Date: Mon, 6 May 2002 16:09:02 -0700 (PDT)
From: William Becker <billdrae2002@yahoo.com>
Subject: Protecting David 3

				Protecting David 3a

The clock says that it's 5:32 in the morning and I've just woken up.  I'm
laying on my left side facing David who is laying on his right side, his
face only inches from mine.  I don't look up to see but I know that our dog
Joe is laying at the foot of the bed on David's side where he is always to
be found.  Wherever David is, Joe is, they are inseparable.  I'm sure that
Joe regards me as just one more thing that interrupts his time with David.

David's black hair is hanging over his forehead, his eyes closed.  I can
slightly feel his warm breath and feel the heat from his body.  David has a
strong jawline and it is covered with black stubble now, his left hand is
under his chin the fingers curled slightly.  David has a very light
complexion with very black hair and emerald green eyes.  I guess you don't
have to be a detective to guess at his Irish heritage.  When the weather
gets warmer and David spends more time golfing and playing tennis he will
tan without any problem and if you look closely there will be freckles.

At this time of the morning David is entirely mine, eventually I reach out
and touch, in the lightest possible way, his face and then put my hand very
carefully behind his neck.  He makes a very soft sound.  I move my head
forward and kiss him.  His lips are soft and dry.

"Mmm."  He reached for my head and pulls me to him but he's not quite
awake.

I kiss him again.  "Baby you can sleep."  I whisper.

He takes my hand and tries to pull me over him.  "Sleep."

"That's right baby, stay in bed, it's Saturday."  I kiss his hand.  "I've
got to go out babe but I'll be back in about an hour and half."

David is beginning to wake up now.  "No," he mumbles, "stay with me."  His
eyes aren't open yet but he still tries to pull me to him.

"I'm sorry hun but I gotta meet these people for breakfast but I'll come
right back and then we can do stuff."

David tries to curl up with me but I have to slide away from him kissing
him as I go.  Now Joe is up and is trying to lay between us with his gray
snout just inches from our faces and watching everything.

David is awake and looking at me.  "Mark do you really have to go?"  He
stretches.

"Yeah babe but just long enough to have breakfast then they're gone."  I
slip out of bed naked and go to take my shower.  "You remember Bruce Owen,
I call to him.  He's the rep from Denver.  You met him."

"Yeah I guess."  I don't think David does remember but it isn't really
important.

I shower and shave quickly and then return to our bedroom.  David is still
laying there on his stomach with Joe laying next to him.  As I come back
into the room Joe begins to wag his tail.  Maybe he doesn't hate me.  I'm
dressed now but I slip the covers off David and nip at his perfect creamy
white butt.

"If you really loved me you'd fuck me."  I play with David's butt a little
bit.  "I think we've probably taught Joe enough bad habits."  I say.  I
straddle David's butt and kiss the back of his neck.  "Hun I gotta go."

David grabs my hand as I get up to leave and pulls me back into bed as he's
doing this he's rolling over on his back and he pulls me on top of him.
He's totally naked and he wraps his legs around my waist, he's starring
into my eyes.  He tilts his head slightly and pulls me in for what turns
out to be a very deep long kiss.  David looks lovingly into my eyes with
his head tilted to one side.  "I love you.  I mean I know you know that but
well, it can't hurt to say it again.  Can it?"  David is the only one on
this earth with the power to reach into my chest and pull out my beating
heart.  I know that if I try to talk I'll choke up so I just lay my head on
his chest and hold him tight.  In a few minutes when I've gathered my wits
I say.  "No David, it can't hurt."  I lift myself up and look at him.  "I
love you too, way more than I can ever say."  He blinks his eyes.

"Go do some work Mark."

"I will David but I'll be thinking of you."

Then suddenly.  "Oh fuck!  You haven't forgotten next weekend have you?"

I'm getting out of bed but I stop.  "Uh."

"Golf tournament, Atlanta."  I remember before the first word is out of his
mouth.  David loves golf and he and some other guys from his work are going
to Atlanta to play in a tournament for charity against other insurance
company geeks.  I'm going to be with David and to get some down time.

"Honest to god hun I did remember!"  I laugh and lean back into bed and
kiss him again.  "I'll be back in a bit."

As I'm walking out of the bedroom David is explaining to Joe that I really
didn't remember.

I spend the next hour and a half talking business.  Bruce Owen does however
remember to ask how David's doing and I appreciate it.  David and I are
both pretty lucky with being out at work.  I'm totally out at work and with
Frank in my corner nobody has ever given me the slightest grief over it.
Of course when you're my size nobody much fucks with you.  David is also
out and most of the people he works with were great about it right from the
beginning and the few who weren't have come around.

When I get home I pull into our driveway and suddenly begin thinking of my
dad.  I haven't seen my mom and dad for months and even though the last
meeting went badly I guess that I feel like I need to see my dad again.
Somehow I feel that it's up to me to make him understand that being gay and
living with another man is an okay thing to do.  God the man can be an
asshole!  I know that I don't need them, at least not for support or, well
I was about to say love but I guess that I do need their love.  It doesn't
make any sense but somehow I need my dad to say that what I'm doing is
okay, not that his disapproval means shit to me but it would be nice if he
could understand.  I realize that I've been parked in the driveway with the
engine running for about ten minutes while I've been thinking about my
parents.  When I finally return to earth I see David leaning against the
garage door smiling a bemused smile at me.  I smile back.  He is my world.

I get out of the front seat and get into the back seat as David is walking
to the car, he's wearing tan cargo shorts and a navy tee shirt.

"David have you ever sat in the back seat of this car?"

David leans in the car.  "Why, what's wrong with it"

"Come on in and try it."  As David is sliding into the backseat I unzip my
jeans pull out my cock and smile at him.

He looks at me oddly then looks down at the end of the driveway and off to
the sides.  He whispers.  "We're so close to the street."  David reaches
over slowly and wraps his hand around my cock.  He looks around again and
then leans down and starts sucking my cock.

I run my right hand through David's beautiful black hair while he's sucking
my cock and start rubbing his butt with my left hand.  I start gently
thrusting my hips driving my cock upward into David's mouth.  He's sucking
hard, his face is flushed and he's beginning to make little sounds.  When I
shove my hand down the back of David's shorts and start playing with his
butt hole he starts moaning the David sound onto my cock and he looks up at
me in an unfocused way that tells me he's passed the point where this could
be called off.  I reach underneath him and pop open the button on his
shorts and that gives me the room I need to shove my finger deeply into
him.  I pivot my body so that I'm shoving the middle finger of my left hand
into David's butt and slowly jerking him off with my right hand.  After a
few minutes of this I lift David's head off of my cock and kiss him, he's
breathing hard and seems to have forgotten that we're doing this in the
driveway.  I start to slide under David and at the same time I shove his
upper body up onto the back of the front seat.  I lube his ass with spit
and gently lower him back down so that he's sitting on the tip of my cock.
David is holding part of his weight by hanging on to the front seat and I'm
supporting the rest with my hands.  David reaches down and positions my
cock the way he wants it and then together we lower him down slowly as I
enter him.  He slides slowly down my cock yelling a muffled David sound as
he moves down.  The feeling of his sphincter muscle moving slowly down my
hard cock is driving me nuts and it's all I can do not to shoot but I
defocus and it's okay.  Finally David is sitting all the way down and I
reach up under his shirt and tweak his nipples, he squirms on my dick.

While David is resting I'm thrusting and while not achieving much movement
he reacts to it with a soft moan and I pull him back so that he's laying
with his back against my chest.  I'm kissing David's neck and sticking my
tongue in his ear while I start to slowly rub his stomach and legs.  He's
gasping and trying to find some way to force more of my cock into his ass.
I put my hands under his thighs and lift him a few inches off of my lap.
He's able to help with this a little but because of the awkward position
there isn't a lot he can do.  Thank god he's light.  Now that I have some
clearance I'm able to start making some deep thrusts and David responds
with a kind of whimpering yell and he finds that if he puts one hand on the
door and one beside my head he can help to raise himself.  He starts moving
counter to my thrusts so that now we're getting maximum penetration and in
some part of my brain I realize that I'm not gonna last long.  I lift David
enough so that I can withdraw six inches or so before slamming back into
him and because of the angle I know that I hitting directly on his prostate
and then sliding past it.  I allow the focus in my brain to return and I
can feel my orgasm building immediately.

"David I'm gonna cum!

"Oh fuck!  Oh fuck do it!  Do it man!  Cum in my fucking ass!

I wrap my left arm totally around David and use it to keep him up while I
reach around with my right hand and start beating him off.  For some reason
I become aware of Joe watching us from the dining room window.  I start
shooting up David's ass and I can feel his cum hitting my arm.  My body is
screaming from the strain of holding David up and fucking and I pull him
down tight to me while my cock is still spasming in his ass.  I can feel
some of my own cum, or maybe it's David's, running down between my legs and
I think briefly of the seat covers.  David cums a lot and when I catch my
breath and look around I can hardly believe the amount of cum in the back
seat and on the back of the front seat.  We sit like that for several
minutes catching our breath and just enjoying the moment.

Then suddenly I say.  "David look there's Mrs. Fredon."

"Oh fuck!"  David jumps and tries to pull his shorts up.  My cock falls out
of him and he's trying to turn himself so that he can get the room he needs
to get his shorts up and I'm laughing my ass off.

He finally gets it.  "Oh you fuck head!"

I pull David back down and roll him over onto the seat and I kind of climb
on top of him and he's half laughing and maybe a little pissed but I start
kissing him and stroking his hair and soon he's calm.

David's head is laying on my upper right arm and I'm holding the back of
his head with my left hand.  I kiss his forehead and the bridge of his
nose.

"We've made quite a mess."

"I know.  I guess I cum a lot."  David tilts his head up and smiles at me.
"Course your cock up my ass has a lot to do with that."  He snuggles
closer.  "I hope nobody was walking by."

"They weren't."  I kiss him lightly.  "But Joe was watching us from the
dining room.  Do you suppose he knows we were having sex?"

David laughs.  "Wouldn't surprise me but I haven't a clue as to what he
thinks about it.  I mean the way he just stares at us with his head tilted.
Like he's trying to figure it out."

"David we have to get a damp cloth.  I wonder what cum does to leather?"

"Hmm!  I guess that's my clue that the afterglow has ended."  He pushes me
like he's trying to get away.

"Not over, just postponed."  I stroke his hair.  "Until after the cum has
been cleaned up."  I look down at us.  "And maybe a shower would be in
order.  After that we can afterglow all fucking day.  Come on hun."  I roll
away from David and stumble out of the car pulling him with me.

Walking into the house we're greeted by a tail wagging Joe.  Somehow he
looks happy that we just had sex.  I dampen a towel and go back out and
wipe up all the cum I can find, wondering briefly if straight people ever
find themselves in this position.

David greets me back at the garage with a rake and bushel basket and we
procede to clean up the yard.  It's spring and the yard has become a
collection of dead leafs twigs and cardboard milk cartons.  Where do those
come from?  Three hours later the yard is beginning to look presentable and
our asses are dragging.  Welcome to home ownership.

David leads me into the kitchen and sits me down while he fixes lunch.
He's wearing a pair of old khaki pants that fit him kinda loosely but I
love watching him move around the kitchen, he's so graceful, not feminine
graceful, but masculine graceful and I love watching his ass.  Okay I'm a
perv but his body moves so beautifully.  I mean I'm big and while I don't
think that I'm clumsy I'm sure not as graceful as David.  I wonder if he
knows how much he turns me on just being him.  I look at him wanting to
touch him everywhere, to feel the muscles in his back and the soft hard
globes of his ass, his beautiful hands, the muscles in his neck.  There's
no part of David that I don't treasure, no part of his body, no random
thought of his mind that isn't like air to me.

David makes us each a sandwich and a bowl of soup, he sets mine in front of
me and places his in front of him.  I'm looking at his hands, how perfect
the skin is how smooth and strong.

"Mark."  He touches my shoulder.  "You're not eating."  He smiles at me.
"You vegging out?"

I look at him and suddenly I just have to tell him.  "I love you David.  I
mean it's not just the sex, I mean that's great and all but," I duck my
head, "it's more than that.  I mean like you said earlier, I know that you
know that but I wouldn't want you to think it's just me getting my rock
off."  He reaches for my hand and it's so warm.  I look at the wedding band
that I put on his right hand and I touch it and feel the smooth softness of
the gold.  I look at David.  "What I feel for you is way more than sex."

"I know Mark.  Like you said when we first moved in together it's not a me
or a you it's an us."  He leans forward and kisses me and his lips feel so
good, so right.  "Now eat your lunch."

I do as I'm told, infused with a feeling of being cared for and loved.
David has fixed lunch for me and I eat it.

Afterwards I lay down on the sofa in the recreation room and begin to nod
off, before I go under I feel David lay down with me and I wrap my arms
around him and pull him in tight to me.

During the time we're asleep I feel Joe climb in with us and even though
David is right at the edge of the sofa somehow Joe finds room there.

I only sleep for about an hour and then find myself starring at the back of
David's head and even though his breathing is regular somehow I know he's
awake.

"Babe?  You awake?"  I whisper.

David stretches.  "Uh huh."  He mumbles

"Can I ask you something?"

David turns his head a bit towards me.  "Sure.  What?"

"Well, it's about your dad."  I can feel his body stiffen and then after a
few seconds he relaxes again.  "Sure you don't mind?"

"Well...it's not that I mind you asking."  He turns his body so that we're
facing each other, just inches apart.  He's playing with the button on my
shirt.  "It's just that I don't know what I can tell you that you don't
already know."  He lays the side of his head on my upper arm.  "When I was
raped and then beaten he blamed me and how do I forgive him for that."
David's voice had gotten very quiet and he was starring at my chest.  "I
mean when I needed him the most...really, really needed him, he turned
against me."  He looked at me and his eyes were glistening.  "I don't know
how to explain what that did to me."  Then he looks at me and puts his hand
on my shoulder.  "It's like when you were in that place in Somalia and
everybody was trying to kill you...it would be like your closest buddy, the
guy you looked to to back you up, suddenly turned to you and said that you
were to blame for all that crap and turned you over to the mob."  His hand
was still on my shoulder but he turned his face into my arm.  "It was like
a betrayal.  When my dad told me that I deserved what I got I just couldn't
believe that he even said that, that those words could even come out of his
mouth."  David was sobbing now and I wished to god that I hadn't started
this.  "What kind of a fucking father does that to a kid?  Fuck!  I was
really just a little boy...a baby.  Why did he have to fucking do that?"

I pull David's face into my chest and hold him there while he cries.  "I'm
so sorry David.  I'm so sorry."  I'm stroking his hair and as always it
does seem to help but I've never seen David cry like this and it scares me.
God I'm a fuck head for letting this get out of control.  "You're safe
David."  I'm speaking softly.  "Nobody's gonna hurt you anymore." I'm
kissing the top of his head.  "It's okay baby, it's okay."

Slowly David's getting control and suddenly Joe is licking his face because
I guess he's upset by the crying.  David says.  "It's okay Joe.  I'm okay.'
He scratches Joe behind his ears and that seems to signal to Joe that it's
gonna be okay and he sits down but doesn't move away and keeps a watchful
eye on David.

"God David, I'm so fucking sorry I led you there.  I didn't know...I didn't
know that it would do that.  Man I'm so fucking sorry!"  I'm holding his
head in both of my hands and kissing him.  "Man I'm such a fucking
asshole!"

David still has tears in his eyes but he laughs a little.  "Yeah but you're
my asshole."  He laughs again.  "Well not literally but... well you get
it."

"It's just that I was thinking about my dad earlier and what I should do
about him."  I grinned lamely at him.  "Or if I should do anything at all.
I just don't fucking know but I shouldn't have brought all this up about
your dad."  Then in exasperation.  "God parents are a pain in the ass!"

I scrunched down and kissed David's ear and whispered.  "What would you
like to do this afternoon?"  He smiles an evil smile at me.

"Ah come on, we can't fuck nonstop.  Let's do something that everybody
does, like go to a movie or...oh fuck I don't know.

"Oh wow David did I tell you what that kid in our office did?"

"What kid."

"Remember I told you that we had this cute blonde kid working with the
techs in IT?"  David looks at me blankly. "Well anyway he's like twenty or
so and pretty hot looking and he comes up to me in the john."  David is now
starring at me with an odd look on his face.  "No, no, nothing like that.
He says to me, Mr.Chauvet would you mind if I ask you a personal question
and I say no fire away and he says that everyone says that your gay and I
even hear you talk about your lover, so I guess I wanted to know if it was
true.  Well I tell him, yep it is, and then he gets this big grin and he
says that well he's like ninety percent sure that he's gay too.  And anyway
I ask him if he's got a boyfriend yet and he says yeah maybe he does at
least it looks like it's goin that way and I say that's great.  And then he
asks me if the guy in the picture on my desk is my boyfriend and I say yeah
and he says.  "Man he's fuckin hot!"  Anyway I laugh and say yeah he is
fuckin hot and then we both laugh and he says "Thanks for talking to me
about this, I mean I didn't know if you'd be mad if I mentioned it but I
can't tell my parents that I have a boyfriend and the straight guys I know
don't want to hear it so I guess in a way I just wanted to like, say it out
loud.  Do you know what I mean?"  And I say yeah, yeah I do know."

David has got kind of a thoughtful look on his face and then he says.
"Yeah, you know I remember what that feels like too.  Like you just gotta
tell someone."  David kisses me and says.  "I'm glad he had you to talk to.
So he really thinks I'm hot huh?"

I look at David and kiss him on the nose.  "No, actually I made that part
up but I think you're okay."  I laugh.

David climbs on top of me and pinches my nipples.  "Well you shit!  You're
gonna pay for that!"

"No David!  Not my fuckin nipples!"  I grab him and pull him down tight to
my chest so that he can't do anything.  "You know, for a scrawny little guy
you sure are wiry."  He knows that I'm kidding but those green eyes are
flashing and he's like trying to hold a squirming puppy.  I turn my body
with him held to me so that I'm on top of him and then I kiss him.  He
pretty much stops squirming and in a few seconds he's going with the kiss
and I explore his mouth with my tongue.

I'm holding the back of David's head with my left hand and my right and
wrist are curled around the top of his head.  "I don't know how I ever got
through life before I met you, it seems so impossible now."  We kiss
slowly.  I've never told him how many times I've woken up from the
nightmare that he died in that attack and how little I would have wanted to
live if he had.

"I know, it doesn't even seem possible that I had a life before you, it's
like a bad dream."  He pulls my head down so that my face is next to his.
"It was the worst kind of dream."

I don't want David to go there so I sit up.  "Well we still haven't decided
what we want to do this afternoon."

David hates to fly, to say that he's a white knuckle flyer is to put it
mildly, it's not that he lets it stop him from traveling but it's not a fun
thing for him.  I had the window seat, David of course was on the aisle and
on the other side of the aisle were Pete and his wife Jane.  David had two
vodka's on the rocks while we were in the airport but it didn't really seem
like they had any effect on him, he looked worried.

The flight that we took originated in Minneapolis and some of the insurance
guys from there where already on the plane.  Our group consisted of four
couples; David and I, Pete Morgan and his wife, he is kind of the senior
guy from David's office and more or less the unofficial leader of their
group, Bill Laskowski and his wife and finally Terry Morrow and his wife.
David's company had sprung for first class tickets so other than David's
terror it was a pretty good flight.

"Babe, how you doing?"  I was speaking softly.  They were just starting the
engines.

David was chewing on the edge of his thumb.  "Fuck I hate this!"  He looked
at me and smiled sheepishly.

"I guess there's nothing I can say."  I smiled back at him.  "Except maybe
that if we crash we'll die together."

David looked at me for a moment.  "Well, actually, that probably is the
only plus.  If you died I wouldn't want to live."

"We're both going to be fine."  I leaned very close to David and whispered
in his ear.  "If we do make it to Atlanta I'm gonna fuck your brains out
tonight."  I leaned back and smiled at him.  I saw a man two rows ahead of
us on the other side of the aisle glance at David for just a moment but
there was something in that look that bothered me.  He didn't stare at
David, it was just a fleeting glance and in one respect it was just like he
was looking around the cabin but there was something there.  I asked David
who he was.

"I think he's one of the guys from Swiss Reinsurance in Minneapolis.  I've
never met him but I may have talked to him.  Why, you want to meet him."
He snorted.  "Geez, tired of me already?"

I smiled.  "No he just looked at you like he knew you and I wondered if you
knew him."  Then.  "Just you wait till we get to Atlanta."

I was going to ask Pete if he knew the guy but he was talking to his wife
and I didn't' want to disturb them and it could all be totally nothing.

I had been on so many planes and helicopters during my time in the Army
that there was nothing about flying that bothered me and was starting to
nod off when we began our decent to Atlanta.  I had a bit of a flashback of
rappelling down from a helicopter in Mogadishu but I woke up before the
worst of it.

While we were walking from the plane to the baggage area I was walking with
Pete who had a slight limp and David was a few paces behind us with Pete's
wife.  Pete pointed to a guy about a dozen feet ahead of us and said.
"Mark that guy ahead of us with the gray hair and the raincoast is the only
guy that you may have to watch out for, he hates gay people and he's a mean
fucker if he thinks he's got the advantage."  He was the guy from the
plane.  "His name is Ralph Tanner."

I looked at Pete.  "Pete don't tell David that you told me that will you?
He thinks that I'm overly protective."  I smiled at him.

Pete was a big guy, about 5'10" and about 210 pounds.  He gave me kind of a
funny look.  "You won't kill him or anything will ya?"  He put on a kind of
whiny voice.  "Please I don't fucking want to have to testify at any
fucking trials."

"No Pete, I promise I won't kill him or at least that they won't find the
body."  I laughed.

"Well thank fucking god for that.  You want me to tell David about him?"

"Only if you see a problem coming, otherwise what's the point?"

"Right, gotcha."  Then he turned and looked me up and down.  "Glad you're
on my fucking side.  You sure are a big fucker."

Finally after retrieving our luggage he all boarded a bus to the Hotel.
The hotel was a resort really.  They're were several golf courses, loads of
tennis courts, several swimming pools, not to mention horse back riding and
just about everything else you could think of, the place was huge.  It
seemed to take forever to get to our rooms.  I made a point of finding out
what room Ralph Tanner was in and then we finally went on to our room.

After we unpacked I gently pushed David down on the bed and laid gently on
top of him and started licking my way up his neck to his ear and then
finally around to his mouth.

"God I fucking love you."  I was dueling with David's tongue and slowly
humping him through his clothes.

David was gasping.  "Please fuck the shit out of me!"  He was kneading my
cock through my clothing.  "Man I need you in me so fucking bad."  He
looked up at me pleadingly.  Mark...I want your fucking cum in my ass...oh
please baby...it makes everything right.

I stuck my left thumb in his mouth and he began sucking on it.  I used my
other hand to slowly undress him.  When he was naked I opened my pants and
shoved my dick into his mouth while I took off my shirt When we were
finally both naked I rolled him onto his stomach, spread his ass and using
spit for lube entered him in one slow thrust.

He was screaming the David sound into the pillow but was also beginning to
hump back against my cock.  I moved up high onto his ass and was thrusting
straight down so that I could avoid his prostate and I was moving slowly.
After fifteen minutes of this I turned David on his right side and pushed
his left leg up towards his chest, this allowed me to basically ride his
right leg and thrust straight into his asshole, it was comfortable and gave
me a lot of control.

"Is this feeling good to you babe?  Is this the way you want it?"  He
turned his head to look at me but no words came out.

David looked delirious, he was moaning and his eyes were unfocused.
Finally I flipped him onto his back and buried my tongue in his mouth and
started pile driving into him.  When David started shooting the first shot,
and it was a big one, landed right in his open mouth.

I pulled my dick slowly out of him and beatoff onto is chest.  Then I slid
down so that I was laying totally on top of him and while I was making full
body contact I was carrying a lot of my weight with my elbows and knees.
God we were a mess!  I wiped cum from David's face with my tee shirt and
kissed him.  Even with cum on his face David looked like an angel he had
this quality of cleanness that never left him a decency that transcended
everything else.

David curled up to me and spoke into my chest.  "You feel so good in me, so
right, like, well...like you complete me."  He was talking softly, barely
above a whisper.

I pulled the blanket over us and pulled David's head to the crook of my
neck.  "I think that we complete each other.  I love you.  I love you so
much that it fucking hurts."  I started stroking David's hair and shoulder.
I could feel him beginning to fall asleep and kissed the top of his head.

The guys tee off time was 9:00 AM and we met them for breakfast at 8:00.
The guys were all in various degrees of golfing clothing ranging from
unbelieveably bright to what David was wearing which was pretty bland.
Pete asked me how I was going to spend my day and I told him I was going
for a run and then would just screw around.  I told them that I'd see them
at the eighteenth hole.

I casually got Pete off to the side at asked him to keep an eye on David.
"Pete I can't imagine anything is gonna happen with that Tanner guy but I
would appreciate it if you were watching out for him."

"He'll be fine Mark.  But yeah I will watch out for him."  He paused for a
minute and then looked at me.  "He's a pretty tough little fucker you
know."

"I know Pete.  It's probably stupid but I just worry.  It's just that he's
had some stuff happen to him in the past and I don't want to see that
happen again."

Pete gave me "what the fuck happened" look but I just told him that I'd
tell him all about it another time and the fellas started for the first tee
and I started my run.  I did my usual five mile run and then picked up a
bunch of newspapers and along with my laptop settled in to kill some time
until the guys finished their game.

I showered and changed clothes and then slowly made my way to the eighteen
hole.  The guys had been out for about four hours and I figured they would
be coming in soon.  Watching all the golfers made me think of my dad, he
loved the game.  Maybe that's why I hated it.  I was trying to dredge up
one genuinely happy memory of my dad and I was only able to come up with
some lame ass Christmas stuff that really didn't count.  Shit the guy must
have loved me at some time, I mean that's what fathers fucking do isn't it.
All I ever got from him was "join the Army" and of course, "it'll make a
man of you."

I found the eighteenth hole and hunkered down against a tree while I waited
for David's group.  My cell phone rang.

"Hi stud."

"Hi David how's the game goin?"

"It's okay."  He was whispering.  "I was just thinking about how I like to
be running my tongue along the underside of your dick."  He laughed.  "Then
I'd like to take your balls into my mouth one at a time and suck them.  And
work my way back to your ass where I'd suck on your hole.

"My god you want to have phone sex while your playing golf."  I laughed.
"David I think you overdoing this multitasking thing."

"Not working huh?"

"Well actually it wasn't a total flop.  You've got me thinking about post
golf fucking."

He laughed.  "We're on the seventeen babe.  You at the eighteenth?"

"Yep."

"Well hang in there Mark we're almost there.  Then you can have your way
with me any way you want."

"Gonna hold ya to that stud."

When the guys were finishing the eighteenth I took some pictures with a
small digital camera David had brought and then we started talking about
the dinner later.  Pete told us that the main dinner began at 7 for drinks
and that we would all be at the same table.

Pete said.  "Well this is a hell of a fucking situation!  Us old farts are
going back to our wives and you two young studs are goin back to your room
to fuck.  Aren't ya?"  All the guys laughed and kidded us about it.  I
thought it was pretty funny too and basically it was true.  They were all
pretty good natured about it.

The four guys went to the locker room to get cleaned up and I told them I'd
meet them in the coffee shop and we could get a hamburger to tide us over
until dinner.  The fellas showed up about a half hour later looking all
scrubbed and showered but there was something in the air.  I looked at
David hoping to see some indication of what could be wrong but he was
concentrating on his food.  Pete signaled me that he would tell me later
and so I just finished eating.

When I got Pete alone for a few minutes while David was in the john he told
me that Ralph Tanner had been in the locker room and that he and David had
gotten into a yelling match when Tanner called him a faggot and that it all
had come pretty close to a fight.  I thanked Pete for telling me and asked
him to say nothing to David.

On our way back to our room I told David that I had left my wallet in the
coffee shop and that I would meet him back in the room.  Of course I went
right away to Tanner room.  He answered the door on the second knock.

"Mr. Tanner, I wonder if I could speak to you."  I was being my most
polite.

"You're the boyfriend?"

"Yes sir I am.  May I come in?"

"Yes," A long sigh.  "I suppose if you feel you have to."

I went into the room and sat down in a club chair.  "I came because I'm
hoping to stop any trouble before it begins."

"Well that's fucking simple, just tell your little friend to keep his
faggot mouth shut."

I waited for fifteen seconds or so before I said anything.  "First of all
Mr Tanner, David doesn't know that I'm here.  I gave him my word some time
ago that I wouldn't use physical violence against people who might not like
that fact that he was gay."  Tanner got a very odd look on his face but sat
down.

"So basically you came here to threaten me on behalf of your friend?"

"Well I don't like to think of it as threatening, more as advice.  If you
hate David because he's gay and feel that you have to tell him about that
I'm sure he can deal with that himself."  I smiled at him.

"Let me be clear about my relationship with David.  Simply, he's the most
important thing in my life.  There is nothing, and I do mean nothing that
means more to me than David.  Not my family, not my house, not my job, not
even my own life...nothing.  So my position is this, as long as
your...disagreements...with David remain verbal, I won't interfer.  I don't
give a fuck if you yell and scream at each other but if you try to
physically hurt him then I'm gonna stop you.  I'm hoping that all of that
can be avoided, and I believe it can."  I got up to leave.

"Mr. Tanner if you feel you've been threatened then by all means, call the
cops, you know who I am and where I am but I assure you the police will
ultimately do nothing.  I on the other hand will do whatever needs to be
done to protect David.

I walked over and shook his hand before he had a chance to react.  "I hope
our talk hasn't upset you but I do hope you'll take it to heart."

David was waiting for me when I got back to our room.

"You fucking threatened him didn't you?"  He looked really mad.

"Uh.  David don't be mad.  Please baby."

"Mark!  We've been through this before.  You promised!"

"Yes David!  We've been through this before when you were stabbed and
almost fucking killed."  I couldn't help myself, I was getting louder.
"God, do you know what it does to me when an asshole like that goes after
you?  Don't you understand that that's what I worry about all the time,
that some jerk is gonna fucking kill you, take you away from me."  I sat on
the bed and laid my head on my arms.  "David the world is full of fucking
assholes like that."  I knew that there were tears in my eyes but I didn't
fucking care.  "When is the next one gonna be luckier and that knife is
gonna be a few inches in another direction.  Baby when you were laying in
that driveway, there was so much blood, so fucking much blood and all I
could think of was that you were gone.  David, even now I wake up in the
middle of the night thinking about that.  You almost died.  And I should
have fucking been there.  I should have stopped it."

David came over to the bed and lightly put his arm around me.  "I didn't
die Mark."  It was a whisper.

Shit I was a mess, my nose was running, a real mess.  "No but that was a
fucking miracle.  And man you know it, a fucking miracle!  Believe me I
thank God every day for that miracle.  The next time, who knows.
David...baby...I can't live without you...and man you don't ever back down
from these guys...you're in their face.  The thought of loosing you...it's
too much."  I raised my hands and dropped them.  "I can't help it David.  I
can't have all that happen again, if I think somebody is gonna hurt you I
can't stand by and let it happen and man you can't ask me to do that.
Please David, I promise that I won't be some gonzo ape but don't ask me not
to care.  I failed that last time David, please don't stop me from trying
to protect you again."

David pulled me down onto the bed with him and held my head against his
chest, he was talking softly and stroking my hair.  "Shhhh, don't think
about that now baby, just rest."  He kissed my forehead.  "We'll work this
out baby, but just sleep now."  I fell asleep with my face pressed to
David's chest.

I woke about four o'clock.  I was turned on my left side and David was in
my arms, my cock pressed against his ass, we were of course still dressed.
My right hand was pressed to his chest and I could feel the rising and
falling of his chest and the beating of his heart, it made me feel safe and
happy, knowing that he was okay and in my arms.  My face was buried in the
back of David's neck his smell filled my head and I lightly kissed him, my
grip on his chest tightening slightly.  His right hand moved to cover mine
as it held him.

"You awake babe?"

"Mmmm."

I stroked his hair.  "I'm sorry I made you mad."

He turned in my arms until he faced me.  "I'm not sure that I had a right
to be mad.  You may have done the right thing and I probably shouldn't have
gone for Tanner's throat as quickly as I did."  He sighed and turned on his
back starring at the ceiling.  "You're right, I do get in peoples faces
and...well...I guess that I wouldn't change the way you are."  His right
hand took my left.  "I love that you feel you need to protect me."  He
rolled back towards me and put his hand on my chest.  "I love you."

I started unbuttoning David's shirt slowly, one at a time and when his
chest was bared I rubbed and gently pinched his nipples while sliding over
so that I was between his legs.  As David was beginning to respond under me
my cock hardened also and I began to kiss him deeply and pull his pants and
underwear off.  When he was naked I slowly pushed his knees back against
his chest and then tilted his butt so that I had good access to it with my
mouth.  In this position I began slowly licking from his asshole to the tip
of his cock and running my tongue along his inner thighs but also stopping
to actually suck on his perineum.

David was slamming his head back onto the bed his hands clawing at the
bedspread covering the bed, his eyes were beginning to defocus.

I then began concentrating completely on David's asshole, licking around
it, over it and then stabbing my tongue into it.  When it had relaxed
enough I began slowly entering him with my thumbs, probing and stretching
his asshole, finally reaming three fingers into him.

"Oh fuck Mark!  Oh shit man!  Fuck me baby, please fuck me!"

I allowed David's butt to drop down far enough that I could but the head of
my cock at his asshole.

"Want me to fuck you David?"

"Ohhhh shit Mark!  Put it in!"

I rubbed the head of my dick around his asshole smearing my precum around.

"Want my cock in you babe?"  I was slowly stroking David's cock.

"Mark!  Put that fucker in me!  Please!"

"Want it slow or fast?"  I was tapping the head of my cock against his
asshole.

"Mark!!!!"

I slowly entered David with just the head of my dick and then I tilted his
body to the angle I needed it to be at before I drove the head of my cock
straight into his prostate making a direct hit on it that sent David's head
flying back.  Because of the angle I was using a direct move into him
caused my cock to hit directly on his prostate and then because I didn't
adjust the angle it moved slowly over it before entering him completely.  I
did this a dozen times and then thought that there was too much chance that
doing it again would cause David to cum because his balls were drawn up
very tight to his body.

I pulled my cock out of David completely and quickly rolled him over on his
stomach.  He turned his head and looked back at me with a crazed look on
his face but with him lying on his stomach I straddled his hips and sank my
cock into him and he dropped his face to the bed.  He screams the David
sound into the mattress.  I was sitting on top of the prettiest butt on the
planet with my cock buried between two creamy white globes.  I was using
long very slow strokes that avoided direct contact with David's prostate
and I leaned forward and started to lick and bite the back of his neck
while I reached under his chest and began lightly twisting his nipples.  In
this position I could have fucked David for a an hour but after fifteen
minutes I rolled him on his right side and pushing his left leg up toward
his chest I entered him while sliding along his right leg.  Making a small
adjustment to my position my cock is now glancing off of David's prostate
with each thrust and he's moaning and looking back at me with this "for
God's sake get me off look" so I take the head of his dick in my left hand
and twist it back and forth using his precum for lube and he immediately
starts shooting.  I begin slamming into him even harder and then pull my
cock out of his ass and move up on his body so that I'm straddling his
face.  David has a totally wild animal look on his face because he knows
what I'm going to do.  His orgasm is just stopping when I, holding his head
with one hand, jerkoff onto his face with the other.  David has opened his
mouth and about half my load goes in and when I've finished shooting I use
my finger to scoop the rest that has hit his face into his mouth.  He sucks
on my fingers and make little whimpering sounds.

I slowly pull my fingers out of David's mouth and slide down his body so
that I can lay on top of him face to face.  I'm stroking his hair slowly
and gently kiss him letting our tongues play together for a while.

"I love you."  I kiss him again.  "There's nothing, nothing, more important
to me than you."

He smiles up at me.  "I know."  He laughs.  "Me too you."

I slide gently off to the side of him so that I can hold him in my arms and
we kiss for a long time.  The taste and smell of sex is saturating the
room.

I tell him.  "I would rather stay here with you but if we're going to meet
the guys for dinner we better get ready."

"God, your dick feels good in me."  David is speaking quietly.

I laugh.  "It likes being in you.  It likes that a lot."

David is lightly running his fingers over my face, tracing my eyebrows and
my mouth.  He laughs.  "Suppose they'll know we fucked?"

I layed my head on David's chest.  "Maybe...probably.  But I don't
care...actually...I guess that I want them to know, to really get it that
we're a couple.  Know what I mean?"

David was rubbing the back of my neck with his thumb.  "Yeah.  I mean they
do know but yeah I know what you mean.  Actually...well this is kinda sick
but"

"But what?"

"There's this part of me that wants them to see you fuck me...well not just
them but like the whole world."

I lifted my head and looked at David.  "That's kinda kinky why would you
want that?

"You think it's sick?"

"Nah, not sick, just kinda kinky.  But tell me why."

David pushed my head back down on his chest.  He was squirming a bit.
"Cause...it would tell the whole world that I...well belong to you."

I gripped David tighter and kissed his chest.  "Well you do you know."

"I know...that's the best part."

An hour later, all showered and dressed up we walked into the main dining
room and over to the table for eight that was ours, the other guys were
there already and all three of them looked at us and grinned.  The women,
were of course, oblivious.