Date: Thu, 1 Feb 2007 15:44:37 -0500 (GMT-05:00)
From: raster6466@mypacks.net
Subject: Len and I

Len

Len and I met at work. I have a partner that I have been with for 14
years. I love my partner. Len is married and has 3 kids, loves his wife and
for all intent and purposes, straight. Len and I had sex.

Len looks as if he may be related to Mel Gibson. His personality is very
much laid back California. Friendly and very humorous. I am similar in
looks to a younger William Hurt. Very southern and intensely sensitive.
Len and I became work spouses. We told each other everything. I fixed him
meals and hung out with him and his family. I would say I developed a crush
on him but the feeling I developed was like no other crush I have ever
had. I was in love with my partner but the feelings I had for Len were
strong but I could never exactly determine what they were. I did want to
sleep with Len but never approached the possibility. I flirted with Len
incessantly. When I would pass him at work I would reach out and touch his
nipples, which I always seemed to be able to zero in on no matter what he
was wearing. We hugged when appropriate and many a night of drinking led me
to pass out with my head on his shoulder.

As time past Len announced that he and his wife had decided to move to
Arizona from North Carolina. A big celebration for his going away was
planned. It lasted for a month.  We held a huge pig picken and had a very
drunken evening. At the party was Len's cousin Erik who held the same
resemblance to Len. Bigger and more muscular, Erik was a sight to
behold. At the party, Erik became very drunk, as did the rest of
us. Suddenly Erik started talking God and religion. I knew he was
gone. Suddenly Erik became determined to go home and got up and headed to
his car. I went after him because he did not need to be driving. At the end
of the driveway I stopped him and tried to coax him back to the
party. Instead of returning, Erik backed up suddenly and began to fall
backwards into the drainage ditch next to the driveway. I reached for him
to stop him and he reached for me. Instead of stopping Erik continued down
into the ditch, taking me with him.

Erik at this point lay in the ditch rambling on about something I don't
remember. I gathered my thoughts and decided I needed to get him up and out
of the ditch. I tried pulling Erik to his feet but he suddenly passed out
and became a dead weight. I continued to try and get him up to no avail. As
I pulled and lifted, Erik's shirt suddenly came off. Wow! Erik had an
incredible body! I decided to give up because I was drunk and tired and sat
down on the bank of the ditch. I must have passed out too.

Everyone at the party at missed all this fun but had noticed we seemed to
be missing. Len looked all over the yard for us and finally spied us both
in the ditch. Len found us lying next to each other. Erik was shirtless and
had wrapped his arm around me. I was snuggling in the crook of his arm. Len
called to us and I woke up slightly confused. The events came back to me
and I told him what had occurred. Len and I got his cousin up and out of
the ditch and back to the house. Len and another man I didn't know took
Erik into the house and I stayed out to drink some more and answer the
inquiries of what really happened. No one believed my story and seemed to
believe I had gone off with Erik for sex.

I finally decided to give up for the night and crash. I went into the house
and asked where I could crash. I was led to a bedroom by the homeowner and
as we entered it, there was Erik. Erik was buck-naked on the bed face
down. Again his body was impressive and he had one of the nicest bubble
butts. I took a pillow and lay on the floor next to the bed.  Suddenly, Len
was there. Len was telling me that he felt that not only would his cousin
be weirded out waking up naked in a room with me on the floor, but I also
would probably wake up confused as well. Len led me to an upstairs room
where he was sleeping. Len laid me on the pallet with him and we
spooned. Len asked me again what had happed and I told the story again. Len
asked me if I was sure and that I could tell him anything. I told him
nothing else happened and fell asleep in his arms. After that, Len seemed
strangely jealous. I thought it was cute and played along.

On the last night Len was in town we had one last party at his
house. Nothing about the evening seemed any different than any other. After
all had gone to bed, Len and I had a cigarette together and decided to
crash on his sectional couch in the living room.  I was suddenly awaked by
Len whispering to me. Len told me he loved me and asked if I would suck his
dick. Suddenly there was an intense passion in his eyes and a slight
nervousness. I asked Len if he was sure. Len said yes in a very yearning
voice. I pushed Len down and began to unbutton his shirt. I then moved on
to his jean and undid them and pulled them down. Considering Len's wife was
in their room and his kids were asleep I tried to be a quite as possible. I
began sucking on Len's nipples and moved down his torso to his penis, which
was incredibly hard. Len has my favorite penis, thick and about 5 inches. I
began sucking Len's penis like there was no tomorrow. I paid loving
attention to the head, licked the sides and sucked his balls. Len seemed to
be enjoying this intensely. I moved back up to his torso and licked and
sucked his nipples some more. For some strange reason I didn't want to kiss
him. He did not encourage it either. I moved back to Len's penis and sucked
him some more. Finally, I could tell he was about to cum and I deep
throated him as he held my head. I swollowed his cum and after cleaning him
up, I laid my head on his stomach. Len thanked me and held me. After a few
minutes I got myself together and went back to my end of the couch.

The next morning began like any other. Nothing was said and no one seemed
to act as if something had occurred or changed. When I went to leave, Len
walked out with me, looked me in the eyes and said, 'this is between us,
right?' 'Of course I said and bid him farewell. I felt strangely content
and not at all ashamed for some reason.

Len moved to Arizona and we kept in touch. Nothing was ever said about our
last night together. I never mentioned it to my partner or Len his
wife. Strangely, I didn't feel that I had cheated. I felt that Len and I
just joined together in the ultimate act of deep friendship. I felt that I
gave Len something he needed and I only would have felt ashamed if I hadn't
done it. Our bond was now sealed

Six months later, Len came back to North Carolina so he and I could help
out with a friend dying of lung cancer. I was so excited to see Len
again. I actually had fantasies of us exchanging our love again. I picked
Len up at the airport and took him to my house. We were alone. I flirted
with him and playfully offered him myself. Len and I finally spoke of our
last night and Len explained his feelings about it. Len's feelings were
exactly the same as mine. Len however indicated that he wasn't sure if we
should ever share each other again. I explained that I was cool with that
but had no shame in telling him I would do it again and again whenever I
felt he needed me.

Len and I went out drinking with the same homeowner of the pig picken'. We
all ended up back at the home where I landed in the ditch. We all sat
around drinking until I passed out on Len's shoulder as usual.

I was suddenly awaked by the obvious actions of a blowjob, and a good
blowjob at that. I opened my eyes and there was Len on his knees next to
the couch. Len was desperately sucking my dick. I whispered I was awake and
asked him what he was doing. Len told me just to lay back. Len told me he
wanted to do this for me and to let him finished before he lost his
nerve. I whispered to him to hold on. I pulled his mouth off my dick even
though I didn't want to. I whispered to Len that everything was okay but
since we were in the living room we should go upstairs to one of the empty
bedrooms for privacy for his sakes. I took Len by the hands and we headed
up to the same bedroom we had slept before.

Once we were behind closed doors the urgency exploded. Len and I
aggressively removed each other's clothing. I realize for a moment that Len
had never seen me naked and until I woke up a while ago, had never touched
my penis. My penis is 8 and 3/4 long and thick. Len couldn't seem to get
his hands off it. Len's voice was raspy and you could tell he was wrestling
with the feelings and desire that he was having. I laid Len onto the floor
and began to love him. I worked on his nipples and kissed and caressed his
body. I moved down and began sucking his dick. I paid loving attention to
it once again. I continued down to Len's ball sack and after awhile I put
my hands firmly on his thighs, lifted him and began rimming him. Len seemed
to enjoy this a lot. Len and I continued our love making for a while. Each
providing each other pleasure. Again we didn't kiss and even though I would
have, I didn't attempt to fuck him. I did offer myself to him and Len
indicated he would enjoy that but before we could continue, Len indicated
that my pleasuring had reached a boiling point and he was getting ready to
cum. I went back down on his penis and accepted his love. I then straddled
Len's torso and began jacking myself off. I came all over Len's
chest. Spent, we lay there holding each other. I cleaned Len up and we got
dressed. Len and I went back downstairs and sleep on the couches.

The next day was like any other. Len and I went back to my place and we
were once again alone. We talked about the night before. We both expressed
how we felt and realized we were in sync.  Len decided to take a shower. I
led him to my bathroom and got him fresh towels. Len seemed slow to get
into the shower however. I milled about picking up stuff in the
bedroom. Len stripped and was naked before me. I commented on how I was
glad to see him naked again. Len went into the bathroom but I didn't hear
the shower come on.  I could hear Len moving about but not really doing
anything. Suddenly. Len called my name. I came into the bathroom to find
him still naked and with a ragging hard on. Len seemed very nervous, as if
he was battling something in his head. Len finally said that he needed me
and would I love him some more. I dropped to my knees and began sucking his
penis once again. Len moaned and indicated that he couldn't believe how
good this and he felt and within a moment, came into my mouth. I got up,
hugged him and told to get cleaned up.

Len is once again gone to Arizona. We both agreed that what we had shared
was special and ours alone. Len and I decided that we would continue as we
were and we made plans for me to come to visit. Len told me of a cabin in
the mountains that he wanted to take me to and I knew this meant that we
would continue our bonding. Len is back with his wife and I with my
partner. We both know however that this strange relationship would
continue. I still believe Len to be pretty much straight but know that we
need to share ourselves with each other for what ever reason.