Date: Mon, 5 May 2008 12:23:13 -0400 From: Tom M <xennos67@gmail.com> Subject: Love Mentor part 2 "So, how are you feeling?" I've given you a pair of sweat pants and a t-shirt to change into while we wash your clothes. Once you stood up, it became clear that you couldn't go home without certain things being painfully obvious. Once we have the machine going, we return to the living room and sit together. I pull back a little bit so as to give you a little space to reflect on what's just happened. "I feel good." you reply to me. "So you've never been touched by a man like that before?" "No, never." "Are you ok with what happened?" You hesitate before answering. "I've never experienced anything like it." "Is that a good thing?" I say matter of factly. "Yeah, it was amazing. I mean I've been with girls, but it was never anything like that." I repress a smile. "A lot of guys will tell you that it's because sex with a man is better than with a woman." "Do you think that?" you ask. "I'm not really in a position to know since I've never had sex with a woman. What I will tell you is that for most guys I've been with, their first time with a man tends to be a lot more powerful than with a woman." You look thoughtful for a moment. "Why do you think that is?" "You'd probably be better at answering that question than I am." I secretly wonder if I'm not putting too much on you at once, but I feel it important that you face what is happening to you. "I don't know if I know myself. All I can say is that I don't remember ever cumming like that before." "What do you mean 'like that'"? I ask again. "Er...well...I never had that much...volume." I laugh a bit and say "It was pretty impressive." I see you blush again and smile. "Does it embarrass you to talk about this?" "I'm just not used to talking about this sort of thing I guess." I nod. "It's not surprising. Most guys really don't talk openly about their sexuality. Even guys who have homosexual experiences tend to be...I don't want to say dismissive of them, but, it's almost like they try to convince themselves that it didn't mean anything because they're afraid of facing their feelings." You nod at this comment, and I move a little closer to you. "That's why I'm taking the time to talk to you about it. The first time I was ever with a guy, it was a bad experience. I'll spare you the details but afterwards, I felt very used. I don't want that to be your experience." "I don't feel used." you say in a soft voice. "I'm glad because I really do like you and I want this to be a good thing for us both." I see your cheeks flush a little when I say this. "It already is" you say almost shyly. I move closer to you and touch your hand. The sweat pants your wearing don't hide much in the way of your arousal though I'm unclear as to whether or not you realize that I can see your erection. I look in your eyes and say "I am glad this has been a good thing for you so far. The question is, do you want to take it further?" I feel the heat in your hand increase, and a look not exactly of fear, but uncertainty perhaps cross your face. "I think so." You say timidly. "I won't hurt you, and I won't try to make you do anything you don't want to do, ok?" You nod. I look you in the eye and say "Do you trust me?" "Yes." I touch your chest and say "Are you nervous?" You nod slightly and I say "I understand. You're safe here, I promise." I caress your face gently with the backs of my fingers and see your eyes close appreciatively. I move closer to you and take you back in my arms and begin to kiss you again. I make no attempt to conceal my own arousal, as yours is now very obvious. We kiss a while more before I say "Come with me." I lead you by the hand into my bathroom where I begin to draw a bath. I look at you and smile as I raise your arms over your head and pull your shirt off. The weeks of weight lifting you and I have both been doing have clearly had a very good effect on your upper body. There's something disarming about the slope of your shoulders for me. I kiss your shoulder and hear your breath come out in a shuddering voiceless moan. I caress your chest with my fingers, again feeling the powerful beat of your heart. "God you are sexy" I say. I kneel down in front of you and pull off the sweat pants. Your gorgeous erection seems to almost spring out as I pull down. I guide you to step forward. I rise up and look at your body, fully naked in front of me. I smile and shut off the water, the tub now full. I look deep into your eyes as I disrobe. When the last of my garments are removed, we stand facing each other, naked and clearly aroused. I come close to you and touch your face, looking deep into your eyes and saying "Tell me you want me." "I want you" comes your breathy reply. "Say it again." I say in a slightly commanding voice. "I want you." comes your reply. "Again." I say. "I want you." Each time you repeat it there is urgency, aching desire. I look in your eyes and see more than desire. I see raw emotion there. I guide you into the bathtub and begin to slowly bathe you. Fortunately the tub is fairly big so I am able to be in it with you. I guide a sponge up your leg to your inner thigh and back, and then do the same with your arms and chest. I kiss your face and wrap my arms around you from behind. You relax into my embrace and I allow my hand to lazily touch your erection. I hear your breath draw in and out quickly. I move my hand to your thigh and don't touch your cock again while we are in the tub, wanting to keep you aching a bit longer. I nibble your ear and say into it "You feel so good in my arms." You reply "You feel good too." I hold you for a time and then we move out of the tub. I take the towel and dry you off. You stand very still allowing me to move your arms and touch you pretty much everywhere. Your skin is flush with arousal, and as far as I can tell, your erection has been constant. I dry myself off as well, my own erection also pretty strong. We walk together into the bedroom and I dim the lights, but not too much. I walk up to you and take you into my arms, holding you close, our bodies touching. "I want you too. Would it surprise you to know that I'd wanted you well before tonight?" "Not now I guess." you say. I press my body into yours and allow our erections to touch. "This is a whole new world for you, isn't it?" "God yes." I pull back the bedclothes and guide you to sit in the bed, and then join you, taking you in my arms and kissing you. My hands explore your body but avoid your cock, knowing how very close you are to another orgasm. At one point I stop and look you in the eyes and say "Open your eyes." You do and I say "This is real. It's not a dream. You are doing this." You nod. "Say it" "This is real" you say to me. "This is what you want." You repeat, not parroting but rather with feeling. "This IS what I want." "This is what you need." I begin to move my hands down your chest and kiss it in between words. "This is what I need." comes your response almost pleadingly. "This is how it should be." I say, my kisses moving down your belly to your left thigh bone. "This is how it should be." you repeat back. "You were meant for this" I say daringly. "I was meant for this" you reply. I am now face to face with your erection. I resist the urge to take it immediately into my mouth, as I want to build up to it. Instead I slowly slide my lips around your balls, using a very light touch, as if I were trying to polish a soap bubble. Your balls are pulled up tight already, but I hear your voice make sounds that make me shudder as I hear them. I bring my tongue up to gently caress each of your balls very tenderly, feeling the texture of the hair and skin on each separate orb. Your reactions are varied but uniformly passionate. It is clear to me that no one has ever done this to you before. I move myself back up to kiss you and look at your eyes. You look at me with a longing I haven't seen in a long time. "Do you feel how hard I am?" I say, allowing my erection to touch your thigh. "Yes." "Some men will tell you this doesn't mean anything. They'll try to downplay it to make you somehow feel like you're not doing what you are doing. That's not me. I won't dismiss what we're doing because it is an important moment for you and for me." You nod. "It's as powerful for me as it is for you." I take your cock delicately in my hand and see your eyes widen. "And you are going to experience all I can share with you." You say, very softly "Please". Your voice is pleading. I move back to your plump cock and kiss its tip tenderly. I then move to the base of your shaft and lick the length of it with a wide soft tongue...all the way to the base of the cleft of your head. I do this a couple of times, each time hearing your breathing becoming a bit more agitated. Eventually I move my mouth to the head and gently slide my lips over the smooth flesh, touching it just barely. I hear you make a louder noise as my tongue gently caresses your head, sliding its tip from the bottom of the cleft to the opening which tastes of your precum. I savor this taste, as much as the moans I hear you make. I slide my mouth down your shaft, hands holding your sides delicately yet firmly. I being to move my head up and down, taking you into my mouth in varying degrees. I feel your heat in my mouth, almost overwhelming. I feel the head of your cock go deeper and deeper into my throat, knowing that you are close. I hear your voice now beginning to come out in long tenuto moans. I begin to tighten my lips around you, my tongue caressing your gorgeous cock as I hear your moans become more strained and desperate. I do my best to gage when you reach your climax and plunge myself on you. Hear your voice reach a crescendo as I feel your hot rich semen enter my mouth and throat. I feel you flow into me effortlessly and powerfully as I hear your voice continue to groan forth your passion. I continue to move my head up and down on you, not giving you a chance to come down. My mouth is filled with you. The taste of your flesh mingles with that of your semen which is rich and abundant. I suck at you with my own need, feeling the warmth of your essence filling me. Your voice does not subside even when I sense that you have given me as much as your body can muster this moment. I move up to hold you and feel tears spill over onto my chest. I hold you close and kiss you. I repeat over and over again "This is what you were meant for." I feel you shaking all over and know that it is because you are still feeling the after effects of your orgasm. I savor the traces of your semen still in my mouth and say "I have you inside of me now." I touch your face and kiss you. Your mouth hungrily devours mine, and I am only dimly aware that you probably taste yourself as you kiss me. I consider whispering this into your ear, but I don't want to break the kiss. It doesn't take long until you begin to relax and then fall asleep. I have you in my arms, and contemplate the morning as I feel sleep slowly overtake me.