Date: Sat, 28 Feb 2004 08:59:53 -0700
From: dragonwriter@comcast.net
Subject: Josh's Journey: Into Paradise

*just a note this starts immediately after chpt 2 ends*

Josh's Journey: Into Paradise

	I rocked back on my knees pulling Kel up into my arms, my body
still ringing from it's orgasm. I wanted just to hold him. To never let him
go. Keep him safe forever.

	"Wow." he said. I kissed him softly. He held my head in his hands.

	"You need to get going." Kel said softly. "You have work early in
the morning." His lips were so close to me.  I tried to kiss him again but
he leaned back out of range. "You know I am right."

	I ground my teeth in frustration. Tova stuck his head between us
and licked Kel's face, then mine. Kel tried to push his head away, but Tova
only twisted his neck and licked Kel's face again.

	"Silly wolf." Kel muttered pushing the huge head away again. Tova
laid back down.

	"Tomorrow" Kel stopped. "Tomorrow .. Would you like to do lunch?"

	"Yes, absolutely." I told him where my work site was. "Just look
for the Knightman Construction signs. But don't go past the fences, its a
hard hat area. My lunch is at 12 until 1. And I AM paying this time."

	"Okay by me. I'll be there twelve o'clock sharp!" He stood up and
offered me his hand. I was surprised at how strong he was given his fragile
appearance. Kel gestured toward the laundry room and told me to throw my
clothes in there and he'd be right back. I was just finishing cleaning up
in the bathroom when the door opened a crack and Kel's arm appeared holding
a pair of sweat pants.

	"Oh for God's sake, I'm not THAT much of a 'prude'!" I said pulling
the door open. Kel stood there grinning. He had changed to a pair of sweats
and a muscle T. His bony arms and knobby shoulder bones made me get angry
all over again. He looked me up and down.

	"You're more muscled than I expected. It must be because you're so
tall. How tall are you anyway?"

	"6'2" I answered.  Kel's eyes traveled down and rested on my crotch
to the bulge only partly hidden by my shirt.

	"I would have been so terribly disappointed if THAT had been out of
proportion with the rest of your... mmm... lengthiness." I blushed. He
grinned at me.

	"Just give me the pants!" I snarled.  Kel handed me the sweats
laughing at my embarrassment.

	"Obviously nothing my size would fit you." he said leaning against
the doorframe. "But I remembered those.. Micah left them behind when he
moved out. Who knows why I kept a hold of them. I'm just a packrat at
heart, I guess. Anyway I think they'll fit, he's about your height."

	"Micah?" I asked pulling on the sweats.

	"Old lover, well not OLD but former. Oh you know what I mean."
Kel's face was sad. "Actually, I threw him out. God, he was great in
bed..and out of bed as well... when he was sober. But he's an alcoholic,
the black out type. I couldn't cope with him and my own problems at the
same time."

	"Kel." I wrapped my arms around him. He snuggled up.

	"It's okay. He drifts in and out of my life so I suppose sooner or
later you will meet him. If you stay around long enough." He bit his
lip. "Ouch. Sorry, that didn't come out right."

	"No, not quite." I hugged him. "But I understand. And I am not
going anywhere.. well not permanently." I brushed the hair back from his
face. His right ear lobe was pierced. There was a small diamond earring in
it.

	We hugged and kissed some more, working our way up the stairs. I
collected my gym bag, shoes and keys from the bathroom. At the door, I
stopped. My fingers stroked his cheek.

	"If you need me .. for ANY reason, call. You have my number. Don't
worry about the time."

	"Thank you , Josh." Kel's voice was barely above a whisper. I
kissed him one last time.

	The drive home seemed longer than the drive to Kel's house. And
every mile further away stretched longer and longer. My mind whirled like a
hurricane trying to deal with everything Kel had told me. I ached for
him. I ached for the little boy he had been. I ached for the adult man who
rewired half a house to avoid using an extension cord. What had been done
to him that would cause him to view them as evil? Or was that just part of
the differing rational Kel had talked about? My stomach churned. I pulled
over and climbed out of the car. I stared at the sky. And for the first
time in years I said a short prayer for the strength to be all I wanted to
be for Kel.

	Crystal was ecstatic to see me and a little suspicious of the wolf
scent. I rubbed her ears and wrestled with her for a few minutes. Mitch
watched me and shook his head. He asked how the night went and I told him a
little, leaving out the personal details of Kel's childhood.

	"You look happy," he said.

	"Yes." I agreed.

	"Those aren't your sweats, are they?" he grinned.

	I blushed "Umm no, Kel lent them to me. My jeans got dirty."

	"Good for you!" he said before disappearing into his bedroom.

	The next day at work, I was a total klutz and fumble finger. I kept
tripping over things. After dropping my equipment for the third time my
crew chief Mike pulled me aside.

	"Must have been a hell of a night, Josh." He looked
exasperated. "You have got to get your mind on work or I will have to send
you home."  I nodded and promised to get my mind back on work.

	At noon Mike yelled at us to get moving so we could get back at the
CORRECT time. I hung up my hard hat and pulled the elastic out of my hair
shaking it loose. I stuffed the elastic in my pocket.

	"What're you doing for lunch, Josh?" my buddy Sam asked. Sam was a
shade shorter than me, red headed, with a barrel build. He had been my
first friend in Seattle. Sam had taken me under his wing when I first
started working for Knightman. He had been the first there to know I was
gay and he had informed everyone in the company that if they had problems
with it, he was more than willing to straighten them out on the subject.

	Sam had started out as a mentor, but somehow he had become
something more. We started going to lunch together, catching the occasional
movie or basketball game or just a cup of coffee after work.  Until much to
my own surprise I found myself thinking and reacting to him as a
brother. Sam would joke that he was the older brother I never knew I had. I
suppose I missed my brothers more than I was willing to admit, even to
myself.

	"I have an.. umm .. lunch date." I said.

	"Uh huh. The same guy you've been mooning about all day?"

	I flushed. " Yeah."

	"Must be some guy," Sam grinned at me. I grinned back.

	"He is. C'mon, walk out with me. I'll intro you to him."  Sam
walked out to the street with me. I wondered if he could hear my heart
beating in anticipation.

	Cars lined both sides of the street: a typical Seattle
afternoon. And being a construction area there was a cement truck on the
sidewalk blocking my view up the street. I suddenly realized I had no idea
what Kel would be driving. I looked around in panic. What if he didn't show
up? What if he forgot? Or started writing. Or, or, or, I only knew his mind
didn't work the same as others and a thousand 'what ifs' swirled through my
mind practically paralyzing me. Sam watched me, his keen eyes noting my
panic.

	I stepped out into the gutter to look around the cement truck. From
up the street I heard a shout. I looked up and across the street and saw a
leather clad arm waving. Kel checked the road and swung the Phantom out
into the lane. He passed us and turned around pulling to a stop double
parked. Traffic whipped past him . He flipped up the face shield on his
helmet.

	"Hi" He said. He looked flushed and his eyes were
glittering. "Sorry about that. I got here a little early. There wasn't any
place closer to park. My editor has laryngitis." He grinned. "She wasn't in
the mood to go on and on as she usually does. So I got away from her office
a bit early."

	Kel smiled at Sam. I did a quick introduction and they shook hands.

	"Nice to meet ya. Any guy that can keep Josh`s mind from being able
to totally concentrate on his job has got to be some fellow!" Sam said with
a grin. I blushed and Kel laughed.

	"Hey!" I protested but Sam just laughed. He punched me on the
shoulder.

 	"I'm off then, Josh. See ya later."

	"Later, Sam." He strolled off up the street to his truck.

	"How are you?" I asked Kel.

	"Very happy." He answered. " I woke up this morning feeling so much
`lighter' than I have felt in a long time. And I slept upstairs for the
first time since coming home from the hospital. My bed is far more
comfortable than the couch downstairs."

	"Good." I leaned down to kiss him and bumped my head on the
helmet. Kel laughed and I grinned at him ruefully.

	"I guess that will have to wait." I said.

	"Nah," Kel said tipping his head back til he was looking straight
up into the air. I kissed him. His lips were as soft and sweet as I
remembered.

	"I have an extra helmet but not a jacket that would fit you." Kel
said.

	"Hang on a sec." I walked the short distance to my car, retrieved
my denim jacket and pulled it on over my sweatshirt. When I got back to Kel
he was smiling.

	"What?" I asked reaching out to touch his cheek. He handed me the
helmet. I put it on and buckled the strap.

	"Oh nothing." He answered. I nodded. I knew what he meant, I had
not been able to stop smiling all day as well. I climbed on the bike behind
Kel and wrapped my arms around him. His back was against my chest and again
I was getting hard. I slid my butt forward then back to loosen my jeans.

	"Comfy?" He asked.

	"Yep." I replied.

	He started the bike and checked traffic. When it was clear he swung
the bike smoothly out into the road and accelerated. The wind blowing past
me and the feel of Kel's body in my arms was exhilarating. Kel handled the
bike smoothly and with the grace of movement I had seen the day before. My
only concern was that the vibration of the engine was doing pleasant and
potentially embarrassing things to my semi hard cock. Kel slid through
traffic like a snake. He pulled into a parking lot and stopped entirely too
soon for my taste.

	"Mmm, Cisco's." I said.

	"Yep, the best." he answered. "Unless you are sick of Mexican two
days in a row."

	"Never!" I said pulling off my helmet.

	Kel laughed and pulled his helmet off. His hair tumbled down around
his face framing it like a halo. He ran his fingers through it, pushing it
back from his face.

	"I need to get this mop cut. It grows so fast."

	I brushed my fingers across his cheek. He smiled. "I like it," I
said.

	We walked up to the restaurant. Before sitting down, I went to the
bathroom and washed some of the construction site off of me. When I got
back to the table Kel was sipping a drink and reading the menu. I slid into
the booth beside him.

	"I don't know WHY I look at it," Kel said handing me the menu. " I
always order the same thing."

	"Crunchy things." I said with a grin.

	"Absolutely. But then I do fill up on the chips before the meal."
Kel reached for a chip and dunked it liberally in the salsa. I helped
myself to the chips as well.

	"Salsa isn't as good as yours. This one is thinner." I ate another
chip.

	"I had a Mexican lover living at the house for awhile. He taught me
to make it the way his old abuela made salsa."

	"Good thing for me then." I said dipping another chip.

	Lunch was delicious as usual. Our server was a cheerful young lady
who made sure our drinks were kept full.

	"So is Kel short for Kelly?" I asked after eating a few bites.

	"Nope, its short for Kelsey. As far as I know its the only battle
my mother ever won over my father. He thought it was a girly name. I am
afraid I really have to go with him on this one." I started to speak but he
held up his hand. "However, if Sebastian was his idea of a good first name,
I'm glad Mom won. That's my middle name." He grinned.

	"Kelsey Sebastian Kabrey? Ouch. Mine is Mitchell. After my
dad. That's another reason Mitch and I became friends."

	"Joshua Mitchell Sanclere." Kel rolled the name around his tongue a
couple times. "Obviously, your parents are better namers than mine.. or
they'd had more practice by the time you came along."

	I grinned and kissed him. The booth we were in was off on a side
and there were no other people sitting real close. I have never been too
concerned about other people's reactions , but I wasn't sure about Kel's.

	"Maybe I shouldn't do that in public." I said. Kel's answer was to
grab my head and pull it down to his lips. He sucked my lower lip. I was
now definitely hard.

	"Kel" I groaned. "You have to stop or I am going to get us both
arrested."

	Kel snickered. He pulled my head closer and nibbled my lip again.

	"Oh!" We both jumped and I turned at the sound. Our server was
standing by the table blushing furiously. My face felt as hot as her's
looked. Kel laughed softly.

	"I'm sorry." She said. "I was going to ask if you needed anything
more but ummmmm.."

	"No," I said. "I think we're about done here. Thanks."

	"Oh good," she said. "I mean not good that you were done ummmm.. I
meant good that you were done eating. OH!" She blushed brighter red and dug
the ticket out of her apron. She handed it to me and took off like a
shot. I looked it over and then looked at Kel.

	"You ready?"

	"Yup." He said taking a last drink of soda. He followed me up front
where I paid the bill. Our server came by and I handed her a ten. Her eyes
got wide and she stammered out thanks. I smiled at her. Kel and I went out
into the afternoon sunshine.

	The drive back to work was relaxing. And over far too soon. Kel
pulled up onto the sidewalk and stopped by the cement truck. Several of my
coworkers were standing around enjoying a smoke. Kel took a deep breath.

	"Aaahh." He said.

	"You smoke?" I asked in surprise. I pulled the helmet off my head.

	"Not anymore. I started in my teens. Quit for awhile." His face had
that shadow on it from last night. "Started again in college. I quit again
about a year ago. This time I plan to stay quit, but OHHH!! That does smell
good and I get to wanting it so much sometimes. But I won`t start again."

	"That's great." I said. Kel nodded.

	"Wait a minute." He twisted around and opened a saddlebag on the
side of the bike. He pulled out my clothes from last night and handed them
to me.

	"Thanks." I said. "You're very with it today."

	Kel's eyes narrowed. "As opposed to what? You mean I am not crying
and going to pieces?" He practically spit the last part out.

	I stepped backwards. I hadn't seen this before in him.

	"Kel, I didn't say anything about crying."

	"No, but what.. you didn't think I could get your clothes clean for
you today? Did you think they would just lay in there forever?"

	"Kel, what the hell? I haven't got your pants cleaned yet. I was
just surprised that you got mine ready so quickly."

	"Maybe its because I care about you!" He yelled at me.

	"Kel!"

	But Kel didn't answer. He pushed the bike backwards, starting the
engine and backed it out into the street. I ran toward him to grab the bike
but when he looked up at me there was something 'wild' in his eyes that
stopped me. I just stood there in shock as he peeled out and raced off,
gunning the engine; narrowly missing hitting an oncoming car.

	"Sonofa..What the heck was that all about? " one of my coworkers
said from behind me.

	"Josh?" It was Sam. "What the hell just happened?"

	I looked away up the street. "I'm not sure. But I think I just
underestimated his maternal side. And the fierceness of his love."

	"Love for you?" Sam asked

	"For anything he cares about, Sam." Sam put his arm around me. I
leaned against him.

	"I better put this stuff in my car. Just a minute." I walked up to
the car and put the clothes and Kel's helmet inside. I returned to Sam.

	"You want to go? I can cover with Mike."

	I shook my head. "No, I need to think for a bit. Figure out how to
fix it."

	For the rest of the afternoon I turned the conversation around in
my head. I finally decided that not only had I underestimated the
fierceness Kel put into his love, but I had questioned, albeit
unintentionally, his ability to take care of himself and others. A serious
issue, I realized with sudden insight, for a mentally ill person struggling
to live outside of hospital walls. Especially a person who had just barely
finished a month long stay in the hospital behavioral unit. By quitting
time I had a plan for getting back into Kel's good graces. But I needed
Sam's help.



	I stopped at the apartment, took a quick shower and changed out of
my work clothes and into a red button down shirt and a clean pair of
jeans. I left a note for Mitch telling him where I was going and giving him
Kel's number. Crystal came running when I whistled, eager to be going on an
adventure. I loaded her into the car careful that she didn't crush the
package Sam and I had bought previously. Maybe Kel would be more receptive
with her along, he did seem to relate to animals almost as kin. As I drove
to Kel's, I thought some more about what Kel had said about mental illness:
'remember that what seems rational to my mind doesn't look rational to
you. And things you may find totally rational often won't make a bit of
sense to me. That's mental illness.'

	 My sister had had nightmares and often cried. But she rarely got
angry usually she just withdrew into herself. But when she did get
angry..look out! It was explosive. Maybe Kel was the same way. I wondered
if the rapid mood swing was caused by the manic- depression. I needed to
get advice and soon. I didn't want to accidentally hurt Kel. Not when
others had hurt him so much. I suddenly wanted my mother. Even if she had
no answers for me her calm voice and ability to listen would have made me
feel so much better.

	The driveway at Kel's was empty. He must have put the bike in the
garage. I swallowed nervously wondering if the saw was still in there. I
told Crystal to stay in the car and picked up the giant bag of tortilla
chips I had decorated with a ribbon and bow. Sam and I had bought them as
an apology. Cheaper than flowers and more fun in the long run! Nervously I
walked up to the door, trying to juggle the chips. This was a VERY big bag
and very awkward. I finally carried it fireman's hold on my shoulder.

	I rang the doorbell. My stomach knotted and my heart was beating
loud enough to hear inside the house. There was noise and movement on the
other side but it didn't open. Tova looked out through the curtains
covering the window by the door. He made a woofing kind of noise that
raised the hair on my neck. He disappeared back into the house.

	"Please Kel," I whispered.

	I rang the bell again. And again. After a minute or so it
opened. Kel stood in the doorway looking oddly small for a man nearly 6'
tall. He had changed into a t-shirt that was at least two sizes to big for
him. The discarded shirt of a former lover? He looked like a lost waif.

	"Josh!" He looked surprised. His eyes were red.

	"May I come in?' I asked. Kel stepped back, holding onto Tova's
collar and let me in the house.

	Of course," he said. "I was sleeping.. that's why it took so long
to answer." He shut the door and studied me curiously.

	"Kel." I reached out an touched his jaw with just the tips of my
fingers. "I am so sorry. So VERY sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you today. I,
obviously, need to choose my words more carefully. Please, Kel. Can you
forgive me?"

	He smiled tears in his eyes. "Of course, you big lunk. Its me that
should be asking for forgiveness. I don't know what came over me this
afternoon. I was going nuts thinking that you weren't going to speak to me
ever again."

	"I won't stop talking to you. I just didn't understand the
fierceness of your care for the things you love. Here," I handed him the
bag of chips. "Consider this a partial payment on my penance."

	He looked at the bag and fingered the bow. Tears ran down his face.

	"Oh, you Catholics. Always have to make a production out of
everything." He smiled and blinked. "And wherever did you find a bag of
chips that BIG?"

	I grinned. "No one and I mean NO ONE dishes guilt like a Catholic
mother. Trust me." I paused. "Sam belongs to one of those warehouse
shopping thingies. He took me there this afternoon."

	"Cool," Kel said.

	We both laughed and suddenly Kel was in my arms. His arms were
wrapped around my neck His mouth pressed against mine. I opened my mouth
and let him in. He turned his head and pushed his tongue deep into my
mouth. Passion flowed down my back like fire. I sucked greedily on his
tongue. His mouth was as sweet as honey.

	The kiss broke off with sigh. Kel leaned his head against my
chest. After a minute or two he stepped back and looked up at me. His
fingers tangled around the buttons of my shirt.

	"Please Josh." He looked down, then up again. "Please, stay with me
tonight. I won't expect anything. I just want your company. To feel you by
me. Please?"

	"Yes. Okay." Kel wrapped himself around my neck again. I just held
him. He felt so damned RIGHT in my arms, like he had become an extension of
my own body. I was amazed that I could feel so deeply for someone I had
only just met. Maybe the ancient Greeks were right. There is another person
walking around that together with yourself make one complete entity. Was I
lucky enough to find him so early in my life?

	I stepped backwards and started to open the door. Kel jumped and
grabbed Tova's collar.

	"Careful," he said. "He runs if he gets the chance... and chasing a
wolf all night through the `burbs isn't what I had planned for the
evening."

	I grinned at him. Sticking my head out the door, I
whistled. Crystal jumped out the open car window and ran up to the
door. Her nose and head were racing frantically to take in all the new
smells. I glanced back at Kel, who was till holding Tova, and opened the
door a bit wider.

	"Inside." I told Crystal. She bounded in and proceeded to smother
both Kel and Tova with affection. It took several minutes to get both
canines settled down. Kel admired her and she admired him back with several
wet kisses. He laughed. I was relieved to hear him laugh. This relationship
wasn't going to be easy, but I was going to give it my best effort.

	Kel threw a quick dinner together. A couple steaks on the barbeque,
a salad and of course, chips and salsa! We ate on the patio watching
Crystal explore the back yard, Tova not far behind her. Kel pointed at her
with a chip.

	"I assume she's spayed. Not that it matters: Tova is neutered." He
grinned at me. "I know, makes me cringe also, but it takes a lot of the
aggressiveness out of male wolves." He dipped another chip in the salsa.  I
ate another chip liberally smothered in salsa.

	"What happened to the Mexican lover?" I asked. "If that's not being
too nosy."

	Kel shook his head and sighed.

	"The second time he put me in the ER I swore out a complaint
against him. He did a month jail time for assault and then jumped parole. I
was glad he left."

	"God damn, Kel!" I sat up straight.

	"Well you know, statistically abused children tend to grow up to be
either abusers or abused adults. I have, in the past, fallen into the
latter category many times." He looked down at the table his index finger
scratching at a non-existent stain. I reached over and caressed his hand.

	"Not anymore you won't" I said fiercely. He smiled up at me.

	By the time we finished eating and put the dishes in the dishwasher
it was getting late. The sun was sitting very low on the horizon. Kel
checked to make sure there was plenty of water in Tova's dish. He put a
second bowl of food on the floor.

	"Wolf chow?" I asked.

	He grinned. "Purina Dog Chow."

	Kel took my hand and led me down the hall, the dog and wolf
following at our heels. One of the two doors I had noticed last night was
open. The other was firmly shut.

	"My room." He said softly. "I apologize for the mess."

	Kel's room was fairly large about 20' X 30'. There was a walk-in
closet on the far wall. An oak entertainment center, smaller than the one
downstairs, was against the wall near the door. Against the wall left of
the door was a long dresser. Its top covered in a clutter of papers, books,
a wallet, keys and quite a few other things. Between it and the closet was
a queen size antique mission street style bed, the wood a warm, satiny
honey brown. There was a pile of blankets in the center of the bed.  The
clothes Kel had been wearing that afternoon were on the floor and another
pile of clothes were on what I assumed to be a chair by the closet.

	"I'm umm kind of lazy about actually putting things away. Drove
Kara nuts." He flushed. "Sorry. I shouldn't talk about her."

	I didn't say anything. Kel looked up at me.

	"You're not a neat nut, are you?" He asked.

	"ME!? You gotta be kidding. I am the original slob!"

	Kel laughed. "My kind of man! You should have seen me flying around
the house Sunday cleaning everything that didn't get out of my way."

	One of the blankets on the bed moved. A brown face peered out. It
yawned and shook the blanket off. The biggest Siamese I'd ever seen
stretched and yowled for attention.

	"Josh, meet Whiskers. He thinks he is in charge around here." Kel
scratched the cat's back.

	"Doesn't every cat?" I asked. Crystal nosed at the cat who swatted
her nose. She growled. I whistled and she ran to me. I scratched her head
and told her to lay down.  She laid down in front of the closet. Tova laid
down by her. Kel looked at them and grinned at me.

	"Looks like they have hit it off just fine."

	I nodded. "Crystal loves everyone."

	"Sort of like her dad?" Kel asked his voice low and sensual. He
walked his fingers up the front of my shirt to the top button. I grasped
his wrist. The bones were so fragile feeling and again I thought of how
frail Kel looked and felt. But I was learning that his inner self was made
of iron.

	"I'm sorry," he said looking down. "I know I said no strings
attached... but God Josh. I want you so bad! I ache to have your body next
to mine, on top of me, under me.. hell just against me!"

	I cradled his chin in my hand. I had been hard since before we had
entered the bedroom.  I brushed the hair back from his face. Kel leaned
forward and our lips met. Fire ran down my chest to my groin. I moaned and
pulled Kel closer. My hands ran down his back and grabbed the t-shirt. I
yanked it up tangling us both in it. We both laughed as I worked the
t-shirt off of Kel.

	Kel stood quietly in front of me, his eyes down cast. He was so
thin his skin looked 'stretched' over his bones. His pants, even belted,
rode low on his hips revealing jutting hip bones and a fringe of dark brown
hair just above the belt. I ran my hand up his chest feeling each and every
rib.. and a couple of scars as well. There was a light feathering of dark
hair across his pecs except where a nasty scar cut across the upper side of
his left one. I ran my finger along it. My stomach roiled in pain. I tipped
Kel's head up again. He started to say something but I pressed a finger to
his lips.

	"Later." I said. "Tell me later. Now will only get me angry and I
don't want to be angry now." He swallowed and nodded.

	I kissed him again. Kel started to unbutton my shirt. Every time
his fingers brushed my chest electrical shocks traveled down it. When he
got it open he stepped back and just looked at me. I knew what he was
seeing: a smooth, hairless, copper coloured chest and flat stomach. He
reached out and laid his hand against my belly. Fire roared out from his
touch. I moaned. Kel slid the shirt off my shoulders dropping it to the
floor. He put both hands on my chest.

	"Josh." he whispered.

	I pulled him close, wrapping my arms around him. I tried not to
flinch as my fingers encountered the scars on his back. I leaned forward
and picked him up. He yelped in surprise. I carried him to the bed and set
him on it. He lay back against the pillows watching me through half closed
eyes as I kicked off my shoes and peeled out of my jeans. My cock stood up
in pleasure at being released. Kel eyed it and ran the tip of his tongue
across his lower lip. I crawled onto the bed. Kel lay there looking so
delicious I almost came. I crawled up to his lips, sliding my body across
his.

	"Josh." He groaned. I leaned down and kissed him. He tangled his
fingers in my hair. I stretched out and slid my chest across
his. Caressing. Teasing. Kel's body arched to meet mine and he moaned in
pleasure.

	For a long time we just kissed. Tongues exploring each others
mouths. Hands caressing each other. My lips moved along his jaw towards his
ear. He moaned and his fingers dug into my back. I kissed him down his neck
and revisited the hollow of his collarbone. Kel thrashed under me. His
hands tightened on my hair and he dragged my head back to his lips. Our
tongues coiled around each other and I felt like I was drowning in Kel.

	I raised my head panting. Kel's eyes were closed. I kissed his chin
and worked my way down his chest to his nipples.

	"Josh," he moaned as I sucked on first one then the other. I kissed
my way down his belly and teased his belly button with my tongue. He
writhed in pleasure. At the top of his jeans I ran my tongue lightly
through the fringe of dark hair. I looked up at Kel. His eyes were closed
and there was just a tiny curve of a smile on his lips. I reached up and
ran my index finger over his lips, down his jaw and his chest to his
pants. He moaned softly in pleasure. I rubbed the bulge of his cock with my
chin. His body arched slamming his pelvis into my chin. I chuckled.

	"You ready?" I asked. "You want me to remove this last barrier
between us?"

	"Yes, oh please Josh. I want to feel you on my cock." Kel answered
in a whispery voice.

	"Kel." I turned his head so he could see me. " Kel. You are clean?"

	He nodded. "I was as of the test run when I was taken to the
hospital. I haven't had sex of any kind in months anyway."

	I sat up and unhooked his belt, then his jeans, sliding the zipper
down. He moaned and writhed under me. Kel lifted his hips and I pulled his
jeans and underwear off. He was so thin his pelvic bones looked like
mountain ridges. But his cock was hard and drooling like a faucet. It
wasn't a particularly long cock but it was well shaped with a purplish
helmet shaped glans and a smooth rosy coloured shaft. A pretty cock for a
pretty man. I leaned forward and ran my tongue across the tip. Kel jerked
and cried out. I grinned and wrapped my thumb and forefinger around the
shaft, sliding them up and down. Kel cried in pleasure. I leaned forward
again and engulfed his cock in my mouth.

	"JOSH!!!!" He screamed, his hips bucking under me.

	 I grabbed his hips to anchor them while I slid up and down on his
cock. He moaned and thrashed. I let his aching cock slide out of my mouth
and he sobbed in frustration.

	"Lube?" I asked.

	He pointed to the bedside table. I sorted through the jumble of
things on the top and found the tube. Under Kel's watchful gaze I smeared
lube on a couple fingers then dropped back down between his legs. He lifted
his butt and I worked first one finger then another into his hole. He
squirmed and moaned in pleasure. I swallowed his cock again. He cried out
at the twin sensations of my mouth on his cock and my fingers inside
him. His hips started bucking. My nose banged against his pubic bone.  It
didn't take long before he shot. My mouth filled to overflowing with his
thick cream. I swallowed eagerly then slid up his body to his mouth
again. He devoured my mouth tasting himself.

	"Oh, Josh." He pushed my hair back behind my ears. "Oh God that was
great!"

	"I'm glad you enjoyed yourself." I grinned. Kel raised up on his
elbow and looked at me. His hand rested against my chest.

	"My turn." He said softly pushing me over onto my back.

	I tucked my hands behind my head and watched him. He straddled my
waist and leaned forward to kiss me. A long, hard kiss. His lips and tongue
explored my face. I sighed in pleasure. He teased my jaw with his tongue. I
grabbed his head and pulled him back to my lips. He worked his way down my
jaw again taking his time. Kel sucked on the skin on my neck just below the
jaw. I moaned. He raised his head.

	"Oops," he whispered. "Now you will have to explain to 'the guys'
why you are wearing a turtle neck in September."

	I chuckled and tried to kiss him. Kel ducked his head and my body
exploded. He was sucking on my nipple. Hot lava poured through my body
followed by ice cold water. I cried out grabbing his shoulders roughly. He
chewed lightly on my nipple. My body twisted. He moved to the other
nipple. I thrashed as he nibbled, sucked and teased my nipple. Kel raised
his head. His green eyes were iridescent. He smiled a lazy sexy smile. I
brushed my fingers across his lips.

	He ducked his head again. Tracing a path down my chest to my
cock. There was a noisy slurping sound and his hair tickled my belly as he
cleaned up the precum. He ran his tongue lightly down my cock. Electricity
ran up my belly and down my legs. My hips bucked rubbing my cock along his
cheek.

	Once again my body exploded as Kel's mouth slid down my cock. All
the way down, until I felt his nose against my pubic bones. I groaned and
started bucking my hips. He slid up and down on my cock driving me nuts. I
grabbed his head pushing him down. Kel's tongue, agile enough in my mouth,
was sending out shockwaves of pleasure as it coiled around my cock. I cried
out his name and started slamming my hips harder and harder against his
face. Between the pressure of his mouth and the action of his tongue it
wasn't long before I came. I cried out a long keening cry as I filled his
throat and mouth. Kel swallowed every bit and looked up at me. His eyes
were glassy. He smiled that lazy smile again. I hooked my hands under his
shoulders and propelled him back up to my mouth.

	I became conscious of more than just his sweet mouth at the touch
of an ice cold nose on my neck. I jerked and Kel tumbled off of me. Crystal
licked my jaw. Kel sat up laughing so hard he started coughing. I glared at
him. Crystal licked my face again. Then Tova licked me.

	Kel managed to get himself under control. He pushed both canines
away and leaned over my face again. His lips were so close I could feel his
breath.

	"Looks like you have lots of love tonight." He said softly. I
grinned and kissed him. He sighed in contentment. I pulled him down
close. Kel snuggled up. I hooked a blanket with my foot and pulled it
up. Kel purred as I tucked it around both of us.

	"I love you so much, Josh." He whispered as he drifted off to
sleep. I kissed the top of his head.

	"I love you too, Kel." He sighed again.