Date: Sat, 11 Sep 2004 19:00:22 -0700
From: Wade Wright <wadewright@att.net>
Subject: Chpt Three     Room For Rent         Male/Gay Beginnings

Note to the readers:
The last two statements of Chapter 2.   The last one is a corrected statement.
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	"Oh God Jim, I can not imagine you doing that!  God man, look at my
towel, it's not hanging down very well!  You are getting this guy all hot
and bothered here, hope you realize it."
	As Jim looked down at Todd's tented towel, he grinned, looked up at
Todd, reached up, pinched his left nipple and replied, "Hey maybe I should
play like Little Rover today?"
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			       Room For Rent

		  Chapter Three:  God Man, You Doing OK?

			      By: Wade Wright

	"Oh my God Jim, what are you saying?"
	"Hey Todd, what I am saying is that tent that you are showing down
there is making me remember some pretty good feelings from my prior days.
Until talking to you and telling you about those guys fucking me, I had
pretty well forgotten all about those actions, Well anyway had tried to,
but now things are kind of coming back to me, and with you standing there
almost totally naked, and showing how that towel is sticking out in front,
well, I'm kind of getting what I call ass hungry again.  No Todd, that's a
total lie!  Todd I've not tried to forget!  I've been horny for a dick in
my ass for too damn long now!  I've got to be honest!  I've been trying to
get fucked again for a long time now!"
	As Jim explained to him what was happening, he was pinching Todd's
nipple and at the same time reaching down and starting to rub the damp
towel that was still kind of hiding Todd's hardon.
	"Jim, Jim, do you know what you are doing here man?"  Todd asked
with some emphasis!  "Jim are you sure you want to be doing this?  I mean
man, you are starting to get me all hot and bothered and wanting for play
with you.  Jim should I go get some clothes on?  Jim, I don't want you
doing anything that you are going to regret later!"
	 "Todd, from what I am feeling right not, I don't think I'm going
to regret this at all!  Not at all!"
	With that statement, Jim grabbed a hold of the towel and pulled it
off of Todd's waist.
	"Oh my God, Todd!  That damn thing looks just like Shawn's
did. Todd, I want that!  Oh Todd, please tell me you will fuck me,-----
please!"
	Todd was now standing there in rather a deep shock.  He certainly
did not expect this conversation to take such an unexpected turn, and he
was now totally on, 'shelf display', stiff hardon and all, bare from top to
bottom, and was feeling as if he was being fully presented for
qualification and approval, to this young hunk of a guy, ---a married guy,
with two kids!  He knew that while in any gay bar he could have, and
probably would have, raped this hunk on the spot, but should he now?  Todd
kept thinking this was supposed to just be a visit by some guy that might
be interested in renting the room, and now it looked like it was turning
into much more of something like the script to one of the gay porno films,
a totally hot, hot sex session with no pre-planning at all.  That part, the
no pre-planning part, was a total excitement, though!  That part did excite
Todd and he knew he liked that part of what was happening here so
unexpectedly!
	For more than a full minute, neither man said anything.  Jim
continued to pinch Todd's nipple, and had now reached down and had taken
Todd's meat stick into his hand.  That warm touch of Jim's strong
construction man's hand, made Todd that much more expanded and stiff.
	Todd stood there rather at attention and allowed his new
acquaintance to explore his left nipple and now his raging hardon that he
knew he truly did want to feel slide up into that hunk's tight ass, but he
still felt like he needed to make sure Jim really understood the
consequences of his later feelings about what had happened if he did get
fucked again.  Todd had been admiring his visitor as Jim told his stories
of his prior experiences, but in no way did Todd have any imagination that
things were going to take this turn.  He had completely accepted the fact
that this young hunk of a stud was a married man, and simply had some prior
experiences in his life that were now, days gone by.  In no way, when he
had asked Jim to tell him about his event in the dark alley, or his events
while at construction school, did he ever have any imagination that maybe
this strong construction specimen might still be active in those ways.  He
did not ask Jim to tell him of his experiences in any attempt to
intentionally get him all turned on with the idea of having sex with him.
Todd knew that Jim was a married daddy, and he did not want to create any
confusions in Jim's mind about what actions he should be involved in.  He
thought he was maybe helping Jim work out some negative feelings that he
still held from his earlier years.  He did not intend to put Jim in a
position of needing to make new decisions about his own personal sexuality.
	"Oh my God Jim!  Jim, are you sure you know what you are doing,
man?  Jim, this whole conversation has kind of gotten out of hand here man!
Jim, I did not mean to get you excited, man.  Jim are you sure you know
what you are doing?  Jim do you know what you are asking for?"
	Jim looked at Todd and exclaimed very assuredly, "Do I know what I
am doing?  Do I know what I am asking for?  Hell yes I do!  And all I can
say right now is I hope like hell you want to fuck my ass as badly as I
want you back there fucking me!  Todd, I have not had any dick up in my ass
for 7 years now, and for 7 years I've been wanting some good stiff dick
rammed back up in there, and man, you have the dick I want!  Todd, I want
you to fuck me and make me think that I've got Shawn back up in my butt
again!  Todd, please fuck me, please!"
	Todd was still in some shock, but at the same time, moving onto a
state of happiness and pleasure as he was slowly realizing that this very
unexpected Sunday morning visitor was being very realistic in knowing just
what he was wanting, and he also had the guts to express it and being
straight forward in asking for it.  He knew that Jim was remembering very
fondly his days of having a guy shoot his juices up into his ass, and for
seven years now he had been missing that experience.  He knew that Jim was
now praying that he was once again with some guy that would use his ass
again, and let him relive his prior years and the experiences that he had
not enjoyed for way too long.
	"Jim, are you sure?  Jim, I do not want you doing this if later you
are going to wish you had never stopped in here!  Jim, how sure are you
this is really the right thing for you?"
	As Jim squeezed Todd's rod, which of course made it even that much
more stiff and erect, he looked Todd squarely in the eye and said, "Todd, I
have driven down sleazy streets and dark alleys for years now just hoping
to find some guy that looked OK enough that I could throw in the back of my
truck and take out into the country someplace so he could fuck the hell out
of my ass.  But every guy I ever found was some fairy type of a guy,
weighed about 400 pounds or was too damn old to probably even get it up
anymore.  Todd, I did not know I was coming to some gay guy's house this
morning, but now that I am here, and now that I have this rod in my hand, I
know damn well what in the hell I am doing!  I am begging for a fucking,
and I want it now!  Can we please?  Please, Todd, will you fuck me,
please!?  Todd I've been wanting to get fucked for years now.  Barbara just
does not have the equipment I need slammed up in my ass again. Todd, I love
her, but she does not have a dick to slam up in my ass, and I want to feel
you up in me as deep as you can go!  Please?"
	As Todd heard the mere pleading in Jim's voice, he realized and
accepted that Jim was being very honest and very straight forward in his
earnest desires of wanting to feel a good dick back up inside of him again.
He had convinced Todd that getting fucked was his honest desires and later
he would not be angry at himself for doing it again.  He said he would
probably be more calm and satisfied with himself.  He said that right now
he was just real frustrated with himself that he had not been able to get
fucked, and he was spending more and more time trying to find someone to
fuck him.
	Jim once again asked, "Please Todd, will you please fuck me?"
	Todd extended his arm around Jim's waist and softly said, "Yes man,
yes!  I'll be more than glad to fuck you if that is what you want.  You are
one hot looking man, and knowing that I get to fuck you is going to be my
pleasure.  If that's what you really want, then so do I!  Sure I'll fuck
your ass!  Hell yes man, you look like you could be some real fun!"
	Immediately Jim started to unbutton and remove his Levi's and pull
off his T-shirt.  Within only moments, he was as completely bare assed
naked as Todd was.
	Todd looked down at Jim's cock, took a hold of it, and asked. "Is
it OK if I suck on that stick for a minute before we fuck?"
	"Oh God yes!"  Jim exclaimed!  "Yea, yea please!"
	Todd could tell that even without asking, that it had been a long
time since Jim had played around with a guy.  His excitement level was just
about at the same peak as some guy that had dreamed of getting together
with some other guy, and he is now finally getting to do it.  Jim's
youthful excitement of getting to play around again, reminded Todd of his
very first time with a guy, and how excited and nervous he was when Greg,
an older boy in his neighborhood, took his cock into his mouth for the very
first time.  As Todd remembered how his childhood friend Greg, had sucked
him in so completely and sucked so strongly on his rod, Todd attempted to
recreate that same action as if this was truly Jim's first suck job.  Todd
knew that Jim had been sucked on before.  He had mentioned how he made Tony
suck on it, but how Tony never liked doing it.  Todd did not know if Jim
had been sucked off by any other guys, other than Tony, and if not maybe
this actually could be Jim's first good, true, anxious, strong, sucking
session.
	Suddenly Todd pulled off, looked up to Jim and asked, "Hey, has
anybody other than that Tony ever sucked on you?"
	"No, ---why?"  Jim replied.
	"Just wondering!"  Todd quickly answered as he aimed Jim's cock
back toward his mouth and immediately sank his mouth down on it as far as
he could push.  His face immediately hit the fuzz of Jim's crotch.  Todd
now knew that he was Jim's first man on his dick that really wanted to take
it and use it for all it was worth.  It had really never been sucked on
good before!
	As Todd worked on Jim's stiff meat, Jim was starting to realize
that this sucking session was definitely turning out to be much more
sensual and much more sexually exciting than the times that he had forced
Tony to suck on it.  He realized this time, what a good strong vacuum, of a
grown and anxious man's deep throat, could really feel like.  He knew that
Todd liked sucking his cock, and obviously Todd had years of prior sucking
experience, to share with him and his dick.  Jim was really enjoying this!
	"Oh God man!  Oh shit Todd!  I thought getting fucked felt good!
Oh man, this feels damn good too!  Yea Todd, Tony is the only guy that has
ever sucked on it, and I can tell right now that he really did not do it
right!  OH man--you feel so good!"
	Todd enjoyed the feel of Jim's young and stiff 7" rod in his mouth,
and as he still remembered his first time getting sucked on by Greg, he
continued to use as much force and vacuum on it as he could, so that Jim
would always remember this as his first true sucking.
	As he was getting sucked on, without realizing it, or doing it on
purpose, Jim reached down and took a nipple of Todd's in each hand, and
after getting a pretty good grip on each tit, he started pulling quite hard
and steady!  This was turning Todd on!  He was starting to get the essence
that Jim was, or could be worked into, a sex playmate that wanted a little
more than just the slight, soft, gentle way of sex.  This realization
definitely turned Todd on!  He truly enjoyed the feel of Jim pulling his
nipples as hard and as firmly as he was.  Jim truly was pulling them much
harder than most men would enjoy.  This definitely was Todd's way of play!
A good display of strength from man to man!  He was using Jim's dick to his
pleasure, sucking, chewing and biting on it, and he liked it that Jim was
also using part of his playmate, for his personal pleasure, although Todd
was pretty sure that Jim was not even conscious of what he was actually
doing.  That part was exciting to Todd too.  Todd liked the idea that Jim
was pulling on his tits so hard and was abusing his body, but was not even
conscious of what he was doing.  That simply indicated to Todd, that was
Jim's natural way of playing and his inner, unknown desires of playing that
way!  That was and always had been Todd's style of action.  He knew that if
he and Jim were to continue to share some sex time together, that if he
took it rather slow and easy, he would be able to get Jim into some of the
more manly actions of some good rough sex.  Then thinking back about Jim's
original session in the back alley, the first time when Jim got fucked by
Shawn and Tony, he then realized why Jim would be the type of a man to like
it rougher.  His first time was all rough sex, and now he mentally
associated rough with sex.  To Todd, that was OK!  He really did not care
why Jim unknowingly liked it rough, but the fact that he did, was a
complete turn-on to Todd!  If Jim could be worked in to a "true-player", as
Todd referred to the rougher actions, that would be great with him.
	Realizing his new vision of Jim and perhaps what Jim liked, Todd
decide that it definitely was time to throw that young man and his hot body
down on the bed and let him have what he had been begging for so earnestly
earlier.  Fuck his ass!  "Oh yea and I am going to really fuck him!  If
it's too much, so be it, but I am going to find out just how rough he likes
it back there!  He hasn't shot off yet, and if I can keep him from shooting
off until after I get in his ass, that will just make him that much more
anxious for whatever I can give him!  I'm going to fuck the hell out of
him!"  Todd thought to himself.
	"OK guy!  Time for me to get to your ass like you asked for!  Ready
for me to ram that butt of yours?"
	"Oh God yes!"  Jim exclaimed with anxiety and joy! "Oh God yes
Todd!  I've been wanting this for way too long!  Todd, fuck me good,---
please!"
	Once again Todd had heard the kind of works that he really liked
hearing.  Those rather, ---give it to me roughly,-----get kind of strong
with me-----make me really feel it!
	Jim quickly threw his body down on the bed, and in anticipation,
Todd could watch Jim's ass jump up and down as if there were already
somebody in there poking around.
	As Todd positioned himself above Jim's rump, he slid some KY jelly
up into Jim's asshole, slide a couple of fingers up in to smear the jelly
around good, and heard Jim exclaim, "Oh my God Todd------Oh my God that is
great!  Are you fingering my ass?  Are you putting your fingers up in my
ass?  Oh Todd, nobody has ever put their fingers up in my ass!  Oh my God
Todd that is great!!  Todd do that some more!!  Oh my God Todd!  Oh shit
man that is great!  Oh Todd how many fingers do you have up in me?  Oh Todd
I've never felt anything like that before!  Oh shit man---oh God that is
great!"
	"I've only got two fingers up in there.  Like that, uh?"
	"Oh my God yes I do!  Oh shit man, if two fingers feel like
that,--- what in the hell do three or four feel like up in there?"
	"Hey man, I can tell you they feel great, even better than what you
are feeling right now, but that's going to wait.  My dick is getting real
anxious to feel your ass hole grab hold of it, so get ready man, how do you
want it?  Want me to kind of sneak up on it and go in real slow and nice
like, or is your ass hungry and anxious for it as soon as it can get it?
You want it slow and gentle or you want to take it like a real man?"
	"Oh God Todd, fuck me like a real man!  Todd slam your dick up in
me!  Fuck me man!  Fuck me!"
	Todd had gotten the answer that he had hoped for.  The, "Fuck me
like a real man!"  He knew his questioning had been kind of slanted toward
the direction that he wanted.  He had asked how Jim wanted it so that his
answer could not be some little wimpy way of, slow and gentle.
	Being secure that he had successfully gotten Jim's butt hole
sufficiently opened and relaxed for entry, Todd raised his torso up, aimed
his rod, felt the tip of it hit the entry spot of Jim's ass hole, and
actually, after taking a rather deep breath, he instructed, "Hold on man!
You are about to be fucked again!"
	Before Jim had any opportunity of reply, if he did have any
statements or questions, all he could do was let out a very large groan and
moan, and some what of a pronounced squeal, since he had just taken the
entire length and width of Todd's cock.  For a moment he felt like maybe
Todd had completely crawled up and into his ass.  As Todd planted it to
it's fullest depth, he immediately laid down on Jim's back and threw his
arms up around Jim's head and said, "Jim baby, you just got fucked!  You
are fucked!  Totally fucked!  You have got all of my dick up in you as far
as I can push it!  You are getting fucked my man!  Give me your ass!  I
want to fuck your ass!!!"
	Jim managed to get himself rather recomposed and back to a normal
breathing pattern and attempted an, "I know, yea, I am!  Oh fuck yes----I
am!"
	As Jim spoke, Todd literally started making hay in Jim's ass.
Since Jim had spoken, he knew Jim was alright, maybe a little whipped and
drained after the ass ramming that he had just taken, but none the less, he
was OK and now he was going to just see what a, very experienced, ass
fucker could do to a nice young hungry ass that had done nothing except
shit, for way too long.  Jim had unknowingly let Todd know that his natural
desire associated with gay sex was "rough gay sex" and he had just had his
first true experience of it with a master of the trade.  Todd just did not
think that any of the three young former fuckers, the ones that had used
Jim's ass in the past, could have really given Jim the handling that he was
so anxious for.  Today, Jim was getting a true pre-view of real, man to man
sex, as Todd felt that all gay sex should be.  Todd knew that by the end of
this session both he and Jim would know if Jim was, or was not, into some
real man to man rough sex.  No pansy stuff, but real man to man, let's get
it on, type of sex!
	Todd had experienced enough sessions in the past where the playmate
was just too wimpy and too, "Oh don't do that to me!"  He truly enjoyed
having a man under him that was a possible, ---true player!  He just simply
knew that Jim could be, and would be, labeled a true player, as he gained
more and more experience.  Todd knew that all men, that eventually became
what he called a true player, just simply needed some time and some
teaching to help him experience and learn some of the rougher, man on man,
stuff that some playmates look for all of the time.  He knew that a "true
player" and the more mellow players just simply did not make it as
playmates.  The "true player" wanted and needed to be treated like a rough
person, and he had the necessity of being able to treat his playmate as a
man that could, and truly did want to take it the rough way!
	Jim was actually getting it rougher and faster in his ass, than any
other fucking that he had ever taken.  He always thought his first time,
the time in the back alley, had been rough, but today he knew he had a man
in his ass that knew what in the hell he was doing and he knew how to do it
with authority.  The whole difference between the fucking in the alley and
this day, was, number one, he trusted this fucker of knowing what he was
doing, and number two, he had been fucked enough to know that however Todd
treated his ass, when it was all over and done, he would actually be OK.
He also knew that after this session, he just might have the feelings that
he now belonged, totally and completely, to Todd, as if Todd had succeeded
in taking a complete ownership over the item that he had just used to his
complete enjoyment and pleasure.  He knew that he and his ass were truly
being used as perhaps, even a non-human object, to Todd's total excitement
and pure joy and pleasure, and he was internally glad that he happened to
be the guy that was letting Todd have that much fun.  To be laying under
the man, and to have the man use him and all of his body parts to reach
such a great personal level of pleasure, was exciting to Jim.  He knew that
if he was not laying there, and making himself available to Todd, then Todd
would not have had the opportunity to reach such blissful heights of
personal bodily enjoyments.
	Jim was wondering if Todd fucked this hard with all of his
playmates right when he unexpectedly got his answer.  "Oh God Jim, I'm
fucking the hell out of you!  Shit man, I'm fucking you harder than I have
fucked any guy's ass in years!  You OK man?  You OK?  Oh Jim I love fucking
this ass of yours like this!  God you've got a great ass!  You OK?  You
taking this OK?  God Jim!  I feel like I'm about to rip you all to shreds!
You doing OK?  Man, I feel like I'm about to pull my own dick off in your
ass!  Oh man I've never fucked some guy's ass this hard before!  God man,
you doing OK?"
	"Yea man,----yea-----I'm OK.  Yea Todd, I'm OK"
	Jim felt that to get that much expressed, back to Todd, was a total
accomplishment since he was having a very difficult time of attempting to
talk at all.  His body was in such a complete thrashing of getting fucked
so roughly and so rapidly, that he just could only slightly catch his
breath, let alone try to talk.
	Jim reached out with each arm and grabbed the side of the mattress.
He felt that unless he attempted to hold onto something, somehow, both of
them could fly completely off of the bed the way Todd was fucking him!  He
spread his legs out so that his toes were pointing toward the corners of
the bed.  Todd grabbed hold of the under side of Jim's upper arms.  He then
slid his hands up and under Jim's arms and then grasped his own hands
behind Jim's neck.  He then interlocked his fingers behind Jim's neck and
took complete body control of Jim.  Being locked so completely to Todd's
body, the way Todd did have them locked together, meant that Jim had lost
all control of his own body movements and his body simply flew up and down
as Todd's ramming and slamming, on him, and into him, forced him.  Both
bodies moved in union to whatever rhythm Todd used in his massive fucking
force!  Jim could not imagine any specie of wild animal that fucked their
mates as roughly and as wildly as he was now getting fucked by Todd!  He
liked that feeling.  He actually liked the idea that he was now being
treated more wildly than perhaps any other living thing.  He had never
considered the fact that maybe he needed to be treated and perhaps taken
advantage of so completely and so roughly, but now that he was the man on
the bottom and there was another man on top of him, and in-fact also inside
of him, that feeling was great!  It was more than he could imagine!  He was
now experiencing an emotion that he had never experienced before, nor had
even contemplated before.  He was, in his humorous mode,----"In Fucking
Heaven"!
	Jim knew that he had just lost any and all self-control, but he
truly accepted this and was so disappointed that in this position he simply
could not talk and tell Todd how great this was.  He loved the feeling of
being so completely locked up against Todd's body!  The way he was pinned
down under Todd's body made any attempts of movement or talking completely
unsuccessful.  He did not care though, as long as Todd kept it up and did
not quit.  His head was actually pouncing up and down on the pillow.  His
ass was slamming up and down every time Todd slammed into it or pulled out
of it, and Jim wanted to cry in excitement, for how he truly loved this
feeling of totally giving his entire body to Todd for Todd to use and to
abuse to any degree that he wanted.  Jim had accepted the fact that right
then he was no longer an individual person, but was rather an extension of
Todd and Todd's existence. He knew that he and his whole body were being
used!  He realized that now he was nothing more than a trash can to be used
and abused, in any way that this man wanted to use it!  He liked the
feeling.  He knew he had submitted his entire being, and his entire body,
to another man, and this excited him immensely!  He knew that if it could
be possible for Todd to stay locked to him like this for the rest of his
life, and that if Todd could possibly keep up this rough fucking, for the
rest of his life, this is they way that Jim would be spending the rest of
his life.  He knew that right then, all decisions would be Todd's
decisions!  Jim had completely turned his entire being, over to Todd and to
Todd's control.  And he was excited that he had been able to do that!  He
liked it!  He knew now that this was the type of activity he had been
aching for, ever since that very first time when Tony and Shawn had fucked
him.  This fucking that he was getting this day was much more brutal than
what had happened to him in the alley, but this time, there is no way he
could call it rape!  He decided that the only title he could give this
session was, "Finally"!  He knew that it was not normal for a person to
want to be treated this way, so extensively, nor to submit their entire
being, so completely, to another person, especially a person of the same
sex, but he truly felt, as he mentally put it together, that he was now
offering everything he had, including his most personal body parts to a
King, for that King to do with as he so chose.  He felt as if perhaps this
might be the closest thing to actually offering yourself as a sacrificial
lamb, for some reason.  He was so overjoyed that he was able to offer Todd
this opportunity of complete pleasure, that he was wishing that others
could come and watch the action between he and Todd, so that they too could
share, in some small way, the experiences and the pleasures that he was
offering to his extremist fucker, and also be able to enjoy the excitements
that the fucking man was accepting, for his total and complete pleasures!
He felt that what was happening, could possibly be the only time, in either
of their lives, that they had found such a complete physical and emotional
satisfaction, of using another person, and that person's body parts for
such a great fulfillment of personal joys!  This session was truly turning
out to be a session, unduplicated by others, wherever they were.  This had
become much more than just two men having a fucking session!  This had
turned out to be an event, when one man had submitted totally and
completely, his entire body and being, to a man that he has only met a few
minutes earlier.  Yet, that man that had submitted his entire existence to
this unknown person, had finally reached a pinnacle in his life that was
richer in emotions and excitements than he had ever expected to offer to,
or receive from, any other person, for any reason or action.
	Jim had wondered for years of why he did not want to get Tony and
Shawn in trouble for raping him in the alley that night, and why he decided
to keep it a secret.  Now, as he was getting some body abuse rougher than
he had ever felt before, including that night, he was actually realizing
that what had happened to him that night was actually something that he had
internally wanted to have happen.
	Now, getting fucked like some wild animal by Todd, he was not
scared and he was realizing that he was sexually being treated the way he
had always wanted to be treated.  Now he wondered if unconsciously he had
made comments to, or in front of Tony and Shawn that indicated to them that
maybe he wanted some guys to come and attach him, and he had never realized
that he had perhaps actually, kind of told them to come and do him.  He
realized that if this was his true nature of desires, he could have very
unconsciously made comments to those two guys that sounded like he was
straight forward asking them to do that.  He did faintly remember making
comments to Shawn about his big dick a few times while they were showering
together in the school shower.  He had pretty good ideas during those
school days, that Tony and Shawn did play around with each other, and now
he wondered if he had made comments to those two guys that made them decide
that getting him would be OK.  Now he had serious questions if he had
actually opened the door for those two guys to come and fuck him.  Had he
unknowingly demonstrated to them that he could be open to getting fucked?
The thought was intriguing to him.  The thought that perhaps he had almost
actually set up his own rape, was not getting him upset at all.  He was
finding that idea very intriguing!  The idea that during the rest of that
school year, when he made those two guys fuck him whenever he wanted, now
he realized that maybe it wasn't so much as trying to make life hell for
them, as much as actually getting his jollies by getting his ass fucked,
(his natural desires) and by the same guys that had been so rough on him.
He was finally deciding that getting fucked, in the alley and the other
times too, was, and probably always had been, due to his internal desires
and a result of his own unconscious actions, and not that of Tony nor
Shawn.
	Suddenly, while he was still getting his ass pounded harder than if
somebody had used a hack hammer on it, Jim had a realization that getting
his ass fucked, and getting it as roughly as possible was really a natural
desire for him, and the actions of Tony and Shawn were not to blame!  It
had always been his natural desire.  All of a sudden he realized too, that
if he had not wanted it so naturally, he would and could have forced Bob to
stay away from him, and he would never have asked Bob if he wanted to fuck
his Little Rover puppy.  Even then, he had allowed himself to be verbally
converted to a dog, letting the doggie ask for the fucking, instead of he,
himself, admitting that he needed it up in the ass. Often he had questioned
just why he had put up with Bob's drunken state of being, and now he
realized that he actually did enjoy Bob being drunk since that could mask
his own personal desire for Bob to take advantage of him and his ass, and
still claim that it only happened because Bob was drunk.  Oh, how he now
wanted to talk to Bob, to see if he had actually been that drunk all of
those nights, or was he doing that, knowing that if he did not come home
"drunk", that Jim would not put out for him.  He remembered that there were
only a total of probably three nights when he had rejected Bob's pawing.
Out of ten months, he had let, or maybe had encouraged, Bob to fuck his
ass, all of the time thinking, that only he knew what was going on.  Now he
was quickly realizing that if Bob had really been that drunk each night,
his getting out of bed and to class so early the next morning would have
been a problem.  He was suddenly deciding that most of the time, Bob was
probably as sober as he was, but he liked getting into Jim's ass as much as
Jim liked having him up in there, and he might have been afraid that if he
did not act drunk, then Jim would not let him use his ass for someplace to
deposit his nightly cum load!
	For a moment Jim ponder the 'why' he would have, so for so many
years, continued the firm thinking that Bob had to have always been drunk,
when in line with his now, new thinking about his actions, he suddenly
realized that he had constantly been creating a line of reasoning, that
always gave him other reasons for getting fucked, and never accepting the
true reason of him actually wanting it and needing it!
	Suddenly Jim realized that getting it in the ass was only one
action, of really many, many, that he wanted to do.  Finally accepting the
fact that his getting fucked had always been truly due to his inner desires
and wishes and not the actions of others, he was now accepting that he
really did have many more desires of sexual actions that he wanted to be
part of.  All of the rest of what he had fantasized about, he had tried to
keep hidden from himself, as well as from everybody else.  Suddenly he
wanted some action in all of the gay stuff that he had read about, or heard
about, in the past.  Suddenly he wanted to have open and outrageous sex
with any guy that he could!  He wanted to experience everything that he
felt that he had been missing.
	As Jim was realizing his natural life and his true existence,
suddenly Todd grabbed him tighter than he had before, used every muscle he
had available to squeeze him as tightly as he could, and rammed his rod as
deeply up into Jim's butt as he could and just held that position.
	"Oh my God man!!!  Oh God!!!  Oh Jim----oh Jim------I'm
cummmmmmmmin man!  I'm cummmmmin!"  Todd's body function had just kicked
in, and he was almost screaming into Jim's ear!
	Jim knew that Todd was quickly becoming a man of stone as his
entire body locked into a rigid position as he released his sperm into Jim
body!
	Jim felt what actually felt like a gallon, of warm fluid hit the
inside of his ass.  He had never felt such warm cum hit the inside of his
body!  Even the first night in the alley when, he had been left with both
Shawn's cum and Tony's cum dripping out of his ass, did it feel this warm.
Todd's cum felt like it had been put on the stove to warm to a point almost
at boiling!
	"Oh yea Todd!  Oh yea I can feel it!  Oh Todd it is so damn warm!
Oh Todd push on me!  Oh Todd push your cock up in me as far as you can.  Oh
man it feels so good to me!"
	Both men were in a complete state of glory as Todd let his juices
fly, and as Jim accepted them into his inner chambers.
	"Oh God Todd, I've got part of you up in me!  Oh Todd I love that
man, I love that.  Oh Todd I don't ever want to take another shit man, I
want to keep your cum up in me!"
	Jim and Todd laid together, still locked together for another two
or three minutes before Todd loosened his grip on Jim's body and slowly
rolled over to allow Jim to rather breathe without having a man laying on
his back.
	"Oh Todd!  Oh man I never knew it till right now how I loved
getting fucked so damn hard that I couldn't do anything but lay there and
take whatever happened to me!  Todd that was a lot rougher than anything I
have even taken, even the time in the alley.  Todd, I loved that!  This
time I knew that no matter how rough you got back there, I'd be OK and
nothing was going to get all ripped up, and I loved that!  Todd there must
be something wrong with me to like having my body treated that way.  I kept
wanting you to get rougher and rougher the longer we fucked!  Todd I wanted
you to turn into some kind of a machine that could just get faster and
faster and let me get fucked faster and faster.  Todd, that's kind of sick,
isn't it?  Nobody is supposed to be like that are they?"
	"Hey Jim my man!  I don't know if anybody is supposed to be or not,
but let me tell you, I'm another one just like you.  I fucked you as hard
and as fast as I could, and the whole time I was wanting to go deeper,
faster and harder than I could.  I wanted to make you squeal and make you
tell me that you'd had enough, but Jim my man, I'm not sure you or I,
either one, will ever hit our limit of being enough.  I love to play with
you.  I have not had a good, 'beat me up and beat my ass up,' guy to play
with for way too long.  When I say beat, I don't mean that like with a
fist, I mean that like with my dick.  Get to dick him as hard and as long
as I can!  That's why I'm not in a long term relationship. I've never been
able to find some guy that wants to play as rough as I do.  Seriously Jim,
you are the first guy in years that I just knew, when I started, that I
could ram your ass as hard and as deep as I could for as long as I could.
Yea, I wanted to turn into some kind of a fucking machine too!  I wanted to
ram your ass twice as hard and twice as fast as I could!  I fucking love,
fucking you!  You have got one hungry asshole!  You know Jim, a guy that
gets fucked, and likes to get fucked long and rough, can always get a whole
line of guys ready to do him when one guy gives out.  I know you've never
done it, but the way you love to get it in the ass, you are the type of a
guy that needs to get about five guys together, and then get fucked by each
one of them, and as fast as one can get off of you, you get another one, up
and in you!  Damn man, I sure am glad you insisted that we play!  Damn I am
glad!  God you are fun stuff to pay with!"
	"Oh Todd!  Oh God man!  Oh shit man,---is that possible to do that?
I mean get a whole group of guys together at the same time to fuck a guy
that way?  Oh shit man, I'd love that!  God, do guys do that?  Oh Todd, I'd
never ever thought about something like that!  Oh man!  Oh God man, I want
to do that!  Oh man!  Talk about being used!  Oh shit man, I'd love that!
Oh Todd, can you help me get that many guys together to do that?  Oh Todd
please say yes!"
	 "Hey I'm not promising anything.  I've had enough trouble finding
my own guys to play with. I'm not making promises that I can do that.
Maybe so, if everything goes right, maybe it could happen, but I sure can't
promise things I'm not sure of.  One thing that I do know right now though
is, I'm going to go get you some paper towels to put up against your ass so
you can get into the shower.  Don't turnover yet, cause I know that if you
do, cum is going to come flowing out of your ass since I am sure I shot
more than just a little up in you.  Lay there and I'll be right back."
	Jim stayed on the bed, stomach down until Todd returned with a
couple of paper towels which he slid up into Jim's ass so that he could
stand up and get to the shower, without dripping cum all over the bed and
the floor.
	Todd suggested to Jim that he use the flexible shower head and kind
of shoot some water up in his ass to clean out some of the cum that had
been deposited up in there so that it did not come running out later.
	Jim showered and Todd straightened the bed covers since they had
never been folded down before the two anxious and horny men got onto it.
	Jim got out of the shower and Todd gave him a bath towel to use,
and after drying off some, Jim started to get re-dressed.
	Todd turned the shower water on and stepped into the shower to
start his shower.
	Just as Todd was letting the water flow over him, Jim yelled to
him, "Hey Todd, somebody is ringing the front doorbell.  Want me to answer
it or what do you want to do?"
	Todd yelled back, "Yea, it's probably Jerry and George, a couple of
friends that I was expecting this morning, but if it's somebody concerning
the ad, what you going to tell them?"
	"Hell man, I'm going to tell them it's already rented, ---OK?  Can
I tell them that!"
	"Hell yes you can!  That is what I was wanting to hear!
Yea--answer the door."
	With only his Levi's partly buttoned and his shoes on, no shirt
yet, Jim did answer the door and was confronted with the presence of two
very attractive men.  Jim simply asked, "Yes?"
	The hunk on the left, about age 32 or 33, 6'1" or close to, and at
about 195 pounds of all steel solid muscle and the sharpest and squarest
jaw that Jim had ever seen, spoke up and said, "Uhhhh,----I'm Jerry.  Is
Todd here?"
	Immediately Jim realized that this had to be the two friends, Jerry
and George, that Todd had so quickly mentioned just might be the person
ringing the front doorbell.
	"Oh, Hi!"  Jim replied.  "You are Jerry and George, right?"
	Jerry rather hesitantly replied, "Yeaaaaa, and you are------?"
	"Oh I'm sorry!"  Jim quickly replied.  "I'm Jim.  Come on in guys,
Todd is in the shower.  He told me it might be you two.  He said he was
expecting you guys."
	Jim opened the screen door and allowed the two men to come into the
house.  Jerry definitely looked Jim over as he walked by, and George, the
other hunk of a man, did the same.
	George was slightly older, perhaps in his early to mid forty's,
stood about 5'10" tall, a little less muscular than Jerry, but none the
less a very athletic type of a guy.
	Jerry extended his hand and again said, "Hi, I'm Jerry and this is
George!"
	Jim shook hands with both men, and then after greeting them, asked
them to come on in, and informed them that Todd would be right there, since
he was just getting into the shower as they rang the doorbell.
	"Excuse me guys!  I need to go find my shirt.  I guess I forgot
just where I threw it."
	As Jim left the room, Jerry looked at George, raised his eyebrows,
grinned, and then licked his lips.  George returned the same exact actions.
Each man then silently looked at each other with a very quick, quizzed look
on each of their faces.  Non the less though, they both then smiled a very
wide smile, as they watched the ass end of Jim walk down the hall toward
the bedroom, and each shook his head up and down a couple of times.  They
definitely did approve of what they had just seen.  Confused, yes, ---but
definitely approved!
	George looked at Jerry and silently pointed to his ring finger of
his left hand and made a motion of, "Did you notice he had a wedding ring
on?"
	Jerry silently made a strong facial expression of, "Oh?"  He then
made an animated expression of, "Wow!" and followed it with a very large
grin, and then a thumbs up signal!  Jerry and George definitely were in
step and agreement, that Jim had not just stopped by to deliver the church
bulletin.