used the phrase on you on purpose the last two times
you were here to test it. Last night was a mistake though."

"You're sure it worked, that last night was because of what you said and
wasn't just me going crazy?"

"Yes, I'm sure it worked. You went under instantly both times when you were
here."

"And then what" How could you be sure?"

I took a deep breath and told Josh how I had taken advantage of him and
abused his trust. He was quiet for a long time as we walked along.

"So you rimmed me and finger fucked me and kissed me and I sucked your
dick. Is that about it?"

"That's about it, Josh. Please believe me that I am so sorry for using you
that way. I wouldn't blame you if you hated me."

Josh was quiet and thoughtful again for a while as we continued walking. I
was beginning to think I'd really fucked up.

"The only thing I hate is that I don't remember any of it. You know I'd
like to have sex with you, Jake. I've tried not to bring it up because I
didn't want to make you feel uncomfortable. What I don't understand is why
you did all of these things if you're straight."

I breathed a sigh of relief. I hadn't destroyed our friendship. I owed him
an explanation but I wasn't sure I fully understood why I'd done what I
had.

"Lots of reasons, Josh. I love to fuck a hot ass and that has nothing to do
with my sexual orientation. I've wanted to fuck you since the first day you
came into my office but I once I got to know you I didn't want it to be
such a one-sided thing. I wanted to see if there wasn't something I could
do to make it more pleasurable for you. But I'll admit that I enjoyed
experimenting with you and not having to take responsibility for it. And
then there was something else I rediscovered, the reason I quit doing
hypnosis a long time ago."

"What's that, Jake?"

"I get off on the whole control thing. I really like being in complete
control of you, being able to make you obey me, to do anything I wanted you
to. I've tried to not do anything you wouldn't want to anyway, but I've
been afraid I was going to get carried away. I think maybe I'd better put
you under when we get back to the house and take away that post-hypnotic
suggestion. It's too tempting and we saw last night how it can backfire."

Josh

I thought about everything Jake had said. It was kind of scary thinking
that he had controlled me that way but kind of exciting too. I'd wanted to
have sex with him since I met him and I'd grown to like him so much. I knew
I should have minded that he had 'used' me, but the only thing I really
minded was that I couldn't enjoy the memory of it. It was like I hadn't had
sex with him but he had had sex with me. He felt so guilty that he wanted
to stop everything but I only wanted more. I wanted to be a willing
participant, however, and be aware of what we were doing. I think we were
both lost in our thoughts toward the end of our walk, but when we got back
to the townhouse I opened the subject again.

"I know you feel bad about taking advantage of me, Jake, but I don't see it
that way. We only did what I wanted to anyway and maybe that was the only
way you could handle it. After all, it must be awkward for you, having sex
with a guy. I can understand that you're very tentative about it and need
to be in control every step of the way."

"I think there's a lot more to the control thing than that, but that is a
part of it. I didn't want to lead you on, to raise your hopes that some
kind of relationship might be possible if it wasn't. I'll have to admit
that I surprised myself at what I was comfortable with. I'd never even
rimmed a woman before. And I sure never thought kissing a guy would be
exciting. Even there though, it was kissing you, not just kissing a guy,
that I got into. Right from that first day I saw you in the office you got
to me in a way I've never felt before."

"So what should we do now, Jake? I'd like to see how far we can take
this. I know you have your limits, but I like you a lot and want to be with
you, in any way I can. I would like to be more aware of what I'm a part of,
though."

"Like I said, we can remove that post-hypnotic suggestion so you won't be
under when we do things. Then we can see what happens without it."

"Why don't we just leave it? It might come in handy at some point. To be
honest, I kind of like the idea of you controlling me and making me do
things. I'm so shy that there are probably things I would like to do that I
don't even let myself think about, much less go after. I think you could
take me places I've never been but I trust you to take care of me as well,
to use me but not abuse me. Does that make sense?"

"I'm not sure I deserve your trust after what I've done, but I understand
what you're talking about. Just thinking about controlling you is making
Big Jake hard right now but I also feel very protective of you."

"Big Jake?"

Jake explained the pet name for his dick. He seemed a little self-conscious
talking about how big it was. After what I'd seen this morning the name
made perfect sense to me. That was another reason for keeping Jake's
ability to put me under whenever he wanted. Even after my success with the
big dildo, I wasn't sure I could handle that whopper. I might need help.

Jake

"So are you sure you want me to be able to hypnotize you whenever I want,
Josh?"

"Yeah, as long as you're careful about when you put me under and you
promise to let me remember everything we do."

"It's a deal, Josh. As much as I want to fuck you, I also don't want to go
too far in controlling you. Having you remember everything will be a
safeguard. Besides, I want you to be a part of anything we do. After we
fuck I want you to remember it. Otherwise, I might as well fuck a blowup
doll."

We both had things to do and errands to run so I took Josh back to Boonton
to get his car and we parted company for the afternoon, after agreeing that
we'd have dinner at my place and spend the night together, on purpose, this
time. After I'd run my usual Saturday errands I spent some time thinking
about this developing relationship and where it might go. It was so strange
that I was even thinking about being with a guy like that. It wasn't just
fucking that I was anticipating. I really liked Josh and enjoyed the time
we spent together. I loved looking into those gray eyes of his, too. But I
couldn't really think of it as a romantic situation. We related on many
different levels, but romance was something for me to experience with
women.

I knew we were going to fuck that night and that's what I kept coming back
to. I'd wanted it since the first time I saw his hole in my office. He'd
wanted it all along as well. Now that we had everything out in the open we
were both going to get what we wanted. Big Jake was going to open up that
hot pink pucker, one way or another. If Josh couldn't relax enough I would
put him under and make him take it. Big Jake was going to have a tight new
home and Josh was going to get fucked. It was going to happen.

Josh

I went home and cleaned the apartment and paid some bills. Then I lay down
for a nap. After my drinking spree the night before I was still dragging. I
thought about getting the dildo out and sleeping with it inside me. I knew
my ass was going to meet Big Jake that night and maybe a little stretching
would help. I decided against it because I knew I wouldn't be satisfied
with just having that dong up my butt. I'd fuck myself with it and come and
I wanted to save all my sexual energy and horniness for later.

I lay there thinking about that moment when Jake took off the towel,
exposing his body. Damn, was he hot. That incredible body was going to be
mine in a matter of hours. I wanted to kiss him all over, lick him, worship
him. I wanted to suck his nipples, rim his hot ass. I thought about that
huge dark log hanging between his legs. How much bigger did it get, anyway?
Would I be able to take it all? I knew that even if he had to put me under
he'd get it in me. I wanted him to fill me up and fuck my brains out.

As excited as I was though, I thought back to the morning, when I woke up
in his arms. That's what I wanted, too. Jake holding me, cuddling with me,
kissing me, loving me. I knew the fucking was going to happen, but was any
of the rest even possible? I knew that I was going to have to be careful or
I would fall in love with this straight man.


To be continued...