Date: Tue, 1 Mar 2005 20:12:38 -0800 (PST)
From: taarob <taarob@yahoo.com>
Subject: The Good Doctor 24

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From Chapter 23:
"So now that you're an old no so married man I suppose you
and studcity are tapering off the whole sex thing?"

God she's got a dirty mind!  "As a matter of fact, Rose,
that hasn't changed at all.  We're every bit as.....well,
romantic....as we were months ago."

"Eric, it's nothing to get upset about everyone tapers off
when they start settling down.  A couple of times a week is
normal.....and nothing to be ashamed of....just relax."

"Rose that just isn't the case!  We can't get enough of each
other!"  Not that it's any of her fucking business!

She laughed dismissively.  "Oh I'm sure, Eric.  Don't get
crazy it's just what happens, it's nooooormal!"

"Well, Rose, it's not normal for us!  We fuck like bunnies!"

"It's to be EXPECTED, Eric!  Actually, it's probably even
healthier.....and certainly nothing to be embarrassed
about."

"I'm not fucking embarrassed, Rose!  We fuck constantly!  My
asshole feels like road kill for Christ's sake!"

"Oh.....oh my.  Bloody, furry and dead, well that's an image
that should follow me through eternity."

God this woman drives me crazy!


                    The Good Doctor 24

I push Pete's cock down and then move against him letting
his dick spring up between my legs and press up against my
balls.  I wrap my arms around his neck tip my head up and
kiss him.  He tastes steamy, damp and clean.

I smile up at him and squeeze his dick between my legs. "If
you needed to fuck we probably should have done it in the
shower."  He grins back sheepishly.

"It's kinda got a mind of its own today.  Just ignore it."

"It's practically lifting me off the floor!"  I press my
forehead to his shoulder and try to blot out the sounds
coming from the rest of the house.  It sounds like my mother
and her band of helpers are disassembling a car somewhere in
the vicinity of the kitchen.

I'm a boring person, the thing that I want most is for us to
be left alone.  My idea of a great evening is watching
television with my head on Pete's lap while Jase is glued to
his regular spot directly in front of it.  That's the
tv......not Pete's lap.

I guess that's why I'm ambivalent about this whole
commitment ceremony.  Not that for a second I don't feel
committed to Pete and not that I don't want the world to
know, that's all fine with me.  I just don't want everything
turned into some sort of circus.  Like I've got some chance
of getting what the fuck I want.

                         -----------------------

I started walking out of the bedroom like a zombie when Pete
grabbed me and pulled me back in.  He took my face in his
hands and said.  "Just relax, you can do this."

I shook my head no.  "I'm gonna fuck it up.  I don't know
how but it's gonna happen, I'll probably forget the vows,
maybe throw up, I could just pass out.  If I pass out just
keep the ceremony going cause I don't wanna wake up and have
to go through this again."  He thinks that I'm kidding.

Still holding my face gently in his hands Pete kissed me.
"Nothing that you do....or don't do.....or say or don't say
is going to change how I feel about you.  That's a done
deal, this crap is window dressing."

"My mother's gonna kill me.  She's out there just waiting
for me to screw up so that she can club me to death with it
for the rest of my life.  Her life would have been perfect
if it hadn't been for that one day when Eric screwed up and
robbed her life of all meaning."

"Eric, that's not gonna happen.  Your mother is not waiting
for you to fail, she wants the best for you." He's so na‹ve.
"Besides she's worked really hard on this, she wants it to
be perfect for you.....for us."

I hear Jase come pounding down the hallway and then he
bursts into our room.  "Dad, look!"  Oh my God!  "Grandma
made me wear it!"

"Ahhhhhhh nooooooooooo, Jase.  It's fine.  You look...cute."
Jase  climbs  up  on our bed and sits there  with  his  feet
dangling off.  "Dad!!!  I look stupid!"

Pete  hunkers  down next to the bed and  puts  his  hand  on
Jase's  shoulder.   "Jase, you look really grownup......with
your  little...suit.  You're gonna be lookin  great  at  the
ceremony."

I  sit down next to Jase and put my arm around his shoulders
and  pull him to me.  "I won't lie to you, Kiddo.   It's  as
bad as you think it is and there's nothing any of us can  do
about  it.   This is one of those times when you just  gotta
suck it up and hope to hell it passes quickly."

Jase is staring down at his lap and twisting his fingers. He
speaks  quietly.  "Well.....at least everybody here is  old.
I guess that my friends won't find out."

"Hell yes, Jase!  By the time most of your friends are  able
to understand the concept of coordinating colors most of the
people in the kitchen right now will have died."

Pete  glares  at me.  "Eric! I really don't  think  that  we
ought  to  be thinking that far ahead where little boys  are
concerned."  Everybody uses my name like a swear word.

Jase  and I come simultaneously to the notion of resignation
and we both nod in agreement and drop our heads.

Pete  drops his hands in frustration and stands in front  of
us.   "Will  you two please suck it up?  Come on,  if  we're
gonna  get  through this we gotta do it together!   I  can't
make this happen by myself.  Work with me!"

Then  we  suddenly hear a sharp loud banging on the  bedroom
door.   "Eric!   Eric!"  It's my mother and I silently  turn
the  lock in the doorknob.  Her voice is a whisper but  it's
still  like  a serrated knife cutting through  tin.   "Eric!
Eric,  don't  you  dare  hide in this  bedroom!   Eric,  I'm
counting to ten!"

Well there's no reason we should all die.  I stand up square
my  shoulders  and  then open the door  and  slip  into  the
hallway.  I smile.  "Mom!  I was helping Jase with his tie."
I  put  my hands on her shoulders ignoring her glare.   "Mom
you  look  wonderful!  That color is fantastic on you!   You
look ten years younger!"  Some of this is actually true.   I
kiss  the  side of her face lightly.  "Grandpa would  be  so
proud  of you.  He always said that you were the prettiest."
The  mention of Grandpa is like using the neutron  bomb  and
she begins to melt.

She  lightly touches her hair.  "I got my hair  done.   Mrs.
Slovotny did it special for me."

"It's  beautiful."  My voice is soft and I raise my hand  to
her  hair  being careful not to actually touch it.   "You're
beautiful, does Dad realize that he came with the  prettiest
girl in town?"

Her expression changes like lightning and she shifts all  of
her  weight to one side.  "That man?  He wanted to  come  in
jeans!   Denim!!"   She  lifts her  hands  and  drops  them.
"That's  what  I  get for not marrying an Italian!   God  is
punishing  me."  She touches my cheek with the tips  of  her
fingers and sighs.  "My baby!"  Then she shakes her head and
waves her hands.  "No, no I don't have time for this......my
sauce."  She gestures toward the kitchen and then stops  and
stares up at me.  "You'll always be my baby."

I smile down at her.  "I know, Mom.  Go to your sauce."

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I  can  feel  people's eyes on me.  It feels weird  and  I'm
fidgeting.   Pete's eyes are so blue and  he  looks  soooooo
handsome.   I guess he figures it's time for an intervention
and  he  reaches  out and hooks his finger around  mine.   I
relax.   He  has that effect on me.  This is about  us,  not
them,  well  a little about them.  After all that's  why  we
invited them.  Stop thinking!!!

The  minister drops his voice to a whisper.  "You guys gonna
be okay?"

Pete says.  "Yes."  And then with a kind of smile.  "And yes
for him too."

John,  that's  the minister, takes a quick look  at  me  and
figures he'll go with what he's got while it's still hanging
together and begins the ceremony.

"Ladies and gentlemen we are here to formalize the union  of
Eric and Peter."  Eric and Peter, that's Pete's name, Peter,
which is another name for cock so this is really formalizing
a  union between Eric and cock.  Oh fuck!  Stop thinking!!!!
Pete's  got a big cock, big and thick, and huge low  hanging
balls.   Shit!   I'm  getting a  hardon.   And  I'm  wearing
boxers!   Just think about the time you walked in on Grandma
taking a bath.  Oh whew, that's better.  God, how do breasts
ever get in that condition?  Stop thinking!!!!

My Grandpa had a good body.  Well for an eighty year old man
but it was probably fantastic when he was like thirty.  Even
when  he  was  old his butt never sagged.    You  know  like
sometimes with old people they get these really saggy  butts
but  Grandpa's was hard.  I saw him in the shower once.  Oh,
fucking great, you're thinking about your dead Grandfather's
ass.  Stop thinking!!!!

"Eric  do  you agree to hold Peter as........" Huh?   Pete's
nodding yes like he wants me to do the same thing and I  do.
For  all I know I just agreed to be sold as a sex slave.   I
feel a little dizzy.  I wonder how bad I'd hurt myself if  I
did  pass out?  I passed out that time I went to summer camp
and  I  got the flu or something.  I remember lining up  for
breakfast in the morning and smelling that kinda rancid  fat
smell and then I looked down at the ground and somebody  had
hawked  up  a  huge glob of phlegm and spat it  out  on  the
ground.   I took one look at the fucking thing and the  next
thing  I  knew  I was waking up in the infirmary.   Well  it
wasn't  really the infirmary because they didn't  have  one.
It  was  actually the storage hut that had been cleared  out
and  somebody  had put a cot in it.  I woke up looking  into
the  eyes  of one of the camp counselors.  He had  the  most
beautiful eyes and his breath smelled of bacon.  Mom had  to
drive all that way to pick me up and then she embarrassed me
by cursing out all the camp people.

Pete's got this weird look on his face.  What'd I do?   John
is  still talking so it can't be that.  Oh!  Ohhhhh gee  the
ceiling.

                    ----------------------

I  think  Pete is holding my hand, maybe it's Jase,  no  the
hand is too big.  I don't want to open my eyes but I do.

"Eric,  is there one fucking thing in this whole world  that
you don't fuck up?"  Oh, God no!

I  pull  my  hand  away.  "I didn't do it on purpose,  Rose!
It's an autonomic response....or something like that, anyway
it's not something you decide to do it's something that just
happens.   It wasn't a fake faint like you used to  do  when
you  were  a teenager so that the local boys could  look  up
your  skirt without feeling odd."  I started to sit  up  and
then decided to just try leaning against the headboard.

I  could hear all of the sounds appropriate to a party of  a
hundred or so people.  "It doesn't sound like my near  death
experience has slowed anything down."

Rose  laughed.   "No your Mom just yelled  that  dinner  was
served  and  I  was  lucky to get out  of  the  way  of  the
stampeding mob.  That woman sure can cook."

"It's  nice  to  know  that  my  humiliation  gave  Mom   an
opportunity to introduce her latest snacks."

Rose  crossed her legs opened her handbag and pulled  out  a
compact.   While  she  checked out  her  makeup  she  asked.
"How's  my  lipstick?"  A painted fingernail  touched  up  a
corner of her mouth.

"The  usual, Rose, too much, too red, too thick.  You  know,
at  your  age you really oughta think about lighter  shades.
You look like Madonna at eighty."  I shifted my position  on
the bed.

"How's Pete handling this?"

"Okay  I guess.  Last time I saw him he had his hand on  the
minister's ass."

"Oh fuck!"  I started to get up but she pushed me back down.

"Kidding!  Jesus you're sensitive!  Your beloved carried you
in  here  and laid you tenderly on the bed, where presumably
he has laid you in the past.....not quite as tenderly unless
I miss my guess.  I always figured you for a screamer."

"That's  odd,  Rose  I always figured the  same  about  your
boyfriends.  Or should I say gentlemen callers?"

"He then proceeded to try to get everyone else's mind off of
it and on to eating.  He's a very charming man."

"How's my son?"

"Loyal!   If  you had been my father I would have  pretended
that I didn't know you."

"And my Mom?"

Rose  laughed.   "Well, that's the odd  thing.   She  didn't
really seem to mind.  I mean she was concerned that you were
all  right but once she saw that Pete was taking care of you
it was like it hadn't happened.  Maybe she expected it.....I
would have."

This  really  doesn't sound all that bad.  "So  on  balance,
Rose, how would you say the whole thing went?"

She  smiled and slowly shook her head.  She reached out  and
patted  my  chest.  "You are a piece of work, Eric,  a  real
piece  of  work.   Well, to answer your question,  not  bad,
certainly better than I expected.  Your Mom's cooking  could
save about anything and oddly enough you collapsed at almost
the  perfect moment.  Pretty much as the hunky minister  was
pronouncing  you  Doctor and nutcase you did  your  dramatic
little thing.  You know......it almost seemed appropriate."

"Ahh, you think Pete is mad at me?"

She  looked  surprised.  "Eric, who the hell have  you  been
living  with for these last seven months?"  She snapped  her
compact closed and dropped it in her purse.  "You know  that
he  never takes his eyes off of you?  Holly crap, Eric,  you
can  feel  the sexual energy radiating off of that guy  from
across  the  room.  You know it reminds me of my very  first
boyfriend...."

"Yeah,  yeah,  yeah, Rose.  You mean you  don't  think  he's
upset with me for passing out?"

"No  you  idiot!   He  loves you, for reasons  that  totally
escape me, he doesn't give a fuck what you do as long as you
do it with him.  How the hell can you not know this?"

"I  guess  that  I knew it, Rose.  I mean....you  know..he's
told  me  that..but I guess that on some level  I've  always
wondered why?"

Rose  looked  up and then stood.  "You're asking  the  wrong
person, Eric."  She slid out of the door.

Pete  slowly shut the door and then locked it.  He sat  down
on the edge of the bed and smiled at me.  "Squirrelly little
fucker."

He  got up and walked over to the dresser and came back with
a framed picture of my Grandfather.  "What do you see?"

"My Grandpa."

"Describe him, the way that he looks."

I'm  confused.  "He looks very Italian, dark hair, slim.   A
handsome guy."

He  put the picture down on the bed.  "I'm in love with  you
not  just for the way that you look......but but just  based
on  that,  nothing else.....you're better looking than  him.
How  many  times  have I told you that  and  why  don't  you
believe me?"

I  tugged at him until he leaned forward and kissed me.   "I
believe you."

"I think in the past that I've also mentioned your butt."

Kiss.  "I believe you."

"You actually work for a living."

Kiss.  "I believe you."

I like your kid.

Kiss.  "I believe you."