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From: an9708@anon.penet.fi
Subject: Man Gives his first BJ
Message-ID: <1993Feb3.230350.15221@fuug.fi>
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Date: Wed, 3 Feb 1993 21:03:13 GMT
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This is a true story. I am in my early thirties.
I never had a gay experience, until recently.
To some extent I was encouraged by the correspondence
in this and other related news groups.

A bit about myself. I am "cute" with boyish good looks.
My sex life, until recently exclusively with women, has
nevertheless been "fringe". I am obsessively oral
active, uninterested in reciprication, and not very
adept at traditional love making. Consequently I have,
with marginal success, sought out dominant women.

All along, I have had similar "servicing" fantasies
regarding men. However, I never acted. First of all,
I am not gay in the usual sense. I fantasized only
about sucking cock. I didn't want to get off myself.
It seemed to me that a gay man would not be
interested in this kind of one sided relationship.
A very horny straight guy is more likely -- but how
do you ask a straight guy if you can blow him?

So I did nothing. Over the years, the amount of time
I spent fantasizing about giving head grew and grew.
Recently, I finally did something about it.

The way I met someone was to place an ad in a DC gay
newspaper. (It was VERY difficult dictating the ad
to the FEMALE classified clerk. She helped by assuring
me that she had heard everything). The ad stated that
I was attractive, straight looking, etc, and was
insatiably french active and that I was looking
for an endowed companion who was likewise insatiably
french passive.(I failed to mention my inexperience)
This particular paper operates a voice
mail system to collect your responses.

I got about 10 responses. All but two gave me serious
negative vibes. Two guys, Scott and Tom, sounded
interesting. The right blend of correct physical
proportions, slightly dominating but not crazy, and
believable. I called Scott, got his answering machine,
and he never called back. That left Tom.

Tom had described himself on the voice mail as 28,
atheletic but not a body builder, 5'10'' 165 lbs with
the all important measurement being a true 8", as he
put it. He said he was bi, and very much enjoyed being
serviced.

I called Tom. He was in. Nothing we discussed gave me
bad vibes. He invited me to his apartment in Arlington.
I told Tom that I woul come. I also told him I was
inexperienced and nervous, and I wanted him to take
complete control right from the start.

When I got to Tom's place, He invited me in and asked
me to sit down. He asked me if I was absolutely sure
I wanted to go through with this. I said I was (although
I wasn't). He was sitting beside me on a sofa. He undid
his belt and pulled his jeans and underwear down together.
His beautiful cock was semi-erect. I leaned over and took
him in my mouth.

Rather than describe the act in detail, I thought you
might like to know how it compared with my fantasies
about giving head. Well, first of all it was MUCH HARDER
(harder meaning difficult) than I imagined. In a very
short time (30 sec?) My jaw ached. My fantasy of having
cock in my mouth continuously for hours had to be
reevaluated! I quicky found myself taking rests while
using my hands to pump. I found myself, unexpectedly,
hoping he would come soon. This was very surprising
because even though I fantasized a lot about sucking,
I was a little disturbed by the cum issue. I thought
that it must taste terrible and be a little gross.

The other thing different from what I expected was
the taste (of the cock, no cum yet). In fact, it had
little taste, which was a little dissapointing. I had
expected a salty-sweaty-musky taste. I actually tastes
no different than sticking your fingers in your mouth.
Without question, cunts have much sexier taste.

My initial disillusionment aside, I really did enjoy
what I was doing. However, it was the excitement associated
with the thought of what was taking place rather than
the act itself. My first hint that I was going to enjoy
an aspect that I didn't expect to was when Tom gave
off some pre-cum. It tasted VERY good, almost like I
imagined the cock would. An it made his cock slippery
and easier to take.

Finally, Tom started do slide down the slippery slope.
He pushed on my head, and with that characteristic
shudder he came in my mouth. A couple surprises here.
Men don't shoot gallons, like some myths contend. I know
(since I am a man) that the amount is relatively modest.
However, it feels like a lot in your mouth. And the taste,
though different from the pre-cum, was every bit as good.
Like a porn-queen, I found myself actually trying to milk
him for more.

In short, the process  of sucking the cock was great,
but not as great as I imagined. However, this
was more than balanced by the fact that I enjoyed
the taste of cum and the power associated with
an ejaculation taking place inside my mouth much, much
more than I could have imagined. My fantasies now are
much more concentrated on the "end" rather than the "means".

After about twenty five minutes of rest, I sucked Tom
again. This time on the bed. It was easier this time.
I don't think it will take long to get the hang of this...

I met with Tom two more times since then. Each time has
been better, and I enjoy sucking cock more and more as I
practice. I have given due attention to his balls, which
Tom pointed out I had neglected on our first encounter.
Each time Tom has asked me about a cock sucking
fantasy and tried to fulfill it. One was very nice: I 
wanted to give a "steam-bath" suck. Tom turned on the
hot water in his shower, let the bathroom get very steamy,
had me sit on the toilet while he stood in front of me.
I was a very sexy suck. The other time was not so successful.
I had read that a good way to deep throat was to lie on
your back on a bed with your head hanging over the edge
(upside down) The man the essentially fucks your mouth. I had
fantasized about this often. However, the pressure from the
blood rushing to my head was uncomfortable and since I
had no control, Tom kept going in too far too fast and I
kept gagging. Oh well, practice makes perfect.

To summarize, I believe that I have found my calling, so
to speak. I intend to spend the rest of my active sexual
life sucking cock. My big problem now is that Tom is moving!
I guess another ad will be fothcoming. I hope I get the
same nice classified clerk.
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