Date: Sat, 6 Nov 2004 21:43:44 -0800 (PST)
From: ladQVX
Subject: My Boy Matt II, installment 2, Beginnings

All the usual disclaimers apply. If for any reason
this story is illegal or immoral for you to read,
please stop immediately. This story is a partial work
of fiction. Although the stories are accurate, the
names of those involved have been changed to protect
their privacy.

This second series of stories are about lost
encounters. Although sex between listed individuals
seemed to be a sure bet, unforeseen circumstances
prevented them from occuring.

This story is about my friend Mike. Mike ran around
with two guys named Chris and Davey with whom I had
already messed around with. Mike was the athlete in
the group, and probably the most attractive. Although
Chris and Davey would eventually share some pretty
good sexual experiences with Mike, I lost my chance.

I had been messing around with Chris for almost a year
when he invited Mike and I to sleep over in a tent in
his back yard. Although I enjoyed messing around with
Chris, I was always curious about the one that I
hadn't already been with. In this case, it would be
Mike.

We pitched our tent that evening and rounded up some
beers and snacks to enjoy during our camp out. We all
got settled into our tent and made some normal guy
small-talk. When I agreed to sleep over, it was with
the hope that the three of us were going to fool
around. As the beers began to flow, instead of making
the night more interesting, Chris decided to fall
asleep. I have to admit that I felt a little defeated
at this point because I had been counting on Chris to
get the so called ball rolling. Instead, he lay next
to me snoring away.

Mike and I sat in the dark and talked. Before long,
Mike began complaining that the ground beneath us was
lumpy and hard and was beginning to make his back
hurt. He asked me if I was experiencing the same thing
and recognizing the code that seemed to be implied, I
admitted to having the same problem.

He suggested that we could give each other back rubs
and I quickly agreed. I started in on him first. I
gave him one of my patented rubs that covered his
entire back. Knowing that I had been repeatedly
complimented on my back rubs,I felt that this was
going to turn out to be a sure thing. I spent a great
deal of time on his back. Partially because I enjoyed
touching him, but also to let him know that these
weren't going to be 15 second rubs. Once my hands got
a little tired, I announced that it was my turn.

He quickly set to the task. He showed about as much
enthusiasm as I did. He didn't skimp on any of the
back rubbing. In fact, I think he rubbed my back quite
a bit longer than I rubbed his. Needing a break, I
resumed my gentle rubbing on his back and moved down
to massaging the back of his thighs. Even before I was
finished, he announced that it was my turn. This time,
he asked my to lower my shorts down in the back
because he thought the majority of my stiffness was
going to exist below my waist line. He had no idea the
stiffness that was going on below my waist.

After just a few moments, his hands were completely
down my pants in the back and he was kneeding my
butt-cheeks. I was really getting turned on by this.
So much so, that I think I was beginning to squirm a
little and breathing a little heavier than normal.
Just when it was almost ready for me to resume my
rubbing, Mike announced that this was going too far
and that he thought we should stop.

And so, rather than pushing the issue and making his
feel uncomfortable, I chose to agree with him and we
stopped the rubs and decided to go to sleep. Once I
was sure he was asleep, I nudged Chris and placed his
hand on my throbbing dick. Much to my surprise, he
woke up and gave me a quick handjob. After that was
over, I too rolled over and went to sleep.

A few days after that, I shared the back rub story
with Chris. Although a little surprised, he told me of
a similar experience he'd had with Mike a couple weeks
before. He told me that Mike did the same thing with
him and being not as concerned about backlask, Chris
insisted they continue. Chris later realized this was
part of Mike's M.O. He went on to tell me that things
were starting to get hot and heavy together, Mike told
his , "this is going too far" comment because this was
his way of finding out if the other person was as
comfortable with what was going on as he was.

Having missed my queue with Mike that night, I
realized this was to be my one and only chance with
him. Although Mike continued to mess around with both
Chris and Davey after that, Mike and I would never
hook up. I still see Mike once in awhile and each time
I wonder what it would have been like had I just
pushed a little.

Overall, I'm glad things didn't work out. Although I
still would have liked to have shared that experience
with him, the relationships Mike had with all of us
quickly disappeared. He no longer talks to any of us.
In fact, Mike recently got married and started raising
a family. To be honest, I wasn't really all that
surprised. Many of my past loves have chosen to turn
from their youthful experiences for those more
socially acceptable. But, no matter how much distance
he puts between himself and these experiences, they
will always be part of his history. Like it or not,
Mike; no matter how heterosexual you claim to be, you
will always be forced to deal with the choices you'd
made when you were young.