Date: Sun, 17 Nov 2002 18:02:11 EST
From: Thunderwht@aol.com
Subject: my close neighbor - part 3

After spending last night, enjoying my two neighbors in some sexual
pleasure, and the ride home this morning, I decided to take a nape. It was
late afternoon when Rob called me and asked me if he could come by and have
a chat. Rob was at my house in a short time, since we only lived a few
houses down. I asked him in, he gave me a nice little kiss.

We went to my den, I asked him what was up. Rob told me he needed some
advise. I told him it would be my pleasure. I would do anything for the
stud before me. Rob starts to tell me, how much he loves his Dad, and how
much their sexual activities means to him. I listened to him struggle to
tell me what was on his mind. He had met someone in college and thinks he
has found his true love. He told me he was worried how his dad would take
it. I asked me to tell me about the person he was in love with. Well rob
tells me, it's a girl. I damn near died, I never thought he was Bi like his
dad. He just shattered many of my fantasies. I told him how happy I was for
him, to find someone he truly loved. Rob tells me he does not know how his
dad is going to be when he tells his family about his new found love. Rob
knew Dan had a hard time when he first went to college how will he react to
his finding a wonderful girl. Rob told me he needed me to help him to break
the news to his dad. He wanted me there with him when he told him. Rob knew
I loved his dad and id be there for him. Rob told me that Dan had told him
many times he loved me.

We talked how to break the news to Dan. We decided to tell Dan at my
house. We wanted Dan away from his family when he was told, so he was able
to react without worrying about his wife and girls around. I called Dan and
told him to come over, Rob was with me. Dan came down to my house. I told
him that we were in my den. Dan wanted to know what was going on. I told
him Rob had something to tell him. Rob told Dan to sit next to him, he had
something to tell him.  Rob held his dads hand, and said to him, Dad I love
you with all my heart, and I would never want to hurt you. Dad, I found a
girl at college that I have fallen in love with. I met her my first week at
college and we are never without each other since.  Rob looked at his son
for some time, before saying a word. I stood behind Dan rubbing his
shoulder. Dan finally looked at Rob and said to him, Rob, you know I love
you, but I'm glad that you found that special one like I did at your
age. This does not change my love for you son. I want you to be happy and I
will support you in anyway you want. They embraced each other. I was so
happy that Dan took the news so well. I left them alone to chat without me
around. After awhile Rob came out to me, his dad was inside and wanted to
talk to me. Rob thanked me for helping him out, and went home to tell his
mom about his new love.

I went inside to see Dan waiting for me. Dan told me that he was glad his
son came to me for support. Dan told me to sit down, he wanted to talk. I
sat next to him, he held me tight and kissed me. Dan looked at me and told
me he was happy for his son, but he wanted to talk about us. You know I
love you, we have become great friends and lovers. I feel I'm cheating you
by being married and you being alone. I wish I could tell you it will
change, but I love my wife and could never leave her. I knew this all
along, but Dan and I never talked about it. I was in love with him, and yes
I did hurt at times knowing id never have him to myself. Dan continued, I
want you to be happy and I'm not being fair with your feelings. I want you
to know that I would understand if you wanted to find someone else to be
with, someone you do not have to share. I never expected that one. I did
not know what to say. I sat quietly with all kinds of things going through
my mind. I felt sick, was Dan trying to tell me to move on? I loved him
even though I tried not to fall in love with him. Damn I hated being Gay,
like many of us do. I was not Bi like him, lord knows how I tried to be
straight or even Bi when I was younger. I asked Dan to let me have some
time alone, I needed to think about things. Dan knew I was hurting, and
really wanted to stay, but I needed to be alone. Dan gave me a kiss and
left. I was hurting like I did five years ago when my 13 year relationship
broke up, when my lover started to cheat on me.

I layed on my bed, and the tears ran from my eyes, I fell asleep not
knowing what id do.

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