Date: Thu, 8 Sep 2016 12:35:06 -0400
From: Mike Loggerman <chatterman36@aol.com>
Subject: Sam's Legacy

Sam's Legacy
By mike loggerman
Chatterman36@aol.com

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I always had an interesting in other guys cocks.  When I was 13 I slept
over my friend Jimmy's house and we jerked off together.  His cock was
bigger than mine, and he had more hairy.  We stroked eachother and I loved
handling his cock and his balls.

Jimmy asked me to suck his cock and I sucked it while I played with his
balls and pubes.  I felt his cock throbbing on my tongue and he came in my
mouth.  I liked it and swallowed it.  He said now I had to suck it whenever
he wanted. That was fine with me because I loved his cock.  He said I would
probably like his older brother's cock.  It was full grown and very hairy.
He said they jerk off together all the time.  I asked if he would let me
see it.  Jimmy said probably, but I'd have to suck it.  I said I would.

Jimmy went and spoke to his brother Ron, and he came in smirking.  He said
he heard I wanted to suck his cock. I said I did.  Ron got undressed and I
felt his big hairy cock and balls.  It was seven inches and thick.  I got
on my knees and sucked Ron's cock and played with his balls while Jimmy
watched.  I felt his hairy thighs as I sucked him and he moaned.  I felt
his cock throbbing and he shot his load in my mouth.  He let me feel his
armpits and said I had to keep sucking them.  I sucked their cocks all
night and jerked off several times.

It didn't take long for them to figure out that I was fixated on sucking
their cocks.  Over the next year, I was at their house almost every day
sucking their cocks.  On my 14th birthday, I went to their house.  Jimmy
was at a dental appointment.  I wanted to suck his cock and feel his hairy
pits.  He said if I wanted to suck his cock, I had to let him fuck me.  I
was hesitant, but he took out his cock and rubbed it on my lips.  I wanted
it bad.  I told him ok.

Ron got some lube and fingered my ass. It felt pretty good.  He added a
second finger and then a third.  He said after he fucked me, I could have
his cock whenever I wanted it.  He pushed my legs up and told me to hold
them.  He pressed his hard cock against my hole.  I was nervous, but he
said it would hurt at first but then I would like it.  He pushed hard and
his cock head popped in my ass.  It hurt really bad and I told him to take
it out.  He held it there until I calmed down and started moving it in and
out of me.  It started to feel really good and I moaned as he continued to
thrust.  He smiled and asked if I liked him fucking my ass.  I just groaned
and reached around and felt his hairy ass.  My cock was hard.  He pounded
harder and said he was going to cum.  I moaned softly as I shot my load.
He grunted as he thrust up inside me hard and shot his load inside me.  He
kept his cock in my ass and asked if I liked it.  My ass was sore, but I
loved it.  He told me not to tell Jimmy that he fucked me; he wanted to
surprise him by fucking me the next time we were together.  He promised not
to tell anyone about it as long as we kept doing it.

Jimmy and his mom weren't going to be home for another two hours.  Ron said
he was horny again and wanted to fuck me again.  He let me suck his cock
and playing with his big balls first.  I lay back on his bed and pulled my
legs up as he thrust his big thick cock inside me.  I moaned as he moved in
and out of me.  He really liked fucking me and liked that I liked it too.
I played with his pits and chest hair as he pounded me and wrapped my legs
around his.  He slowed down, and we moaned together.  He was breathing
heavily and instinctively tongue kissed me.  I said I was going to cum and
shot my load on my stomach.  He thrust his cock deep inside me as he shot
his load. He kept his hard cock inside me.  It was clear to him that I
wanted him to fuck me as much as he wanted it.  He licked my cum off me and
sucked my cock clean.  He said we shouldn't tell Jimmy because he wanted my
ass for himself.

When Jimmy got home, I sucked his cock and told him I sucked Ron before he
got home.

Jimmy started little league that week,and didn't get home until 6.  Ron had
me come over after school.  We undressed each other, and I sucked his cock
and balls.  I lay back on his bed and he thrust his big cock inside me all
the way.  We moaned together as he repeatedly pounded my ass.  We kissed
and hugged.  As usual, I shot my load and he cummed inside me.  He held me
after he licked my cum off me and we snuggled.

My pubes came in thicker, and I got hair in my pits.  My cock got a little
bigger, but not as big as Jimmy's or Ron's.  I had sex with Ron until he
went to college.  Jimmy got a girlfriend so we weren't playing around
anymore.

I started high school and felt like I was discarded.  I was horny, and had
no one to play with.  There was a kid in school that everyone said was gay.
No one ever hung out with him because they didn't want anyone thinking they
were gay too.  His name was Sam, and he was my age.  I invited him to my
house, and he seemed really happy about it.  As we walked to my house, he
said that he really isn't gay.  I said it didn't matter to me if he was gay
or not.  He smiled.  I said I was kinda hoping that he was.  He asked why.
Then he had the look on his face like he just caught on.

Sam asked what he wanted to do if he was gay.  I said if he was gay, I'd
want to be naked with him and feel and taste him all over.  He said we
could do all that without being gay.  I smiled and said ok.  We aren't gay.

We went to my room and we got undressed.  Sam was more hairy than I was,
and his cock was six inches, like mine.  We felt each other all over and
stroked each other's cocks.  I held him against me as we kissed.  We lay on
my bed and sucked each other's cocks.  He looked at me and said we are not
gay.  I said even if you fuck me, we aren't gay.  He asked if he could.  I
lay on my back and spread my legs.  He rubbed my hole with his hard cock
and asked if I was sure.  I said I wanted it so much.  He thrust his cock
inside me and groaned.  I wrapped my legs around his as he pounded me.  I
moaned in pleasure as he kept thrusting.  He said if he cums in me, then we
are boyfriends.  I went over the edge and shot my load.  A moment later, I
felt his cum shooting inside me.  He kissed me hard and said he doesn't
mind being gay if I'm his boyfriend.  He lay back while I played with his
hairy pits.  Sam got hard again and thrust his cock deep inside me.  I lay
back, enjoying the pounding I was getting.  He shot his second load inside
me and we kissed.  He got dressed and left.  He said he would see me
tomorrow.

I loved hanging out with Sam even when we weren't having sex.  We went to
the movies, and talked non stop.  We slept over each other's houses on
weekends.  We enjoyed laying in bed together naked, feeling each other as
we talked.  Sam's mom knew he was gay, and I figured out that she knew
about us when I overheard her on the phone saying that Sam's boyfriend was
here.  My mom worked two jobs, and we never discussed my sexuality.

I started hanging out with Sam at school, and word spread that we were
boyfriends.  Most people ignored us, but one of the cool girls thought it
would be cool to have gay friends and invited us to her party.  Since she
liked us, and lot of people liked us, and even the jocks left us alone. We
used to joke with eachother, and people loved to listen.  Even our teachers
were cool with us.

Over the next year, Sam grew a bit taller, and much more hairy.  He was
upset being so hairy and thought I wouldn't like it.  He had been fucking
me for over a year, and didn't realize that I loved hairy men.  I felt him
all the time and buried my face in his hairy armpits.  I never got very
hairy, but Sam loved my smooth body.

One night, Sam slept over, and we forgot to lock my bedroom door.  We were
holding eachother, just having had sex, when my mom walked in.  When saw us
and closed the door.  We scrambled to get dressed, and came to my mom who
was sitting in the kitchen.  I told her we were sorry she saw that.  She
very coolly said we really should keep the door locked.  I said it usually
is.  She took a drag off her cigarette, and asked how long this had been
going on.  I said about a year and a half.  She asked if we were
boyfriends.  We said yes.  She asked when I planned on telling her.  I said
I was afraid.  I asked if she was angry.  She said no and told us to sit
down.  She seemed very sad.

She took out an old photo album and showed me a picture of her and her
brother. He looked a lot like me.  I never knew I had an uncle.  She said
she loved him very much.  He was gay.  When he graduated from High school,
he told my grandparents he was gay, and they threw him out.  She never saw
him again.  She looked at me and said she loves me too much to never see me
again.  I had tears in my eyes.  So did she.  Even Sam was crying.  She
hugged me, and hugged Sam.  She made us plates of ice cream and we watched
TV. Sam said my mom is a wise woman.

The next weekend, we slept over Sam's apartment.  I loved seeing him after
he towel dried after a shower.  The sight of his long soft cock and low
hanging balls surrounded by his thick brown bush made me horny.  He kissed
me while he undressed me, and rubbed my ass cheeks.  His big thick cock was
hard.  I lay on my back and he got between my legs.  His cock slid inside
me easily.  He slowly moved in and out of me as I caressed his hairy chest.
I felt his very hairy ass as he fucked me.  I groaned deeply and shot my
load.  He kept pounding me slowly and shot his load deep inside me.  As we
lay in bed together, he asked about my college plans.  I said I couldn't
afford it.  He said he couldn't either.  He said we needed to make enough
money to get our own place.  I asked why we needed our own place.  He said
when we graduated, he wanted us to get married.  I told him it would be a
good idea to ask me first.  He laughed and said he forgot about that.  I
asked why I would want to marry him.  He smiled and said because I love
him.  I said yeah, there is that.  He kissed me and said he will be a good
husband.

After we graduated, we stayed a week at my mom's and a week at his mom's.
We found low paying jobs that didn't help us make rent.

Sam got a job working in a factory and made a good salary.  I got a job in
another office.  We were making enough money to afford a studio apartment.
We planned on going to a justice of the peace with just our mothers.  A
friend at the office said her son is gay too, and he goes to a gay church
on the other side of town and suggested we check it out for our wedding.
It didn't matter too much to us, but we thought our moms might like it.

We went on Sunday, and everyone was friendly, and almost everyone was gay.
During the service, I noticed the pastor kept staring at me.  It sort of
freaked me out.  After the service, I wanted to make a quick get away.  The
pastor made a bee line for me and introduced himself and asked about Sam
and I.  Sam told him we were getting married and we're thinking of a
religious ceremony.  He congratulated us and told us about their couples
group run by him and his husband.  He said he wanted us to meet his
husband.  I said that would be nice, but we really needed to go.  I grabbed
Sam's hand and was about to drag him out of there, when the pastor's
husband came up and he said, "Honey, I want to introduce..."  I looked at
him and we just stared at each other for a long time.  He looked like an
older version of me.  He asked my name.  Then he asked my mother's name,
then her maiden name.  He had tears in his eyes and asked in a soft voice,
how was my mother.  I stuttered and said she is well, and she said she
loved you very much.  He choked up and cried.  We hugged.  He said, "I am
your uncle Teddy."

We had lunch with Teddy and Pastor Jim, who was now, "uncle Jim."  We told
them our story and how my mom responded when she found out about us.  Uncle
Teddy told us about his journey.

Teddy said he had always been fascinated by redheads.  There was a man he
worked with named Larry, who had carrot red hair. Teddy was 18 at the time,
and Larry was 34.  Teddy said the women must go crazy over his red hair.
Larry said no one was going crazy over it, man or woman.  He said if he
knew anyone who would like it to let him know.  Teddy whispered to him that
it excited him.  Larry invited Teddy to come home with him to check it out.

When they got to Larry's apartment, Larry started to get undressed, and
told Teddy to as well.  Larry had a large thick cock surrounded by flame
red pubes.  He wanted to fuck Teddy, but Teddy told him he was a virgin.
Larry said he would be gentle, and he was.  He lubed Teddy, fingered him,
and slowly pressed his thick pink cock inside him.  He waited patiently for
the pain to subside, and made slow passionate love to him.

Teddy started sleeping over Larry's often.  He was addicted to Larry, and
Larry was addicted to him.

Eventually, my grandfather asked why he was always sleeping over Larry's
house.  Teddy said he was in love with Larry.  There was a big fight, and
Teddy was thrown out and told never to come back.

Teddy lived with Larry for five years.  Jim was his younger cousin, and
there was an instant attraction.  Jim had just graduated from seminary, and
asked Teddy to live with him as his roommate.  Jim was a redhead as well,
but his hair was darker and he had more body hair.  He and Teddy fell in
love and have been together every since.  When gay marriage became legal,
they got married.

Sam laughed and said Teddy and I must be related.  We have the same sexual
tastes.  I added, except for the red hair.  Jim and Sam smiled at
eachother.

I wanted to bring Uncle Teddy home to see mom, but he said no.  He wanted
to surprise her at the wedding.

When we got home, Sam and I were both horny from hearing about Teddy's
story.  I sucked Sam's big thick cock while he ate my ass.  He flipped over
and had me on my stomach.  He thrust his big cock inside me as he massaged
my back.  He kissed the back of my neck as he shot his load in me.

We planned a quiet ceremony in two weeks.  Our moms promised to be there.
A few friends said they would come.  We rented tuxedos, and showed up on
Sunday at 2pm.  Half a dozen people from the church also showed up.  After
our vows, we walked down the aisle.  My uncle Teddy came to mom's aisle and
offered her his arm. She shrieked and started sobbing.  She hugged him and
he hugged her.  Pastor Jim escorted Sam's mom.

We stood in a receiving line and greeted the guests.  My mom whispered that
she was going to kill me for not telling me sooner, and kissed my cheek.
Mom sat with Uncle Teddy all afternoon and talked.  I hadn't seen her so
happy in years.

After the wedding, we got home and undressed each other.  Sam felt me all
over and ate my ass before entering me.  We kissed and held eachother.  He
said now I am his.  I said I always was.

Over the next year, Sam got more muscle tone because of his job and was
looking hot.  I got some hair around my nipples, and he grew a beard.  I
got hard every time I looked at him.  He sensed how I felt and spent a long
time feeling me.  One night we sat up watching TV.  I got up to get him a
soda, and when I got back, he was sitting naked with his hard cock sticking
up.  I shucked my shorts and sat on his big cock facing him.  We kissed and
held eachother as we rocked back and forth until he came inside me.  He
kissed me and said I was the only guy he ever fucked, and he's been fucking
me since we were 14.  I said he's the only guy I wanted.

We started going to uncle Jim's church, and we liked it.  We made friends
there, and even mom showed up after a while.

Our lives were going pretty well until one day, as I finished work and was
getting ready to go home, my boss asked me to stay and help him with
something.  I was sitting on the couch in his office and he turned around.
His hard cock was sticking out of his pants and he rubbed it on my lips.
He said he wasn't getting any at home and just wanted me to help him out.
Before I could pull away, he held my head and pushed his cock in my mouth.
He thrust back and forth. I grabbed his hips and pushed him away.  I got up
and left.

When I got home, I was shaking.  Sam was worried and called my uncles.  I
told them the whole story.  Jim said I could file rape charges, but I
wouldn't win.  The guy could say I was coming on to him for job advancement
and there was no evidence to support my claim.  Sam wanted to beat him up.
I told him no.  Uncle Teddy told me to quit the job, and he would arrange a
new job for me.

Sam took off work the next day and helped me clean out my desk.  One of my
coworkers, the one who told us about the church asked what was going on and
I told her what happened.  She said he was a jerk, and she would leave if
she could find another job.  She let other people in the office know about
it too.  I left a note on my desk that just said, "I quit."  My boss was
hiding in his office.  He saw Sam and didn't dare come out.

When we got home, I straightened up the place.  Uncle Teddy took me to
lunch.  He asked how I was and I said I was better.  I said it wasn't the
first cock I had in my mouth.  He spit out his coffee laughing.  He said it
wasn't the cock, it was being forced against my will.  I said if I was
single and alone, I probably would have welcomed it.  Teddy said he would
have too.

He said he had been talking with Jim.  We had been married over a year, and
he said we were a great couple.  Everyone likes us at church.  He said Jim
thinks I'd make a great social worker.  I pointed out that I only have a
high school education.  He sipped his coffee and said the church has a home
for discarded gay teens.  They are from 16 to 19.  They are mostly run
aways or kids thrown out by their parents when they came out as gay.  The
house has about 8-10 kids, and needs house parents.  Jim and Teddy had been
filling in until they found a permanent couple.  They discussed it with the
board, and they would be in favor as long as both Sam and I were there full
time, and I would go to school to get a social worker's degree.  He said it
includes room and board and a living allowance, as well as tuition and
books for the education.  I was blown away by the offer, but I would have
to discuss it with Sam.  Uncle Teddy emphasized to me that this is not just
a job.  We have to really care about these kids.  They need a positive role
model.  I kissed my uncle, and went home.

When Sam got home from work, he took a shower and we had dinner.  I told
him everything Uncle Teddy said.  He thought it was a great offer, but
wondered if we were qualified.  I said we could learn by doing.  We called
uncle Teddy and Uncle Jim, and they set up a meeting with the board.  They
approved us and asked that we start immediately.

Sam quit his job, we rented a uhaul, and drove to the house.  It was a
large, run down house about 10 miles from the church on three acres of
land.  There were eight teens living there.  When they came out to meet us,
Sam put them to work moving our stuff to our bedroom.  Uncle Jim asked what
we thought so far.  Sam said we would need a budget for fixing the place
up.  Jim said there is $1000.00 in the budget, but he could raise more.

We had dinner with the teens, and they seemed to enjoy our banter and
joined in.  After dinner, we sat around the table and got to know
eachother.  Sam and I shared our story, including our sexual beginnings.
Then the boys shared theirs.

Justin was 16.  He said when he was 14, he told a friend he was gay and
offered to suck his cock.  His friend was hispanic and had a six inch,
hairy, uncut cock.  He used Justin as his personal cocksucker.  He didn't
mind, because he loved sucking his friend.  One afternoon he was at his
friends house when his older brother came home early.  He caught Justin
sucking his brother and took out his big hairy cock.  It was big and thick
and Justin sucked him.  His brother asked if we learned to fuck yet.  They
said no.  His brother fingered Justin's ass and pressed his hard cock
against his hole until it popped inside him.  Justin told him it hurt and
to take it out, but he held it there. He kept pushing in further and said
it was nice and tight.  The pain stopped and he started moving in and out
of Justin while his friend watched.  His brother groaned and shot his load
in him.  He pulled out and told his brother to try it.  His friend thrust
his cock inside Justin and fucked him while his brother watched.  They both
moaned and shot their loads.  Justin loved getting fucked and let his
friend and his brother fuck him all the time.

When Justin was 15, he got caught being fucked in a baseball dugout after
school.  His parents were embarrassed.  His father beat him up and threw
him out.

After Justin finished, his roommate Jeff shared.  Jeff was also 16, tall
and skinny and had shoulder length hair.  He said he always liked cock too.
He said he had a big hairy cock and discovered that older guys would pay
him to let them suck his cock and fuck them.  He said he loved fucking
other guys, and started hanging out naked in men's rooms at night and
fucked for money.  One night he was fucking a guy when he got arrested.  He
was placed in our home.  I asked if he minded being in the home. He smiled
and said no, he'd fucked every one here.

Another guy, Lenny, was an orphan.  His parents died when he was 12, and he
went to live with his uncle.  He was 15.  His uncle and him slept naked
together and sucked each other's cocks.  He loved his uncle's hairy body
clung to him as he fucked him.  Child protective services did a surprise
inspection.  When they saw the living conditions, they moved him to the
house.

The other teens had similar stories.  They weren't going to school, so I
said I wanted them to be working on getting their GEDs.  I set down some
ground rules, knowing they were horny teens.  Sex was to be confined to
their own rooms.  Sex had to be willing.  Everyone had to do chores.  I
didn't think I was too strict.

The next morning, after breakfast, Sam got back from the store.  He said he
needed three volunteers.  He said the place looked like shit, and he wanted
to fix it up.  He said this is where we live, and the first thing was a
paint job.  The older guys volunteered , partly to see Sam shirtless.  He
taught them how to paint with rollers and put them to work.  He had the
younger guys taping windows and he fixed the screen door.  I put the
younger guys to work cleaning up and taping inside to prepare for the
inside paint job.

By three o'clock, the outside was painted, including the trim.  The place
looked beautiful.  Sam drove the pickup truck around back and had everyone
come around.  Everyone was tired and sweaty, and I wanted them to shower
and clean up.  Sam said later, and took out a pool set he bought.  Everyone
helped set it up and he filled the pool.  It was still only half full, but
Jeff took off his clothes and got in the pool.  His cock was hairy, and
seeing it soft, it looked about as big as Sam's.  When the other guys saw
him in the pool, they took off their clothes and jumped in.  I did enjoy
seeing all our boys naked and splashing around.  Sam and I took off our
clothes and joined them.  They enjoyed checking us out and being naked with
us.  Amid the horse play, we got groped a lot, and we groped them back.  It
wasn't sexual as much as an act of taking ownership of us as their house
parents.  We were all cooled down and got out of the pool and dried off.
All of us were hard and the boys wanted to have a circle jerk.  I reminded
them of the rules and made them walk naked in the house and deposit their
sweaty clothes in the laundry and get dressed.  We set up a charcoal grill
and made burgers.

After we ate, we talked about the house project.  The boys were excited
about it. One boy, Chaz, asked if we could get some paints.  He said he
would like to paint a mural. I asked if he could draw what he wanted to
paint, and it was beautiful.  We bought some paints, and his job was the
mural in the living room.

The next day we worked on the inside, painting and cleaning.  We had all
the windows open, and we all ended up in the pool.

The next day, we moved everything in place while Chaz worked on his mural.
Everyone loved how the place looked.  I got a call from the Uncles telling
me the board was upset that we spent the whole $1000.00 in one week.  I
told them to bring the board out to see for themselves.

They came out on Thursday at 4.  When they got out of their cars, they just
stood there speechless.  We had transformed a broken down house into a
really nice looking place.  I took them on a tour of the house, every room
freshly painted, and a beautiful mural almost finished.  We told them we
and the boys did all the work and they will all be working on their GEDs.
One guy asked about the pool.  Sam said it was a reward for hard work, was
great for morale, and since we can't afford to get the air conditioning
fixed, a health necessity.

They were amazed and excited.  I had before and after pictures which they
used for fund raising.  We needed air conditioning, update the kitchen
appliances, and a new washer and dryer.  We invited them to stay for dinner
and chat with the boys.  They did.  We grilled hot dogs, and the boys said
that they were happy with us, and we were the best, something they would
never say directly to us.

The next day, a truck arrived with a large pool filter, and a heavy duty
washer and dryer, a gift from one of the board members.  The boys studied
in the morning and swam in the afternoon.

One evening, Sam and I sat on the porch swing caressing each other and
kissing.  We looked up to see four teens watching us.  I smiled and asked
if everything was ok.  They said yeah.  I heard one boy say that's what he
wants.  Sam and I held hands and went in the house.

We officially changed the name of the house to Rainbow House, and we got a
lot of support from the church and community businesses.  One by one, our
boys earned their diplomas.  Some businesses offered them jobs, and they
transitioned to being self supporting.

One of the better successes was that Jeff wasn't able to be the stud he
was.  The other boys didn't want to have sex with him.  In fact, there was
much less sex going on.  There was still a lot of cock sucking going on,
but that was no big deal.  When I asked one of the boys why, he said they
want to have what Sam and I have.

I was hoping to have a breakthrough with Jeff, but he was offered a job as
a houseboy by a wealthy 50 year old retired guy from the church.  Sam said
he was making a living with his big cock again.  I asked why he didn't.
Sam kissed me and said because he has me.  The strange thing was, when he
needed to talk to someone, he came to us.  In a way, we were the closest
thing he had to parents.

I did my degree work online mostly.  My work at the home was considered
practicum.  I finished my bachelor's degree in three years, and got my
masters in another two.

On the night I graduated, mom and my uncles took Sam and I out to dinner.
When we got home, the boys made a party for us.  Sam and I were drinking
champagne and we got a little careless.  We undressed each other and we're
hugging and kissing.  Sam thrust his big thick cock inside me and I was
lost in passion.  I shot my load as he pounded me and he thrust hard inside
me and shot his load.  As Sam pulled out of me we looked up, and there were
four smiling faces, with their cocks in their hands.  Sam asked if they
enjoyed the show.  One guy said that was hot.  Another said it was our
fault for not locking the door.  Danny, a 15 year old who had been with us
a year said they love us; we are like their parents, and they liked seeing
us make love.

The whole thing wasn't that big a deal, but we always fucked in private.
We always tried to be open with the boys, jerking off with them and even
letting them jerk us off.  Some would frown on it, but I found it built
trust.  It made them feel part of the family.  In a house where the boys
sucked each other's cocks all the time, jerking off with them wasn't that
much to worry about.

Jeff started to come around and volunteer.  He was in his early 20s and
looked hot.  He liked going swimming with us, and told me of all the guys
he wanted to fuck, I was the only one who never let him do it.  I said he
is very tempting, but he really was such a jerk, and I love my husband, and
I'm very satisfied with him.  He said he knows, and it was a good example
to him.  He said he was very jealous.

One afternoon, Sam came in and lay down in bed.  He didn't look good.  I
thought he wanted to make love, but he said he wanted to sleep.  The boys
were doing their chores.  When I checked on Sam, he was sleeping and very
sweaty.  He had a high fever.  I called a doctor from the church and he
came right out.  He called an ambulance and had Sam rushed to the hospital.
I felt nauseous.  I called the Uncles and they stayed with the boys.  Jeff
heard and rushed over to drive me to the hospital.  I sat by Sam's side,
and wouldn't leave him.  Jeff stayed with us.  Sam's situation wasn't
improving.  Every day our boys came, present and past residents.  People
from church came.  Sam was in a coma.  The doctors said he had a rare
infection, and we would just have to wait it out.  In my weaker moments, I
cried on Jeff's shoulder.  I was afraid Sam was going to die.  On the fifth
day, his fever broke, but he didn't wake up.  I felt like my life was over,
and I was only 30.  Sam's mom came and stayed with me.  Sam woke up two
days later complaining of a bad headache.  He spent another week in the
hospital but had to go to rehab.  He was weak.

Jeff took me home.  I thanked him and hugged him.  When the boys saw me
come home alone, they got scared.  I told them Sam was okay and had to be
in rehab.  A different boy slept with me each night.  cuddling was
comforting.

Eventually Sam came home.  He was alive, but he walked slower and didn't
have his strength.  He was diagnosed with a muscular degenerative disease,
triggered by his illness.  I wanted to make love, but I didnt push him.  He
kissed me passionately and said he loved me.  We got undressed and cuddled.
Slowly he got hard and got on top of me.  He thrust his cock inside me and
started pounding me.  I groaned as he thrust his cock inside me.  He shot a
strong load in me.  He cried and said he wasn't sure if he was able to do
it.  Once again, we looked up to see our boys watching us.  Sam started
laughing.  I glared at the boys, and one said they just wanted to make sure
Sam was ok.

Sam got stronger but would need some help with the boys.  He had already
talked with Uncle Teddy about it.  Sam and I were making love once a week.
One afternoon he bent me over on my knees and fucked me from behind. Billy
and Ted, two of our longer time residents were watching and stroking their
cocks.  Billy had a big hairy cock and I loved jerking off with him.  He
started rubbing Ted's ass and fingered his hole.  Ted got on the floor in
the same position I was in, and Billy thrust his cock inside Ted.  Sam and
I watched them fuck as Sam pounded my ass.  We both shot our loads.  Billy
and Ted shot theirs.  They watched us cuddle and they did the same.

Billy was 17, quiet and gentle, and we jerked off together often.  He
reminded me of Sam.  He had a big cock but didn't act like it made him
special.  We were jerking each other off one afternoon and he asked if he
could suck Sam and I sometime.  I really wanted to, but said he needed to
ask Sam.  Sam was also very fond of Billy and agreed, but it had to just be
between the three of us.

Billy got between Sam's legs and took his cock in his mouth.  He moved up
and down Sam's shaft as he played with his balls.  He felt Sam's hairy legs
as he sucked him, and Sam shot his load in Billy's mouth.  Billy got up and
left.  Sam asked if I minded, but I said I was ok with Billy.

Later in the afternoon, Sam was in the pool with the boys.  Billy came into
my bedroom and lay next to me.  We stroked eachother and he got between my
legs and started sucking my cock.  He looked at me with loving eyes.  I
stopped him and got between his legs.  His crotch had an alluring scent.  I
played with his big balls and pubes and took his big cock in my mouth.  He
watched as I sucked him.  We moved into a 69 position and enjoyed
eachother.  We shot our loads and swallowed them.  He said he loved me.  I
said I loved him too.  As we lay in bed, I played with his hairy pits.  I
sent him out to join everyone else in the pool.

When Sam came in later, I told him Billy and I sucked each other's cocks.
Sam didn't get upset.  He asked if I liked it.  I said I did.  He said we
should do it more often.  I looked at him puzzled.  He said he felt really
bad that we were making love only once a week, and he knew I had needs.  He
said Billy is a nice boy and loves us.  It would be okay.  I really didn't
know what to do with that.

Billy became very attentive to Sam and gave him frequent massages as well
as blow jobs as Sam's condition got worse. Sam was bedridden and had to use
a bed pan.  Billy started sleeping in our bed with us.  Sam was past the
point of getting his cock sucked but he liked watching Billy and I suck
each other.  I had to admit, I had growing deep feelings for Billy and I
secretly desired him.

One night, Sam struggled to talk.  He asked Billy what his real feelings
were about me.  Billy hesitated.  He said he loved me.  Sam said I was a
good man, and I deserved to be with someone who would really love me. Sam
looked at me and said he really loves me and always has.  I said I love
him.  He said he needs to know I'd be with someone who loves me.  Billy
promised to love me.  Sam's breathing grew shallow, and that night he died.

Sam was buried in the church cemetery.  I was deeply grieved.  My lover and
friend since I was a teen was gone, and I felt alone.  The boys felt a
great loss as well and we grieved together.  My doctor put me on
anti-anxiety meds and they helped.  My uncles came by frequently.  Several
of the boys slept with me.  There was no sex, just hugging.

Two things happened.  I was out on the front porch one day, and a car
pulled up.  Jeff got out with a couple of suitcases.  I looked at him
strangely.  He said he wanted to come help with the boys.  I looked at the
suitcases and asked what about his sugar daddy.  He said it wasn't what he
wanted to do with his life.  He wants to work with me.  I said he could
have the room in the back, but he had to follow the rules, and no sex with
the boys.  He smiled and said he wasn't 16 anymore.  He kissed my cheek and
hugged me.  He said I could probably use a hand around here.

Actually, he was great with the boys and he worked out well.  I was glad he
was back.

The other thing that happened was Billy.  He turned 18, and usually boys
left when they were 18.  On his birthday, after the other boys went to
sleep, he came to my room and lay next to me.  I felt his hairy armpits. He
said he made a promise to Sam.  I said I know, but I wouldn't hold him to
it.  He kissed me hard and said he meant it.  I felt his hard cock.  He
asked how I felt about him.  I said I loved him.  He got between my legs
and thrust his hard cock inside me.  I groaned deeply and held him tightly
as he thrust his big cock in and out of me.  Sam had given me to him and I
abandoned myself as I enjoyed his cock inside me.  I shot my load without
touching myself and he shot a huge load inside me.  He held me and kissed
me.

I found myself craving Billy and he fucked me often.  I felt cherished by
him.  He moved into my room and I explained to the boys that this was what
Sam wanted.  Even Jeff was good with it.  Billy was very passionate and
always tried to make me happy.  He was different from Sam, but the same in
his love for me. I gave myself fully to him.

He said he was interested in getting nursing training.  He said it would be
good for the house.  I petitioned the board, and they agreed to pay for his
tuition providing he stayed with the home for three years.  I assured them
it would not be a problem.

After the meeting, I got together with my uncles.  I told them about Sam's
last days and how he gave me to Billy.  I said I have a hole in my heart
with Sam gone, but I do love Billy and he loves me.  Uncle Jim said that
Sam gave me a very great gift.  I said I know.  They hugged me and said
they loved me.

They invited Billy and I to dinner.  They were checking him out.  After
dinner, uncle Teddy pulled me aside and said when I first told them about
Billy, he thought this was just me consoling myself, but he was very
impressed.  Jim said the same to me.

Billy started school and did well.  He thought about nursing after taking
care of Sam.  There were other gay students in his class, but he kindly
brushed them off and said his boyfriend wouldn't like it.  I told him I
didn't want to stand in his way.  He said he had loved me since the day he
came to live at rainbow house.  He wasn't interested in anyone else.  We
hugged.  I loved him. This was Sam's legacy.