Date: Mon, 14 Jul 2008 18:21:37 -0700 (PDT)
From: John Josept <wildgate1@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Naked Surfer/Chapter 36

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sexuality of the celebrities mentioned here.  I do not know anything about
the personal lives of these celebrities and nothing that is written here is
meant to imply these anyone is actually gay.

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I dedicate this and everything I do to my partner, who goes through hell
just to be with me.

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RE-CAP FROM CHAPTER 35:

"Hey, Kathy, Happy New Year," Chase said and kissed the pretty woman on the
lips.

	"Yeah, same to you, but there's something strange going on with
Tad. He was yelling at the top of his voice at no one."

	"Oh where is he?" Daniel asked.

	"On The Strand, he sounded really strange, Daniel," Kathy said with
concern.

	"Where's Ryan?" Daniel asked figuring Ryan had something to do with
this.

	"I saw him go in the bedroom with Cole earlier," Gerald said.

	"Shit, come on we need to find Tad," Daniel said because he guessed
what was wrong with Tad. He, Chase, Nick and Gerald along with Kathy and
Lucas who overheard what was going on, all went to find out what was
happening to Tad.

	"Where is he?" Nick said when they got outside. Tad was nowhere
around.

	"He was standing right there," Kathy said pointing to the last
place she saw him.

	"Oh Fuck No, Dad," Gerald said, and everyone turned toward the
direction Gerald was looking, "The Mustang's gone."

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The Naked Surfer
By John Josept
Chapter 36

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	"Dad, we have to find him!" Gerald said in a panic.

	"Calm down, Gerald," Daniel urged his son, then turned to his
partner, "Chase, we have to do something. Can't we drive around and look
for him? We can't just stand here," Daniel said.

	"Which way do we go, Daniel? No telling where he was going," Chase
reasoned.

	"He was making a phone call. He really seemed upset," Kathy
remarked.

	"I think I know why," Daniel said since Gerald told him that Ryan
and Cole entered Ryan's bedroom and they still hadn't come out.

	"Yeah I do too," Chase said. He too saw Ryan and Cole enter the
bedroom.

	"Why are we just standing around? Why ain't we going out to find
him?" Gerald yelled.

	"Ger, calm down," Nick said, trying to stay calm himself, "We don't
know which direction to look." Nick was as worried about his best friend as
much as Gerald was.

	"This isn't like, Tad, Dad. I know he was drunk and stoned but he
never..."

	"Stoned?" Daniel interrupted.

	"Oh fuck, I hope he didn't smoke that shit from those guys that
were here earlier," Lucas said.

	"What shit," Chase asked angrily.

	"These guys that crashed the party had some pot laced with H,"
Lucas explained.

	"What?!" Chase yelled, "In my fucking house? Where are those
bastards?"

	"We kicked them out, Chase. They're long gone," Lucas said.

	"Chase what do you mean by 'laced with H'?" Daniel asked nervously,
fearing the answer.

	"Heroin, Daniel," Chase said.

	"Damn, Chase we have to find Tad!" Daniel cried out.

	"I'm going to call Donnie," Nick said trying to hold it
together. His best friend was out there drunk on beer, stoned on Marijuana
laced with Heroin, and behind the wheel of a car. Nick pulled out his cell
phone and called his brother.

	"Chase what's going on? Someone said Tad took off in his car and he
was stoned," Charlie said as he and Michael came out of the house.

	"Yeah Chase, what's going on?" Kyle said as he and the rest of his
surfer buds joined them. Chase explained to his friends what happened.

	"Ok guys, get to your cars," Kyle said, "you all know what Tad's
Mustang looks like." Without hesitation everyone ran to their cars to begin
the hunt.

	"Kyle," Daniel called out, "thanks."

	"Don't worry Daniel if he's around here, we'll find him," Kyle said
as he and his girlfriend headed for their car.

	Daniel looked at Chase who put his arm around his shoulders, "He'll
be ok, babe." Chase said, but really didn't believe what he said.

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	An hour later, Tad sat in his car, with the engine running, parked
in front of Jake English's house in Sherman Oaks, some 25 to 30 miles from
The Strand, trying to get the nerve to go in. He was still drunk and his
brain was clouded.

	"What the hell was in that smoke?" He said to himself as he finally
turned off the engine and stumbled out of the car. He leaned against the
car door to get his bearings. The cool night air sent shivers through his
body as he stood there clad only in board shorts and a lightweight
short-sleeved shirt.

	"How the fuck did I get here," Tad said out loud as he looked
around. He had no recollection of driving that long distance, but knew his
way around because he grew up in a trailer park in Sherman Oaks.

	He staggered up to the front door and rang the bell, and hoped he
had the right house.

	"Tad, come on in," Jake said as he swung open the door. Tad walked
in and nearly tripped as he did. "Careful there Tad," Jake said as he
stared at him, realizing he was drunk. "I was really surprised to get your
call. I even left my party to come here and set things up." Jake leered at
Tad and couldn't wait to see him naked again. "You want something to
drink?"

	"Ah yeah, a beer," Tad said.

	Jake went to the kitchen and got him a beer, then brought in some
paperwork for Tad to sign. He signed it without looking.

	Then out of the corner of his eye, Tad saw this man in his early
30's come from the bedroom wearing only his white jockey shorts with a
pouch that accented his ample package

	"Oh Tad, this is 'Dick Ryder'. He volunteered to be your partner
for the shoot."

	"Yeah, sure, I volunteered," Dick said sarcastically.

	"You must have seen some of his movies," Jake said to Tad while
giving Dick an angry stare.

	Tad looked at the man and tried to focus his eyes.

	"Yeah, you look familiar," Tad said not sure where, or if, he ever
saw him before. He walked carefully over to Dick and shook his hand. Tad
tried unsuccessfully to maintain.

	"Yeah, kid, how ya doing," Dick said as he shook Tad's hand and
looked at him long and hard. Flashes of a memory long forgotten invaded the
porn star's head. It took him a few seconds to gain control.

	"Shit, Jake, the kid is drunk. What the hell is going on here?"
Dick protested.

	"Just shut up and get your ass ready for the shoot," Jake told
Dick, "get to know the kid."

	"You're an asshole, you know that" Dick said to Jake, then turned
to Tad who looked like he was ready to pass out, "Come on in here kid and
relax." Dick led Tad into the bedroom and sat him down on the side of the
bed. He sat next to him and put his arm around him. Tad looked around and
saw lights set up on tripods all around the room that pointed toward the
bed and a large digital camera set up at the foot of the bed waiting for
the director to holler action.

	"What am I doing here?" Tad whispered.

	"Well, you came here to do a porn shoot," Dick said in a calm tone
thinking Tad was experienced at this.

	"Fuck, I shouldn't be here, I'll ruin everything," Tad said
starting to get panicky.

	"It's ok, kid, calm down or you will pass out. You've done this
before haven't you?" Jimmy asked, suspicious of Jake's motives.

	"No, no, never. I shouldn't be doing this."

	"That bastard," Dick muttered to himself.

	Dick looked at Tad and saw himself over 10 years ago when he
started out in the business and thought how his life was one mess after
another.

	"I want to go home, I don't want to do this, please let me go
home," Tad said and started to get up, but fell back down on the bed.

	"Tad you're too drunk to go anywhere right now," Dick said. The
memory flashed back in his head again, but this time more vivid.

	"I got here, didn't I?" Tad yelled angrily, then started to feel
dizzy again.

	"Yeah, by the grace of god, you did," Dick retorted. "Look, that
guy in the other room ain't going to let you go. You signed the model
release, so he's going to hold you to it. I know him, he's a fucking
asshole."

	"Fuck, I don't remember signing anything. God I'm so fucked up,"
Tad was starting to get panicky again. Dick put his arms around him, again.

	"Take it easy, Tad. I'll see what I can do. You sit here; I'll be
right back." Dick stood up in front of him and tried to suppress the memory
that kept flashing into his head. Tad looked up at the big man and took
notice of him for the first time. He was tanned and tall nearly 6 feet
4inches, with broad shoulders and a hairy muscular chest. His face was
handsome, but rough and his unshaven beard added to the roughness. His dark
hair was cut short and his eyes were a dark blue. Each ear was adorned with
a silver colored hooped earring.

	Dick looked down at the young man sitting on the bed, "You look so
much like someone I knew a long time ago," Dick said softly to Tad, "he was
about your age back then."

	"What happened to him?" Tad slurred.

	"He died," is all Dick said.

	Tad didn't say anything he just continued to stare at the rugged
man in front of him. He then noticed the outline of Dick's cock, as it grew
larger and larger inside his white jockey shorts.

	"Sorry kid," Dick said when he realized his dick was hard as a
rock. He turned and walked out of the room adjusting his crotch. He was
determined to protect Tad from the same fate that ended the life of his
friend.

	"Why are you doing this to this kid, Jake?" Dick said rather
angrily to the photographer.

	"He's got a nice body and I could make him a big star in this
business, besides I want some of that ass of his when we're done with this
shoot."

	"That ain't going to happen, Jake," Dick said, "you can get any kid
you want out there, this kid ain't the type. He's never done this shit
before. Don't drag him into it."

	"I'll make him the type," Jake said.

	"It ain't going to happen," Dick said getting more and more upset.

	"Look fucker," Jake said loosing patience with his porn star, "you
get in there and give him this blue pill, then get him naked or you ain't
going to see any of the stuff you want. Remember that body belongs to me
and I can cut you off of the shit that gives you those muscles."

	Dick stared at Jake with venom in his eyes, he knew if he didn't do
what Jake said he would not supply him with his steroids. Dick grabbed the
two blue diamond shaped pills from Jake's hand, put one in his mouth and
washed it down with his bottle of water.

	"You're a fuckin' bastard," Dick said.

	"Yeah, I am, now get your ass in there and get him ready."

	Dick turned and went into the bedroom again resolute as ever to
save the cute boy lying on the bed from the same kind of life he endured.

	Dick lay down next to Tad who was just staring at the ceiling. The
room was spinning for the young teen and he didn't know why he was feeling
that way. He didn't even realize Dick was lying next to him.

	"Tad?" Dick said wondering where the mixed up young man's mind was.

	"What," Tad jumped.

	"Easy, easy," Dick said.

	"Shit, I don't want to be here."

	"Look, I promise you this shoot will never see the light of day."

	"What do you mean?"

	"It wont get any further than his camera, but we will have to shoot
the video," Dick said.

	"Dick, please don't make me do this," Tad pleaded.

	Dick ran his hand over Tad's face, "Don't worry we'll have fun, but
you have my word that no one will see this video. Please trust me on this."

	Tad turned his head toward the handsome porn star and Dick got
closer until their lips met.

	"You promise, right?" Tad asked.

	"Yeah, it's going to be ok," Dick said. Perhaps it was the beer and
the smoke that made Tad relax, but for some reason he trusted the big guy.

	"Ok, let's do it," Tad said feeling his dick begin to harden.

	"Just relax and I will make sure you have a great time," Dick said
then kissed him again. "Here, take this pill."

	"What is it?"

	"Viagra," Dick said, "Keeps your dick hard. Takes the place of
Fluffers. I miss those guys." Dick laughed remembering how the Fluffers
would suck his dick to keep him hard in between takes, "Although, I see
your dick is pretty hard already." Dick smiled and touched Tad hard-on over
his shorts.

	Tad smiled and took the pill and Dick gave him his bottle of water
to wash it down. He looked at Tad and winked.

	"Is your name really Dick Ryder?" Tad asked with a laugh.

	"Jim Sikowski, my close friends call me Jimmy," Dick/Jimmy said,
"Dick Ryder was Jakes idea."

	"I like Jimmy better. Makes you more real," Tad said. Jimmy looked
Tad in the eyes then yelled out, "Jake get your ass in here and let's start
this thing."

	"He's not even naked yet," Jake complained as he walked into the
bedroom and began to turn on the lights that blinded Tad for a few seconds.

	"Just shut up and start the camera," Jimmy shouted.

	Jake picked up the large camcorder and rested it on his shoulder
and pressed the button to start the digital recording.

	"Action," Jake said. Jimmy began to pull off Tad's shirt. When he
got it over his head and revealed his body, Jimmy saw the scared look on
Tad's face.

	"It's going to be ok," Jimmy said as he ran his hand across his
face. Jake was barking some directions, but neither Jimmy nor Tad were
listening. "Fuck you have a hot body," Jimmy said as he ran his hand over
Tad's chest.

	Tad looked into Jimmy's eyes and surprised him by pulling him into
him and burying his tongue deep into Jimmy's mouth.

	This turned Jimmy on more than he was and made Jake happy as he
moved around the bed with the camera to get different angles.

	Jimmy broke the kiss and smiled at Tad, "Fuck you sure know how to
kiss," he said. "Now lets see how you suck a dick." Jimmy stood up on the
side of the bed. His big cock was straining at the fabric of his white
jockey shorts. Tad sat on the side of the bed and ran his hand over the
large weapon lying hidden inside Jimmy's bright white underwear. Tad looked
up at Jimmy, then with a smile flipped his huge cock out of it's hiding
place. Tad eye's opened wide as he pulled down Jimmy's jockeys until they
were free from his legs.

	"Fuck, that's the biggest dick I ever saw," Tad said.

	"Now don't try to take it all, just take what you can so you don't
choke."

	Before Jimmy got all the words out, Tad had his dick all the way
down this throat and his nose buried in his dark pubs.

	"Holy Shit," Jimmy said, "You don't gag, I never saw anything like
that. Oh fuck you do that good."

	Tad began to move in and out on his hunky co-star's cock, letting
it nearly all the way out of his mouth, then circling the crown with his
tongue, then sliding his lips down the shaft again, which caused Jimmy to
cried out in ecstasy when he felt his cock push down Tad's throat.

	"Fuck, kid!" he yelled.

	"This is great stuff," Jake called out as he got a close up of
Tad's dick stuffed mouth. "Look at that, he doesn't gag; that's how I'll
promote." Jake had his future porn star, or so he thought.

	Tad continued with his in and out movements as Jimmy began to fuck
his face. He then kept his head still as Jimmy became more aggressive with
Tad's mouth. Fearing he was getting too close, Jimmy pulled his dick out of
Tad's mouth, pulled Tad up to him and kissed him with open mouth passion.

	Jimmy then pushed Tad back on the bed and gave him a playful
smile. He saw from Tad's eyes, he was relaxed and was enjoying what they
were doing, so he continued his sexual attack on his body. He leaned down
over Tad and kissed his lips while his tongue licked the inside of his
mouth. He stood back up and saw the outline of Tad's dick poking at his
board short.

	"Let's get rid of these things," Jimmy said to Tad, then he pulled
off Tad's shoes then took hold of the waistband of his shorts and in one
quick movement he had Tad laying on the bed naked with his good size
manhood laying hard on his stomach.

	"Fuck, kid, you got a hot body with a beautiful dick," Jimmy said
then his lips fell around Tad's cock, as his hands roamed Tad's body,
paying particular attention to his abs. He sucked on Tad's dick sending the
teen into a state of bliss.

	"Oh fuck Jimmy," Tad whispered, "oh fuck." Jimmy was obviously
doing something Tad was enjoying. Jimmy felt good that he could please the
young man in this way.

	Jimmy licked his way down to Tad's ballsack and took both testicles
into his mouth.

	"Oh fuck yeah," Tad called out as Jimmy pulled on the delicate
orbs. Tad breathed hard as Jimmy let go then pushed his legs up in the air
and ran his tongue to Tad's rosebud. Jimmy spit into Tad hole then took his
finger and spread his salvia around and inside the ring. Then he plunged
his tongue back in, sending Tad into a loud cry of sexual heaven. Jimmy was
enjoying rimming Tad as much as Tad enjoyed being rimmed by Jimmy.

	"Oh jesus, Jimmy," Tad said as he began to beat his own dick.

	"You like that kid?" Jimmy asked when he came up for air.

	"Fuck yeah," Tad said as he looked at Jimmy who was smiling between
his legs, "it feels good, but when am I going to feel that big dick of
yours up my ass," Tad laughed.

	"No, no fucking just yet, more rimming and sucking," Jake
barked. His own dick was hard while filming all this and found it difficult
to concentrate. All he kept thinking was how he was going to fuck Tad after
Jake left.

	"You want to be fucked, Kid?" Jimmy asked, not paying attention to
Jake. Tad ignored him as well.

	"I want that cock up me now," Tad said in defiance to Jake's
orders.

	Jimmy reached for the lube, but Jake grabbed his arm with his free
hand.

	"No fucking, yet," Jake ordered.

	"Take your fucking hands off me, Jake, and just shoot the video,"
Jimmy cautioned while staring at the photographer. Jake backed off fearing
Jimmy would punch him.

	Jimmy grabbed the lube and concentrated on Tad again. He poured a
large amount of the slick liquid on his massive dick.

	"You ready for this, Tad?" Jimmy said.

	"Oh yeah, come on let me feel it," Tad said. He was turned on by
the hot naked porn star on top of him, whose heart was as big as his dick.

	Jake got himself into position. He knew Tad was doing great and
would be his next big porn star, so he just kept shooting whatever they
were going to do.

	Tad looked at Jimmy's body as Jimmy lined up his cock with Tad's
saliva slicked hole. Tad reached up and ran his hand over Jimmy's chest.

	"Here goes kid, tell me if I'm hurting ya," Jimmy said.

	"I can handle it." Tad was relaxed, perhaps from the alcohol and
drugs, but mostly from the trust he was putting in the man about to enter
him.

	Jimmy smiled at the handsome young man he was about to fuck. Slowly
Jimmy pushed against Tad's eager and tight hole until it popped in.

	"Oh fuck," Tad said. He never felt anyone so big and thick inside
him like this; he winched in pain for just a second.

	"You want me to stop?

	"There's no stopping here," Jake yelled.

	"Shut the fuck up Jake," Jimmy said.

	"I'm ok Jimmy, you feel unbelievable," Tad said with a huge grin.

	Jimmy just smiled as he slowly moved inside Tad, but as Jimmy's big
member reached areas where no man has gone before, Tad's bowels began to
burn.

	"Hold it," Tad called out.

	"No, continue to fuck him," Jake said, but Jimmy didn't pay
attention to him. He was concerned with the young man under him.

	"You want me to pull out?" Jimmy asked Tad.

	Jake was screaming in the background, but neither young man was
listening to him.

	"Just a little bit, and let me rest. That's a big monster in my ass
right now." Tad smiled at Jimmy, so he pulled out just a bit to let Tad
rest. Tad took a few deep breaths and the burning sensation seemed to
disappear.

	"Now, Jimmy fuck me," Tad whispered, hoping he was ready for
Jimmy's assault.

	Jimmy slowly started to move back into Tad's ass. Tad began to burn
again, but he let Jimmy continue to move inside him until Jimmy's balls
rested in his crack. Tad's cock was harder than it's ever been as Jimmy's
massive member rubbed against his prostate. Tad became overwhelmed with
pleasure.

	"Ok now fuck me Jimmy, don't be afraid I can handle it," Tad called
out.

	"You sure?"

	"Shut up and fuck me," Tad said, crazy with passion. Jimmy smiled
then pulled nearly all the way out then plunged back it. "Oh yeah," Tad
called out.

	Jimmy did it again, then again and again, sending Tad into a sexual
frenzy. Tad and Jimmy looked into each other's eyes and their serious
expression turned to one of fun and sensuality.

	"Harder Jimmy please," Tad said and Jimmy obliged.

	"Oh fuck, I'm gonna cum," Jimmy said just as Tad exploded onto his
face, chest and stomach.

	"No don't you guys cum yet!" Jake screamed, but again neither young
man listened.

	"Fuck Tad," Jimmy said, then he let loose inside Tad burning
ass. Over and over his load filled the young man to over flowing in a
seemingly endless stream of jizz. "Oh god, oh fuck," Jimmy continued to say
until there was no more to give the young man under him.

	Both Jimmy and Tad were exhausted as Jimmy lay on top of the
younger man. Their lips met and they kissed and rested some more.

	"You guys weren't supposed to cum just yet," Jake yelled.

	"It's done with, Jake," Jimmy said as he pulled out of Tad and
helped him up off the bed. Tad stumbled and Jimmy caught him.

	"You guys will have to come back tomorrow to finish this scene the
way it's supposed to," Jake barked.

	"Jake, I said it's done and that's it," Jimmy said staring Jake in
the eye.

	"We'll see about that. I own you both now, so you will do what I
say," Jake said then set his camera down on the floor and stormed out of
the room.

	In spite of Jimmy's arrogance, Jake knew if he were to keep his
star around he would have to give him his steroids. So he grabbed a few
viles from his secret stash of drugs.

	"Jimmy what did he mean by he owns us both?" Tad said not sure if
he really wanted to know.

	"Don't worry kid, he's talking through he ass. All he wants is that
hot butt I just fucked. He's jealous and wants some himself."

	"Gross," Tad said then hugged Jimmy, "Don't let him take me,
Jimmy." Tad felt vulnerable, but safe in the big guys arms.

	"Don't worry about that," Jimmy said then kissed his lips.

	"Oh now ain't that cute," Jake mocked as he walked into the room
and saw Jimmy and Tad embracing.

	"Here, fucker and you better both come back tomorrow, now get the
fuck out of my house," Jake said as he handed the vile to Jimmy. "And Tad,
you stay here." Tad looked at Jimmy who signaled him to be quiet.

	Jimmy didn't say anything as he watched Jake leave the room again.

	"I'm not gonna stay here. I gotta get home," Tad said after Jake
left.

	"You're not going anywhere, you're still in no condition to
drive. Give me your keys; I'll drive. You'll stay at my place tonight."

	"But I can't, I have to get home. Daniel is probably worried," Tad
slurred, "oh fuck he's probably pissed at me and won't let me come home."

	"We'll call him when we get to my place," Jimmy said then picked up
a towel wiped Tad's cum from his hairy chest, then wiped the cum from Tad's
chest and face. Tad just stared at the handsome hunk who was being so kind
to him.

	"Why you doing this?" Tad asked.

	"Because you're so fucking cute," Jimmy said with a smile, "Now
dress up and let's get out of here." Jimmy didn't want to tell him the real
reason he was helping him. He didn't want to tell him he should have helped
his friend, who was really his lover back then, and perhaps he would still
be alive today. He watched Tad as they both quickly dressed up. Jimmy was
dressed first and went to help Tad who was having difficulty putting on his
shoes.

	"Ready?" Jimmy said as he finished tying Tad's shoes.

	"You're not going to let anyone see that video are ya?" Tad asked
again as he began to shake.

	"I told ya I wasn't, now come on let's go, before Jake comes back
in here, and tries to make you stay," Jimmy said as he led Tad out of the
bedroom. Jimmy stopped at Jake's desk, saw the piece of paper he was
looking for, grabbed it and put it in his pocket. Then ran back into the
bedroom, picked up Jake's camera, pulled out the backup disk, then pressed
a button and on the camera's monitor screen popped up a message saying,
"THIS FUNCTION WILL ERASE THE PREVIOUS VIDEO, DO YOU WANT TO
CONTINUE?". Jimmy hesitated for a second, then pressed the button that
erased the digital image of the shoot.

	"VIDEO ERASE" The message on the monitor flashed.

 	He smiled then put the camera down, left the bedroom, and grabbed
Tad by the arm and they quickly left the house. Tad was unaware of what
Jimmy did.

	"This is your car?" Jimmy said of Tad's Mustang.

	"Yeah," Tad said.

	"Damn hot car, kid."

	They got in and Jimmy started the car that shook the ground all
around them, then put the car in first gear and quickly roared away.

	"I fucked up so bad today, Jimmy," Tad said, "I was going to have a
career as a model you know. Everyone said I was a natural at it. I'm signed
with an agency, a big agency. I had my first shoot the other day with
Rufskin jeans. Now that's all gone."

	"It ain't gone Tad. You'll be a big model. God knows you're cute
enough. Those Rufskin jeans are sexy, I cant wait to see those pictures of
you in them," Jimmy said. Tad gave a half smile then yawned. "We'll be at
the apartment in a few minutes. We'll shower then get some sleep," Jimmy
said looking at Tad who could barely keep his eyes open.

	"Ok, I gotta call Daniel when we get there. I let him down so much
today. I let all my family down, myself too," Tad said as he began to
ramble.

	"Is Daniel your boyfriend?" Jimmy asked.

	"I have no boyfriend," Tad said as he thought about Ryan, "Daniel's
my...he's my father...my mother...my protector...my rescuer, but most of
all he's my friend. If it hadn't been for him and Chase, I would be living
on the street. Fuck! I let them all down, my whole fucking family!"

	"Hey, take it easy, Tad. We'll call him when we get to my place,"
Jimmy said reassuredly. Tad slouched down in his seat exhausted.

	A few minutes later, Jimmy looked over at Tad who was breathing
heavy in an uneasy sleep. Jimmy smiled at him then ran his hand over his
thigh.

	"Hey Tad, wake up," Jimmy said quietly as he pulled into the
parking area of his apartment.

	"Huh? What?" Tad said disoriented.

	"We're here," Jimmy said. Tad sat up and opened the car door and he
and Jimmy went to his apartment.

	"Well make yourself at home. Sorry about the mess; I wasn't
expecting company," Jimmy said as Tad looked around at the small
apartment. He thought how different it was to Gabe's spacious condo.

	"I don't care, I just need to lay down," Tad said, "Why the fuck do
I feel this way? I been drunk before and it never felt like this."

	"Let's go shower, then go to bed, you'll feel better. Hope you
don't mind sleeping with me. The couch isn't all that comfortable," Jimmy
said as he and Tad walked into the bathroom.

	"No, I think I'd like that, but I have to call Daniel before we go
to bed," Tad said again. They both began to undress when Tad got dizzy
again and fell against Jimmy.

	"Sorry," Tad said.

	"No problem kid. Sit on the toilet seat," Jimmy said as he helped
Tad out of his shorts, then started the shower. Tad looked at Jimmy's body
with his soft dick that looked big even in that state.

	Jimmy stepped in and helped Tad to make sure he wouldn't fall. Tad
stood under the spray of the water.

	"Oh fuck, this feels good," Tad said while Jimmy stood behind him
and wrapped his arms around the teen.

	"This feels good too," Jimmy said as his body caressed Tad. Both of
them began to get aroused.

	"I guess the Viagra is still working," Jimmy said then kissed the
side of Tad's neck. Tad didn't say anything he just closed his eyes and
held onto Jimmy's strong arms that were wrapped tightly around him.

	"Could I fuck you again, Tad?"

	"Oh yeah," Tad said eagerly.

	Jimmy eased his grip around Tad and grabbed some liquid soap and
coated his cock. He knew Tad's hole still had the residue of the lube he
used when he fucked him about an hour ago, as well as a good deal of cum
that he deposited there as well. He lined up is cock and pushed in. Tad
opened himself up so the entry went pretty smooth.

	"Oh fuck, Jimmy. That dick of yours is amazing," Tad gasped.

	"So is your fuckin ass," Jimmy said and began to pump harder.

	"Oh yeah, Jimmy," Tad said as he felt his body quiver and his legs
get weak. Jimmy held him tighter so he wouldn't fall over.

	His thrusts became harder and faster as Tad wanted more. He
couldn't get enough of his massive dick.

	"More, more," Tad whispered and Jimmy, being the professional he
was, obliged with more and harder, as well. Tad loved it.

	"Jimmy, I'm gonna to cum," Tad whined just as his jizz shot from
his pee slit all over the walls of Jimmy's shower.

	"Fuck, kid that's so fuckin hot," Jimmy said while he watched Tad's
orgasm.

	"Oh Jimmy, oh Jimmy," Tad panted over and over until he just
dribbled his sperm from his still hard dick. Jimmy's cock was still inside
him waiting to let loose its juices.

	"Fuck," Jimmy said, no longer able to hold out. "Fuck," he said
again as he blasted his spunk inside Tad's hole for the second time that
evening. "Goddamn kid, goddamn," Jimmy said as his body shook the last of
his cum inside the handsome teen's ass.

	Jimmy pulled his soften dick from Tad's hole while still holding
him in his arms.

	"You ok?" Jimmy asked his young friend.

	"Yeah, but now I am even more tired," Tad smiled.

	"Me too. Let's clean up and head on to bed." They finished their
shower and got out and dried themselves, then Jimmy led Tad into his
bedroom. He took Tad in his arms and kissed him. They both lay down and Tad
lay his head on Jimmy's massive chest and wrapped his arm around him.

	"I gotta call Daniel," Tad mumbled with his eyes closed, but
instead of getting up to call he fell into a deep sleep.

	"Tad?" Jimmy whispered, but Tad didn't reply. Jimmy gently moved
Tad off him and got out of bed and picked up Tad's board shorts and took
out his cell phone.

	"This Daniel guy should be in his phone list," he said out loud to
himself. "Yeah, there it is," Jimmy pressed the send button on the phone
and hoped it would be ok to call them at this hour of the morning. The
phone rang only once.

	"Hello, Tad, Tad are you ok?" Daniel's desperate voice said.

	"Uhm no this isn't Tad, but he's staying at my apartment and I
though it best if I called you," Jimmy said surprised that the phone was
answered so quickly.

	"Is he ok?" Daniel said.

	"Yeah, he's fine. He's had a rough night and I didn't want him to
drive. He's worried that you wouldn't want him back home though."

	"Oh god, tell him to just come home and that we're all worried
about him," Daniel said relieved to know that Tad was ok.

	"Daniel what's going on," Chase said finally waking from a deep
sleep.

	"Tad's ok, he's at a friends house," Daniel told Chase.

	"Great, which friend?" Chase asked happy that Tad was ok, but
wondered who this friend actually was.

	"What's your name?" Daniel asked into the phone.

	"Just a friend. Look, when Tad wakes up, I'll tell him you're not
pissed at him. I know he'll be happy about that. I gotta go."

	"Thanks for taking care of him," Daniel said.

	"Believe me it was no problem. He's a great kid."

	They said their goodbyes and disconnected their phones. Jimmy put
Tad's phone back into his board shorts then went into the living room,
grabbed his jacket and took out the paper he took from Jake's desk as well
as the disk he took from Jake's camera and put them on the coffee table. He
smiled imagining the look on Jake's face when he realized he had no video
of him and Tad. He shook his head and gave another chuckle.

	"I'll tell Tad what I did when he wakes up and his head is clear,"
he said to himself then went back into the bedroom. He looked at Tad who
was still sound asleep, then got in bed next to him. Tad turned on his side
and Jimmy spooned him and was soon asleep clutching his young friend.

	"What?" Tad said as he sat up in bed with a start. The morning sun
shined through an unfamiliar window. "Where am I?" was his first reaction,
then looked at the hunky man sound asleep next to him. He looked at the
clock next to the bed.

	"Shit, it's fucking 9:30 and I didn't call Daniel last night," he
said to himself. He quietly got out of bed to not wake up Jimmy. Tad stood
there looking at the naked man lying in front of him. His morning erection
was in full bloom as his clouded mind began to clear up and remembered what
happened the night before.

	"Shit, there's no getting out of this one, Tad," he said to
himself, then picked up his shorts and shirt and put them on. He went into
the living room and wondered if he should wake Jimmy up and tell him he was
leaving, but thought it best if he just got out of there and went home to
face the music and tell everyone how he messed up his life. He remembered
that Jimmy told him he would take care of everything, but knew that was
impossible. He went and peeked into the bedroom to take one more look at
his handsome hunky rescuer. He smiled, then his smile turned to a frown. He
turned and silently left the apartment.

	The sound of Tad's Mustang starting up woke Jimmy from his peaceful
sleep. After a few seconds, he realize what that sound was and jumped up
out of bed and looked out the window just in time to see Tad speed away.

	"Fuck!" Jimmy said out loud, "how the hell am I going to find him
to get this thing straightened out?" Now that Tad was gone, he had no way
of contacting him. He sighed and went into the living room and sat down on
the couch and put his feet up on the coffee table. He began to think of Tad
and the sex they had and his big cock began to harden. He took it in his
hand and started to masturbate. He was fixed in the fantasy of Tad's mouth
around his dick, when his eyes focused on the top of the coffee table,
where he saw the paper he took from Jake's office. He snapped out of the
flight of his imagination and into reality, dropped his dick from his hand
and grabbed the paper. He smiled, as he looked it over.

	"Bingo," he said with a huge grin, then took his dick in his hand
again and continued to beat off.

	As Tad sped toward home, he thought of Daniel and the rest of his
adopted family and wondered if they were worried about him or just plane
hated his guts for disappearing like he did.

	"Maybe they don't even know I left," he said out loud, not
realizing just how much he meant to the people back home, "I better call
anyway."

	He reached into his pocket, got his phone, then opened it.

	"Fuck, I left the phone on, now the battery is dead." He didn't
know it was Jimmy who actually left the phone on when he called Daniel.

	Tad wanted to yell out as he stepped on the gas petal and raced
home.

	He pulled up in front of the house, took a deep breath, then got
out and headed toward the front door, but before he got close, the door
flew open and Daniel and the rest of the household, including Ryan, ran out
to meet up with him.

	"Thank god, thank god," Daniel said as he grabbed Tad in his arms
and hugged him. The rest, with the exception of Ryan, all greeted him in
the same way. Tad looked at Ryan ashamed to tell him what he did and even
more ashamed of the reason he did it.

	Everyone let go of Tad, then Ryan embraced him and whispered in his
ear, "I'm sorry Tad."

	"Its not your fault Ryan," he said looking at his handsome friend.

	"Come on let's go into the house," Daniel said and the group went
into the living room, sat Tad down and they all sat around him.

	Nothing was said for a while, then Tad spoke up.

	"I'm sorry I didn't call, I was too fucked up," Tad said.

	"The friend you stayed with called early this morning, saying you
were that at his place," Daniel said.

	"Jimmy called?" Tad said.

	"He didn't give his name," Daniel said.

	"Shit and I didn't even thank him," Tad said feeling exceptionally
upset he left the way he did.

	"Where did you go last night Tad? You could have been killed,
driving in that condition."

	Tad looked at everyone and his gaze stopped at Ryan.

	"I know. I fucked up real bad, I fucked up my whole life last
night," Tad said as held back tears.

	"What happened Tad," Nick said and he took his best friends
hand. Gerald held onto the other one.

	Tad was still looking at Ryan. "I called Jake English and...and...I
did a porn shoot," Tad said trying to hold himself together.

	"What?" everyone said at the same time.

	"I ruined my life, now no one will ever take me serious as model."

	"Shit Tad," Ryan said. Feeling guilty, Ryan turned and left the
room and went into his bedroom.

	"I'm sorry everyone for putting you through all this," Tad said.

	"Ok," Daniel said to Chase, "what we need to do is contact our
lawyer and find out if there is a way to stop that video from getting out."

	"Tad, did you sign a model release form?" Chase asked.

	"Yeah, I think I did, I don't remember, but Jimmy said I did."

	"Hmm, that's too bad, but if you were drunk it might not be
legal. We'll have to find out."

	Tad thought of Jimmy's promise, but didn't tell his family about
it.

	"I'm tired, is it ok if I go lay down, that is if I am still
welcome here."

	"Tad, this is your home, stop talking like that," Gerald shouted,
"Dad, tell him."

	"Yes, he's right, Tad," Daniel added, "now go lay down and get some
rest."

	"I don't know why I acted like such a fucking jerk last night. I
was really stoned and it lasted a long time."

	"Tad did you smoke any pot last night?" Chase asked.

	"Yeah, it seemed to really fuck up my head," Tad said.

	"Tad, that crap was laced with Heroin," Chase explained
compassionately.

	"What? Oh fuck, now I am a heroin addict?" Tad cried out in a
panic, "Oh God!"

	"You have to take more that a few hits of that shit to become a
heroin addict," Gerald said. Everyone looked at Gerald, "Well I know these
things. Remember, I learned a lot when on the street." Gerald began to
laugh.

	"You sure Gerald, you're not shittin' me?"

	"Yeah I'm sure, now go lay down," Gerald said then hugged his
friend.

	Tad got up and walked toward his room, turned and looked at
everyone, "Thanks," he said then continued to his room. He took a deep
breath, took off his clothes then lay down on his back. A few minutes
later, there was a gentle knock on the door and Nick walked in.

	"Is it ok if I come in?" Nick asked.

	"Yeah, sure," Tad said and sat up while Nick lay down next to him.

	"You had me scared Tad," Nick said, "I thought I lost my best
friend."

	"I really fucked things up, Nick."

	"We all fuck up. If anyone can fix this, Daniel can," Nick said.

	"I don't know how. Jimmy said he would fix things, but I don't
think he can," Tad said.

	"Who is this Jimmy guy anyway?" Nick asked.

	"The guy I was in the porn shoot with. He's supposed to be some big
name in that business. He really treated me great. I almost believed he
could fix it, but this can't be fixed. Damn I feel bad I didn't even say
goodbye to him, I should of, I should of."

	"Didn't you get his number or something?" Nick asked.

	"No," Tad yawned, "I'm tired. I need some sleep."

	"What, were you up fucking all night?" Nick laughed.

	"Yeah, pretty much," Tad smiled thinking of Jimmy.

	"Can I stay with you while you nap?" Nick asked.

	Tad looked into Nick's eyes, "Sure...What's wrong Nick?"

	"Nothing, its just...I'm glad my best friend is home," Nick said as
they held each other. Nick never had a close friend like Tad.

	In the living room, Daniel and Chase were discussing what to do
about Tad's problem. Gerald was sitting on the floor looking at the door to
Ryan's bedroom. He knew Nick was comforting his best friend, and he figured
it was time he went and tried to help Ryan. He got up and walked toward
Ryan's room, when the doorbell rang.

	"I'll get it," Daniel said and got up from the sofa and went to the
door and opened it.

	"Hi, is this where Tad Markus lives?"

	"Yes, can I help you?" Daniel asked.

	"You must be Daniel, my name is Jimmy. I think we talked on the
phone earlier today."

	"Oh, yeah, Jimmy," Daniel said surprised, "come on in. Tad's in his
room resting."

	"Yeah, the kid had a rough night."

	"Chase, this is Jimmy, the friend who called this morning," Daniel
said as they walked into the living room, "that's my son Gerald and his
boyfriend Nick."

	"Hey, Jimmy," Gerald said wondering where he had seen him before.

 	Chase gave him a suspicious eye.

	"Hi," Chase said while shaking his hand and staring him down making
Jimmy feel very uncomfortable. He didn't know what to make of this.

	"Look, I obviously disturbed you guys, so if you can get Tad, I'll
be out of your way. I have something kinda important for him that he'll be
happy to get," Jimmy said.

	"Well, you can give it to us and we'll give it to him when he
awakes up," Chase said coldly.

	"This is personal guys, I have to give it to him in private."

	"We have no secrets here," Chase said.

	"Chase, don't be rude. Wait here, Jimmy, I'll get Tad," Daniel said
giving Chase the evil eye. Chase didn't seem to like this guy and he didn't
know why, but then Chase was always suspicious of anyone new who invaded
his family.

	Tad was just dozing off when Daniel knocked on his door and opened
it.

	"Tad you awake?" Daniel whispered and Tad and Nick jumped up.

	"Yeah, yeah, I'm awake," Tad said trying to shake the tiredness
from him.

	"Jimmy's here to see you."

	"Jimmy? He's here?" Tad said with a smile, but then he got scared.

	"Yeah, he's in the living room."

	"I'll be right out," Tad said then Daniel left the room just as
Gerald walked in.

	"There's some hot guy here looking for you, Tad."

	"Yeah, I know," Tad said.

	"That's the guy he did the movie with," Nick said.

	"You had sex with him? Fuck, you lucky bastard. I know I've seen
him somewhere, but don't know where," Gerald remarked.

	"Maybe he was one of your tricks," Nick laughed.

	"You never know," Gerald retorted.

	Tad and Nick got out of bed and Tad put on his shorts, "Come on, I
may need you guys support."

	Tad took a deep breath and walked out of the bedroom with Nick and
Gerald right behind him.

	"Hey Jimmy," Tad said a little apprehensively.

	"Hi Tad," Jimmy said with a smile as Tad came into the room with no
shirt and his board shorts low on his hips, "You're looking great."

	"Thanks," Tad said as he began to relax. He remembered how good
Jimmy treated him through this ordeal. "I'm sorry about leaving like I did
this morning. I was just scared." Jimmy put his arms around him and hugged
him.

	"Don't worry about it kid. I kinda figured it was something like
that."

	"Hey, I have something for you from last night, is there any place
we can go in private?" Jimmy said not knowing just how much Tad has told
everyone.

	"They all know about what happened," Tad said, "how did you find
where I live?"

	Jimmy took out the paper from his pocket and handed it to
Tad. Daniel and Chase looked over his shoulder.

	"That's the model release," Chase said.

	"Yeah, that's how I got your address," Jimmy said with a smile.

	"How did you get it?" Tad asked.

	"Let's just say I have magic hands," Jimmy laughed.

	"Yeah I know," Tad smiled, "Jimmy thanks, but that won't stop Jake
from selling the video."

	"Yeah, maybe not, but this will. Before we left Jake's house, I
went back into the bedroom, I deleted the video from the camera and I took
the backup disk with me," Jimmy said and took out the disk from his pocket
and handed it to Tad. "I wish I was there to see Jake's face when he
realized the night was for nothing. I was going to tell you what I did,
this morning, but you left in a hurry."

	Tad stared at the disk and paperwork then looked at Jimmy.

	"How could I ever thank you, Jimmy," Tad said as he stared into the
deep blue eyes of his big friend.

	"No need to, we all make mistakes. I'm just glad I was there to
help," Jimmy said tenderly.

	"What about that asshole Jake, won't he cause you trouble?" Daniel
asked noticing how affectionate Jimmy was treating Tad.

	"Nah, he'll yell a little bit, but I know how to handle him. I'm
the star at the little studio of his and he'd loose lots of money if I
split," Jimmy said.

	Daniel didn't know Jimmy was the one who shot the porn with Tad and
he didn't understand what he meant when he said he was "the star of the
little studio".

	"What about the Rufskin shoot, will he do something to screw that
up?" Chase asked.

	"I doubt that. He never mixes his regular business with his porn
crap," Jimmy said.

	"Well, let's hope so," Daniel said, skeptically.

	There was a short awkward pause, but Tad held onto Jimmy's hand. He
couldn't believe what he did for him.

	"I guess I better get out of here and head home," Jimmy said, but
Tad wouldn't let go.

	"Jimmy why don't you stick around," Daniel said, "I think Tad would
like that a lot. We were just going out for lunch and would like you to
join us."

	"I don't wanna stick my nose into your family," Jimmy said.

	"Don't worry, our family always has room for one more," Daniel
laughed, "Besides I don't think you realize just how much you did for Tad
or for us, we all owe you a lot."

	"Now I know who you are!" Gerald blurted out. He had been staring
at Jimmy and knew he saw him somewhere. "You're Dick Ryder!"

	"Yeah, Ger, you're right," Nick added, "we seen some of your
movies. Pretty hot!"

	"Who?" Daniel asked.

	"Dick Ryder the porn star," Chase answered, "Yeah, now I see it."

	"Oh I see," Daniel said as he realized Jimmy was the guy Tad did
the movie with. He also wondered how Nick and Gerald, two underage
teenagers, were able to watch adult gay porn. He didn't figure on the
Internet.

	"Sorry guys, maybe I should leave," Jimmy said feeling embarrassed
that everyone seemed to recognize him.

	"No Jimmy, stay! Daniel you can't let him leave," Tad said.

	"Jimmy, what you do for a living is your own business, please
stay," Daniel said.

	Jimmy looked at Daniel then at Tad, "Ok, you sure?"

	"Yes, we're sure," Gerald shouted.

	"Great!" Tad said then hugged Jimmy.

	"Good," Daniel added, "now where should we go?"

	"Scotties!!" Gerald and Nick called out. Everyone laughed.

	"Where's Ryan?" Tad asked.

	"I think he's still in his room," Gerald said.

	"I'll go get him," Daniel said looking at Tad for approval.

	"Good, tell him I'm sorry," Tad said. Daniel smiled at him then
went to Ryan's room.

	"Come into my room while I finish dressing up," Tad said to Jimmy,
then took his hand and pulled him toward his room.

	As soon as they got there, Tad shut the door and then wrapped his
arms around Jimmy and kissed him on the lips as they fell onto the
bed. With their lips still locked together, Jimmy ran his hand over Tad's
bare chest, then down his stomach, and down inside his board shorts and
latched on to his very ridged cock.

	Daniel knocked on Ryan's bedroom door, opened it and walked it.

	"Is it ok to come in?" Daniel asked. Ryan didn't say anything as he
lay on his bed looking at the ceiling. Daniel sat on the bed next to him
and leaned his back against the headboard. Ryan rolled over and laid his
head in Daniel's lap while wrapping his arms around his waist. Daniel ran
his fingers thought Ryan's hair.

	"I didn't mean to hurt him Daniel, I swear. It's all my fault,"
Ryan admitted.

	"Ryan, you can't be responsible for what Tad does. You had been
honest with him from the beginning. It's not your fault how he reacts."

	"But Daniel, I care about him, I don't want to see him like
this. He shot that porn. Oh fuck, Daniel, he could end up doing what I used
to do."

	"He'll be ok. The guy he did that movie with is here. He erased the
movie from the camera when that guy Jake left the room and gave the back-up
disk to Tad."

	"Huh? Why did the do that?" Ryan asked, sitting up.

	"Well, you know Tad, he has a way about him I guess."

	"Who is this guy?"

	"His name is Jimmy. He's coming to lunch with us, so pull yourself
together and come with."

	"Ok, I just want to make sure this guy is not playing games with
Tad," Ryan said as he got out of bed.

	"I think he's ok," Daniel said.

	Ryan put his jeans on, and as he was putting his shirt on, he
turned to Daniel and said, "I'm seeing Cole again tonight, Daniel. Don't
say anything to Tad, ok?"

	"Ryan, Tad has to get used to the fact you are with someone
else. It wouldn't be fair for you to keep things from him."

	"Maybe you're right," Ryan said.

	"Come on, they're waiting for us," Daniel said and began to open
the door.

	"Daniel," Ryan said and took him into his arms and kissed him
gently on the lips, "thanks for being here for me."

	"That's what families do," Daniel said as they walked out of the
bedroom.

*******************************

	PJ hung up the phone and had a far away look in his eyes.

	"What just happened here," he said to himself. He slumped down on
the sofa. He was the only one left in the apartment. All his roommates had
gone to do whatever they had to do in the early afternoon on New Years Day.

	A crack of lightening and a clap of thunder turned his attention
out the window as a sudden storm began to pour rain down in large droplets.

	"That's fitting. I can't go out in this storm to do my run," PJ
said of the rain. PJ liked to go for a run through the park when something
was weighing heavy on his mind. Running cleared his head.

	"Whoa!" Juan said as he came into the apartment soaking wet, "its
really raining out there." Juan had walked to the market to pick up a few
things but got caught in the downpour on the way home.

	He went to the kitchen, put down his packages and took off his
shirt, then went to the sink to wring out.

	"I don't know where this storm came from. The sun was out when I
left," Juan laughed as he put some of his groceries in the refrigerator. He
took a towel and began to wipe his wet chest and stomach.

	PJ could see his handsome roommate from the living room and looked
at him lovingly, but didn't hear what he was saying. He always felt closest
to Juan, more than any other of his 4 roommates. They were always confiding
in each other and listening to each other when they had problems. He needed
that from his friend now. He always thought that he would like to make a
play for Juan, but Juan was always dating someone else. He couldn't
remember when Juan didn't have a boyfriend, so he abandoned that idea a
long time ago. He was so lost in his thoughts he didn't hear Juan calling
him.

	"PJ? PJ!" Juan said.

	"Huh?" PJ said finally hearing his friend.

	"You ok?" Juan asked, "I was calling your name and you looked like
you were on another planet." Juan laughed, but PJ didn't even smile. "There
is something wrong, PJ. Wanta talk about it?" Juan added then sat down next
to the man he had a crush on.

	"I just got a call from Ryan," PJ started, "I think I got dumped."

	"Really?" Juan said, almost with a smile. He figured with Ryan out
of the picture he could make his feelings known to PJ. He had thought about
it and talked it over with Tad, that if PJ and Ryan broke up, he should
tell PJ how he felt before someone else grabbed onto him. He also thought
that it was Tad that Ryan dumped PJ for, so he was doubly happy.

	"I'm sorry to hear that, PJ," Juan said trying to hide his true
feelings.

	"I really liked him. He said he wants to still be friends. I'm not
sure I can," PJ said.

	"Why not, Ryan's a good guy. He's just mixed up right now, at least
that's what Tad told me."

	"I like Tad," PJ said, "I hope things work out between you two." PJ
looked at his friend and wished he wasn't seeing Tad. "God I'd like to hold
him in my arms and make love to him," PJ said to himself, "Damn why did I
dredge that thought up, again."

	From what PJ just said it was obvious that it wasn't Tad that Ryan
is with now and he wondered who it could be? "Did Ryan say who he was
dumping you for?" Juan asked boldly.

	"Yeah, that model Cole Bennett," PJ said feeling sorry for himself.

	"Cole Bennett?" Juan said with surprise.

	"Yeah, seems something happened on New Years Eve between him and
this Cole guy and Ryan wants to run with it."

	"Damn, I bet that may have been why Tad disappeared last night,"
Juan said.

	"Is he ok?"

	"Yeah, he called earlier. I think its over between him and me too,
don't know why, but its just a feeling."

	"No way," PJ said, "you two are so good together."

	"He just seemed out of it when we talked and he said he just wanted
to be with his thoughts for a while and get his head together."

	"Wow, sounds like he and Ryan must have compared notes," PJ
said. While staring at Juan, his heart began to beat faster, "Why am I
feeling this way again all of a sudden?" PJ asked himself.

	"Now's the time to say something," Juan said in his thoughts, "Come
on don't just sit there, Juan, say something to him. Tell him how you
feel." Juan kept trying to push himself, but the words still wouldn't come
out. His heart raced and his palms began to sweat. He turned toward PJ and
they stared at each other both wanting to express their feeling. Juan had
no idea that PJ had feeling for him too and PJ didn't know that Juan was in
love with him.

	Juan opened his mouth and the words started to come out, "PJ, I..."
then one of their other roommates stormed into the apartment with several
other very loud people all carrying some kind of alcoholic beverage.

	They all said Happy New Year to PJ and Juan, who just sat there
staring at each other, both with disappointed looks on their faces.

	"You guys want a beer?" Daryl, one of their roommates asked them.

	"No," Juan said tersely and got up and went into his room.

	PJ watched him as he shut the door. He knew Juan was about to tell
him something important, but couldn't with all the sudden traffic in the
house. He had felt a vibe coming from Juan as they were staring at each
other, and it suddenly dawned on him what Juan wanted to say, "Damn does he
feel the same way about me?" PJ got up and followed Juan to his room.

	"What's with them?" one of their friends said to Daryl.

	"Who knows? Those two have had a hard-on for each other ever since
Juan came to live here, and neither one had the balls to say anything. What
a waste."

	"Hey can I come in?" PJ asked softly as he stuck his head into
Juan's room.

	"Sure," Juan said as he button up a dry pair of jeans, then stood
in front of the window and stared at the rain soaked street below. PJ
walked in and stood behind him. He started to shake as he put his arms
around Juan and ran his hands over his bare chest. PJ inhaled deeply.

	"Don't please," Juan said holding his breath, not really wanting it
to stop. He became instantly aroused at PJ's touch.

	"Juan, you were going to say something to me in the other
room. What was it," PJ said not letting go of Juan, but instead kissed him
on the back of his neck.

	"Oh god," Juan said and quickly turned around, took PJ's head in
his hands and kissed his lips burying his tongue deep into PJ's mouth.

	"I love you. I have since I first saw you," Juan panted and kissed
his lips again. PJ looked into Juan's eyes, then pulled him toward him
again and kissed him. Juan pulled away.

	"I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said that," Juan said.

	"Why?" PJ asked.

	"Cause I know you don't feel that way toward me and now I spoiled
our friendship," Juan said.

	"No, Juan, you didn't spoil anything, in fact..." PJ started, but
the words were hard to say. He took Juan's hand and they sat on the bed.

	"You just broke up with Ryan and you're feeling weak and lonely,"
Juan said. PJ took him in his arms again and kissed him hard.

	"The first time you walked into this apartment, my jaw dropped. I
wanted you right then and there," PJ laughed, "but you never seemed
interested in me, Juan. You had all these boyfriends. The best I could hope
for was to become your friend."

	"And you are, PJ, and I felt the same way about you, but was afraid
to say anything," Juan said and they kissed again, then laid down on the
bed.

	"Oh god, PJ are you sure?" Juan panted. His dick was poking at his
jeans and he wanted out of them, but thought he's better see how far PJ
wanted to go with this thing.

	"Never more sure of anything in my life, Juan," PJ said as they
kissed again while PJ's hand ran across his chest and down his abs and
began to unbutton Juan's jeans. After he got to the last button he cupped
Juan hard cock in his hand.

	"Oh fuck," Juan gasped. PJ smiled at him then stood up and flipped
off Juan's shoes and socks and pulled off his jeans. He stared at Juan's
naked body and regretted that he waited so long to do this. He leaned down
and Juan moved up and their lips met again. Juan sat up and began to
unbutton PJ's shirt. His hands trembled.

	"Is this really happening?" he said to PJ as he removed his shirt
from his shoulders.

	"Yeah, it is," PJ said then stood up straight and took off his
jeans and stood naked in front of Juan. Juan stared at PJ unable to
speak. All his fantasies, all his dreams were in front of him, more real
than anything he could imagine. He reached up and touched PJ's chest.  PJ
slowly and gently pushed Juan down on his back and laid on top of
him. Their hard members rested next to each other as their lips met again
only this time they let go of their passions and inhibitions and gave in to
their desires, desires long hidden and held back.

	PJ broke their kiss, pecked him on the lips then began to kiss his
way down Juan's smooth body until he got to Juan's hard cock. PJ pulled
back Juan's foreskin then ran his tongue around the sensitive tip and
swallowed his member down to the base.

	"Oh fuck," Juan panted. He rested himself on his elbows so he could
watch what PJ was doing with his cock in his mouth. This was for real and
not one of his sex fantasies with him and PJ, where he would masturbate. PJ
really was sucking his member. Juan reached down and ran his hand over PJ's
head to make sure it was real.

	"God, PJ," Juan whispered. PJ dropped Juan's dick from his mouth
and kissed the palm of Juan's hand, then moved up to his lips and let his
tongue circle inside Juan's mouth. He laid his full weight on top of the
handsome Brazilian and spread his legs open with his knees.

	"Fuck me, PJ," Juan whispered. They looked into each other's eyes
and PJ gave Juan a shy smile, then nodded his head. Without hesitation Juan
reached into the drawer next to his bed and took out a bottle of lube. PJ
knelt in between Juan's legs and coated his cock with the slick liquid.

	"Fuck, you're so goddamn hot," Juan gasped as he raised his legs
high over his head exposing his rosebud to the man of his dreams.

	PJ looked at Juan he knew he had to take is slow because he was
close to his orgasm and he wanted this to last for as long as possible. He
touched Juan's rosebud with his fingers and ran it around the outside, then
moved in closer, lined up his cock, and pushed in. Juan opened up
immediately to him and PJ slid all the way inside.

	"Oh, PJ, you feel so good inside me," Juan cried out practically in
tears. His dreams were coming true.

	PJ didn't say anything he just began to move in and out of Juan's
hole while Juan just looked into his eyes.

	"Juan," PJ said with a shaky voice, "you got me so turned on I
don't know how long I could hold out."

	"Then cum inside me PJ, whenever you're ready," Juan panted.

	PJ looked into Juan's eyes again, "Oh god, I'm cumming," PJ said
with urgency in his voice and his eyes. "Oh fuck," he said softly as he
exploded into Juan. "Oh Juan," PJ cried as he experienced a truly
unbelievable orgasm. He leaned down and kissed the handsome man under him.

	Juan wanted to cum too, but he wanted to wait until PJ was done. PJ
finally pulled out and Juan latched onto his cock and began to beat off,
but PJ pushed his hand away, then swallowed Juan rigid member in his mouth
just as Juan was letting go his sweet elixir.

	"Oh god, oh fuck," Juan said quietly as his sperm filled PJ's mouth
and slid down his throat. Juan never experienced such an intense orgasm
than he was having at that moment. It took his breath away and he was about
to scream out when the flow of his spunk gradually came to a stop. PJ
dropped his cock from his mouth and looked up at Juan and kissed him hard
on the lips. He smiled and they kissed once more then PJ rolled off of
Juan's exhausted body.

	Juan then laid his head on PJ's bare chest in the afterglow of
their lovemaking. It felt good to lay naked in the arms of the one he
loved, even if it would be for this one time only.

	"You ok?" Juan asked concerned about PJ's silence.

	"Oh yeah...I never...swallowed a guys cum before," PJ admitted,
then Juan kissed his chest.

	"I...I didn't know that," Juan said feeling a bit guilty that maybe
PJ did something he didn't really want to do.

	"I liked it a lot cause it came from you," PJ said. Juan smiled and
held him tighter.

	"PJ," Juan said after a short silence, "I don't know where this
will lead. All I know is that I've held in feelings for you for all this
time...and now that it's out, I want to see it through."

	"I do too, Juan, more than you know," PJ said sincerely, then
closed his eyes and took a deep breath, then smiled. Juan held him tight as
he felt PJ's hand move up and down his back.

	"What are you going to tell Tad?" PJ asked.

	"I don't know, but I think he'll understand."

***********************************

	Later that evening, Tad and Jimmy were alone in his room lying
naked on the bed talking about their life. Tad told him about his mom and
dad and how he came to live with Daniel and Chase. Jimmy told him about the
friend who Tad reminded him of and how they were young lovers and how it
tore him up when he died of a drug overdose.

	"Enough of this bullshit," Jimmy said then kissed Tad, "You want to
look at it?" Jimmy asked when he broke their kiss.

	"Look at what?" Tad asked while he rested his chin on Jimmy's
chest.

	"Your video."

	"I...I...don't know, I..." Tad sat up on the bed.

	"Come on, its just you and me here and we lived it. I would love to
see how you look in it. You sure had me turned on when I was fucking you."

	"I was turned on too," Tad laughed, "I even forgot that Jake was
shooting."

	"Why don't you put it in the DVD player," Jimmy said. Tad smiled
then got up took the disk, held it in his hand and stared at it. Jimmy was
admiring Tad's naked body when he realized Tad was just standing there
staring at the disk.

	"Tad, look, if you don't want to, don't do it. We can lay here and
come up with other things to do," Jimmy smiled.

	Tad took the disk and put it in the DVD player, then went and laid
down next to the hunky porn star in his bed.

	The unedited video started with Jimmy undressing Tad with Jake
barking orders in the background that were not being listened to.

	"Fuck, you look hot Tad," Jimmy panted as they watched the video
while his hard dick lay on his thigh.

	"I don't know, its funny watching me having sex like that on
camera," Tad said feeling self-conscious.

	"Damn! Look how you swallowed my big cock and didn't gag. Fuck you
would have been a big porn star," Jimmy laughed and reached for Tad erect
dick. "Fuck, Tad, you got one of the hardest dick I ever touched, and I
touched a lot a fuckin dicks." They both laughed as Tad leaned on Jimmy and
kissed his lips, then grabbed onto his cock.

	"You're dick ain't bad either...for an old man," Tad teased and
began to jack off Jimmy's huge member.

	"Well this old man's dick could take you on any time," Jimmy teased
back, "be careful or you'll make me cum."

	"That's the point of my beating you off," Tad laughed.

	Jimmy looked into Tad's eyes and they kissed long and hard while
they continued to masturbate each other.

	"Fuck, Tad, I'm going to cum," Jimmy announced.

	"Hold off, I'm almost there," Tad said and Jimmy began to beat him
faster.

	"Oh fuck!!" Tad called out as his spunk shot up in the air and
landed on Jimmy's dick. Jimmy in turn spread Tad cum over his dick and used
it as lube which caused him to shoot his wad all over Tad. They held each
other in there arms until their sperm stopped flowing.

	Jimmy ran his fingers through Tad's cum that landed on his stomach
and licked his fingers clean. Tad did the same thing to Jimmy's cum that
was on him. They kissed once more then curled up into each others arms and
watched the rest of their porn movie.

	"I'm glad no one is going to see that video, Tad," Jimmy said while
still in the arms of his young friend. "but I'm glad we got to share
watching it."

	"I wouldn't want to watch it with anyone else." They kissed and
Jimmy rolled out of bed.

	"I better get going, it's late and you probably have school
tomorrow," Jimmy said reluctantly.

	"Don't go, stay the night, besides I don't have school until
Monday," Tad said.

	"Won't the others mind?"

	"Hmm I doubt that, you won them over, even Chase, and I think
they'd be more surprised if you didn't stay."

	"Ok, I'd like to sleep with you like last night," Jimmy said.

	Tad turned out the lights, then turned on his side and Jimmy
spooned him. Jimmy kissed his neck and closed his eyes. He felt warm and
comfortable with this young man, but knew it couldn't work out between them
because of what he did as a profession, but he couldn't get the nerve to
get up and leave him.

	"Just as long as he doesn't fall in love with me, then we'll be
ok," Jimmy said to himself, not wanting to admit he was falling for the
cute young man in his arms.

********************************

	"It's going to be weird going back to school, after the Christmas
break," Tad said as he, Gerald, and Nick drove to school.

	"Yeah, a lot has happened in those two weeks," Nick remarked.

	"A lot of good things happened," Gerald added, "like our laptops."
All three boys took their laptops with them to school.

	"Don't forget Jimmy," Tad said. He was obviously taken by the
charms of the hot porn star.

	"You going to continue to see him?" Nick asked.

	"Yeah. He invited me to some kind of party next weekend," Tad said
as he turned the corner toward the school parking lot and saw all kinds of
flashing lights.

	"Damn, what's going on?" Nick asked.

	"Look at all the cops?" Tad said as he approached the parking lot
and was diverted in the other direction.

	"Shit where we going to park?" Tad said.

	"Over there," Gerald said and pointed toward an open space in the
street. Tad stepped on it before anyone got close and parked the car. They
got out and headed toward the commotion, but were blocked by the police
from getting too close.


	"Hey, guys," Jenny said as she approached the three teens.

	"Hey Jenny, how was your Christmas," Gerald said and gave her a
hug.

	"Ok I guess, what's going on here," she said of the activity by the
police.

	"Don't know we just got here," Nick said.

	"Hey look, there's Mr. Sanderson," Tad said, "Hey, Mr. Sanderson,"
Tad shouted to the teacher who was standing behind the police line taking
with a police detective. Mr. Sanderson turned his head toward Tad, then
signaled to the police officer to let the four teens come through.

	"Hey Mr. Sanderson what's going on?" Nick asked as they all
approached him.

	"Hi guys," Mr. Sanderson said. It was obvious he was upset about
something. He then introduced the four teens to the police detective.

	"We've had an incident here on the campus. A boy about your age was
beaten..." the detective began, but was interrupted.

	"What? Who?" Jenny shouted.

	"Guys," Mr. Sanderson answered, "it was Clarence."

	"What?!" they all said at the same time.

	"Is he ok?" Tad asked angrily.

	"Who the fuck would beat up Clarence?" Nick said trying to control
his anger as well.

	"It looks like it could be a Hate Crime," the detective
answered. That's when, out of the corner of his eye, Nick noticed that
Bradley was sitting on the ground being questioned by some other police
detectives.

	"Bradley, you fucking bastard!" Nick shouted out and began to
blindly run toward where he was sitting when Mr. Sanderson grabbed his arm.

	"Nick, stop," Mr. Sanderson said firmly, "it was Bradley who saved
Clarence's life."

	"Huh?" Nick said and looked toward Bradley who had heard him
yelling and stared back at him.

	"He's pretty shook up about it too," Mr. Sanderson added.

	"If it hadn't been for Bradley there," the detective added,
"Clarence would be dead right now." Nick looked at the detective, then at
Mr. Sanderson, then at his partner and friends. He turned and walked toward
Bradley, followed by the rest.

	Nick stopped in front of Bradley who was still sitting on the
ground. Nick crouched down. Bradley didn't look up, he just stared at the
ground.

	"They just kept whaling on him, Nick, and he kept screaming for
them to stop," Bradley said. "They kept calling him faggot, they didn't
even know who he was. They weren't from this school, they just picked on
him cause he looked gay. They started kicking him, and one guy had a bat,
then I don't remember much. I knew I had to stop them somehow. I don't
remember what I did, but they ran away. I looked at Clarence and he was all
bloody. His face was all...it was..." Bradley looked up at Nick, "They were
going to kill him, Nick, just because he was a fag, I mean gay, shit, I
don't know what I'm saying."

	"You did a good thing, Bradley," Nick said obviously moved by what
his former enemy did.

	"Is this what you gay guys have to go through?" he asked Nick. "God
I'm sorry Nick for the way I acted. I had no idea...I...I..."

	"I know Brad, and whatever you said in the past is all forgotten
for what you did here," Nick said.

	"They were going to kill him Nick, they were going to kill him,
just because he was gay, no other fuckin reason," Bradley said again,
putting on a stone face to hide his feelings. Nick sat down next to Bradley
and looked at him.

	"I didn't know, Nick, I swear," Bradley said while staring straight
ahead.

	"It's ok, Bradley, unfortunately sometimes it takes something like
this to open our eyes," Nick said.

	"All my life, my old man and my uncles all drummed into my head
that all fags are scum," Bradley looked at Nick then at Tad and Gerald,
"but you guys ain't scum. Clarence ain't scum, he's just a nerd who
wouldn't hurt anyone."

	Bradley looked up and saw Gerald, Tad and Jenny again.

	"I know I'm acting like a fucking jackass," Bradley said trying to
maintain some kind of dignity.

	"No you're not Bradley," Jenny said, "for the first time you're
acting like a caring human being."

	"I never thought I'd say this Bradley, but you're my hero," Gerald
said which made Bradley smile.

	"Mine too," Jenny said.

	"Yeah," Tad agreed.

	Jenny sat down next to Bradley and put her arm around him. He
winced in pain.

	"What's wrong, are you hurt?" Gerald asked then knelt down on the
ground and lifted Bradley shirt to reveal a large bruise on his left side."

	"Jesus Christ, Bradley, that's one fuckin big bruise," Jenny
shouted.

	Nick and Tad came around to look at it and Gerald gently touched
it. Bradley winced in pain again.

	"Yeah, now I remember, they hit me with that fucking baseball bat,"
Bradley said getting himself under control, "the same bat they kept hitting
Clarence with."

	The detective shouted out to one of the paramedics who were
attending Clarence to come over and look at Bradley's wound.

	"God Brad are you ok?" Nick asked.

	"I don't know I just feel numb all over, Nick," Bradley said.

	A hunky paramedic stood over them and did a double take when he
looked at Nick.

	"You're Donnie Burns kid brother," the paramedic said then knelt
down to take a look at Bradley.

	"Yeah," Nick said.

	The paramedic lifted Bradley shirt and gently ran his hand over
Bradley bruise, he said, "We're going to have to take you in to get this
x-rayed. You could have some ribs broken and some internal injuries, among
other things." He called for another of the paramedics to prepare Bradley
for transport to the hospital.

	"We'll take you in the same ambulance with Clarence," the paramedic
said. He stood up and the other paramedic removed Bradley's shirt and
wrapped a large bandage tightly around his stomach, covering the bruise on
his side.

	"Hi, I'm Logan, by the way," the paramedic said to Nick, "Tell
Donnie I said hi and that we should get together again, for old times, you
should come along too," Logan winked at Nick. Nick smiled figuring he knew
what Logan was signaling him. "I guess I do have gaydar," Nick said to
himself.

	"Yeah, I will," Nick said out loud to Logan, as they then led
Bradley to the stretcher where Clarence lay with three paramedics tending
to him.

	"Oh geeze," Jenny said when she saw Clarence's bloody, swollen
face. Tad and Nick nearly got sick, but Gerald just walked up him and moved
some of his fiery red hair from his face.

	"Clarence?" Gerald said as he looked at his friend's face and
hardly could recognize him.

	Clarence began to moan when he saw Gerald and tried to talk but he
had a brace around his neck and head and it prevented him from saying
anything.

	"His jaw is broken," Logan said to Gerald, "he shouldn't talk."

	"Jesus Christ," Gerald said, "don't try to say anything Clarence,
we're all here for ya."

	He looked up at Gerald just as Bradley was being lead toward the
ambulance by the paramedics. Clarence began to squirm just as Bradley saw
him and walked up to him.

	"Hey buddy," Bradley said. Clarence tried to talk again, but the
brace muffled his sounds. Tears started to flow from his eyes and he
reached for Bradley who took his hand in his and he felt Clarence hold on
to it with a tight grip.

	"Its ok buddy," Bradley said as they were both put into the
ambulance. The four speechless teens watched as the paramedics secured
Clarence's stretcher in place and they lay Bradley in the stretcher next to
him. Clarence reached out to Bradley again and Bradley held his hand as the
doors to the rescue vehicle were shut and sped away with the lights
flashing and the siren yelling out its shrill warning for everyone to move
aside.

**********************************

	"Hi, how did it go?" Jason asked as he opened his apartment door to
let Rusty in. He shut the door and Rusty took him in his arms and kissed
him.

	"Ok for the most part," Rusty said, and rested his forehead on
Jason's, "its been one crazy afternoon. I could use a beer."

	"Sure," Jason said then they went into the kitchen and each took a
beer from the refrigerator, opened them and they each took a long swig.

	"Mom took it ok, but dad kinda freaked," Rusty began, "he started
to yell 'you cant be gay you have a girlfriend and I know you been fucking
her.' I never heard my dad swear like that before."

	"Damn, Rusty I'm sorry," Jason said then took his boyfriend in his
arms.

	"Actually it turned out ok. Mom took him off into another room and
they were yelling about something, but when they came back my dad hugged me
and said he loved me no matter what. That felt good."

	"See I told ya, your mom and dad would come through. I wish I was
there to support you though."

	"No, I had to do all this myself," Rusty said, "beside I told them
all about you and they do want to meet you." Everyday he became more and
more comfortable with the fact he was gay and he began to like it,
especially when he was with Jason.

	"What about your brothers and sisters?" Jason asked.

	"Buck kinda went ape, but the rest were ok with it. They want to
meet you, too" Rusty laughed.

	"Oh shit," Jason said half joking and very serious.

	"Don't worry they don't bite too hard," Rusty laughed.

	"What about the rest?" Jason asked about him coming out to his
friends.

	"That didn't go as good," Rusty said with regret, "but for some
reason I don't give a shit."

	"What happened?"

	"I went to each of their houses and I told them. They were all
stunned and polite, maybe too polite. I doubt if I will hear from those
guys again. Tony was cool about it though. He was pissed I didn't tell him
sooner, but we sat and talked about it. Tony's great."

	"I knew your best friend wouldn't desert you," Jason said then
kissed Rusty.

	"He wants to meet you too," Rusty laughed, "we're meeting him for
drinks later."

	"Fuck, I'm really in for it ain't I?"

	"Nah, they're just wondering, 'Who is this guy who turned me
gay?'," Rusty laughed. "Its weird admitting you're gay to your family and
friends. Now I don't have to pretend anymore. I am who I am."

	"What about your ex, Christine?"

	"That bitch," Rusty laughed, "she called me all kinds of names. She
said my dick was small, and that I was nothing but a fucking fag. I just
laughed and left."

	"What an asshole," Jason said, "and your dick is far from small, in
fact..." Jason said then stuck his hand down his pants and squeezed Rusty's
growing cock, "it fits deep into my ass, that's for sure."

	"Pervert," Rusty joked then he kissed his lover and Jason led him
to his bedroom.

	They slowly and seductively undressed in front of each other, so by
the time they were naked, their dicks were rock hard.

	They stood in front of each other and looked at their cut bodies.

	"Jas," Rusty said, "I want to suck your dick and I want you to cum
into my mouth. I want to taste you, I mean swallow your load."

	"Rusty are you sure? Cum is an acquired taste. A lot of guys don't
like it."

	"I know, but its coming from you, so it couldn't be all that bad,"
Rusty smiled as he took Jason in his arms. They kissed open mouthed so they
could suck on each other's tongues. Jason sat on the edge of the bed and
Rusty knelt down in front of him. He looked up at Jason and smiled as he
spread his thighs open. He then leaned in and licked the tip of Jason's
uncut cock.

	"Hmm," Jason moaned. Rusty looked up at him again then slowly slid
his lips down the shaft of Jason's rigid member. "Oh fuck," Jason said. He
knew the feeling of Rusty's mouth over he dick would send him over the top
sooner than he would want to, but this was going to be different. Rusty
wanted his load and he was ready to give it to him.

	Rusty moved up and down on Jason's cock while beating his own
dick. He grabbed Jason's balls with his free hand and felt them moving up
into his body. This was a sign that Jason would soon be coming and he would
get to taste Jason's juices for the first time. The pace of his up and down
movements increased.

	"Oh fuck, Rusty baby, get ready, I going to cum," Jason cried
out. He tired to control the intensity of his orgasm but it was no use, he
just began to blast into his dark haired boyfriends mouth hoping he
wouldn't choke.

	But Rusty was a novice at this and he choked a bit, causing some of
Jason's cum to slid down his chin. Rusty gained control and started to
swallow the rest of Jason's load. When he was drained Rusty dropped Jason's
dick from his mouth then looked at his boyfriend and smiled.

	"Well?" Jason asked.

	"You're right, it is an acquired taste, but I think I could get
used to it. I could get used to anything that comes from you, even your
cum," Rusty said still smiling. Jason's spunk was still on Rusty's chin and
the side of his mouth, so Jason leaned down to Rusty who was still kneeling
in front of him and licked the spunk from his face.

	Rusty stood up and was still beating his hard dick. Jason grabbed
his arm and pulled him onto the bed and laid him on his back, grabbed the
bottle of lube, coated Rusty dick with it, then sat on it until it was
buried deep in his ass. He began to ride up and down on his boyfriend's
cock knowing it wouldn't be long before he would be emptying his ballsack
inside of him.

	"Oh fuck," Rusty cried out as he shot is load into Jason. Rusty
cummed over and over into Jason's hole until he had no more to give. Rusty
rubbed Jason's chest as he gave one more push into the man he love's ass.

When Jason knew Rusty was dry, he pulled his cock from his hole, then Jason
leaned down kissed his lips and smiled at this handsome man under him.

	"That sure as hell ain't no small dick you had up my ass," Jason
said, as he climbed off Rusty, laid down next to him, then rested his head
on Rusty's chest and ran his hand over his hard stomach.

	"I love you, Rusty," Jason whispered.

	"I love you too, Jas," Rusty said.

	"Then move in with me," Jason said and lifted his head and stared
into Rusty's eyes, then laid his head back down on this chest.

	"Jas, we just started going out, don't you think it's too soon? I
want to be sure," Rusty said. Actually he was just scared to make a
commitment; something that was left over from his days pretending to be a
heterosexual.

	"Ok," Jason said, "I don't want to rush you." There was silence for
a bit. Rusty could feel Jason's disappointment.

	"Well, maybe I could bring a few of my things over here... even my
toothbrush," Rusty said with a smile.

	Jason grinned then ran his hand over Rusty's cut chest and tweaked
his nipple, "That's doable."

*********************************

	Huntington Beach was bustling with activity. The finals for the
Huntington Beach Surf Invitational had just finished and everyone was
waiting for the results. The surfers with the most accumulated points would
go on to Hawaii to compete in the World Championships.

	It was three weeks, since the holidays ended and the weather had
turned wintery, at least wintery for Southern California, but this made for
perfect wave conditions for the surf competition.

	The purse was much bigger this time and Charlie was in the lead and
Kimo was just one point behind. The results from the last set would
determine the winner, but with the amount of points Charlie and Kimo had,
they both were assured a spot in the Hawaii World Championships no matter
who won.

	Several of the competitors were not happy because, Charlie, this
"queer", this "faggot", was way ahead. Little did they know that the one in
second place was also gay and beating their asses as well. Some tried to
interfere with Charlie's runs, but with the help of Kimo, those attempts
were thawed.

	Charlie's whole group of surf buds were in the stands as usual
cheering him and Kimo on. Chase even brought Clark Hamilton from Union
Clothes and his partner Tommy with him. They were both interested in
surfing although, Chase suspected Tommy was more interested in the surfers
than in the sport of surfing itself.

	"Why don't they announce the winners," Gerald said impatiently.

	"They will soon," Daniel said.

	"They like to drag things out," Nick laughed.

	"I have a feeling there may be some kind of problem with Charlie
being openly gay," Chase replied. "I felt it coming on."

	"Do you really think that's what's holding things up?" Daniel
asked.

	"Yeah, I'd bet on it," Chase said.

	"I thought you said the Hawaiian was gay too," Clark said.

	"Yeah, he is, but he hasn't come out to the surf crowd yet."

	Down on the sand Charlie and Kimo were patiently waiting for the
announcement even though they could tell something strange was going on
among the judges.

	"Hey, bradda, what you tink goin on up dar?" Kimo asked.

	"Don't know, maybe they can't add," Charlie joked.

	"Nottin ta add. I fucked up da last set, you da winna, but I got
enough points ta join ya," Kimo laughed. "but I'll get ya in Hawaii on my
turf."

	"Well we'll see about that," Charlie said. He too figured he was
the winner, as did most of the crowd, especially after Kimo's really bad
run.

	"Don't worry Kimo, it wasn't that bad," Johnny boy said as he put a
towel around Kimo's shoulders. Even though the boys wore full body wet
suits they were pretty cold as the wind blew in off the surf.

	"What you mean? I fuck up, bad!" Kimo yelled angrily at his
partner.

	"Ok, ok," Johnny said, "even second place you will get 10 thousand
dollars, and we could use that."

	Charlie looked at Michael who was standing next to him.

	"I feel bad for Kimo," Charlie whispered to his lover.

	"I know babe, but you will be the winner fair and square and Kimo
knows that," Michael reassured Charlie.

	Charlie looked over at the judges booth and notice one of the
judges was yelling at the others. The angry judge then threw down his pad
of paper and stormed from the booth.

	"What was that about," Charlie said.

	"I don't know," Michael replied as they watched the judge take off.

	"I don like dis," Kimo said.

	"Your attention, Please," the announcer said over the loudspeaker
system, "I finally have the list of winners. I guess our judges had a
difficult time deciding." The announcer laughed, then looked at the list of
the top three winners. "Huh?" he was heard saying. He covered the mic with
his hand and asked the judges, "is this right?"

	"Yeah, yeah, just read it," one of the judges said. The announcer
took his hand off the mic, cleared his throat and began to read.

	"The third place winner, Richey Donnelly," the crowd gave off a
subdued cheer.

	"In second place," the announcer hesitated and took a deep breath,
"Charlie Knox."

	The crowd was stunned, then they came out of their shock and the
yelling and the booing started. The loudest came from Chase and his surf
buds.

	Charlie looked at Michael and his eyes welled up. He knew the
reason he didn't win and it hurt.

	"Those bastards," Michael muttered.

	"The winner of the Huntington Beach Surf Invitational is Kimo
Makaha," the announcer yelled, but no one heard him because the crowd was
getting louder and moving closer to the judges booth.

	"Dis not right!" Kimo yelled. He also knew why he won and not
Charlie. Kimo began to move toward the announcer's booth, pushing aside
anyone who got in his way.

	"Oh shit," Johnny said knowing Kimo's temper, then ran after his
partner with Charlie and Michael right behind him. The crowd was getting
more ugly as Kimo jumped up onto the stands and grabbed the microphone from
the announcer. He looked at the judges who were squirming in their seats.

	"Dis ain't right," Kimo yelled into the mic, but stared directly at
the judges. The crowd began to quiet down. "I don't win, I fuck up. I know
why you pick me and not Chalie. He da best mutta fuckin surfer around,
maybe da world, but he not win cause he gay and you don't want a gay boy to
be winna."

	The crowd was silent the only noise to be heard was the crashing of
the waves and the wind whizzing past the spectators.

	"No, no, that's not it," the judges started to say, then started to
get up to leave.

	"You sit the fuck down!" Kimo shouted, "You don't want gay boys to
be your winna huh? Well, guess what. Kimo a gay boy, too. Now you have gay
boy in first and second place. The joke on you asshole." Kimo began to
laugh and the crowd was stunned at first, then began to laugh and cheer.

	Johnny stood there looking at his boyfriend with his mouth open. He
knew the courage it took for him to come out in such a spectacular and
public way. He was never prouder of the man he loved.

	Kimo looked out into the crowd and spotted his lover who had tears
in his eyes. That's when Kimo knew he did good.

	Chase, and the rest of the group began to run down toward the
stands when Clark grabbed Chase and took him aside. Daniel, Gerald and Nick
stopped too and wondered what Clark was whispering to Chase.

	There was a surprised look on Chase's face as they all proceeded to
the stands.

	Kimo came down from the stands with his 25 thousand dollar check,
and walked into the crowd that was patting him on the back. He came up to
Charlie and hugged him.

	"Here bradda, dis for you," Kimo said then handed him his check.

	"No, Kimo, you keep it," Charlie said.

	"No, I don win it, it for you," Kimo said.

	"Kimo, I want you to have it," Charlie insisted, he knew how bad
Kimo and Johnny needed the money, "please keep it."

	Kimo looked into Charlie's eyes and knew he was sincere about it.

	"Tanks, bradda," Kimo said then hugged his friend again.

	Chase came up to Charlie and Kimo and gave them both a hug as did
Daniel.

	"Where's my Johnny Boy?" Kimo asked looking around the crowd for
his lover. He then saw Johnny standing off to the side, his eyes still
filled with tears.

	They all went up to Johnny and Kimo put his arms around him, and in
front of a crowd of people, kissed his lips. He didn't care anymore who
knew he was gay.

	"Why my Johnny Boy crying?" Kimo asked his lover.

	"Cause I'm so proud of you, Kimo," Johnny said trying
unsuccessfully to control his emotions.

	"I did that right, besides I tink I still can beat the pants off my
bradda," Kimo laughed while looking at Charlie.

	"Well, you already did that, several time," Charlie said referring
to their sexual escapades. Everyone around laughed, some got the joke and
some didn't.

	Chase and Clark came up to Kimo and Charlie and Chase put his arms
round both their necks.

	"Kimo, Charlie, this here is Clark Hamilton from Union Clothes. He
wants to talk with you guys," Chase said.

	Kimo gave Clark a suspicious look, but decided to be cordial.

	"Kimo that was a brave thing you did up there," Clark said. "I'd
like you all to come up to my hotel suite for some drinks," Clark
continued, "I have a proposition for Kimo and Charlie to think over." Kimo
looked at Charlie and shrugged his shoulders.

	"Why not?" Charlie said.

	"Cool, bradda," Kimo added.

"Great! Come on everyone follow us."

So, Clark and Tommy led them all to their hotel suite.

	As they walked away, Charlie put his arm around Kimo's shoulders.

	"What do you think he wants?" Charlie asked.

	"Don't know, but he give free drinks, couldn't be too bad," Kimo
laughed.

	When they got to the hotel, Charlie and Kimo went into the bathroom
to get out of their wetsuits, shower, and get into dry clothes. Clark and
Tommy got everyone a drink and they sat down in the living room of their
spacious suite, just as the surf camps came out of the bathroom. Tommy kept
eyeing Gerald, but also was distracted by Kimo. When he handed Gerald his
drink, he wasn't shy about showing him the bulge in his jeans. Gerald just
looked away.

	"Ok, what you got dar, Mista Union Clothes," Kimo said.

	"Yeah, what's going on?" Charlie added.

	"Well, here's what I propose. First off, there are not very many
openly gay professional sports figures out there that are still active in
the sport," Clark started.

	"Yeah that's for sure," Charlie laughed.

	"At least not until now," Clark continued, "Charlie, Kimo, how
would you like to be on the Union Clothes payroll as official sports
spokesmen for our new line of men's casual clothes. I want you to do this
as openly gay men. I'd also like to sponsor you both in your bid for World
Champion and other surf contests or meets or competitions or whatever you
call it, that may come up."

	Charlie was dumbfounded and didn't know what to say, but Kimo sure
did.

	"How much you gonna pay?" Kimo said.

	"I like you Kimo," Clark said with a smile, "You don't waste time
you get right to the point. To answer your question, we will pay you both
100 thousand a year, but that could go up as you win more and more
championships. Of course that's not counting the money you win for
competing."

	Kimo and Charlie looked at each other, then looked at their
partners. Johnny's mouth was open in astonishment and Michael was grinning
from ear to ear. Both men were proud and happy for their young men they
loved so much.

	"Johnny Boy, what you say?" Kimo said.

	"Yeah, Michael should we do it?" Charlie said to his lover.

	"Hell yeah," Johnny said.

	"Ok hold on boys," Michael said as his business sense kicked in,
"Clark why don't you draw up the contracts and we will have our lawyer look
at them on behalf of Charlie and Kimo."

	"Sounds fair enough to me," Clark said.

	"All right bradda!" Kimo said then high-fived his friend.

	"Great, this calls for another drink," Clark said and everyone got
up from their seats and congratulated Charlie and Kimo.

	"I want you guys to come down to Mexico with us," Clark said,
"Chase do you think you can incorporate them into the shoot?"

	"That won't be any problem," Chase said with a huge grin, "Fuck
Charlie, you're going to be a star." Everyone laughed as drinks were poured
for everyone. Charlie had his usual bottle of water.

**********************************

	Cole and Ryan walked into Cole's apartment after returning from a
dinner party that Janice Dickerson put on for all her models and their
special someone's and significant others.

	As soon as they shut the door, Cole took Ryan in his arms and
kissed him on the lips.

	"You've been very subdued and quiet this evening. Is everything all
right?" Cole asked.

	"Yeah, everything is fine," Ryan said unconvincingly.

	"This is still about Tad, isn't it?"

	"You know he did that porn shoot because of me," Ryan said, "and
now he's hanging with that porn guy."

	"Yeah, so you told me before," Cole said, "Look, you cant keep
doing this to yourself. Tad seems to be ok now that guy Jimmy is in his
life. You saw how they looked at the dinner tonight."

	"I know, Cole, I'm sorry," Ryan said then looked at the handsome
man in his arms. "I'll get my head together, have patience with me ok?"

	"Yeah, I will, you're worth it," Cole said then he kissed Ryan, at
first gently. They looked into each others eyes and their expression told
them what they wanted. Their lips met again, but this time with more
passion.

	"You going to let me fuck you tonight?" Cole said with a
particularly sexy smile.

	"If you're nice to me," Ryan joked as Cole led him to his bedroom.

	"I'm always nice to you," Cole said seductively and pulled Ryan
into him. They kissed as they got to the bed and fell upon it. Cole stood
up and did a slow strip for Ryan who was still on the bed. His hard cock
was pushing at him trousers and Cole loved how it looked.

	Cole stood there naked grinning at Ryan with his big dick pointing
right at Ryan.

	"You got a hot bod, Cole...for an old man," Ryan joked.

	"Fuck you," Cole retaliated, "now take off your clothes then lay on
your stomach so I could fuck that hot ass of yours."

	Ryan grinned, then very slowly began to unbutton his shirt.

	"If you don't hurry up, I'm gonna rip the shirt right off ya," Cole
said with a wide grin.

	Ryan just continued to lay there taking his time; taunting his
boyfriend. He got to the last button and Cole couldn't wait any longer and
practically ripped it off Ryan's shoulders and threw it in a corner.

	"You like doing that, don't ya," Ryan laughed.

	"Yes I do, and god Ryan, you have the most perfect body I ever
saw," Cole panted then reached for Ryan's belt and began to take off his
pants. In no time Ryan was naked and his big dick was full hard. Cole laid
on top of his boyfriend and their naked bodies rubbed together sparking
their lust for each other.

	"I want to fuck you right now, no foreplay, I just want my dick
inside you," Cole said.

	"Yeah, fuck me Cole," Ryan said almost out of breath from the
passion he felt for Cole.

	Cole reached for the lube and coated his big dick with it while
Ryan lifted his legs in the air. Cole positioned himself then pushed it all
the way inside Ryan until his balls rested in his ass crack.

	"Fuck!" Ryan shouted out for the rough treatment he was getting,
but with Cole it really turned him on and Cole knew it. "Fuck me Cole, god
I love you."

	"I love you too," Cole said then stopped his in and out motion in
Ryan's ass but kept his big 10 incher deep inside him, "then why don't you
move in with me."

	"Huh?" Ryan said taken completely off guard, "just...just fuck me
right now. I can't think with your dick in my ass." Ryan didn't feel he was
ready to move in with anyone.

	"You weren't expecting that," Cole laughed. Ryan pulled him down on
top of him and kissed his lips and sucked on his tongue.

	"Just fuck me, damnit," Ryan said with a smile.

	Cole pulled his cock nearly all the way out of Ryan's hole then
plowed it back in harder than he ever did before.

	"Fuck, take it easy there guy," Ryan said. Cole knew he was getting
to bit too aggressive, but he wanted to teach Ryan a lesson on how not to
treat someone who cared about him.

	"Can't take it, huh?" Cole teased.

	"Just fuck me. I can take whatever you give me old man," Ryan
retaliated where he knew it would make Cole cringe. Instead, Cole just
plowed him harder and harder. Which drove Ryan crazy. He let out a moan
each time Cole rammed him. Ryan grabbed hold of his cock and started to
beat off.

	"I'm close," Cole whispered.

	"Fuck, I'm going to cum," Ryan said as he shot his load all over
his abs and chest.

	"Goddamn that's hot, fuck," Cole said and let loose his spunk
inside Ryan sore ass. He shot three more times into Ryan ass filling him to
overflowing. He gave one last push that squished his jizz right out of
Ryan's butt and onto the sheets.

	"Fuck, you're good at this," Ryan said, then reach over and grabbed
a towel and wiped the cum from his chest and stomach.

	Cole rolled off of Ryan and laid on his back next to him. Ryan's
mind wandered to Tad again. "When I was with Tad I kept thinking of Cole
and now I am with Cole I keep thinking of Tad," Ryan said to himself,
"Maybe its guilt. Look what I have lying next to me."

	"Did I hurt you?" Cole asked because of Ryan's silence.

	"Nah, I can take it," Ryan said with a grin.

	Cole leaned on one elbow then leaned down and kissed Ryan, then he
yawned.

	"God, I'm tired, you wear me out," Cole said then kissed Ryan again
then turned on his stomach. Ryan rolled over and laid his head on Cole's
back, kissed it right in the center, then laid his head down on him.

	"G'night" Cole said, "think about what I said about moving in."

	"Nite," Ryan replied as his eyes closed and fell into a deep sleep.

*****************************

	Tad and Jimmy walked into the house and Jimmy lay down on the
couch.

	"Fuck I'm tired," Jimmy said, as they both returned from Janice's
dinner party.

	Tad smiled at Jimmy, then lay on top of him and kissed his lips.

	"I'm going to wear you out even more," Tad said as he began to
unbutton Jimmy's shirt.

	"Ok, I guess I could put up with it," Jimmy said sarcastically. He
then wrapped his arms around Tad and their tongues danced inside their
mouths.

	"I'm glad everyone went down to Huntington Beach," Tad said, "We
have the house all to ourselves."

	"Yeah, cause I want to fuck you right here on the floor," Jimmy
said as he rolled Tad onto the floor, opened his shirt and licked his way
down his cut chest. Jimmy removed his shirt, then Tad's. In no time they
were both naked and entwined in each other's arms. Nothing was said for a
long time. Both were lost in the touch of their bodies and both were hard
in anticipation of the sex play they were about to have.

	"I like you, Jimmy, fuck me," Tad whispered breaking the silence.

	"I like you too, kid," Jimmy said apprehensive about what Tad just
said. It was the tone that bothered him.

	"No, you don't understand. I really like you... A Lot," Tad
emphasized. Jimmy was quiet, but he began to get antsy.

	"You better not be falling in love with me, Tad," Jimmy said and
sat up.

	"Why, Jimmy, I feel you're falling for me too," Tad said and sat up
and tried to put his arms around Jimmy, but Jimmy pushed him away and stood
up.

	"No, you can't do this Tad," Jimmy said starting to raise his
voice.

	"But why, Jimmy," Tad said regretting he said anything at all.

	"Cause you know what I do for a living," Jimmy said loosing his
temper.

	"Yeah, you do porn, so you could stop that someday?" Tad said
trying to reason with Jimmy.

	"I do other things too, Tad," Jimmy said gritting his teeth.

	"You're a hit man for the mafia," Tad said trying to make a joke of
it, Jimmy didn't laugh.

	"I'm a drug addict and I take steroids... and I'm an escort. Yeah
I'm a fuckin whore," Jimmy shouted, coldly, "and I'm good at it." Tad was
stunned.

	"But you could give that all up couldn't you? There are others
things you could do," Tad asked innocently.

	"Like what? Slinging hamburgers at McDonalds? Fucking is the only
thing I'm good at, Tad!" Jimmy yelled getting more and more angry.

	"But..." Tad started to say as Jimmy began to get dressed.

	"I gotta get out of here," Jimmy said.

	"Don't go, please. Look I'm sorry, I won't mention anything like
that again," Tad pleaded.

	"Too late, Tad. We had fun, now its over. I have to get back to
fucking for a living again."

	"But..." Tad said again only to be interrupted by Jimmy again.

	"I'll only drag you down, Tad, like I did my friend and I won't
have that," Jimmy said softly.

	"Jimmy please," Tad said again.

	"Go to hell, Tad. I'm out of here."

	"Will I see you again?"

	Jimmy looked at Tad and wanted to take back all he said, but
instead he looked at the handsome naked young man in front of him and said,
"No" then he left the house. Tad sat there wondering what just happened,
then laid down on the floor and stared up at the ceiling.

	"Why do I fucking scare men away?" he said out loud.

	Jimmy sat in his car for a few minutes to get his head
together. Tad was right, he was falling in love with him, but he knew it
would never work and he would only bring Tad into his world of drugs and
sex.

	"This is for the best," Jimmy said out loud, then started his car
and drove away.

*********************************
*********************************

	It had been a long rainy winter in Southern California and the
Mexicana 777 aircraft sat at the gate waiting for the rain to let up. There
was an old saying that goes "March comes in like a Lion and goes out like a
Lamb". The March of 2008 was proving the old adage to be true.

	The rain stopped as suddenly as it started, and the sky cleared up
leaving the air fresh and clean. The sun was about to set as the models of
Janice Dickenson Agency and the staff from Chase's studio and Union Clothes
anxiously waited for the big airplane to reach for the heavens.

	The aircraft was buzzing with activity as the Flight Attendants
tried to satisfy their passengers.

	Daniel and Chase sat side by side looking out the window as the
plane began to move. Everyone gave out a big cheer. Chase was nervous about
what he was to do. Afterall, this was the most ambitious, most elaborate
shoot he was to do to date and he was the director of it all. Daniel was
travelling there for just a few days, then had to fly back to LA to tend to
business concerning the sculpture water garden he was designing for the
Pacific Design Center and the house they were building. He wanted to be
there for the start to support his lover. He would return to Mexico at the
end of the shoot for the big cast celebration. He and Chase then had
planned to stay in Acapulco for another week as a vacation, the first real
vacation they ever took with each other.

	Right behind them sat Gerald and Nick. Seems neither young teen
could go three weeks without seeing each other, so Daniel convinced Donnie
that it was ok for him to come along during their Spring Break.

	Across the aisle from Daniel and Chase sat Cole and Ryan. They had
been going together for nearly 3 months now. Cole kept asking Ryan to move
in with him at least once or twice a week, but Ryan kept putting him off
saying he was not ready.

	Behind them were Rusty and Jason who were more than ready to move
in together. Rusty gave in to Jason's wishes and they set up housekeeping
together and seemed pretty happy. They sat there holding hands and looking
out the window as the plane taxied to the runway.

	Michael and Charlie sat together talking about things that happened
in their lives in the past 3 months, one of which was Charlie winning the
World Surfing Championship in Hawaii. Charlie felt bad that Kimo came in
second again, but he sure was happy it was he who won. He set out to become
the best surfer in the world and he accomplished that in a somewhat short
time, in spite of the odds that an openly gay person could win such an
honor.

	Sitting just behind Michael and Charlie, were Kimo and Johnny Boy,
overwhelmed and happy they were actually on their way to Mexico for a
fashion shoot with their friend Chase as the photographer. Kimo wasn't too
upset about loosing the Championship to Charlie; after all he was his
"bradda".

	Tad sat next to PJ who, even though he just said goodbye to his
boyfriend Juan less than an hour ago, began to miss him terribly.

Tad on the other hand, did not have anyone special in his life, although he
was hardly lonely all this time. Besides getting more modeling jobs, he
began to hit the dating scene and play the field and was very successful at
it. He almost dated with a vengeance. He made a two date limit with anyone
he went out with and never stayed the night if sex was involved. He was
determined to not fall in love ever again. The only exception to that rule
was Gabe, who he saw quite often. He liked Gabe a lot and Gabe like him,
but he knew there was no chance of Gabe falling in love with him or vice
versa.

	Yes, they sat two by two in their "Luxury Flying Ark", Daniel and
Chase, Gerald and Nick, Ryan and Cole, Jason and Rusty, Michael and
Charlie, Kimo and Johnny, and Tad and PJ.

	They all were flying down to Acapulco, then to some obscure beach
to be photographed for Union Clothes. Even though there were many more
models with them, these were the stars of the upcoming venture, but these
stars, these players, would be setting up the stage for an inevitable
confrontation that would affect their lives forever. Some would be more
affected and would experience more pain than others, but nonetheless, all
their lives would be touched.

	Yes, all the main players were there on that plane, all that is,
except the most dangerous one of all.

To be continued