Date: Tue, 8 Mar 2016 09:18:56 +0000
From: Adam Stewart <stewad18@gmail.com>
Subject: The Befriended

The Befriended
By Adam Stewart

1.

Ray was half hearted about packing to go away and wondered whether he was
making the right decision to spend two weeks in Brighton. It was his and
his partner's favourite place to go for a break, but Tony had died from a
stroke four months ago. Ray needed a break having spent the last four
months sorting things out and slowly getting over his tragic loss. They
were both aged fifty and had known each other since they were ten years old
having first met at school. As soon as they met they knew they were right
for each other and once in their early teens, both knew they were gay. When
they were twenty, they set up their own theatrical agency which had been
very successful. Now Ray was left running it himself without Tony's
vivacious personality although he did still have Julian who'd been at the
agency for the past ten years. He could still remember the nervous
sixteen-year-old walking into the office for his interview as their
assistant. Both Ray and Tony gasped because the lad was gorgeous, and of
course he was gay which was an added bonus. Now he was a competent
twenty-six-year-old and for the next two weeks would be managing the office
on his own although he knew Ray was available on his mobile or by email if
necessary.

Julian had encouraged Ray to have a holiday as had his other friends so in
the end he succumbed and booked a room at the usual gay hotel at which he
and Tony had always stayed. They'd been going for so many years now that
the owner knew them well and when Ray told Felipe that Tony had passed away
he was as devastated as Ray and insisted on coming to the funeral, which
was another reason why he felt he should go again for at least one more
year. By the time he'd packed his case he was feeling more resolved to the
two weeks ahead and was even looking forward to it. He knew Tony would have
agreed since he never believed in being morbid for long. Both guys had lost
their parents several years ago and when they announced they were gay and
loved each other at the age of sixteen, both sets of parents accepted their
sexuality without question. It was 1982 at the beginning of the AIDs crisis
and being gay was not accepted by the majority of society at that time but
they were not prepared to hide their sexuality and went everywhere
together.

At age eighteen they rented a room and lived together with the blessing of
their parents. Once the agency was established they bought a flat in
Hampstead which is where Ray still lived. He loved the flat and he loved
Hampstead so had no intention of moving despite the constant memories of
his beloved Tony. If anything it was those that kept him going and he knew
Tony would have done the same had it been the other way round. They rented
a small office for the agency above a baker's shop in the High Street which
to this day was still owned by the same person so each morning they'd call
in and purchase hot rolls for their lunch. All in all, it was a wonderful
life; they'd enjoyed working together and enjoyed their personal life,
especially their sex which right up to the time Tony died was very
active. Quite what Ray was going to do now, he wasn't sure.

With everything packed he loaded his Volvo S60 and set off for Brighton. He
loved driving and so much preferred using the car than travelling by train
despite the traffic but with music playing he was content. Just under two
and a half hours later he was parking outside the hotel. Felipe came
rushing out to greet him and took his bags. There was an emotional hug plus
a kiss on the lips.

"It's so good to see you Ray; how are you coping?"

"Okay; everyone's been very supportive but as Tony would say, life has to
go on."

"True; he was a wonderful guy so at least you've got happy memories. Anyhow
come on in and let's get you settled in. You did say you wanted your usual
room didn't you."

Ray said he did because the rear south facing first floor rooms had
balconies on which you could sunbathe if you didn't want to go down to the
beach which was only a few minutes' walk away and he had a feeling he'd be
spending several hours doing that to relax. Having checked him in and
issued the room key, Felipe picked up Ray's case and led him up to his
room.

"There's a bottle of white wine in the fridge for you and if you need
anything or someone to talk to give me a call."

"Thanks Felipe, you're a star." Ray took his hand and gave him a kiss on
the lips.

When Felipe had left him, Ray unpacked. The sun was shining so he slipped
off his T shirt and walked out onto the balcony. It was small but large
enough to accommodate two sun loungers or two sun bed mattresses which Ray
and Tony had always preferred. He stood at the railing and looked out over
the garden. He loved this view since there was a gap between the buildings
that provided a view of the sea beyond. The buildings were side on so no
windows looked over the garden or the balconies which meant Ray and Tony
had been able to sunbathe in the nude. His mind went back to the year
before. Tony had been in his usual high spirits enjoying the freedom away
from their busy work lives. Had anyone said then that he'd be here on his
own a year later he'd have laughed at them, yet here he was, all alone.

"Hi" a voice suddenly called out. Ray turned and saw a young guy sitting on
a sun bed mattress on the balcony of the adjoining room.

"Ah, sorry, I was deep in thought" he replied and moved over to the railing
that divided the two balconies. The young man jumped up and held out his
hand. As Ray shook it he couldn't stop himself from admiring the young
guy's beautiful body; he was stark naked and clearly not bothered about
showing it off.

"I'm Brendan; it's good to meet you."

"Ray; and you."

"This is a great place isn't it? I only arrived an hour ago so thought I'd
enjoy the sunshine before going out to explore later."

"Yes, my partner and I have been coming here for the past twenty years; we
were Felipe's first customers."

"Wow, I hadn't realised it had been open so long; I was only five then."

"We were thirty and he was twenty-five."

"Is your partner not with you?"

"Sadly not; he passed away four months ago rather suddenly."

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry; you must be devastated. How long were you
together?"

"We first met when we were both ten years old and started living together
at age eighteen."

"Wow, that's some achievement."

They looked at each other for a moment wondering what to say. Ray glanced
at Brendan's large cock hanging idly between his legs. He so reminded him
of his Tony with his beautiful muscular body, blonde hair and piercing blue
eyes. He hadn't looked at another guy since that tragic day but there was
something about Brendan that turned him on.

"I've got a bottle of white wine chilling in the fridge; would you like a
glass."

"I'd love one; shall I hop over?"

"Yeah, why not." The thought of having a gorgeous naked
twenty-five-year-old up close and personal sent a tingle of excitement
through his body which was something he'd not felt since Tony had
died. Brendan grabbed the towel he'd been lying on and vaulted over the low
railing with ease. Ray grabbed the bottle of wine from the fridge plus two
glasses and joined him on the balcony. "Would you mind if I joined you and
sunbathed in the nude?"

"Of course not; by the look of things you've got a body that's worth
showing off."

"Thanks" Ray grinned and looked again at the beautiful naked body standing
before him as he slipped off his jeans and close fitting boxer shorts.

Brendan admired Ray's sleek body and suddenly realised who he was. "I've
just read about you in the Equity Magazine. You own RA Theatrical Agency
which you and your partner formed when you were both twenty."

Ray smiled. Following Tony's sudden death, the magazine had done an article
on their life together and how they came to form their theatrical
agency. "How come you read the Equity Magazine?"

"I'm a theatre dresser and have dressed several actors who you manage. It's
a great privilege to meet you. Can I kiss you?"

Ray was taken aback at Brendan's enthusiasm which again reminded him of
Tony who was much the same so he put the bottle and the glasses
down. Brendan wrapped his arms round Ray's naked body and kissed him full
on the lips. Ray couldn't stop his hand from traversing up and down
Brendan's back and eventually rubbing it over his naked butt. The guy was
just beautiful and he felt his cock twitch with excitement.

"I can't believe this; it's wonderful to meet you, especially like this"
Brendan grinned and looked down at what Ray had to offer which was not
insignificant.

Ray smiled. "Yeah well, you've seen everything there is to see, warts and
all."

"Come off it mate; you've got a beautiful body. I hope I look as good as
you when I'm your age."

"Now you're flattering me" Ray giggled as he laid out two sun bed
mattresses for them to lie on and enjoy their wine which was getting warmer
by the minute. They both sat down and Ray poured the wine giving a glass to
his new friend.

"Here's to us and I hope life will be good for you from now on."

Ray thanked him and they clinked glasses. He really liked Brendan and hoped
he'd get to know him better. They talked about how he'd become a theatre
dresser which had always been his ambition so as soon as he left school at
the age of sixteen he applied to a local theatre. He got the job and now
worked for a theatre agency dressing actors and repairing or adjusting
costumes since he had good skills when it came to needlework and using a
sewing machine.

"I was bullied mercilessly at school because I loved making my own clothes
or changing those bought for me and as you see I am somewhat effeminate so
that didn't help and received the usual jibes about being gay. When I did
realise I was gay I came out in style and said `fuck you too' whenever
another boy made snide remarks. Somehow it got me through without too much
bother."

Ray liked his approach which again was very much like Tony's in the early
days. The likeness was uncanny and the more he heard about Brendan, the
more he liked him.

When they'd finished off the bottle of wine they settled back on their
mattress and enjoyed the warmth of the sun on their naked bodies. As they
lay there Brendan said he also volunteered for a charity that provided a
befriending service to older gay guys who lived alone and were lonely or
had lost their partners so were now on their own.

"That's wonderful and must be a very rewarding job" Ray said and then
added, more as a joke than anything else "perhaps you can befriend me now
I'm living alone".

"It would be my pleasure; I believe you live in Hampstead; I'm only ten
minutes or so by bike from where I live in Swiss Cottage."

Ray said he'd like that and would enjoy Brendan's company. He also learnt
that he shared a rented flat with a straight guy but fortunately the guy
had no problem with gays so he could bring guys back when he wanted.

"Not that I do very often" Brendan added soulfully.

"Don't you have a boyfriend?"

"Nope; to be honest I get on better with older guys than I do those of my
age. Whenever I've met a guy my age we go out for a few weeks and then he
moves on; it must be me I suppose."

"I doubt it is; you're a charming and vivacious guy, apart from being very
good looking."

"Now who's flattering" Brendan laughed although he enjoyed the compliment
and decided he definitely liked Ray.


"Do you fancy joining me for a meal this evening; my treat." He knew that
theatre dressers were not highly paid so imagined money was tight.

"I'd love to, thanks; I don't know Brighton but an actor I've been dressing
for my last show recommended it although the hotel he suggested cost a
fortune so I found this place on the net and saw all the reviews were good
so took the plunge and booked."

"It's one of the longest running gay bed and breakfast places in Brighton
and Felipe is wonderful."

"Does he have a partner?"

"He used to but the guy ran off with a younger guy after they'd been
together for ten years so he's decided he's better off on his own."

Ray said he needed a shower so they agreed to go out for a meal in half an
hour. He'd already suggested an Italian restaurant he knew and Brendan said
that was fine. As Ray showered he thought about the young man next
door. Having loved and lived with Tony for so many years he'd never
imagined he'd fall for another guy yet here he was thinking about a
delightful young man the other side of the wall. Okay he was young and
gorgeous but it was more than that. Brendan was intelligent, easy to get on
with and delightful and he so reminded him of Tony. "Don't be stupid, he
won't be interested in a guy twice his age" he said out loud. But, Brendan
had said he liked and got on better with older guys.

Next door, Brendan was having similar thoughts. He was really taken with
Ray. He had a lovely personality, was intelligent, witty and appeared to
like him. "I've got two whole weeks to find out" he chuckled as he washed
between his legs and gave his excited cock a few strokes to keep it happy.

Exactly half an hour after Brendan had vaulted back into his balcony, there
was a knock on the door. Ray liked punctuality so that was another bonus
point for Brendan.

"All ready?" Ray grinned as he opened the door.

"Yep; I take it casual dress is okay for this place we're going to."

Ray said it was and that Brendan looked fine. He in fact looked gorgeous in
his tight fitting jeans and casual shirt that had two buttons undone to
show off some of his naked chest. He smiled and guessed other guys would be
jealous once they saw them together.

Downstairs they met Felipe who gave Ray a knowing smile when he saw him
with the delectable Brendan. "Have a goodnight out guys" he grinned.

"We will, thank you Felipe" Ray grinned hoping that Brendan didn't notice.

They went to an Italian restaurant which Ray and Tony had been frequenting
for several years and Brendan loved it. When it came to pay the bill he
offered his share but Ray told him to put his wallet away.

"Are you up for going to a gay bar?" Ray asked as they made their way
out. Brendan said he certainly was and was happy to go to one which
attracted mainly mature guys. "We can go to one of the younger guys' bars
another night if you want."

Brendan smiled and said nothing. He much preferred mature guys so was not
interested in the bars with screaming guys stuffing themselves with
drugs. The bar Ray took him to was one of the more established gay bars and
was already busy by the time they got in. Ray was greeted by several guys,
some of whom had heard of his tragic news so gave him a big hug and a kiss
whilst others asked where Tony was so he had to explain what had
happened. As he chatted to guys, several gave Brendan the eye and one even
whispered "Is this gorgeous young guy your new boyfriend?"

"If only" Ray laughed and explained they'd only just met at the guesthouse
they were both staying in.

Brendan enjoyed chatting to guys and enjoyed Ray's company. The more he got
to know him the more he liked the guy and knew he wanted to get even closer
if he could. He just hoped that Tony's shadow didn't spoil that although he
had a feeling Ray had come to terms with his loss despite them being
together for so long.

"I'm going to make a move" Ray whispered to Brendan at around ten
thirty. Brendan immediately said he'd join him and Ray asked "Don't you
want to stay longer?"

"I'd rather come back with you" Brendan grinned. Ray was happy for him to
do that so they squeezed their way through the throng of guys and made
their way back to the guesthouse. When they reached their rooms, Brendan
pulled Ray into a kiss. "I've really enjoyed this evening."

"So have I" Ray replied and patted Brendan's butt which caused his whole
body to shiver with excitement. He couldn't explain why he was feeling like
this but there was something about Brendan which really turned him on. `For
heaven's sake; the guy I loved with all my heart only died four months ago
and here I am drooling over a guy half my age' he told himself. Brendan
smiled and his piercing blue eyes made Ray's heart melt. He made no attempt
to say goodnight or move to his room and Ray had a strong feeling he was
waiting for something to happen or be said. "Would you like to join me for
a whiskey?"

Brendan immediately said he'd love to which was what he'd hoped would
happen. He was bewitched by this beautiful older man and just knew he had
to see if he could take matters further. Ray unlocked his door and the
younger man followed him in. Once inside Ray kicked off his shoes and
Brendan did the same. The room was still warm from the afternoon sun so Ray
unbuttoned his shirt down the front and Brendan slipped his shirt off. Just
seeing the younger man's beautiful smooth chest made Ray's cock twitch with
excitement. He hadn't felt like this for a long time even though he and
Tony enjoyed a very good sex life right up to his final day.

Brendan slumped down on the comfy bed and watched Ray open the bottle of
whiskey. "This place is so comfortable, isn't it" he commented.

"It's why Tony and I loved coming here every year; it's the perfect break."

When he'd poured two generous measures he gave Brendan his and pondered
whether to sit on the edge of the bed or join Brendan who was now reclining
against the headboard using a pillow to support him. Although his mind told
him to do the former, his body said the latter so he joined Brendan on the
bed. For a few moments they sipped their drinks in silence. Brendan was
aching to make something happen between them but felt he should wait for
Ray to make the first move in view of his loss. After a few moments Ray
placed a hand on Brendan's thigh. He had a feeling the young guy was
waiting for him to make the first move so decided to do just that. As he
lightly ran his hand up and down the smooth firm thigh he thought of
Tony. `I'm sure he would tell me to go for it' he told himself. Brendan
enjoyed the feel of Ray's warm hand on his leg and it caused his cock to
react inside his tight briefs. Ray glanced into Brendan's crotch and
noticed the bulge so decided to move his hand onto it.

"Mm" he groaned and felt his cock go even harder.

"You like that" Ray chuckled.

"Yeah; I'd like it even more if I could expose it."

"What's stopping you then?" Ray giggled and took another swig from his
whiskey which was now making him feel warm inside.

"Are you sure?"

"Are you really asking a guy my age if he wants to see a naked guy half his
age; of course I do" he chuckled.

Brendan grinned and immediately unfastened his jeans, removed them and then
slipped off his tight briefs. Once naked, his cock sprang to life and Ray
grasped it.

"Ah, fuck" Brendan groaned enjoying the feel of Ray's hand round his naked
cock. "Aren't you going to join me?" he grinned. Ray said he wasn't going
to turn that invitation down so immediately stripped off. His own cock was
now hard so Brendan took hold of it. They spent several minutes gently
massaging each other as they sipped their whiskey.

"What kind of sex do you like?"

"I love all kinds; being fucked as well as fucking, sucking cock, rimming
and having the same done to me so feel free to do whatever you want."

"Quite sure?"

"If I wasn't I wouldn't be lying here naked with a beautiful older guy; I
told you I much prefer mature guys and that includes sex with them so do
whatever turns you on."

"Just looking at you turns me on" Ray grinned as he manoeuvred himself so
he could suck Brendan's cock which was bobbing up and down. He'd always
been good at taking head and this young guy had a nice size cock to get
right inside his mouth. As he sucked, Brendan made sounds of
enjoyment. He'd always found that older guys could suck cock much better
than younger less experienced guys. Just as he thought he was going to
reach his climax, Ray stopped. "How about I fuck you."

Brendan glanced down at Ray's big hard cock and took an intake of
breath. What he saw was beautiful and he certainly wanted to feel that
inside his arse. "Yes please; have you got condoms and lube?"

"Of course; I always come prepared" Ray laughed as he pulled what he needed
out of the bedside cabinet. "Do you like poppers?"

"Yeah but that's all I do."

"Very wise; I understand the scene these days is full of chemsex which is
unwise in my view."

"Too true which is why I don't have sex with younger guys; you mature guys
know how to have fun without drugs."

Ray smiled as he prepared his stiff cock. He wasn't sure that applied to
all older guys but he and Tony had always kept well away from the
temptation although when they were younger they did dabble with coke. With
his cock suitably sheathed and lubricated, he told Brendan to go on his
knees. He raised the young guy's butt to the right height and offered the
large head of his cock to the beautiful entrance before him. He pulled the
butt cheeks apart to open it up and gently pushed in. Brendan let out more
long sighs of enjoyment as the cock slowly filled him up.

"Oh god that feels so good."

Ray smiled and pushed the length of his big cock right inside until he felt
his pubic hair brushing against Brendan's naked flesh. He then proceeded to
fuck him, slowly increasing the pace until he was thrusting in and out with
gusto. He hadn't fucked since Tony had died and he was desperate although
up to now he'd not realised how much he'd missed doing so.

"You've got such a beautiful arse to fuck."

"And your cock feels so perfect inside it" Brendan groaned. His whole body
was on fire. He took another sniff of poppers and felt it rush to his
head. He passed the bottle to Ray who did the same. As the rush filled his
head he fucked even harder. He was able to fuck for several long minutes
until he reached his climax and he had every intention of getting the most
out of this fuck.

After several more minutes of fucking he felt his climax coming. He could
have slowed down to make it last longer but he was desperate to feel that
moment of complete pleasure as he shot his load. "Ah fuck" he yelled as his
semen filled the latex. He'd have preferred to be fucking bareback as he
and Tony had done since they'd always been monogamous but he knew that was
not possible.

When he was spent, he slowly pulled out and removed the used
condom. Brendan turned round and took the spent cock into his mouth to
drain it. Ray loved the feel of the hot mouth round his naked cock. When
he'd finished, Ray went down on Brendan's which was still hard. He took the
full length into his mouth and sucked until he could taste the young man's
beautiful creamy cum fill his mouth. He'd been tempted to get Brendan to
fuck him but decided they'd gone far enough for one night.

Brendan was soon spilling his load as Ray sucked until he was drained
dry. He never objected to being sucked off like this and Ray was a
master. When they were done, they grinned at each other.

"Thanks; that was beautiful" Brendan said. Ray nodded; it certainly was and
he hoped it wouldn't be the last even though he felt bad about having sex
with another guy so soon after losing Tony but he kept on telling himself
that if Tony was looking down on him he'd be urging him on.


2.

When Brendan had gone back to his own room, Ray lay in bed wondering
whether he'd done the right thing by encouraging the younger guy. The
problem was that his body told him he needed comfort as well as the sexual
needs but his mind kept on thinking about Tony and that he was doing
something he'd never before done. Because they'd met so young and known
they were right for each other, he'd never been with another guy or had sex
with one and as far as he was aware, neither had Tony. He kept asking
himself whether Tony would approve and whether he'd be doing the same if it
had been the other way round. Eventually he decided he would approve and
would have done the same, so settled down to sleep with the pleasant
thoughts of the beautiful guy next door which caused another erection.

Next door, Brendan was going over in his mind what had happened
earlier. There was no doubt in his mind that he really liked Ray and he'd
go as far as saying that he was the most perfect guy he'd ever met. The
question was whether or not Ray would want to continue their liaison and if
it did, whether it would go beyond being just a holiday fling. He so hoped
so as he gently massaged his erection thinking back to Ray's big cock
inside him.

When the morning came, both guys felt rested so showered and dressed for
breakfast. Just as Ray was about to go down, there was a knock on the
door. He opened it and found Brendan standing there.

"I was wondering if you'd like to join me for breakfast" he smiled. Ray's
heartstrings pinged as he said he most definitely would. As they were about
to go, a young guy came bounding along the corridor.

"Hello, I'm Anton; I will make beds and clean bathroom whilst you at
breakfast" he said in broken English. Both guys stopped in their tracks
because apart from a pair of trainers, the only other item of clothing that
Anton had on was a tight fitting pair of mini shorts, the front of which
was showing a large bulge. The rest of his tanned body was on full show for
all to see.

"Wow, he's certainly well hung" Brendan chuckled as they made their way
downstairs to the dining room.

"Good morning guys; did we sleep well" Felipe asked as they walked in. Both
said they did and when he noticed they were sharing a table he smiled
wondering whether they'd slept together. For Brendan's benefit, he
explained the procedure which involved the guest deciding what they wanted
for breakfast and then helping themselves to cereal if required whilst the
order was being cooked. Both said they'd like the full English breakfast
with tea and toast. Whilst Brendan went to the self-service table to get
what cereal he wanted, Felipe moved closer to Ray and whispered "You're
looking a lot brighter than you were yesterday; could that be because of a
certain young man you went out with last night?"

Ray grinned and tapped his nose as if to say "Mind your own business".

"And where has Anton come from?" Ray chuckled.

Felipe blushed and explained that the previous cleaner, a guy called
George, had moved on so he'd hired Anton. "He's rather gorgeous isn't he."

"And well hung" Ray added with a chuckle.

"He's been with me for six months now and is brilliant; he's also
multi-talented so a great asset."

"I bet he is with that package" Ray laughed.

Felipe moved in closer and whispered "I have to agree he's brilliant in bed
and that cock of his is to die for. I really believe I might have found Mr
Right."

"Ah, so he's a living in cleaner is he" Ray chuckled as he read between the
lines. Felipe nodded and felt his cock go hard just thinking about
Anton. "Well, I'm very pleased for you Felipe; it's time you found someone
to love and cherish so I hope he is the one."

Felipe thanked him and said he too was pleased that Ray had found a young
man to pass the time of day. By this time Brendan had returned guessing
that he'd been the topic of conversation since he'd noticed Felipe's
expression the night before and again that morning when he saw him and Ray
together.

When Felipe served their full English he told Ray that Ross sent his best
wishes and his condolences for his loss. Ross had been the breakfast chef
at the guesthouse for many years and always produced excellent food. In the
evenings he was chef at another café in the town where Ray and Tony had
often frequented in days gone by.

"So, what are your plans today?" Brendan asked as he tucked into his bacon,
egg, sausage and tomato which was delicious.

"I hadn't really thought about it to be honest but I'm happy to show you
around as you don't know Brighton."

Brendan's face lit up since he rather hoped Ray would offer that so
immediately accepted the offer. Once they'd finished breakfast they went
back to their rooms and found that Anton had indeed made their bed and
cleaned the bathroom. The guesthouse had six double rooms in all and during
the peak season was always full.

They spent the morning wandering round Brighton and Ray showed Brendan the
town centre, the main gay areas and the pier. At lunchtime they stopped at
a gay bar for a snack which Brendan insisted on paying for so Ray let him
and in the afternoon Ray took him along to the Royal Pavilion. Since Ray
hadn't been round it for several years, they did a tour which Brendan found
very interesting. By late afternoon, they decided to make their way back to
the guesthouse. The sun was still shining so their small balconies were
bathed in sun.

"Would you like to join me on mine again and sunbathe in the nude?" Ray
asked rather hoping that his young friend would agree. He did, so he
hastily went to his own room, stripped off and hopped over the low railing
between their balconies. Ray again admired his beautiful body and felt his
react as they made themselves comfortable on the sunbed mattresses. They'd
also purchased a pack of beers on their way back so opened two cans and
enjoyed them as they lazed naked in the sunshine.

"This is so perfect" Brendan said and propped himself up on his elbow so he
could look at Ray. They smiled at each other as they sipped their beers and
after a while, Brendan gently stroked Ray's thigh. "You really do have a
beautiful body" he commented enjoying the feel of Ray's skin.

Ray smiled as he enjoyed the young man's hand stroking his thigh up and
down. His cock was already showing signs of interest and as the action
continued it slowly hardened. "You're making me go hard" he giggled hoping
that the hand would eventually feel his rising organ.

"Would you like me to make it harder?" Brendan chuckled. Ray nodded
enthusiastically so Brendan took hold of the organ and ran it through his
fingers. It was soon fully erect and Brendan admired its beauty. He so
wanted to feel that inside him again but was not sure how to suggest
it. Instead he moved forward and took the big head into his mouth and
gently sucked it. Ray found the touch just beautiful and laid back enjoying
the slow massage by Brendan's hot tongue. The cock was too big for Brendan
to take fully into his mouth so he caressed the large head with his mouth
and then licked up and down the thick long shaft. Having done that for a
few minutes, he licked Ray's large balls and took each one into his mouth
to suck it.

"Ah fuck yes that feels so good" Ray gasped. Even Tony hadn't managed to
produce feelings of euphoria like this. He much preferred feeling the cock
inside him so Ray spent most of his time fucking him. Brendan seemed to
know precisely what turned a guy on and his technique was perfect.

"Can I suck you off?" Brendan asked.

"Provided you fuck me afterwards" Ray grinned. Brendan was certainly up for
that so he went back to sucking the large head until it was spewing copious
amounts of creamy cum into his mouth. He loved the taste of cum so always
swallowed it whenever a guy came in his mouth and Ray's was no exception.

Several minutes later, Ray was writhing up and down as his climax reached
its point of no return. He knew then and there that he wanted this fling to
continue after their holiday. When he was spent, Brendan licked the large
head clean and looked up at Ray with a satisfied grin.

"That was fucking perfect; thank you."

"You've got a fucking brilliant cock to do it with" Brendan
chuckled. "Where do you want me to fuck you?"

Ray said he felt it would be more comfortable on the bed so they made their
way inside and laid on his back having given Brendan a condom and lube. He
lifted his legs to expose his arse and to his surprise, Brendan immediately
thrust his face into it to give him a good rimming. He then pulled the hole
wide open and thrust his tongue inside causing Ray to squirm with
pleasure. Next came two lubricated fingers to open him up soon to be
followed by Brendan's cock which was now rock hard and ready to go. Both
sniffed poppers as he fucked and he too was able to keep the action going
for several minutes before spilling his load inside the latex. Over the
years he'd learnt a lot from older guys on how to make sex last instead of
a quick fuck which ended too quickly. Both guys clearly enjoyed the action
and when all was done, Brendan collapsed on top of Ray and kissed him. The
kiss became far more passionate than any other had been in the short time
they'd known each other and both were eager for more.


Later, they went out for a meal together and Ray took Brendan to a Turkish
restaurant. This time he insisted on paying his own way which Ray
accepted. Afterwards they went to a different gay bar and then onto a gay
club. It was small and one of the longest running in Brighton. Ray liked it
because it was small and didn't have a large dance floor with loud
music. Instead, it consisted of one room which was in semidarkness and a
small bar in another room. Brendan also liked it and when they'd bought
their drinks they made their way into the semidarkness. They kissed and
felt each other as the low level music played. Brendan loved the erotic
atmosphere so was very happy.

At two in the morning they made their way back to the guesthouse. They were
well lubricated and ended up in Ray's bed. When they woke in the morning
they looked at each other and smiled.

"My fucking head is spinning" Brendan grinned.

"Perhaps a fuck would take your mind off it" Ray laughed. Brendan agreed so
turned over and enjoyed the feel of Ray's big cock inside him.


They spent the next few days socialising, eating and sleeping
together. Brendan only used his room to collect clean clothes since they
also showered together. Anton noticed that Brendan's room had hardly been
used and commented to Felipe although he too had noticed that the two guys
were always together and guessed they slept with each other too. The more
time they spent with each other the more they both realised they wanted the
relationship to continue.

At the end of their first week, Felipe had a friendly word with Ray since
he and Tony had been good friends for many years. "You and Brendan seem to
have really hit it off, I'm so pleased for you Ray."

"I worry whether I'm making a fool of myself; I'm double his age and Tony's
not been buried long."

"Do you love him?"

Ray nodded. "That's the problem, I've fallen head over heels for him and
I'm still not sure what Tony would say."

"That's easy; from my knowledge of Tony he'd say go for it because all he'd
want is for you to be happy. You've got to move on Ray. I'm not saying you
forget Tony because you never will; you were together too long for that but
it doesn't mean you've got to put your life on hold. What happened to Tony
was tragic but from what I can see you've got another chance to be just as
happy."

Ray nodded but he still found it hard to accept he'd fallen in love with a
guy half his age and whether he could convince himself that he wasn't being
unfaithful to the man he'd loved for so many years.

"Does Brendan love you do you think?"

Ray wasn't sure but from the way the young man treated him, spoke to him
and made love to him, made Ray think that Brendan loved him as much as he
did in return despite neither actually saying it.

"I take it you're sleeping together" Felipe grinned. Ray nodded with a big
satisfied grin on his face. "Why don't you ask Brendan to move into your
room so you can spend the final week of your holiday as a proper couple."

"I'm not one hundred percent sure he feels the same way; he appears to but
nothing has been said as such."

"Perhaps you should do so and test him out then you'll know where you
stand."

Ray agreed so decided to take the plunge. "Thanks Felipe; you'd make a
perfect marriage counsellor" he laughed.

"It's not the first time I've given guys the nudge to make things happen"
Felipe laughed.

Ray went back upstairs to find Brendan who was in his room. He knocked on
the door and a worried Brendan opened it. "Ah, here you are; I was
wondering what had happened to you. Is everything okay?"

Ray smiled and took Brendan into his arms. "Yeah, fine" he smiled before
giving the young man a kiss on the lips. "Felipe has noticed that we've
been spending all our time together and that you've not been using your
room."

"Ah; is that a problem?"

"Far from it, in fact he's wondering if you'd like to move in to mine for
our last week. He says he can re-let the room and give you a refund if
you're interested but it's your choice."

Brendan looked at Ray trying to determine his thoughts. "Would you be happy
if I did move in with you?"

Ray told Brendan to sit down on the bed beside him, took hold of his hand
and looked into his eyes. "I'd like to ask you a question and I'd like you
to be totally honest." Brendan nodded wondering what it was. "Do you have
feelings for me?"

"Of course I do and I was hoping you did for me. Was I mistaken?"

"No; despite having recently buried the guy I loved and lived with for
thirty years, I've fallen madly in love with you Brendan. I keep asking
myself whether it's a rebound from the shock of Tony's death but I don't
think it is. I also keep telling myself I'm twice your age and am not
interested in a holiday romance which fizzles out once we go home. I enjoy
your company and of course the sex but I'm not sure I could cope with
another major upset in my life at present so I want to be sure of your
feelings before things go too far."

Brendan put a finger on Ray's lips to stop him. He didn't want him to say
anything he might regret later. "I fell for you the moment I saw you
standing on the balcony. I don't give a fuck that you're twice my age. As
I've told you, I much prefer older guys and until meeting you had never
found a guy who I felt I could give my heart to but there's something about
you Ray that has stirred up all my emotions. I too enjoy your company, in
fact I love everything about you, and of course the sex is fantastic but
I'm looking for more than that. I too have fallen madly in love with you
Ray but up to now didn't want to put you under any pressure knowing what
you've been through these last few months. I have no idea what it must be
like to lose someone you've loved for so many years but I can imagine it
must be hell. That's why I've not said anything and although it's only a
week since we met it seems so much longer to me. Does that answer your
question?"

Ray smiled and kissed Brendan. For a few moments it became passionate and
both felt a stirring in their loins.

"So, would you like to move into my room and let Felipe re-let this one?"

"I thought you'd never ask" Brendan grinned and immediately started packing
his things. Ray said he'd go and tell Felipe whilst he did so.

"And? Does he love you? Felipe grinned.

"Seems he does despite the age difference."

"I'd have been surprised if he didn't. I can see it in his eyes and in the
way he looks at you. Just see how things go Ray. It may not be an easy ride
for you but love seldom is."

When Ray returned upstairs he found Brendan waiting for him with a pile of
clothes over his arm and his suitcase sitting beside him. Anton was
flitting around and gave him a big grin when he heard. Ray gave Brendan the
second room key Felipe had issued and helped him in. Once everything was in
place they left to go for a walk along the beach. The more they talked, the
more Brendan knew he'd made the right decision. Ray still wasn't totally
sure he wanted another lover despite his body telling him he did.


They spent the last week of their holiday like two new lovers. They did
everything together and enjoyed every minute. Both were sad when it came to
an end knowing they'd be going back to their separate homes and lives. Ray
offered to drive Brendan home instead of using the train despite having a
return fare. Brendan jumped at the offer so he could be with Ray for
longer.

As they neared London, Ray asked "Do you have anything to rush home for?"

Brendan said he didn't apart from doing his holiday washing but that could
wait so Ray asked if he'd like to go back to his place and go home after
lunch the next day. Brendan jumped at the offer and patted Ray's knee which
did nothing to quell his physical excitement.

When they reached Ray's flat and they'd parked the car in his allocated
parking space, they unloaded their suitcases and made their way to the flat
which was on the second floor. Brendan was impressed with it and realised
how small and rundown the place he lived in was by comparison but it was
all he could afford. Ray led him into the large double bedroom that
overlooked the gardens. Everything about the place was just perfect and for
a brief moment he imagined living there. He unpacked what he needed for one
night and watched Ray empty his suitcase. Every so often they smiled at
each other and Ray felt happy.

"Let's have a drink" Ray said and led Brendan into the large living room
that had a kitchen off to one side in its own alcove. Brendan was again
impressed and admired the décor. He also noticed several photographs of
Ray and another equally good looking guy who he assumed was Tony. He was
tempted to say something but decided against it not wanting to spoil the
atmosphere because he could sense that Ray was feeling happy.

They sat on the sofa and placed their drinks on a side table before
collapsing into a very passionate kiss. As it continued, Ray thought back
to the early years he and Tom had lived there. They'd never been able to
stop kissing and cuddling using every opportunity to do so. Both had the
making of an erection which was soon straining to be released.

"How about we go next door?" Ray grinned. Brendan nodded and grabbed his
drink. Once in the bedroom they undressed each other as they kissed. By the
time they were naked, hard cocks were rubbing excitedly against each other.

"Fuck me" Brendan whispered and went on all fours on the end of the
bed. Ray grabbed a condom and lube, prepared his rampant organ and gently
slipped it inside of Brendan's beautiful arse. Both let out loud sighs of
satisfaction as the long cock filled Brendan's channel. When it was fully
inside he slowly fucked. As always he kept the action going for several
minutes before finally releasing his load. As he did so he brought Brendan
to his climax which ended in him filling Ray's hand with his load of cum.

That evening when they went to bed, Brendan sat on Ray's organ and rode it
as they sniffed poppers. Brendan enjoyed being in control and watching
Ray's reaction. Eventually he sensed that Ray was about to shoot his load
so he slowed the pace to make it last longer. Finally, Ray yelled that he
was coming so Brendan increased his movement up and down enjoying the
feeling it gave him. Once satisfied, Ray grabbed hold of Brendan's erection
and brought it to a climax. As usual, Brendan produced copious ribbons of
creamy cum which discharged over Ray's chest.

"I hope you're going to clean that up" Ray laughed when Brendan was finally
spent. Without saying anything, Brendan bent over and licked Ray clean. He
loved the taste of his lover and savoured it in his mouth.

Being a Sunday the following day, they enjoyed their time in bed when they
woke and satisfied each other's morning erections. This time Ray fucked
Brendan from behind and when he'd shot his load, Brendan fucked Ray.

When they'd finished their lunch, Ray took Brendan home despite neither of
them wanting to part company but both had work to go to the next day so
there was no option. They agreed to keep in contact but as Ray drove home
he wandered whether his new young lover would in fact do so once he was
home and back into his usual routines. He still couldn't quite believe that
Brendan had no other lover since the guy was very attractive and
desirable. When he got home he walked into his empty flat and sat down. He
picked up a photo of him and Tony and gazed at it for several minutes.

"Am I a big fool my love?" he asked out loud. "I so loved you and will
never forget you my love but the thought of living alone is unbearable so I
hope you'll forgive me for finding another lover. I'm sure you'd approve of
Brendan if you met him; he's so like you which is why I've fallen in love
with him."

As he sat there he felt tears falling down his face. He knew it was still
early days but he wondered whether he'd ever fully get over his loss but as
Felipe had told him, he had to move on.


3.

When Ray arrived at the office on the Monday morning Julian was all over
him and asking whether he'd had a wonderful holiday. Ray had pondered
whether or not to mention Brendan but decided against it for the
moment. For all he knew he'd never see him again so there seemed little
point. They went through what had occurred during his absence and as usual
Julian had coped very well. There'd only been one query he couldn't deal
with and he'd emailed Ray about that. It reminded him that he needed to
review Julian's salary since he'd no doubt be doing more now that Tony had
gone and it was just the pair of them in the office. Their client base
continued to increase as existing clients recommended their services to
others so Ray knew at some point in time he may need another assistant but
that could wait for the time being.

Throughout the day, Ray thought about Brendan in between making calls and
dealing with paperwork. Each time he wondered whether he'd hear from him
again and whether he should make the next contact or not. Whenever he asked
himself that question he decided he'd leave Brendan to make the first call
in case he felt he was being hounded.

Little did he know that similar thoughts were going through Brendan's mind
as he undertook his daily tasks most of which were in the evening when the
shows were on. His hours of work were variable according to which shows he
had to attend to dress his actors and he had to deal with the upkeep of the
costumes which included cleaning and repairing as necessary apart from
making new costumes as required. On the Monday evening he was working so
had no time to call Ray and he hadn't wanted to disturb him at his place of
work. On the Tuesday he was again working that evening but he found a
period of free time during the morning. He called Ray's office and a
stranger answered the phone whom he guessed was Julian who sounded very
camp.

"Who's calling?" Julian asked.

"Brendan. Ray knows me" he replied not wanting to give too much away in
case Ray had not mentioned him. Eventually the call was put through to Ray.

"Hi my love" Brendan said breezily, "How are things?"

"Fine, and with you?"

"Yeah; busy with new show so lots of costumes to prepare and adapt. Any
chance of meeting up? I could drop by tomorrow evening on my way home if
you don't mind me being late or I could call on my way to the theatre
around five."

Ray thought for a moment and decided that earlier would be better than
later so invited Brendan to join him for a meal before he went off to the
fringe theatre he had to go to that evening. Fortunately, it wasn't far and
Ray said he'd drive him there to save time. With that agreed, they finished
the call and continued their work with both having a stirring down below as
they thought about each other. Ray had suggested that Brendan come to the
office since his bus stopped nearby and Ray would drive them both
home. This time, Ray warned Julian that Brendan was coming to avoid any
awkward moments. When he arrived Julian stopped working for a moment to
admire the beautiful guy standing there asking for Ray. Despite having his
own boyfriend who he lived with, he was always attracted to beautiful
looking guys, especially those with piercing blue eyes. He asked Brendan to
take a seat whilst he went into Ray's office. Normally he'd have picked up
the internal phone but he had to say something about the gorgeous guy
sitting outside.

"Brendan's arrived" he announced trying to hold back his excitement.

"Thanks; I'll be there in a moment once I've finished this email."

"He's gorgeous; who is he and where did you meet him?"

"Too many questions Julian" Ray laughed but decided to spill the beans so
told him they'd met on holiday and had got to know each other rather well.

"Lucky you" Julian grinned.

"You have a gorgeous boyfriend of your own young man so hands off" Ray
laughed. Julian grinned and was glad that Ray had found a possible
replacement for Tony.

As soon as Ray appeared, Brendan wanted to rush forward and take Ray into
his arms. Instead, Ray said "Hi" in a casual way and indicated for Brendan
to follow him as he said goodnight to Julian.

"He's nice" Brendan commented once outside.

"He has a boyfriend who he lives with" Ray replied as he led Brendan to his
car that was parked at the back.

"I'm not interested if that's what you're thinking; I told you, I'm only
interested in sexy older men like you."

Ray smiled and kicked himself for being testy but he still couldn't come to
terms with the fact that he'd fallen in love with this beautiful guy. The
short drive home was spent in silence and Brendan made no attempt to break
it guessing that Ray was still having difficulties with their relationship
following Tony's death. When they were inside Ray's flat he stood waiting
for him to make the first move. Suddenly Ray took Brendan into his arms and
kissed him. It was passionate and Brendan's fears that Ray's love for him
had waned during their short time apart melted away.

"If we had more time I'd take you to bed but food is probably more
important" Ray grinned. Brendan was relieved to see again the guy he'd
fallen in love with and followed him into the kitchen.

"Can I do anything to help?"

"I've made a meat pie which just needs heating up in the microwave with
some chips; hope that's okay."

"Sounds delicious; perhaps I could lay the table."

Ray nodded as he took some frozen peas out of the freezer. It was times
like this when his newly installed induction hob came into its own. Within
a couple of minutes, the water was boiling so he tipped some peas into the
pan.

As they ate, Ray questioned Brendan about the new play he was working with
and the actors he was dressing. Brendan explained it was a gay comedy and
one of the two actors he was dressing was gay. "He's somewhat full of
himself but he's good. The other guy is cute and has a girlfriend. You
could come along if you wanted. It's first night but I'm sure I could get
you in."

Ray said he'd love to but had a pile of work papers to read so declined. By
the time they'd finished their meal, Brendan had to leave so they dumped
the dishes into the dishwasher and Ray drove him to the small fringe
theatre. Before getting out of the car they kissed and Brendan said he'd
ring in a day or two. When Ray got back home he again questioned out loud
what he was doing with a lad half his age.

Brendan called two days later having not heard from Ray and they agreed to
meet up on the Saturday after that evening's show. Ray said he'd collect
him in the car so when Brendan walked out of the theatre he found Ray
waiting for him. They again kissed which caused Brendan to have an
erection; he'd been thinking about Ray all evening whilst he was dressing
his two actors. Once inside the flat they were in each other's arms kissing
and cuddling again. This time both had excited organs which needed
attention. As it was now late they quickly undressed and got into
bed. Brendan couldn't wait to feel Ray's big hard cock inside him and Ray
couldn't wait to get it there.

"Oh god that feels so good" Brendan cried out once the whole length was
inside him.

"Yeah, fucking brilliant" Ray yelled as he thrust back and forth. He too
had been dreaming of this all evening despite his misgivings about
encouraging the relationship which he was sure would end in due course.

They spent the following day together enjoying each other's company and in
the evening, Ray drove Brendan home.


Over the next three months they spent every Sunday together and often a
Friday night and Saturday up to when Brendan had to leave for work. On
Brendan's days off they went to the cinema and on one evening went to the
Royal Festival Hall to listen to a piano concert by a well-known pianist.

Ray still had doubts about the relationship because of the age difference
and the fact that Tony was always beside him in spirit, so kept wondering
whether or not he'd approve. Brendan could sense his unease but didn't want
to give up because he loved Ray so much and knew if he could get him over
that hurdle, their life together would be perfect. Then one Friday evening
when he met Ray at his office, he sensed something was wrong. By this time,
he'd got to know Julian who now recognised the love between the two guys
and encouraged it.

"He's really depressed" Julian whispered. "He just can't seem to let Tony
go but if you'd known Tony he was the kind of guy who'd have said `go for
it; be happy and move on'. I'm really worried about him."

Brendan gently opened Ray's office door and slipped inside. No longer did
he have to be announced and wait until Ray came out for him. He found his
lover slumped in his chair looking down at his desk but doing nothing. Ray
hardly looked up as he entered so he moved up behind him and put his arms
round his shoulders as he placed a kiss on his cheek.

"What's wrong my love? You look depressed."

Ray nodded wondering what to say. He so loved Brendan but still wasn't sure
if he was doing the right thing by encouraging him. "Are you sure you want
a relationship with a guy twice your age and who can't get his long term
lover out of his mind?"

Brendan knelt down on the floor beside Ray and took hold of his hands. "I
thought we'd been through this but yes I do because I love you Ray; you're
the best thing that has ever happened to me and I love you. I don't care
about the age difference and I don't expect you to forget Tony. I just wish
I'd known him because by all accounts he was a wonderful guy. What you've
got to ask yourself is whether you love me because if you don't then I'll
walk away and leave you to grieve for as long as you want."

Ray suddenly looked into Brendan's eyes. "But I do love you; I love you
every bit as much as I loved Tony but I don't want you to have regrets
later."

"I'm quite capable of making my own decisions despite being half your age
you know" Brendan grinned. This made Ray smile. He'd kept asking himself if
he was being a fool but he now realised he was but for the wrong
reasons. Of course Ray was old enough to know what he was doing and there
was no doubt that he was madly in love with Ray and wanted their
relationship to work.

"I think you need a nice long massage" Brendan smiled.

"That sounds a wonderful idea; know anyone who could give me one?"

"I do as a matter of fact; me. I'm a qualified masseur and provide erotic
massages for gay men amongst other things."

"Wow, a man of many talents" Ray grinned.

"You'd be surprised what I can do for a guy" Brendan laughed.

When they were in the car, Brendan asked Ray to drive to his bedsit so he
could collect his massage equipment. He had a portable massage table and he
needed the oil he used. On arrival, Ray was shocked at how small Brendan's
room was and was amazed that he had the space to perform massage.

"It's tight but if I put the massage table up against the bed I can just
about manage. I really need a bigger place but can't afford it."

When they'd gathered together the items he needed, they made their way
out. Fortunately, his flat mate was not around so that avoided awkward
questions about why he was taking his massage table out. With everything
loaded in the car they made their way to Ray's flat. He suggested that
Brendan set the massage table up in the third bedroom. It was small and
designed for a single bed but Ray and Tony had never furnished it since
they had the second double bedroom for guests when required so used this
one for storage.

"Wow, this would make the perfect massage room" Brendan commented as he
unfolded the table and laid a white towel across it.

As Ray watched him work, a thought went through his mind but he said
nothing for the moment. Brendan suggested he give Ray the massage before
they had their meal which was a chicken korma that Ray had purchased the
day before so all it needed was heating up in the microwave. Since Tony's
death he'd become lazy when it came to food since Tony tended to do all the
cooking and Ray did the clearing up. Tony loved cooking so enjoyed it
whereas Ray saw it as a necessity.

"Do you want a standard massage or an erotic one?" Brendan grinned hoping
that Ray would opt for the latter.

"An erotic of course; and I take it you perform naked."

Brendan grinned and said of course so they both stripped off. He told Ray
to lay face down on the bed to start with so Ray climbed onto the table and
placed his head over the special hole for his face. He then felt Brendan's
hands gently rub up and down his legs and it felt wonderful. It also caused
his cock to go hard beneath him which added to the enjoyment. When he'd
finished massaging his legs Ray then felt a hand move up the inside of each
one and into his crotch. This made his cock go even harder as the hand felt
his balls. Brendan had a gentle touch and it was wonderful.

He then massaged Ray's buttocks pulling them apart as he did so to open his
entrance. He slipped a finger across it which caused Ray to groan with
pleasure. After a while he moved to Ray's head and massaged his shoulders
and down his back. As he did so he pressed his naked organ against Ray's
soft hair.

"Lift your head and suck my cock" he instructed. Ray did so and took the
hard organ into his mouth to give it a good suck.

Brendan moved to the side and told Ray to turn over. He then leaned over
Ray's body pressing his erection against his naked flesh so Ray casually
fondled it as Brendan massaged his nipples before running his hands down
his legs and into his crotch clasping his balls in his hand. Ray found the
whole experience very erotic and his cock was now jumping up and down with
excitement. Brendan was tempted to take it into his mouth but resisted
doing so. He'd never sucked a client off despite aching to do so but what
he did intend doing with Ray was to fuck him when he'd finished the
massage.

Ray closed his eyes and enjoyed the pleasurable experience. Brendan had the
most wonderful touch and it caused his whole body to shiver with
excitement. He took hold of Ray's rampant organ and gently massaged it
although he didn't want to bring him to a climax just yet. After several
minutes he told Ray to shuffle to the end of the massage table and lift his
legs over his chest. His beautiful arse was now on view and he couldn't
resist pressing his naked organ up against it.

"Have you ever experienced bareback sex?" he casually asked.

"Tony and I always fucked bareback. Why, do you want to fuck me raw?"

"Would you mind? I test regularly so know I'm okay."

"It's fine by me and I too test regularly not that I've had sex with any
other guy other than you and Tony."

Brendan's whole body shook with excitement at the thought of inserting his
naked cock into Ray's beautiful arse. He lubricated his shaft and gently
pressed the head against the yielding hole. It slipped in with ease and he
soon had it fully inside.

"Ah, fuck, that feels so beautiful."

"Sure does, so give that arse a good fuck and fill me up with your
beautiful load of cum."

Brendan slowly fucked and gradually increased the pace until he was
spilling his load. He now felt he belonged to Ray and all the worries about
whether their relationship would continue slipped away.

"That was beautiful; I take it you don't fuck all your clients" Ray giggled
when he got off the massage table.

"Sadly not despite wanting to do so sometimes but I'm very professional
normally."

"You can give me a massage and fuck me to a conclusion whenever you want;
that was just wonderful."

They hugged and kissed pressing their naked bodies against each other. The
kiss became passionate and if they'd not wanted to eat they'd have gone to
bed for more sex but their stomachs told them it was time to eat.

As they ate, Ray pondered the question he was now dying to ask but in the
end decided to go for it.

"Would you like to move in with me; you could continue with your massage
services and use the third bedroom as a massage parlour if you wished."

Brendan stopped eating and looked at Ray for a moment. "Are you serious?"

"Of course; I now feel we're made for each other and provided you don't
mind me thinking about Tony every so often I think we'd be good for each
other."

"I'd love to and I certainly don't mind you thinking about Tony; I'd be
surprised if you didn't and I'd love to use the third bedroom as a massage
room if you don't mind having clients here."

Ray said he was happy with that so they discussed the details. Brendan had
to give a month's notice to vacate his bedsit but it was decided they'd
collect his things on the Sunday and pay the month in cash. Brendan shot up
and kissed Ray hardly believing what was happening.

"You're quite sure" he asked. Ray said he was having resolved his concerns
about their relationship. He'd always been one to make quick decisions once
he'd clarified in his own mind the ins and outs of a situation. Brendan was
delighted because he'd often thought whether or not this would happen so
his dream had come true.

"Do you enjoy your job?" Ray suddenly asked as they ate their
dessert. Brendan said he did but sometimes found the erratic hours of
working a pain. "I'm looking for a part-time assistant for the business
because Julian is becoming overwhelmed now that Tony has gone. He's more
comfortable with managing the office rather than dealing with clients so
I'm looking for a personal assistant to ease my workload. If you were
interested, you could work five mornings a week and continue your massage
services in the afternoon if you wanted."

Brendan again stopped what he was doing and looked at Ray. He'd often
thought of changing jobs despite enjoying being a theatre dresser but the
hours were certainly getting him down. This way he could work regular hours
apart from the occasional evening massage since most of his clients wanted
to come in the afternoon before they went on stage in the evening so it
would fit in perfectly. Ray told him what the pay would be and when he
realised it would be more than he received now he immediately accepted.

"Will Julian be okay with me joining the business?"

"He'd be more than happy; one he's overloaded with work and two he thinks
your gorgeous" Ray laughed.

"I have to give a months' notice to quit unless they're prepared to let me
go early."

Ray said that was not a problem but when it came to giving in his notice,
the agency said he could go once he'd finished the current run which ended
in a week's time since there was nothing else on for a week or two. Brendan
jumped at the opportunity so within a week he'd moved in his personal
possessions from the bedsit and changed jobs. He was feeling on top of the
world. Julian was also more than happy to have the gorgeous Brendan coming
in each morning even though he was Ray's personal assistant.


4.

Brendan soon picked up the business and was a hit with clients because of
his personal skills. Ray also enjoyed having him work with him and having
him in his bed every night. He also gave Ray a regular massage which always
ended in Brendan fucking him. Ray was sometimes around when Brendan's other
clients came and enjoyed listening to the sounds of pleasure as Brendan
satisfied their sexual needs at the end of the massage.

One particular guy was called Jason and Brendan used to be his dresser. He
came for a massage several times and preferred coming in the evening when
he wasn't on stage. Ray got to know him well since he often stayed for a
drink after the massage.

"This guy is brilliant" Jason said after yet another very satisfying
massage. Ray agreed as he offered him a drink as usual. "Would you guys
like to join my partner and I for a pool party next Saturday? We have our
own swimming pool and its good fun."

Ray looked at Brendan who nodded so they agreed. "Thanks, we'd love to."

"I should warn you that it gets fairly wild once the drink flows. Phil my
partner only allows swimming in the nude and the sessions often end in
sexual activity. He also doesn't like using condoms so we fuck raw but we
both test regularly. Is that okay?"

"Yeah, suits me" Ray replied and looked at Brendan for his reaction.

"Yeah, why not; sounds good fun."

"I can certainly promise that; Phil loves being fucked and I reckon you two
could certainly please him."

With everything agreed, Jason said he looked forward to seeing the two guys
the following Saturday evening. "It will be a long session so don't expect
to get home until the following morning" he laughed.

When he'd gone, Ray asked Brendan if he was okay about having bareback sex
with other guys. He said he was and trusted Jason. He didn't let on that
he'd already had bareback sex with him following a massage session some
while ago and it was fantastic so he looked forward to having more and
being fucked by Phil who sounded an interesting guy.


On the Saturday evening they made their way to Jason and Phil who lived in
a very smart house near Hampstead Heath. Money was clearly no problem since
the house was enormous and the basement pool was divine. As soon as they
were inside the door, Phil was all over them. Both he and Jason were
wearing a short robe and were clearly naked beneath.

"Come on in guys and make yourself comfortable; clothes are not allowed at
our pool parties" he laughed so the two guests were ushered into another
room and told to strip. By the time they'd done so both Jason and Phil had
discarded their robes and looked ready for action. Phil led them down to
the basement pool where they enjoyed the next hour or more splashing around
in the pool and having fun with each other. When they'd had enough of the
pool they all climbed out and were soon kissing and cuddling each
other. Cocks were now flying high and Phil enjoyed taking both cocks into
his mouth whilst Jason lubricated his and pressed it up against Brendan's
arse. Every time he'd been for a massage he'd dreamt of fucking the cute
young guy who was ten years younger than him. Phil was thirty-two and also
loved the younger guy although he also looked forward to being fucked by
Ray's big hard cock.

As Jason fucked, Phil sucked until he decided he needed a cock up his arse
so invited Ray to do the honours. He bent over a table and Ray lined his
well lubricated cock up to the gorgeous entrance on offer. He teased it
before plunging his face into the crack and giving Phil a good rimming.

"Oh fuck, yes" he cried. Ray then plunged his hard cock into the arse and
gave Phil a good long hard fuck until he'd deposited his first load of the
evening.

Jason meanwhile was busy fucking Brendan and enjoying the action just as
much. "Oh yes; you've got a gorgeous arse to fuck and the feel of my raw
cock inside it is just wonderful."

Brendan agreed as Jason's long hard organ fucked him until he heard him
yell out that he was coming.

When they'd satisfied each other's needs, they stopped to have some food
which was equally as delicious. When that was finished they went back to
the pool and splashed around some more before fucking each other again. It
was three in the morning before they finally finished. Ray had used a taxi
to get there so they ordered another to take them home. Both Ray and
Brendan were well pissed by the time it arrived and by pure coincidence it
was the same young driver who'd driven them there.

"Hi guys; had a good evening?"

Ray said they had and noted the guy was coming on to them.

"You're working late" he commented as he climbed in.

"Yeah, but this is my last call."

"Off home are you now" Brendan commented without thinking.

"Unless something more interesting comes along. The night is young." the
driver laughed. He'd taken a fancy to the two guys earlier and had reckoned
they were gay. He also knew Jason and Phil were so guessed the two guests
were too.

Ray looked at Brendan and they grinned at each other having noticed the
young guy's interest. "What's your name?"

"Trevor and I'm twenty-six and single" he laughed. Ray and Brendan again
picked up on the obvious come on and looked at each other.

"Interested?" Ray whispered to Brendan who nodded his agreement. The young
guy was certainly good looking and clearly up for it.

"Nice pad" Trevor said when he pulled up outside Ray's block of flats, "I
bet they look good inside" he added to indicate he'd love to be invited in.

"So you're off home now are you" Ray said casually as he paid Trevor the
fare. Trevor grinned and said he was unless another offer came along as he
held Ray's hand somewhat unnecessarily. "You fancy a drink?" Ray said half
expecting the young guy to decline.

"Yeah, thanks" Trevor replied and immediately climbed out of his car.

"Wow, nice place" Trevor commented as he walked in and immediately slipped
off his jacket as if planning to stay for a while. He noted that Ray and
Brendan removed their shoes in the hallway so he did the same not wanting
to get dirt on the deep piled carpet he could see in the living room.

"Make yourself at home" Ray grinned having seen how eager Trevor was and
asked him what drink he'd like. He opted for a beer so Brendan grabbed one
for each of them from the fridge. Ray let Brendan sit next to Trevor so he
could sit and look at the young man. He was certainly good looking and from
what he could see had a good body on him. "So, apart from taxi driving what
else do you do?"

"When I'm not driving I enjoy myself in whatever way I can" Trevor grinned
and casually felt his crotch to indicate what he meant. Ray noticed and
smiled. The young lad was certainly not slow in coming forward.

"Perhaps Trevor would like an erotic massage Brendan."

"Wow, are you a masseur?" he asked Brendan having turned towards him and
inspected his crotch.

"He is and is fucking good at it plus he does it naked so if you're up for
it then he's your man."

Trevor became very excited at the thought of seeing Brendan naked and said
he'd love one. With that agreed, the three of them made their way into the
massage room and Brendan laid out a clean towel on the table.

"Okay, strip off and we'll get going" Brendan grinned and then said to Ray
"Perhaps you'd like to assist."

Ray immediately accepted the offer so also stripped naked whilst Trevor did
the same. When all three guys were in the buff and Trevor had given the
other two a good looking over, he climbed onto the massage table and laid
face down as instructed. Brendan poured some oil into Ray's hand and told
him to start on the legs whilst he worked on Trevor's back. Having now
experienced several massages, Ray had a good idea what to do so set to
work. He slowly moved up and down Trevor's legs and with each pass let his
hand wander between them into the young man's crotch. His balls were poking
out so he gently massaged them as well. Trevor was in heaven and loved the
feel of hands over his naked body. When he'd finished the legs, Ray moved
to one side and massaged one buttock whilst Brendan did the other. As they
worked they pressed their now hard cocks up against Trevor's naked
body. Just the feel of the naked flesh against his caused his cock to go
hard beneath him.

When his back was done, Brendan told Trevor to turn over. His cock was now
rock hard so immediately sprang to life. He grinned at the other two who
continued their massage; Ray up and down the front of Trevor's legs and
Brendan across his chest. They each stood at the side of the table and let
Trevor feel their erections. His own cock was now jumping up and down with
excitement and he was aching for someone to take hold of it.

Eventually Ray held the stiff shaft whilst Brendan gently rubbed a finger
across the slit causing the organ to make more erratic moves. Ray then
moved to the young guy's balls and kneaded those whilst Brendan
concentrated on the lad's cock. After several minutes of kneading and
massaging, the cock suddenly shot forth a large ribbon of white creamy
cum. Several more followed as Trevor's body jumped up and down excitedly.

When he was spent, Ray looked into his eyes. "Would you like us to fuck you
now?"

Trevor gasped thinking the action was over so nodded
enthusiastically. Brendan told him to go on all fours at the end of the
table so they could fuck him. He quickly did so whilst the other two guys
prepared their cock with a condom. When both were nicely lubricated and
Trevor's arse had been given a good fingering with each of their index
fingers, Branden slipped his in and fucked.

"I'd love both inside me at the same time" Trevor said after a while. The
other two guys were up for that so they told Trevor to lay on the floor so
that Brendan could sit on his cock and Ray could slip his in behind
it. With Brendan's firmly inside, Ray gently slipped his in as well causing
Trevor to gasp but enjoyed his arse being filled with two cocks. Ray then
fucked and felt his cock rubbing against his lover's. He sensed Brendan was
nearing his climax so he increased the pace of fuck until both guys were
spilling their load. Trevor was in heaven since he loved being double
fucked and never said no to having two cocks up his arse.

It was almost five in the morning when Trevor finally left to go home but
he'd enjoyed his time immensely. They exchanged mobile numbers and he
returned every so often from thereon for a massage and then a double fuck.


It was several weeks later when the two guys were looking at some of Ray's
porn that included some S&M action that Brendan commented that he rather
liked the idea of that. Unbeknown to him, Tony had also enjoyed being
lightly whipped on his buttocks and being tied up whilst Ray fucked him so
he had all the necessary equipment. Having suggested a particular scenario,
Brendan agreed so Ray told him to lay face down and tied his arms and legs
outstretched across the bed. He then lightly whipped the beautiful butt
before inserting a G-spot massager that included an anal vibrator.

"Ah fuck yeah" Brendan cried out as the massager did its work. With the
arse nicely open, Ray climbed across him, removed the massager and slipped
his rampant naked organ in its place. "Ah yeah, fuck that arse."

Ray smiled as he did just that reaching beneath Brendan's body to grab hold
of his erect cock. As he fucked, he massaged the hard cock until both had
shot their load.

From thereon, Brendan enjoyed many more sessions of S&M in which Ray tied
him up in all kinds of kinky positions before whipping him and then fucking
his beautiful arse.

Brendan loved working as Ray's personal assistant and the clients loved
him. He also obtained several more clients for his massage service so was
more than happy with his new life. Ray too was happy with life and on the
anniversary of Tony's death he and Brendan went to the crematorium and
placed some flowers where Tony's ashes had been buried.

"I'll never forget you my love even though I've found another who's just as
beautiful as you."

~~~~~

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