Date: Wed, 03 Aug 2005 07:28:52 -0400
From: m yonge <myonge@hotmail.com>
Subject: GayMale: Beginnings: Of Gord and John Chapter 7

This is a story out of the fantasy that is my mind.  It is a
story that deals with homosexual material.  If you live in a
jurisdiction that by some law or reason prohibits you from
reading this material then please do not read any further. Some
of my stories involve young men under the age of 18, but never
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The following is a listing of other stories I have written that
you might find interesting :

Title                       Category        Date
Joes-Bar                Beginnings      07-Nov-02
Arthur-and-Joe          Beginnings      03-Apr-03
Tour-Guide              AdultYouth      15-Apr-03
Brother-Pat             AdultYouth      07-Nov-02
Father-Greg             AdultYouth      15-Apr-03
JefferyandJason         AdultYouth      18-jul-05


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Chapter 7
Gord was home.  He was welcomed home with open arms but once the
initial welcome was finished he had some serious explaining to
do.  He tried to explain his need his irrepressible need to go to
be with Dr. King.  It was something that he could not fight .

His family tried to understand but they could not understand why
he had not asked them, why he had just left, and he could not
totally explain it to them.

He told them about Aunty Mabel and Uncle Josh and Aunt Ernestine,
and their family, how they had just taken him in.  His parents
did say that they would like to send them something for their
kindness.

Gord told them about Lyle, how he had been such a good friend.
He didn't of course tell them how good a friend Lyle had been.
Gord suggested that maybe during the summer they could invite
Lyle to come up for a visit.  His parents said they would think
about it.

That night they allowed him to call Lyle  "just to let him know
that he was home safe"

They talked for several minutes.  There was  not a lot Gord could
say because the phone was in the kitchen and everyone was around.
They did manage to convey their mutual feelings for each other
though with some well worded questions and statements.  By the
time Gord hung up he needed to go to the bathroom to "relieve"
himself.  It had been a long time since he had masturbated with
such force.  The image of Lyle  fucking him was so strong in his
mind that he actually felt the man's action in his ass.

The next day he went to school and found himself having to
explain where he had gone and what he had done.  He was given all
the work and homework he had missed, not something he had
anticipated.  However it was worth it to be hero of the hour.

The English Language teacher thought it would be a good idea for
him to do a presentation on his experiences.  When a teacher
thinks it is a good idea for you to do something that usually
doesn't come with the option to disagree.  The next two or three
weeks were going to be busy ones trying to catch up on lost work,
and keep up with the new stuff.

The rest of the school year was pretty uneventful.  Gord watched
the news faithfully on the civil rights movement.  He would have
loved to have been there for the Washington rally.  He watched
with tears in his eyes has Dr. King gave his "I have a Dream "
speech.

His Mum bought a nice thank you card in which his parents put a
large money order in American funds to send to Uncle Josh and
Aunt Ernestine.  Gord added a letter of his own thanking then for
taking him in.

Gord and Lyle had written back and forth a couple times since he
had returned home as well.  Gord hinted that if Lyle wanted that
maybe sometime in the summer he could come up and visit him.

About a week before the end of school he got another letter from
Lyle stating that if the invitation was still open he could come
up to Montreal in two weeks.  He would love to see the sights of
the city and he would be able to spend a week or ten days.

Gord was beside himself with excitement.  Getting permission from
his parents to invite his friend, plans were quickly underway to
make Lyle welcome.  It was decided that Lyle and he would stay in
his brother's larger room because the bed was larger. His brother
would sleep in his bed.  Gord made up a mattress for him to sleep
on beside Lyle's bed.  (That of course was for show for his
family's sake.)  Gord could barely concentrate on his studies for
the last of his final exams that coming week.

After school ended there was still one interminable week before
Lyle would arrive. The week dragged on it seemed for ever. The
day before Lyle was to arrive Gord's Mum asked him what he
planned to do with Lyle to keep him entertained.  "He's not going
to like to sit around the house all day you know."

"I know Mum, I thought we could go to the city and check things
out, and .. Well I don't know really"

"Well he's coming in tomorrow, that's Friday and he's staying
till next Sunday is that right?"

"Yeah"  replied Gord wondering what his Mum was leading to.  "He
had to catch the bus on the Monday morning."

"I'll ask your dad then and maybe if you like you can take him up
to the cottage for the week."

"Really?!?!" Gord almost shouted in his excitement  It would be
perfect!  They would be all alone they could swim and hike and
just.  well he was getting hard just thinking about what they
could do.

That night his dad agreed to take them up to the cottage on
Sunday.  His Mum said she would pick up some food for them to
take with them for the week and they would come and spend the
following weekend with them and then bring them back home to get
Lyle on the bus for the Monday.

The next day Gord went into to the city to the bus depot to get
Lyle.  It was all the two men could do not to hug and kiss each
other when Lyle stepped off the bus.  They put Lyle's bag in a
locker and spent the rest of the day wandering about Montreal,
showing Lyle some of the sites of the city.

Lyle was as hot looking as Gord remembered from the last time
they had been together.  He couldn't wait to experience the young
man's body once again. His sphincter tingled with the memory and
anticipation of what was to come.  He was glad he was wearing
briefs otherwise the whole world would have seen his reaction to
this beautiful man.  He was definitely "happy" to see Lyle.

As they left the Bus Terminal, Gord told Lyle about the plans for
the week.  A tour of Montreal and around Gord's town and then a
week at the cottage in the Laurentian Mountains.  When Gord told
him that they would be alone for the week, Lyle grinned broadly.
"That will be jest fine Gord"  then he whispered in his ear. "Its
all I can do not to rip yer clothes off right here, Ah'm so horny
fer yah"

They both laughed, they both knew that neither could wait till
Sunday.

As they walked up Ste Catherine's Street and in and out of the
various stores like Simpson's and Eaton's, one of the first
things that Lyle noticed was that they weren't being noticed.  No
one seemed to care that a white boy and a black young man were
walking together obviously friends.

He was almost blown away when they went into a restaurant and sat
down together and he was served without, it seemed, a second
thought.  The waitress didn't ask him to leave or even move to
the back of the restaurant.  None of the other patrons seemed to
care that he as there, as a matter of fact he quickly noticed
that he was not the only coloured person in the place.  While
they were there the place had filled up, but no one came and told
him or anyone else that they would have to leave to make room for
the white folk.

As they wandered about the big city he noticed that there were
people of all races not paying each other much mind.  But as with
himself and Gord he also noticed that there was a mingling of the
races.  Nowhere did he see any "Whites Only" signs.  No where
were the two of them even given a second look.  He could hardly
believe it.

When he mentioned this to Gord, the boy just smiled, "That's the
way it is here Lyle" Gord did add that there was some
discrimination and racism around but not like what he had
witnessed in the States.  There was no segregation in schools or
the society at large.  Racism tended to be with individuals.  If
it was there Lyle certainly did not notice it.

They eventually made their way back to the bus terminus and
retrieved Lyle's bag.  Then they took a bus to where Gord's dad
worked.  That way they wouldn't have to bus all the way home.
Gord's dad welcomed Lyle to their home, shaking his hand.  After
a short wait Lyle had what he considered a rather wild ride
through the traffic of Montreal.  Gord laughed at the terror that
was evident on his face as they wound in and out of traffic and
eventually across one of the many bridges that crossed the St
Lawrence river to the South Shore.  They were soon at home and
Lyle was welcomed readily into the family.  Gord's Mum told him
"Tonight you are a guest, after that you're just part of the
family so don't expect us to wait on you."

They had a good evening.  Gord took him for a walk to visit with
a coloured family that had a couple kids that Gord hung out with.
The mother was thrilled to meet Lyle and hear about the march
that Gord and he had gone on with Dr. King.

It was about 10:30 when they got back to the house.  They sat
with Gord's parents and had a cup of coffee, and then went to
bed.  Gord's Mum reminded him that breakfast was a 8 and they
would have to spend some time the next day getting ready to go up
to the cottage.

The two young men went up to their room.  Gord closed the door
behind them and took Lyle into his arms.  They stood there and
kissed for some moments and then just hugged savouring the touch
of their bodies.

"Oh Lyle I have so missed you, I wanted to hold you like this"
Gord whispered to his friend as he lay his head on the Lyle's
shoulder.  "I don't ever want to let you go"

"Me too Gord, I haven't stopped thinking about you since we said
good bye in Montgomery.  We are going to make the most of this
week.  I can't wait till we get to the cottage"  Lyle whispered
back.

The took turns in the washroom and then in the room they
undressed.  Gord "disturbed" his bedding and crawled in with
Lyle.  Lyle held an arm out to welcome Gord to him.  They hugged
close and kissed, their tongues tasting each other and melding
together.

By mutual consent they decided that that was all they would do
that night for fear of being found out.  The walls weren't that
thick and they knew they had the whole week together.  They fell
asleep in each other's arms.

Gord was the first to be awake in the morning hearing his mother
moving about below. He quietly untangled himself from Lyle's arms
and legs that seemed to be everywhere and got dressed and went
downstairs.  He greeted his mother and helped her with breakfast.
A few minutes before it was completely ready he went back
upstairs and got Lyle up.  His mother didn't like people to be
late for any meal.  As she would say "This isn't a restaurant,
breakfast is on the table at 8 and you be there if you want to
eat." (Note:  with Mum, not eating was not an option)

Gord's dad suggested that if they liked and got all the groceries
and everything together early enough he would bring them up to
the cottage that day.

Fortunately there as not too much to get ready and they could
stop off for groceries on the way.  So by 11 o'clock they were
already heading north out of Montreal.  By 1:30 they were
unloading the car and lugging their stuff to the cottage.  To get
from where the car was parked to the cottage they had to actually
cross someone else's property along a path along the shore.
Fortunately that family was not there that week as they really
didn't like the have Gord's family using their place.  However it
was part of the agreement of the cottage lots.  As long as there
was no other access to their lot, Gord's family was able to use
the shoreline path from the nearest accessible lot.

It was a small lake nestled in between four hills.  There were
several cottages around the lake but because of the size of the
lake it was too small for any large boats.  Most of the people
around the lake had canoes or paddle boats and row boats.  Most
of the cottagers kept to themselves and were generally a quiet
bunch.  It was a great location.  It was fantastic if you wanted
to get away from the city for some peace and quiet.  Most of the
cottagers respected that need  for peace.  Today the water was
like glass. There was not a breath of air and not a ripple on the
water.  It was perfect.

Gord's family cottage was on a bit of a point of land at the head
of a small bay.  The location provided for a great view of at
least two thirds of the lake.  After the luggage had all been
brought into the cabin, Gord's dad started a fire in the stove,
while he went down to the lake for a pail of water so that they
could put the kettle on for tea.  His Dad was not going to stay
the night but wanted something to eat before he left again.  Gord
was busy showing Lyle the Cabin and where everything was.  He was
quite excited about the week that lay ahead of them.  He couldn't
wait until that night when they could share their bodies
together.

They went back into the open room that was sort of a Kitchen
Living room type of area and helped his dad with the tea.
Shortly they all sat around drinking tea and chatting and
relaxing on the porch, enjoying the breeze that had picked up,
and warm fresh air of the lake.

"Well much as I would prefer to stay here than go home, I have to
go"  Said Gord's dad finally about 3 o'clock.  "You guys be
careful and have a good time this week we'll probably be up on
Friday night."

They walked Gord's dad to the car and sent him off.  As his dad
got into the car Gord gave him a kiss and a hug.  "Thanks for
doing this dad, driving us out here today, I love you."

"I love you too son.  You and Lyle have a good time, but be
careful.  I don't want to come back on Friday to find either one
or both of you drowned or something like that"  He laughed
lightly

He got into the car and they watched as he disappeared over the
hill and around the corner.  They turned and hand in hand walked
down the path back to the cottage.

When they got back to the cottage Lyle took Gord into his arms.
He looked into his eyes "I don't know what it is Gord" he began
softly "But I think that I am fallin' in love with you"

Gord rested his head on Lyle's shoulder.  "I haven't been able to
stop thinking of you Lyle"

Gord lifted his face to Lyle's and they kissed tenderly.  Both
men felt the emotion of the moment course through their bodies as
they stood there in the hallway of the cabin.

When they finally pulled away Gord said "If we keep doing this I
won't be responsible for what is going to happen."  He grinned at
Lyle.  "I want to have you but I want to have you tonight, so how
about we go for a walk and just enjoy the afternoon.  Tonight.
tonight belongs to us"

He took Lyle's hand and they went outside.  From the back door
Gord led the way up the hill to the top of a cliff behind the
cottage.  They stood there for a few moments looking at the scene
below them, the lake glinting through the trees.  From there they
headed along a trail that generally followed the shore of the
lake, only along the back of the cottage lots.  They followed
this till they came to where the road that encircled most of the
lake ended.

It was a beautiful warm sunny day.  As they walked a small weasel
poked out from a brush pile and checked them out.  The curious
little creature followed them for several hundred feet before it
scampered off into the underbrush again.

As they walked they held hands and sometimes talked sometimes
just walked in silence.

"I'm so glad you could come up to visit Lyle, I feel so good
having you here with me"

"Me too, I haven't been able to get you out of my mind from the
time you got on that bus and we parted.  Aunty Mabel took me
aside about a week later and sat me down.  I guess she saw me
mopin' about and wanted to know what was wrong"

"Really? Asked Gord

"Yeah, actually I think she had an idea but just wanted to see if
she was right."

"What do you mean?"

"Well I found out she knows I'm gay"

Gord stopped and stared at his friend "so. so then she knows I'm
gay too?"

"Well about a week after we got home she called me in and asked
what was wrong.  You see I was thinkin about you all the time,
and I was feeling a little down and I guess she picked up on it."

"so what did she say?  What did you say?"

"I told her nuthin' was wrong but she told me that I was lying"
Lyle laughed  "yuh can't pull anything over Aunt Mabel"

Gord laughed .  They had continued to walk.  They weren't holding
hands at this point but only because the ground they were walking
on was not very even and not very conducive to holding hands.

When they got back on more even ground Lyle continued.  "She
asked me if I was missin' 'that white boy Gord'." She said "Ah
knows you like the boys Lyle, and ah figures you and he was doin
somethin in that barn."

"I tried to protest but I knew she knew.  She told me that from
the way we stuck together that and the way we responded to each
other that you must 'like the boys' as well."

Gord stared at Lyle.  "So is she mad at us, does she hate us?"
he asked, not knowing what else to say.

"No' replied Lyle slowly.  He smiled slightly "I think she's
alright with it, she's the one that encouraged me to come up here
to visit you.  She said there is enough hate in the world, she
just told me I wasn't to do anything that would cause each of us
harm"  he paused  "She is a good lady Gord"

Gord reached forward and kissed Lyle lightly on the cheek "I know
she is"  they walked in silence for several minutes enjoying the
fresh air and beauty around them.  Both were deep in thought for
a while and had nothing to say.

Gordon wondered how his parents would respond to his being gay.
How would his brothers?  His oldest brother had talked about some
of the orderlies at the hospital where he had a part time job.
His comments about them were  none  too complementary.

Presently they heard the sound of some other people coming down
the road.  They were not holding hands at that point and just
kept walking.  They nodded to the "newcomers" as they passed each
other.

A few minutes later Gord suggested they head back to the cottage
and go for a swim.  As they walked they talked about Aunt Mabel,
and about the nights in the barn together.  They talked about how
their respective families might respond to them if they knew.
The tolerance of gays was not good in either Canada or the US.
Not everyone was as open to the idea as Aunt Mabel was.

Lyle was sure that his brother and the rest of the family would
not be very happy about it.  Aunt Mabel had told him to be
careful.  She had the insight to realise that Lyle would be
alone.  She also loved him enough to know that he would need
support.

Gord was not sure at all about his family, and he was not ready
to test those waters just yet.

As they came down the hill to the cottage he said, "I don't know
what is going to happen to us but I know that I'm happy you are
here right now Lyle"  At the back door he drew Lyle to him and
they kissed.  "I think I love you Lyle"  he whispered.  They
broke apart and went into the house.

They both needed a moment to pull themselves together again.
Both lad's minds were reeling with the emotion of the moment.
Lyle knew that if this was not love, it was damn close to it.  He
just wanted to be close to this young white boy.  He didn't want
to leave him.  Gord too was thinking that he could spend the rest
of his life with this beautiful man.  This man that was so
gentle.  This man that seemed to understand his every feeling.
This man that he didn't have to hide anything from.

How could that happen like this?  How could they be so tied to
each other so quickly?  Was this love?  Was this just emotion?
Was it simply just a sexual attraction?

As Gord stripped down to change into his bathing suit,  Lyle came
up behind him and wrapped his arms around him.  Gord leaned back
into the man, as Lyle gently kissed the back of his neck and the
nibbled at his ear lobes.  Lyle turned him around  so that they
were facing each other.  "I think I love you too Gord, I know I
want you"  with that he knelt down and engulfed Gord's exposed
and hard cock into his mouth with one swift move.  Gord gasped
for breath and felt his knees begin to buckle.

"Ohhnnnn Lyle .. Ohhnnn Lyle"  he cried out as tears flowed with
the intensity of the feelings that were shooting from his manhood
through his body.  He held Lyle's head, his fingers massaging the
man's scalp.  He gently pulled himself out of Lyle's mouth and
raised the man back up.  The kissed deeply and with a hot
intensity, their love burning for each other.  Gord led his
friend, his love to the bed, and backing to it pulled Lyle down
on top of him as he lay back.  He wrapped his legs around Lyle's
waist and drew the man close to him with his arms as they kissed.
Gord was seeing flashes of light streaking across his closed
eyes, as Lyle worshipped his mouth with his tongue.

Lyle pulled himself up a bit and started to kiss Gord's face and
neck.  He couldn't stop himself and Gord was not making any
effort to stop him either. As he got to Gord's chest he sat up
and pulled his shirt off.  Then he quickly got up and removed the
rest of his clothing and returned to Gord who was still lying
there with his eyes closed.  Lyle once again moved to lay on top
of Gord but this time Gord lifted his legs up so that Lyle's
raging hard cock was forced to probe at Gord's sphincter.

"Ohhnnn fuck Lyle I want you so much!!"  Gord again wrapped his
legs around Lyle's waist with the man's cock rubbing against his
opening.   "I want you to take me Lyle" he breathed in his ear.

I want you to man"  replied Lyle "I want to love you not just
fuck you though, I love you Gord"  he paused and looking into
Gord's eyes he said "I love you so much, I want to make love to
you"

"Me too Lyle. me too" Gord sighed

Lyle continued where he had left off, gently so very gently
licking and massaging Gord's nipples with his tongue,  With one
hand he slowly moved down preparing the way as his lips and
tongue followed.   Gord lay there moaning his pleasure.  He knew
that he had promised himself to wait till that night but this
could not be stopped. This was like a runaway train.  Gord
neither had the strength nor the will to stop what was happening.
Like Lyle he was in love and he wanted to have Lyle, over him, in
him, all around him.  He couldn't get enough of the man.

Lyle continued his trek down Gord's torso  covering the lad with
kisses and caresses, his hands busy massaging and exploring.  He
had never had the chance to actually see Gord's body.  Back in
the States they had only come together in the pitch dark of the
barn.  Now he had the whole beautiful body in his view.  It was
all that he could do not to release a load of cum right there
with no other stimulation than the touch of his lips on the young
man's warm delicate skin, and the view of that same skin and
body.  His own manhood ached in it's stiffness.

He lifted himself up and smiled at Gord who was laying there
watching his body being pleasured.  He half sat up and viewed the
body that lay there open to his love.  The sight was exquisite to
his eyes.  Gord's rod was pulsing out precum, which was pooling
on his belly.  "You are so beautiful Gord, your body is so
beautiful"  Lyle breathed out.  He lowered himself again.  He
licked up the precum and licked the head of his young lover's
cock.  Gord sucked in his breath as he did so.  Lyle commenced to
lick the whole length of the cock starting at the base and then
dragging his tongue to the head and tip.  Each long measured
stroke with his tongue elicited a surge of precum from the organ
and a moan from Gord.

Gord by now was reaching down with his hands to caress Lyle's
head.   Gord involuntarily bent his knees upward and outward,
inviting Lyle to venture deeper.  Lyle obliged and took up the
invitation and repositioned himself so that he was kneeling
between Gord's legs.  He continued to lick the rock hard member
he found there but also added to his acts the delicate ball sac
that was  hanging, lying there.  He nuzzled it with his nose
drinking in the aroma of manhood, sweaty from the walk, slightly
pungent, and in everyway erotically delicious.  It was like an
aphrodisiac driving him onward.  He knew that his own cock was
now liberally oozing precum and he reached down smearing it over
his cockhead.

He gently opened his mouth and slid one of the testicles onto his
tongue, savouring the taste and feel of it lying there.  He moved
it gently from side to side before releasing it again and
bringing the other in.  He then washed the entire scrotum and
area around it with his tongue.   The taste of the boy  was
making him wild with desire.

Gord's legs were now wide apart, he was moaning out loud, begging
for Lyle to take him.  Lyle sat up on his knees and sliding his
hands underneath Gord lifted him up.  He leaned forward.  He took
Gord's cock into his mouth, sucking off the precum that was still
oozing in copious amounts.  He slide the cock into his mouth to
it's full length so that he was almost gagging on it. then he
slowly pulled it out and released it.

When Lyle took his cock into his mouth, Gord convulsed at the
intense shock that coursed through his body.  He almost came, but
Lyle sensing what was happening released him quickly.

Lyle now turned his attention with his mouth and tongue just
below the ball sac.  The pungent aroma and flavour was stronger
there and impelled him to attack it with all the more fervour.
He was wild with desire for this boy, for his body.  He had to
have him!  Gord was pleading with him to take him

"Ohhnnn Lyle I want you so much, love me Lyle, take me!" he
groaned.

With his teeth bared Lyle nibbled gently from the ball sac down
to the opening that would soon accept his own member, making them
one.  Then he licked that same region making it wet with his
saliva.  Gord was writhing under him in ecstacy.

He went back and forth this way for several minutes, Gord
sounding more and more desperate in his pleadings for release for
the filling of his body.  Each time though as he moved up and
down he would make a light pass over the opening.  The intensity
of the pass increasing with each one.

Finally he also could not wait any longer.  He lifted Gord's back
up a little higher, kneeling higher himself and buried his face
to the attack of Gord's sphincter.  Gord by now was out of
control with desire. His head was lolling back and forth, tears
streaming from his eyes.  He was speaking but no intelligible
words were coming from his mouth

Lyle gently brought Gord's cock to his mouth and engulfed it.  He
slowly slid his hot mouth up and down on the rigid pulsing
member.  He knew that it wouldn't take much before he would be
treated to Gord's nectar.  He increased in the intensity, as he
felt Gord flexing his hips in a fucking motion.  He allowed the
boy to fuck his face.  Seconds later Gord let out a loud groaning
scream as he released his love into Lyle's mouth.  Lyle swallowed
the first couple thrusts of cum that burst from Gord's throbbing
cock.  The rest Lyle allowed to fill his mouth.  Gord was covered
with s sheen of sweat, as he moaned out his pleasure.

When Lyle was satisfied that Gord was finished he allowed the
beautiful rod slip out of his mouth.  Gord was still being held
up in his arms with his legs hanging down above his face.  Lyle
carefully release a bit of the warm savoury cum from his mouth
into his hand.  This he used to coat his cock with.  While he was
doing this he lowered his face to Gord's ass and released the
rest over the quivering opening.  He worked the cum in and around
the sphincter, fucking Gord with his tongue.  Then he
straightened up sitting tall on his knees.  He repositioned Gord
so that his opening was positioned and touching Lyle's' hard
glistening rod.  With one quick move he drove himself into the
waiting body.

Gord moaned out loud with the momentary discomfort, actually it
felt like nothing he had ever felt before.  Lyle slid in so
easily it was an exquisite, almost elegant sliding in.  He
couldn't describe the feeling.  He only knew that he never wanted
it to end.

Lyle was in another world.  His head was flung back as he slowly
rode in and out of the hot sheath of love that enveloped his
penis.  Every time he felt himself losing control he would
hesitate for a moment as if resting and then he would continue.
They continued like this for at least 5 or more minutes.  Neither
spoke a word.

Lyle knew that he would not be able to continue much longer.  He
looked down at Gord receiving his love. He watched for a few
seconds his cock sliding in and out of Gord, he could feel
himself coming to the brink.  "Gord" he said just above a whisper

Gord heard his name being called, and looked up into Lyle's eyes

"My Gord, I love you so much"  Lyle paused   ".I want to love you
for ever"  He let out a groan and allowed himself to fill his
young precious one with the seeds of his love.  He had never felt
this way about anyone.  Even when he and Gord had first coupled
in the barn it was not like this.  He understood a feeling right
now, but feeling wasn't really it either, it was more of an
emotion, as sense of . a sense of wanting to be with this young
man for the rest of his life.  This was no longer passion or
lust.  They had become one not only in a moment of passion.  No,
they had simply become one.

Lyle slowly lowered himself down onto the body beneath him.  He
felt is cock slowly slide out as he did so.  There lips met
gently, softly, just brushing each other.  "I love you Gord, I
know that I love you, this is not just I think I love you"

"I know Lyle, what just happened right now was like nothing I
could ever imagine.  I never want to lose you Lyle"

Lyle felt his heart skip a beat.  So Gord had felt it too.

"Just looking down at you, just before I came inside you, I don't
know , I just knew Gord that I love you so much"

They held each other in close embrace.  There was no kissing just
holding each other close.  They drifted off to sleep in each
others arms.