Date: Wed, 30 Jan 2008 17:02:19 EST
From: Blkwhtteddy@aol.com
Subject: Julian and I

WELL BEFORE I START THIS I SHOULD TELL YOU ALITTLE ABOUT MYSELF. WELL IM A
25 YEAR OLD BIRACIAL MALE. I HAVE A VERY HANDSOME 4 YEAR OLD SON. I AM
RECENTLY SEPARATED FROM MY WIFE, AND HIS MOTHER. I TELL PEOPLE IM BISEXUAL
BUT SECRETLY BELIEVE MYSELF TO BE GAY AND HIDING IT. LOL YEAH I KNOW
STUPID. WELL ON TO MY STORY.

ONE NIGHT ABOUT 4 MONTHS AGO I WAS SITTING IN MY APARTMENT BORED, AND
LOOKING FOR SOMETHING TO DO. SO I DECIDED I WOULD CHECK OUT THE GAY CHATS.
I HAD GONE THRU A FEW AND COULDN'T FIND ANYONE WHO JUST WANTED TO CHAT. IT
WAS GETTING LATE AND I WAS GETTING FRUSTRATED AND READY TO SIGN OFF WHEN I
CAME ACROSS THIS ONE GUYS SCREEN NAME. IT WAS AN INTERESTING ONE SO I SENT
HIM AN INSTANT MESSAGE.

HE RESPONDED AND WE TALKED FOR HOURS. I FOUND OUT HE WAS A DAD, BUT HE HAD
TWIN BOYS AND THEY WERE 1.5 YEARS OLD. I STARTED THINKING ABOUT WHEN MY SON
WAS THAT YOUNG AND I GOT THAT TINGLE DOWN MY SPINE WHEN I THOUGHT OF 2 OF
HIM. WE CONTINUED TO TALK ABOUT OURS SONS, AND EVERYONCE IN AWHILE ONE OF
US WOULD ASK THE OTHER A QUESTION ABOUT HIMSELF.

FINALLY IT WAS WAY TOO LATE TO GO TO SLEEP FOR EITHER OF US, BUT WE WERE
STILL GOING TO TRY BEFORE OUR BOYS WOKE UP. I TOLD HIM I WOULD LIKE TO CHAT
WITH HIM AGAIN AND HE AGREED. THEN HE DID SOMETHING I NEVER EXPECTED. HE
GAVE ME HIS CELL NUMBER, AND TOLD ME TO TEXT HIM SOMETIME. I TOOK IT AND
GAVE HIM MINE (AND I NEVER GIVE MINE OUT THAT EASILY BUT THERE WAS SOMETHING
ABOUT THIS GUY.)  WE BOTH SAID GOODNIGHT AND TRADED PICTURES OF EACHOTHER
JUST SO THE OTHER PERSON KNEW WHAT THE OTHER LOOKED LIKE.

AS I GOT HIS PICTURE I WAS SHOCKED THIS GUY I WAS TALKING TO WAS hott(HE
HAD A BODY THAT WAS SLIM BUT LIGHTLY MUSCLUAR,. A NICE TAN, AND THESE EYES
THAT YOU COULD GET LOST IN. AND HIS SMILE LOOKED LIKE TI COULD LIGHT UP A
ROOM). I KNEW HE WAS YOUNG BUT DIDN'T THINK HE WOULD LOOK LIKE THAT. I WAS
TOTALLY HORNED UP BUT NEVER SAID IT TO HIM.  THAT NEXT DAY WHEN I GOT UP I
TEXT THE NUMBER HE GAVE ME AND GOT A RESPONDS BACK. IT WAS HIM!!! I WAS SO
EXCITED, AND WE TALKED ALLDAY TEXTING EACHOTHER.  THE TWO OF US TEXT AND
TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR ABOUT 6 MONTHS. I NEVER TOLD HIM THAT EVERYDAY WE
TALKED WAS LIKE GOD SMILING DOWN ON ME. I WAS FALLING IN LOVE WITH GUY AND
HIS SONS THE MORE I FOUND OUT ABOUT THEM.

FINALLY ONE DAY I ASKED HIM IF HE WOULD LIKE TO EVERY MEET.(OH I JUST
REALIZED I NEVER SAID IT. WE LIVE IN DIFFERENT STATES).  WE TALKED ABOUT IT
ALITTLE MORE CAUSE IT WAS A VERY BIG THING FOR BOTH OF US. WE BOTH HAD BUSY
LIVES, AND OURS SONS TO THINK ABOUT. I WORKED, AND HE HAD COLLEGE. FINALLY
WE HAD BOTH AGREED THAT IT WOULD BE A GOOD TIME TO FINALLY MEET AND HAVE
OURS SONS MEET THE GUY THEIR DADDYS WHERE ALWAYS TALKING TO.  SO I BOOKED A
FLIGHT AND HOTEL ROOM FOR ME AND MY SON.


ON THE PLANE RIDE OUT THERE I WAS SO NERVOUS TO MEET THIS GUY THAT I WAS
SURE I WAS IN- LOVE WITH, BUT HAD NO IDEA HOW HE FELT ABOUT ME. FOR ALL I
KNEW WE WERE JUST FRIENDS AND NOTHING MORE. YEAH WE TEXT SEXUAL THINGS BUT
THAT DOESN'T MEAN ANYTHING.  MY SON WAS JUST EXCITED TO BE GOING ON AN
AIRPLANE AGAIN. FINALLY I HEAR THE PILOT COME ON AND SAY WE WILL BE LANDING
IN ABOUT 5 MINUTES. MY MIND AND HEART STARTED RACING AND I FELT LIGHT
HEADED, BUT I HAD TO KEEP CALM.


FINALLY WE WERE DOWN AND GOT OFF THE PLANE. WE WERE HEADING THRU THE
AIRPORT TO GRAB OUR LUGGAGE WHEN I HEARD SOMEONE SAY MY NAME. I KNEW THE
VOICE, AND MY HEART JUMPED INTO MY THROAT. I WAS REALLY HOPING THERE WAS
SOMEONE ELSE WITH THE SAME FIRST NAME. I STOPPED AND TURNED AROUND THERE HE
WAS STANDING THERE WITH HIS SONS AND SMILING AT ME. I COULDN'T FIND MY
BREATH, AND MY MIND WONT STOP. ALL I COULD MANAGE WAS A HAND WAVE.

HE CAME WALKING UP TO ME AND TIM MY SON) AND SAID "HI" I SMILED AND HAD TO
BITE MY CHEEK IN ORDER TO FOCUS MY THOUGHTS. I SAID HI AND THEN INTRODUCED
HIM TO TIM AND TIM TO HIM. HE IN TURN DID THE SAME. I MET HIS TWINS
PATRICK AND RILEY. THEY WERE SO CUTE I JUST WANTED TO HOLD THEM. WE WALKED AND
TALKED AS WE GOT OUR LUGGAGE. AFTER WE GOT OUR LUGGAGE HE ASKED IF WE
NEEDED A RIDE TO OUR HOTEL. I RESPONDED PLEASE, AND WE WALKED TO HIS CAR.

WE GOT TO MY HOTEL AND CHECKED IN. AFTER GETTING IN THE ROOM TIM AND I
PUT OUR CLOTHES AWAY WHILE THE TWINS PLAYED ON ONE OF THE BEDS. IT WAS A
NICER ROOM THEN I EXPECTED, IT HAD 2 QUEEN SIZED BEDS , A COUCH, COFFEE
TABLE, AND A NICE 32 INCH TV. I TURNED TO HIM AND ASKED WHAT WOULD HE LIKE
TO DO TONIGHT. THE TWINS WERE SAYING THEY WERE HUNGRY AND TIM ASKED ME
WHEN ARE WE GOING TO EAT. I LOOKED AT JULIAN AND HE SAID "LOOKS LIKE THEY
ARE TELLING US." I LAUGHED AND AGREED. WE WENT BACK TO THE CAR AND DROVE TO
THE NEAREST RESTURANT.

WE SAT DOWN AND ORDERED OUR SONS FOOD,. JULIAN ORDERED A SALAD, AND I TOLD
THE SERVER "NOTHING FOR ME TONIGHT THANKS". MY STOMACH WOULDN'T STOP MOVING
I WAS SO NERVOUS JUST BEING THIS CLOSE TO HIM.  OUR MEALS CAME OUT AND THE
TWINS AND TIM ATE.  JULIAN WORKED ON HIS SALAD BUT SEEMED A BIT
PRE-OCCUPIED WITH SOMETHING. I LEFT IT ALONE. IT WAS TIME TO GO AND WE BOTH
REACHED FOR THE BILL. OUR HANDS TOUCHED AND ELECTRICITY SHOT THRU MY
BODY. MY HEAD GOT LITE AGAIN AND I ALMOST FAINTED. I BITE MY CHEEK AGAIN
AND CAME TO. I TOLD HIM I WOULD GET IT TONIGHT AND HE COULD GET BREAKFAST
MAYBE. HE LOOKED AT ME AND I COULD TELL HE WAS TRYING TO FIND SOMETHING TO
SAY BUT WASN'T SURE WHAT. HE AGREED AND WE WERE ON OUR WAY BACK TO THE
HOTEL. TIM WAS CURLING HIS HAIR WHICH FOR ME IS A SIGN HE WAS GETTING
TIRED. PATRICK AND RILEY WERE SITTING LEANING AGAINST EACHOTHER. THEY
LOOKED SO CUTE HALF A SLEEP.

WE PULLED UP TO THE HOTEL I LOOKED OVER AT JULIAN AND ASKED HIM "SENSE THE
BOYS WERE ALL FALLING ASLEEP AND SINCE WE HAD THE EXTRA BED IF HE WOULD
JUST LIKE TO STAY."  HE LOOKED AT ME AND THOUGHT ABOUT IT FOR A MOMENT. HE
AGREED AND WE CARRIED OUR 3 BOYS TO MY ROOM. HE LAID THE TWINS DOWN AND
TOLD ME TO PUT TIM NEXT TO THEM. HE SAID HE WASN'T REALLY TIRED AND
WANTED TO WATCH TV IF THAT WAS OKAY. I LOOKED AT HIM AND WANTED TO SAY
"ANYTHING YOU WANT", BUT I DIDN'T. I PUT TIM DOWN AND HANDED HIM THE
REMOTE. HE SAT ON THE OTHER BED AND TURN ON THE TV. I SAT DOWN ON THE
OTHERSIDE OF THE BED, AND ACTED LIKE I WAS WATCHING THE TV.

MY MIND WAS GOING CRAZY. I WANTED TO JUST TURN OVER AND KISS THIS BEAUTIFUL
MAN SITTING NEXT TO ME. I WANTED TO CONFESS MY LOVE FOR HIM AND TELL HIM I
NEVER WANTED TO LEAVE, BUT I DIDN'T I SAT THERE STARING AT HIM FROM THE
CORNER OF MY EYES. IM NOT SURE WHAT WE WERE WATCHING BUT I NOTICED
SOMETHING HAPPENING BENEATH HIS JEANS. I WANTED TO KNOW WHAT WAS MAKING HIM
BULGE SO I LOOKED AT THE TV AND SAW NOTHING I HADNT NOTICED BUT HE HAD
TURNED IT OFF. I FELT MY FACE START TO GET HOT AND BEET RED AS I LOOKED AT
HIM. HE HAD THIS SMILE ON HIS FACE I COULDN'T QUIET EXPLAIN. THEN IT CAME
TO ME HE KNEW WHAT I WAS DOING. HE KNEW I WASN'T PAYING ATTENTION TO
ANYTHING BUT HIM.

I LOOKED DOWN AT MY CHEST AND MY HEART WAS POUNDING IN IT. MY EYES TRAVELED
OVER HIS BODY AND TO HIS CROTCH. HE WAS HARD, AND I COULD TELL. MY MIND
RACED AGAIN AND THIS FEELING CAME OVER THAT I HAD TO HAVE IT, I COULDN'T
MOVE THO. I COULDN'T FIND THE THOUGHTS TO MOVE ONE MUSCLE.  ALL OF A SUDDEN
I FELT HIS HAND ON MY STILL RED FACE AS

HE LIFTED IT TO HIS AND KISSED ME. I FELT THAT SAME ELECTRICITY I HAD FELT
EARLIER BUT THIS TIME IT SHOT STRAIGHT TO MY COCK AND I WAS HARD
INSTANTLY. SO HARD IT HURT INSIDE MY KHAKIS. HIS LIPS FELT LIKE SILK AND
HIS HANDS WERE SLIDING FROM MY FACE TO MY CHEST AND BACK. I LEANED IN AND
THAT FEELING TOOK OVER. I WAS KISSING THE MAN I HAVE WANTED FOR THE PAST 6
MONTHS. MY BODY TOOK OVER BEFORE MY MIND COULD FIGURE OUT WHAT WAS
HAPPENING. MY HANDS WERE TRAVELING BODY THAT BEAUTIFULLY CRAVED CHEST AND
OVER HIS BELLY. WHEN I REALIZED WHERE MY HANDS WERE IT WAS TOO LATE TO
STOP. ONE OF MY HANDS HAD HIS JEANS UNDONE AND INSIDE. HE MOANED INTO MY
MOUTH AND MY HAND BRUSHED AGAINST HIS THROBBING COCK. I HAD MANGAED ENOUGH
WILL POWER TO STOP MYSELF AND JUST START KISSING HIM LIKE I HAD WANTED FOR
SO LONG. I TOOK HIS SHIRT OFF ONLY BREAKING OUR EMBRACE TO PULL IT OVER HIS
HEAD.

THE FEELING OF HIS SKIN AGAINST MY HANDS SENT THAT FEELING THRU MY BODY
AGAIN AND ENDING IN MY COCK. I WAS HARDER THEN I HAD EVER BEEN BUT DIDN'T
CARE THAT IT HURT I WANTED TO MAKE HIM FEEL AS GOOD AS I WAS FEELING AT
THAT MOMENT.  BEFORE I EVEN COULD THINK WHAT TO DO NEXT I STARTED SLIDING
DOWN HIS BODY. KISSING AND LICKING EVER INCH OF HIS SOFT SKIN. NIBBLING AT
HIS NIPPLES, AND AROUND HIS BELLY BUTTON. LISTENING TO HIS MOANS MY MIND
SHUT DOWN AND I WAS ONLY RUNNING ON PURE EMOTION AND INSTINCT.  WHEN I
REACHED HIS JEANS I PULLED THEM DOWN, AND TOOK A DEEP BREATH SO I COULD
CATCH HIS SCENT. I CAUGHT SOMETHING ELSE I HADNT SMELLED IN YEARS. IT WAS
THE SCENT OF PRE- CUM. MY HEART SPED UP FASTER AND I FELT THIS PRIMAL
FEELING BULINDING IN THE PIT OF MY STOMACH. AS I LOOKED DOWN AT HIS BRIEFS
THERE WAS SOME PRE-CUM ON THE FRONT. I WANTED TO TASTE IT SO I SLIDE MY
MOUTH OVER HIS THROBBING COCK AND BRIEFS AND LICKED AT THE SPOT. IT WAS
INTOXICATING, AND THAT PRIMAL FEELING GOT BIGGER. I NO LONGER COULD WAIT
AND I WANTED HIS COCK.

HIS MOANS AND TASTE WERE DRIVING ME CRAZY. I PULLED AT HIS BRIEFS AND ENDED
UP RIPPING THEM. AT THE TIME I DIDN'T CARE. I HAD TO HAVE WHAT WAS UNDER
THEM. AS I THROW HIS BREIFS TORN BRIEFS TO THE FLOOR I LOOKED DOWN AND SAW
WHAT I WANTED. HIS THROBBING HARD COCK WAS STANDING STRAIGHT UP. IT WAS
OOZING PRE-CUM AND LOOKED LIKE IT WAS ABOUT 7 INCHES. I WANTED IT SO BAD IT
WAS HARD TO CONTROL ANYTHING. I BROUGHT MY FACE TO THE HEAD OF HIS COCK AND
LICKED IT. HIS SWEET PRE-CUM COATED MY TONGUE AND IT WAS LIKE A DRUG I HAD
TO HAVE MORE SO I SLIDE MY FINGER ALONG THE UNDER PART OF HIS SHAFT AND
MILKED OUT WHAT WAS SITTING IN IT. I STUCK MY TONGUE OUT AND LICKED IT
UP. I WANTED IT ALL.  I SLIDE THE HEAD FIRST INTO MY MOUTH SLIDING MY MOUTH
AND TONGUE AROUND IT. HE LET OUT A MOAN THAT FUELED ME EVEN MORE AND I
SLIDE MORE OF IT IN. I WAS ABOUT HALF WAY DONE HIS SHAFT WHEN I GAGGED. I
PULLED BACK ALITTLE AND JUST WORKED WHAT I COULD. HIS MOANS AND HIPS
PUMPING UP AND DOWN EVERYONCE IN AWHILE MADE THAT PRIMAL FEELING COME OUT.
AND I WAS DETERMINED TO HAVE IT ALL INSIDE MY MOUTH AND THROAT.

I SLIDE BACK DOWN HIS SHAFT AND AS I GOT TO THAT SPOT I CLOSED MY EYES
OPENED MY THROAT AND TOOK A DEEP BREATH .  I GOT ABOUT 2 MORE INCHES IN,
BUT I WANTED MORE SO I SWALLOWED HARD AND PUSHED DOWN AND NEXT THING I KNEW
I WAS DONE AND SMELLING HIS SKIN.  HIS SCENT WAS SO INTOXICATING I COULD NO
LONGER FEEL HIS COCK DEEP IN MY THROAT NOR DID I CARE IF IT HURT. I WAS NOW
DETERMINED TO MAKE HIM BLOW SO I COULD TASTE HIS THICK LOAD . I TIGHTENED
MY THROAT AND HE LET OUT WHAT SOUNDED LIKE A YELP AND A MOAN.  THE NEXT
WORDS JUST FUELED ME MORE AND I HAD TO HAVE HIS LOAD. HE LOOKED DOWN AT ME
AND SAID IF YOU DO THAT AGAIN I WONT BE ABLE TO HOLD BACK. I FELT THIS WAVE
COME OVER ME AS I SLIDE BACK UP HIS COCK AND BACK DOWN THIS TIME TIGHTENING
MY THROAT AS EVERY INCH SLIDE INTO IT. HE SQUIRMED UNDER ME AND I CONTINUED
TO DO JUST THAT. SLIDE UP AND DOWN WITH MY HOT MOUTH , AND TIGHTENING MY
THROAT. JULIANS EYES ROLLED INTO THE BACK OF HIS HEAD AND HIS BODY WENT
STIFF I FELT HIS COCK GREW IN MY THROAT AND HE LET OUT ONE OF THE LOUDEST
GROANS I HAVE EVERY HEARD. HE PUT A PILLOW OVER HIS MOUTH AS NOT TO WAKE
THE BOYS AS SHOT AFTER SHOT OF HIS THICK SWEET CUM SHOT INTO MY MOUTH AND
ON MY TONGUE.

I SAVIORED EVERY DROP AND WHEN HE WAS DONE SHOOTING I PRESSED MY TONGUE
FIRMLY AGAINST HIS UNDERSHAFT AND SLIDE UP TO GET WHAT WAS LEFT INSIDE FOR
ME. AS I GOT CLOSER TO THE HEAD OF HIS STILL THROBBING COCK I SUCKED
LIGHTLY ON IT AS MY TONGUE BROUGHT ME MY TREASURE. I SWALLOW EVERY DROP AND
SAVIORED THE FLAVOR.  WHEN HIS COCK STARTED GOING SOFT IN MY MOUTH I LET IT
OUT AND LOOKED IN TO THE FACE OF MY LOVE.  HE LOOKED EXHAUSTED. I CAME UP
TO HIS LIPS AND KISSED HIM GENTLY AS HE FELL A SLEEP.  I CURLED UP NEXT TO
HIM WRAPPED MY ARMS AROUND HIM A WENT TO SLEEP, AND SLEPT BETTER THEN I HAD
IN YEARS.