Date: Tue, 20 May 2003 22:51:48 -0700 (PDT)
From: d r <niftyman55@yahoo.com>
Subject: Kissing

We met through the personals.  I was looking to find out what man to man sex
was all about, he was looking to break someone in.  What a match.  I saw that
he said that he wanted sex on the first date in the questionaire and I teased
him about that in our emails before setting a date to get together.  He said
he was a top.  That is what I wanted.  I wanted someone who knew the ropes and
may want to use them.

I didn't know what to do before this date.  What if I didn't like him?  He
seemed alright in our emails.  He really pushed his assertiveness, like he
was going to be the goddamned top, whether I liked it or not.  I hoped I
could trust him.

He came into the Starbucks and people noticed him.  He had a confident walk.
I looked at his crotch, looking for a lump that beautiful cock would make in
his pants.  It was afternoon and I could see some shadows play on his pants
but no big cock.

He sat down and I knew that he liked me.  I knew he would like me more when
got done.  He licked his lips and I wanted to kiss them.  I had never kissed
a man before, and this wasn't really desire, I just wanted to have all of
the action.  I wanted kissing, man kissing.  He saw me looking at his mouth.

"I don't do kissing", he said with a slight smile.

"Hi Brad, I'm fine", I said back, calling him on his greeting.  We had talked
about kissing in our emails.  I had said that I wanted it, he said he was
not into kissing the guys he was fucking.

"I saw you looking at my lips, and I may suck your cock, but I don't do
kissing".  We were leaning toward each other and I was sure that other people
couldn't hear.

"Let's consider this for a moment.  You're going to take me back to your place
and we are going to have several hours of sex.  You are going to have several
orgasms.  You are going to enjoy your self with me.  And all I want is some
kissing."

He looked at me.  "I'm a top.  I kiss when I want.  I will give you what you
are looking for, an introduction to the art of pleasing a man.  I am going
to make you cum in ways that you didn't know were possible.  You are going
to have orgasms that you will remember forever.  I kiss when I want."

I knew then how some women feel when a guy is going for sex and they are
trying to set some ground rules.  I leaned closer and felt his leg under the
table.

"Brad, here is what you don't know.  I shaved my crotch today.  You said that
you didn't like hair, so I just shaved it.  I don't like being shaved.  I
chafe.  When it starts to grow out, I'm the one with the short spikey hairs
that make me shift in my seat.  But I shaved because I know you like it."

I was looking in his eyes and I could see that he was trying to take the
assertive position back again.

"Further, we are going back to your place, you are probably going to walk
me into the bed room, pull down your pants, sit me down on the bed and give
me your cock to suck.

"And I will.  I have been practicing on a dildo and I think I can be pretty
good.  You will probably hold my head with your hands and start to fuck my
mouth a little bit.  I will try to just taste it a little, suck on your balls
a little, but you will be impatient and want me to suck you dry right then
and there.  I will probably get my hands going on your cock a little, play
with your prostate just in back of your balls and then you will push your
cock back in my mouth, probably gagging me, and shoot that load that you
told me you have been saving for three days just for me.

"And I want to taste your cum.  I want to taste the first little slimey
leaks from you cock and then catch the whole load when you pound it into
my mouth.  That is what I want to try.

"Then you will tell me to stand and you will take my clothes off, pinching
where you want, fondling where you want.  You will probably leave my shorts
on because you want to tease me through the fabric.  Well, I'm wearing silk
boxers, even though you told me you wanted white Jockeys.

"Then you will probably kiss me on the neck, bite me on the nipples and push
me down onto the bed.  You will probably straddle me and work down to my cock
and go down on me.  You will tease me with your lips and teeth, then start
jacking me.  Just before I cum, you will probably take me out of your mouth
and jack me into your hand, then feed me my come to eat.  You want me to
eat it, to get me to like it.  Well, I have already done that, even though
you told me not to."

He was starting to wonder where this was going.  I slid my hand up under the
table and I could feel his cock.  He put his hand on mine and slid it away.

"You will then roll me over and straddle my ass, rubbing my back and telling
me how you are going to fuck me.  You will ride on my ass and I will feel your
cock on my back.  That is what I want.  To feel your weight pushing my cock
into the bed.  Then you will move back, and spread my legs.  You may tell
me how I look all spread out, waiting to get fucked.  Well, that is what
I am there for.  You will start lubing me up.  And this is what I have waited
for, to feel another man's fingers enter me, another person, entering my body.
You will stretch me and I will gasp.  This is something that I know happens
but I probably don't have a clue how it feels when someone else does it.

"You will pull my ass up and get in back of me.  You cock is hard, it has been
hard for a while, thinking of getting into my ass.  You push on me and I feel
the head pop in.  I have been practicing this with a dildo also and I know
how that feels.  But I know this will feel better, because I don't have to
do it by myself, someone else is pushing in.  All I have to do is feel you
enter me.  And it is a real cock with a real man on the other end of it.

"You will push, liking each gasp I give when you go too far, too fast.  When
you get to the point that you know I am ready, you will probably not be able
to resist one last push.  I will jump a little and I will feel your pubic hair
against my bare skin.  I know that you like to pull out then and get one good
push, your whole cock, all the way in and then grind your pubic bone in a
little.  I can't wait for that.

"I know that you are going to fuck me, fucking me with a good pace.  You will
tell me to keep my hands away from my cock.  I know that I will want to play
with myself, but you will tell me to hold the end of the bed.

"At some point, you will probably hear me groan and you will want to do that
top thing and make me call your name.  You will probably slap my ass and tell
me not to groan.  You will probably make me call your name, and then you will
shorten your stroke and hit my ass and get me to say 'Brad, fuck me!'  You
will start timing your strokes so you are hitting bottom just as I am saying
'Fuck' so there is a little extra push to the 'f' in 'fuck'.  And I will
probably get into it with gusto.  I know how my dildo feels and if you feel
any better, I will be glad that you are back there pounding my ass.

"At this point, you will probably want to see my face as you fuck me, so
you will pull out, have me turn over, put a couple of pillows under my ass
to raise it and then grab my ass with both hands and push your self back into
me with one long pull.  I will probably grunt at that point, but you will
start long dicking me and I will probably be lost.  You will tell me to
keep my hands over my head and you will probably squeeze my dick to remind
me of what is to come.

"At some point, you will probably want to rest a little, so you will pull
out and lay back, tell me to mount your cock.  I'll straddle you and you
will grab my hips and push into me.  I'll like this because I get to use
my legs.  I'll start to squeeze your cock and you will swear at me because
you know you are getting ready.

"After a little of that, you will put me back down on my back with the
pillows under my ass and start to fuck.  I will see it in your face that
you are getting ready to cum.  You will get some lube and start to jack me
playing me just enough so that when you are ready, you have me where you
want me and I come, my prostate being pumped by you, my ass grabbing your
cock and then you come in my ass.  I hope I will be able to feel it, because
after some heavy fucking, I don't know if I will be able to feel it.

"After that, you'll take me into the shower and wash me off, and then we'll
go out.  I'll feel a buzz in my ass where it has been fucked good, you'll
have that shit eating grin of someone who has just gotten laid.  We'll go
to a club and have some drinks.  At some point you will probably stand
in back of me and push your cock against my ass, reach around and feel mine
and tell me that I was a terrific fuck.  Which really means, that you liked
it and you want to fuck me again.

"You will get all hot and want to get sucked off in the car when we leave.
I have never done that and I want to give it a try.  And, when we get back,
you will probably push me back on the bed and give it another try.  Not a
grand slam home run this time, just a home run.  And to tell you the truth,
my ass will probably like just a home run, not a grand slam.

"After you fuck me again, you will probably take me in your mouth and jack
me.  I will have waited for this for a while, to have a man take me in his
mouth.  Afterward, we probably sleep naked and you will keep your cock
against me.

"In the morning, you'll see me sprawled down on the bed, one leg bent, and
you will want me again.  You'll roll over me, pulling me beneath you and'
push yourself between my legs.  I have wanted that to happen, to be wanted,
to be taken.  You'll lube me up and roll on a condom and stretch me out a
little.  You will push your self into me and I will like it because I want
to be taken.  If I could be taken without the lube and the stretching and
it wasn't painful, I'd like that.  We have talked about that on line
and you have said that you will do that sometime.  I'm dying to find out
what it is like.

"You'll go for a home run again and reach around on me and fuck me and jack
me good.  I'll know that you are a good lover because you have hit all
my buttons a lot.  That is what I was asking for.

"Now, in all of this fucking, why do you think you won't do any kissing?
What's a little tongue fencing between fuck buddies?"

He stood up.  "Let's go, Jim."

And we left and we did all of the things that I had told him we would do
except that he kissed me a lot.  And I didn't blow him in the car, but
along side it in the parking garage.  And he always went for grand slams.