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Subject: Josh and Brian
Date: 11 Jun 98 04:28:52 GMT
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Josh & Brian
Part 1
Josh and Brian were both in their early 20's, and interested in computers and
the surfing the net. Each had an Internet access account from their homes
which captivated them for hours on end with all of the titillating things
they'd discover every time they logged on.
Over time the two would become best friends and more as they grew to
fantasize about things alone that they would ultimately experience when they
CAME together. For now, they just had fun hanging out around town
and driving around in each other's new cars. Once home, they would spend
endless hours playing games over the Internet, which would serve only as a
partial release of the penned-up post-adolescent sexual frustrations that
careened throughout their bodies daily.
Brian who was more in-touch and aware of his sensuality and sexuality than
Josh at this point would often fantasize about things as they both spent
endless hours both together and on-line. Afraid he might ruin a perfectly good
friendship, Brian would keep his innermost thoughts and feelings to himself and
never share them with anyone for fear they would be misinterpreted and forever
change the way the world looked at him. At times, Brian would feel an extra
special closeness toward his friend Josh. A closeness that was more than that
for any other friend he'd ever met. It transcended the "normal and reasonable"
boundaries of what a good friendship was supposed to be as he was becoming more
and more aware of daily.
At the same time Josh was experiencing a similar sensual and sexual awakening
on his own. It was an awakening that mirrored what was going on with his best
friend Brian across-town. He was at a stage in his life where he wasn't quite
sure where he was, but he too had more than just a passing interest in boys his
age and more specifically a burgeoning interest in his friend Brian.
When Brian and Josh would meet they would frequently exchange awkward glances
in between conversations. They both knew and felt that this friendship would
forever alter their lives in ways they could not even imagine at this time.
Daily, both thought how, just how could they break the news to the other about
how they really felt ? If they just came out and said how they felt what would
happen ? What would that mean ? The questions were endless as were the
extreme feelings of sexual frustration that had became a part of their everyday
existence.
Brian knew that he and Josh were in their prime. Single, nothing holding
them back, around the same age, and with great equipment. When Brian would
look at Josh he would have to control himself to keep from staring too long and
tipping his hand about how he felt. Frustrated, both would come together and
have fun only to go their separate ways and prolong the frustration of one not
being able to tell each other how the other felt. If one could just tell the
other how he really felt. There's so much love to be shared, a hug, a kiss, to
fondle one another to hold and touch each other in places they could only
dream of. If someone could just give them permission. Tell them that what
they're feeling is a perfectly natural experience and that its perfectly all
right to live in the moment and let go of the societal taboos that are ruining
their special friendship.
Josh & Brian
Part 2
A few days went by and things between Brian and Josh were getting
hotter and hotter, something had to give, something or someone had to
break the ice. Finally, one Friday after work Josh was feeling specially HOT.
His usual excursions on the Net and the lonely trips to
his bedroom were not going to be enough this night. He had to do
something. Something to "come out" and express his TRUE feelings for
Brian. But what, what could he do without risking exposure and
embarrassment in the wrong way ? Would Brian embarrass him ? Would his
life ever be the same ? Probably not he thought but at this point it was
well worth the risk. He was tired of the constant "go no where, do
nothing" existence he had been living up 'til now. It was time to come
screaming out of that closet and let Brian know that he was ready to put
the torch to that ice and melt it forever. After sitting alone for
several hours in stone silence, Josh tried to pick up the phone to make
"that call". The one that would send him to oblivion. The one call
that would turn his many fantasies into stark reality. He felt his
extremities go numb as he held the receiver. He kept having to press
the on-hook button to bring the dial-tone back because he was taking too
long.
Josh once again hung-up the phone and once again it was time to
reflect. Many times during High School Josh, would think about this
girl and that but often he would find there wasn't anything particularly
sexually exciting about them. There was something missing, some hidden
element. He'd heard the story about the "Birds and the Bees" from his
dad when he was just a young pup but none of that seemed to matter much
now. Josh was truly at a cross-road in his life that he could no longer
ignore. He found that he fantasized about other boys in his class when
he jacked off at night, and the thought that he was gay always crossed
his mind, but never really bothered him. It didn't seem like a big
issue to him somehow.
He was an adult now, and even though he still lived with his parents
somehow deep down he knew that he must venture out into the world and
soon. This was it. This was all he could take. Josh thought to himself
that he's been working steadily for a couple of years now, and there is
no time for him to be concerned about it, anyway. He didn't date anyone,
and he figured that when the time came, he would figure out his sexuality
and take whatever steps he thought were necessary. Life and its
mysterious meanderings were that simple to him.
As his courage built to finally make his move Josh felt his cock
becoming erect. It was harder than anytime that he'd ever remembered.
The very thought of the wonderful possibilities that lay ahead with him
finally coming out to his friend and best-buddy Brian were making it
swell with anticipation. As the sensitivity of his cock grew Josh felt
he might come right there just from the friction of his cock rubbing
against his underwear. He took a deep breath and picked up the receiver
once again. This time he was going through the door. "Damn the
Torpedoes", "Batten down the hatches", It was "Full Steam ahead" now and
there was definitely no turning back. Before he could dial, Josh had to
reach down and unzip his pants to free his cock from it's prison of
denim. It popped out as if freed from a lifetime sentence of solitary
confinement. He stared down at it momentarily noticing that it was
thick, thicker than ever and bulging with all the CUM that had built up
over the years with all those feeble-hearted ejaculations that he'd had
just fantasizing. He dare not touch it now for fear that it would literally
explode into a million pieces. It felt so liberated though so
happy to be outside. It was as if it was anticipating the phone call he
was about to make. He paused once again just long enough to fantasize
about Brian sucking on his virgin cock. Would he wrap his mouth all
around it and be able to drink his Cum as if it were the first drink
after a long dry-spell in the desert ? He could only imagine... For a
moment he leaned back in his chair and thrust his hips upward as if
delivering his hot Jism deep into Brian's warm, moist and waiting mouth.
He thought to himself "Take it !!! Take it all !!!" Within seconds Josh
found himself once again handling his massive erection. This had to be
carried through to it's logical conclusion. He couldn't stop now. He
couldn't let this go any longer. His body trembled with heat and
excitement. It's as if Brian were right there in front of him, on his
knees and waiting for Josh to come. Just then, Josh let the phone drop
from his trembling hand as this would require his complete and undivided
attention. "All hand's on Dick (I mean deck)" sorry about that...
Slowly, he slipped over to his bed so as not to loose the momentum. One
hand on his massive erection, his eyes closed, and the other hand
guiding him to the center of the bed. He kept his head turned back as
he slumped into the center of the bed. At that point Josh undid his
pants very slowly and slipped them off all the while keeping the mental
picture in his mind that he was about to get the blowjob of his life
from his truly best and only friend and companion in the world. It was
as if his subconscious mind had disconnected from the conscious world
all the better to keep him enraptured. His hips began to move up and
down ever so slowly with his hand barely sliding up and down his hot,
thick, erection. Within seconds Josh felt the Cum within him preparing
to shoot forward. He was right on the verge. He wanted to pause for a
moment and get some tissues. Something to stop the Geyser of Jism that
was sure to shoot out at any moment. But he slipped back in. Nothing
was going to ruin this for him. This was as close as he would Cum to
having the real thing before he actually did "have the real thing".
Why... it's a Virtual Blow-Job his computer-trained mind thought to
itself. It was at that moment that Josh gave one last upward thrust
with his hips into what truly felt like the back of Brian's throat.
Just then it let loose. He felt the Jism leave his body like a torpedo
leaving the launch-bay. He tensed up as the orgasm got stronger and the
Jism shot higher. He cried out and moaned loudly as his Cum shot high
into the air. All the muscles surrounding his cock were draining the
energy from all the reserves in his body. Again and again he thrust his
hips higher and higher as he completely emptied his pouch of all
remaining Cum reserves. When all was done Josh slumped to his bed and
lay motionless. He stared up at the ceiling only to notice that his cum
had shot straight up to the light which hung over his bed and was
beginning to drip back down. He grabbed his underpants and immediately
covered the area it would drip down on. At that point Josh closed his
eyes, slowly clenched his teeth and slowly uttered the words... "I love
you Brian..." His voice trailed off as he fell asleep.
Tomorrow would be another day. The day of reckoning for both Brian
and Josh. Things would never be the same...
Josh & Brian
Part 3
As he slept that night Josh would have many dreams of he and Brian taking
turns getting each other off one way then another way. He would awaken many
times during the night and just lay there as the excitement and anticipation
would build until he could make the "phone call" the next morning. Many times
during the night he toyed with the idea of calling Brian even if it meant
taking the risk of waking him out of a sound sleep. Somehow he theorized,
"Brian couldn't be sleeping, not now, not with me feeling the way I do about
him, about us." He would motion towards the phone only to come to his senses
and pull back into himself and grit his teeth in frustration. Little did he
know Brian was on the other side of town wrestling with the same feelings, the
same frustrations, and many of the same anxieties as Josh. If only he knew.
It was 3:00am Saturday morning when Brian was awakened out of a sound sleep
as if someone were standing there waiting to talk to him. He immediately
noticed a warm and slippery substance coated his underwear and bedding down by
his crotch. Could it be, he wondered to himself ? You've got to be kidding...
he thought quickly. It had been several years since Brian succumbed to the
effects of a wet dream. But this time it had happened just the same way it did
when he was only 13 years old and had experienced it for the first time. Why
did this time feel so much like the first one. He knew immediately it had to
be due his best-friend Josh who lived across town. There was no denying it any
longer, Brian had fantasized about Josh many days and many nights as the two
worked side-by-side repairing computers by day and dreaming of each other by
night. As he lay there motionless his mind became consumed with many deep and
lustful thoughts of his friend Josh. He'd wondered many times in the past what
Josh would be up to at different times during the night. Brian you see was a
firm believer in the (little-known) science of mental telepathy. Many times
during the day he'd try to communicate to Josh how much he loved him. How, if
Josh would just trust and give him the chance he would love him in many ways.
Brian you see was as protective of his friend Josh as a big brother is to a
little brother. He would lay down his life in a moment's notice for him.
Never would he let any harm come to his friend. At work he would always stand
up for Josh when others would insult or badger him needlessly because of his
youth or immaturity. Brian was truly the big brother and protector that Josh
had always wanted but could never have.
In Josh's household he often felt victimized by his fathers rage. He'd get
blamed for everything going wrong being the oldest sibling while his younger
brother could get away with murder. Over the years his frustration turned to
anger as he found himself given to fits of rage at the slightest provocation.
Others around him like his friends and coworkers could often see through this
rather thin-veneer to what was really going on deep down inside of him. Josh
was just another frustrated and confused boy trying to become a man. Often
over the years he to would be given to fits of rage similar to his fathers all
the time asking, why... Why am I so angry ? As the years passed and he
progressed toward his adolescence the anger and frustration with his situation
grew. Those around him knew this and hoped he'd just outgrow it. The key to
all this penned-up rage and frustration could be traced back to his current
living situation. He was a boy desperately trying to become a man. He needed
to move out, to get on his own, to discover who he truly was and stop having
his mom (and especially his dad) dictate his life as if he were just a Pawn in
their Chess game of life. But the world around him often felt confusing. There
were many unanswered questions. Who would be there for him if he ventured out
on his own ? Surely he couldn't look to the very source of his frustration and
anger for answers. Who would he turn to ? As is always the case in these
situations the answer is was staring him right in the face literally (or at
least 8 hours a day anyway). But as always he was still to blind or too
oblivious to notice it. Josh would continue working side-by-side with the one
solution, the one answer he needed to take that last step. The very person he
could trust with his deep, dark secrets. The one who would be there for him
and console him on those lonely days when no one else would listen.
It was 6:00am in the morning now, the morning sun was just coming up through
Josh's bedroom window. His erection still present from the night before. Upon
awakening, he immediately knew what lie ahead of him this Saturday morning. It
was D-Day, the day of reckoning, the day when he would finally test his faith
in his fellow man like never before.
He stood up, got dressed and went immediately for the phone. His mom asked him
if he'd wanted any breakfast and he yelled back not today mom as he immediately
dialed Brian's number. Everything was racing 100 miles an hour now, his
adrenaline was high. He never even stopped long enough to see what time it was
or ask himself how smart it was calling someone at 6:00am in the morning. He
could feel his heart move closer and closer to his throat as he pressed each
digit in Brian's phone number. Breathing heavily now, his erection had
subsided. He heard the first ring and suddenly all of the insecurities of the
past came rushing back. He thought quickly, should I hang up ? Is it too soon
? Will he be mad ? Will he be ready ? With each question Josh gulped as if
to swallow the questions out of sight. Another ring, his hands began to
tremble with the prospects of what lie ahead. Just then there was a voice on
the other end of the phone. It was warm, pleasant and inviting. "Hello ???"
It was Brian. "Hi Brian", he quipped back. A pause and then... "Brian..." He
paused and tried to regain his composure. Brian sat up on the bed realizing it
was Josh. He glances over at the clock. It's 6:00 in the morning he thinks
quietly. Not wanting to alarm Josh or scare him off Brian maintains his
composure and says "Josh..." "Brian... I... I..." Brian began to get an
immediate erection when he heard Josh's stumbling, bumbling voice on the other
end. He somehow knew why Josh was calling and immediately wanted to rush to
his side and rescue him. Come on Josh he thought. Hang in there, you can do
it. "Brian, I...I..."
Tomorrow... the encounter...
Josh & Brian
Part 4
"I... Love... <click>" Josh hangs up the phone after loosing his nerve.
Damn!!!, Brian exclaims. He was right there... Right there... Brian lays back
down and tries to calm down. More frustrated than ever now he replays the
incident over and over again in his mind. What could I have said ? What could
I have done ? He wonders loudly. Aroused by the whole incident he reaches
down and grabs his now-erect member and begins to play with his flaccid tool.
Slowly but surely he works himself into a pre-orgasmic frenzy. Every minute or
so he pauses to ponder the attempted phone call from Josh. He continues slowly
masturbating and daydreaming of the event that could have been. But seems
further away now more than ever.
Josh sits by the phone for several minutes in a trance-like state with his
had on the receiver. He's paralyzed, frozen with fear and trepidation; the
very thing that's kept him from proceeding on with his life up 'til now. His
big moment came and went and once again he didn't meet the challenge.
Suddenly, the phone rings. He's startled and almost falls off his chair. His
heart begins racing once again as he wonders if it's Brian calling him back.
Is he ready ? What will he say ? What will he do ? A million scenarios run
through his mind as his breathing becomes quick and shallow. He stares back at
the phone as if to say go away Brian I'm not ready yet. This is too much too
soon. But the phone just keep's ringing. His mother finally calls out from
the kitchen startling him once again. "Would someone get that ?" He reaches
over slowly to the receiver and then grabs it commandingly. Who is it ? He
asks with an air of superiority in his voice. The caller answers back, "it's
dad... let me speak to mom". He breathes a deep sigh of relief and yells to
his mother to pick up the phone. He waits a few seconds and hangs up the
extension when he hears the two begin talking. He saunters over to the bed and
buries his head deep within his pillow covering his whole head by lifting the
sides of the pillow. He begins kicking his feet slowly out of frustration with
himself and the whole situation. He stops suddenly and grabs a small
throw-pillow laying on the floor. He places it between his crotch and the bed
and begins to slowly gyrate on it in a circular motion. As he does this he
begins to get aroused and frustrated. Again, he stops suddenly and sits up on
the edge of his bed. He takes a deep breath and storms out of the room and
past the kitchen where his parents are sitting at the table. He pauses only
long enough to say "I'm going out and I'm not sure when I'll be back so don't
wait dinner" in a commanding voice. His father pauses from the morning paper
and peers over the edge of the turned pages with a stern look at Josh. He
starts to speak as Josh continues on through the front door grabbing his keys
on the way out. He quickly gets in and starts the car. His dad comes to the
front door only to see Josh already backing out of the driveway and taking off
down the street as if headed to a fire. But the only fire Josh would be going
to this day would be the one in his pants. His crotch was flaming with heat
that could only be quenched by one person... Brian.
Laying quietly in bed now Brian's feelings of frustration and anguish had
subsided somewhat and he was ready to tackle the day. The thought of
continuing to masturbate until he climaxed seemed to big a let down given the
events of the morning. He didn't even feel much like getting out of bed
really. He sits up for a moment and decides to surf the net. While on he
decides to visit a few Website's that titillate him all over again. He sigh's
when he realizes that it will take more time for Josh to finally admit what
they both have known all along. They were made for each other. Their ages,
interests, hobbies and lifestyles all coincide. What keeps them apart ? If he
could just communicate to Josh somehow how great they would be together. He
replayed the scenario once again in his mind. Josh I love you, I always have
and you know you love me. Why don't you just admit it. We're perfect
together. We like most of the same things and we get along great. What else
could you ask for ? He began to loose himself in his thoughts once again as he
thought about what he would do if Josh were there at his place. Josh he
though, this doesn't have to hurt. I promise I'll be gentle. You can trust me
Josh I love you so much. You can't even imagine... As time went on Brian
began to rub the front of his crotch as he once again, fantasized about the
being with Josh. His breathing grew quick and shallow as his pace quickened.
He was on the verge of shooting his massive load when... the doorbell rang.
The mood immediately dies as Brian pulls up his pants. He immediately gains
his composure as he forces down the cum that was just on the verge of shooting
out his throbbing tool. He gets up hurriedly as he prepares to destroy who
ever is at the door. The doorbell rings again. Brian yells out that clich'
phrase. "I'm cumming... I'm cumming..." And he was... a little... He grabs
for the doorknob slipping the first time and trying again to hastily get the
door opened. This time he succeeds and there he is... Face to face with his
destiny... Josh. He pauses for a moment. His dreams have been answered he
thinks to himself. Or have they ? He invites Josh in and continues to regain
his composure. Josh just walks in deliberately but silently. He sits down on
the couch in the living-room and slowly gazes up at Brian. Almost as if to
say... "Help me Brian I'm lost" Completely out of character Brian motions
Josh to follow him. He grabs the remote and quickly turns off the TV. They
proceed back to Brian's bedroom where Josh sits on his bed and resumes looking
at the floor. Brian pauses at the doorway staring at Josh sitting helplessly
on his bed. He walks over slowly to Josh and cups his chin in his hand.
Slowly Brian lifts Josh's chin up so they are both looking eye-to-eye. Josh
looks as if he wants to say how desperate his situation has become but the
words just are not coming. Brian releases his chin and pushes Josh so he's
laying back on the bed. Josh doesn't protest, it's as if he were expecting it.
He was willing. Willing to finally let Brian teach him a thing or two. When
Brian senses no resistance from Josh he leans over and gives him a little peck
on the forehead all the time maintaining eye contact. Josh is still laying
there waiting for something to take him to the next level. He looks completely
lost. As if he were waiting for someone to guide him to that next plateau.
Brian is more than ready and willing to be his guide. He sits up at that
moment leaving Josh motionless on the bed in the same position where he was
pushed. Feeling completely enabled at this point Brian undoes Josh's zipper
and proceeds to reach into his crotch. He begins to breathe heavily while his
extremities become numb at the prospect of finally realizing his dream.
Further sensing no resistance from Josh Brian slowly pulls his hand out of the
crotch area and Just works Josh's pants off of him quickly but methodically.
Josh's penis is still flaccid but beginning to stiffen rapidly. Seeing that,
Brian quickly disrobes. Upon disrobing he grabs the bottom of Josh's shirt and
pulls it up and over his head. In the process Josh sits up and begins to help
him. They both begin to breathe rapidly as they contemplate the prospect of
what's about to happen. Both naked now, Brian reaches into his drawer and
pulls out his a tube of K-Y Jelly he'd picked up a few days earlier while
contemplating the events of the day. It was the first thing he saw that looked
like something he wouldn't have to explain at the checkout counter because it
came in a rather clinical-looking box. He sets the box down beside Josh and
proceeds to rotate him onto his stomach with his buttocks pointing up in the
air. In his zeal he quickly removes the tube of K-Y Jelly, unscrews the cap
and almost squirts half the tube onto Josh's ready-and-waiting butt. The Jelly
feels cool to Josh as it hits his Butt cheeks and they begin to quiver as if to
chill to the touch. It's not long before the Jelly warms up on his flaming ass
and Brian begins to work it into the crack of his behind. As he's working the
Jelly into Josh's Butt Brian becomes aroused to the point of no-return. He
first smears the excess Jelly covering his hands onto his dry but erect tool.
He then leans over onto his friend and begins to work the Jelly into his Butt
and all over his Penis as the fire builds between them. Feeling as though he
might come prematurely Brian begins to insert his throbbing tool into Josh's
waiting ass. As he feels it go in Josh tenses up his Butt-cheeks and begins to
squirm. Brian pleads with him to loosen up and reminds Josh how much Josh is
loved and how much he means to him. Brian continues to repeat this as he
drives his tool deeper and deeper into Josh's warm and waiting ass. It's about
half way in and Brian cannot hold his load any longer. The sensation is just
too strong for him to hang on to his load of cum. He begins to spasm and cum
into Josh's Butt and repeats how much he loves his friend. This is the hardest
he's ever cum in his life. His mind completely leaves his body as his load of
cum completely fills his friend. As Brian cum's Josh grits his teeth and
groans with excitement as this first encounter is both pleasurable and somewhat
painful at the same time. But despite the mild discomfort of his newly
christened Butt-hole he realizes pleasures and discovers erogenous zones he
never knew existed. Brian slowly pulls his now empty tool out of his friend as
Josh groans a sigh of relief as if cumming himself. For the first time, Brian
is the speechless one as he lays beside his friend. They both look into each
others eyes as Brian leans over and pulls his friend over to him. He looks
Josh deep in his eyes and says "I love you Josh, I always have, and... I
ALWAYS WILL !!!". Josh shuts his eyes and leans over in Brian's direction.
Brian leans forward and they kiss and hold each other like never before. The
Bridge is complete. Brian wraps his leg around Josh's groin as they share a
passionate embrace. He reaches his hand around to Josh's Backside and caresses
his friends Butt-Cheeks which are still covered with some K-Y Jelly and a
little cum which exited as Brian did. He rubs the mix around Josh's Butt area
as they continue to intertwine in the passionate embrace. They hold one another
as they drift off in a warm and blissful sleep.
Part 5
Josh & Brian the saga continues...
In two hours Josh awakens to find himself in the midst of a very confusing
situation. He lays there motionless for a while staring at Brian as he sleeps
soundly. It's at this crucial moment when the questions come. What am I doing
here? Am I Gay? Do I love this person that's here with me or have I just
given into a lustful whim? As the questions come, Josh is all too aware of
what the answers already are. He leans over to kiss a still sleeping Brian only
to awaken him. Brian stirs and opens his eyes slowly to see Josh's face
hovering over him. Are you OK ? He asks in a gentle voice. Josh closes his
eyes slowly and nods in quiet affirmation. Brian puts his hand behind his head
and brings him closer as they begin kissing passionately. First a peck here
and there on the lips followed by open-mouthed French-kissing.
This continues until they both find themselves all worked up once-again.
With the heat rising Brian works his way down to Josh's crotch where his
throbbing tool awaits Brian's eager lips. Brian pauses for a moment to gaze at
Josh's penis wagging back and forth like a fiberglass whip antenna on a
4-wheeler. Brian moves in closer and sniffs Josh's erection. It smells
wonderful; the wonderful aroma of post-adolescent sweat combined with the fresh
aroma of Ivory Soap. He works his way up Josh's erect penis like King Kong
scaling a Skyscraper. At the top of his penis Brian pauses again as he
contemplates swallowing Josh whole. As he thinks it over he remembers playing
this scenario over and over again in his mind in the weeks went prior. He was
unsure... Would he choke on such a large tool? Would Josh cum while Brian had
his tool buried deep in his mouth? He looks Josh in the eye and reminds him
just how much he loves him. And with one giant gasp of air Brian opens his
mouth, relaxes his throat and goes down on Josh's blazing hot penis.
As he thinks of just how much he loves Josh, Brian is able to swallow Josh's
entire member with room to spare. He feels Josh's dick banging on the inside
of his mouth as he continues to swallow. Josh begins to moan and groan with
excitement as his member gets engulfed in the warmth and splendor of his loving
partner. As time passes Josh builds to an explosive climax. The cum in his
balls eagerly awaiting its entry into the outside world. As he nears orgasm
Josh places his legs over Brian's back as if to brace him and keep him from
coming up for air. Brian begins to panic as he realizes Josh is too big to
allow him to catch his breath while down on his king-sized member. Just at the
moment of no return, Josh braces Brian harder than ever as he thrusts his dick
deep into his throat and shoots the first shot of cum right into Brian's throat
and windpipe. Brian begins to choke but feels the taste and aroma of cum deep
inside him and tries to swallow Josh even more as if to swallow him whole.
Josh continues emptying his sack into Brian's eager mouth arching his back and
rising up off of the bed as the orgasm surges up and down his spine. He slowly
comes down from the clouds as Brian raises up slowly swallowing every morsel of
cum Josh has seen fit to give him.
They stare into each other's eyes but say nothing. Josh gets up off the bed
and puts on his pants. Brian sits on the edge of the bed still savoring the
taste and aroma of Josh's youthful, but plentiful cum still lingering deep in
the recesses of his throat. As he prepares to beat a hasty retreat Josh turns
and glances back at Brian who appears content yet bewildered as his friend
prepares to depart his humble commode (I mean abode). As the front door
closes, Brian falls back onto his bed and sighs in frustration as he wonders
what the heck just happened.
Two days go by and Josh awakens to another one of his massive erections. He
rolls back the blankets on his bed and opens his pajama pant's to free his
imprisoned member. It springs out of his pants like a 'Jack-In-The-Box' eager
to meet the world. He lays there staring at his erect penis while
contemplating the frustration and conflict of his previous encounter with
Brian. All at once, Josh gets a sudden urge to contact Brian. He slips his
clothes over his pajamas and heads for the front door. In his nervousness he
pauses for a moment to grab a bag of chips on his way out. Hurriedly, he gets
into his car and pops open the bag of chips. Chips fly all over the front seat
as he proceeds down the driveway, one hand on the wheel and the other picking
loose chips off of the passenger seat. He pauses for a moment at the bottom of
the driveway and glances over at the blue and white mailbox. The symbolism of
the heart surrounded by the ducks on the mailbox makes him wonder about his
fleeting heart and the feelings of love he feels for his friend Brian. He
reaches over, opens the mailbox and takes out a letter addressed to him. It's
from Brian.
The letter reads as follows:
Dear Joshua,
I just wanted to take some time to finally let you know that a change has
occurred deep down inside me, unlike anything else I've experienced before.
Basically, I woke up to reality one day, and saw how I've pretty much been an
asshole towards everybody most of my life, especially you, and I've decided not
to be the person I was before. Also, I wanted to tell you what an incredibly
wonderful person you are and to thank you for toughing out one of the hardest
times you'll ever have to endure.
Hopefully, you have already noticed this change in the way I've treated you
at work lately. I haven't gotten mad at you, insulted you, or talked down to
you as though you were just a snot-nosed kid.
As you are probably well aware, it all started when you were hired and our
boss said he couldn't pay me, even though he could pay you. It was totally
unexpected, and I got angry instead of handling it like an adult. I felt
cheated because I was already working for him, when my replacement showed up.
If you recall, before you were hired, we got along fine the few times you
stopped by the office and chatted. When you were hired on, I didn't stay
friendly very long. I treated you like you were just some kid off the street
that didn't deserve any respect as a human being. It was a deep-rooted
resentment, both towards you and our boss.
It's pretty shitty looking back on it, seeing that I just figured you didn't
have any feelings, and I didn't have to care about how I treated you because
you could easily be replaced...or so I thought at the time. That's ultimately
why I went to work for those other companies. It was totally out of anger, not
out of a genuine desire to work for a big company. I just wanted something to
rub back in everybody's face.
I know that you didn't really want me hired on at all last year. It's words
like, "If he makes more than me, then I'll quit." that show just how much I
hurt you. Yet, you tried to make a friendship with someone who basically
wanted to be bitter enemies because of his immaturity.
Up until recently, I had the attitude of, "Well, if he makes a negative
comment towards me, I'll give one back until he decides to stop playing this
game." What I wasn't seeing was that each time I made a comment, I wasn't
responding to you, but I was starting a whole new round of crap all over again.
Joshua, thank you for your strength and your overwhelming effort in trying to
make this work out between us instead of letting it fester. I think you could
see the human side of me just trying to get out, and that's why you kept trying
to be my friend. Every time I look into your eyes, I see a wonderful person
with a unique, caring sensitivity that just shows throughout your entire
personality.
I used to have this notion that friends were only temporary, that you only
had to keep a friend until you didn't need them anymore. It wasn't until now
that I realize what a true friend really is, and you are definitely a true
friend.
I feel no resentment or anger towards you or him at this point. That's a
very big switch from just even a couple weeks ago. My eyes have been opened to
the human side of life, and not just the cold and bitter business side.
I've been a very angry person in the past, and most of that stems from my
childhood when my parents and I moved a lot, and I always had to say goodbye to
my old friends and start over with new ones. My mom and I would get physically
violent at each other during the years, which is why I was so bitter.
Now that I see what I've done wrong in the past, I will make every effort to
be your friend as well. I'll stick up for you if someone blames you for
something you didn't do, just like you have for me a few times. I do remember
that, but I never actually took the time to acknowledge it before now.
When you quit your job, I was devastated. I really thought that I had lost
any chance of us getting together, and that I would never see you again. The
only way I can describe how I felt is that I was dead, in every sense of the
word. I couldn't eat or sleep. My mind was just in circles.
When our boss convinced you to stay, I was extremely energized.
Unfortunately, it took me a while longer to realize where I went wrong and how
I needed to change.
I thought the best thing to do was change and let you notice the difference,
and see that it was genuine. I used to be nervous around you because of my
anger, and I was just afraid that we would eventually end up in a big fight
over nothing. I didn't want that to happen, but I was too blind to see my own
mistakes.
There's a strong feeling I have that you feel pretty strongly towards me, but
only you can say for sure. I can only hope that's true, and that I'm not
hoping for something that isn't going to happen. I really would like to know
either way so I don't have to keep wondering.
Well, I felt writing this letter was the best thing I could do to pour out my
heart without having to constantly stop and search for the right words to say.
Please don't let this friendship go to waste. I don't think you will,
considering all the effort you've put forth up to this point. I'm sorry for
the shit I gave you, and thanks again for being such a great friend.
-Brian
Josh finishes reading the letter. He folds it and places it back in the
envelope lying on the seat in the passenger's side of his truck. He sighs with
relief as he ponders the relationship he and Brian shared just days ago. After
a few minutes he "High-Tails it" down the street to return to the peace and
comfort of Brian's apartment.