Date: Sat, 8 Jun 2002 17:37:47 -0700 (PDT)
From: K C <kav168@yahoo.com>
Subject: ONLY TIME - part 4

Disclaimer: This story is completely fictional. Any names given in this
story are completely imaginary. The events in the story never took place
and any similarities to actual events are completely coincidental. If you
are offended by homosexual relationships, please don't go any further. If
you are under-aged, you should know better than to be here reading this
from this website, but I know this won't stop you so just exercise good
judgement in reading this text.

Comments: This is my first shot in writing a story. This was intended to be
a love story so for those looking for a WHAM-BAM-THANK-YOU-MA'AM story Im
sorry to dissapoint you.  I am not knowledgable either on how companies
like those sited here actually work so please fogive me for any
irregularities. A lot of thought and effort went into this story, and I
really hope that you could email me your comments and suggestions at
kav168@yahoo.com.  Negative criticisms aka. Flames will be ignored and
deleted. Thank You Very Much.

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ONLY TIME - Chapter 4/4
by: KAV
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      At that moment all I wanted to do was hug him and never let him
go...then he began to sob "Oh...J, I'm....I'm....I'm so sorry....please
take me back...please....I didn't mean to hurt you....please....please --"

      "Hush...it still hurts...what you did to me...I could still remember
everything how you held me trying to force yourself into
me...but...but..."at that point I was also sobing uncontrollably "...but I
think...no...no...I know...I...I...Love You and that's what all matters
now...we are in this together..."

      Just then we heard "ahem...I'm also here, you know..." I forgot that
Nichole was also in the room and that she too was in tears.

 	After 24 hours that Chris was under observation he was finally
released from the hospital and moved in permanently to my apartment. When I
came home that night from the office he had set up a beautiful candle lit
dinner for the both of us...

	"So what the occasion Chris?"

	"Nothing...I just want to make something special for you..."

	"Ok so let's eat then...."

	Dinner was great...he is really a good in the kitchen...after
dinner I asked him "Chris...the food's great where did you learn to cook
this way?"

	"Well I thought you'd never ask...well first my father was a chef
for The Plaza and when we were young he used to teach me a lot...then after
he kicked me out...after he kicked me out...well I kind of worked in the
restaurant where we had our first dinner...that's were I first saw you..."

	"So...you were stalking me?"

	"Oh no...I didn't mean it to be that way...I just saw a cute hunk
always sitting on the corner table...often with a cute chick...and I was
just acting when I told you I didn't know what to order in fact you got one
of my favorite dishes that's why I decided to act as if I was just going to
order what you orders..." he said with a sly smile on his face.

	"You!" I threw the napkin on his face and began to charge at
him...trying to tackle and tickle him...We ended up crashing on my bed then
he looked at me straight into my eyes and said "J...will you take me?"

	At first I was taken a back, I don't know what to say to him, of
course I want to but I was unsure of how to deal with it. "Pweese
Jaaaaay...." He pleaded in a childish way and flashed his puppy dog eyes...

      "Well I certainly couldn't refuse that but why?"

	"Cause I want you to be my first too J, You are so special to
me...pweese...."

	"But I don't know how...we don't have a condom or lube..."

	"Well I though you don't know how..." he retorted with a sly grin
on his face.

	"Uhhh --" I knew I was beginning to flush.

	"And besides we don't need a condom...I got myself tested before
working for you guys and....and..."

	"And what baby?"

	"and before I....I....I raped you."

	I noticed tears slowing falling down his cheeks. But I don't even
know what to say...he hurt be so bad but I still love him. "Look Chris, you
know that you hurt me a lot but I'll get through this...we will get through
this...lets just imagine it was our first time...not that memorable but
still..." I was trying to break the ice.

	He just smiled at me and held my hand and said "Jay, I'm very...
very sorry...if I have known that this would happen when I got drunk I
wouldn't have drank even a glass but right at that time it made what I feel
go away...it made me numb....do you want to know what I was feeling?"  I
could only nodded so he continued "Well I was feeling a bit dirty and
unworthy to be here...I was a crumby model from your agency and I was a
male stripper...I felt that you deserve someone better and that I was
actually planning to leave when you were asleep...and move to a different
state so that you wouldn't remember me." He was beginning to sob again all
that I was able to do was to hug him...and hug him for all its worth...but
he continued "you are a great guy Jay, people would go to the ends of the
earth just to be where I am now...they would even sell their souls if need
be...that night I saw how good you are, how smart, witty, loving,
compassionate...everything that everybody was looking for in an ideal
mate....but that night another though hit me, what if tomorrow a better and
cuter model walks into your life...where will I be?...I was scared what if
you leave me...I have nothing Jay...I'd rather be dead if I'm not with
you...." His voice just trailed off as he buried his face on my chest and
the only thing I could here was the sniffles and sobs after that.

	I tried to say something, "Chris?"...but he wouldn't even lift his
head to look at me..."Chris...please look at me..." He slowly lifted his
head and looked deeply into my eyes..."Chris, you are too special for me to
just through away like that...even if the sexiest man would walk in my
office tomorrow and propose to me, he is not you. I love you Chris, with
all my heart..."

	"And I love you too...please Jay don't leave me." he pleaded as he
hugged me tighter.

	"I won't Chris, that's the last thing I'm gonna do...even if it
means for me to give up all this just to keep you I will...you hear
me?....I'm never gonna leave you...this is your home now Chris...will you
be my boyfriend?"

	when I asked that his head snapped up and was bright as a 1000 watt
bulb..."I would be the silliest man in the world if I say no...of course I
would...I love you very much Jason Patrick Fitzgerald III."

	"And I love you Christian James Reeves...and I would be the
silliest man in the universe if I let you go."  And I gave him the best
kiss anybody could give...I kiss that I mean to give to him the rest of our
lives together...

He gently pushed on my chest to free us from the bond...I just looked at
his with uncertainty...sensing it he said "J, don't get me wrong now...I
really love the kiss but I was kinda hoping for something more..."

	I grinned at him and slowly directed my hand towards his crotch...
gently massaging it through his jeans...I could slowly feel his member
getting harder and hard...so I guess I did the next best thing to do...
start unbuckling...at that point he brings his soft lips to my neck, and
started licking and sucking it, while his hands were busy unbuttoning my
shirt, feeling every small muscles on my body. Now I was beginning to feel
my pecker aching to be freed as it's pressed against its Calvin Klein
prison. But even though my trousers I could also feel his shaft growing
harder and harder by the second.

      "Oh, yeah, oh baby, oh Chris!" was all that I could say as I slowly
removed his shirt off enjoying the feel of his hard abs on my palms and
gingerly pinched and tweaked his gorgeous nipples. By this time I was also
successful in removing his jeans of him...only his silk boxers were
separating me from his beautiful cock. Then he slowly shifted his kisses
from my neck to my lips. When our lips met I felt a sudden burst of
electricity which surprised me, but I accepted it whole-heartedly as he
opened his mouth and shoved his tongue down my throat, tasting my tongue as
it slithered against his.

      At that moment time must have stopped because our kiss seemed to have
lasted forever.  And when it ended, my pants and briefs were around my
knees and he was already jacking our dicks against one another. "Come on
baby, I want to suck you" he said, as he sat me on the edge of my bed. As I
laid back he gently spread my legs, my cock stood vertically with all its
glory while my balls hung low covered with short, curly, blonde pubic hair.

He quickly yanked my pants and brief from my legs, stood up admiring my now
completely naked body. "Move farther up baby..." as I did what I was told
he slowly knelt between my legs and spread them wide.  He gently ran his
hands up my legs, feeling my smooth muscular thighs. And then we went in
for the kill...he slowly bent forward and licked the very tip of my
sensitive, cockhead. My back arched slightly, as my penis wobbled in the
air, smacking against his smooth face, leaving a trail of precum.

        Chris grabbed hold of my cock with one hand, held it steady, and
wrapped his lips around the head. "Ooooh Chris! That's right Suck me! Yaah
baby...blow my fucking cock!" I was mesmerized with the sensation of his
tongue massaging my hard member...I was taken over my by animalistic
passion that I clutched his head and started to thrust my hips upward into
his warm mouth, ramming my seven-incher down his throat. He then slowly got
up and pushed me on the bed...and shifted to a 69 position. I was
captivated by his stunning meat hanging just above my head...he stopped
sucking and turned his head towards me.

	"Jay, I know its your first time and you don't have to suck me if
you don't want to, I understand..." he said with a understanding smile on
his face.

	"No, Chris I want to do this..." I just smiled and grab hold of his
thick member and slowly guided it into my mouth. It seemed to be a lot
bigger than the first time I sucked it and it seemed so soft and tender...I
can't describe the taste other than delicious.  I grabbed his ass checks
and pushed it down so that I could such more of his sumptuous shaft that
was now filling my mouth completely. Instinctively I knew to keep my teeth
off the flesh. I also knew what happened with time and was still nervous.
After a couple minutes of sucking, Chris stopped sucking me and started
licking on my balls sucking on them one at a time...I tried to pull away
also but part of me didn't want to stop. Suddenly he pounded his hips
forced his tool deeper into my throat. He let out a load moan as cum
started squirting into my mouth he was absolutely shooting streams of man
juice into my mouth and throat. I managed to swallow some while the rest
dribbled out my mouth. I was my first taste of cum and it was nothing like
I tasted before.

	He turned around and laid on top of me...he slowly brought down his
face and started cleaning of the cum on my lips..."hmmm...thanks J, that
was the best...amateurish but you made it really unforgettable."

	"What it that good? Does that mean you wont leave me for somebody
who can take care of that better?" I said as I raised my eyebrow.

	"I would not leave you even for the best fuck in the world...now
what do you say about taking my cherry?" he said looking at me with his
penetrating eyes.

	"Are you sure? I mean I'm not big but it might hurt...and remember
this is our FIRST TIME." I said just staring into his eyes and his soul.

	"Yes J, I want you to take me." As me resumed sucking my nipples...
he rolled to the side a laid on his back... "I want to see you when you
fuck me...I know this isn't the best position for first timers but I want
it to be memorable..."

	I could smile and kiss him on the lips...I gently fiddled with his
balls, and slowly brought my free hand down to his bubble butt, and
narrowed in on the sweaty crack... As I slowly inched my way in exploring
his wonderful crack and smelling the beautiful aroma of his rosebud, I
slowly pressed my middle finger on the pink opening. Chris raised his ass
off the bed, which gave me full access to his waiting hole. I kept my
finger pressed until the ring gave in. My finger crept in and was buried
tightly all the way to the hilt. "Oh yah J!!! Fuck my ass with your
finger...that's it...fuck me J...take me!"

	Once I felt that he has fully adjusted with my finger I entered my
index finger into his waiting hole. "That's it J....more spread me more...
more J...." Just then his back arched and his shaft released another load
onto my face..."Sorry about that J...I was just too carried away...now can
you fuck me?"

	I said "With pleasure baby..." as I pulled out my fingers from his
hole...I knelt on the bed and took hold of his ankles, spread them wide and
pushed them gently toward his head in order to reveal his pink hole.

	"J...you have to wet my hole first before you enter it...or else it
would hurt...you know what I mean right."

	"I wont hurt you Chris, and yah I know..." I let my instincts take
over from that point holding his legs back, I lowered my face into the
crack, and flicked my tongue on his anus. It gently opened to accommodate
my tongue, and soon I was tongue-fucking him. Filled with lust Chris begins
to pound his hard staff again. Sensing he might cum soon I lifted my face
out of the sweet hole, and stopped his hand from jacking off.

	He opened his eyes and looked at me with a questioning look, "Why
did you stop?"

	"I thought you want me to fuck you...I bet it's better if I use my
dick than my tongue." I said as I winked at him..."Now Chris...put you legs
on my shoulder it would make it a lot easier for you."

	He giggled like a high school girl and said "Okay...finally..."

	I got some lube from the night stand which I know Chris prepared
that afternoon...I just smiled at him and applied some on my swollen cock
and on his opening. Then I slowly aimed for his waiting hole and gently
pressed the tip of my cock head on his virgin opening. It was tight....but
at that point I wanted nothing but to fuck him so I pressed persistently
against his hole. Then all of a sudden it opened and engulfed the entire
cock head as his body began to tense up.

	"Should I pull out? Am I hurting you?" I looked at him with concern
written all over my face.

	He winced a bit and shot open his eyes. "NO! don't...I can take it
just be gentle"

	"Yes I will...I'll just make you get used to the size first okay?"
he just nodded and closed his eyes again. When I felt he has fully adjusted
I slowly inched my way in.  When I was half way in he grabbed my butt and
pulled me closer forcing me to drill my cock to the hilt. Now my nuts and
pubes were resting against his smooth cheeks...I slowly kissed him and
allowed to let his tongue enter my mouth and swirl against each other.
"Baby are you okay? Ready for the best ride of your life?"

	He just nodded and kissed me again I started the in and out motions
very slowly.  As I began to picked up the pace so that my balls slapped
against his smooth butt, soon I was panting and groaning, and pulling my
cock almost all the way out only to shove it in back forcefully massaging
against his prostrate.

        "Oh baby! Yeah I'm cumminnnnnggggg......" Was all I could say as
cum surged out of my nuts and rose though my shaft and flooding his bowels
and caused some cum to leak down his thighs. Exhausted I collapsed on Chris
just as he was cumming again. I slowly lifted my head and looked a him...
"that was the best...thank you Chris, I love you!" With that we fell asleep
in each others arms.

THE END

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